*tw* rape and sexual assult
He woke me up last night, by forcing his cock in me. There i was, barley awake, being raped in the comfort of my own home, in my own bed, with my own mother right across the hall.
It all started 2 weeks ago. I had a fling. Cheated on my significant other. I guess this is my karma. He tried to force his cock in my mouth, which I refused several times. I told him the kissing was too far, I was with someone. I wanted to stop.
......His parents came home. Found us, kicked me out. Thank God for that, im positive I would've been raped of not for that.
Days later we're in the back of my car cuddling. I've convinced myself that its ok because he likes me. We make out. He puts my hand on his throbbing dick and makes me rub it, I tried pulling my hand away, he just put it back. Gripping my arm harder each time. He gets on top and puts it in me, the first of many times this event will happen, I tell him I dont want this, its wrong. He thrusts harder. I ask him to stop, he never listens. I beg him to stop, he goes faster. I try to push him off, so he lays on me. Eventually I fought him off. He made me suck it, to finish him off.
"You can't tell me it was wrong."
"I told you to get off me multiple times and you wouldn't listen."
"Yeah but would you have if you weren't with him?"
"..."
"Thats what I thought." He smirked.
After this happened he returned to cuddling me acting like it never happened. Like he didn't force himself onto me. And I fell for it. I figured he was so nice after that it was ok. We started dating. He actually ended up living with me for a few days. A few days filled with sexual truama. Asking me at least once an hour for something. Begging me, GUILTING me to do something to him.
He is still here.
