PINKVILOR

Each year it gets worse. I don’t know if I can go on any longer. I can’t sleep properly. My dreams are so lucid that I still feel like I’m dreaming for days on end. I feel dizzy and tired constantly. Enjoying things has become rare to me. Constantly scared. I pass out, black out and sometimes I puke or spit blood. The bones in my chest from Marfan’s freaks me out, it hurts and scares me. There’s…

I am a fool One who tries to make you laugh And with my words I sing and paint A stupid little picture in your head One who is there for you No matter if you don’t want me to And with my brush I draw small lines To keep me feeling like it’s all fine But you cross them and wipe them off I need you to understand that these feelings are mine I know you don’t listen but I need you to try I…