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"Did you know you can swallow a whole strawberry without chewing?" Sin asked, apropos of nothing, twirling a stem between his fingers. Namjoon blinked, halfway through adjusting his headphones, and tried to parse whether this was a philosophical question or just Sin being Sin.
The dorm was quiet for onceājust the hum of the fridge and the distant murmur of Seoul traffic bleeding through the windows. Sin sat cross-legged on the couch, looking unfairly pretty in Namjoonās oversized hoodie, the sleeves swallowing his wrists whole. Heād been staying over more often lately, ever since that rainy afternoon when Namjoon had caught him napping in the studio, curled up like a cat in a sunbeam.
Namjoon nudged Sinās knee with his own. "Youāre thinking about fruit anatomy at," he checked his phone, "2 AM?"
Sin grinned, quick and bright, before ducking his head. "Hypothetically," he said, then bit his lipāa habit Namjoon had catalogued weeks ago, along with the way Sinās cerulean eyes darted sideways when he was nervous. There was something endearingly deliberate about him, like heād been designed to be noticed in increments.
Namjoon had fully intended to laughāreally, he hadāwhen Sin leaned in suddenly, strawberry still clutched in one hand, and kissed him. But the moment their lips met, something metallic clicked against his teeth, and Sin made a small, confused noise against his mouth. Namjoon pulled back just enough to see Sinās tongue dart out instinctively, the silver barbell glinting under the dim kitchen light.
"Oh," Sin said, blinking rapidly. His cheeks flushed pink. "I forgot about that."
Namjoonās brain short-circuited. "You forgot," he repeated slowly, "that you have a tongue piercing?"
Sin bit his lipāright over the metalāand shrugged. "It was, um. A phase?" His voice pitched up at the end like it was a question. "I got it when I was sixteen. The guy said it would dissolve or something if I didnāt wear jewelry for a while, butā" He tapped it with his teeth, producing another soft click. "Guess not."
Namjoonās fingers froze where theyād been carding through Sinās messy white hair. "Dissolve," he repeated flatly, watching as Sinās tongue darted out againāshy, testingābefore disappearing behind pink lips. The metal glinted, incongruous against Sinās doll-like innocence, and Namjoon felt his pulse stutter. "You thought piercings just⦠melt away?"
Sinās shoulders hunched, his cerulean eyes flicking to the ceiling like salvation might be written there. "I was sixteen and googled ādo tongue piercings grow backā at three AM," he muttered, plucking at the hem of Namjoonās hoodie where it pooled in his lap. "The internet said yes if you leave them out long enough. And Iā" A pause, then, quieter: "I kind of forgot I had it until now."
Namjoon exhaled through his nose, half-laugh, half-disbelief. His thumb drifted to Sinās lower lip, tugging it down just enough to see the barbell again. "What else did teenage-you forget?" he asked, and the way Sinās breath hitched told him everything.
Sinās fingers twitched against Namjoonās thigh. "Justā" A swallow. "One more." His voice was so small Namjoon almost missed it. "But itās stupid."
Namjoonās fingers stilled against Sinās lips. "One more," he repeated, slow, watching the way Sinās eyelashes flutteredālike he was bracing for impact. The air between them thickened, charged with something Namjoon couldnāt name yet. He leaned in, close enough to count the faint freckles dusting Sinās nose. "Show me."
Sin made a noiseāhalf-protest, half-surrenderābefore twisting his fingers into the fabric of Namjoonās hoodie and tugging it upward. The hem caught on his ribs, revealing a sliver of pale skin and the faintest silver glint beneath. Namjoonās breath caught. "No way," he murmured, thumb brushing the delicate curve of Sinās ribcage. The metal was cold against his skin, a tiny hoop nestled just above Sinās left nipple. "Youā"
"Told you it was stupid," Sin mumbled, staring resolutely at the couch cushions. His voice wavered. "I was drunk. Andāand Jin-hyung dared me."
Namjoon's thumb hovered over the silver hoop, not quite touching, as if the mere existence of it had rewritten some fundamental law of physics. Sin squirmed under his gaze, the hoodie still rucked up around his ribs, his breath coming in shallow little hitches. The silence stretchedātoo long, too heavyāuntil Namjoon finally exhaled, warm against Sinās collarbone. "Jin-hyung dared you," he repeated, voice low. "Of course he did."
The laugh that escaped Sin was thin, nervous. "He said it would make me look⦠edgy." His fingers flexed against Namjoonās thigh, then stilled. "And then I passed out before I could take it out the next morning, and by the time I woke upā" A shrug, small and helpless. "I just forgot."
Namjoon traced the curve of the hoop, slow, deliberate, watching the way Sinās stomach tensed under his touch. The metal was smooth, coolāutterly at odds with the warmth of Sinās skin. "Edgy," he echoed, grinning when Sin groaned and covered his face with his hands. "You, Sin. Edgy."
"Shut up," Sin muttered, but there was no heat in it, just a breathless sort of embarrassment that made Namjoon want to kiss him again. So he didāslow this time, savoring the way Sinās mouth yielded under his, the faint metallic taste of the barbell against his tongue. Sin made a soft noise, fingers twisting tighter in Namjoonās hoodie, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them.
Namjoonās fingers lingered at the hem of Sinās hoodie, thumb brushing the exposed skin just above the waistband of his sweats. The air between them crackled with something unspokenāhalf curiosity, half hungerāand when Namjoon finally tugged the fabric up higher, Sin let out a shuddering breath but didnāt stop him. The silver hoop glinted under the dim light, nestled perfectly against the soft swell of Sinās chest. "You really forgot about this too?" Namjoon murmured, voice rough with something he couldnāt quite name.
Sinās cheeks flushed darker, his cerulean eyes darting away. "IāI donāt exactly go around checking," he stammered, fingers twitching where they clutched at Namjoonās shoulders. "Itās not like I wake up and think, āAh, yes, letās see if my nipple ring is still there today.ā"
Namjoon barked out a laugh, the sound too loud in the quiet dorm, and Sinās embarrassed whine only made it worse. "God, youāre ridiculous," Namjoon said, but there was no bite to itājust fondness, thick and warm. He dipped his head, pressing a kiss just below the piercing, and felt Sinās breath hitch. "Does it still hurt?"
Sin shook his head quickly, his white hair flopping into his eyes. "N-no. Just⦠sensitive." His voice was barely above a whisper, like he was admitting something secret.
Namjoon hummed against Sinās skin, lips brushing the edge of the silver hoop before dragging lower, tracing the faint dip of his sternum. Sinās breath stuttered, fingers tightening in Namjoonās hairānot pulling, just holding on, as if he might float away otherwise. "Sensitive how?" Namjoon murmured, the words muffled against Sinās stomach. He already knew the answer; he just wanted to hear Sin say it.
Sin squirmed, hips shifting restlessly under Namjoonās weight. "Likeā" He swallowed, voice cracking. "Like when you bite your lip too hard and it stings, butābut good?" The comparison was so painfully Sin that Namjoon had to press his smile into the softness of his stomach.
Above him, Sin made a wounded noise. "Youāre laughing at me."
"Never," Namjoon lied, tilting his head up to catch the way Sinās beauty mark creased with his frown. He hooked a finger through the piercing, tugging just enough to make Sin gaspāsharp, surprisedābefore soothing the spot with his tongue. Sin arched off the couch, a broken "Ahā" tumbling from his lips, and Namjoon filed the sound away for later, along with the way Sinās cerulean eyes went glassy with want.
Sin's back hit the cushions with a soft thud, Namjoon's mouth still hot against his skin, the silver hoop catching on his teeth in a way that made Sin's toes curl. "W-wait," Sin gasped, fingers tangled in Namjoon's hairānot pushing him away, just holding on tighter, like he couldn't decide whether to anchor himself or let go entirely. "What ifāwhat if someone hears?"
Namjoon paused, lips hovering over the flushed skin of Sin's stomach. The dorm was quiet, but not emptyāsomewhere down the hall, Hoseok's laughter echoed faintly, punctuated by the clatter of someone (probably Jungkook) dropping a controller. "They won't," Namjoon murmured, but he shifted anyway, hauling Sin up by the hips until their positions reversedāSin straddling his lap now, knees bracketing Namjoon's thighs, the hem of his hoodie riding up to expose the delicate curve of his waist.
Sin made a startled noise, hands flying to Namjoon's shoulders for balance. "Youā" He swallowed hard, cerulean eyes wide. The silver barbell on his tongue glinted as he licked his lips. "You can't just manhandle me like that."
Namjoon grinned, thumbs tracing the dip of Sin's hipbones. "Watch me," he said, and kissed him againādeep this time, slow and filthy, swallowing Sin's whimper when his tongue brushed against the piercing. Sin melted against him, pliant and sweet, his fingers trembling where they clutched at Namjoon's shirt.
Sinās breath hitched when Namjoonās fingers found the hem of his sweats, teasing at the waistband with deliberate slowness. The air between them was thick with the scent of strawberries and Sinās nervous sweat, the kind that made Namjoon want to lick it off his collarbone just to hear him gasp. āYouāreāā Sin started, then bit his lip hard enough to make the barbell click against his teeth. āYouāre sure no oneās gonnaāā
āPositive,ā Namjoon lied, because Yoongiās footsteps were definitely padding down the hallālight, but unmistakableāand the thrill of it sent a jolt down his spine. He palmed Sin through his sweats instead, grinning at the way Sinās hips jerked forward like he couldnāt help it. āUnless you want to stop?ā
Sinās cerulean eyes went wide, scandalized. āYouāre evil,ā he whispered, but his fingers were already fumbling with the drawstring of Namjoonās pajama pants, knuckles brushing against the hot skin of his stomach. The touch was clumsy, uncertainālike Sin had read about this in a manual but never expected to actually try it. Namjoon caught his wrist, guiding him lower, and Sinās breath stuttered when his fingers finally wrapped around him.
āOh,ā Sin breathed, staring down at his own hand like it belonged to someone else. The silver hoop in his tongue glinted when he wet his lips. āYouāreāā He squeezed experimentally, and Namjoonās hips bucked up into his grip, knocking their foreheads together. Sin yelped, then giggledābright and startledāand the sound was so Sin that Namjoon had to kiss him again, swallowing the noise before it could draw attention.
Namjoonās breath hitched as Sinās fingers tightened around himāhesitant at first, then gaining confidence when Namjoon groaned into his mouth. The dorm was too quiet now, the distant hum of Hoseokās laughter fading into the background, replaced by the sharp, wet sound of their lips parting. Sinās tongue brushed against his again, the barbell cold and slick, and Namjoon couldnāt help but bite down gently, just to hear the way Sinās breath stuttered in response.
Sin pulled back slightly, panting, his cerulean eyes glazed. āYouāā His voice cracked, and he swallowed hard, Adamās apple bobbing. āYouāre not gonnaātease me the whole time, are you?ā
Namjoon grinned, thumb swiping over the silver hoop at Sinās chest, making him jerk forward with a gasp. āDepends,ā he murmured, leaning in to nip at Sinās earlobe. āYou gonna beg if I do?ā
Sinās entire face flushed pink, his fingers tightening instinctively around Namjoonās length. āShut up,ā he hissed, but there was no real irritationājust that breathless embarrassment Namjoon loved so much.
Sin's fingers twitched against Namjoon's skin, his grip faltering when Namjoon's teeth grazed the shell of his ear. The dorm's central air clicked on with a quiet hum, sending a shiver down Sin's spine that had nothing to do with the temperature. "Iā" he started, then choked on his own breath when Namjoon's thumb circled the silver hoop again, slow and deliberate. "I hate you," Sin whispered, but the way his hips rolled forward betrayed him entirely.
Namjoon laughedāsoft, privateāand caught Sin's wrist again, guiding him back to where he wanted him. "Liar," he murmured, and Sin's answering whimper was muffled against his shoulder as Namjoon's hand closed over his, showing him exactly how hard, how fast. The friction was delicious, Sin's palm warm and slightly damp where their fingers tangled together, and Namjoon had to bite back a groan when Sin's thumb swiped over the head experimentally.
Somewhere down the hall, a door creaked openāYoongi's, probablyāand Sin froze, his entire body going rigid against Namjoon's chest. "Shit," he breathed, his cerulean eyes darting toward the hallway like a startled deer. "Joon, waitā"
Namjoon didn't wait. He hooked a finger under Sin's chin, tilting his face back toward him, and kissed him deep enough to make his toes curl. The metallic taste of the barbell was sharper now, mingling with the faint strawberry sweetness still lingering on Sin's tongue. When he finally pulled back, Sin's lips were swollen, his breath coming in shallow little pants. "They're not coming in here," Namjoon said, though he had no way of knowing that for sure. The thrill of it curled low in his stomach.
Sinās fingers dug into Namjoonās shoulders, his body trembling with the effort of staying still. āYou donāt know that,ā he hissed, but the protest was weak, his voice cracking on the last syllable. The silver hoop at his chest glinted as his breath hitched, rising and falling too fast. Namjoon traced it with his thumb again, just to watch Sinās eyelashes flutterālike he was fighting to keep his eyes open.
The footsteps in the hall pausedāright outside the doorāand Sinās grip tightened to the point of pain. Namjoon could feel the rapid thud of his pulse where Sinās thigh pressed against his own. For a heartbeat, the world narrowed to the sound of someoneās socked feet shifting on the hardwood, the muffled rustle of fabric. Thenāblessedlyāthe footsteps retreated, fading down the hallway toward the kitchen.
Sin exhaled shakily, his entire body slumping forward until his forehead bumped against Namjoonās collarbone. āOh my god,ā he whispered, voice muffled against Namjoonās shirt. āIām gonna die.ā
Namjoon grinned, pressing a kiss to the crown of Sinās head. His hair smelled like vanilla and the faintest trace of sweat. āDramatic,ā he murmured, but his own heart was still pounding, adrenaline making his fingers twitch where they gripped Sinās waist.
Sin lifted his head just enough to glare at Namjoonāor tried to, at least. His cerulean eyes were still glazed, his lower lip caught between his teeth in a way that made the silver barbell gleam. "Dramatic?" he repeated, voice wobbling. "Youāyou almost gave me a heart attack."
Namjoon laughedāsoft, lowāand slid his hands up Sin's back under the oversized hoodie, fingers tracing the delicate notches of his spine. "You're fine," he murmured, pressing a kiss to Sin's forehead. "Besides, I'm pretty sure Yoongi-hyung knows what sex sounds like."
Sin made a noise like a deflating balloon, his entire face flushing crimson. "I hate you," he groaned, but his hips shifted restlessly against Namjoon's thighs, betraying him completely. "Andāand we weren't even having sexā"
"Yet," Namjoon added helpfully, grinning when Sin's jaw dropped open in scandalized protest. He took advantage of the moment to duck his head, catching Sin's bottom lip between his teeth and tugging gentlyājust enough to make the barbell click against his incisor. Sin's protest dissolved into a gasp, his fingers scrambling for purchase against Namjoon's shoulders.
Sin's hips jerked forward involuntarily, the sudden friction drawing a ragged breath from Namjoon's throat. The sound seemed to startle Sināhis cerulean eyes widening like he hadn't realized he could do thatābefore his expression shifted into something quietly delighted. "Oh," he breathed, fingers tightening in Namjoon's hair as he rocked down again experimentally. The movement was clumsy, unpracticed, but the way Namjoon's grip spasmed against his waist told him everything.
Namjoon's exhale came out strangled. "Fuck, Sinā" His thumbs dug into the dip of Sin's hipbones, holding him still for a heartbeat before guiding his movements into something slower, deeper. The hoodie had ridden up completely now, bunched under Sin's armpits, exposing the pale expanse of his stomach and the silver glint of his nipple ring catching the dim light. Namjoon ducked his head, pressing an open-mouthed kiss just below the hoop, and Sin's thighs trembled where they bracketed Namjoon's own.
Somewhere beyond the couch, the fridge hummed to lifeāa mundane counterpoint to the way Sin's breath hitched when Namjoon's tongue flicked over the piercing. "J-Joon," he stammered, his voice cracking on the syllable, "Iā" The rest of the sentence dissolved into a whimper as Namjoon's teeth grazed the sensitive skin, the metal hoop cool against his lips.
Sin's fingers twisted tighter in Namjoon's hair, tugging just enough to make him groan. The sound seemed to startle Sināhis grip loosening immediatelyābut Namjoon caught his wrist, guiding it back. "Don't stop," he murmured against Sin's collarbone, lips brushing the delicate hollow there. "I like it."
Sin made a noise halfway between a whimper and a laugh, his fingers tightening againātentative at first, then firmer when Namjoon groaned his approval. The silver barbell on his tongue clicked against his teeth as he swallowed hard. "Youā" His voice cracked, hips stuttering forward helplessly. "You like it?"
Namjoon's grin was all teeth against Sin's collarbone. "Yeah," he breathed, dragging his lips upward until they brushed the silver hoop at Sin's chest. The metal was warm now from Sin's skin, but still cool enough to make him shiver when Namjoon flicked it with his tongue. "You got any more surprises hidden under this hoodie?"
Sin squirmed, his cerulean eyes darting to the sideāa tell Namjoon had memorized weeks ago. "N-no," he lied, too quickly, his fingers twitching against Namjoon's scalp.
Namjoon arched a brow, hands sliding up Sin's back under the hoodie to trace the delicate bumps of his spine. "Liar," he murmured, and Sin's breath hitched when Namjoon's thumbs found the twin dimples just above his waistband. The skin there was smooth, untouchedāno piercings, but Sin shuddered like he'd been branded anyway.
Sin's breath stuttered when Namjoon's fingers traced the waistband of his sweats, dipping just beneath the fabric to skim the sensitive skin there. "Iā" His voice cracked, his cerulean eyes darting toward the hallway again, though the dorm had gone suspiciously silent. "I swear that's it," he whispered, but his hips arched forward into Namjoon's touch, betraying him completely.
Namjoon hummed, unconvinced, and hooked his thumbs into the elastic, tugging just enough to make Sin gasp. "You sure?" he murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sin's ear. "No⦠hidden tattoos? No other piercings you forgot about?" The last word was punctuated by a sharp nip to Sin's earlobe, and Sin jerked like he'd been shocked, his fingers scrambling against Namjoon's shoulders.
Sin's mouth openedāprobably to protestābut all that came out was a broken moan when Namjoon's palm pressed against him through the thin fabric of his sweats. The sound was muffled against Namjoon's collarbone, Sin's teeth sinking into his own lower lip hard enough to make the barbell click. "N-no," he managed, voice thready. "Justājust those two."
Namjoon's grin was wicked. "Prove it," he said, and before Sin could react, he hauled him forward by the hips, flipping them so Sin's back hit the couch cushions with a soft thump. Sin yelped, his white hair fanning out against the fabric, his cerulean eyes wide with startled arousal. Namjoon hovered over him, knees bracketing Sin's thighs, and slowlyādeliberatelyātugged the hoodie up higher, exposing the pale expanse of Sin's stomach and the silver hoop glinting just above his nipple.
Sinās breath hitched as Namjoonās fingers traced the outline of the silver hoop, his touch feather-light but deliberate enough to make Sin squirm. The hoodie was bunched under his armpits now, the fabric stretched tight across his chest, and Sin swallowed hard when Namjoonās thumb flicked the metal gentlyājust enough to send a jolt of sensation straight to his groin. āJ-Joon,ā he stammered, his voice cracking, āyouāreāā
Namjoon silenced him with a kiss, deep and filthy, swallowing Sinās whimper as his tongue brushed against the barbell again. The taste of metal and strawberries mingled, sharp and sweet, and Sinās fingers tangled in Namjoonās hair like he was afraid heād float away otherwise. When Namjoon finally pulled back, Sinās lips were swollen, his cerulean eyes hazy with want. āYou were saying?ā Namjoon murmured, his breath hot against Sinās mouth.
Sin opened his mouthāprobably to protestābut the words died in his throat when Namjoonās teeth grazed the silver hoop at his chest, tugging just enough to make him arch off the couch with a choked gasp. The sound was muffled against his own forearm, Sin biting down hard to stifle it, but Namjoon caught his wrist, pulling it away. āDonāt,ā he said, voice rough. āI want to hear you.ā
Sinās face burned, his free hand fluttering uselessly against Namjoonās shoulder. āB-butāā
Namjoon didnāt let him finish. He ducked his head, lips closing around the silver hoop, and suckedāslow, deliberateāuntil Sinās back arched off the couch with a broken cry. The sound was raw, unfiltered, and Namjoon felt it vibrate through his own ribs like a live wire. Sinās fingers scrabbled against his shoulders, nails biting into fabric, but he didnāt push him awayājust held on tighter, his thighs trembling where they bracketed Namjoonās hips.
āFuck,ā Sin gasped, his voice shattered. The barbell on his tongue glinted as he panted, chest heaving. āIāI didnāt know itād feel like thatāā
Namjoon grinned against his skin, dragging his teeth lightly over the sensitive spot just below the piercing. āThatās the point,ā he murmured, thumb brushing the other nippleāstill bare, still pinkājust to watch Sinās hips jerk. āYou really never touched them?ā
Sin shook his head frantically, his white hair mussed against the cushion. āN-no, Iāā His breath hitched when Namjoonās fingers pinched gently, rolling the bud between them. āI told you, I forgotāā
Sinās protest dissolved into a whine as Namjoonās mouth closed over the other nipple, his tongue flicking the bare skin with deliberate contrastāno metal this time, just heat and wetness and the sharp edge of teeth. The difference was dizzying; Sinās back arched off the couch, his fingers twisting in Namjoonās hair hard enough to sting. āOhāoh,ā he gasped, the syllables fracturing as Namjoon bit down gently, then soothed the spot with his tongue.
Namjoon pulled back just enough to watch Sinās faceāthe way his cerulean eyes had gone glassy, his pink lips parted around ragged breaths. The silver barbell on his tongue glinted when he swallowed, his throat working visibly. āStill think piercings dissolve?ā Namjoon murmured, dragging his thumb over the flushed skin just below the hoop.
Sin groaned, covering his face with his hands. āStop,ā he mumbled, but his hips rolled forward helplessly, the friction drawing a ragged gasp from Namjoonās throat. The sound seemed to startle Sināhis hands dropping to clutch at Namjoonās shouldersālike he hadnāt realized he could pull that noise from him.
Namjoon caught Sinās wrists, pinning them gently to the couch cushions above his head. āYouāre adorable,ā he said, grinning at the way Sinās nose scrunched in protest. āAll flushed and squirming like this.ā He leaned down, lips brushing Sinās ear. āAnd you still havenāt answered my question.ā
KIM SEOKJIN
"Waitāwhat the hell is that?" Seokjin's fingers stilled against Sin's hip, his thumb pressing into the soft dip of his waistband. They were tangled together in the dim glow of the hotel room, Sin's white hair mussed against the pillows, lips swollen from kissing. Jin had been tracing lazy circles along his ribs when his fingertips brushed something unexpectedāa small, hard bump beneath the fabric.
Sin blinked up at him, cheeks flushed. "Hm?"
Jin hooked a finger into the collar of Sinās shirt and tugged it down just enough to reveal a silver barbell nestled in the curve of his left nipple. The metal caught the light, glinting sharply against his pale skin. Sin's breath hitched as Jin traced it, his touch feather-light. "Youāyou have a piercing?" Jinās voice was equal parts disbelief and fascination.
Sinās brow furrowed, then cleared in slow realization. "Oh. Ohhh. I⦠forgot about that." He laughed, sheepish, the sound dissolving into a gasp when Jinās thumb rolled over the jewelry experimentally. "I got it forever agoālike, middle school rebellion phase? My friend dared me. It hurt like a bitch, so I never got another one."
Jinās laugh was low, warm against Sinās throat as he nipped at the delicate skin there. "Middle school rebellion," he repeated, voice laced with amusement. "And here I thought you were all innocence." His fingers lingered on the metal, tracing the curve of it, the way it nestled so perfectly against Sinās skinālike it belonged there, even if heād forgotten it existed.
Sin squirmed, breath hitching when Jinās thumb brushed over the sensitive peak again. "IāI am innocent," he protested, though the way his hips arched up betrayed him. His voice was breathless, cheeks flushed deeper now. "Mostly. It was justāone stupid thing. And my tongue, butā"
Jin froze.
Slowly, he pulled back just enough to meet Sinās eyes, his own wide with dawning realization. "Your tongue?"
Sinās lips parted instinctively, the tip of his tongue flicking out in a nervous habitārevealing the glint of silver nestled just beneath the surface. Jinās grip tightened on his hips, his breath catching in his throat. "You," he murmured, voice rough with something Sin couldnāt name, "are full of surprises."
Before Sin could stutter out another excuseāanother forgotten rebellion, another dare heād been too stubborn to back down fromāJinās fingers slid up his ribs, curling around the back of his neck to pull him in. Their mouths crashed together, Sinās gasp swallowed by Jinās kiss. This time, Jin didnāt hesitateāhis tongue swept past Sinās lips, seeking the metal heād only glimpsed. The moment he found it, Sin shuddered, his fingers twisting in the sheets. The piercing was small, subtle, but Jin traced it with deliberate curiosity, the cool metal a stark contrast to the heat of their mouths.
Sin moaned, the sound muffled against Jinās lips, his hips jerking up instinctively. Jin broke the kiss just long enough to smirk down at him, his thumb pressing against Sinās bottom lip. "You forgot about this?" he teased, voice dripping with amusement. "How do you forget a tongue piercing?"
Sin whined, his cheeks burning. "IāI donāt use it," he mumbled, eyes darting away. "It was just there, and thenāI got used to it?"
Jinās laughter vibrated against Sinās collarbone, warm and indulgent. āYou donāt use it,ā he repeated, dragging his teeth lightly over the jut of Sinās shoulder. āThatās a fucking tragedy.ā His hand slid down Sinās side, fingers skimming the hem of his shirt before tugging it up further, exposing the silver barbell fully to the dim light. Sin shivered, his skin pebbling under Jinās gaze. āAnd this?ā Jinās thumb circled the piercing, slow, deliberate. āYou forgot this too?ā
Sinās breath hitched. āItāit didnāt do anything,ā he admitted, voice thin. āJust sat there. Like a⦠a weird mole.ā
Jin snorted, pressing a kiss to the hollow of Sinās throat. āA weird mole,ā he echoed, mock-serious. āRight.ā His tongue darted out, flicking the metal onceājust to watch Sin jerk beneath him, a choked noise escaping his lips. Jin grinned, wicked. āSeems like it does something now.ā
Sinās hands fluttered, unsure where to landāJinās shoulders, his hair, the sheetsābefore finally settling on clutching at Jinās biceps. āT-thatās cheating,ā he stammered, hips lifting instinctively.
Jinās grin widened, slow and deliberate, his fingers tightening around Sinās waist as he leaned down to press another kiss to his collarboneāthis one lingering, open-mouthed. āCheating?ā he murmured against the damp skin, his breath hot. āBaby, we havenāt even started playing yet.ā
Sinās breath stuttered out in a shaky exhale, his fingers twitching against Jinās arms. The metal of his tongue piercing clicked faintly against his teeth when he triedāand failedāto form a coherent response. Jin didnāt give him the chance. His mouth found Sinās again, insistent, his tongue sliding past his lips with none of the earlier hesitation. This time, he didnāt just trace the piercingāhe played with it, the tip of his tongue flicking against the cool metal in a way that had Sin arching off the bed with a startled gasp.
āJ-Jināā Sinās voice cracked, his hips jerking up against nothing, desperate for friction. Jinās hand slid down to grip his thigh, squeezing just hard enough to make him whine. āYouāyouāre teasing.ā
Jin pulled back just far enough to smirk at him, his lips glistening. āAnd youāre reacting,ā he countered, thumb brushing over Sinās bottom lip again. āWhich, honestly, is fucking fascinating.ā His other hand slipped beneath Sinās shirt fully now, pushing the fabric up until it bunched under his arms, exposing the smooth plane of his stomachāand the silver barbell nestled in the curve of his nipple. Jinās gaze darkened as he traced it again, his touch feather-light. āTell me something,ā he murmured, his voice dropping low. āDid it ever occur to you that these might be sensitive?ā
Sinās breath hitched as Jinās fingers circled the piercing again, his touch deliberate, almost clinicalāuntil it wasnāt. Until his thumb pressed down just enough to make Sin gasp, his back arching off the mattress. āN-no,ā Sin admitted, his voice trembling. āIāI thought they just⦠sat there.ā
Jinās chuckle was dark, his lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. āThen youāve been missing out.ā His teeth grazed the sensitive skin there, and Sin shuddered, fingers tightening in Jinās shirt. āLetās fix that.ā
Sin barely had time to process the words before Jinās mouth was on himānot his lips, not his throat, but lower, his tongue flicking against the silver barbell in a way that sent electricity skittering down Sinās spine. His hips jerked up involuntarily, a broken noise tearing from his throat. āJināfuckāā
Jin hummed against his skin, the vibration making Sinās toes curl. āLanguage,ā he chided, though the grin in his voice ruined any attempt at scolding. His tongue circled the piercing again, slower this time, savoring the way Sin squirmed beneath him. āYouāre loud,ā he mused, dragging his teeth lightly over the sensitive peak. āI like it.ā
Sin's fingers tangled in Jin's hair, tugging just enough to make him groanāa sound that Sin swallowed eagerly when Jin's mouth crashed back into his. The kiss was messy, all teeth and desperation, Jin's tongue tracing the piercing with a precision that left Sin's thighs trembling. He couldn't remember the last time he'd been this aware of the metal in his mouth, the way it heated under Jin's attention, a constant, teasing pressure that made his pulse throb in his throat.
Jin pulled back suddenly, lips slick and swollen, his gaze flickering down to where Sin's shirt was still rucked up under his arms. "You're blushing," he murmured, dragging a knuckle down Sin's chest, pausing to toy with the barbell again. "Everywhere." Sin whined, hips lifting off the bed in a silent plea, but Jin just smirked, leaning down to nip at his collarbone instead. "Patience," he chided, though the way his fingers tightened on Sin's waist betrayed his own desperation.
Sin's breath stuttered when Jin's hand finallyāfinallyāslid lower, palming him through his jeans. The fabric was rough against his overheated skin, the friction maddening. "Jin," he gasped, his voice cracking, "pleaseā"
Jin's laugh was dark, his thumb pressing down in a slow, deliberate circle. "Please what?" he teased, his breath hot against Sin's throat. "Use your words, baby."
Sin's back arched off the mattress as Jin's fingers worked the button of his jeans with agonizing slowness, each brush of his knuckles against the strained fabric sending sparks up his spine. "Iā" he started, then choked on his own breath when Jin's thumb pressed down harder, the heel of his palm grinding against him just right. His hips jerked up instinctively, chasing the friction, but Jin pulled back with a smirk, leaving Sin panting against the sheets.
"You what?" Jin prompted, his voice rough with amusement. He leaned down, his lips grazing the shell of Sin's ear. "Tell me."
Sin whimpered, fingers twisting in the sheets as Jin's teeth scraped his earlobe. "Wantāwant you to touch me," he managed, voice breaking on the last word.
Jin's grin was wicked as he finallyāfinallyāslid Sin's jeans down his hips, the cool air hitting his overheated skin like a shock. His fingers traced the waistband of Sin's underwear, deliberate, teasing, before hooking into the fabric and tugging it down just enough to expose the flushed length of him. Sin's breath hitched, his thighs trembling under Jin's gaze.
Sin's pulse roared in his ears as Jin's fingers traced the dip of his hipbone, slow and deliberate, like he was mapping every inch of skin. The cool air made him shiver, but Jin's touch burnedāhotter where it lingered near the barbell still glinting against his ribs. "You're beautiful," Jin murmured, the words rough against Sin's throat, his lips brushing the fluttering pulse there. "Like this. Allā" His thumb swiped over the head of Sin's cock, smearing the wetness gathered there, and Sin's back arched off the bed with a punched-out gasp. "ādesperate for me."
Sin's nails dug into Jin's shoulders, his hips jerking up into the touch instinctively. "J-Jinā" His voice cracked, high and whining, when Jin's fingers wrapped around him fully, stroking onceāslow, torturous. The metal in his tongue clicked against his teeth as he gasped, his thighs trembling. "Fuck, fuckā"
Jin chuckled, dark and pleased, his thumb circling the head of Sin's cock in tight, maddening spirals. "You keep saying that," he mused, leaning down to nip at Sin's jaw. "But you're not doing anything about it." His free hand slid up Sin's ribs, pausing to toy with the barbell again, pinching just enough to make Sin's hips stutter. "Unlessā" Jin's tongue traced the shell of Sin's ear, his breath hot. "āyou want me to?"
