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So I have an idea for a story that could either be a one shot or a four part peter parker x fem! reader series, the plot is listed down below please let me know if I should keep it at a one shot or a four part series, it would help a lot! Ahh!

synopsis: telling a nervous Bucky you’re pregnant and reassuring him he will be an incredible father and there’s no one else you’d rather go through parenthood with.

warnings: conversation about PTSD, my shitty writing :), but mainly fluff, Bucky being a nervous dad, Bucky deserving better-

Your eyes brimmed with tears.

It was happening. You were going to be a mother. You were so incredibly happy and shocked, and god overwhelmed.

Tears started pouring out of your eyes, you couldn’t help it. Out of instinct you pulled your knees up to your chest on the ground where you sat burying your head in your knees.

That’s when the door creaked open, “hey doll, I was just goi- y/n?” You heard your loves tone shift from informative and natural instantly to concern as he rushed up to you his eyes full of concern.

You looked up to see him there. Those electric blue eyes staring into your e/c ones as a small smile was revealed on your face.

“What happened, doll?” He asked in a small voice, now kneeled down in front of you.

Your hand drifted up to his cheek as your thumb grazed his cheek your eyes traveling over his face as you shook your head in disbelief.

“Bucky... we- were going to be p-parents.” You choked out, holding up the test.

Bucky’s eyes widened grabbing the test in shock. “Are you- are you serious?” His voice small as tears brimmed his eyes.

You let out a choked laugh and nodded with a smile, “yes baby. You’re going to be a dad.” Bucky looked taken aback at that, so much so that he sat back— no longer on his knees.

“Y/N...” he mumbled softly, tears pooling in his blue eyes. “I know,” you spoke as you began to move towards him. It had become a common occurnace over Buckys lifetime for the events that took place at HYDRA to haunt him. But they especially did in his relationship with you, as much as he wished it not to. He was hesitant to get into a relationship not wanting to burden you with his horrors and his difficulties, he was hesitant to this day in bed with you, scared to be too rough with you. He always wanted to ensure your safety.

He felt like you being with him put you at risk. But you didn’t care, it was worth it with him.

He had a beautiful heart, that was burned and broken far too many times. He was kind but had been used. He was strong but had many battle scars. He deserved love but didn’t want to accept it. It’s a good thing you’re stubborn.

You have loved Bucky because through all of the pain and suffering he’s been through, he still manages to smile, to laugh, to give love even though he’s been used so many times.

Bucky Barnes was incredible, even if he didn’t know it.

But that didn’t mean his demons didn’t still keep him up at night.

“I know...” you mumbled, you placed both your hands on his cheeks to have him face you. Your thumb grazed his cheek wiping a tear that escaped his eye.

“Tell me,” you had said.

It was simple but you knew what it meant to Bucky. To have someone listen, care— to treat him as though he did matter. Which to you, he did.

“I... I made a promise,” he started as his eyes drifted from the floor to yours again as he continued, “A long time ago. That I would never put someone through the pain of dealing with my problems. The burden of my trauma. I was so hesitant to express my feelings for you because I thought that if you learned to deal with me, to love me... it would put a damper on your light. Like I would permanently damage your brightness and positivity... taking my pain and placing it on you-“ he spoke each word exposing the residue of the pain and damage HYDRA had done to him but you cut him off.

“And have you?”

“What?”

“Put a damper on my light— infect me with this darkness you keep claiming you have within you? Because I don’t think you have. In fact, I didn’t know happiness like I know happiness now before being with you. Do you think I’ve changed?”

“No.” He choked out. “You’re perfect.”

“So why are you so scared, buck? If you changed me at all, it’s for better!”

“Because what if I’m a bad dad? What if my problems affect our kids childhood? What if I hurt our baby? How could I ever come back from that. I would never forgive myself if I let my trauma affect how I raise this kid... but y/n what if it does? I would lose my mind if I hurt you or our baby.”

“Bucky. I have been in love with you for three years and I’ve called you mine for one of them. Throughout those three years I’ve never once known pain caused by you or pain nonetheless.

Why? Because you have shielded me from it. Im not saying you can do the same for a whole other human. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to either. All of that shit that hydra did to you... you went through that hell alone and made it out and still became the man that I’m proud to say I’m so in love with.

If you can do that alone? You can do parenthood with me bucky. And whenever you feel like you can’t just remember you have the most stubborn headstrong girl on all of planet earth wrapped around your finger. You are a light I cannot begin to describe, Bucky. You are an incredible man who will be an incredible father whom I would love to raise a baby girl with. Okay?” You spoke reassuringly to him. Your hands still on his cheeks making sure he took in every word.

