Archive Of My Great Bad Ideas

when people ask me what it was like to watch every episode of heated rivalry as it was airing in december 2025 i will smile and say not everything feels like something else

tonight i am thinking about book shane saying “they weren’t you” when ilya asks him about the two other guys he hooked up with. and just. the implications of that. they weren’t you. almost the entire foundation of what i know about sex has been built around you. imagine my surprise when i hooked up with other people and they didn’t grab my jaw and kiss me soft and all over. they didn’t pin my wrists above my head or make me cum without touching me. what did i think about? nothing. everything. the fact that i am ruined for anyone else. that i didn’t even let them kiss me on the mouth because i didn’t want to erase the last time you did it. that i didn’t want to be there at all and it wasn’t the first time i’ve had that feeling. because i never desired anyone before you and i’ll never desire anyone else again. they weren’t you.

saw a post last night that was like “it’s ironic that shane is a neurotic little dork who just HAPPENS to play a violent masculine sport” and my head almost popped like a balloon. HES A JOCK!!! HES A FUCKING JOCK!!!!!!!!!! please i’m begging you shane hollander is a jock

florence welch was right. it picks me up puts me down chews me up spits me out a hundred times a day picks me up puts me down i'm always running from something i push it back but it keeps on coming and being clever never got me very far

whitaker & javadi med student best friendism is so strong this episode like imagine starting a new job with a fellow student and then The Pitt Season One happens to you. they're bonded for life.