Sin's moan was muffled against Jin's shoulder, his hips lifting helplessly into the slick friction of Jin's grip. "Please," he gasped, the word dissolving into a whimper when Jin's thumb pressed against the slit, rubbing in slow, wet circles. "Please, please, Iā"
Jinās breath hitched at the raw need in Sinās voice, his grip tightening just enough to make Sinās toes curl into the sheets. Heād never heard him sound like thisāso unraveled, so hungryāand the realization sent a sharp thrill down his spine. āSince you asked so nicely,ā Jin murmured, dragging his teeth along the line of Sinās jaw before shifting lower, his lips brushing the hollow of his throat. His fingers slowed their strokes, twisting lazily at the tip just to watch Sinās hips jerk, his breath coming in ragged gasps.
Sinās fingers tangled in Jinās hair, tugging weakly as Jinās mouth trailed lower, skimming over his collarbones, the dip between his ribsāpausing to flick his tongue against the barbell nestled there. Sin whimpered, his back arching off the bed when Jin sucked lightly at the metal, the sensation sparking bright and electric under his skin. āYouāre sensitive,ā Jin mused against his skin, his voice thick with amusement. āEverywhere.ā His hand slid down Sinās thigh, gripping just hard enough to leave marks, before nudging his legs apart. Sin went willingly, pliant under Jinās touch, his breath hitching when Jinās fingers traced the crease of his thigh.
The first brush of Jinās tongue against his cock had Sin crying out, his hips lifting off the bed instinctively. Jin chuckled, the sound vibrating against his skin, before taking him in fully, his tongue pressing against the underside in slow, deliberate strokes. Sinās fingers scrabbled at the sheets, his vision whiting out at the edges as Jinās mouth worked him overāhot, wet, perfect. The silver in his tongue clicked faintly against Sinās skin, the cool metal a sharp contrast to the heat of his mouth, and Sin felt it, every drag, every flick, the way Jin traced the piercing with relentless precision.
āJ-Jināā Sinās voice cracked, his thighs trembling under Jinās hands. āIāIām gonnaāā
Jin didnāt let him finish. He pulled off with a filthy, wet sound, his lips glistening as he smirked up at Sin. āNot yet,ā he murmured, his thumb pressing down on the head of Sinās cock just enough to make him whine. āYouāre mine tonight. I decide when.ā His fingers traced the veins along Sinās length, slow and torturous, before wrapping around him again, stroking onceātwiceājust to watch Sinās hips stutter.
Sinās breath came in ragged gasps, his fingers twisting in Jinās hair, tugging weakly. āYouāreācruel,ā he managed, voice cracking as Jinās thumb circled the head again, smearing precome down his shaft.
Jinās laugh was dark, his breath hot against Sinās inner thigh. āAnd you love it.ā He didnāt give Sin time to argueājust leaned down and took him back into his mouth, sucking hard enough to make Sinās back arch off the bed, a broken moan tearing from his throat. The metal in Jinās tongue pressed against him in a way that sent sparks skittering up his spine, every flick deliberate, every stroke calculated to drag Sin closer to the edge without letting him fall.
Sinās thighs trembled, his toes curling into the sheets as Jin worked him over with ruthless precision. He could feel the tension coiling tight in his stomach, his hips jerking up into the wet heat of Jinās mouthābut every time he got close, Jin would pull back, his grip tightening just enough to keep him teetering on the brink.
Sin's fingers knotted tighter in Jin's hair, his thighs shaking as Jin's tongue swirled around the head of his cock, the piercing clicking faintly against sensitive flesh. "JāJin, please," he gasped, voice raw. The words dissolved into a whine when Jin pulled off again, pressing a kiss to the inside of his thigh instead. His lips curved against damp skin. "You taste good," Jin murmured, dragging his teeth lightly over the flushed skin. "But you're still not listening." His thumb pressed into the hollow of Sin's hipbone, pinning him to the mattress as his other hand traced the barbell on his ribs. "I told youāI decide when."
Sin whimpered, his back arching when Jin's fingers skimmed lower, tracing the crease of his thighāso close, but never where he needed. Jin smirked, watching the way Sin's breath hitched, his hips lifting helplessly. "You're impatient," he chided, though his own breathing was uneven, his pupils blown wide. His fingers curled around Sin's cock again, stroking slow, maddening. "Tell me what you want."
Sin's nails scraped Jin's shoulders, his voice cracking. "Youāinside me," he begged, the admission tearing loose like a confession. Jin's grip tightened, his breath stuttering. "Yeah?" His thumb swiped over the head of Sin's cock, smearing wetness down the shaft. "You want me to fuck you?" Sin's hips jerked, a broken noise escaping his lips. Jin leaned down, his tongue tracing the shell of Sin's ear. "Say it."
"Fuck me," Sin gasped, the words ragged. "PleaseāJin, pleaseā"
Jinās breath hitched at the raw desperation in Sinās voice, his fingers tightening around Sinās hips as he leaned down to capture his lips in a searing kiss. The taste of Sināsharp and sweetāflooded his senses, the cool metal of his tongue piercing brushing against Jinās own with every flick of his tongue. āFuck,ā Jin muttered against his mouth, his voice rough. āYouāre killing me.ā
Sin whined, his fingers scrambling at Jinās waistband, clumsy with urgency. Jin chuckled, low and dark, before pulling back just enough to shove his own jeans down his thighs, kicking them off with impatient haste. Sinās gaze dropped instantly, his lips parting at the sight of Jinās cock, flushed and heavy against his stomach. āOh,ā he breathed, his hips lifting instinctively.
Jin smirked, palming himself slowly, watching the way Sinās eyes tracked the movement with rapt attention. āLike what you see?ā he teased, thumb brushing over the head just to watch Sin shiver. Sin nodded, his tongue darting out to wet his lipsāclick, the silver glintingābefore Jin leaned down again, pressing him into the mattress with the full weight of his body.
Sin gasped at the contact, his legs spreading wider to accommodate Jinās hips, his cock sliding against Jinās stomach with a slick drag that made his breath stutter. Jin groaned, his fingers digging into Sinās waist as he ground down, the friction electric. āFuck, you feelāā His words dissolved into a growl as Sin arched beneath him, his nails scraping down Jinās back.
The lube was cool against Jinās fingers when he finally slicked them, pressing a kiss to Sinās trembling thigh as he traced the tight furl of him. Sinās breath hitched, his hips jerking instinctively when Jinās fingertip circled the rimāslow, teasing, maddening. āRelax,ā Jin murmured against his skin, his breath hot. āIāve got you.ā
Sin whimpered, his fingers twisting in the sheets as Jin pressed inājust the tip, just enough to make his back arch off the mattress with a choked gasp. Jin watched, mesmerized, as Sinās mouth fell open, the silver glint of his tongue piercing catching the dim light. āFuck,ā Jin breathed, his own cock twitching against Sinās thigh. āYouāre tight.ā
Sinās thighs trembled as Jin worked him open, his fingers careful but relentless, each twist and curl dragging a broken noise from Sinās throat. By the time Jin added a second finger, Sin was a writhing mess beneath him, his cock leaking against his stomach, his breath coming in ragged gasps. āJāJin,ā he stammered, his voice cracking. āPlease.ā
Jin crooked his fingers just right, and Sin screamed, his back bowing off the bed as pleasure ripped through him like lightning. Jinās grin was feral, his fingers relentless as they stroked that spot againāand againāwatching Sin unravel beneath him. āYou like that?ā he murmured, his voice rough. Sin could only nod, his lips parted around silent, panting breaths. Jinās thumb brushed against the barbell on Sinās nipple, pinching just enough to make him jerk. āTell me.ā
Sinās fingers clawed at Jinās shoulders, his hips stuttering upward as Jinās fingers pressed deeperāright there, a white-hot spike of pleasure that left his vision swimming. āY-yes,ā he gasped, the word dissolving into a whine when Jinās thumb circled the barbell again, sending sparks skittering down his spine. āJināgod, Iāā
Jin kissed the hinge of Sinās jaw, his lips brushing the frantic pulse beneath his skin. āTell me more,ā he murmured, fingers twisting slowly, deliberately, watching Sinās mouth fall open around a silent moan. His tongue darted out to trace the silver piercing, the cool metal clicking faintly against his teeth. āYou sound pretty like this.ā
Sinās back arched off the mattress when Jin added a third finger, the stretch burning just enough to make his breath hitchābut Jinās mouth was on his before he could protest, swallowing the punched-out noise he made when Jinās fingers curled just so. The kiss was messy, Jinās tongue sliding against his piercing in a way that made Sinās thighs tremble, his hips jerking helplessly into the touch.
When Jin finally pulled back, Sinās lips were swollen, his chest heaving. Jinās fingers stilled inside him, his other hand smoothing up Sinās ribs to thumb at his nipple piercing again. āReady?ā he asked, voice rough. Sin nodded frantically, his legs tightening around Jinās waistāyes, yes, pleaseābut Jin smirked, leaning down to nip at his bottom lip. āSay it.ā
Sinās voice shattered around the wordāāNowāābefore Jinās mouth crashed into his again, swallowing the desperate plea. The kiss was molten, Jinās tongue tracing the silver in Sinās mouth like he was memorizing the shape of it, the way Sin trembled when the cool metal brushed his own. Jin pulled back just far enough to slick himself, his grip tight around his cock, his breath ragged. āWatch,ā he ordered, voice rough, guiding Sinās hand to where he was pressing ināslow, relentlessāuntil Sinās fingers curled around the base of him, feeling the stretch of his own body around Jinās length.
Sinās breath hitched, his thighs shaking as Jin bottomed out, their hips pressed flush. For a moment, neither movedāJinās forehead dropped against Sinās, his exhale shuddering. āFuck,ā he gritted out, his fingers digging into Sinās waist. āYouāreātight.ā
Sin whined, his hips lifting instinctively, and Jin groaned, his grip tightening. āWait,ā he warned, though his voice was wrecked. He dragged his lips down Sinās throat, pausing to bite at the flutter of his pulse. āLet meāfuckālet me last.ā
But Sin was beyond patience, his nails scoring down Jinās back as he arched up, forcing Jin deeper with a broken gasp. Jin cursed, his hips jerking forward involuntarily, and Sin moaned, the sound high and wrecked. āJ-Jināmoveāā
Jin's grip on Sin's hips turned bruising as he finallyāfinallyāpulled out halfway before slamming back in, the force of it knocking a ragged cry from Sin's throat. The silver in his tongue clicked sharply against his teeth as his head fell back against the pillows, his legs tightening around Jin's waist to pull him deeper. Jin groaned, low and rough, his forehead pressing into the crook of Sin's neck as he set a relentless pace, each thrust punching the air from Sin's lungs.
"Look at you," Jin panted against Sin's damp skin, his voice wrecked. His fingers dug into Sin's thighs, spreading them wider as he angled his hipsāthere, a sharp, perfect twist that had Sin's vision whiting out. The barbell on Sin's nipple glinted as Jin's thumb brushed over it, the touch light enough to tease but firm enough to make Sin arch off the bed with a broken sob. "You take me so good," Jin murmured, his lips skimming Sin's collarbone. "Like you were made for it."
Sin's fingers scrabbled at Jin's shoulders, his mouth falling open around a silent gasp when Jin's hand slid between them, wrapping around Sin's cock in a slick, tight grip. The dual sensationāJin inside him, Jin's hand on himāleft Sin trembling, his thighs shaking with the effort to keep from unraveling too soon. Jin's thumb swiped over the head of his cock, smearing precome down the shaft, and Sin whined, the sound dissolving into a moan when Jin's tongue traced the shell of his ear.
"Come for me," Jin growled, his voice raw with want. His fingers tightened around Sin's cock, stroking in time with his thrustsārough, perfect, too much. Sin's back bowed off the bed, his nails biting into Jin's skin as pleasure coiled tight in his stomach, burning white-hot under his skin. Jin's mouth found his again, swallowing Sin's choked gasp as his hips stuttered, his orgasm crashing over him in wavesāJin's name on his lips, Jin's tongue tracing the piercing in his mouth, Jin's cock buried deep inside him as he fucked Sin through it.
Sin's vision blurred at the edges as pleasure wracked through him in shuddering pulses, his body clamping down around Jin in rhythmic spasms. Jin groaned against his throat, his thrusts turning jagged as Sin's heat milked him relentlessly. "Fuckāfuckā" Jin's fingers dug into the meat of Sin's thigh as his hips stuttered, his rhythm fracturing.
When Jin came, it was with Sin's name bitten into the curve of his shoulderāa hot, bruising kiss that Sin would wear proudly tomorrow. The weight of Jin's body pressed him deeper into the mattress, their sweat-slick skin sticking together as they gasped in unison, both trembling with the aftershocks.
Jin was the first to move, his lips brushing Sin's temple as he carefully pulled out. Sin whimpered at the loss, his thighs twitching, but Jin hushed him with a kissāsoft now, languid, their earlier desperation tempered into something warm and syrupy-slow. "Okay?" Jin murmured against Sin's swollen lips, his thumb tracing the beauty mark beneath Sin's eye.
Sin nodded, his breathing still uneven. "Mhm." His voice was wrecked, throat raw from moaning. He blinked up at Jin, cerulean eyes hazy with spent pleasure, and something in Jin's chest tightened at the sight.
MIN YOONGI
The piercing studio had smelled like antiseptic and regret, which Sin only remembered now because Yoongiās tongue was in his mouth.
It was the kind of forgotten detail that resurfaced at the worst possible momentālike how Sin had once, at sixteen and stupidly brave, let some underground artist in Hongdae talk him into two piercings in one night. The tongue stud had healed fine. The nipple ring had not. Heād taken it out after a week of wincing every time his shirt brushed against it, and then, like most impulsive decisions, buried it under layers of denial and time.
Yoongiās fingers paused where theyād been working open the buttons of Sinās shirt. āWait,ā he murmured against Sinās lips, voice rough in a way that made Sinās stomach flip. āWhatāā His thumb brushed over Sinās left nipple, where a tiny, stubborn bump of scar tissue sat. Sin froze.
āOh,ā Sin said, very intelligently.
Yoongi's gaze flickered down to where his thumb still rested against the raised scarābarely noticeable unless you knew where to look, unless your fingers were tracing skin this intimately. His dark eyes, usually so sharp and calculating, softened with something unreadable. "You," he murmured, voice dropping into that low register Sin had only heard in his songs before tonight, "had a nipple piercing?"
Sin's flush burned hotter than the studio lights he'd once performed under. "Iāforgot," he admitted, the words stumbling out like a confession. His tongue darted out to wet his lipsāa nervous habitāand the movement caught Yoongi's attention immediately.
The older man's grip tightened imperceptibly on Sin's waist. "Let me see," he said, not a question.
Sin hesitated, then parted his lips just enough for the tip of his tongue to peek throughāand there it was, the faintest glint of metal catching the dim bedroom light. The barbell was small, tasteful, almost invisible unless you were looking for it. Yoongi exhaled sharply through his nose.
Yoongiās thumb circled the scar again, slow and deliberate, like he was mapping the ghost of something long abandoned. Sin shivered, the touch sparking a memoryāthe sting of the needle, the artistās hands steadying him, the way heād bitten his own tongue to keep from yelping. He hadnāt thought about it in years, hadnāt even remembered the metal still nestled in his mouth until Yoongiās tongue had brushed against it moments ago.
āForgot,ā Yoongi repeated, incredulous. His voice was sandpaper-soft, the kind of tone that made Sinās pulse stutter. āYou forgot you had metal in your mouth.ā
Sinās laugh was breathless, nervous. āItās been there since I was sixteen. I justāstopped noticing it.ā
Yoongiās gaze flicked back up to Sinās face, something molten and amused simmering beneath his usual cool detachment. āCute,ā he murmured, and then his fingers were back at Sinās shirt, pushing the fabric aside to reveal the pale expanse of his chest. The scar was barely there, a whisper of raised skin, but Yoongi bent his head and pressed his mouth to it anyway, tongue swiping over the spot with a reverence that made Sinās knees weak.
The moment Yoongiās lips made contact with the scar, Sinās entire body arched off the bed like a live wire had been pressed to his spine. It wasnāt paināno, the sensation was something else entirely, a sharp, electric sweetness that radiated outward from the point of contact, as if Yoongiās mouth had somehow rewired the dormant nerves there. Sin gasped, fingers tangling in the sheets, and Yoongi chuckled against his skin, the vibrations sending another shudder through him.
"Youāre sensitive here," Yoongi murmured, not pulling away, his breath hot against Sinās chest. His tongue traced the scar again, slower this time, deliberate, and Sin whimpered, hips jerking involuntarily. The sound seemed to ignite something in Yoongiāhis hands, previously gentle, tightened on Sinās waist, pinning him to the mattress as his mouth grew more insistent. Sin could feel the scrape of teeth, the wet drag of Yoongiās tongue, and thenāohāthe sudden, unexpected suction that made his vision blur at the edges.
"Hyung," Sin choked out, voice cracking. His fingers found Yoongiās hair, gripping blindly, and Yoongi hummed in response, the sound reverberating through Sinās ribs. When he finally pulled back, Sinās chest was heaving, his skin flushed and damp where Yoongiās mouth had been. The older man studied him with heavy-lidded eyes, his thumb brushing over the now-reddened scar. "Still forgot?" he asked, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Sin could only nod, dazed, his body thrumming with the aftershocks. Yoongiās smirk deepened, and then he was leaning in again, but this time his mouth found Sinās instead, his tongue sliding against the barbell with purpose. The metal clicked against Yoongiās teeth, a tiny, audible sound that sent a jolt through Sinās stomach. Heād forgotten about the piercing, yes, but heād never forgotten how it felt when someone else discovered itāthe way partners would pause, surprised, then press closer, chasing the novelty of it. But Yoongi didnāt just chase it; he mapped it, his tongue tracing the barbell with a focus that bordered on obsessive, as if he were trying to memorize the shape of it.
Sinās breath hitched when Yoongiās teeth grazed the barbell, the sharp click of metal against enamel sending a shockwave of heat straight to his groin. He arched up instinctively, hips lifting off the mattress, only for Yoongiās palm to press him back down with effortless control. The weight of Yoongiās body over himāsolid, warm, unyieldingāwas intoxicating. Sin had imagined this moment a hundred times, but none of his fantasies had included the way Youngiās curiosity burned so bright, so hungry, as if Sinās body were a puzzle he needed to solve with his mouth.
Yoongi pulled back just enough to speak, his lips brushing Sinās with each word. āHow many people,ā he murmured, voice thick, āknew about this before me?ā His thumb swept over Sinās lower lip, tugging it down slightly to expose the glint of metal again. The possessiveness in the question shouldnāt have thrilled Sin as much as it did.
āNo one,ā Sin admitted, the words tumbling out in a rush. āI meanāno one who mattered.ā He felt Yoongiās breath stutter against his mouth, saw the way his pupils dilated, black swallowing amber. It was the right answerāmaybe the only answerābecause Yoongi kissed him again, deeper this time, his tongue sliding against the barbell with a reverence that made Sinās toes curl.
The bed creaked as Yoongi shifted, one knee slotting between Sinās thighs, and Sin gasped into his mouth at the sudden pressure. Yoongi took advantage of the parted lips to explore further, his tongue tracing the roof of Sinās mouth, the underside of the barbell, the sensitive spot just behind his teeth. Every flick, every suck, was calculated, like Yoongi was cataloging Sinās reactions, filing them away for later. Sinās hands scrabbled at Yoongiās shoulders, nails biting into fabric, but Yoongi didnāt seem to noticeāor maybe he just didnāt care, too focused on the way Sin shuddered when he bit down gently on the barbell.
The click of metal against teeth was louder this time, deliberate, and Sin whimpered when Yoongiās fingers tightened in his hair, tilting his head back to expose the column of his throat. āHyungāā he tried, but the word dissolved into a gasp as Yoongiās mouth left his, trailing wet kisses down his neck instead. The cold air against his spit-slick lips made him shiver, but it was nothing compared to the heat of Yoongiās tongue tracing the hollow of his throat, the scrape of teeth over his pulse point.
Sinās hips jerked when Yoongiās knee pressed harder between his thighs, the friction sending sparks up his spine. He could feel himself hardening, the fabric of his jeans suddenly too tight, too rough, but Yoongiās hands were already moving, sliding under his shirt to push it up over his ribs. The cool air hit his overheated skin, raising goosebumps, but Yoongiās palms were warmer, calloused fingers skimming over his sides, his stomach, pausing just below his sternum. āStill sensitive here too?ā Yoongi murmured, thumb brushing the underside of his ribs, and Sin squirmed, biting his lip to stifle a laugh.
Yoongiās smirk was devilish. āTicklish,ā he corrected, and before Sin could protest, those clever fingers were skating up his sides, light as a feather, and Sin arched off the bed with a breathless giggle, twisting to escape. Yoongi pinned him easily, one thigh thrown over Sinās hips, his weight just enough to keep him in place. āCute,ā he repeated, bending to nip at Sinās collarbone, and Sinās laughter melted into a moan when Yoongiās teeth grazed the spot just above his left nippleānot quite the scar, but close enough to make his breath catch.
The older manās mouth was relentless, mapping every inch of Sinās chest with a precision that bordered on worship. When his tongue flicked over the hardened bud of Sinās nipple, Sinās back bowed off the mattress, a broken noise tearing from his throat. Yoongi hummed approvingly, sucking lightly, then harder, until Sin was writhing beneath him, fingers tangled in the sheets. āHyung, pleaseāā he gasped, and Yoongi pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, lips glistening.
Sinās plea hung between them, raw and unfiltered, but Yoongi didnāt move. Instead, he studied Sinās faceāthe way his cerulean eyes had gone glassy, the beauty mark beneath his left eye almost lost in the flush spreading across his cheeks. Yoongiās thumb traced the edge of Sinās parted lips, catching on the barbell again, and Sinās breath hitched. āPlease what?ā Yoongi asked, voice low, teasing. He knew. Of course he knew. But he wanted to hear it, wanted Sin to say it, to break that last shred of hesitation clinging to his trembling limbs.
Sin swallowed hard, his Adamās apple bobbing against Yoongiās palm where it had settled against his throat. Not squeezingājust resting, a silent reminder of control. āTouch me,ā Sin whispered, the words barely audible, but Yoongiās sharp intake of breath was answer enough. His fingers flexed against Sinās jaw, tilting his chin up further, exposing the vulnerable line of his throat.
āWhere?ā Yoongi murmured, his free hand drifting down Sinās chest, skimming over his ribs, his stomach, hovering just above the waistband of his jeans. Sinās hips jerked involuntarily, chasing the ghost of contact, and Yoongiās lips curled into a smirk. āHere?ā His fingertips dipped beneath the fabric, brushing the sensitive skin just above Sinās hipbone, and Sin whimpered, nails digging into Yoongiās biceps.
The older manās smirk deepened as he leaned in, his breath hot against Sinās ear. āOr here?ā His hand slid lower, palming Sin through his jeans, and Sinās back arched off the mattress with a choked moan. The fabric was rough, unforgiving, and Yoongiās touch was just shy of enoughāteasing, maddening. Sinās hips bucked again, desperate for more pressure, but Yoongi held him down effortlessly, his grip firm. āPatience,ā he chided, nipping at Sinās earlobe. āYou waited this long. Whatās a few more minutes?ā
Sinās breath came in ragged gasps, his body taut as a bowstring beneath Yoongiās touch. The older manās fingers lingered just above the button of his jeans, teasing, maddening, and Sinās hips jerked again, chasing friction that never quite came. "Yoongi," he whined, the name slipping out unbidden, raw with need. The sound seemed to ignite something in Yoongiāhis dark eyes flashed, and then his mouth was on Sinās again, swallowing his moans as his fingers finally, finally popped the button open.
The zipper slid down with a whisper of fabric, and Sinās breath hitched when Yoongiās hand slipped beneath the waistband of his boxers, calloused fingers brushing against the heated skin of his stomach. Yoongi pulled back just enough to watch Sinās face as his fingers traced lower, lowerāthen wrapped around him, slow and deliberate. Sinās head thumped back against the pillows, a broken noise tearing from his throat as Yoongiās thumb swiped over the head of his cock, smearing the moisture there. "Fuck," he gasped, hips lifting off the mattress, but Yoongiās grip tightened, holding him in place.
"Look at you," Yoongi murmured, his voice rough with want. His thumb circled the head again, slow, torturous, and Sinās fingers twisted in the sheets, his toes curling. "All worked up over a little metal." He leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "Imagine how youāll feel when I fuck you with it."
Sinās eyes flew open, his breath stuttering. What? But Yoongi was already moving, his mouth trailing down Sinās throat, his chest, his stomachālower, until his breath was hot against Sinās cock. Sinās hips jerked instinctively, but Yoongiās hands pinned him down, his grip unyielding. "Stay still," he ordered, and Sin whimpered, his entire body trembling with the effort to obey.
Sin's breath hitched when Yoongi's tongue flicked against the head of his cockājust once, feather-light, before the older man pulled back with a smirk that made Sin's stomach flip. "Hyung," he whined, fingers tightening in Yoongi's hair, but Yoongi ignored him, his thumb tracing the vein on the underside instead. The touch was maddening, deliberate, and Sin's hips twitched involuntarily, chasing friction that wasn't there.
Yoongi's chuckle was low, vibrating against Sin's thigh where his lips had migrated, nipping at the sensitive skin. "I told you to stay still," he murmured, and the warning in his voice sent a shiver down Sin's spine. His grip on Yoongi's hair slackened, fingers trembling as he forced himself to relax against the mattress. The older man hummed approvingly, his breath hot against Sin's inner thigh, and thenāfinallyāhis mouth was on him again, wet and warm and perfect.
Sin's back arched off the bed, a strangled moan tearing from his throat as Yoongi's tongue swirled around the head before sinking down, taking him deeper. The heat was overwhelming, the suction relentless, and Sin's vision blurred at the edges, his toes curling into the sheets. Yoongi's hands pinned his hips down, holding him in place as he worked him over with his mouth, alternating between slow, torturous sucks and quick, teasing flicks of his tongue.
The barbell in Sin's mouth clicked against his teeth when he bit down on a moan, the sound sharp in the quiet room. Yoongi's eyes flicked up at the noise, dark and heavy-lidded, and thenāfuckāhe hollowed his cheeks, sucking harder, and Sin's fingers scrambled for purchase against the sheets. "IāI'm gonnaā" he gasped, but Yoongi pulled off with a wet pop before he could finish, leaving him trembling on the edge.
Yoongiās lips glistened in the dim light as he dragged his tongue along the underside of Sinās cock, slow and deliberate, his eyes never leaving Sinās face. "Not yet," he murmured, the words vibrating against overheated skin. His thumb pressed into the divot of Sinās hipbone, grounding him, and Sin whimpered, his entire body thrumming with denied release.
The older man shifted, his knees pressing into the mattress as he crawled up Sinās body, his weight settling between Sinās thighs. His fingers traced the barbell again, tugging at Sinās lower lip with a possessiveness that made Sinās breath catch. "You taste good," Yoongi mused, voice rough, and Sinās stomach flipped at the raw hunger in his gaze.
Then Yoongiās mouth was on his again, hot and insistent, his tongue sliding against the metal with a focus that bordered on obsessive. Sin moaned into the kiss, his hands finding Yoongiās waist, fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt. He could feel the hard line of Yoongiās cock pressing against his thigh, and the realization sent a fresh wave of heat through him.
Yoongi pulled back just enough to speak, his breath uneven. "Turn over," he murmured, and Sinās pulse stuttered at the command. He hesitated for a fraction of a secondālong enough for Yoongiās thumb to brush over his cheekbone, gentle despite the hunger in his eyes. "Trust me," he added, softer now, and Sin nodded, swallowing hard as he rolled onto his stomach.
Sinās knees sank into the mattress as he repositioned himself, fingers clutching at the crumpled sheets beneath him. The air against his exposed back was cool, but Yoongiās gaze burned hotter than any touch. He felt the dip of the bed as Yoongi moved behind him, hands settling on his hips with a possessiveness that made his breath hitch. "Lift," Yoongi murmured, and Sin obeyed without thought, arching his back just enough for Yoongi to tug his jeans and boxers down in one slow, deliberate motion. The fabric caught at his thighs, leaving him half-bare, vulnerable, and he shivered when Yoongiās fingers traced the curve of his ass.
"Fuck," Yoongi breathed, the word rough with want, and Sinās cheeks burned at the reverence in his voice. Thenāwarmth. Yoongiās mouth pressed against the small of his back, lips trailing lower, lower, until his tongue swiped over the sensitive skin just above the crease of Sinās thigh. Sin jerked, a whimper escaping him, and Yoongiās hands tightened on his hips, holding him still. "Told you to stay put," he chided, but there was no real admonishment in his toneājust heat, thick and heady.
Sin buried his face in the pillows as Yoongiās tongue traced lower, teasing at the rim before pulling away just as quickly. The groan that tore from Sinās throat was muffled by the fabric, his fingers twisting in the sheets. "Hyungāpleaseā" The plea was ragged, desperate, and Yoongi answered with a sharp nip to the curve of Sinās ass, eliciting a yelp.
"Patience," Yoongi murmured, but his own breath was uneven, fingers digging into Sinās skin as he spread him wider. The first lick was slow, deliberate, and Sinās entire body tensed, his toes curling. Yoongi hummed against him, the vibrations sending shocks up his spine, and then his tongue pressed deeper, wet and insistent. Sinās hips jerked forward instinctively, but Yoongiās grip was ironclad, holding him in place as he worked him open with his mouth.
Sinās fingers twisted in the sheets until the fabric threatened to tear, his entire body taut as Yoongiās tongue pressed deeper, relentless. The wet heat was maddeningātoo much and not enoughāand when Yoongiās fingers joined, pressing in alongside his tongue, Sinās back arched violently. "Fuckāfuckā" he gasped, his voice cracking on the second syllable as Yoongi crooked his fingers just right, brushing that spot that sent white-hot sparks behind Sinās eyelids.
Yoongi pulled back with a wet sound, his breath ragged against Sinās thigh. "Look at you," he murmured, dragging his thumb over Sinās trembling lower back. "Taking me so well already." The praise sent a fresh wave of heat through Sinās veins, his cock twitching against the mattress. He could feel Yoongi shifting behind him, the rustle of clothing, the click of a capāthen the cold slick of lube against his overheated skin. Sin flinched at the sudden chill, but Yoongiās palm smoothed over his spine, soothing. "Easy," he murmured, pressing a kiss to the dimple above Sinās tailbone. "Just breathe."
Sin sucked in a shuddering breath as Yoongiās fingers returned, slower this time, working him open with a patience that bordered on torture. Each press, each curl of his fingers, was calculated, drawing out whimpers Sin couldnāt suppress. When a third finger joined, Sinās hips jerked back instinctively, seeking more, needing moreābut Yoongi held him steady, his free hand splayed across the small of Sinās back. "Not yet," he chided, though his voice was rough with want. "Gonna make sure you can take me." His fingers scissored, stretching, and Sinās moan was muffled by the pillow heād buried his face in.
The stretch burnedājust enough to make Sinās toes curlābut the moment Yoongiās fingers brushed his prostate again, the discomfort melted into liquid heat. "Hyungāpleaseā" Sin choked out, his hips canting back shamelessly. Yoongiās answering groan was raw, his fingers slipping free with a filthy sound. Sin whined at the loss, but then Yoongiās hands were on him, flipping him onto his back with surprising gentleness. The older man loomed over him, his dark eyes raking over Sinās flushed chest, his parted lips, the way his cock lay heavy against his stomach.
Yoongi's thumb pressed against Sin's lower lip again, hooking the barbell with a deliberate tug that made Sin's breath hitch. "Still think you forgot?" he murmured, voice rough as gravel. Before Sin could answer, Yoongi leaned down, his mouth hovering just above Sin'sāclose enough to share breath, but not touching. "Tell me what you want."
Sin's throat worked around nothing, his pulse rabbiting beneath his skin. He'd never been good with words, not like this, not when Yoongi's weight pinned him to the mattress and his scentāwarm spice and something uniquely Yoongiāfilled his lungs. Instead, he arched up, chasing Yoongi's mouth with a whimper, but the older man pulled back just enough to deny him.
"Say it," Yoongi insisted, his fingers tightening in Sin's hair.
"Y-you," Sin stammered, his hips twitching upward of their own accord. "Want youāinsideā" The words dissolved into a gasp as Yoongi's free hand wrapped around his cock, giving him one slow, torturous stroke that left his vision whiting out at the edges.
Yoongiās breath hitchedāa sharp, jagged soundābefore he surged forward, crushing their mouths together in a kiss that tasted like desperation. Sin gasped into it, his fingers scrambling at Yoongiās shoulders as the older man finally, finally lined up and pushed in. The stretch was unbearable for a heartbeat, then two, before melting into a fullness that punched the air from Sinās lungs. Yoongi didnāt move, his forehead pressed to Sinās, their breaths mingling in the scant space between them.