His eyes followed your features a small smile breaking out on his face as he pulled you in for a passionate kiss.

You smiled into the kiss as he mumbled into it, “I love you so much y/n y/l/n.”

You knew Bucky still was pained and had his doubt but right now was about celebrating.

You smiled as he stood up pulling you up with him as he pulled you into a kiss your arms wrapped around his neck as he placed his hand on your leg.

You jumped up wrapping your legs around his waist as he placed his metal arm under your thigh for support as he carried you over to your bed placing you down gently on it as he climbed on top of you pushing the hair out of your face.

“Careful!” You shouted giggling, “don’t hurt the baby.”

Bucky just smiled in response, “I’m so lucky.”

“As am I.” Smiling up at him. I’ll love you for infinity, James Buchanan Barnes.” You spoke leaning up to plant a soft kiss on his lips to which he pulled back from a determined look on his face.

“How do you feel about naming our daughter infinity?” He asked causing you to laugh.

“I love you for many other reasons but coming up with names is not one of them. Now kiss me you idiot.” You spoke causing him to laugh as he leaned down to kiss you again.

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Bonus:

You and Bucky had planned to keep your pregnancy a secret from the avengers seeing as things could go worth and you just wanted to make sure (and avoid Tony’s teasing for as long as you could)

So as you attended a brunch with all of them, you had intended to keep it a secret.

That was until Bucky began to pour you champagne— momentarily forgetting at the table you were keeping it a secret and you couldn’t drink.

“Bucky!” You mumbled to him angrily.

“The baby.” You whispered which ended up not coming out as a whisper at all considering most of them had enhanced senses...

Peter had choked on his water.

Wanda gasped.

Bruce gaped, “did you say baby?”

You glanced up at Bucky, oops.

“Um, yeah. We intended to keep it a secret but, yes, I’m pregnant!” You confirmed not being able to hide a smile which Bucky already had on his face.

Thor laughed, “congrats there, soldier,”

Natasha’s eyes had just went wide as she smiled widely in delight.

Steve just started smiling cheekily, “seriously man, that’s great!” He spoke patting Buckys’ shoulder.

“Ey, great job on that one winter soldier. Not so great at pulling out, huh?” Tony teased.

The rest just either gaped or smiled at the pair.

inspired by: die for you by the weeknd

Synopsis: you and peter are secretly dating against your legal guardian— tony stark’s, rules. One night you had an intense fight with peter about whether or not the sneaking around was worth it. Then the next morning Tony asks peter to help you in the training facility which leads to a tension filled and intense training session in which peter admits he would die for her if he had to which leads to some interesting... uh training.

warnings: mentioning of death, sexual tension, and making out :)

part one | part two

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After last night you knew Peter would try to talk to you about it, and sadly the sparring room was empty besides what would soon be you two so he could.

You weren’t sure what you had wanted to happen there.

I mean, had you wanted to end it with him? God no.

You didn’t even think you had the capacity to do that, you... well, you loved him too much. After a year of watching movies, sneaking around, fighting alongside each other, being there for one another, him seeing every side and sticking by you... you could never bare the thought of ending that.

Honestly you weren’t sure you even deserved him. You had no clue why he kept coming back but the fact that he did comforted you. Just the thought of him comforted you.

How could you ever end that?

You had asked yourself that many times but there were so many cons to sneaking around... but you had to admit. There were always more pros.

Sighing you looked up hearing the door open as you noticed peter walk in with a bare chested as he normally did for training with sweatpants which hung low exposing the entirety of his sculpted chest which made you wince as you quickly looked away continuing to wrap your hands to protect them while you trained.

He made his way to the mat as you followed as he mumbled, “are you warmed up?”

You simply nodded as you noticed he was avoiding eye contact.

Eventually as you took your stance, peter finally looked at you, his expression almost pained as his eyes traveled down your clothing.

I'm findin' ways to articulate.

The feeling I'm goin' through

His eyes quickly snapped up to yours as you bit your lip.

Eventually you went for a swing to try to hit him to commence the training which he quickly dodged.

His eyes traveled back up to your as he let out a sigh and swiped your legs causing you to fall as he spoke, “you need to be able to take your opponent by surprise, Y/N.”

He mumbled in a low voice as he pinned you down on the floor his eyes wandering down your face.

