The Spirals of Anhedonia

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Chapter 15: Belphegor’s anger

Phobos thought he had the advantage by turning himself into his beast form (after such a long time), it would make him 12 feet tall; making him stronger, bigger and Belphegor an easy target. With Belphegor’s new form, Phobos’ confidence lowered a bit. Phobos shook his head and adrenaline rushed through his veins, making him do the rational decision of attacking first.

Phobos: *he roars* FOR MOTHER!!! *he yelled as he rushed towards the powerful being in front of him*

his voice was loud and powerful, even though it sounded angry it also carried a bit of fear within. Belphegor just shows a wicked smile as he just waited for his prey to do all the work for him and run towards him. He thought his prey would make a plain physical attack, but by surprise Phobos charged his eyes once again and shoot his powerful heat beam towards Belphegor’s direction, and to his luck finally hit the target.

Just a loud laugh was heard from the smoke screen all the heat created, but there it stood a distorted--NO-- a melted form of Belphegor! Phobos didnt knew if to feel disgusted or terrified for what he was gazing upon his eyes, but he then snapped out of his moment of admiring his art piece and turned to Belphegor’s hand. What was he holding? Phobos thought to himself, but his brain wasnt fast enough to state the fact that Belphegor was holding a spear made out of his own bones (since he was missing one arm); it hit Phobos....

Phobos still coughed in his beast form, but an exaggeratedly long spear was going through his chest, his body couldnt help it but to go back to his human form. Phobos was holding the spear going through his body with body hands, as if that would make it less painful, but he quickly went down to his knees, looking up in the beautiful, clear, blue sky, but slowly a big shape covers his view; the sun is to bright still, only a yellowish white wicked smile shows facing towards poor Phobos. Slowly the giant terrifying beast mockingly goes back to his more ‘former’ size, to his more ‘former self’. 

But still Belphegor stares down at Phobos with a diabolical smile and all his four eyes aimed towards him (the fifth still resting---why?--Phobos wondered).

”Chapter 15: They are finally here”

and they know that Phobos is filled with more fear than anything...

“Chapter 15: Her Night for Phobos”

*As Phobos kept denying Yin's desire to enter May's home, Yin just laughed and started to vanish away leaving this last words behind* it doesnt matter...you dont have a choice in this situation anyways. *Phobos could finally feel at ease...his heart began to calm down, as well as his muscles and senses; that was until he started to hear several foot steps in the distance, mixed with a terrible combination of evil laughter and a very diabolical aura getting closer to Phobos. Phobos already knew this moment was going to happen soon, but for some reason he had the hopes of not being this soon--

“Winter Island Map”

“Wing of Virtue: Temperantia”

Temperantia [tehm-peh-rhan-tee-ah] Also known as the Virtue  of Temperance. She is one of the seven wings of virtue, in other words one of Yang's most precious warriors...Temperantia is one of the only wings of virtue that can control or atleast have a fair fight with Belphegor (the deadly sin: gluttony). Temperantia rarely talks, she is very quiet most of the times and only speaks when the time is right (she hardly says a sentence though...); she is also very strong, but very kind. She always carries her silver and golden cups, she can make infinite water pour from them or even infinite rivers of flames; Temperantia also uses her cups as weapons, she can easily make them turn into whips made out of fire or water.

Prince of Hell: Beelzebub

also known as the deadly Demon Beelzebub Or the Dleadly Sin: Gluttony The other 6 princes of hell call him Belly for short; and also because is a nice nick name that fits with his reputation according to the other demons. Beelzebub is mostly known for his frog like outer appearance, and by being able to devour anything on his path; he uses his antenna like tentacles on his head to paralyze victims (almost like a jellyfish), also you need to be careful with those, since they also grow longer to reach its victims. The scarier part of Beelzebub isn't his humongous outer appearance, but his 'true' appearance... the outer self of Beelzebub rarely shews on its victims, since the inner self is the one that takes care of that--by tearing apart their victims slowly..or desperately fast, either way, he will make sure to enjoy his prey and to not let anything go to waste Beelzebub could eat for a whole eternity, and his teeth will always be stronger than steel; his tremendous power is both a gift and an eternal curse other abilities: - Really fast when hasnt eaten for a while - sound manipulation -toxic/acid gas

“Beginning of Chapter 15: My true colors!″

I cannot stop this sickness taking over me..each time I try to run away from it, It takes control and drags me back into my darkest places.