āFuck,ā Yoongi gritted out, his voice wrecked. His fingers trembled where they gripped Sinās hips, his knuckles white with the effort to hold still. āYou feelāā He broke off with a groan when Sin rolled his hips experimentally, the motion sending sparks up his spine.
Sinās laugh was breathless, shaky. āMove,ā he pleaded, nails digging into Yoongiās biceps.
Yoongi obeyed with a slow, deliberate roll of his hips that had Sinās back arching off the mattress. The pace was maddeningājust shy of enoughābut every drag of Yoongiās cock inside him was calculated to wring another broken sound from Sinās throat. When Yoongiās thumb brushed over the barbell again, Sinās hips jerked instinctively, his body clenching around him.
The moment Yoongiās hips snapped forward, Sinās vision whited out. The older manās rhythm was relentlessādeep, punishing strokes that had Sin clawing at the sheets, his back arching off the mattress with every thrust. The barbell in his mouth clicked against his teeth with each ragged gasp, the sound drowned out by the wet slap of skin against skin. Yoongiās fingers dug into the meat of Sinās thighs, holding him open, his thumbs pressing bruises into pale skin as he fucked into him with a single-minded focus that left Sin boneless.
āLook at you,ā Yoongi growled, his voice rough as gravel. His thumb swiped over Sinās lower lip, tugging it down to expose the glint of metal. āTaking me so well.ā The praise sent a fresh wave of heat through Sinās veins, his cock twitching against his stomach. Yoongiās gaze darkened, his hips stuttering for a fraction of a second before he redoubled his efforts, his pace turning brutal.
Sinās breath came in punched-out gasps, his fingers scrabbling for purchase against Yoongiās sweat-slick shoulders. The older manās name spilled from his lips in a broken litany, each syllable mangled by the barbell as Yoongi angled his hips just right, hitting that spot that made Sinās toes curl. āFuckāfuckāhyung, Iāmāā The warning was ragged, barely coherent, but Yoongi understood, his hand wrapping around Sinās cock in time to catch the first pulse of his release.
The orgasm ripped through Sin like a live wire, his body seizing as white-hot pleasure crackled up his spine. He arched off the bed with a soundless cry, his nails biting into Yoongiās skin as the older man chased his own release, his rhythm faltering as he fucked Sin through the aftershocks. One final, sharp thrust and Yoongi stilled, his breath hitching as he spilled inside Sin with a groan that sounded like it had been torn from his chest.
The air smelled like salt and sweat and something darker, something Yoongi couldnāt name but tasted anyway when he licked the line of Sinās throat. Sinās pulse fluttered beneath his tongue, frantic as a bird trapped in a cage, and Yoongi lingered there, pressing lazy kisses to the damp skin until Sinās breathing evened out.
Sinās fingers, still tangled in Yoongiās hair, trembled slightly as he carded them through the dark strands. His other hand traced idle patterns on Yoongiās bare shoulderācircles, figure-eights, the occasional swooping curve that made Yoongi shiver. The touch was absentminded, the way Sin touched everything when he wasnāt thinkingālike he needed to reassure himself the world was still solid.
Yoongi shifted just enough to see Sinās faceāthe way his lashes fanned over his flushed cheeks, the beauty mark beneath his left eye almost lost in the pink spread of his skin. His lips were kiss-swollen, slightly parted, and when Yoongiās thumb brushed the barbell again, Sinās tongue darted out instinctively, wetting the metal. The movement was unconscious, but Yoongiās stomach tightened anyway.
āStill sensitive,ā Yoongi murmured, more to himself than to Sin, but Sin heard it anywayāhis cerulean eyes flickered open, hazy with exhaustion and something softer, something Yoongi wasnāt ready to name.
JUNG HOSEOK
"You're kidding me," Hoseok breathed, fingers still tangled in Sin's hair where he'd just yanked him closer. His pulse hammered against Sin's collarbone, messy and uneven. The dorm was quiet except for the hum of the air conditioner and the occasional creak of someone shifting in their room down the hall. Sin blinked up at him, lips slightly partedāstill pink and swollen from kissingāand Hoseok couldnāt help but stare at the flash of metal nestled against the tip of his tongue.
Sin frowned, pulling back just enough to murmur, "What?" His voice was soft, sleep-rough, like he hadnāt spoken in hours. Which, technically, he hadnātānot since Hoseok had dragged him into the kitchen under the pretense of needing help with a chore and then promptly pinned him against the fridge.
Hoseok tapped Sinās bottom lip with his thumb, nudging until Sin obediently stuck his tongue out again. There it wasāa tiny silver barbell, barely noticeable unless the light caught it just right. Which, right now, it did. "Since when do you have a tongue piercing?"
Sinās brows knitted together. He looked genuinely confused, like Hoseok had just asked him to recite pi to the twentieth digit. "I⦠donāt?"
Hoseok let out a disbelieving laugh, thumb still hooked against Sin's lower lip. The silver glint of the barbell taunted himāimpossible, but there. "Sin. Baby. That's definitely a tongue piercing." He leaned in, close enough to feel Sin's startled exhale against his mouth. "And unless you've been sleepwalking to a tattoo parlor, you know about this."
Sin blinked rapidly, lashes fluttering like moth wings. His fingers curled into Hoseok's shirtānot pushing away, just clinging. "Iāmaybe when I was younger? But I don't rememberā" His voice hitched when Hoseok's hand slid down, skating over the thin fabric of his sleep shirt.
Hoseok's fingers found the raised bud of Sin's nipple through the cotton, andāthere. The unmistakable bump of metal beneath. "Oh my god," Hoseok breathed, grinning now. "You absolutely have a nipple piercing too."
Sin made a noise like a stepped-on kitten. "That'sāthat can'tā"
Hoseok's grin widened as he hooked a finger into the collar of Sin's shirt, tugging it down just enough to expose the smooth plane of his chest. There, peeking through the fabricātiny, silver, and utterly undeniableāwas the glint of a curved barbell nestled against Sin's left nipple. The metal caught the dim kitchen light, winking up at Hoseok like a shared secret.
Sin's breath hitched. "IāI swear I donāt remember getting these," he stammered, cheeks flushing pink. His fingers twitched against Hoseok's waist, torn between pushing him away and pulling him closer. "Maybeāmaybe it was during that summer I got really drunk? Orā" His voice dissolved into a gasp as Hoseokās thumb brushed over the piercing, slow and deliberate.
"Oh, this is definitely healed," Hoseok murmured, leaning in until his lips grazed Sin's ear. "Which means youāve had it for years, baby. How do you forget something like this?" He nipped at Sin's earlobe, delighting in the way Sin shuddered against him.
Sin whined, high and flustered. "I donāt know! Itās not like I go around checking myāmy nipples for metal!" His voice cracked on the last word, and Hoseok laughed, warm and low, pressing closer until Sin was pinned between him and the fridge again.
Hoseokās laughter vibrated against Sinās throat, his fingers still tracing the outline of the forgotten piercing through the thin fabric. āYouāre seriously telling me,ā he murmured, voice dipping into something low and amused, āthat youāve been walking around for years with metal in your tongue and your nipple, and you just⦠never noticed?ā His thumb pressed down, just enough to make Sin gasp, the metal cool against his skin. āNot once? Not even when you showered? Changed clothes? Touched yourself?ā
Sinās face burned. āIāI donātāā His words tangled in his throat, half-formed and useless. Because the truth was, he hadnāt noticed. Not the way his tongue sometimes caught on his teeth differently, not the way his nipples were more sensitive than heād ever questioned. It was like discovering a freckle heād never seen beforeāexcept this freckle was metal, and Hoseok was looking at him like heād just unearthed the funniest secret in the world.
Hoseokās grin was wicked. āThis is gold,ā he declared, tugging Sinās shirt down further until the barbell glinted in full view. āWait until the others hear aboutāā
āNo,ā Sin yelped, hands flying up to clamp over Hoseokās mouth. The thought of anyone else knowingāespecially Namjoon with his raised eyebrows, or Jimin with his knowing smirksāmade his stomach flip. āYou canātāyou canāt tell them.ā
Hoseok's laughter vibrated against Sin's palm where it still pressed over his mouth. He nipped playfully at Sin's fingertips, grinning when the younger boy yanked his hand back with a startled noise. "Oh, come on," Hoseok teased, catching Sin's wrist before he could retreat entirely. His thumb traced idle circles over the delicate bones there, feeling the rabbit-quick pulse beneath. "You can't just drop this on me and expect me to keep quiet." He leaned in, close enough that his breath ghosted over Sin's lips. "Do you know how rare it is to find someone who forgets their own piercings? This is likeā" He paused, eyes flickering with mischief. "Like discovering a unicorn."
Sin groaned, tipping his forehead against Hoseok's shoulder. "It's embarrassing," he mumbled into the fabric of Hoseok's shirt. His ears burned pink, the color creeping down his neck in uneven splotches. The metal in his nipple felt suddenly heavy, like it had tripled in weight the moment Hoseok pointed it out. "Andāand what if it means something?" The words tumbled out before he could stop them, half-hysterical. "What if I got drunk and made some kind of pact? What if I sold my soul for these and just don't rememberā"
Hoseok's shoulders shook with silent laughter, his fingers threading through Sin's messy white hair. "Baby," he murmured, voice thick with amusement, "if you sold your soul, I promise you'd have cooler piercings." He tugged gently, tilting Sin's face up until their eyes met. "Maybe a septum ring. Or, like, dermal anchors."
Sin's nose scrunched. "No."
Hoseok grinned, pressing Sin back against the fridge with a soft thud. "You're adorable when you panic," he murmured, thumb tracing the curve of Sin's jaw. His other hand slipped beneath the hem of Sin's shirt, fingertips skating over the warm skin of his waist, inching higher until they brushed the raised metal again. Sin sucked in a sharp breath, hips jerking forward involuntarily. "See?" Hoseok teased, voice dropping to a whisper. "Your body remembers even if your brain doesn't."
Sin's pulse fluttered under Hoseok's touch like a trapped bird. "That'sāthat's not fair," he stammered, but the protest died in his throat when Hoseok's fingers tightened around the barbell, giving it the gentlest twist. A strangled noise escaped him, knees buckling slightly.
Hoseok caught him effortlessly, slotting a thigh between Sin's legs to steady him. "Oh, wow," he breathed, delighted. "You're ridiculously sensitive." His free hand slid up to cradle the back of Sin's neck, holding him close as he ducked his head to press a kiss just below his ear. "Bet you didn't forget this part, huh?" His teeth scraped over Sin's pulse point, and Sin whimpered, fingers clutching at Hoseok's sleeves.
The kitchen light flickeredāprobably Yoongi messing with the breaker againācasting jagged shadows across the walls. Somewhere down the hall, a door creaked open, followed by the sound of shuffling footsteps. Sin froze, panic flashing across his face. "Hobiāsomeone'sā"
Hoseokās grip tightened instinctively, pulling Sin flush against him as the footsteps grew louderāthen paused. A yawn echoed from the hallway, followed by the unmistakable sound of the fridge in the living room cracking open. Jungkook. Hoseok mouthed the name against Sinās temple, feeling the younger boyās relieved exhale against his collarbone.
āWeāre fine,ā Hoseok whispered, fingers still tangled in Sinās shirt. His thumb brushed over the piercing again, just to feel Sin shudder. āHeās half-asleep. Probably just grabbing water beforeāā The fridge door slammed shut with a thud, and Sin flinched so hard his teeth clacked against the barbell in his tongue. Hoseok bit back a laugh. āSee? Gone.ā
Sinās shoulders slumped, but the tension didnāt leave his body. His fingers twisted in Hoseokās shirt, knuckles white. āWhat if he heard us?ā
Hoseok snorted. āBaby, the only thing he heard was his own stomach growling.ā He leaned in, nudging Sinās nose with his own. āAnd even if he didāā His voice dropped, conspiratorial. āHeād just assume I was bullying you again.ā
Sin's breath hitched when Hoseok's fingers tightened around the barbell again, tugging just enough to make his knees wobble. "You're impossible," he hissed, voice cracking as Hoseok grinned against his throat. The kitchen was too bright suddenly, the overhead light reflecting off the fridge door behind himātoo exposed, too visible if anyone else wandered in. "Can weāpleaseāgo somewhereā"
Hoseok nipped at his jaw. "Somewhere what?"
"Private," Sin whispered, mortified, as Hoseok's thumb circled the piercing again.
Hoseok laughed, low and warm, but relented, stepping back just enough to grab Sin's wrist. "Fine, fine," he conceded, tugging him toward the hallway. "But only because you asked so nicely."
The hallway stretched dark and silent ahead of them, shadows pooling in the corners where the overhead lights didnāt quite reach. Hoseokās grip on Sinās wrist was warm and unyielding, his fingers occasionally tracing idle patterns against the delicate skin thereājust to feel Sin shiver. The metal of Sinās tongue piercing clicked softly against his teeth as he swallowed, loud in the quiet.
Halfway to Hoseokās room, Sin dug his heels in, suddenly hyperaware of the way his own heartbeat thudded against his ribs. āWaitāwhat if someoneāā
Hoseok didnāt pause, just twisted to press Sin against the wall in one smooth motion, his free hand braced beside Sinās head. āWhat if someone what?ā he murmured, lips brushing Sinās ear. His knee nudged between Sinās thighs, pressing just enough to make Sin gasp. āHear you moaning? See you squirming?ā His teeth grazed Sinās earlobe. āBet youād forget all about them the second I got my mouth on you.ā
Sinās breath hitched, his fingers scrabbling at Hoseokās shoulders. The barbell in his tongue felt suddenly heavy, like it was dragging his words back down his throat. āYouāreāinsaneāā
Sin barely had time to register the creak of Namjoonās bedroom door down the hall before Hoseok yanked him sideways into the nearest roomāJimin and Taehyungās, judging by the faint scent of vanilla body spray and the pile of laundry strewn across the floor. The door clicked shut behind them, plunging them into near-darkness save for the blue glow of Taehyungās gaming PC left on standby.
Hoseok didnāt give him a second to breathe. He crowded Sin back against the door, one hand sliding up to cradle the back of his head before it could thump against the wood. āQuiet,ā he mouthed against Sinās lips, grinning when the barbell in Sinās tongue clicked nervously against his teeth. Outside, Namjoonās footsteps pausedālisteningāand Sinās entire body went rigid.
Then the footsteps moved on, fading down the hallway toward the kitchen.
Sin exhaled shakily, only for Hoseok to swallow the sound with a kiss, deep and filthy, his tongue sliding deliberately against the metal in Sinās mouth. The sensation was electricāforeign and familiar all at onceāand Sin whimpered, fingers twisting in Hoseokās shirt.
The moment Namjoonās footsteps disappeared, Hoseokās hands were everywhereātangling in Sinās hair, skimming down his ribs, hooking into the waistband of his sleep pants like he couldnāt decide where to touch first. Sin gasped into the kiss, the barbell in his tongue clinking against Hoseokās teeth in a way that sent heat pooling low in his stomach.
āFuck,ā Hoseok breathed, breaking away just long enough to yank Sinās shirt over his head. The fabric caught on his elbows for a heartbeat before Hoseok impatiently tugged it free, letting it drop to the floor in a forgotten heap. The dim blue light from Taehyungās PC glinted off the silver in Sinās nipple, drawing Hoseokās gaze like a magnet. āI need to seeāā
His thumb brushed the barbell, and Sin arched off the door with a bitten-off whimper, his hips jerking forward uncontrollably. Hoseokās grin was predatory. āOh, you like that,ā he murmured, twisting the metal just enough to make Sinās thighs tremble. āBet youād come just from this, huh?ā
Sinās protest died in his throat when Hoseok ducked his head, tongue swiping over the piercing in one slow, deliberate stroke. The sensation was electricāhot and wet and too muchāand Sinās knees gave out entirely. Hoseok caught him effortlessly, pressing him harder against the door as he mouthed at the sensitive bud, teeth grazing the metal in a way that had Sin seeing stars.
The door rattled slightly against Sinās back when his head thumped against it, the sound too loud in the quiet room. Hoseok didnāt seem to careāhis mouth was relentless, alternating between slow, wet drags of his tongue and sharp nips that sent jolts of pleasure-pain straight to Sinās groin. Every time the barbell clicked against Hoseokās teeth, Sinās hips twitched forward, seeking friction against the firm line of Hoseokās thigh.
"Hobiā" Sin gasped, fingers scrambling for purchase in Hoseokās hair, tugging weakly when the older boy bit down just hard enough to make his vision blur. "IāI canātā" His voice cracked, high and desperate, as Hoseokās free hand slid down to palm him through his sleep pants, fingers curling just shy of where Sin needed them most.
Hoseok pulled back just enough to smirk up at him, lips glistening. "Canāt what?" he teased, pressing his thumb in slow circles over the metal. Sinās breath hitched, his thighs trembling. "Canāt remember your piercings? Canāt think?" He leaned in, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "Or canāt stop yourself from coming like this?"
Sinās answering whine was muffled against Hoseokās shoulder as the older boy finallyāfinallyāslipped his hand beneath the waistband of Sinās pants, fingers wrapping around him in one smooth motion. The shock of contact tore a ragged noise from Sinās throat, his hips stuttering forward into the touch. Hoseokās grip was firm, his thumb swiping over the head of Sinās cock in a way that made his knees buckle.
Sinās gasp lodged in his throat when Hoseokās fingers tightened around him, the pad of his thumb catching just under the head with a twist that made his vision fuzz at the edges. The barbell in his nipple caught the dim blue light as his chest heaved, metal gleaming like a beacon in the darkāsomething Hoseok couldnāt resist leaning down to flick with his tongue again. The sharp sting of pleasure-pain shot straight to Sinās groin, and he bit down hard on his own tongue, the barbell there clicking against his teeth.
āFuck,ā Hoseok breathed against his skin, grinning when Sinās hips jerked helplessly into his hand. āYouāre soāresponsive.ā His thumb swiped over the slit of Sinās cock, smearing the wetness there in slow circles that had Sinās toes curling against the hardwood. āBet you didnāt forget this part either.ā His grip tightened just shy of painful, and Sin whined, high and punched-out, his fingers scrambling for purchase against Hoseokās shoulders.
The door behind them creakedājust the old building settling, probablyābut Sin froze anyway, his breath hitching. Hoseok didnāt pause. āNo oneās coming,ā he murmured, lips trailing up the column of Sinās throat. His fingers never stopped moving, strokes slow and maddening, twisting just so on the upstroke. āNot unless you want them to hearāā He nipped at Sinās jaw. āāhow pretty you sound when youāre about to come.ā
Sin choked on a moan, hips stuttering forward. The friction was too much and not enough all at once, Hoseokās hand relentless and his mouth hotter, teeth scraping over Sinās pulse point like he wanted to mark him. The metal in his tongue felt like a live wire, sparking against his teeth every time his breath hitchedāwhich was often, with the way Hoseok was touching him.
Sinās back arched off the door with a shuddering gasp, his fingers digging into Hoseokās shoulders hard enough to bruise. āH-HobiāIāmāā The words splintered into a whine as Hoseokās thumb pressed down on the underside of his cock, right where he was most sensitive. The barbell in his tongue clicked uselessly against his teeth, the sound lost under the wet slide of Hoseokās hand and the ragged hitch of his own breathing.
Hoseokās grin was molten against his throat. āYeah?ā he coaxed, twisting his wrist just so on the next upstroke. Sinās hips jerked forward, chasing the friction, but Hoseok deliberately slowed his pace, dragging his thumb over the head in lazy circles. āYou gonna come for me, baby? Just like this?ā His free hand pinched the barbell in Sinās nipple, giving it a sharp tug, and Sin wailed, his thighs trembling violently.
The orgasm ripped through him like a live wireāsudden and bright, lighting up every nerve ending from his toes to the crown of his head. His vision whited out for a heartbeat, his mouth falling open around a silent gasp as his cock pulsed in Hoseokās hand, spilling over his fingers in hot, sticky stripes. Hoseok didnāt let up, milking him through it with slow, deliberate strokes until Sin was whimpering, oversensitive and twitching.
āFuck,ā Hoseok breathed, finally releasing him to swipe his thumb through the mess on Sinās stomach. He brought it to his mouth, tongue darting out to taste, and Sin made a noise like heād been punched, his cheeks flaming. āYouāre delicious,ā Hoseok murmured, leaning in to lick a slow stripe up Sinās throat. āAnd so easy.ā His teeth scraped over Sinās jaw. āBet you didnāt forget that either.ā
Sin sagged against the door, his chest heaving like he'd just run a marathon. His legs felt like jelly, barely holding him up, and the cool wood against his bare back was the only thing keeping him from sliding to the floor. Hoseok's grin was all teeth in the dim blue light, his fingers still sticky where they traced idle patterns over Sin's hipbone. "You good?" he murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sin's ear.
Sin swallowed hard, the barbell in his tongue clicking against his teeth. "Y-yeah," he managed, voice wrecked. His fingers trembled where they clung to Hoseok's shoulders. "Justājust give me a second."
Hoseok laughed, low and warm, pressing closer until their foreheads touched. "Take your time," he teased, thumb sweeping over the jut of Sin's hip. "I'm not done with you yet." His free hand slid up to toy with the barbell in Sin's nipple again, twisting it just enough to make Sin gasp.
PARK JIMIN
Sin's tongue clicked absently against the roof of his mouth as he flipped through a magazine in the dormās dim kitchenette light. It was a habit heād had for yearsālittle metallic taps against his teeth that no one ever seemed to notice. Not even him, really. The sound was just⦠there, like the hum of the refrigerator or the distant murmur of Hoseokās laughter from the living room.
Jimin leaned against the counter beside him, nursing a glass of water, watching the way Sinās lips parted slightly as he read. āYouāre quiet tonight,ā Jimin said, nudging Sinās shoulder with his own. The contact made Sin blink up at him, cerulean eyes catching the light like fractured glass.
āMm?ā Sinās voice was soft, almost hesitant, as if heād been pulled from some far-off thought. His pink lips curled into a shy smile. āJust tired, I guess.ā
Jimin hummed, unconvinced. Heād noticed Sinās fingers trembling earlier when heād passed him a bowl of cherries during dessertātiny, nervous twitches that didnāt match his usual calm. But before he could press further, Taehyungās voice cut through the quiet, calling Jiminās name from the other room.
Jimin barely remembered what Taehyung had wantedāsomething about a misplaced charger, maybeābecause the moment he stepped back into the kitchen, Sin was already standing, magazine forgotten, his slender fingers gripping the edge of the counter like he was bracing for impact. His eyes flicked up, meeting Jiminās, and there it was again: that tremor in his hands, the way his breath hitched just slightly when Jimin took a step closer.
āYouāre not just tired,ā Jimin murmured, reaching out to tuck a strand of Sinās messy white hair behind his ear. The touch lingered, thumb brushing the beauty mark beneath his eye. Sin exhaled sharply, and Jimin felt itāthe way his pulse jumped under his fingertips. āTell me.ā
Sinās tongue darted out to wet his lips, and thatās when Jimin heard it: the faintest metallic click, so soft it couldāve been imagined. But Jimin didnāt imagine things like that. His grip tightened instinctively on Sinās waist, pulling him closer. āWhat was that?ā
Sin blinked, confused. āWhat was whā?ā
Jiminās fingers stilled against Sinās waist, his grip tightening just enough to make Sinās breath hitch again. That soundāthat tiny, metallic clickāhadnāt been his imagination. Heād heard it when Sinās tongue brushed his lips, a whisper of metal against teeth. Jiminās gaze dropped to Sinās mouth, studying the way his pink lips parted slightly in confusion. āYour tongue,ā Jimin murmured, thumb brushing Sinās lower lip. āThereās something there.ā
Sin blinked, his cerulean eyes widening as if heād just remembered something buried deep. āOh,ā he breathed, the word barely audible. His tongue darted out again, this time deliberately, and Jimin caught the glint of silver nestled against the muscleāa small, delicate barbell, nearly forgotten.
āYou have a piercing,ā Jimin said, more to himself than to Sin. His pulse kicked up, heat pooling low in his stomach. Heād never noticed it before, never heard that sound in all the times Sin had laughed or spoken or sighed around him. The realization sent a thrill through himāsomething secret, something Sin had carried without even knowing.
Sinās cheeks flushed pink, his fingers twitching where they gripped the counter. āIāI forgot,ā he admitted, voice soft. āI got it years ago, when I was⦠reckless. Or trying to be.ā His laugh was shaky, self-conscious. āIt healed weirdly. Doesnāt even feel like itās there anymore.ā
Jiminās thumb traced Sinās lower lip again, slower this time, his gaze locked onto the fleeting glint of metal when Sinās tongue darted out nervously. āReckless?ā he echoed, voice low. The word curled around them like smoke, intimate in the quiet kitchen. āYou?ā
Sin let out a breathy laugh, but it dissolved into a gasp when Jiminās fingers slid up his ribs, thumb brushing the edge of his shirt. āI had a phase,ā Sin murmured, eyes fluttering shut for a second. āJustājust one summer. I donāt even remember the place that did it.ā
Jimin hummed, pressing closer until Sinās back met the fridge with a soft thud. He could feel the rapid flutter of Sinās pulse beneath his fingertips, could see the way his chest rose and fell too fast. āJust the tongue?ā Jimin asked, lips grazing Sinās ear.
Sin shuddered. āNo,ā he admitted, so quiet Jimin almost missed it.
Jiminās fingers stilled against Sinās ribs, his breath hitching at the confession. "No?" he echoed, voice rougher than he intended. His thumb traced the hem of Sinās shirt, dipping just beneath the fabric to brush warm skin. Sinās breath stuttered, his cerulean eyes flickering with something unreadableāembarrassment, maybe, or the dawning realization that Jimin wasnāt going to let this go. "Where else?" Jimin pressed, lips grazing the shell of Sinās ear.
Sin swallowed hard, his fingers twisting in the fabric of Jiminās shirt. "Iā" His voice cracked, and he tried again, softer. "Myāmy nipple. Just the left one." The admission came out in a rush, like heād been holding it in too long. Jimin exhaled sharply, his grip tightening instinctively. He could picture itādelicate silver against pale skin, something hidden, something his to discover.
Before Sin could say another word, Jiminās mouth was on his, swallowing the soft gasp that escaped him. The kiss was deeper than before, hotter, Jiminās tongue sliding against Sinās with purpose this time, chasing the metallic taste of the barbell. Sin melted against him, his hands scrambling for purchase on Jiminās shoulders as Jimin crowded him harder against the fridge. The quiet click of metal against teeth sent a jolt of heat straight to Jiminās gut.
Jimin pulled back just enough to murmur against Sinās lips, "Show me." It wasnāt a question. Sinās breath hitched, his lashes fluttering as if he was debating whether to obey. Then, with trembling fingers, he tugged his shirt up, just enough to reveal the smooth plane of his stomach, the dip of his hipāand there, nestled against the curve of his left pec, a tiny silver hoop glinted in the dim light.
Jiminās breath caught at the sightāthe way the silver hoop caught the kitchenās dim light, casting a faint shimmer against Sinās pale skin. He traced the curve of Sinās ribcage with his fingertips, slow, deliberate, watching the way Sinās breath stuttered under his touch. āHow long has this been here?ā Jimin murmured, thumb brushing the edge of the piercing, just barely grazing the sensitive skin around it.
Sin shivered, his cerulean eyes darting away for a moment before meeting Jiminās again. āAāa long time,ā he admitted, voice hushed. āI got it done on a whim. It healed so fast I barely noticed it after a while.ā His fingers tightened in Jiminās shirt, pulling him closer. āForgot it was even there until now.ā
Jimin exhaled sharply, heat coiling low in his stomach. The idea of Sin carrying this secretāsomething hidden beneath soft sweaters and shy smilesāsent a thrill through him. He leaned in, pressing his lips to Sinās collarbone, then lower, following the path of his own fingers until his mouth hovered just above the silver hoop. Sinās breath hitched, his body arching slightly into the touch. āJimināā
The name came out broken, pleading, and Jimin didnāt hesitate. He closed his mouth over the piercing, tongue flicking against the metal in a way that made Sin gasp, his back arching off the fridge. The sound was deliciousāraw and unfiltered, nothing like the careful, measured tones Sin usually used. Jimin grinned against his skin, nipping lightly just below the hoop before soothing the spot with his tongue. āYouāre sensitive,ā he murmured, pulling back just enough to watch Sinās face.
Sinās fingers tangled in Jiminās hair, gripping tight as Jiminās mouth traced the flushed skin around the silver hoop. Every flick of his tongue drew another breathless sound from Sinās lipsāsoft whimpers that trembled in the quiet kitchen. Jimin dragged his teeth lightly over the sensitive flesh just beneath the piercing, and Sinās hips jerked forward involuntarily, his thighs pressing tight against Jiminās waist.
āYouāā Sin gasped, his voice cracking as Jiminās hand slid down to grip his hip, anchoring him against the fridge. āJimin, someone couldāā
Jimin nipped at the inside of Sinās thigh where his shirt had ridden up, silencing him with the sharp bite before soothing it with his tongue. āThey wonāt,ā he murmured, pressing closer until Sin could feel the heat of him through their clothes. The distant murmur of the othersā voices in the living room was muffled, meaninglessānothing compared to the hitch in Sinās breathing when Jiminās thumb circled the piercing again.
Sinās head tipped back against the fridge with a soft thud, his cerulean eyes glazed, lips parted. Jimin had never seen him like thisāundone, pliant, his usual shyness melted away under the weight of want. It was intoxicating. Jimin ducked his head to capture Sinās mouth again, swallowing the needy sound that escaped when their tongues brushed. The barbell clicked against his teeth, metallic and slick, and Jimin groaned, pressing Sin harder into the fridge.
Sin's fingers curled tighter in Jimin's hair, his breath coming in short, ragged bursts as Jimin's tongue slid against his, teasing the barbell with deliberate strokes. The metallic taste was intoxicatingāsomething sharp and unexpected beneath Sin's usual sweetness. Jimin groaned into the kiss, his hands sliding down to grip Sin's hips, pulling him flush against his own aching need. Sin whimpered, his body arching instinctively, and Jimin could feel the tremor running through himānot fear, but something far more desperate.
The kitchen light flickered overhead, casting long shadows across Sinās flushed face as Jimin pulled back just enough to murmur against his lips, "You're shaking." His thumb brushed the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, tracing the curve of his cheekbone. "Tell me to stop," Jimin challenged, voice low, though his grip on Sinās hips betrayed how little he wanted that.
Sinās cerulean eyes flickeredādoubt, desire, then resolve. His hands slid from Jiminās hair to cradle his face, fingers trembling but sure. "Donāt," he breathed, and that single word sent a jolt of heat straight to Jiminās core.
Jimin didnāt hesitate. He ducked his head, mouth trailing down Sinās throat, teeth scraping lightly over his pulse point before sucking a bruise into the delicate skin. Sin gasped, his hips jerking forward, and Jimin grinned against his collarbone, reveling in the way Sin unraveled beneath him. His fingers found the hem of Sinās shirt again, tugging it up impatiently until the silver hoop glinted in the dim light, the skin around it flushed pink with attention.
Jiminās fingers curled into the fabric of Sinās shirt, twisting it higher until the silver hoop was fully exposed, the skin around it pink and sensitive. He dragged his thumb over it again, slow and deliberate, watching Sinās breath stutter. āYouāre so pretty like this,ā Jimin murmured, his voice rough with want. āAll flushed and desperate.ā Sinās hips jerked forward again, a silent plea, and Jimin rewarded him with a sharp flick of his thumb against the metal. Sin gasped, his fingers scrambling against the fridge door for balance.
The distant sound of Jungkookās laughter from the living room was a distant hum, unimportant. Jiminās world had narrowed to the way Sinās body arched into his touch, the way his cerulean eyes darkened with every brush of Jiminās fingers. He leaned in, pressing an open-mouthed kiss just below the piercing, his tongue dragging over the heated skin. Sin whimpered, his fingers tangling in Jiminās hair, tugging just enough to make Jimin groan. āYou like that?ā Jimin teased, nipping at the sensitive flesh. Sin nodded frantically, his breath coming in short, uneven pants.
Jiminās hand slid lower, fingers dipping beneath the waistband of Sinās pants, tracing the sharp line of his hipbone. Sinās breath hitched, his thighs tensing as Jiminās fingertips skimmed lower. āJimināā Sinās voice was wrecked, barely above a whisper. Jimin hummed, pressing closer, his lips brushing Sinās ear. āTell me what you want,ā he murmured, his fingers pausing just shy of where Sin needed them most.