Peter had this glint in his eyes, one he always had looking at you. A look of admiration, love, and lust for you... the girl he loved.

I just can't say I don't love you

'Cause I love you, yeah

God the feeling of his hands on your arms was too much. You remembered all the times you’d love the feeling of his hands on you— tickling you, holding your own hand, playing with your hair, and especially on your neck when he’d pull you in for a kiss or when it was rested on the small of your back a smile on his face into your kiss.

Quickly distracting yourself, you took his previous words into consideration and while his eyes were scanning yours you quickly leaned your weight forward flipping you both over so you were on top straddling him.

He breathed in sharply and nodded, “g-good, that was good. Y/N,” he spoke with a half smile.

It's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that I hold

But tonight I'm gon' let you know

You didn’t respond as you pushed off of him standing up holding your hand out to help him up.

Let me tell the truth Baby,

let me tell the truth, yeah

As he took it he pulled you down again causing you to screech in surprise as he then rolled on top of you again. “Don’t show empathy for your opponents, as hard as that might be.” He spoke softly his words having another hidden meaning.

You rolled your eyes, you knew how to battle it was just with all of these emotions clouding your mind, it was hard.

You know what I'm thinkin'

See it in your eyes

He stood up as you stood up as well taking your stance again.

You swung for him but he ducked turning the other way, following him you turned as well. He went in to swipe you but you expected it and moved forward onto him causing your bodies to crash together as you instantly bit your lip, his arm instinctively on your waist to stable you.

You looked down...this brought back way too many memories of happiness and love.

You hate that you want me

Hate it when you cry

He took the chance of you being pressed up against each other and turned you both around slamming you into the wall behind you both. His eyes wandered down your face, hurt and desperation clouded them.

You're scared to be lonely

‘Specially in the night

“Y/N...” he mumbled lowly, you avoided eye contact and flipped you both over so you were in front and he was pinned against the wall.

I'm scared that I'll miss you

Happens every time

Your eyes were scanning his, you couldn’t deny it. You loved the boy in front of you, “peter I-“ he cut you off by flipping you both again so he was in front.

I don't want this feelin’

I can't afford love

“Don’t say it. Don’t end this. Please.”

I try to find reason to pull us apart It ain't workin'

'cause you're perfect

“I’d lose my mind, y/n, if I couldn’t call you mine. I mean I want you always, if you ever found another guy I don’t know what I’d do...”

And I know that you're worth it

I can't walk away, oh!

“Peter, I don’t what anyone else. I want you.” You admitted.

Even though we're going through it

And it makes you feel alone

“Y/N...I don’t want to sneak around anymore.” He paused. “Because I want the whole world to know you’re mine. I don’t care if Mr. Stark kills me. Let him. I would never let anyone touch you, the risk is there, sure. But I would never let you be put in lethal danger, I’m always here to protect you. Hell, I would die for you.” He spoke, his words coming out in a spew of passion and pent up anger.

Just know that I would die for you

Baby I would die for you, yeah

You winced at his last words— the thought of him putting his life to rest, for you? You hated that thought... but? You understood, because you felt the exact same way about him.

The distance and the time between us

It'll never change my mind, 'cause baby

Your e/c eyes searched his precious brown orbs for a minute before your arms were linked around his neck your hands on his cheeks instantly yanking him into a kiss full of passion— of pent up emotions that all were simotaneousoy being released.

Instantly he kissed back embracing you.

His scent engulfed you, driving you insane. His arms snaked around your waist pulling you even closer as you jumped up wrapping your legs around his waist as he slammed you both into the nearest wall for support.

You couldn’t believe you both had finally agreed to finally tell the avengers... the whole of your family would finally understand how much you loved the boy whose lips were currently urgently slammed against your own—the lips you’d happily gotten to know and love.

You chuckled against the kiss as peter attempted to remove your shirt without taking a breather from the kiss, he was still the dorky fifteen year old boy he’d been when you’d met. And you loved that.

God you loved him.

You pulled back as your lungs burned as you quickly and urgently removed your tank top. His eyes found yours and he smiled down at you as he mumbled, “I’m so in love with you...” which only made your smile grow as you quickly placed your hands on his cheeks pulling him in for another passionate kiss.

Every inch of your body was lit up by his touch.

Your power surged through you the electricity crackling through your veins, it felt as though everywhere peter touched was shocked— it was a sensation you couldn’t describe as anything other than gasoline being thrown on a fire.

His touch lit you up.