I need someone’s help, but I know Im not worth the pity. I know I can't fight this forever--she knows, since she is always torturing me; I guess that’s the reason she is only waiting for me, as I slowly despair and fall back into her hands.

Im scared---Im truly scared, but I think is about time for me to stop running and to try and fight my issues, these demons; but what if they are successful? I will simply become one of them--a creature full of evil and sinning intentions, I might even be worst than a

As unfortunate as it could sound, Phobos couldn’t enjoy much of his time with May; since in the distance he could hear rushed foot steps of several individuals. Phobos knew for sure that those weren’t the foot steps of May’s family rushing to see her--no--he just knew it was “them”. Phobos decided to make the most unselfish decision so far in his life--by leaving May behind once again, but not to enjoy of more pleasures, but to protect his new family by running away once again and make them chase after him.

Phobos turned to May, and immediately told her about the danger Devon and herself were getting into if he was still around. May knew all this was about the “ravens”.

*May looks at Phobos little panicked, the thought of going outside and seeing people made May's anxiety rise, but she gulps and nods her head. As she looks over his shoulder and seeing more shadowed figures approaching towards her house*. Phobos told May that he was planning to teleport both Devon and May to his room back in the world of Kah, that way it will be hard for them to lay their hands on them; in the meanwhile while they were in Phobos’ room he would wait at May’s cavin on his own...

May: I-I'll make it. I'm strong, I promise. Plus! If I could push out a child, I can certainly protect myself *she jokes, while holding Devon close to her arms* ...please...promise me you'll be safe though.. Phobos: I...*he was thinking to himself if he could even make that promise...he didnt want to make May..or anyone worried...so he tried to convince May, but mostly himself* I promise May... now come with me...I'll take you to my place in less than a minute... May: *she looked down, concerned and bites her lip. But looks at him and smiles* Keep the promise then, you hear? *she grins and she rocks Devon softly* I'm ready....when you are....*Looking at him, her eyes become saddened, thinking about her leaving him all over again hurts, but she tries to look confident* Phobos: hehe ok..*he forced a confident smile on his face* and besides! I'm sure that if I have problems keeping my promise, Dave will help me! hahaha *Phobos then gently hugs May and Devon to teleport both of them* I'll try to be slower and gentler than before..to make sure I don't hurt Devon with the speed..ok?... *May agreed and Phobos did not waste any second, in less than a minute Phobos took May and Devon safely to his room in the world of Kah* Phobos: please...wait here safely until someone comes back home..ok?..

“Ch.14: please accept my Apology..”

Between tears and confusion Phobos came out clean to May, he revealed every single horrible thing he did on his absence.He admitted that May is far too good for him, but still Phobos wanted May back in his life, if it was even possible. Even though May heard all those terrible things coming from Phobos' mouth, May stayed quiet for a moment in shock; while Phobos still begging for forgiveness next to her---

He got to his knees, but May seemed to ignore his desperate acts, so he got to May's level caressed her hair and said in a weak, soft voice: "May...Please--Forgive me" a long pause from May kept Phobos in suspense, but May finally breaks the terrible thick ice it was between them: "yes, Phobos...I forgive you...."

after saying those words, May couln;t help it but to break in tears and let out the following words with sadness, anger and gladness "I--I LOVE YOU AFTER ALL PHOBOS!! and...and..WE HAVE A DAUGHTER TOGETHER!! can't you see that? I want her to grow up next to a daddy and mommy... I want the best for her and....for you as well.... I know we've known each other since long back in our pasts, but--that doesnt mean I don't want you in my future!"

Phobos’ time with May was quite enjoyable, Phobos was really enjoying the relaxing time that he was spending with his sweet offspring, Devon. All of a sudden an uncomfortable moment of silence and awkwardness, May finally got the guts to dare and ask Phobos the following question..

May: where were you all this time, Phobos?..I was alone, dealing with so much, and you were nowhere to be found..*she had a sad expression in her face*

Phobos noticed the sadness within her face and words, but he was also remembering all the decisions and things he has done in all this time that they werent together. Phobos knew he was in trouble, in a huge problem to be honest, but he also committed so many sins that perhaps all these bad things were happening as a punishment..

Phobos finally was man enough to stand up and looks straight at May’s face, and tell her “everything” that has been happening with his life; the new things, the dangerous things, the sinful things, the list of ongoing things that Phobos had done just left May speechless..

She felt somehow disgusted by the fact that she had a child with such creature..he was such a sinful and selfish man, how could she have fallen in love with such a creature?

it left the both of them in a very unwanted situation...