Sinās fingers tightened in Jiminās hair, his hips canting forward in a silent plea. āYou,ā he breathed, the word trembling on his lips. āJust you.ā
Jimin didnāt need to be told twice. His hand slid the rest of the way down, palming Sin through his pants, and the choked-off sound Sin made was enough to send heat spiraling through him. Sinās hips jerked forward, his breath coming in ragged bursts as Jiminās fingers traced the outline of him, slow and teasing. āYouāre already so hard,ā Jimin murmured against his throat, nipping at the delicate skin there. āJust from this?ā
Sinās fingers clenched in Jiminās shirt, his voice breaking around a whimper. āY-yeah,ā he admitted, the word barely audible. His cerulean eyes were hazy, pupils blown wide with want, and Jimin couldnāt resist pressing another bruising kiss to his mouth, swallowing the soft moan that escaped when his fingers tightened their grip.
The distant murmur of the othersā voices in the living room was a distant hum, irrelevant. Jiminās world narrowed to the way Sinās body arched into his touch, the way his breath hitched when Jiminās thumb brushed over the head of his cock through the fabric. Sinās thighs trembled, his hips canting forward helplessly, and Jimin grinned against his lips. āYouāre so responsive,ā he murmured, dragging his teeth over Sinās lower lip. āI could do anything to you right now, couldnāt I?ā
Sin nodded frantically, his fingers twisting in Jiminās shirt. āAnything,ā he breathed, the word shaky with desperation. Jiminās pulse jumped at the admission, his grip tightening instinctively. The thought of Sināsweet, shy Sināspread out beneath him, pliant and willing, sent a rush of heat straight to his core.
Sinās fingers trembled as they fumbled with the button of his pants, the metallic click of his tongue piercing against his teeth impossibly loud in the charged quiet between them. Jimin watched, rapt, as Sinās slender fingers hesitated at the waistbandājust for a secondābefore tugging the fabric down just enough to reveal the flushed skin beneath. His breath hitched at the sight, the way Sinās hips twitched under his gaze, already desperate for touch.
Jiminās hand slid over Sinās hipbone, fingers tracing the delicate dip of his pelvis before circling the base of his cock. Sin gasped, his head thudding back against the fridge, cerulean eyes fluttering shut. āLook at me,ā Jimin murmured, thumb brushing the underside just enough to make Sin whimper. His eyes snapped open, wide and glassy, lips parted around ragged breaths.
The first stroke was slow, deliberate, Jiminās fingers curling around him just tight enough to pull a choked moan from Sinās throat. Jimin grinned, leaning in to capture the sound with his mouth, his tongue sliding against Sinās barbell in a way that made Sinās hips jerk forward. āSo sensitive,ā Jimin murmured against his lips, thumb swiping over the head just to feel Sin shudder.
Sinās fingers tangled in Jiminās hair, tugging just enough to make Jimin groan. āMore,ā he begged, voice breaking on the word. Jimin obliged, tightening his grip, his strokes quickening until Sinās breath came in sharp, uneven gasps. The metallic taste of Sinās tongue piercing mingled with the salt of his skin as Jimin trailed kisses down his throat, nipping at the beauty mark beneath his eye just to hear Sin whine.
Sinās breath hitched when Jiminās thumb pressed against the slit of his cock, smearing the precum there in slow, deliberate circles. His hips jerked forward involuntarily, chasing the friction, but Jimin held him steady against the fridge with his free hand, pinning him in place. āStay still,ā Jimin murmured against his collarbone, teeth grazing the flushed skin. āLet me take care of you.ā
Sin whimpered, his fingers tightening in Jiminās hair as Jiminās tongue traced the silver hoop on his nipple again, flicking it just enough to make Sinās back arch off the fridge. The sensation was electricāsharp bursts of pleasure radiating from the piercing with every brush of Jiminās tongue. Sinās thighs trembled, his breath coming in ragged pants, and Jimin reveled in the way his body responded, so pliant and desperate under his touch.
Jiminās hand sped up, twisting slightly on the upstroke just the way he knew Sin likedālearned from stolen glances and accidental brushes in the practice room, from Sinās breath catching when Jiminās fingers lingered a second too long on his waist during choreography. Sinās moan was muffled against Jiminās shoulder, his teeth sinking into the fabric of Jiminās shirt as if to stifle the sound. Jimin grinned, nipping at Sinās earlobe. āLet me hear you,ā he whispered, his voice rough. āI want to know how good it feels.ā
Sinās grip on his hair tightened, his hips stuttering forward as Jiminās thumb circled the head of his cock again, pressing just slightly harder. āJimināā His voice cracked, his body tensing, and Jimin knew he was close, teetering on the edge. He slowed his strokes abruptly, drawing a broken whine from Sinās throat. āNoāpleaseāā
Jimin chuckled darkly, his breath hot against Sinās throat. āBegging already?ā He tightened his grip just enough to make Sinās knees buckle, his free hand sliding up to cradle the back of Sinās neck, holding him steady. āYouāre so close,ā he murmured, thumb dragging slowly over the head of Sinās cock again, smearing precum in slick circles. āI can feel itāthe way youāre shaking.ā Sin whimpered, his cerulean eyes glazed, lips parted around ragged breaths.
The metallic click of Sinās tongue piercing against his teeth sent a jolt of heat straight to Jiminās gut. He leaned in, capturing Sinās mouth in a bruising kiss, swallowing the desperate noise that escaped when Jiminās thumb pressed harder against the slit. Sinās hips jerked forward, but Jimin held him firmly against the fridge, his own arousal pressing insistently against Sinās thigh.
āPlease,ā Sin gasped against Jiminās lips, his fingers scrambling at Jiminās shoulders. āJimin, IāI canātāā His voice broke off into a choked moan as Jiminās hand twisted just right on the upstroke, his thumb brushing the sensitive spot beneath the head. Sinās back arched, his body taut as a bowstring, and Jimin knew he was seconds away from unraveling.
Jimin slowed his strokes again, grinning at the frustrated noise Sin made. āNot yet,ā he murmured, pressing open-mouthed kisses along Sinās jaw. āI want to hear you.ā His fingers traced the silver hoop on Sinās nipple, flicking it lightly, and Sinās breath hitched, his entire body trembling. āTell me how bad you want it.ā
Sinās fingers dug into Jiminās shoulders, his voice a ragged whisper against Jiminās lips. "IāI needā" The words dissolved into a gasp as Jiminās thumb pressed harder against the leaking head of his cock, smearing precum in slow circles. Sinās hips jerked forward helplessly, but Jimin held him pinned against the fridge, his grip unyielding.
"Need what?" Jimin murmured, dragging his teeth over Sinās pulse point. His free hand traced the silver hoop on Sinās nipple again, twisting it just enough to make Sinās thighs tremble. "Tell me."
Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes glassy with desperation. "You," he gasped, his voice breaking. "Justājust touch meā"
Jimin didnāt need to be told twice. His hand tightened around Sinās cock, stroking him in earnest now, each twist of his wrist deliberate, calculated to wring every broken sound from Sinās lips. Sinās back arched off the fridge, his fingers scrambling for purchase on Jiminās shoulders as Jiminās thumb swiped over the head again, spreading the slickness there.
Sinās thighs trembled violently, his entire body tensing like a coiled spring as Jiminās fingers worked him with ruthless precision. The metallic click of his tongue piercing against his teeth was loud in the charged silence between themāa sharp, rhythmic counterpoint to his ragged breathing. Jimin watched, mesmerized, as Sinās lips parted around silent pleas, his cerulean eyes glazed and unfocused.
"Jiminā" Sinās voice cracked, his hips stuttering forward as Jiminās thumb pressed against the slit of his cock, smearing precum in slow, deliberate circles. "IāmāIām gonnaā"
Jimin leaned in, pressing his forehead against Sinās, his breath hot against Sinās parted lips. "Come for me," he murmured, his voice rough with want. "Let go."
Sinās body arched off the fridge with a choked gasp, his fingers digging into Jiminās shoulders hard enough to bruise as pleasure ripped through him in sharp, shuddering waves. Jimin stroked him through it, his grip tightening just enough to wring every last drop of ecstasy from Sinās trembling body. The sight was intoxicatingāSinās head thrown back, his throat working around silent cries, his chest heaving with each ragged breath.
KIM TAEHYUNG
"You're staring again," Sin murmured, fingertips nervously tracing the edge of his oversized sweater sleeve. The late afternoon sun streaming through the practice room windows caught the diamond-like glimmer of his cerulean eyes when he finally dared to glance up.
Taehyung didn't even bother denying it, sprawled lazily on the polished floor with his legs stretched out. "Can't help it," he admitted, grinning when Sinās cheeks flushed pink. "Youāve got that wholeā¦" He waved a hand vaguely in Sinās direction. "ā¦ethereal doll thing going on today. Like you walked out of some antique painting."
Sin ducked his head with a soft laugh, white messy hair falling into his eyes. "Hyung, you say weird stuff sometimes."
Across the room, Jimin paused mid-stretch to toss a scrunched-up energy drink wrapper at Taehyungās head. "Stop flirting, we have choreography in twenty."
Taehyung caught the wrapper mid-air without looking, his gaze never leaving Sinās face. "Flirting?" he echoed, feigning innocence. "Iām just appreciating art." He flicked the crumpled foil back at Jimin, who dodged with a laugh before dragging a protesting Jungkook toward the water cooler. The others had already dispersedāNamjoon buried in his lyric notebook, Yoongi dozing against the mirrored wall, Hoseok stretching his calves with single-minded intensityāleaving Taehyung and Sin in their own little bubble of stillness.
Sin chewed his lower lip, a habit Taehyung had noticed months ago. It was unfairly endearing, the way his pink mouth worried at itself whenever he was nervous. "Youāre doing it again," Taehyung murmured, shifting closer on the polished floor.
"Doing what?"
"Looking at me like I might bite." Taehyung smirked when Sinās breath hitched. "Unless you want me to."
Sinās breath stuttered as Taehyung closed the distance between them, the scent of vanilla body wash and something distinctly him wrapping around Sin like a promise. The practice roomās fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, but all Sin could focus on was the way Taehyungās fingers ghosted up his thigh, deliberate as a painter tracing canvas. "Hyung," Sin whispered, but the word dissolved into a gasp when Taehyungās thumb pressed against the hinge of his jaw, tilting his face up.
The first kiss was softāexploratory, almost hesitantāuntil Taehyungās tongue slid against his, and Sin made a sound so quiet Taehyung felt it more than heard it. Then came the shock of metal. Taehyung pulled back just enough to blink down at him. "You have aā" His voice cracked. "Tongue piercing?"
Sinās eyes widened, his cheeks flushing scarlet as realization dawned. "Oh. Oh my god, Iā" He clapped a hand over his mouth like he could hide it retroactively. "I got it ages ago," he admitted through his fingers, voice muffled. "Forgot it was even there."
Taehyungās laugh was low, delighted. "Forgot," he repeated, thumb brushing Sinās bottom lip. "Sweetheart, how do you forget something like that?" Sin squirmed, but Taehyung didnāt let him retreat, leaning in until their foreheads touched. "Show me," he murmured, and when Sin parted his lips obediently, Taehyung caught the glint of silver again. "Fuck," he breathed, and kissed him harder this time, chasing the taste of metal and the way Sin shuddered beneath him.
Taehyungās hands slid under Sinās sweater, fingers skating over the warm skin of his waist, and Sin arched into the touch with a muffled whine. The fabric rode up, exposing a sliver of pale stomachāand thatās when Taehyung felt it. A tiny, raised bump beneath his fingertips, something that definitely wasnāt skin. He froze. āWait,ā he murmured against Sinās mouth, pulling back just enough to stare down at him. āIs thatā?ā
Sinās breath hitched when Taehyungās thumb brushed over the spot again, his cerulean eyes going wide. āOh,ā he whispered, like heād just remembered something embarrassing. āThatās⦠um.ā
Taehyung didnāt wait for an explanation. He pushed the sweater up higher, revealing the delicate silver barbell nestled in the dip of Sinās left nipple, the metal catching the light as Sinās chest rose and fell unevenly. āYou,ā Taehyung said slowly, āare full of surprises.ā
Sin covered his face with his hands, his ears turning pink. āI was drunk,ā he mumbled through his fingers. āJimin dared me when we were out last year, and IāI donāt even remember doing it until the next morning.ā
Taehyungās grin was slow, predatory, as he traced the outline of the barbell with his fingertip, watching Sin shiver beneath him. āDrunk Jimin dares are legendary,ā he murmured, leaning down to press a kiss just below Sinās collarbone. āBut Iām starting to think youāre just secretly rebellious.ā Sin squirmed, his breath hitching when Taehyungās teeth grazed the sensitive skin near the piercing. āHyung,ā he gasped, fingers tangling in Taehyungās hairāwhether to pull him closer or push him away, even he didnāt seem to know.
The door to the practice room creaked open, and Taehyung barely had time to yank Sinās sweater back down before Hoseokās voice cut through the haze. āYah, lovebirds, Namjoon says weāre starting ināā He froze, taking in the scene: Sinās flushed face, Taehyungās disheveled hair, the way Sinās lips were still swollen from kissing. Hoseokās eyebrows shot up. āOh. Oh.ā He backed out slowly, hands raised in surrender. āIāll justātell him youāre, uh, stretching.ā The door clicked shut behind him, followed by the sound of Hoseokās muffled laughter echoing down the hallway.
Sin groaned, burying his face in Taehyungās shoulder. āWeāre never living this down,ā he muttered, though the way his body still arched slightly toward Taehyung betrayed him. Taehyung chuckled, nuzzling into Sinās messy white hair. āPretty sure Hoseokās already texting the group chat.ā He could practically hear the notification chimes exploding in real time. Sin whimpered, but Taehyung just kissed his temple. āRelax. Theyāve all walked in on worse.ā
Sin peeked up at him, curiosity flickering in those diamond-bright eyes. āWorse?ā
Taehyungās grin turned wicked, fingers tracing idle patterns along Sinās hip where the sweater had ridden up again. "Remember when Jin walked in on Jungkook trying to shave his abs with Yoongiās razor?" He chuckled at the memory, the sound vibrating against Sinās temple. "Or that time Jimin got his head stuck in the staircase railing after betting Namjoon he could āfit anywhereā?"
Sinās laugh was breathless, sweet, and Taehyung felt it against his collarbone like a pulse. "But this isā" He gestured vaguely between them, fingers fluttering like trapped butterflies. "Us."
"And?" Taehyung caught one of those fluttering hands, pressing a kiss to Sinās knuckles. The silver of his tongue piercing glinted when he smirked. "You think they havenāt noticed how I look at you?" His thumb brushed over the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, a habit heād developed months ago. "Like youāre the only thing in the room worth seeing."
Sinās breath hitched, but before he could respond, Taehyungās phone buzzed violently against the floor. Then again. And again. Sin groaned, dropping his forehead against Taehyungās shoulder as the screen lit up with a rapid-fire stream of notificationsāemojis, mostly, with Jungkookās all-caps FINALLY towering above the rest. Taehyung didnāt bother checking it. Instead, he tilted Sinās chin up, drinking in the way his cerulean eyes had gone dark, pupils blown wide. "Ignore them," he murmured, and Sin nodded, pliant as Taehyungās mouth found his again.
The buzzing phone skittered across the floor like a dying insect, ignored. Taehyungās fingers tangled in Sinās sweater, pulling him closer until their chests pressed togetherāclose enough to feel the rapid flutter of Sinās heartbeat through layers of fabric. The silver barbell was a secret between them now, a hidden pulse point Taehyung couldnāt stop tracing with his thumb through the soft cotton. Sin whimpered when Taehyungās teeth grazed his lower lip, catching on the piercing with a click that sent heat licking down Taehyungās spine.
Somewhere beyond the locked door, Hoseokās laughter faded into the distant thump of bass from the studio speakers, but the world had narrowed to the space between Sinās parted lips and the way his body arched when Taehyungās knee slid between his thighs. āHyung,ā Sin breathed, the word dissolving into a gasp as Taehyungās hand slipped under his sweater again, fingertips skating over the delicate metal. āWeāahāwe really shouldāā
āShould what?ā Taehyung murmured against the shell of his ear, grinning when Sin shuddered. āGo out there and pretend we werenāt justāā He punctuated the sentence by flicking the barbell lightly, watching Sinās hips jerk. āādoing this?ā
Sinās answering groan was equal parts frustration and surrender, his fingers tightening in Taehyungās hair. āYouāre impossible.ā
Taehyung's grin widened as Sin's grip in his hair tightenedānot pulling him away, but anchoring himself, as if he might float away without the tether. "Impossible?" he repeated, nipping lightly at Sin's earlobe, relishing the way his breath hitched. "Or just really good at this?"
Sin's laugh was half a whimper, his hips pressing unconsciously against Taehyung's thigh. "Both," he admitted, voice fraying at the edges. The admission seemed to startle him, and he bit his lip again, the silver of his tongue piercing flashingāa quick, bright glimpse of rebellion beneath all that softness. Taehyung wanted to lick it.
So he did.
Sin gasped when Taehyung's tongue slid against his, the metal cool against the heat of his mouth. The sound was delicious, and Taehyung chased it, deepening the kiss until Sin's fingers went slack in his hair, his body melting like wax under a flame. The sweater had ridden up entirely now, exposing the delicate silver barbell again, and Taehyung couldn't resist dragging his thumb over it once more, watching Sin's back arch off the floor.
The door rattled violentlyāonce, twiceābefore Jungkookās voice cut through the haze. āHyung, Namjoon says if youāre not out here in thirty seconds, heās revoking your studio privileges for a month.ā A pause. Then, quieter: āā¦Are you pants? Please donāt be pants.ā
Taehyung exhaled a laugh against Sinās throat, where a bruise was already blooming beneath his lips. āTell him weāre meditating,ā he called back, rolling his hips just to feel Sinās breath catch.
āLiar!ā Jungkookās indignant squawk was muffled through the door. āYoongi-hyung says meditation doesnāt sound like that!ā
Sin made a strangled noise, burying his face in Taehyungās shoulder as his entire body flushed pink. Taehyung grinned, sliding a hand up Sinās spine to cradle the back of his neck. āTell Yoongi-hyung heās uninvited from my birthday party.ā
The door clicked shut again, followed by Jungkook's retreating footsteps and the distant, scandalized murmur of voices. Sin exhaled shakily, his fingers still tangled in Taehyungās shirt. "They're never going to let us live this down," he whispered, but the way his hips rocked against Taehyungās thigh betrayed his distraction.
Taehyung nipped at his jawline, grinning at the way Sinās breath hitched. "Worth it," he murmured, dragging his thumb over the barbell again just to watch Sinās lashes flutter. The metal was warm now from his skin, the tiny beads at either end catching the light every time Sin shivered. Taehyung had seen a lot of piercingsāhell, heād had a few himselfābut something about this, about Sinās quiet, hidden rebellion, made his pulse thrum. "Youāre like a present," he said suddenly, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
Sin blinked up at him, cerulean eyes hazy. "A⦠present?"
"Mm." Taehyung traced the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, then down to the swell of his bottom lip. "All wrapped up sweet and innocent until someone unwraps you." His thumb brushed over Sinās tongue piercing, feeling the cool metal against the pad of his finger. "Then bam." He flicked the barbell lightly, delighting in Sinās gasp. "Surprise."
Sinās laugh was breathless, uneven, as Taehyungās fingers trailed lower, skimming the waistband of his jeans. "You make me sound like someāahāsome delinquent in hiding," he managed, arching when Taehyungās teeth grazed his throat. The barbell glinted accusingly in the overhead lights, as if daring Taehyung to ignore it.
Taehyung didnāt. He ducked his head, pressing an open-mouthed kiss just above the silver, and Sinās hips jerked off the floor like heād been electrocuted. "A delinquent," Taehyung repeated against his skin, voice thick with amusement. "With your blushing and your sweater paws." He nipped at the sensitive skin beside the piercing, and Sin whimpered, fingers scrambling for purchase against the polished floor. "Tell me, sweetheartā" Another kiss, slower this time, just to feel Sin tremble. "āwhat other secrets are you hiding?"
Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes darting awayājust for a second, but it was enough. Taehyung froze. "No," he breathed, pulling back to stare down at him. "Thereās more?" Sin bit his lip, the silver flash of his tongue piercing taunting. Taehyungās grip tightened on his hips. "Where?"
The door rattled again, this time with the force of someone leaning against it. "Taehyung-ah," Namjoonās voice floated through, exasperated but fond. "Weāre on a schedule. Unless you want Jin-hyung to start another lecture about professionalismā"
Sin's fingers twitched against Taehyung's chest, his gaze darting to the door as Namjoon's shadow shifted beneath the gap. "Hyungā" His whisper was urgent, panicked, but Taehyung just smirked, pressing a finger to Sin's swollen lips.
"Tell him we're coming," Taehyung murmured, rolling his hips deliberately against Sin's thigh just to watch his pupils dilate. Then, louder: "Five minutes, Joon!"
A sigh. The shadow lingered. "Two," Namjoon countered, and the floor creaked as he walked away.
JEON JUNGKOOK
Sin's left earlobe had a tiny silver hoop that caught the light every time he turned his headāa detail most people missed unless they were standing close. Heād gotten it years ago, back when he was fifteen and feeling reckless for the first time in his life, daring himself to walk into a piercing parlor on a whim. The memory was hazy now, buried under layers of quieter, softer days spent trailing after the BTS members like a second shadow.
Jungkook noticed it for the first time during a photoshoot, when Sin had been instructed to tilt his head just so, the silver glinting against his pale skin. "You have an earring," Jungkook said, blinking as if heād discovered something monumental. Sin touched the hoop self-consciously, his cheeks flushing pink. "Oh. Yeah. I forgot about it most of the time."
Jimin, passing by with an armful of styling clips, snorted. "How do you forget a piercing?"
Sin shrugged, his cerulean eyes flickering downward. "Itās just⦠there. Like a freckle or something."
The studio lights buzzed overhead, casting sharp shadows as Sin adjusted the collar of his shirtāa nervous habit Jungkook had catalogued months ago. Tonight, though, the gesture felt different. Maybe it was the way Sinās fingers trembled slightly, or how his pink lips parted just before he spoke, then closed again. Jungkook leaned against the dressing room doorframe, arms crossed. "Youāre staring," Sin murmured, eyes darting away.
"Sorry," Jungkook lied, not sorry at all.
A silence stretched between them, thick with something unspoken. Then, like a switch flipping, Sin exhaled sharply and stepped closer. The kiss was clumsy at firstāall nose bumps and hesitationābut when Sinās tongue brushed against Jungkookās, the metallic click of metal on teeth made Jungkook jerk back. "What theā?"
Sinās face burned scarlet. "Oh. That." His tongue darted out, revealing a tiny silver barbell nestled in the pink flesh. "I got it⦠awhile ago."
Jungkook's fingers froze mid-air, hovering near Sin's jaw as if the touch might burn him. His eyebrows shot up, lips still parted in surprise. "Youā" he started, then stopped, throat bobbing. The silver glint on Sin's tongue was hypnotic, catching the dim dressing room light every time he breathed.
Sin swallowed hard, looking like he wanted to melt into the floor. "I forgot," he repeated, voice barely above a whisper. "I swear. Itāit was a stupid phase."
"A phase," Jungkook echoed, and then, because he couldn't help himselfābecause his pulse was hammering in his ears and Sin's eyelashes were fluttering like trapped butterfliesāhe grinned. "Show me again."
Sin hesitated, then leaned in, slow this time, purposeful. His tongue pressed warm against Jungkook's, the barbell cool and smooth, an electric contrast that sent a shiver down Jungkook's spine. When they broke apart, Jungkook's hands were already slipping under Sin's shirt, fingers skimming the dip of his waist. "Wait," Sin gasped, but Jungkook was already thumbing over a nippleāand there, another piercing, another tiny shock of metal beneath his fingertips.
Jungkook's breath hitched. His fingers lingered, tracing the outline of the small steel ring beneath Sin's shirtāproof of another secret, another reckless moment Sin had tucked away and forgotten. "How many more?" Jungkook murmured, half-laughing, half-dazed, his thumb rubbing slow circles over the metal. Sin squirmed, his cerulean eyes wide and glassy under the dressing room's low lights. "That'sāthat's it," he stammered. "Just these two. I swear."
But Jungkook wasn't convinced. He tugged Sin's shirt up, just enough to see the glint of silver against flushed skin, and something hot coiled in his stomach. "You," he said, voice rough, "are full of surprises." Sin made a tiny, embarrassed noise, fingers twisting in the fabric of Jungkook's sleeve. "It was a dare," he admitted. "Back in high school. My friends said I wouldn't do it, so Iā" He broke off with a gasp as Jungkook's mouth replaced his fingers, lips closing around the piercing with a teasing flick of his tongue.
The sound Sin made thenāhigh, breathlessāwas enough to make Jungkook's knees weak. He pulled back just enough to watch Sin's face crumple, his pink lips bitten red, his beauty mark stark against his burning cheeks. "You're killing me," Jungkook muttered, and Sin, ever the contradiction, laughedāa soft, shaky thing that dissolved into a moan when Jungkook's teeth grazed the metal.
Outside, the muffled chatter of the other members filtered through the doorāJimin's bright laughter, Yoongi's dry commentaryābut here, in this stolen space, it was just them: Sin's hips jerking forward, Jungkook's hands gripping his waist to steady him. "We shouldā" Sin started, then shuddered when Jungkook sucked lightly at the piercing. "āstop," he finished weakly, though his fingers were tangled in Jungkook's hair, holding him close.
The word "stop" hung between them like a dare, half-hearted and trembling. Jungkook pulled back just enough to catch the way Sin's pupils swallowed the cerulean of his eyes, the way his chest rose and fell in quick, shallow bursts. "You don't mean that," Jungkook murmured, thumb brushing over the damp fabric stretched taut across Sin's nipple. The metal ring beneath was a hard, insistent presence, and when Sin arched into the touch with a bitten-off whimper, Jungkook grinned. "See?"
Sin's fingers tightened in Jungkook's hair, tugging just enough to sting. "Someone couldāahācome in," he gasped, but the protest was undercut by the way his hips rolled forward, the heat of him pressing against Jungkook's thigh. The dressing room was too small, the air too thick with the scent of cotton and sweat and something sweetāmaybe Sin's shampoo, maybe the adrenaline singing in Jungkook's veins.
Jungkook ducked his head again, lips grazing the hollow of Sin's throat. "Then be quiet," he whispered, and the way Sin shuddered at the words, at the hot puff of breath against his skin, was its own reward. His teeth found the silver barbell again, worrying it gently between his lips, and Sin's breath hitched, his back hitting the wall with a soft thud. The noise was barely there, but Jungkook froze anyway, listening for footsteps outside the doorābut there was only the distant hum of conversation, the occasional burst of laughter.
Sin's hands slid down to grip Jungkook's shoulders, his nails digging in through the thin fabric of his shirt. "You'reāgodāyou're impossible," he breathed, but the words were slurred, his head tipping back against the wall. Jungkook hummed against his skin, fingers slipping beneath the waistband of Sin's pants, tracing the jut of his hipbone. "You like it," he countered, and Sin didn't deny it, just moanedāsoft, brokenāwhen Jungkook's fingers dipped lower.
Sinās breath came in sharp little gasps, each one hitching higher as Jungkookās fingers traced lower, skimming the sensitive skin just above his waistband. The dressing room walls felt too close suddenly, the air thick with the scent of Sinās nervous sweat and the faint, sugary tang of his lip balm. Jungkook could feel the rapid flutter of Sinās pulse beneath his fingertips, the way his body tensed and then melted in turns, like he couldnāt decide whether to pull away or press closer.
āYouāre shaking,ā Jungkook murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. His voice was low, rough with something Sin had never heard in it beforeāsomething that made his stomach twist hotly. Sinās grip on Jungkookās shoulders tightened, his nails biting in even through the fabric. āIāIām not,ā he lied, but the tremor in his voice gave him away. Jungkook chuckled, the sound vibrating against Sinās throat, and then his fingers were slipping past the waistband, curling around him, and Sinās knees buckled.
The noise Sin made was muffled against Jungkookās shoulder, a choked-off whimper that he barely managed to smother. Jungkookās other hand slid up to cradle the back of Sinās head, fingers tangling in his messy white hair. āShh,ā he whispered, though his own breathing was uneven now, his heart hammering against his ribs. Outside, someoneāJimin, maybeālaughed loudly, the sound jarringly bright against the hushed tension of the room. Sin flinched, his body going rigid, but Jungkook didnāt stop, his thumb swiping over the head of Sinās cock in a slow, deliberate circle.
āJungkook,ā Sin gasped, his voice cracking. His cerulean eyes were wide, pupils blown so dark they nearly swallowed the blue. āWe canātānot hereāā But his hips stuttered forward anyway, betraying him, and Jungkook grinned, sharp and pleased. āYou keep saying that,ā he murmured, ābut your body keeps saying yes.ā Sinās breath hitched, his cheeks flaming, but he didnāt argueājust buried his face in Jungkookās neck, his fingers clutching at him like he was the only solid thing in the room.
The door handle rattledājust once, a sharp click that sent Sinās heart slamming against his ribs. Jungkookās hand stilled, his body locking tight as Sinās breath stopped entirely. For one endless second, the world narrowed to the sound of footsteps pausing outside, the muffled murmur of someoneāJimin? Hoseok?āhumming absently before moving on. Sin exhaled shakily, his forehead dropping against Jungkookās shoulder. "Oh my god," he whispered, the words trembling. "Weāre gonna get caught."
Jungkookās laugh was a quiet puff of air against Sinās temple. "Not if you keep quiet," he murmured, but his fingers slid free anyway, smoothing up Sinās spine in a slow, apologetic stroke. Sin shivered, his body still thrumming with unspent tension, his pulse rabbiting under Jungkookās palm where it rested against his throat. "Youāre cruel," he accused weakly, but the way he nuzzled into Jungkookās neck ruined the effect.
Jungkook pressed a kiss to the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, lingering just long enough to feel the way Sinās lashes fluttered against his cheek. "You love it," he teased, grinning when Sin huffed and pinched his side. The moment stretched, warm and syrupy, until the distant sound of someone calling Jungkookās name shattered the illusion. Sin stiffened, pulling back with a frantic little noise. "Shitāshitātheyāre looking for you."
The coffee machine in the convenience store hissed like an angry cat, spitting out something that smelled vaguely like burnt caramel. Sin stared at it, clutching her oversized hoodie sleevesāwhy were Japanese convenience stores so bright at 3 AM?
She hadnāt meant to be here. The concert had ended hours ago, her ears still ringing with the echo of Arirangās chorus, but sleep was impossible. Not after seeing him up close for the first timeāKim Seokjin, mid-laugh during soundcheck, his voice carrying even offstage. Not after the way heād glanced at the merch line and lingered, just a second too long, on her white hair.
The automatic doors slid open with a cheerful ding. Sin fumbled her instant ramen cup, nearly dropping it. A man walked inātall, hood pulled low, face obscured by a mask, but the slope of his shoulders was weirdly familiar. He beelined for the snack aisle, knocking over a tower of Pocky boxes with his elbow.
āAhāshit,ā he muttered in Korean, scrambling to pick them up.
The Pocky boxes scattered like dominos across the linoleum, and Sin's breath hitched. That voiceāwarm, slightly exasperated, undeniably Jin'sāsent her pulse skittering. She ducked behind a shelf of melon bread, ramen cup clutched to her chest like a shield. Act normal. Don't stare. He's just a person buying snacks at 3 AM. But her knees betrayed her, locking up as he straightened, mask slipping just enough to reveal the curve of his cheekbone.
Jin sighed, rubbing his neck as he surveyed the mess. "Why is everything so small here?" he grumbled, then froze mid-reach for a fallen box. His head snapped upādirectly at Sin's hiding spot. She hadn't realized she'd leaned too far, her cerulean eyes wide over the bread display. Time stuttered. For a heartbeat, they were just two strangers in a convenience store, the fluorescent lights humming between them.
Then his eyebrows shot up. "Youā" He pointed at her, Pocky box dangling from his other hand. "White hair. Merch stand girl." Sin's face burned. She hadn't expected him to remember. Jin's grin bloomed behind his mask, crinkling his eyes. "You dropped your Army Bomb pin. I tried to call you back, but you vanished likeā" He mimicked a poof with his fingers.
Sin's mouth opened. Closed. The pināa limited-edition Jin versionāhad been a birthday gift. She'd been devastated. "You⦠kept it?" she blurted, then immediately wanted to swallow her tongue. Idols didn't keep things for fans. But Jin just laughed, scooping up the last Pocky box. "Manager-hyung confiscated it. Said I'd get mobbed if I chased you through the crowd." He hesitated, then added softer, "I put it in the lost-and-found. Maybe⦠check there?"