And due to his enhanced senses he felt almost the exact same way, it was as though your bodies were made for each other, and it felt incredible.

He kissed down your neck frantically at first till you moaned causing him to slow down and focus on pleasing you as his confidence boosted with every little whimper that came out of your mouth.

Clearly sexually frustrated you craved his lips on yours again once more, and it felt like the kisses he was planting on you should’ve been illegal due to being detrimental to your health. He was driving you insane.

You quickly grabbed his face bringing his lips up to your again with urgency when all of the sudden a door went flying open, “hey guys tony wanted me to as- oH MY GOD!” You heard Bruce’s voice echo through the room causing peter to pull back his eyes wide as he stared at you as you quickly jumped off covering yourself in shock.

Your eyes were wide as well as Peters’ with horror when you heard another recognizable voice— Natasha, ask Bruce, “what?” She was clearly confused till she enetered and let out an “oh,” followed by a chuckle, “tony is so going to kill you both.”

You and Peter’s eyes met once more equally as wide as the others, blush all over your faces, well that’s not how it was supposed to happen.

Even though you weren’t sure just how you were going to go about explaining this to the avengers, you were sure of one thing.

The sneaking around had been worth it, because peter was worth it and although it took hell to realize it you both know what you didn’t before... what you had? It was worth all the pain and suffering because through all of it and more to come, you had peter parker there to be right by your side holding your hand. And that was worth feelings the pain of a thousand deaths, so you could handle tony stark... Right?

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“I would die for you

Baby, I would die for you.”

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so this was my first fic on here, I hope you enjoyed it ahhh

Inspired by: Die For You by The Weeknd.

Synopsis: you and peter are secretly dating against your legal guardian— tony stark’s, rules. One night you had an intense fight with peter about whether or not the sneaking around was worth it. Then the next morning Tony asks peter to help you in the training facility which leads to a tension filled and intense training session in which peter admits he would die for her if he had to which leads to some interesting... uh training.

Warning: some uh sexual tension, mentions of death, making out

Peter parker x reader (your dad being tony stark),, fluff and sexual tension!

part one | part two

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“Admit it, Peter, you hate this! All of this sneaking around!” You shouted at him in your room your eyes stinging with tears.

Peter looked helplessly at you, he desperately wanted to wipe the tears from your eyes and kiss you repeatedly till you understood he didn’t care about the sneaking around he just wanted to be with you, but that’s not what he said.

“Y/n, we have to sneak around... you know tony— your dad, wouldn’t let us be together... you don’t think it’s worth it?” He asked hurt in his eyes as the last few words came out.

“No of course I do! But peter... this sneaking around? Acting like you’re nothing more than an acquaintance, you don’t get how much it hurts when you come back from missions with my dad and I can’t just run into your arms and kiss the living daylights out of you for coming back alive. It hurts so fucking much, peter. I want to be with you, I really want to be with you... but maybe. Maybe it’s just not meant to be. It just... feels like the world is putting us against each other.” You paused feeling the electrical currrents running through your hand threatening to come out as you had your hands down in fists by your sides.

You were born with superpowers, but as far as you knew your parents were both humans, so you hid your abilities. Till one night a robber snuck into your house when you were twelve. Your parents hid you behind them as they tried to reason with the man as he had pulled out a gun. But it was too late, he shot them both, leaving you sobbing as you dropped screaming for your dad who seemed already gone... you turned to the floor holding your mom who was bleeding out in your arms as she breathed her last few breaths. The man began to ransack your house till the anger took you over and you let the build up of emotions trigger your powers causing large bolts of lightning to shoot through your hands as you screamed. The man instantly fell to the floor as did you onto your knees from the lack of energy. Your mothers eyes widened witnessing the whole thing. Crying you made your way to her as you quickly spoke up, “I’m so sorry... mommy, just stay with me, the ambulance is on their way okay.”you repeated desperately till she shook her head, “I love you, y/m/n, and I’m sorry babygirl.” She whispered just barely getting it out when her eyes closed one last time.

They were pronounced dead later that night, but terrified before the police could question you, you ran. A few days later you were hidden in an alleyway when tony stark approached you and the rest was history.

He took you in, fostering you, and training you to control your powers.

Even though the papers stated only Tony was your father— each of the avengers felt like family members. You were extremely lucky to have each of them even though they weren’t always appreciative of your remarks.

