Hello

This feels like when you’re finally invited to sit at the Adult Table and learn all the family lore in the most surreal infodump of all time

yeah no i can't hang out today. yeah it's british youtubers again. yeah it'll be all day.

every statement is like being hit over the head again. i hate that everyone is going through this

it is all the love to all of the boys, of course it is, but i think we all understand why it's sending special love to louis because i just can't wrap my head around going through so much pain again and again and again. and i know he will be coming out of this even stronger, but at some point you've got to ask yourself how much one single person can take

seeing so many people who haven’t been here for a while . we’re all family and will always be . what we got to experience is rare and precious . hope time will allow us to look back at it with joy and peace again . hugging all of you tight

it's the way that i saw people online in the past two weeks absolutely attacking him and making fun of him and calling him cringe and demanding he take accountability (which... this part is understandable) and now he's no longer here. it's just. like it's just that. and also for me, it's the fact that for years now i feel like, even if i wasn't ever a liam girlie i vaguely knew he was never okay and hoped he had some help.

genuinely praying and thinking about maya henry and hope no one guilt trips her, a victim when she was just 18/19. this wasnt her fault at all and i hope she doesn’t blame herself and no one blames her.

this feels so impossible to understand. hugging you all tight right now. i don't have any actual words, just....... fuck.