The lost-and-found. The words echoed in Sinās head like a lyric she couldnāt shake. She blinked at Jin, her fingers tightening around the ramen cup. "Youāyou really put it there?" The question came out softer than she intended, almost drowned by the hum of the refrigerators.
Jin shrugged, but there was something in the way his eyes darted to the doorāchecking for witnesses, maybeāthat made her chest tighten. "Yeah. Figured youād come back for it." He paused, then added, almost shyly, "Itās got your name on the back, right? Little āSinā in silver?"
Her breath caught. Sheād engraved it herself, the night before the concert. How had heā?
A clatter from the register broke the moment. The clerk, an older man with a sleep-creased face, squinted at them over his magazine. Jin instantly straightened, shoving the Pocky boxes onto a random shelf. "We shouldā" He jerked his thumb toward the door, then lowered his voice. "You wanna walk with me? Justājust to the corner. Iāll buy you a hot cocoa or something."
Sin's fingers went numb around the ramen cup. Walk with him. The words bounced around her skull like a pinballāimpossible, absurd, terrifying. Her mouth moved before her brain could catch up. "IāI don't drink cocoa," she lied, then immediately wanted to kick herself. Jin's face fell for half a second before he schooled it into something neutral, but not before she saw itāthe flicker of something like disappointment.
"Ah. Right." He scratched the back of his neck, eyes darting to the clerk again. "Well. Maybeā"
"Coffee," Sin blurted, too loud. The clerk glared. She shrunk into her hoodie, voice dropping to a whisper. "I⦠like coffee. Ifāif that's okay."
Jin's grin came back full-force, bright enough to eclipse the sterile store lights. "Perfect. There's a vending machine by the subwayāhas this weird caramel latte that tastes like regret, but in a good way." He hesitated, then held out the last Pocky box like a peace offering. "Truce?"
Sin took the Pocky box with trembling fingers, her pinky brushing against Jinās for a split secondāenough to send a jolt up her arm. The cardboard felt flimsy in her grip, but the way Jinās eyes crinkled above his mask made it seem like sheād been handed something far more precious. "Truce," she murmured, then immediately panicked. Was that the right thing to say? Should she have bowed? Laughed? Jin, however, just nodded like sheād passed some unspoken test and nudged the door open with his shoulder, holding it for her with an exaggerated flourish. "After you, merch stand girl."
The night air hit Sinās face like a cool slap, Tokyoās skyline blinking lazily in the distance. Jin fell into step beside her, hands shoved deep in his pockets, his hoodie sleeves swallowing his wrists. For a moment, they walked in silenceājust the scuff of their shoes against pavement and the distant hum of a vending machine. Sin clutched the Pocky box like a lifeline, her mind racing. Say something. Anything. "Do youā" Her voice cracked. Jin tilted his head, waiting. "Do you always raid convenience stores at 3 AM?"
Jin barked a laugh, loud enough that Sin instinctively glanced around for lurking cameras or fans. "Only when I lose rock-paper-scissors to Jungkook," he said, as if this were a perfectly normal explanation. "Loser has to get snacks for the dorm. I swear he cheats." He mimed a scissors motion with his fingers, then sighed dramatically. "Four years of living together, and I still fall for it."
Sin giggled before she could stop herselfāthe sound tinny and nervous, but real. Jinās eyes brightened, and he bumped his elbow gently against hers. "There we go. I was starting to think you didnāt actually have a voice."
The vending machineās fluorescent glow painted Jinās profile in eerie blue as he punched in the coffee order, his tongue poking out slightly in concentration. Sin hovered a step behind, watching the way his hoodie sleeves slipped down his wristsātiny details sheād memorized from fancams, now inches away. The machine whirred, spitting out two cans with a clunk. Jin handed her one, his fingers brushing hers again, lingering just a heartbeat longer than necessary.
"Regret in a can," he announced, popping his own tab with a theatrical wince. "Tastes like someone dissolved a candy bar in battery acid." Sin took a cautious sipāit was terrible, saccharine and burntābut she couldnāt stop the grin spreading across her face. Jin grinned back, nudging her shoulder. "See? Adventure."
They settled on a nearby bench, the cityās neon signs reflecting in puddles from an earlier rain. Sin traced the condensation on her can, stealing glances at Jinās profileāthe slope of his nose, the way his lashes cast shadows under the streetlights. He caught her staring and raised an eyebrow. "What? Do I have ramen on my face?"
Sin shook her head too quickly, her white hair slipping over her shoulder. "No! I justā" She hesitated, then blurted, "Youāre taller in person."
Jin choked on his coffee, laughing so hard he had to slap his chest. "That'sā" cough "āthat's it? After all this, your big observation is height?" He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, grinning. "Not my devastatingly handsome face? Not my godlike vocals?"
Sinās cheeks burned. She hadnāt meant to say it aloud. "IāI meantā"
Jin leaned in suddenly, close enough that she could count his eyelashes. "Breathe, merch stand girl," he murmured, tapping her nose with his Pocky stick. "Iām teasing." The scent of his shampooāsomething citrusy and faintly sweetādrifted between them, and Sinās brain short-circuited. Up close, his skin was stupidly flawless, the beauty mark under his lip darker than sheād imagined.
A car honked in the distance, breaking the spell. Jin leaned back, stretching his arms behind his head with a yawn. "So. Sin." He said her name like he was testing it out, rolling the syllable on his tongue. "You engrave your merch, stalk convenience stores at unholy hours, and have a fascination with my vertical presence. Anything else I should know?"
Sin nearly inhaled her coffee, coughing as the scalding liquid hit the back of her throat. Jin patted her back with an amused hum, his palm warm even through her hoodie. "Easy there. I just got you to talkādonāt die on me now." His tone was light, but his fingers lingered a second too long before retreating.
She wiped her mouth with her sleeve, mortified. "IāI donāt stalk," she managed, then winced at how defensive it sounded. Jin smirked, snapping his Pocky stick in half with exaggerated deliberation. "Mmm. So you just happen to haunt the same 24-hour conbini as me, post-concert, and hide behind melon bread like a spy?"
A traitorous laugh bubbled up in Sinās chest. "Okay, fine, it sounds bad when you say it like that." She fiddled with the tab of her coffee can, peeling it back and forth. "But I swear I wasnāt following you. I justā" The words tangled in her throat. I couldnāt sleep after seeing you smile under the stage lights. I kept replaying the way you looked at me in my head.
Jin watched her struggle with an odd intensity, his knee bouncing restlessly. When she didnāt continue, he nudged her foot with his sneaker. "Hey. You donāt have toā" His phone buzzed violently in his pocket, cutting him off. He fished it out, groaned at the screen, and typed a rapid reply. "Yah, Jungkook-ah, Iām comingā" He paused mid-type, glancing at Sin sidelong. "Uh. The guys are wondering where their snacks are."
Jinās phone buzzed againāthis time with a flurry of notifications that made him groan louder. "Yah, these kidsā" He shoved it back in his pocket without finishing his sentence, but not before Sin caught a glimpse of the screen: a blurry selfie of Jungkook making an exaggerated pout, captioned HYUNG WHERE ARE OUR CHIPS WEāRE STARVING TO DEATH. Jin rolled his eyes, but the corners of his mouth twitched. "Drama queens, all of them."
Sin bit her lip, staring at the half-empty coffee can between her hands. The moment stretched, fragile as the condensation sliding down the aluminum. She should say goodbye. Let him go. But the words stuck in her throat. Jin shifted beside her, his sneaker scuffing against the pavement. "So," he said, oddly hesitant. "Lost-and-found opens at ten. You should⦠maybe check it?"
Her head jerked up. He remembered. Not just the pināher. The realization sent a dizzying rush through her chest. "IāI will," she stammered. Jin nodded, satisfied, and stood, stretching his arms overhead with a yawn that turned into a ridiculous, exaggerated groan. "Ugh, old man noises," he lamented, shaking his head. "33 is basically eighty in idol years."
Sin giggled despite herself, clutching the Pocky box like a talisman. Jin grinned down at her, hands shoved back in his pockets. "Walk you back to your hotel?" The offer was casual, but his fingers drummed against his thighsānervous energy she recognized from concert fancams when he forgot lyrics.
"Iā" Sin's phone buzzed violently in her hoodie pocket. The Arirang ringtoneāJin's high note from the chorusāmade him snort into his coffee. She fumbled to silence it, but not before spotting her roommate's name flashing on screen: WHERE ARE YOU THE CONCIERGE SAYS SOMEONE SAW A RACCOON IN THE LOBBYā
Jin peeked over her shoulder and immediately choked on his latte. "Yah, is thatāis that my face as your contact photo?" His voice cracked on the last word, equal parts horrified and delighted. Sin's entire body temperature spiked. The selfieāJin mid-concert, sweaty and radiant under purple stage lightsāwas from a fan site she definitely shouldn't have saved.
Sinās fingers spasmed around her phone, nearly dropping it onto the wet pavement. Jinās delighted cackle echoed off the buildings as he doubled over, slapping his knee. āOh my god,ā he wheezed, wiping tears from the corners of his eyes. āThatāsāthatās the Butter encore outfit! Did you screenshot that from VLive?ā
She could feel her soul leaving her body. āIāit wasāthe lighting was really good that day,ā she stammered, shoving the phone back into her pocket like it was on fire. Jinās grin widened impossibly further, his cheeks bunching up under his mask. āUh-huh. Sure.ā He leaned in conspiratorially. āBet youāve got my birthday vlive bookmarked too, donāt you?ā
The phone buzzed againāher roommateās increasingly panicked texts scrolling across the lock screen (THE RACCOON HAS A SHOE). Sin swallowed hard. āI should⦠probably go deal with that.ā
Jinās laughter softened into something warmer as he straightened up. āYeah, yeah, raccoon crisis.ā He hesitated, then tapped the Pocky box still clutched in her hand. āBut hey. Tomorrow. Lost-and-found.ā His voice dropped, almost shy. āIāll⦠make sure itās there.ā
The studio smelled like sweat and burnt coffeeāthe kind that had been sitting in the pot since 3 AM when Yoongi first stumbled in to lay down tracks. Sin hovered near the door, fingertips brushing the frame like he wasnāt sure if he was allowed inside. His oversized sweater slipped off one shoulder, revealing a sliver of collarbone, pale and unmarked. At least, thatās what Namjoon had always thought.
"Hey," Namjoon called, wiping his forehead with the back of his hand. The others were scattered aroundāHoseok arguing with Jungkook over a misplaced lyric sheet, Jimin half-asleep on the couchābut Sinās eyes flicked straight to him. That shy, fleeting glance Namjoon had grown addicted to. "You gonna stand there all day?"
Sin ducked his head, smiling. "Maybe." His voice was soft, barely audible over the hum of the AC. He shuffled forward, tugging his sleeve down over his wrist. Something about the motion was too deliberate.
Namjoon reached out without thinking, catching Sinās hand before he could retreat. The fabric slid back, just an inch. Enough.
Namjoonās fingers froze around Sinās wrist, his breath hitching as the edge of black ink peeked out from beneath the cuff. Sin jerked back instinctively, but Namjoon tightened his gripānot enough to hurt, just enough to keep him there. The studio noise faded into static.
"Wait," Namjoon murmured, voice rougher than he intended. He pushed the sleeve up slowly, revealing the crisp outline of a ā7ā inked into the delicate skin of Sinās inner wrist. Identical to the ones the other members had gotten last year, after their tenth anniversary. Except Sin hadnāt been there. Hadnāt been part of that conversation.
Sinās pulse fluttered under Namjoonās thumb, rapid as a trapped bird. "Hyung," he whispered, and the way his eyelashes dippedālike he was bracing for angerāmade Namjoonās chest ache.
Namjoon traced the tattoo with his fingertip, the pad of his thumb brushing over the raised skin. "When did youā?"
Sinās breath hitched as Namjoonās fingers lingered on his wrist, the warmth of his touch searing against the ink. The studio lights suddenly felt too bright, the air too thick. He could hear Jungkook laughing somewhere behind him, Hoseokās playful scoldingāmundane sounds that now felt miles away. Namjoonās thumb brushed the ā7ā again, slow, deliberate, like he was memorizing the shape of it.
"Hyung," Sin whispered again, voice trembling. He hadnāt planned for this. Hadnāt planned for Namjoon to see. The sweater slipped further, the neckline sagging, and Namjoonās gaze flicked downājust for a secondābut it was enough. The black script of his name, nestled just above Sinās collarbone, stark against his pale skin. Namjoon went utterly still.
Sin yanked his wrist free, scrambling to pull the fabric back up, but it was too late. Namjoon caught his shoulder, fingers gentle but unyielding. "Wait," he said, voice low. Not angry. Not even surprised. Justāsoft. Curious. Sinās heart hammered against his ribs as Namjoon pushed the sweater aside, exposing the delicate curve of his collarbone, the neat Hangul characters spelling out Namjoon.
The others hadnāt noticed yet, too wrapped up in their own chaos, but Sin could feel the weight of Namjoonās attention like a physical touch. "Youā" Namjoon started, then stopped, swallowing hard. His fingertips traced the letters, feather-light, sending shivers down Sinās spine. "When did you do this?"
Sinās breath stuttered as Namjoonās fingers lingered on his collarbone, tracing the letters of his name with a reverence that made his knees weak. The studioās hum of activityāHoseokās playful bickering, the rustle of lyric sheetsāfaded into a distant buzz. All Sin could focus on was the way Namjoonās thumb brushed over the ink, slow and deliberate, as if he were reading Braille.
"After the anniversary concert," Sin admitted, voice barely above a whisper. He couldnāt meet Namjoonās eyes, focusing instead on the way his own fingers twisted in the fabric of his sweater. "IāI wanted to be part of it. Even if no one else knew." The ā7ā on his wrist had been first, a secret homage to the bond he cherished more than anything. The name on his collarbone had come later, in a moment of reckless, aching devotion.
Namjoon exhaled sharply, like the air had been punched out of him. His grip on Sinās shoulder tightened, just for a second, before sliding down to cradle his waistāright where the Hangul for BTS was hidden beneath the fabric. Sin gasped as Namjoonās fingers slipped under the hem of his sweater, warmth searing against the sensitive skin of his hip. "And this?" Namjoon murmured, his voice rough with something Sin couldnāt name.
Sinās cheeks burned. "Last month," he confessed. "When youāwhen you said we were forever." It had been a quiet moment, just the two of them tangled in sheets, Namjoonās lips pressed to his temple as he whispered promises into the dark. Sin had gotten the tattoo the next day, the sting of the needle nothing compared to the weight of those words.
Namjoonās fingers stilled against Sinās hip, his breath coming out slow and uneven. The studioās fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting sharp shadows across Sinās faceāhighlighting the faint pink flush creeping up his neck, the way his bottom lip trembled under the weight of Namjoonās stare.
"You got my name," Namjoon murmured, his voice thick with something unspoken. His thumb brushed the edge of the Hangul on Sinās waist, tracing the bold strokes of BTS with a reverence that made Sinās stomach flip. "Right here. Where no one else sees it."
Sin nodded, swallowing hard. His pulse raced under Namjoonās touch, wild and erratic, like a rabbit caught in a snare. He hadnāt meant for this to happenānot like this, not with the others just a few feet away, oblivious to the way Namjoonās hands burned against his skin. "I wantedā" He broke off, biting his lip. How could he explain it? The way his heart had ached every time he watched Namjoon from afar, the way his skin had felt too small for all the love he carried.
Namjoon exhaled sharply, his grip tightening momentarily before sliding up to cradle Sinās face. His palm was warm against Sinās cheek, calloused fingers brushing the beauty mark beneath his eye. "Youāre ridiculous," he whispered, but there was no bite to itājust a raw, aching fondness that made Sinās knees weak. "You got my name permanently etched into your skin, and you didnāt even tell me?"
Namjoonās thumb stilled against Sinās hipbone, pressing into the hidden ink like he could absorb it through touch alone. The studioās fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting jagged shadows across Sinās faceāhis pink lips parted, cerulean eyes wide and shimmering with unshed tears. Namjoonās breath hitched. This boyāthis beautiful, reckless boyāhad carved his name into his skin like a prayer.
"Youāre insane," Namjoon murmured, but his voice cracked halfway, rough with something too raw to name. His fingers trembled as they slid up Sinās waist, tracing the outline of the sweater where it hid the BTS tattoo. "Permanently. On your body. Do you have any ideaā" He broke off, swallowing hard. Sinās pulse fluttered under his palm, rapid and fragile.
Sin ducked his head, white hair falling into his eyes. "I knew youād be mad," he whispered, fingers twisting in Namjoonās shirt.
"Mad?" Namjoon barked out a laugh, too loudāHoseok glanced over from the mixing board, eyebrows raised. Namjoon lowered his voice, pressing Sin back against the studio wall, shielding him from view with his body. "Iām furious," he breathed, but his hands were gentle as they framed Sinās face. "You couldāve gotten an infection. Orāor picked some shitty parlor thatā" His throat closed. The thought of Sin alone in some dim tattoo shop, flinching under a strangerās needle for him, made his chest ache.
Namjoonās fingers traced the edge of Sinās sweater where it clung to his waist, his touch feather-light but deliberate. The fabric was thin, stretched from years of wear, and when he tugged it up just an inch, Sin didnāt resist. The Hangul for BTS lay there, stark against the pale curve of his hipāfresh enough that the skin around it was still slightly pink. Namjoonās breath hitched. He pressed his palm flat over the tattoo, as if he could absorb the meaning through touch alone.
"You really did this," Namjoon murmured, more to himself than to Sin. His thumb brushed the edge of the ink, tracing the bold strokes with a reverence that made Sin shiver. "All of it. For us."
Sin nodded, his breath coming too fast. The studioās air conditioning hummed, sending a chill over his exposed skin, but Namjoonās hands were warm, grounding. "I wantedā" His voice cracked. He tried again. "I wanted to carry you with me. Even if no one else knew."
Namjoon exhaled sharply, his grip tightening on Sinās hip. The weight of itāthe permanenceāsettled over him like a physical thing. This boy, this beautiful, reckless boy, had etched his name into his skin like a vow. And heād done it in secret, without expecting anything in return. The thought made Namjoonās chest ache.
The silence between them stretched taut, broken only by the distant clatter of Jungkook dropping a lyric sheet somewhere behind them. Namjoonās fingers lingered on Sinās hip, his thumb tracing the fresh ink as if trying to rewrite the story it toldāone where Sin hadnāt walked into some dim parlor alone, hadnāt bitten his lip through the sting of the needle without Namjoon there to hold his hand. His throat tightened.
"You idiot," Namjoon whispered, but his voice was thick, ruined. He pressed his forehead to Sinās, their breaths mingling. Sinās eyelashes fluttered against his cheeks, damp with unshed tears. "You absolute idiot. You couldāve asked me to go with you. You couldāveā" His voice cracked. The thought of Sin curled up in some sterile chair, hiding the fresh ink from him for weeks, made his ribs ache.
Sinās fingers twisted in the fabric of Namjoonās shirt, gripping tight like he was afraid Namjoon might vanish. "I didnāt want you to think it wasā" He swallowed. "That I was trying to trap you." His voice was so small, so painfully young.
Namjoon made a wounded noise in the back of his throat. He caught Sinās chin, tilting his face up. Sinās beauty mark glinted under the studio lights, a single dark fleck beneath his left eye. "You think Iād believe that?" His thumb brushed Sinās bottom lip, pink and bitten raw. "After everything? After last month?"
Namjoonās breath shuddered against Sinās lips, warm and uneven. His fingers trembled where they cradled Sinās faceāa stark contrast to the steady, unshakable leader the world knew. Here, in the dim corner of the studio, with Sinās heartbeat fluttering against his own chest, he felt anything but composed.
"You think Iād let you go now?" Namjoon whispered, voice rough with emotion. His thumb traced the edge of Sinās bottom lip, catching on the slight swell where heād bitten it raw. "After you carved my name into your skin like someā" He broke off, swallowing hard. The words like some lovesick fool died on his tongue because Sin was exactly that, and the realization sent a dizzying rush of heat through Namjoonās veins.
Sinās cerulean eyes shimmered with unshed tears, catching the overhead lights like fractured diamonds. "I didnāt do it to trap you," he repeated, softer this time, as if the words were a prayer. His fingers curled tighter in Namjoonās shirt, wrinkling the fabric between his knuckles. "I justā" A shaky inhale. "I needed to know it was real. Even when you werenāt there."
Namjoonās chest tightened. He remembered last monthāSinās back arching under him, the way his breath had hitched when Namjoon murmured forever into the sweat-damp curve of his neck. He hadnāt realized Sin had taken it so literally. The thought shouldāve terrified him. Instead, it sent a fierce, possessive warmth curling low in his gut.
KIM SEOKJIN
"Hyung, waitā"
The sleeve of Sin's oversized sweater caught on the edge of the practice room mirror as he scrambled after Seokjin, fabric pulling just enough to reveal a sliver of skin beneath. A flash of black ink peeked out from his wrist, stark against his porcelain complexion. Seokjin, halfway through adjusting his own jacket, froze mid-motion. His gaze zeroed in on Sin's wrist like a hawk spotting prey.
Sin yanked his sleeve down so fast he nearly tore the fabric. His face flushed scarlet, cerulean eyes darting anywhere but Seokjin's face. The room, usually buzzing with the chaotic energy of seven boys post-rehearsal, fell into abrupt silence. Even Jungkook paused mid-sip of his water bottle, eyebrows shooting up.
"ā¦Sin-ah?" Seokjin's voice was dangerously calm.
The silence stretched like a rubber band about to snap. Sin's pulse throbbed in his throat, loud enough he was certain Seokjin could hear it. The older idol took a deliberate step forward, his usual playful demeanor replaced by something unreadable.
"Show me," Seokjin said, voice low. Not a request.
Sin's fingers trembled as he slowly rolled up his left sleeve, revealing the small, elegant '7' inked into his wristāidentical to the tattoos the other members had gotten after their last anniversary. But beneath it, partially obscured by the cuff, was the tail end of another design.
Seokjin's breath hitched. Without speaking, he reached out and gently pushed the fabric higher, exposing the Hangul characters spelling his own name along Sin's collarbone. The black ink stood in stark contrast to Sin's porcelain skin, the strokes precise and intimate.
Seokjin's fingers hovered over the tattoo of his name, the warmth of his touch barely grazing Sin's collarbone before pulling back as if burned. His throat worked silentlyāno witty remark, no exaggerated reactionājust the uncharacteristic stillness of a man who'd walked into a room and found all the furniture rearranged. The silence grew teeth.
"Youā¦" Seokjin started, then stopped. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead. Somewhere behind them, Jimin sucked in a breath like he'd forgotten to exhale for a full minute.
Sin's pulse hammered against his ribs. He opened his mouthāto explain, to apologize, to somethingābut Seokjin's hands were already moving, tugging the hem of Sin's shirt up without ceremony. The Hangul characters for "BTS" curved along the dip of his waist, the ink fresh enough that the skin around it still held a slight pink hue. Seokjin's thumb brushed the edge of the design, his expression doing something complicated.
"Oh my god," Hoseok stage-whispered from the couch.
Seokjin's fingers lingered at the hem of Sin's shirt, his thumb tracing the fresh ink with a reverence that made Sin's breath stutter. The room held its collective breathāeven the ever-chatty Jimin stood frozen, lips parted mid-word. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting sharp shadows that made the tattoos seem to pulse under Seokjin's touch.
"You got my name," Seokjin murmured, so quiet it was almost to himself. His voice was rough around the edges, like he'd swallowed something too large. His free hand lifted, fingertips brushing the Hangul characters on Sin's collarboneāhis own name etched into skin, permanent. Something flickered behind his eyes, too fast to name. Sin swallowed hard, pulse rabbiting under Seokjin's touch. He hadn't planned for this moment. Hadn't planned for Seokjin to find out like this, in the middle of the practice room with the others gawking like spectators at a car crash.
The silence shattered when Taehyung abruptly snorted. "Well," he drawled, flopping onto the couch beside Hoseok, "that explains why Sin kept wearing turtlenecks in July." The tension cracked like thin ice under laughterāJimin wheezed into his palm, Jungkook choked on his water, and Namjoon pinched the bridge of his nose like he was calculating the sheer number of NDAs this moment would require.
Seokjin didn't laugh. His hand slid from Sin's waist to cradle the back of his neck, thumb stroking the delicate hairs there. "When?" he asked, voice low. Just for them.
Sin exhaled shakily, fingers twisting in the hem of his shirt. The fluorescent lights made the ink on his collarbone gleamāSeokjinās name in Hangul, bold and undeniable. "After the Osaka concert," he admitted, voice barely above a whisper. "When you held my hand during the encore." He didnāt mention the way Seokjinās thumb had brushed his pulse point backstage afterward, or how heād spent the flight home tracing the shape of those letters onto his skin with a ballpoint pen until the idea became inevitable.
Seokjinās grip tightened fractionally on the nape of his neck. His other hand lifted, fingertips grazing the tattoo over Sinās ribsāBTS in elegant strokes, the tail of the 'S' curling like a secret. The skin was still slightly raised; Sin had gone alone to a discreet artist in Hongdae two weeks prior, biting his lip through the sting while replaying their Tokyo Dome duet on his phone screen.
"Jesus Christ," Yoongi muttered from the speakers he was fiddling with, though there was no real heat in it.
Seokjin ignored him. His thumb pressed into the hollow of Sinās throat, right where the collar of his sweater had slipped. "You realize," he said slowly, "that this means Iāll have to get āSinā written somewhere equally stupid now." His voice was steady, but the way his eyes darkened gave him awayāthat particular blend of exasperation and fondness reserved only for Sinās most impulsive acts.
Seokjin's thumb lingered on the 'S' of his name etched into Sin's collarbone, the pad of his finger catching slightly on the healed ink. His exhale came slow, measuredālike he was counting the beats between heartbeats. The practice room's air conditioning hummed to life suddenly, sending a shiver down Sin's spine that had nothing to do with the temperature.
"You're ridiculous," Seokjin murmured, but the way his fingers curled possessively around Sin's hip betrayed him. The fluorescent lights caught the silver rings on his right hand, casting tiny reflections that danced across Sin's waist where 'BTS' curved beneath his thumb.
Sin opened his mouth, but Seokjin pressed a single finger to his lipsāwarm, faintly mint-scented from the gum he'd been chewing earlier. "Let me," he said, soft enough that the words barely traveled past Sin's lashes. Then, deliberate as a man stepping onto thin ice, Seokjin hooked a finger under the neckline of his own shirt and tugged it sideways, revealing the unmarked skin above his collarbone. "Right here," he said, tapping the spot with a precision that suggested he'd already mapped the exact coordinates.
Behind them, Jungkook made a strangled noise.
Sin's breath hitched as Seokjin's fingertip traced the spot where his own skin remained unmarkedāthe exact mirror image of where Sin carried his name. The implication hung between them, electric and undeniable. Seokjin's shirt slipped further off his shoulder, exposing the smooth plane where ink would soon settle, and Sin's fingers twitched with the urge to touch.
"You're serious," Sin whispered, not a question. The words tasted foreign on his tongue, too large for the cramped space between their lips. Seokjin's answering smile was slow, devastatingāthe kind that made Sin's knees weak during encore stages when it was directed at the crowd. Now it was just for him, edged with something private and possessive.
"Deadly," Seokjin murmured, thumb skating back to Sin's collarbone tattoo. His touch lingered over the final stroke of his name, pressing just enough to leave a temporary indent in the skin. "Though I draw the line at getting 'BTS' on my waist. My abs are a national treasure, not a bulletin board."
The tension broke like a snapped rubber band. Jungkook spit his water across the floor, coughing violently while Hoseok cackled and slapped his thigh. Yoongi rolled his eyes so hard it was audible. "For fuck's sake," he muttered, but the corner of his mouth twitched when Sin's startled laugh bubbled upābright and unguarded, the sound Seokjin had spent two years coaxing out of him.
Seokjinās fingers lingered on the edge of Sinās sweater, his knuckles brushing the warm skin just above the waistband of his sweatpants. The fluorescent lights caught the fresh ink of the "BTS" tattooāstill slightly swollen, the black strokes standing stark against Sinās porcelain skin. Seokjin exhaled through his nose, slow and measured, like he was trying to steady himself against the tide of something too big to name. "You really went and did it," he murmured, thumb pressing into the dip of Sinās hipbone. "All of them. At nineteen." His voice was equal parts exasperation and awe, the way it got when Sin did something reckless and beautifulālike buying concert tickets for strangers or learning the fan chants for every single song in their discography overnight.
Sinās breath hitched when Seokjinās palm slid fully over the tattoo, warm and possessive. "You got mine first," Seokjin realized suddenly, tracing the characters of his name on Sinās collarbone with deliberate precision. The ink there was older, the edges softened by time. His thumb caught on the tail of the āJinā stroke, pressing just hard enough to make Sin shiver. "How long after Osaka?"
Sin bit his lip, eyes flickering to the mirror behind Seokjin where the others were pretending not to watch. Jimin had his phone out, filming discreetly while Hoseok mouthed oh my god repeatedly behind his hands. "Three days," Sin admitted, voice small. He didnāt mention the way heād sneaked out of the dorm at dawn, the way the tattoo artist had laughed when heād shoved a crumpled napkin with Seokjinās name scribbled in his own handwriting across the counter. Didnāt mention the way heād bitten through his own fist to stay quiet during the needleās sting, thinking of Seokjinās laugh ringing across an encore stage.
Seokjinās expression did something complicatedāhis lips parted, then pressed into a thin line, then softened again. He leaned in until his forehead brushed Sinās, their breaths mingling. "Youāre insane," he whispered, but his hands were already moving, tugging Sinās sweater further up to expose the full span of the BTS tattoo. The fabric caught under Sinās arms, leaving him half-undressed in the middle of the practice room, but Seokjin didnāt seem to care. His palm spread wide over Sinās ribs, covering the fresh ink entirely like he could absorb it through touch alone.
Seokjin's fingers paused over the 'BTS' tattoo, his breath hitching audibly. The silence stretched taut between them, the only sound the muffled shuffling of the other members pretending not to eavesdrop from across the room. Then, with sudden, startling clarity, Seokjin laughedāa soft, disbelieving sound that curled around Sin's ribs like a physical touch. "You," he murmured, thumb pressing into the fresh ink with deliberate pressure, "are such a hypocrite." His voice dropped to a whisper only Sin could hear. "Remember how you scolded me for getting the anniversary tattoo without telling you? And now you've gone and branded yourself with my name."
Sin's cheeks burned, but before he could retort, Seokjin's hands were framing his face, tilting it up with a gentleness that belied the intensity in his eyes. The overhead lights caught the silver rings on Seokjin's fingers, casting tiny reflections across Sin's skin like scattered stars. "Look at me," Seokjin said, and Sin didāhelpless as always to deny him anything. Seokjin's thumb traced the beauty mark beneath Sin's left eye, his expression softening. "Do you have any idea," he murmured, "what it does to me? Knowing you walked into some stranger's shop and let them carve me into your skin?" His voice cracked on the last word, raw in a way that made Sin's stomach flip.
Behind them, Jungkook coughed pointedly.
MIN YOONGI
The black coffee had gone cold, forgotten on the table next to Yoongiās abandoned lyric notebook. He hadnāt touched either in twenty minutes, too distracted by the way Sinās oversized crewneck slipped sideways every time he reached for another sheet of music. It wasnāt intentionalāSin never played those kinds of gamesābut Yoongi found himself staring anyway, caught between amusement and something warmer.
"Hyung," Sin murmured, blinking up at him with those wide cerulean eyes. He tugged self-consciously at his sleeve, fingers brushing over the edge of his left wrist. "Youāre zoning out again."
Yoongi huffed, rubbing his neck. "Just thinking." He reached out, adjusting Sinās collar absentlyāthen froze. There, just above the jut of his collarbone, stark against pale skin: his own name in delicate Hangul. "Sin-ah," he said slowly. "Whatās this?"
Sin went perfectly still, lips parting in silent panic. His sleeve slid further down his arm as he jerked back, revealing the crisp ā7ā inked into his wristāidentical to the ones Yoongi had seen on Namjoon and Hoseok after late-night drinking sessions.
Yoongiās fingers hovered in the air between them, his breath catching like static. Sinās pulse fluttered visibly beneath the ink of Yoongiās nameāhis name, etched into skin as if it belonged there. The room tilted. "Youā" he started, then swallowed hard. "When did youā"
Sin yanked his sleeve back over his wrist, but the damage was done. The ā7ā flashed once more before disappearing under fabric, a mirror to the ones Yoongi had traced over drunkenly on the othersā skin after concerts. But thisāthis was different. Sinās breath hitched, his doll-like face flushing pink as his fingers trembled against the hem of his shirt. "Hyung," he whispered, voice cracking.