You were fourteen when a fifteen year old boy named peter parker came into the picture, he began as quick crush seeing as he was the only boy around you but even so you knew in a crowd full of guys to potentially crush on, it would always be peter.

However, you never let him know that.

Teasing him when he was so formal with your foster dad, occasionally mocking him and making witty remarks to him to hide how your heart would break every time he left and you didn’t know where he was.

Till one night... you let it show, just after a large battle he’d participated in and came back all bruised up.

You hadn’t heard from him or any news about his well-being in days so you were terrified so when he arrived back to your house to see tony, you couldn’t help it. You immediately ran to him pulling him into a quick hug. “Jesus Christ, Parker, where have you been? Never scare me like that again.” You spoke into the crook of his neck.

To say he was shocked, was an understatement as he felt your small arms wrapped around his body. But he responded quickly by letting his arms wrap around you— your scent engulfing him making him smile, god how he had missed your witty remarks.

He knew it wasn’t right to be crushing on Mr. Starks adopted daughter but how could he not? He thought you were beautiful and strong and so smart... he truly liked you, not that he’d ever admit it considering it sounded like you thought of him like a friend or even worse a brother the way you teased him.

But that night pulling out of the hug your eyes locked as your eyes then dropped to his lips and before you knew it your hands were on his neck pulling him in for a passionate kiss. He instantly kissed back till he groaned so you pulled back confused, “I uh have a bruise there... sorry.” He spoke blushing which made you laugh as you went back in for another kiss this one gentler.

Then all of the sudden he pulled back again... “wait so you...like me?”

You blushed instantly and rolled your eyes, before pulling back completely taken in what you had done. Broken Tony’s number one rule, getting involved with a superhero that would put your life at risk and theirs constantly. “I uh... shouldn’t have done that. I’m sorry.” You said realizing just how difficult that would have been.

“Oh...” he had spoken looking down dissapointed. “So you dont?”

“No, I-“ you spoke before pausing to take a breath, “yes peter parker. I like you. how could I not, peter? You’re an incredible guy... smart, strong, kind, I just couldn’t help it... don’t let any of this go to your head though, your egos big enough as it is.” You spoke Which had made him laugh as he rolled his eyes then a confident smirk showed up on his lips making your brows furrow.

“What?” You had asked confused.

“Y/n Stark has a crush on me.” He had spoken confidently, making you roll your eyes. “Shut up. You know my dad would have your head on a stick and then take a picture and frame it if he ever found out we were dating.” You let slip out which made Peter’s brows go up.

“We’re dating?” He had asked with a cheeky smile making you blush and stumble over your words, “sorry I meant uh... um, we don’t have to. But if you want to-“

“Y/N,”

“I didn’t mean to suggest or anything but...”

“Y/N!”

“Hmm?”

“I would love to date you.”

At first what you both had started out as innocent hanging out which Tony Stark saw out as normal. But both of you being growing teenagers... things would at times end up being more then just a movie night.

It was a few months before peter actually asked you to be his girlfriend, which commenced the sneaking around you both hated so much. You both were only teenagers now being sixteen and seventeen, and you desperately hated hiding things from the people you loved but your relationship was so incredible that it was too hard to risk it.

However, Peters enhanced senses it was like everything else was heightened, even for you. Especially your fights, just like the one you were currently having...

“What are you saying?” Peter asked hurt in his eyes as he was terrified of what you’d say next.

“Maybe we shouldn’t-“ you started, tears about to come out of your eyes when the door opened and Tony walked in and as a reflex peter webbed him to the doorknob of your room.

“Oh sh-, sorry, Mr. Stark. I was just leaving, here let me help you.” He spoke frantically trying to distract himself from what you were about to say.

“Um okay, well it’s good you’re both here, I was wondering if you would mind training Y/N tomorrow in the sparring room, she needs help with her combat.”

“Oh um...” peter spoke looking over at you noticing your eyes were on the floor brimming with tears that you hid well.

“Do we use our powers in sparring?”

“No, just work on pure physical contact. You need to learn not to rely on them.” Tony explained making you wince at the words, pure physical contact.

Peter just agreed and tony eventually look to you, “you up for that, Y/N?l”

You just nodded giving a small smile before you turned to your bed as tony and peter walked out, peter glancing back at you one last time the look on his face literally hurting you.

The next morning, you appeared at training. Your h/c hair braided back. You wore a tight tank top that you normally wore for training and some workout shorts.

You were dreading this more than anything.

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part two will be up very soon :) I wanted to make this one post but tumblr claims I hit the max... oops

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