Yoongi moved without thinking. He caught Sinās wrist, thumb pressing gently over the hidden tattoo. "Show me," he murmured, not a command but a plea. Sinās cerulean eyes glistened, but he nodded, shaky fingers lifting the edge of his shirt just enough to reveal the Hangul characters curling along his waist: BTS.
A choked sound escaped Yoongiās throat. Heād seen fans with their lyrics inked into skin, had signed his autograph over fresh tattoos in meet-and-greets, but thisāthis was Sin, his Sin, who blushed when Yoongi so much as held his hand in private. "You got my name," Yoongi said, voice rough.
Sinās breath stuttered as Yoongi traced the characters on his waist, fingertips feather-light over the ink. "Iā" he started, then swallowed hard, cerulean eyes darting away. "I wanted to carry you with me," he whispered, so quiet Yoongi almost missed it. "All of you. But especiallyā" His voice cracked, pink lips pressing together as if to trap the confession inside.
Yoongi exhaled sharply, thumb brushing the ā7ā on Sinās wrist again. "This isnāt just about the group," he murmured. It wasnāt a question. The tattoo of his name burned brighter in his mind than the othersāpersonal, possessive in a way that made his chest tighten. Sin flinched, but Yoongi caught his chin gently, forcing those glimmering eyes to meet his. "When?"
Sinās throat bobbed. "Last year," he admitted. "After⦠after you fell asleep on my shoulder during the Tokyo flight. Iā" His fingers twisted in the fabric of Yoongiās sleeve, clinging. "I woke up and you were still there, and I thoughtā" A shuddering breath. "I thought, this is where I belong."
The confession punched through Yoongiās ribs like a physical blow. He remembered that flightāthe exhaustion, the way Sinās shoulder had fit perfectly under his cheek, the uncharacteristic boldness of Sin carding fingers through his hair until heād drifted off. Heād chalked it up to sleep deprivation. But Sin had gone out and etched the moment into his skin forever.
Yoongi's fingers trembled slightly as they traced the edge of Sin's shirt higher, revealing more of the delicate Hangul characters curling along his waist. The ink was fresh enough that the skin around it still looked slightly pinkārecent, then. Sin shivered under his touch, but didn't pull away, his cerulean eyes locked onto Yoongi's face as if searching for something. Approval? Disbelief? Yoongi wasn't sure what showed on his own faceāonly that his chest felt too tight, too full.
"You got my name," Yoongi repeated, softer this time, thumb brushing the tattoo on Sin's collarbone. The characters were elegant, almost fragile-looking, as if the artist had known how precious this skin was. "Right here." His voice cracked on the last word, and Sin's breath hitched in response, pink lips parting slightly.
"Iā" Sin started, then swallowed hard, fingers twisting in the fabric of Yoongi's sleeve. "I wanted it close to my heart," he whispered, so quiet Yoongi had to lean in to catch it. The admission sent a jolt through him, electric and warm, and before he could think, Yoongi was pressing his lips to the tattooāright over his own name, feeling Sin's pulse jump beneath his mouth.
Sin made a small, broken sound, fingers tangling in Yoongi's hair as if to pull him closer or push him awayāYoongi wasn't sure which, and Sin didn't seem to know either. But when Yoongi lifted his head, Sin's eyes were glistening, his cheeks flushed a deep pink, and Yoongi realized with a start that he was crying. Silent, perfect tears tracking down his face, catching on his beauty mark before dripping off his chin.
Yoongi's lips lingered against Sin's collarbone, tasting salt and ink and something achingly familiarālike the first sip of warm tea after a long day. He could feel Sin trembling beneath him, fingers still tangled in his hair, gripping too tight and not tight enough all at once. When he finally pulled back, Sin's tears had smeared the ink slightly, blurring the edges of Yoongi's name as if it were dissolving into his skin. The sight made something primal and possessive coil in Yoongi's gut.
"Don't cry," Yoongi murmured, swiping his thumb under Sin's left eye, catching a tear before it could ruin the beauty mark there. His voice came out rougher than he intended, throat tight with emotions he couldn't name. "Youā" He broke off, exhaling sharply through his nose as his gaze dropped to Sin's waist, where the hem of his shirt had ridden up just enough to show the top curve of the 'BTS' tattoo. Without thinking, Yoongi hooked a finger under the fabric, tugging it higher to reveal the full designāthe Hangul characters elegant and bold against Sin's pale skin.
Sin whimpered, his breath hitching as Yoongi traced the tattoo with his fingertips, mapping every stroke like he was memorizing it. "You got us," Yoongi said quietly, more to himself than to Sin. "All of us." But his thumb strayed back to the '7' on Sin's wristātheir shared number, the one that bound them togetherābefore sliding up to press gently over the pulse point beneath his own name. "But thisā¦" His voice cracked. "This is different."
Sin's cerulean eyes flickered with something raw and vulnerable, his pink lips trembling as he whispered, "I needed you with me." The simplicity of it punched through Yoongi's chest. Not 'I wanted'āneeded. As essential as air.
Yoongiās breath stuttered against Sinās collarbone, lips still pressed to the ink of his own name. The warmth of Sinās skin seeped into him, the rapid flutter of his pulse beneath Yoongiās mouth betraying his nerves. Slowly, Yoongi pulled back just enough to meet Sinās glistening eyesāwide and uncertain, tears clinging to his dark lashes like dew.
"You idiot," Yoongi murmured, voice thick with something tender and aching. His thumb brushed away a stray tear, catching it before it could slip past Sinās beauty mark. "You got my name permanently carved into your skin and didnāt even tell me."
Sinās pink lips trembled, fingers tightening in Yoongiās sleeve. "I was scared," he admitted, so quiet Yoongi had to lean closer. "What ifāwhat if you thought it was too much?" The vulnerability in his voice cracked something open in Yoongiās chest.
With a slow exhale, Yoongi caught Sinās wrist again, turning it gently to expose the ā7ā tattoo once more. He traced the number with deliberate care, watching as Sin shivered under his touch. "You got this with the others?" he asked, already knowing the answer.
Yoongi didnāt realize he was shaking until Sinās fingers curled around his wrist, steadying him. The ā7ā on Sinās skin was identical to the ones the others hadāsame font, same placementābut the weight of it felt different under Yoongiās touch. Because this wasnāt just a drunken group bonding moment etched into skin. This was Sin, who blushed at eye contact, who still hesitated before holding Yoongiās hand in private, who had gone out and let a needle carve permanence into his body while carrying a secret too big for his trembling lips.
"You did," Yoongi breathed, not a question. His thumb lingered over the tattoo, feeling the slight raised texture of healed skin. "With them." The image bloomed in his mindāSin sitting in some sterile parlor, jaw clenched as the others joked around him, hiding the real reason his fingers kept drifting to his collarbone.
Sin nodded, eyelashes fluttering. "After the Tokyo Dome encore," he whispered. "Whenāwhen Namjoon-hyung suggested it." His cerulean eyes flickered up, searching Yoongiās face. "But mineā" His voice cracked as his fingers brushed the hidden ink of Yoongiās name. "Mine was different."
The confession hung between them, fragile as the first snowflake of winter. Yoongiās chest ached. He remembered that nightāthe adrenaline high, the way Sin had clung to his arm backstage, whispering hyung like a prayer. Heād thought it was just post-concert euphoria.
JUNG HOSEOK
"Sin-ah, your shirt's riding up," Hoseok murmured, reaching over without thinking to tug the hem back into place. His fingers brushed warm skinājust for a secondābut it was enough. Sin jerked back like he'd been burned, his cerulean eyes wide and startled. The sudden movement sent the fabric sliding higher anyway, exposing a sliver of ink along the curve of his waist.
Sin clutched at his shirt, his doll-like face flushing pink. "Hyung," he started, voice barely above a whisper, but Hoseok was already reaching for his wrist without thinking. The younger boy's breath hitched as Hoseok turned his arm gently, revealing the small, familiar '7' inked thereājust like the ones the members had gotten together last year.
It was the collarbone that undid him. As Sin twisted, the loose neckline of his shirt gaped, and there it was: Hoseok's own name, written in clean, unapologetic strokes. ģ ķøģ. His thumb hovered over it, not quite touching, but close enough to feel the heat radiating from Sin's skin.
Hoseok's breath stuttered in his chest, his fingers trembling against Sin's collarbone. The weight of what he was seeing pressed down on himāhis name, his name, etched permanently into Sin's skin like a secret devotion. The dormās ambient noise faded entirely, replaced by the thunderous pulse in his ears. Sinās cerulean eyes shimmered with unshed tears, his pink lips parting as if to explain, but no sound came out.
"Sin-ah," Hoseok whispered, voice rough. His thumb finally brushed over the tattoo, tracing the strokes of his name with something between reverence and disbelief. "How long have youā?" He couldnāt even finish the question. The '7' on Sinās wrist was one thingāa symbol of unity, something all of them shared. But this? This was personal.
Sinās breath hitched as Hoseokās touch lingered. "Since⦠since last winter," he admitted softly, his gaze flickering down. "After our first night together." His fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt, knuckles white. "IāI know itās impulsive, but I wantedā"
Hoseok didnāt let him finish. He pulled Sin into a crushing embrace, burying his face in the crook of the younger boyās neck. The scent of Sinās shampooāsomething sweet and faintly floralāfilled his senses. "You idiot," he murmured, though there was no bite to it, only a thick, aching warmth. "You beautiful, reckless idiot."
Hoseok's grip tightened around Sin's waist, fingers pressing into the soft fabric of his shirt where he knew the hangul tattoo lay hidden beneath. The weight of Sin's confessionāsince last winter, after our first night togetherāsettled in his chest like a stone sinking into warm water. He could feel Sin's heartbeat against his own, rapid and uneven, as if the younger boy was afraid Hoseok might pull away. But pulling away was the last thing on his mind. Instead, he pressed his lips to Sin's collarbone, right over the inked letters of his name, and felt Sin shiver.
"You reallyā¦" Hoseok trailed off, voice muffled against Sin's skin. He didn't need to finish the sentence. The proof was right there, etched into Sin's body like a promise. When he finally leaned back, Sin's cerulean eyes were glistening, his pink lips slightly parted. Hoseok cupped his face, thumbs brushing away the moisture gathering at the corners of his eyes. "You really love me that much, huh?"
Sin's breath hitched, his lashes fluttering as he nodded. "More," he whispered, so softly Hoseok almost missed it. "More than that."
The admission sent a surge of warmth through Hoseok's veins, something fierce and tender all at once. He'd always known Sin was devotedāsweet and gentle in a way that felt almost too pure for the world they lived inābut this? This was something else entirely. A permanent declaration, hidden under layers of fabric and shyness. He traced the '7' on Sin's wrist again, the same one he had on his own, and wondered how he'd never noticed before.
Hoseokās fingers lingered on Sinās wrist, tracing the ā7ā with a tenderness that made Sinās breath catch. The dorm around them felt suspendedāJiminās playlist still hummed faintly from the speakers, Taehyungās laughter long faded into silence as the others had slipped away unnoticed, giving them space without a word. Hoseokās throat tightened as he pressed a kiss to the inked number, then dragged his lips up Sinās arm, following the path of his veins like a map heād memorized in the dark. "You got this one with us," he murmured against the soft skin of Sinās inner elbow. "But you never said. Never showed me."
Sinās pulse jumped under his mouth. "I wanted to," he admitted, voice trembling. "But I thoughtā" He swallowed hard, his free hand clutching at Hoseokās sleeve. "I thought youād think it was too much. That I was⦠too much."
Hoseokās chest ached. He remembered the night theyād all gotten the ā7ā tattoosāhow Sin had lingered at the back of the group, quiet as always, until Yoongi had nudged him forward with a gruff, "Youāre part of this too, kid." The way Sinās eyes had shone under the studio lights, like he couldnāt believe he was allowed to belong. Hoseok had held his hand during the inking, but heād never seen the result after. Sin had always worn long sleeves around them, even in summer.
Now, he understood why.
Hoseok exhaled sharply through his nose, pressing his forehead against Sinās shoulder. The fabric of Sinās shirt was thin, worn soft from too many washes, and he could feel the heat of the younger boyās skin beneath it. "Too much?" he repeated, voice rough. His fingers flexed against Sinās waist, thumb brushing the hidden curve of the BTS tattoo. "Sin-ah, you got my name on your skin. Permanently. And you thought Iād be the one overwhelmed?"
Sin made a small, wounded noise in the back of his throat. His fingers trembled where they clutched at Hoseokās sleeves, knuckles pale. "You didnātā" He stopped, swallowed. "You didnāt even know about the wrist one. I didnāt want you to think I was⦠clinging."
Hoseok leaned back just enough to see Sinās faceāthe way his cerulean eyes flickered with something fragile, the beauty mark beneath his left eye standing out stark against his flushed skin. He cupped Sinās jaw, thumb brushing the corner of his pink lips. "You are clinging," he said softly. "And so am I. Thatās the whole point, isnāt it?"
Hoseok exhaled sharply, fingertips hovering just above the hangul tattoo on Sinās waist. The ink was still fresh enough to catch the lightāa deep, glossy black against the porcelain warmth of Sinās skin. "You got this one when?" he repeated, voice rougher than heād intended. His thumb traced the curve of the first character, following the dip of Sinās hipbone like a pilgrim tracing sacred script.
Sin shuddered under his touch. "Three weeks after the wrist one," he murmured, gaze flickering away. "IāI went alone." His voice cracked on the last word, and Hoseokās stomach twisted. He could picture it too clearlyāSin in some back-alley studio, biting his lip bloody as the needle carved their name into his skin, too scared to tell anyone. Too scared to be seen.
"Alone," Hoseok echoed, fingers tightening on Sinās hip. The thought of Sin walking into a tattoo parlor by himselfāsmall and doll-like with his cerulean eyes and messy white hairāsent a surge of protectiveness through him. "You shouldāve told me. I wouldāve gone with you."
Sinās pink lips parted, then pressed together. "You were busy," he whispered. "And I⦠I needed to do it myself." His fingers crept up to brush Hoseokās wristāhesitant, like he wasnāt sure he was allowed to touch. "I wanted to prove I could."
Hoseok's breath hitched as his fingers traced the edge of Sin's shirt, revealing more of the tattoo inch by inch. The hangul characters curved with Sin's waist, the ink still slightly raisedāfresh enough that Hoseok could almost feel the ghost of the needle's sting. "Three weeks after," he murmured, thumb pressing into the soft skin just above the tattoo. "You went alone because you thought I was busy?" His voice cracked, not with anger, but with something deeper, something raw.
Sin's eyelashes fluttered, his cerulean eyes glistening under the dorm's dim lighting. "I didn't want to bother you," he admitted, voice so small it nearly dissolved into the hum of Jimin's forgotten playlist. His fingers twitched against Hoseok's wrist, hesitant, as if he were afraid his touch would be unwelcome.
"You're never a bother," Hoseok said fiercely, catching Sin's hand and pressing it against his own chest, right over his heartbeat. "Feel that? That's yours. Youā" He swallowed hard, his free hand sliding up to cradle Sin's jaw. "You carved my name into your skin, Sin-ah. You think I wouldn't have dropped everything to hold your hand while you did it?"
Sin's breath shuddered out of him, his pink lips trembling. "I was scared," he whispered. "Scared you'd think it was⦠too much."
Hoseokās breath caught in his throat as he took in the full expanse of Sinās devotionāinked into his skin like a love letter written in permanent ink. The ā7ā on his wrist, the hangul on his waist, his name on Sinās collarboneāeach one a silent confession Sin had been too afraid to voice aloud. His thumb lingered over the tattoo of his name, tracing the strokes with a reverence that made Sin shiver. "You were scared," Hoseok murmured, voice thick with emotion. "But you did it anyway."
PARK JIMIN
"Hyung, can youā" Sin's voice cut off with a soft gasp as Jimin's fingers accidentally caught the collar of his oversized shirt, tugging it sideways just enough to expose the delicate skin near his collarbone. The practice room's fluorescent lights glinted off something dark and inked, and Jimin froze mid-movement, his playful grin slipping.
Sin scrambled backward like a startled rabbit, nearly tripping over his own feet. His cerulean eyes widened, panicked, as he clutched the fabric back into place with trembling fingers. Jimin could only stare at the spot where the tattoo had beenāwhere his name had been etched permanently into Sin's skin in elegant Hangul. His pulse roared in his ears, loud enough that he barely registered Hoseok's distant laughter from across the room.
"I didnātā" Sin's voice was barely above a whisper, his cheeks flushing pink. He looked like he wanted to vanish into the floorboards, his doll-like features crumpling under the weight of exposure. Jimin's mouth opened, then closed, words failing him for the first time in years.
Yoongi, who had been half-asleep against the mirrored wall, cracked one eye open. "Whatās the crisis?" he drawled, but his gaze sharpened when he caught the tension between them. Sin ducked his head further, his white messy hair falling into his eyes like a shield.
Jiminās fingers hovered in the air where Sinās collar had been, his mind scrambling to reconcile the sight of his own name inked so intimately onto Sinās skin. The practice roomās usual warmth suddenly felt stifling, the mirrors reflecting back his stunned expression a dozen times over. Sinās breathing was shallow, uneven, as if heād been caught in something far more scandalous than a tattooābut then again, maybe he had.
āJimin-ah,ā Yoongi said slowly, pushing himself off the wall with deliberate calm. His voice cut through the thick silence like a blade, though his eyes flicked to Sin with something unreadable. āYou two good?ā
Sin shook his head violently, his cerulean eyes glistening with unshed tears. āIāI didnāt mean for anyone to see,ā he stammered, clutching his shirt tighter. The admission hung between them, fragile as glass.
Jiminās throat worked. Heād seen tattoos beforeāhell, he had his ownābut this wasnāt just ink. This was his name. On Sinās collarbone, where it would press against his own skin every time theyā
Jiminās fingers twitched at his sides, still warm from where theyād brushed Sinās collar. The air between them crackled with something electric, something too much, and Sinās pink lips trembled like he was holding back wordsāor maybe a sob. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting sharp shadows across Sinās porcelain skin, and for a heartbeat, Jimin wondered if heād imagined it. But noāthe curve of his name was still there, pressed into Sinās collarbone like a secret too tender to say aloud.
āJimin-ah,ā Yoongi repeated, firmer this time, and Jimin blinked hard, dragging his gaze away from Sinās flushed face. The practice room felt smaller suddenly, the mirrors reflecting too many versions of Sinās hunched shoulders, too many versions of Jiminās stunned silence.
Sinās breath hitched when Jimin finally stepped forward, closing the distance between them in two strides. His cerulean eyes flicked up, wide and wet, and Jiminās chest ached. Without thinking, he reached out, thumb brushing the beauty mark under Sinās left eyeāa habit, a reassurance. āYou got my name,ā Jimin murmured, voice rough. It wasnāt a question.
Sin swallowed, his Adamās apple bobbing. āIāyes.ā His whisper was so quiet Jimin almost missed it. āAndāand the others too. Here.ā He lifted his left wrist slowly, as if expecting rejection, and pushed back the cuff of his sleeve. The number 7 stared back at them, black ink stark against his pale skin, identical to the ones Jimin had'
Jiminās fingers hovered over Sinās wrist, tracing the 7 without touching itāas if the ink might burn him. His mind spun with the implications, the sheer weight of it. A matching tattoo. His name. BTS etched into Sinās waist like a vow. Heād known Sin was soft for him, had felt it in the way Sinās hands lingered when they hugged, in the way his laughter pitched higher when Jimin teased him. But thisāthis was permanence.
Sinās voice was barely audible. āIāI wanted all of you with me,ā he admitted, his cerulean eyes darting away as if ashamed. āAlways.ā The word hung between them, fragile and weighty, and Jiminās chest tightened. Heād joked before about Sinās soft heart, about the way he blushed at the slightest praise, but thisāthis was beyond words.
Yoongi cleared his throat pointedly, breaking the spell. āWeāre gonna need a minute,ā Jimin said without looking away from Sin, his voice steadier than he felt. Sinās pink lips parted in surprise, but Jimin was already curling a protective hand around his wrist, tugging him toward the practice roomās exit. The hallway outside was dimly lit, the distant hum of Seoulās traffic filtering through the windows. Sin shivered when Jimin backed him against the wall, caging him in with both hands braced on either side of his head.
āYou got my name,ā Jimin repeated, softer now, thumb brushing the edge of Sinās collar where the tattoo hid beneath fabric. Sinās breath hitched, his eyelashes fluttering. āWhy?ā
Sinās lower lip trembled as Jiminās thumb traced the hidden edge of his tattoo through the fabric, his cerulean eyes shimmering with vulnerability. The hallwayās dim lighting carved shadows under his lashes, making him look even more doll-likeābreakable. Jiminās chest tightened at the sight, but he didnāt pull away. āYou know why,ā Sin whispered, so quiet it was almost lost in the hum of the buildingās air conditioning. His fingers twitched at his sides, as if fighting the urge to cover the ink again. āYou have to know.ā
Jimin exhaled sharply, his breath stirring Sinās messy white bangs. He did knowāhad seen it in the way Sinās gaze lingered on him during late-night rehearsals, in the way his laughter hitched when Jimin slung an arm around his shoulders. But knowing and seeing were different. Seeing his name etched into Sinās skin, permanent, was like staring directly into the sun. āYou couldāve told me,ā Jimin murmured, sliding his hand down to cradle Sinās jaw. His thumb brushed the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, a familiar anchor. āInstead of hiding it.ā
Sinās breath stuttered. āI was scared,ā he admitted, his voice cracking. āWhat ifāwhat if you thought it was too much?ā His fingers curled into the fabric of Jiminās sleeve, gripping like he was afraid Jimin might vanish. āWhat if you laughed?ā The last word came out ragged, and Jiminās stomach twisted. Heād teased Sin beforeāplayfully, always playfullyābut the idea that Sin had carried this fear, this devotion, in silenceā
Jimin didnāt let him finish. He pressed forward, closing the remaining space between them, and kissed him. Sin made a soft, startled noise against his lips, but then his hands were clutching at Jiminās waist, pulling him closer. The kiss was messy, urgentāall teeth and desperation, as if they could fuse the unspoken words between them through touch alone. When Jimin finally pulled back, Sinās lips were redder than before, his pupils blown wide. āIām not laughing,ā Jimin said roughly, thumb swiping over Sinās bottom lip. āIām not.ā
KIM TAEHYUNG
The first thing Taehyung noticed was the way Sin flinched when the sleeve of his oversized sweater slid up just a little too far. It was a blink-and-youād-miss-it reaction, the kind Taehyung only caught because heād spent the last six months memorizing every micro-expression on that face.
"Hyung," Sin said, voice suddenly small as he tugged the fabric back down, but it was too late. Taehyung had already seen itāthe delicate black "7" inked into the pale skin of Sinās left wrist, identical to the ones he and the other members had gotten years ago.
"Since when?" Taehyung asked, fingers curling around Sinās wrist before he could stop himself. The sweater sleeve fell back again, revealing the tattoo fully. His thumb brushed over it lightly, feeling the slight raised texture of healed skin.
Sinās cheeks flushed pink, but he didnāt pull away. "A year," he admitted, biting his lower lip. "I got itāafter I met all of you."
Taehyungās grip on Sinās wrist loosened, but he didnāt let go. His thumb traced the edges of the "7" again, slower this time, as if committing the shape to memory all over. "A year," he repeated, voice low and wondering. His gaze flicked up to meet Sinās, searching for somethingāconfirmation, maybe, or the answer to a question he hadnāt asked yet. Sinās cerulean eyes held steady, but there was a flicker of vulnerability there, like he was bracing himself.
Then Taehyungās fingers drifted higher, brushing against the collar of Sinās sweater. The fabric was loose, slipping easily to the side when he tugged gently. Sin inhaled sharply but didnāt stop him. And there it wasāhis own name, in delicate Hangul script, etched just above Sinās collarbone. Taehyungās breath caught.
"Youā" His voice cracked. He swallowed, tried again. "You got my name?"
Sinās fingers twisted in the hem of his own sweater, knuckles whitening. "I wantedā" He stopped, exhaled shakily. "I wanted you close, even when you werenāt." The confession came out barely above a whisper, raw and unguarded.
Taehyungās fingers trembled where they rested against Sinās collarbone, tracing the lines of his own name like a blind man reading braille. The silence between them stretched thin, taut with something unspoken. Then, without warning, Taehyung hooked a finger under the hem of Sinās sweater and tugged upward. Sin gasped, scrambling to catch the fabric before it revealed too much, but Taehyung was fasterāhis other hand splayed across the smooth plane of Sinās waist, fingers brushing the edge of another tattoo.
Hangul. Three letters. BTS.
Sin went perfectly still.
Taehyung exhaled sharply through his nose, gaze flicking between the tattoos as if assembling a puzzle. The "7" for their bond. His name forāwhatever this was between them. And now this, the groupās name inked where only the most intimate would see it. His throat worked around words that wouldnāt come.
Taehyung's fingers lingered on the Hangul letters, the pads of his thumbs pressing lightly into the skin just beneath the ink. Sin hadnāt moved, hadnāt breathedālike a deer caught in headlights, cerulean eyes wide and shimmering with something between panic and surrender. The silence between them was thick enough to choke on, but Taehyung didnāt rush to fill it. Instead, he let his hands speak first, sliding up Sinās waist slowly, pushing the fabric higher until the full tattoo was exposed. The sweater crumpled in his grip, forgotten.
"Youāre ridiculous," Taehyung murmured, but his voice was all fondness, no bite. He ducked his head, pressing his lips to the "BTS" inked into Sinās skināa kiss so soft it couldāve been mistaken for a breath. Sin shuddered under him, fingers finally unclenching from the hem of his sweater to tangle in Taehyungās hair instead. "A year," Taehyung repeated against his skin, lips moving with the words. "Youāve been hiding these from me for a year?"
Sinās laugh was breathless, shaky. "Would you have let me get them if Iād asked?"
Taehyung pulled back just enough to glare up at him, but the effect was ruined by the way his thumbs were still tracing the edges of the tattoos, reverent. "No," he admitted. "I wouldāve told you it was stupid. That you didnāt need to brand yourself for usāfor me."
Sin's fingers tightened in Taehyung's hair as he exhaled sharply, the sensation sending a shiver down Taehyung's spine. "But I wanted to," Sin murmured, voice barely audible. "Even if it was stupid. Even if you would've said no." His thumb brushed the shell of Taehyung's ear, hesitant. "I wantedāsomething permanent. Proof that I belonged to you. To all of you."
Taehyung's breath hitched. He pressed his forehead against Sin's collarbone, right over his own name, and let out a shaky laugh. "You idiot," he whispered, but his voice was thick with affection. "You absolute, ridiculous idiot." His hands slid up Sin's waist, fingers splaying over the tattooed letters as if trying to absorb them through touch alone. "You didn't need ink for that. You've always been ours."
Sin's pulse fluttered under Taehyung's lips when he pressed another kiss to the tattoo, this one firmer, lingering. The sweater was bunched awkwardly around Sin's ribs now, half-forgotten in the tangle of limbs and whispered confessions. Taehyung could feel the heat radiating off Sin's skin, could trace the faint tremor running through him as Taehyung's fingers traced lower, following the curve of his waist.
"You're not mad?" Sin asked, voice small. Taehyung lifted his head just enough to catch the uncertainty in those cerulean eyes, the way Sin's teeth worried at his lower lip.
Taehyung's fingers stilled against Sin's waist, the pads of his thumbs pressing just beneath the last stroke of the Hangul tattoo. He exhaled sharply through his noseāhalf laugh, half exasperationābefore tilting his head up to meet Sin's gaze. "Mad?" he echoed, voice rough. The corner of his mouth twitched. "I should be. You got permanent ink without telling me. My name, Sin. That'sā" He cut himself off, shaking his head. His fingers flexed against Sin's skin, warm and familiar. "That's the kind of thing people do when they're in love."
Sin's breath hitched audibly. His fingers, still tangled in Taehyung's hair, trembled slightly.
Taehyung watched the pink bloom across Sin's cheeks, the way his eyelashes fluttered like he wanted to look away but couldn't. "You're blushing," Taehyung pointed out, amused. He leaned in, close enough that his lips brushed Sin's ear. "You got my name tattooed on your skin and now you're shy?"
Sin made a small, wounded noise, his grip tightening in Taehyung's hair. "Hyung," he whined, but Taehyung only grinned, pressing a teasing kiss to the beauty mark beneath Sin's eye before pulling back just enough to see his face properly.
Taehyung's grin softened into something tender as Sin squirmed under his scrutiny, cerulean eyes darting away only to flicker back like he couldn't bear not looking at him either. The sweater was still rucked up around Sin's ribs, exposing the smooth plane of his waist where the Hangul tattoo stood stark against his pale skin. Taehyung dragged his thumb over it again, slower this time, watching the way Sin's breath stuttered in response. "You're really something else," he murmured, voice warm with disbelief. "Getting my name where no one else would see it. That'sā" He huffed a laugh, shaking his head. "That's almost romantic, you know."
Sin's blush deepened, his fingers loosening in Taehyung's hair to instead press against his own collarbone, right over Taehyung's name. "I didn'tāI mean, it wasn't just that," he stammered, eyes dropping to where Taehyung's fingers still traced the letters on his waist. "I wantedā" He swallowed hard, the words sticking in his throat. Taehyung waited, patient, letting the silence stretch until Sin exhaled sharply and looked up, cerulean eyes glinting with sudden determination. "I wanted to carry you with me. All of you. Even when I couldn't be with you."
Taehyung's breath caught. He'd known, of courseāknown from the moment he'd seen that first tattoo, that delicate "7" inked into Sin's wristābut hearing it laid bare like this, raw and unfiltered, sent something hot and possessive curling through his chest. His grip on Sin's waist tightened reflexively, pulling him closer until their foreheads bumped together. "You are with us," he said, voice rough. "You have been. You didn't needā" He gestured vaguely at the tattoos, at his own name etched into Sin's skin. "āthis for that."
Sin's lips trembled into a smile, small and shy. "I know,"
Sin's cheeks flushed pink as he curled his wrist inward, but it was too late. Jungkook had already seen itāa small, neat '7' in delicate script, identical to the ones his own bandmates wore. His breath hitched. That wasn't just some random number. That was their number.
"Youā" Jungkook started, then stopped, because Sin was staring at him like a deer caught in headlights, lips parted like he was about to explain or maybe bolt. The collar of his oversized shirt had slipped slightly too, revealing the barest edge of another tattoo, something longer, something that looked suspiciously likeā
Jungkook's brain short-circuited. He reached out without thinking, thumb hooking gently into the neckline of Sin's shirt to tug it down just enough. There, in clean Hangul, was his own name.
Sin made a tiny, strangled noise and pressed both hands over the exposed tattoo, as if he could somehow hide it retroactively. His ears were burning red, lashes fluttering like he couldnāt decide whether to meet Jungkookās gaze or stare at the table. "IāI can explain," he whispered, but his voice was so thin it barely carried.
Jungkook exhaled sharply, dropping his hand. His thoughts were a riotācuriosity, disbelief, a hot, curling something in his chest he didnāt dare name yet. "You got my name tattooed on you," he said slowly, not quite a question.
Sin nodded once, then, after a beat, shook his head frantically. "Itās notānot just yours! Look." He tugged his sleeve up properly this time, revealing the delicate '7' again, then hesitantly lifted the hem of his shirt just enough to expose the Hangul characters for 'BTS' along his waist. His breathing was uneven, fingers trembling where they clutched the fabric. "I got them⦠after the concert. The one where you pulled me on stage."
"You got my name tattooed on you," Jungkook repeated, softer this time, and something in his chest cracked open when Sinās eyes finally flicked up to meet hisāwide, cerulean, and wet with unshed tears.
Sin exhaled shakily, fingers tightening around his own sleeve. "IāI know itās stupid. But when you pulled me up during āEuphoria,ā and Iā" He broke off, throat working as he swallowed. "You looked at me like I mattered. Like I was part of it. Part of you."
Jungkookās breath stuttered. He remembered that nightāthe way Sinās small frame had practically vibrated under his hands when heād hoisted him onto the stage, how the stadium lights had caught in his white hair like a halo. How heād mouthed every lyric to Jungkookās verse like a prayer.
Jungkook's breath caught in his throat as Sin's confession hung between them, fragile as the steam curling from their abandoned coffees. His fingers twitchedāpart of him wanted to reach out, to trace the lines of his own name etched into Sin's skin like a claim, but another part was paralyzed by the sheer weight of what it meant. This wasn't just ink. This was devotion, laid bare in a way that left him dizzy.
"Youā" Jungkook started, then stopped, because words felt too small for this. Instead, he slid his hand forward slowly, giving Sin every chance to pull away, but the boy only trembled when Jungkook's fingertips grazed the tattoo on his collarbone. The Hangul characters were raised slightly under his touch, the skin there warmer than the rest, as if Sin's body had memorized the shape of Jungkook's name and kept it close.
Sin let out a shaky exhale, his cerulean eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "I thought you'd laugh," he admitted, voice barely above a whisper. "Orāor think I was some crazy fan whoā"
Jungkook didn't let him finish. He leaned in, pressing his forehead against Sin's, their noses brushing. "Crazy," he murmured, "but not a fan." His thumb swept over the tattoo once more, possessive and tender. "You're mine."
"You reallyā¦" Jungkookās voice was rough, thumb pressing just slightly harder into the ink. "You really put me under your skin."
Sinās lips parted, but no sound came outāonly a soft, shuddering inhale. His fingers twitched where they lay curled against the table, nails digging faint crescents into his palms. The confession was already out, but the weight of it still pressed between them, heavy and sweet.
Jungkook exhaled through his nose, slow, measured, before suddenly shifting his grip. His hand slid up to cradle the back of Sinās neck, fingers tangling in the soft strands of white hair at his nape. He tugged him forward, just enough to feel the warmth of Sinās breath against his mouth. "Show me the others," he murmured. "Properly."
"Here?" Sin whispered, voice trembling as Jungkookās thumb traced the āBTSā tattoo along his waist. The touch was feather-light, but it burnedāevery brush of Jungkookās fingertips sent sparks skittering up his spine.
Jungkook exhaled sharply, his other hand still gripping Sinās nape like he was afraid heād vanish if he let go. "You got all of us," he murmured, thumb sweeping over the Hangul characters. "But mineā" His voice cracked, gaze flicking back to Sinās collarbone. "Mine is where everyone can see it."
Sin swallowed hard, his pulse rabbiting under Jungkookās palm. "I wantedā" He bit his lip, the words tangling in his throat. The truth was too big, too raw: I wanted you to know youāre the one Iād never hide.
Jungkookās grip on Sinās nape tightened, his breath ragged against the shell of Sinās ear. "You wanted," he echoed, voice low and rough, pressing the unspoken words back into Sinās mouth like a challenge. His fingers trailed down from Sinās hair to trace the edge of his jaw, tilting his face up until their eyes metāSinās wide and glistening, Jungkookās dark with something feverish. "You wanted me to see. To know."
Sin whimpered, the sound barely audible, but Jungkook caught itācaught the way his pink lips trembled, the way his lashes fluttered shut for a heartbeat too long. His thumb brushed over Sinās beauty mark, the one beneath his left eye, as if memorizing its placement. "Look at me," Jungkook murmured, and Sin obeyed instantly, cerulean irises swimming with vulnerability.
Sinās breath hitched when Jungkookās fingers curled possessively against his hip, tugging him closer until their knees knocked under the table. "I didnātāI didnāt think youād ever see them," he admitted, voice trembling. The admission was raw, unfilteredāa confession wrapped in shyness. "They were just⦠for me. To carry you with me. Always."
The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead like sleepy insects as Sin pushed open the glass door of the convenience store, the chime announcing her arrival to absolutely no one. The cashier, an older man with tired eyes buried in a magazine, didnāt even glance up. Her sneakers squeaked against the linoleum as she wandered down the aisle, scanning shelves of neon-bright snacks she couldnāt read the labels of. Jet lag hummed under her skin, but she wasnāt tiredānot after the concert. Not after him.
She lingered by the refrigerated drinks, fogged glass obscuring rows of colorful bottles, and hesitated before grabbing a peach tea. The cold seeped into her fingertips. Maybe caffeine wasnāt the best idea, but her heart was still racing from the sheer energy of the arena, the way the crowd had screamed when Min Yoongi stepped into the spotlightā
"Ah, fuck."
The voice came from the next aisle over, low and rough-edged, followed by the clatter of something hitting the floor. Sin froze. She knew that voice. She knew it. Swallowing hard, she peeked around the corner.
There he wasāMin Yoongi, crouched on the scuffed linoleum, scooping up a scattered handful of instant ramen cups like he was trying to reassemble some fragile artifact. His black cap was pulled low, but the sharp angle of his jaw was unmistakable, the silver gleam of his earrings catching the fluorescent light when he turned his head slightly. Sinās fingers tightened around the peach tea bottle, condensation dripping onto her wrist. She didnāt breathe.
He straightened suddenly, shoving the ramen cups back onto the shelf with a frustrated grunt, and thenāhe saw her. His dark eyes flicked up, widening just a fraction before his expression smoothed into something carefully neutral. But Sin wasnāt stupid; she saw the way his fingers twitched at his side, the subtle shift of his weight like he was debating whether to bolt.
āYou,ā he said finally, voice low. Not a question.
Sinās lips parted, but nothing came out. Her heart hammered against her ribs so hard she was half-convinced he could hear it. The convenience store hummed around them, the refrigerators buzzing, the cashier flipping a page of his magazine with a dry rustle. She should say something. Anything. But all she could think was I screamed your name so loud tonight I lost my voice and your hands look even prettier up close and oh my god Iām wearing socks with your face on them.
Sin's fingers twitched around the peach tea bottle, condensation dripping onto the linoleum between them like a tiny, nervous confession. The silence stretched, taut and fragile, until Yoongi exhaled through his nose and rubbed the back of his neck. "You gonna say something," he muttered, "or just stare?"
The words jolted her into motion. She bowed so fast her hair whipped forward, nearly smacking her own knees. "IāI'm sorry!" The apology came out muffled against her thighs, too loud for the quiet store. "I didnāt mean toāI justāyouāreā" Her voice cracked. Perfect, she didnāt say. Everything.
When she dared to straighten, Yoongi was watching her with an unreadable expression, one hand still hovering near the ramen shelf. His fingersālong, pale, the knuckles slightly prominentātapped once, twice. "You were at the concert," he said finally. Not a guess.
Sin nodded so hard her vision blurred. "Row seven. Seat twenty-two." The numbers tumbled out before she could stop them, as if her brain had decided this was the critical information he needed. "IāI waved. You didnāt see me. Obviously. There were thousands of people, andā"
Yoongi exhaledāa slow, measured thingāand his shoulders dropped slightly, like he'd been holding his breath without realizing. "Yeah," he said, voice softer now, almost amused. "There were a lot of people." His fingers twitched toward the ramen shelf again, then stopped, as if he'd remembered something. "You shouldn't be out this late," he added abruptly, eyebrows knitting together. "It'sāwhat, three in the morning?"
Sin blinked. The absurdity of Min Yoongi lecturing her about being out late after he'd just performed for three hours straight hit her like a delayed punchline. A tiny, incredulous laugh escaped her before she could swallow it. "IāI could say the same to you," she blurted, then immediately wanted to melt into the floor. Her hands flew to her mouth. "Oh my god, I'm sorry, that was so rudeā"
But Yoongi snorted. Actually snorted, the sound rough and unexpected, and something in Sin's chest unclenched. "Fair," he admitted, rubbing his temple with two fingers. "But I'mā" He hesitated, like he was debating how much to say. "Used to it. You'reā¦" His eyes flicked over herānot critically, just noticingāthe oversized hoodie swallowing her frame, the way she clutched the peach tea like a lifeline. "ā¦Not."
Sin bit her lip. She wanted to argueāI've stayed up waiting for your VLives to start, I pulled all-nighters streaming your album, Iāābut the words tangled in her throat. Instead, she nodded faintly. "I just⦠couldn't sleep. After the concert." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "It was too loud in my head."
Yoongi stared at her for a beat longer than necessary, his dark eyes flickering with something she couldnāt nameāamusement? Curiosity?ābefore he exhaled sharply through his nose and reached past her for a bottle of water. His sleeve brushed her elbow, a fleeting touch that sent a jolt up her arm. "Too loud in your head," he repeated, voice low, as if testing the weight of the words. "Yeah. I get that." He unscrewed the cap with a crisp snick and took a long swig, his throat working as he swallowed. When he lowered the bottle, his lips were slightly damp. "Youāre not⦠waiting outside the hotel or anything, are you?"
Sinās eyes widened. "No! God, no," she blurted, shaking her head so vigorously her white hair whipped against her cheeks. "I wouldnātāI hate when people do that. Itās creepy." The words tumbled out in a rush, her cheeks heating. "I just⦠wanted a snack. And to walk. To⦠process." She gestured vaguely at the store around them, as if the fluorescent-lit aisles held the answers to her inability to articulate why sheād wandered in here at 3 AM, still vibrating with concert adrenaline.
Yoongi studied her for a moment, then nodded once, decisive. "Good." He capped his water and tucked it under his arm. "You want that?" He nodded at the peach tea still clutched in her white-knuckled grip.
Sin blinked down at it, as if sheād forgotten she was holding it. "Oh. Yeah."
The cashier finally glanced up when Yoongi dropped his armful of snacks onto the counter with a dull thudāthree bottles of water, a family-sized bag of shrimp chips, and a single, sad-looking banana. Sin hovered half a step behind him, clutching her peach tea like it might float away if she loosened her grip. The cashierās eyes flicked between them, lingering on Yoongiās cap-shrouded face just a second too long before ringing them up without comment.
āYou gonna pay for that?ā Yoongi nodded at Sinās drink as he pulled out his wallet. His tone was flat, but there was a faint curve to his mouth that made her stomach flip.
āOhāyes! Of course.ā She fumbled for her own wallet, fingers clumsy with nerves, and nearly dropped it when Yoongi waved her off.
āI got it.ā He slid a few bills across the counter before she could protest, then grabbed the plastic bag with one hand and pushed the door open with the other. The night air hit them like a damp curtaināthick with humidity and the distant murmur of Tokyo never quite sleeping. Sin hesitated on the threshold, suddenly hyperaware of how surreal this was: Min Yoongi was holding a convenience store door open for her.
Sin hovered in the doorway, the humid night air sticking to her skin as Yoongi adjusted his cap with his free hand. The plastic bag dangled from his fingers, the shrimp chips crinkling softlyāan absurdly domestic sound for someone whose face was plastered on her phone case.
"You live nearby?" he asked abruptly, glancing down the empty street. The neon sign of a love hotel flickered pink three blocks away, casting uneven shadows across his sharp cheekbones.
Sin's throat tightened. "Aāa few streets over. The Sakura Inn." She pointed vaguely left, then immediately regretted it. Why did I just tell him where I'm staying?
Yoongi hummed, shifting the bag to his other hand. "That'sā¦" He squinted down the dimly lit alley. "Not the best area for a midnight stroll."
Sin's fingers twitched against the peach tea bottle, condensation pooling in the hollow of her palm like spilled secrets. The alley stretched before them, uneven pavement glistening under sporadic streetlightsāa tunnel of shadows and neon reflections from distant signs. She'd walked it earlier without thinking, adrenaline still thrumming through her veins after the concert. Now, with Yoongi standing beside her, the darkness felt heavier, the silence between them thick with unasked questions.
Yoongi shifted his weight, the plastic bag rustling as he turned slightly toward her. "You know," he said, voice low, "I could walk you back." The words came out flat, almost practical, but there was something underneathāa hesitation, like he'd debated whether to say it at all. His free hand dipped into his pocket, fingers curling around something unseen. "If you want."
Sin's breath caught. The rational part of her screamed that this was a terrible ideaāthat idols didn't escort fans home at 3 AM, that security would have a collective aneurysm if they knewābut the rest of her was already nodding. "O-okay," she breathed, then immediately bit her lip. "I mean, only if it's notāif you're notā"
"Annoyed?" Yoongi finished dryly, one eyebrow lifting. "You're asking now?" But there was no real bite to it, just that faint curve at the corner of his mouth again. He jerked his chin toward the alley. "Come on. Before someone recognizes me and we both regret this."
Sinās socked feetāthe ones with Yoongiās face printed on themāmade almost no sound against the pavement as they stepped into the alley. The neon glow from the convenience store faded behind them, replaced by the sporadic pulse of distant streetlights. She clutched the peach tea like a lifeline, the condensation soaking into her sleeve. Beside her, Yoongi walked with his shoulders hunched slightly, as if trying to fold himself into something less recognizable. His sneakers scuffed against the pavement with a quiet rhythm that matched the hammering of Sinās heart.
"Youāre not," Yoongi began, then stopped, rubbing his temple. "Youāre not gonna faint or anything, are you?" He glanced sideways at her, his dark eyes catching a sliver of light from a passing car. "Had a fan pass out once. Scared the shit out of me."
Sin shook her head so fast her vision blurred. "No! No, Iāmā" Her voice cracked. "Iām fine." She wasnāt fine. She was walking down an alley in Tokyo at 3 AM with Min Yoongi. Her brain short-circuited again, replaying the moment his sleeve had brushed her elbow in the store like a broken record.
Yoongi exhaled through his nose, a sound caught between amusement and exasperation. "You donāt sound fine." He adjusted the plastic bag in his grip, the shrimp chips rustling like a private joke. "Breathe, kid. Iām not gonna bite."
The alley smelled of damp pavement and distant exhaust, the kind of quiet urban musk that only existed in the hours when the city exhaled between its pulse points. Sin kept her gaze fixed on the uneven cobblestones, counting the cracks to stop herself from staring at Yoongiās profileāthe sharp slope of his nose, the way his silver earrings caught stray light when he turned his head.
āKid,ā Yoongi said suddenly, stopping beneath a flickering streetlamp. The plastic bag swung from his fingers as he turned to face her fully. āLook at me.ā When she didnāt move, he sighed and tugged his cap lower. āIām not gonna vanish if you blink.ā
Sin forced her chin up, her cerulean eyes wide. Up close, exhaustion clung to him in ways the stage lights had maskedāthe faint purple smudges under his eyes, the way his shoulders slumped when he thought no one was looking. She swallowed. āYouāre taller than I thought.ā The words slipped out before she could cage them.
Yoongi blinked. Thenāslowly, like sunrise over a cautious horizonāhe grinned. It transformed his face entirely, carving dimples into his cheeks. āAnd youāre braver than most,ā he said, nodding at her death grip on the peach tea. āThat thingās gonna explode if you squeeze it any harder.ā
The peach tea did, in fact, explodeānot from pressure, but from sheer cosmic irony when Sin jerked her hand in surprise at Yoongiās comment. A sticky arc of peach-flavored liquid splattered across the alley pavement, narrowly missing Yoongiās sneakers. They both stared at the mess for a beat too long, the silence stretching until Sinās mortified whimper broke it. āIāIām so sorry, Iāllāā She floundered for nonexistent napkins in her empty pockets.
Yoongi sighedālong-suffering, theatricalāand crouched to retrieve the half-empty bottle rolling toward a drain. āRelax,ā he muttered, twisting the cap back on with a practiced flick of his wrist. āItās just sugar water.ā When he straightened, he held the bottle out to her between two fingers like a peace offering, his other hand still clutching the shrimp chips. The streetlight caught the amusement in his eyes, glinting silver. āYouāre lucky it wasnāt the ramen. I wouldāve cried.ā
Sinās nervous giggle bubbled up before she could stop it, high-pitched and bordering on hysterical. The sound seemed to startle Yoongi more than the exploding drink; his eyebrows shot up, and for a split second, his carefully constructed idol-in-disguise facade cracked. He lookedāyounger. Softer. Like the boy whoād once tweeted about missing his momās kimchi stew.
The moment shattered when a distant car horn blared. Yoongiās posture snapped back into guarded lines, his head whipping toward the sound. Sin saw it thenāthe way his fingers flexed around the plastic bag, the tension in his jaw. He wasnāt just tired. He was paranoid. The realization hit her like a punch to the ribs: Min Yoongi, global superstar, was walking her home at 3 AM like some sleep-deprived guardian angel, and the weight of that risk settled heavy between them.
The alley curved sharply left, revealing a dimly lit shrine wedged between two apartment buildingsāa sliver of old Tokyo stubbornly surviving the neon encroachment. Yoongi paused beneath the torii gateās shadow, his sneakers scuffing against moss-slick stones. "You believe in this stuff?" he asked abruptly, nodding at the weathered fox statues guarding the shrine steps. His voice was softer now, the edges worn down by exhaustion or the late hour.
Sin hesitated, her socked toes curling against cold pavement. "IāI leave coins sometimes," she admitted. The confession felt absurdly intimateālike admitting she still checked under her bed for monsters at nineteen. "For luck. Before exams." She didnāt add that sheād left 500 yen earlier that day, whispering a prayer for Yoongiās vocal cords.
Yoongi snorted, but it lacked bite. He dug into his hoodie pocket and produced a 100-yen coin, rolling it across his knuckles with practiced ease. "Here." He flipped it toward her. Sin fumbled the catch, the coin clattering to the ground between them. Yoongi didnāt laugh. Just crouched to retrieve it, his silver earrings glinting as he pressed it into her palmāfingers lingering half a second too long. "Make it two-for-one," he muttered. His breath smelled faintly of mint gum and exhaustion.
The shrineās wind chime tinkled overhead as Sin clutched the coin, its metal edge biting into her palm. Yoongi had already turned away, his hoodie swallowing the dim light as he stepped past the fox statues. She stared at his retreating backāthe slope of his shoulders, the way his silver earrings caught stray gleamsāand wondered if this was how Persephone felt when Hades offered her pomegranate seeds. A threshold moment.
She scrambled after him, her socked feet nearly slipping on moss-slick stones. āWaitāā The word tumbled out before she could cage it. Yoongi paused mid-step, his silhouette haloed by a flickering streetlight. Sinās throat tightened. āI didnāt⦠thank you.ā She held up the peach teaās mangled corpse like a pathetic peace offering. āFor the drink. Andāand walking me.ā
Yoongi turned just enough to eye her over his shoulder. His expression was unreadable in the shadows, but his voice, when it came, was softer than she expected. āKid, youāre thanking me for spilled sugar water?ā A beat. Then, almost grudgingly: āWeirdest fan encounter Iāve had all week.ā
Sinās cheeks burned. She opened her mouthāto apologize? To argue?ābut Yoongi was already moving, his sneakers scuffing against pavement as he jerked his chin toward the next alley. āSakura Innās that way, right?ā He didnāt wait for confirmation, just adjusted the plastic bagās weight with a crinkle of shrimp chips.
The Sakura Innās faded pink awning came into view like a mirageātoo ordinary for the surreal night sheād had. Sinās socked feet slowed on the cracked pavement, her grip tightening around the dented peach tea bottle. Yoongi stopped half a step behind her, his sneakers scraping against the curb as he surveyed the building with narrowed eyes. The plastic bag dangled from his fingers, the shrimp chips now ominously silent.
āThis is it?ā he asked, voice roughened by exhaustion. The question wasnāt judgmental, just⦠assessing. Like he was mentally calculating the fire escape routes.
Sin nodded, her white hair catching the dim glow of the innās flickering porch light. āRoom 212,ā she blurted, then immediately wanted to kick herself. Why did I just tell him my room number?
Yoongiās lips quirkedānot quite a smile, but something adjacent. āNot gonna invite me up, are you?ā he deadpanned, shifting the bag to his other hand. The streetlight caught the silver in his earlobe when he turned his head.
Sinās entire face combusted. āN-no! I meanāthatās notāā Her hands flailed, nearly dropping the ruined peach tea again.
Yoongi chuckledāa low, rasping sound that vibrated in the humid air between them. āRelax. Joke.ā He rubbed his temple with two fingers, the motion weary. āBad one, apparently.ā
The silence stretched, thick with the weight of unspoken goodbyes. Sinās fingers twisted around the coin heād given her, its edges biting into her palm. āThank you,ā she said again, softer this time. āFor⦠everything.ā
Yoongi shrugged, the movement casual, but his eyes flicked over her face like he was memorizing something. āDonāt make it weird.ā He adjusted his cap, tugging it lower. āJust⦠get inside safe.ā
Sin nodded, her feet carrying her up the innās creaky steps before her brain could conjure another mortifying farewell. The porch light buzzed overhead, casting long shadows as she fumbled for her keycard. Behind her, she could feel Yoongi lingeringānot moving, not leavingājust there, a silent sentinel in the alleyās mouth.
The keycard reader blinked green. Sin hesitated, her hand on the door. Turn around, she told herself. Say something clever. Something worthy of ending this surreal night. But when she turned, the alley was empty. Just the distant hum of a vending machine, the flicker of a dying neon sign. Yoongi was goneāvanished like a figment of her sleep-deprived imagination.
Her chest tightened. Of course he'd disappear like thatāno fanfare, no lingering goodbye. Just poof, gone between blinks. Sin exhaled through her nose, pressing the dented peach tea bottle to her forehead. The metal door clicked shut behind her with finality, sealing her back into the mundane world where Min Yoongi didn't escort fans home at 3 AM.
Yoongi didnāt go far. Just around the corner, past the flickering vending machine humming its sad electric hymn, where the alley curved into shadow. He leaned against the damp brick wall, the plastic bag of shrimp chips dangling forgotten from his fingers. His pulse thrummed in his throatānot from exertion, but from the sheer absurdity of the last twenty minutes. Heād walked a fan home. Like some kind of sleep-deprived knight-errant. Namjoon would laugh his ass off if he ever found out.
The peach tea girlās face flickered in his memoryāwide cerulean eyes, that nervous stammer, the way sheād clutched that bottle like it was the only thing tethering her to earth. Cute, in a rabbit-startled-by-its-own-shadow way. He rubbed his temple, the exhaustion of the concert settling deep into his bones. Shouldāve just bought the damn ramen and left. But then sheād peeked around that aisle like a ghost of fan culture past, and something in him had⦠hesitated.
A moth battered itself against the streetlight above him, wings frantically tapping out a code he couldnāt decipher. Yoongi watched it, absently rolling the 100-yen coin between his knucklesāthe twin to the one heād given her. Superstition, maybe. Or just habit. He always carried spares.
The coin slipped, clattering to the pavement. Yoongi stared at it, glinting dully in the dim light. Kid probably thinks Iām some kind of cryptid now. Half-idol, half-convenience-store-ghost, materializing to dispense life advice and mediocre drinks. He snorted, bending to retrieve the coin. His knees popped audibly. Fuck, Iām old.
The shrimp chips crinkled accusingly when he shifted the bag. Heād bought too much, again. Old habit from trainee daysāstockpiling snacks like winter was coming. He should head back before security sent out a search party. Or worse, before some paparazzi with a telephoto lens caught him loitering in an alley like a lovesick teenager.
But his feet didnāt move. The innās light was still visible around the corner, a faint pink glow. Room 212, sheād said. Second floor, probably facing this alley. He could see the silhouette of her window from hereādark, curtained. No sudden flurry of tweets from a starstruck fan. Yet.
His phone buzzed. Jungkookās name flashed on the screen, followed by a string of eggplant emojis that needed no translation. Yoongi rolled his eyes, thumbing out a reply: Getting snacks. Donāt wait up. He paused, then added: And wash your damn hands.
The moth finally stilled, wings splayed against the bulb. Yoongi exhaled, tipping his head back against the brick. He should go. Really. But the night air was thick with somethingānot just humidity, but the aftertaste of adrenaline, the unspoken weight of what if hanging between his ribs. It wasnāt every day you met a fan who didnāt scream or cry or ask for a selfie. Who just⦠stared, like she was trying to memorize the shape of his shadow.
The plastic bag rustled as he pushed off the wall. One last glance at the dark windowāthen he turned, footsteps echoing too loud in the empty alley.
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hii Iād like to request where Sin being on Run BTS (him being the eighth member ofc perhaps the latest recent one if youāve seen it!) or Run Jin (spending time together, maybe them looking after the child from ep 13 that he did xd)
SUMMARY : Sin in Run BTS
GENRE : Fluff , hint of smut
PAIRING : OT7 X SIN
A/N : So i change it a little , it's RUN BTS but he episode was them taking care of a child ( RUN JIN ). I can't do the latest one which is posted yesterday because it's too simple and i think taking care of a child is more suitable.
"Do you think ants ever get lost?" Sin asked suddenly, crouching on the sidewalk with his knees pressed together, watching a line of tiny black dots march across the pavement. Namjoon nearly tripped over him, catching himself just in time by grabbing the back of Sin's oversized sweater.
"Only you would worry about ant navigation systems," Namjoon laughed, but he crouched down anyway, his knees popping audibly. Up close, he could see the way Sin's white hair caught the sunlight like spun sugar, the beauty mark under his eye smudged slightly from when he'd rubbed his face sleepily earlier that morning. The ants veered around a pebble, their tiny legs moving in perfect unison.
Sin reached out a finger, hesitating just above the trail. "Theyāre carrying food to their family," he murmured, more to himself than to Namjoon. There was something achingly tender in the way he watched them, his cerulean eyes wide and soft. Namjoon resisted the urge to tug him closerābarelyābecause they were in public, and also because Sin was technically holding a half-eaten ice cream cone that was starting to drip dangerously over his knuckles.
The child from the Run episodeāSoobin, barely six years old with a gap-toothed grināappeared suddenly between them, shoving his own sticky fingers into Namjoon's face. "Hyung, Sin-hyung, look! I found a beetle!" Soobin proudly displayed a confused ladybug crawling across his palm. Sin gasped like it was the rarest treasure in the world, immediately abandoning the ants.
The ladybug took flight just as Soobin squealed, launching himself forwardāright into Namjoon's chest, sticky fingers smearing chocolate across his already wrinkled shirt. Sin made a soft, startled noise, catching Soobin by the back of his overalls before he could faceplant completely. "Careful," Sin chided gently, but his eyes were crinkled with laughter, his pink lips pressed together to hide a smile. Namjoon watched, helplessly endeared, as Sin brushed Soobin's bangs out of his eyes with fingertips still damp from melting ice cream.
"You're both disasters," Namjoon sighed, but his voice came out too warm to sound properly exasperated. He reached out without thinking, thumb swiping at a smear of chocolate on Sin's cheekboneālingering a second too long, the pad of his finger catching on the soft edge of Sin's beauty mark. Sin went very still, his breath hitching audibly. The moment stretched, fragile as a soap bubble, until Soobin wriggled between them like an overexcited puppy. "Hyungs, look, look, it's flying!"
Namjoon let his hand drop, but not before Sin leaned into the touchājust barely, just enough to make Namjoon's pulse stutter.
Later, when Soobin had been corralled into the backseat of Hoseok's car (still chattering about bugs, now with added sound effects), Namjoon found himself alone with Sin by the trunk, pretending to rearrange their bags. The late afternoon sunlight caught in Sin's white hair, turning it translucent at the edges, like spun sugar about to melt.
The trunk latch clicked shut with finality, but Namjoon didn't moveācouldn't, really, with Sin standing so close that the sleeve of his sweater brushed against Namjoon's wrist. Up close, Sin smelled like vanilla and something faintly citrusy, the scent tangled with the late afternoon warmth clinging to his skin. Namjoon's fingers twitched against the car's metal frame, itching to reach out again, to trace the curve of Sin's cheekbone where the chocolate smudge had been.
"Joon-ah," Sin murmured, voice barely above a whisper, like he was afraid of breaking whatever spell had settled between them. His pink lips parted slightly, catching the sunlightāNamjoon's gaze dropped helplessly to the motion, then flicked back up when Sin exhaled a soft, nervous laugh.
Behind them, Soobin's high-pitched giggles spilled from the car window, followed by Hoseok's exaggerated groan about "sticky fingers on my leather seats, yah!" The normalcy of it all should've shattered the moment, but instead, it pressed them closerāSin stepping into Namjoon's space like gravity itself had shifted, drawn by some invisible pull.
Namjoon's hand found Sin's waist without conscious thought, fingertips pressing lightly against the soft fabric of his sweater. He could feel the warmth of Sin's skin beneath, the faint hitch of his breath. "We shouldā" Namjoon started, but then Sin tilted his head up, cerulean eyes wide and trusting, and the rest of the sentence evaporated.
Sin's breath hitched again when Namjoon's fingers curled tighter around his waistāhesitant, like he wasn't entirely sure he was allowed to hold on, but unable to let go. The late afternoon light painted Sin's eyelashes gold, casting delicate shadows over his cheeks. "We should what?" Sin whispered, lips barely moving, and Namjoon realized with a jolt that he'd forgotten how to speak. All he could think about was how Sin's sweater had ridden up slightly under his grip, the bare sliver of skin beneath warm and smooth under his thumb.
A car honked three blocks away, startling them both. Namjoon didn't let go. "We should probably," he tried again, voice rough, "get Soobin home before Hoseok actually murders us for the state of his car." Sin laughed, the sound bright and startled, but his fingers crept up to clutch at Namjoon's sleeve anyway, wrinkling the fabric between his knuckles.
Inside the car, Soobin had escalated from giggles to full-blown dinosaur roars, now half-standing on the seat while Jimin attempted to wrestle him back into his seatbelt. Hoseok's exaggerated wails about "interior destruction!" filtered through the cracked window, but neither of them moved. Sin's pink lips were bitten raw, his eyes darting between Namjoon's mouth and the car like he couldn't decide which was more dangerous.
"Or," Namjoon murmured, leaning down just enough to make Sin's breath stutter, "we could stay right here." His thumb traced idle circles over that exposed strip of Sin's waist, savoring the way Sin shivered despite the summer heat.
Sin's sweater slipped further under Namjoon's grip when he leaned in, revealing another inch of smooth skin above his hipbone. The ladybug Soobin had been chasing earlier chose that exact moment to land on Namjoon's wristāa tiny, bright interruption that made Sin giggle, the sound bubbling up like carbonation in soda. Namjoon watched, utterly charmed, as Sin's laughter softened into something breathless when their eyes met again.
"Or," Sin echoed, voice feather-light, "we could stay." His fingers tightened in Namjoon's sleeve, knuckles pressing against the fabric like he was memorizing the texture. The ladybug took flight again, but neither of them noticed this timeānot when Namjoon was tilting Sin's chin up with his free hand, not when Sin's eyelashes fluttered shut like he'd been waiting for this exact moment all afternoon.
The first brush of their lips was interrupted by a sudden, wet splatāSoobin's abandoned ice cream cone, now fully melted, hitting the pavement between their feet with a tragic finality. Sin gasped against Namjoon's mouth, startled into laughter again, his forehead dropping against Namjoon's shoulder as his entire body shook with barely-contained mirth. "Disaster," Namjoon groaned, but he was laughing too, his arms winding around Sin's waist to pull him flush against his chest. Sin fit there perfectly, like he'd been designed to slot into the space between Namjoon's ribs.
From the backseat, Soobin's tiny hands slammed against the window with enough force to rattle the glass. "Hyungs!" His voice pierced through the quiet moment, nasal and insistent. "I forgot my beetle!" Hoseok's answering groan was muffled by the sound of Soobin unbuckling his seatbelt with alarming speed, tiny feet already scrambling toward the car door.
Namjoon didn't moveācouldn't, really, not with Sin's laughter still vibrating against his collarbone, not with the way Sin's fingers had twisted into the front of his shirt like he was afraid Namjoon might disappear if he let go. The late afternoon light caught the delicate shell of Sin's ear, turning it translucent pink, and Namjoon's mouth went dry. "We shouldā" he started, but Sin was already tilting his head up, cerulean eyes wide and liquid, his pink lips parted around an unspoken question.
The car door slammed open. Soobin's sneakers hit the pavement with the subtlety of a grenade, his gap-toothed grin appearing between them like a tiny, chaotic sun. "Found it!" he crowed, holding up what was unmistakably a piece of gravel. Sin's breath hitchedānot from surprise, but from the effort of suppressing laughter, his shoulders shaking under Namjoon's palms.
"Wow," Namjoon deadpanned, watching Soobin clutch his "beetle" with reverent intensity. "That's⦠incredibly rare." His thumb traced idle circles over the strip of Sin's exposed waist, delighting in the way Sin bit his lip to keep from giggling. Soobin beamed, completely oblivious, his sticky fingers leaving smudges on Namjoon's jeans as he clambered between them to inspect his prize.
"Hyung, lookāit's shiny," Soobin whispered with the gravitas of a museum curator, pressing the gravel into Namjoon's palm with chocolate-smeared solemnity. Sin's breath hitchedānot from surprise this time, but from the way Namjoon's fingers curled instinctively around his waist when Soobin barreled into them, anchoring them together even as the world tilted sideways.
The gravel was, objectively, unremarkable. But Sin's eyesāwide and glimmering like sunlight through sea glassāmade it seem priceless as he leaned over Namjoon's shoulder to inspect it. "It's perfect," Sin murmured, lips brushing Namjoon's ear by accident, and the shiver that raced down Namjoon's spine had nothing to do with the summer breeze.
Hoseok's car door creaked ominously. "If I find one more bug in my backseat," Hoseok called, voice pitched high with theatrical despair, "I'm taxidermying it." Jimin's muffled laughter floated through the window, followed by the sound of Soobin scrambling back into the car with his newfound treasure clutched to his chest.
Namjoon barely noticed. Sin had gone still against him, his sweater riding up further under Namjoon's grip, exposing the delicate dip of his waist. The late afternoon light caught the fine hairs there, turning them gold, and Namjoon's thumb stroked absentmindedly over the skināsofter than he'd imagined, warm as sun-warmed silk. Sin made a tiny, punched-out noise, his fingers twisting tighter in Namjoon's shirt.
The gravel slipped from Namjoon's fingers when Sin exhaled against his neck, warm and unsteady, his lips brushing the sensitive skin just below Namjoon's jaw. "Joon-ah," Sin whispered, the syllables trembling like a leaf caught in a summer storm, and Namjoon forgot how to breathe. Somewhere beyond the haze of Sin's vanilla-citrus scent and the press of his slender body, Hoseok was still lamenting the state of his car seats, Soobin was singing off-key about beetles, and the world kept spinningābut none of it mattered as much as the way Sin's eyelashes fluttered when Namjoon's thumb traced higher along his waistband.
"Sin-ah," Namjoon murmured back, voice rougher than he intended, and felt the shiver that raced down Sin's spine beneath his fingertips. The car door slammed shut behind them, muffling Soobin's delighted shrieks, but neither of them moved. Sin's sweater had ridden up entirely now, the fabric crumpled in Namjoon's grip, and the newly exposed skin burned against his palm like a brand.
A ladybug landed on Sin's collarboneāperhaps the same one from earlier, perhaps a different one entirelyāand Namjoon watched, mesmerized, as it crawled upward toward the flutter of Sin's pulse. Sin held perfectly still, his breath shallow, as if afraid to disturb it. The juxtaposition was almost too much: the delicate insect against Sin's porcelain skin, Namjoon's broad hand splayed possessively over the dip of his waist, the way Sin's pink lips parted on a silent gasp when the ladybug's tiny legs tickled his throat.
Namjoon's free hand came up of its own accord, brushing the ladybug away with infinite care before his fingers curled around the back of Sin's neck, drawing him closer. Sin went willingly, his body pliant, his cerulean eyes darkening to deep ocean blue. The first real press of their lips was tentativeāSin's mouth soft and unsure, Namjoon's thumb stroking soothing circles against his hipboneāuntil Sin made a tiny, desperate noise and surged forward, his hands fisting in Namjoon's shirt like he was afraid he'd float away otherwise.
The ladybug was long gone by the time Namjoon finally pulled back, but Sin chased his lips anywayājust an inch, just enough to make Namjoon's stomach swoopābefore reality crashed back in with the sound of Soobin's tiny palms slapping against the car window again. "Hyungs, look, it's raining!"
It wasn't raining. Soobin had somehow gotten hold of Hoseok's water bottle and was now gleefully splashing it against the glass, creating his own personal storm. Sin laughed into Namjoon's shoulder, the sound muffled but bright, his fingers still tangled in Namjoon's shirt like he'd forgotten how to let go. Namjoon didn't mind. He minded even less when Sin tilted his head up, his cerulean eyes hazy with something warm and unfamiliar, his pink lips kiss-swollen and irresistible.
"Joon-ah," Sin whispered, and the way he said itālike Namjoon's name was a secret, like it belonged to him aloneāsent a shiver down Namjoon's spine. Behind them, Hoseok yelped as Soobin's "rainstorm" migrated to his lap, but Namjoon barely heard it. All he could focus on was the way Sin's sweater had ridden up completely now, the hem crumpled in Namjoon's grip, exposing the smooth plane of his stomach. His thumb traced absent circles there, savoring the way Sin's breath hitched each time his fingers dipped lower.
A water droplet hit Namjoon's neckācold and sudden, startling them both. Sin giggled, breathless, as Soobin's makeshift rainstorm escalated into full-blown splashing against the car roof. "Hyung," Sin murmured, pressing closer like he could shield Namjoon from the chaos, his sweater still rucked up under Namjoon's wandering hands.
Hoseok's indignant squawk cut through the moment. "Yah! My seatsā" The car door flew open, and Soobin tumbled out, grinning like a gremlin, Hoseok's empty water bottle clutched triumphantly in his sticky hands. Sin instinctively turned toward the noise, but Namjoon caught his waist, holding him in place. Sin's startled exhale warmed Namjoon's jaw, his fingers tightening around Namjoon's wrists like he was afraid to let go even as his eyes darted toward the commotion.
Soobin skidded to a halt inches from them, waving the empty water bottle like a trophy just as Sin's eyes widened abruptly. His entire body went rigid against Namjoonānot from discomfort, but from sudden, horrified realization. "Joon-ah," Sin gasped, fingers digging into Namjoon's forearms hard enough to leave crescent marks through his sleeves. "We'reā" His cerulean eyes flickered past Namjoon's shoulder toward the abandoned camera tripod near the curb, its red recording light blinking mockingly at them. "Run Jin," he finished weakly, the syllables collapsing under the weight of impending doom.
Namjoon's grip on Sin's waist slackened in slow motion, like his brain was buffering. The camera. The live broadcast. The fact that Sin's sweater was currently bunched around his ribs with Namjoon's thumb hooked under the waistband of his jeans. "Fuck," Namjoon breathed, more a punctuation mark than a word. Behind them, Soobin chose that exact moment to upend the water bottle over his own head, shrieking with delight as Hoseok lunged for him with a napkin clutched in his fist like a white flag.
KIM SEOKJIN
"No, noāthe sticker goes here," Jin insisted, holding up the glittery star sticker with the gravity of a man negotiating peace treaties. Sin blinked up at him, cerulean eyes wide with the kind of earnest confusion only a nineteen-year-old with doll-like innocence could muster. The toddler in Jinās lap, meanwhile, was far more interested in trying to eat the sticker sheet.
The living room of the Run BTS set was unusually quiet for onceāno staff rushing around, no members bickering over game rules. Just Jin, Sin, and the little girl from episode 13, who had somehow claimed all their attention within minutes of being left in their care. "Youāre overthinking it," Sin murmured, reaching over to pluck the sticker from Jinās fingers. His touch lingered a second too long, warm and deliberate, before he pressed the star onto the toddlerās tiny hand. "See? She likes it better this way."
Jin scoffed, but the way his gaze softened betrayed him. "Since when did you become an expert on sticker placement?"
"Since you started acting like itās a matter of national security," Sin shot back, lips curling into that small, pink smile Jin had memorized by now. The toddler giggled, slapping her sticky hands against Jinās knee, and Jin sighed dramaticallyāthough he didnāt bother hiding his grin.
The toddlerānow christened "Princess Sticky Fingers" by Jin after her third attempt to paste a glittery moon onto his foreheadālet out a delighted squeal as Sin lifted her into the air, her tiny legs kicking wildly. Jin watched, arms crossed, as Sin spun her gently, her giggles bouncing off the studio walls like scattered marbles. "Youāre spoiling her," Jin accused, though the warmth in his voice undermined the complaint. Sinās cerulean eyes flickered to him, alight with mischief, and Jin felt that familiar twist in his chest, the one that had started months ago when Sin had first pressed a shy kiss to his knuckles behind a filming set.
"Someone has to," Sin murmured, lowering the toddler onto the couch before leaning over Jinās shoulder, his breath tickling Jinās ear. "Since someone else is too busy pretending he doesnāt want to join in." Jinās pulse jumpedāstupid, really, how after all this time Sin could still unravel him with a whisper. The toddler, sensing weakness, immediately seized Jinās sleeve with sticky fingers, yanking with the strength of a tiny, determined hurricane. "Up!" she demanded, and Jin groaned, surrendering as he hoisted her onto his hip.
Sinās laughter was soft, private, just for him. "National security crisis averted," he teased, brushing a stray glitter star from Jinās collar. His fingers lingered, tracing the line of Jinās throat, and Jin caught his wrist, squeezing lightly. The toddler, oblivious to the tension, patted Jinās cheek with a hand that smelled vaguely of grape juice. "Hyung pretty," she announced, and Sinās grin turned downright smug.
"See? Even she knows."
Jin pretended to stagger under the toddlerās weight, exaggerating a groan as she clung to his neck like a koala. āYah, are you eating rocks when weāre not looking?ā he stage-whispered to her, earning a gummy laugh. Sin watched them from the arm of the couch, one leg drawn up, his cerulean eyes half-lidded with amusement. The studio lights caught the beauty mark under his left eye, making it glint like a stray fleck of stardust. Jinās fingers itched to touch itāalways didābut he settled for shooting Sin a look that said youāre next.
The toddlerāAra, theyād learned after the fifth time a frazzled PA shouted itāwiggled in Jinās hold, stretching sticky palms toward Sin. āUp-up!ā she demanded, and Sinās lips parted in mock offense. āNow you want me? After he called you heavy?ā But he was already reaching, his slender fingers brushing Jinās as he took her. The contact lingered, Sinās thumb skating over Jinās knuckle, a silent missed you even though theyād been inches apart for hours.
Ara promptly shoved her fingers into Sinās mouth. āAhāhey,ā he spluttered, but Jinās laughter cut him off. āKarma,ā Jin sing-songed, leaning in to pluck a stray glitter star from Sinās white hair. He let his hand linger, curling a strand around his finger just to watch Sinās pupils dilate. Ara, delighted by her own chaos, smacked Sinās cheeks with both hands. āPretty!ā she declared, and Jin couldnāt resist. āSee? Even babies think youāre a doll.ā
Sinās retort died when Ara suddenly went still, her tiny face crumpling. āUh-oh,ā Jin muttered, recognizing the prelude to tears. But Sin was already shifting her higher, tucking her against his shoulder with a quiet āshhh,ā his palm cradling the back of her head. Jin watched, something warm and aching unfolding in his chest. Sinās gentleness was a quiet thing, hidden beneath shy smiles and lowered lashes, but hereāwith Araās sniffles muffled against his collarboneāit was undeniable.
The moment Ara's sniffles turned into full-blown wails, Jin's hands were already outstretchedānot to take her from Sin, but to brush his fingers against Sin's wrist in silent solidarity. "She's just tired," Jin murmured, though his voice was barely audible over Ara's cries. Sin nodded, his cerulean eyes flickering with quiet determination as he swayed gently, humming a fragmented melody under his breath. Jin recognized the tuneāone of their older songs, something soft and half-forgotten. The way Sin's voice curled around the notes made Jin's chest tighten.
Ara's fists clenched in Sin's shirt, her cries muffling into hiccups as Sin's humming grew steadier. Jin reached for the abandoned sticker sheet, plucking a pastel moon and pressing it to Ara's tiny sock. "Look," he coaxed, tapping the sticker. "Magic moon." Ara blinked, tears clinging to her lashes, before her chubby fingers reached for Jin's hand. Sin's breath hitchedājust slightlyāwhen Jin's fingers intertwined with Ara's, their hands dwarfing hers.
"Teamwork," Sin whispered, shifting Ara so she could see Jin better. His lips brushed Jin's temple as he leaned in, the gesture so casual it shouldn't have made Jin's pulse stutter. But it did. Always did. Ara babbled something incoherent, her earlier distress dissolving as she smacked Jin's knuckles with her free hand. "Moon," Jin repeated, grinning when she parroted it back in garbled baby talk.
Sin's laugh was a warm puff against Jin's cheek. "She's a fast learner," he murmured, his thumb tracing idle circles on Ara's back. Jin shot him a lookāyou're biasedābut Sin just smiled, pink lips curving in that way that made Jin want to kiss him senseless. Instead, Jin pressed another sticker to Ara's knee, earning a delighted squeal. "Now you're really a princess," he told her, tweaking her socked toe. Ara kicked her legs, nearly clocking Sin in the ribs, but he just chuckled, shifting her higher.
The moment Ara's giggles dissolved into drowsy blinks, Jin knew they'd wonāor at least, survived. She slumped against Sin's chest, her sticky fingers finally still, her breath evening out against the curve of his collarbone. Jin reached over, brushing a stray curl from her forehead, his fingertips grazing Sin's throat in the process. Sin's breath hitched, just slightly, and Jin smirked, leaning in to whisper, "Told you we'd tire her out." Sin rolled his eyes, but the way his fingers flexed against Ara's back betrayed his relief.
The studio was quieter now, the only sound the distant hum of equipment and Ara's soft snores. Jin shifted closer on the couch, his knee pressing against Sin's thigh. "You're good at this," he murmured, nodding to Ara. Sin's cheeks flushed pink, his cerulean eyes dropping to the toddler in his arms. "It's not hard," he muttered, but Jin knew betterāknew how Sin had spent the last hour patiently redirecting Ara's chaos, how his voice never once sharpened, how his hands were always gentle.
Jin's chest ached with something too big to name. He reached out, tucking a loose strand of Sin's white hair behind his ear, letting his thumb linger on the beauty mark beneath. Sin's breath stuttered, his gaze flickering up to meet Jin's. The air between them crackled, thick with everything unspokenāuntil Ara stirred, letting out a tiny whimper. Sin's attention snapped back to her instantly, his arms tightening just enough to soothe. Jin watched, mesmerized, as Sin pressed a featherlight kiss to Ara's temple, his lips lingering for a heartbeat too long.
"Yah," Jin whispered, nudging Sin's shoulder. "Save some of that sweetness for me." Sin's answering smile was small, private, just for him. "You get all of it," he murmured, and Jin's heart did a stupid little flipāthe kind that should've been embarrassing for a man his age. But here, with Sin's lashes casting delicate shadows on his cheeks and Ara's tiny fingers curled in the fabric of Sin's shirt, Jin couldn't bring himself to care.
Ara stirred again, her socked foot kicking Jin's thigh as she burrowed deeper into Sin's embrace. Jin reached out, smoothing a hand down her back, his fingers brushing Sin's wrist in the process. Sin inhaled sharplyāquietlyābut Jin caught it, the way he always caught the hitch in Sin's breath when their skin touched. "Think she's out?" Jin murmured, nodding to Ara, whose breathing had evened out into the slow, rhythmic cadence of deep sleep. Sin hummed in agreement, shifting carefully to cradle her better.
The studio lights overhead cast a warm glow on Sin's features, catching the diamond-like glimmer of his cerulean eyes, the soft pink of his lips. Jin's fingers itched to trace the beauty mark beneath Sin's eye, to memorize the curve of his jawāagain, for the hundredth time. Instead, he settled for brushing a stray glitter star from Sin's sleeve. "You're covered in these," he muttered, amused. Sin smirked. "Told you stickers were serious business."
Jin scoffed, but his hand lingered, fingertips ghosting over Sin's forearm. Sin's breath hitchedājust slightlyāand Jin reveled in it, in the way Sin still reacted to him after all this time. Ara made a soft noise in her sleep, her tiny face scrunching adorably. Sin instinctively tightened his hold, his palm splayed protectively over her back. Jin watched, something warm and impossibly fond swelling in his chest. "You're a natural," he said, voice low.
The door to the studio creaked open, and Hoseokās head popped in, his grin widening at the sight of themāSin with Ara curled against his chest, Jinās fingers still lingering on Sinās wrist. āWow,ā Hoseok stage-whispered, tiptoeing in with exaggerated care. āDid we miss the adoption papers?ā Jin flipped him off lazily, but Sinās ears turned pink, his grip on Ara tightening just a fraction.
Hoseok plopped onto the couch beside them, peering at Araās sleeping face. āCute,ā he murmured, then smirked. āAlmost as cute as you two playing house.ā Jin kicked his shin, but Hoseok just laughed, dodging easily. Sin ducked his head, his white hair falling into his eyesāa habit Jin knew meant he was flustered. Before Jin could retaliate, Ara stirred, her tiny nose scrunching as she smacked her lips sleepily. Sinās breath caught, his entire body tensing as if he could will her back to sleep through sheer desperation.
Hoseok, ever the chaos agent, leaned in. āHey, baby,ā he cooed, poking Araās socked foot. āUncle Hobiās hereāā Sinās glare couldāve melted steel, but it was too late. Araās eyes fluttered open, blinking blearily at Hoseok before her face crumpled. āNo,ā Sin hissed, but Ara was already wailing, her tiny fists balling in his shirt. Hoseok winced. āOops.ā
Jin snatched a nearby plushieāa battered dinosaur from some past episodeāand thrust it at Hoseok. āFix it,ā he ordered. Hoseok, to his credit, took the toy without complaint, shaking it gently in front of Araās face. āLook, baby, itās Rawr-y the Dinosaur!ā Araās cries hiccuped into confused silence, her cerulean eyes (so much like Sinās, Jin noted absently) focusing on the toy. Then, with the fickleness of toddlers, she reached for it, her tiny fingers grasping Hoseokās sleeve instead.
Hoseok froze, his grin wavering as Ara tugged at his sleeve with surprising strength. "Uh," he stage-whispered, eyes darting to Jin and Sin like a man facing execution. Sin exhaled through his nose, long-suffering, but it was Jin who leaned in first, plucking the dinosaur from Hoseok's grip and dangling it just out of Ara's reach. "Ah-ah," Jin chided, voice pitched low and playful. "You gotta say 'please.'" Ara blinked up at him, her tear-stained cheeks puffing out in a pout.
Sin snorted. "She's one. She can't even say 'dinosaur.'"
"She can learn," Jin insisted, but the moment Ara's lower lip wobbled, he caved, pressing the plushie into her hands. "Fine, fine. Spoiled rotten, just like someone else I know." His gaze flicked to Sin, who promptly stuck his tongue out. Ara, now happily gnawing on Rawr-y's tail, seemed entirely over her meltdownātoddler moods shifting faster than Bangtan's choreography changes.
Hoseok sagged in relief, slumping against the couch. "I thought I was gonna get murdered by a sleep-deprived Sin," he admitted, rubbing his chest dramatically. Sin rolled his eyes, but the way his fingers absently traced circles on Ara's back betrayed his lingering concern. Jin watched, something fond and exasperated curling in his chest.
The studio door creaked again, and this time Namjoon's tousled head appeared, his dimples flashing as he took in the sceneāSin cradling Ara with Jin's fingers still loosely curled around his wrist, Hoseok sprawled dramatically across the couch cushions like a man who'd narrowly escaped death. "Wow," Namjoon deadpanned, stepping inside. "Did I miss the memo where we switched to a daycare concept?"
Jin flicked a stray glitter star at him. "You're next on diaper duty." Namjoon paled, but before he could retreat, Ara let out a delighted squeal at the sight of him, her tiny arms flailing. Sin's grip tightened instinctively, but the moment Ara's face crumpled againāthis time with the unmistakable prelude to tearsāNamjoon sighed, stepping forward with the resignation of a man walking to the gallows. "Give her here," he muttered, arms outstretched.
Sin hesitated, his cerulean eyes darting to Jin, who shrugged. "He's the leader. Probably good at crisis management."
Namjoon shot him a withering look, but the moment Ara was transferred into his arms, his entire demeanor shiftedāhis broad hands impossibly gentle as he adjusted her against his chest. "Hey, little one," he murmured, voice dropping to that soothing timbre he reserved for nervous fans and skittish puppies. Ara blinked up at him, her tears momentarily forgotten, and Jin smirked. "Look at that. Natural talent."
MIN YOONGI
The kid was screaming again. Yoongi sighed, rubbing his temple as the high-pitched wails bounced off the walls of the practice room. "We should've just left him with Jin-hyung," he muttered, but the way his fingers twitched toward the toddlerās direction betrayed him.
Sin was already crouched in front of the child, murmuring soft, nonsensical words, his cerulean eyes wide with concern. "Shh, it's okay," he whispered, brushing a gentle thumb over the toddlerās tear-streaked cheek. The kid hiccuped, fists clenched around the hem of Sinās oversized sweater.
Yoongi watched, arms crossed. He hadnāt signed up for babysitting dutyāespecially not when they were supposed to be rehearsingābut Sin had a way of pulling him into things without meaning to. Like now, with the way his pink lips curved into a helpless smile when the toddler finally quieted, clinging to Sin like a koala.
"Youāre good at this," Yoongi admitted gruffly, stepping closer. Sin blinked up at him, startled, then flushed prettily under the compliment. "N-No, I just⦠heās scared. Itās not his fault."
The toddlerās sniffles had finally subsided into quiet, hiccuping breaths, his tiny fingers still tangled in Sinās sweater. Yoongi hovered awkwardly, arms crossed, but his gaze kept flickering to Sinās delicate hands as they brushed the childās hair back with a tenderness that made something in his chest tighten.
"Hyung," Sin murmured, shifting the drowsy toddler in his lap, "could youā?" He didnāt even finish the sentence before Yoongi was kneeling beside them, gruffly adjusting the kidās slipping sock with more care than heād ever admit.
"Practice is ruined," Yoongi muttered, but there was no bite to it. Sinās answering smile was sunshine-bright, and Yoongi had to look away before his own traitorous lips mirrored it.
The kidānow half-asleepāreached out blindly, grabbing Yoongiās sleeve. "Ah," Sin whispered, delighted, "he likes you."
Yoongiās breath hitched when Sin leaned into him, their shoulders brushing as the toddler dozed against Sinās chest. The practice room was too warm, or maybe it was just the way Sinās cerulean eyes flickered up at him, half-lidded and trusting. "Heās heavy," Sin whispered, but his arms tightened around the kid like heād sooner collapse than let go.
Yoongi scoffed, reaching out before he could second-guess himself. "Give him here." His hands grazed Sinās waist as he lifted the toddler, and the way Sinās breath stuttered wasnāt lost on him. The kid stirred, tiny fingers curling into Yoongiās shirt, and for a stupid, fleeting second, Yoongi imagined this was theirsāsome domestic daydream heād never admit to.
Sinās laugh was soft, honey-sweet. "Look at you," he teased, tucking a loose strand of white hair behind his ear. "Big bad Min Yoongi, melted by a baby."
"Shut up," Yoongi muttered, but his thumb was already tracing the toddlerās cheek, gentler than heād ever be with words. The kid sighed, nuzzling into his hold, and Sinās gaze burned against his skin.
The door creaked open just as Yoongi adjusted the toddlerās weight in his arms, and Sinās breath hitched beside him. Jungkookās head popped in, eyebrows shooting up at the sight of Yoongi cradling the sleeping child like some sort of reluctant but doting uncle. āHyung,ā Jungkook stage-whispered, grinning, āsince when did youāā
āOut,ā Yoongi hissed, but the kid in his arms stirred, tiny fingers tightening in his shirt. Sin pressed closer, his warmth seeping into Yoongiās side as he reached out to smooth the toddlerās rumpled hair. Jungkookās smirk widened, but he mercifully backed out, pulling the door shut with an exaggerated wink.
Sin exhaled, shoulders relaxing, and Yoongi couldnāt help the way his gaze dropped to the curve of his pink lips. āHeās going to tell everyone,ā Sin murmured, but there was no real worry in his voiceājust a soft amusement that made Yoongiās chest ache.
āLet him,ā Yoongi muttered, shifting the kid higher. The toddlerās cheek smushed against his collarbone, drool soaking into his shirt, and normally heād grimaceābut Sin was looking at him like heād hung the moon, cerulean eyes glimmering.
The toddlerās drool had officially become a permanent part of Yoongiās shirt. He shouldāve been disgustedāwouldāve been, if it were anyone elseās kidābut Sinās fingers kept brushing against his wrist as they adjusted the sleeping child between them, and somehow, that was worse. More distracting.
"Heās drooling on your Givenchy," Sin whispered, lips twitching.
"Ruined," Yoongi deadpanned, but his thumb was still tracing absent circles on the kidās back, slow and rhythmic. Sin watched the motion, lashes fluttering, and Yoongi couldāve sworn he leaned closerāor maybe that was just the way the afternoon light slanted through the blinds, softening everything, even the sharp edges Yoongi liked to keep.
The kid sighed in his sleep, tiny fists clutching at Yoongiās collar, and Sinās breath hitched. "Youāreā" He stopped, biting his pink lip like the words were too much. Yoongi knew the feeling.
The kidās sock slipped off againātiny toes curling against the cold studio floorāand Yoongi caught himself adjusting it for the third time in ten minutes. Sinās quiet laugh ghosted over his shoulder, warm and knowing, as Yoongi scowled down at the toddlerās foot like it had personally offended him. āQuit wiggling,ā he grumbled, but the kid just giggled, kicking his legs until Sinās slender fingers caught his ankle, stilling him with a whispered, āBe good for Yoongi-hyung, hm?ā
Yoongiās stomach did something stupid. Sinās voice had dipped into that toneāsoft, coaxing, the same one he used when Yoongi was three cups of coffee deep and needed to be pried away from his laptop at 3AM. The toddler blinked up at them with big, drowsy eyes, then promptly shoved his entire fist into his mouth. āGross,ā Yoongi muttered, but Sin was already reaching for the kidās wrist, gently tugging it free. āYouāll make yourself sick,ā he murmured, thumb brushing drool from the toddlerās chin. The kid cooed, leaning into Sinās touch like a sunflower tilting toward light.
Yoongi watched, throat tight. Sinās hands were always like thisācareful, deliberate, whether he was buttoning Yoongiās coat in the winter or tucking stray hair behind the toddlerās ear now. It was unbearable. Worse was the way the kid instinctively reached for Sin whenever Yoongi held him, tiny fingers patting at Sinās jaw until he leaned in close enough to nuzzle. Like they wereā
āYouāre staring,ā Sin whispered, pink dusting his cheeks as he glanced up through his lashes. The kid between them yawned, slumping against Yoongiās chest, and Sinās smile softened. āHeās comfortable with you.ā
Yoongi had never been good with kids. Too loud, too sticky, too much. But this oneāthis drooling, sock-losing menaceāwas curled against his chest like he belonged there, and Yoongiās hands had apparently forgotten how to let go. Sinās knee pressed against his thigh, warm and steady, as the toddlerās breath evened out into sleep. āYouāre a natural,ā Sin murmured, his voice honey-slow, fingers brushing the kidās sock back into place with a tenderness that made Yoongiās ribs ache.
The studio door creaked againāthis time with Namjoonās hesitant peek, his dimples appearing the second he took in the scene: Yoongi, stiff-shouldered but cradling the kid like glass, Sinās fingers lingering on Yoongiās wrist like a secret. āAh,ā Namjoon breathed, grinning, āso this is where the childcare committeeās hiding.ā Yoongi scowled, but the kid in his arms stirred, nuzzling deeper into his hoodie, and his grip instinctively tightened. Sinās laugh was a quiet thing, tucked against Yoongiās shoulder. āWeāve been exposed,ā he whispered, mock-serious, but his pinky hooked around Yoongiās, fleeting and warm.
Namjoon crouched beside them, reaching out to smooth the toddlerās wild hair. āHeās out cold,ā he observed, amused. The kid sighed, tiny fingers flexing against Yoongiās shirt, and Sinās breath hitchedālike heād memorized the way Yoongiās hands looked holding something fragile. Namjoon noticed. Of course he did. āYou two,ā he started, then paused, shaking his head with a smile too knowing. āNever mind. Justākeep him out of Jungkookās ramen this time.ā
Sinās cheeks flushed as Namjoon retreated, leaving the three of them in the golden-hour glow of the studio. The kidās sock slippedāagaināand Yoongi grumbled, shifting him higher to fix it. Sinās fingers intercepted his, their hands brushing under the pretense of helping. āLet me,ā Sin murmured, but he didnāt pull away, their knuckles knocking together as they fumbled with the tiny fabric. Yoongiās pulse thudded in his throat. Stupid. It was just a sock.
The toddlerās sock slipped off for the fourth time in fifteen minutesāa tiny rebellion against the laws of physicsāand Yoongi exhaled through his nose, fingers twitching. āThis kid,ā he muttered, but Sin was already reaching down, his cerulean eyes crinkling at the corners as his pinky brushed Yoongiās wrist. āLet me,ā Sin murmured, but his hands lingered, warm and deliberate, as he tugged the sock back over tiny toes. The toddler giggled, kicking his legs, and Sinās laughter spilled like sunlight between them, bright enough to make Yoongiās ribs ache.
Yoongi adjusted the kid in his lapāheavier now, drowsy with post-tantrum exhaustionāand Sin leaned into him, his white hair tickling Yoongiās jaw. āHe likes you,ā Sin whispered again, as if it were a secret, as if Yoongi hadnāt noticed the way the toddler had latched onto him like a barnacle. The kidās fingers curled into Yoongiās hoodie, his cheek smushed against Yoongiās chest, and Sinās gaze flickered up, half-lidded and soft. Something in Yoongiās stomach twisted.
The studio was too quiet, the only sounds the toddlerās slow breaths and the distant hum of the buildingās AC. Sinās knee pressed against Yoongiās thigh, steady and warm, and Yoongi found himself cataloging the way Sinās lashes cast shadows on his cheeksāhow his beauty mark disappeared when he smiled. āYouāre staring,ā Sin murmured, but he didnāt look away, his pink lips curving into something shy and knowing.
The kid stirred, mumbling nonsense into Yoongiās shirt, and Sinās fingers brushed the toddlerās hair back, his touch feather-light. āHeās dreaming,ā Sin observed, his voice honey-slow. Yoongi hummed, his thumb tracing absent circles on the kidās back. It was stupid, how natural this feltāSin tucked against his side, the weight of the child in his arms, the way their hands kept finding each other under the pretense of adjusting blankets or socks.
Yoongiās fingers twitched against the toddlerās back, the rhythm of his breathing syncing with the slow rise and fall of the kidās chest. Sinās warmth pressed into his side was a distractionāa pleasant one, the kind that made his pulse stutter when Sin shifted just slightly, his pinky brushing Yoongiās thigh like an accident that wasnāt. The kid sighed in his sleep, drooling another damp spot onto Yoongiās hoodie, and Sinās laugh was a quiet puff of air against his shoulder. āRuined,ā Sin echoed, his voice teasing but soft, like he was savoring the word.
The studio door creaked againāthis time with Jiminās unmistakable giggleābut Yoongi didnāt look up. Jiminās socked feet padded closer, his shadow stretching across the floor as he crouched beside them. āWow,ā Jimin stage-whispered, grinning, āHyung, youāreāā
āFinish that sentence and die,ā Yoongi muttered, but his arms tightened around the toddler anyway, his thumb rubbing slow circles over the kidās spine. Jiminās smirk widened, but his eyes softened when Sin leaned forward, tucking the kidās stray hair behind his ear with a tenderness that made Yoongiās throat tight.
Jiminās fingers hovered over the toddlerās sockāalready slipping againābut Sin intercepted him with a quiet, āIāve got it,ā his hands brushing Jiminās away. Yoongi watched, something possessive curling in his chest as Sinās slender fingers fixed the sock with practiced ease, his knuckles grazing Yoongiās wrist in the process. Jimin noticed. Of course he did.
The studio door clicked shut behind Jimin, leaving them in a silence that felt too heavy, too warmālike sunlight pooling between them, sticky-sweet and impossible to ignore. Yoongi exhaled, slow, his fingers flexing against the toddlerās back where Sinās hand had just been. The kid was a dead weight now, drool soaking through Yoongiās hoodie, but he couldnāt bring himself to care. Not when Sin was looking at him like thatālike Yoongi had handed him the moon instead of a half-asleep toddler with a penchant for losing socks.
āHyung,ā Sin murmured, shifting closer until their knees knocked together. His pinky brushed Yoongiās thigh, tentative, and Yoongiās breath hitched. The kid between them sighed, nuzzling deeper into Yoongiās chest, tiny fingers fisting in his shirt like he knewālike he knewāYoongi wouldnāt dare move. Sinās smile was a quiet thing, tucked into the corner of his lips. āYouāre good with him,ā he whispered, and Yoongi wanted to scoff, wanted to deflect, but Sinās thumb was tracing the toddlerās ankle, slow and deliberate, and the words died in his throat.
JUNG HOSEOK
The dance studio smelled like sweat and lemon-scented floor cleanerāa familiar combination Hoseok usually found comforting. Today, though, his eyes kept drifting to the doorway, waiting. When Sin finally appeared, breathless and clutching a stuffed rabbit in one hand, Hoseok's grin broke wide open before he could stop it.
"Sorry," Sin mumbled, cheeks pink. "The little one wouldnāt let go of Mr. Flops." He held up the battered toy sheepishly, and Hoseok reached out without thinking, brushing his fingers against Sinās wrist just to feel the warmth there.
"Youāre fine," Hoseok said, softer than he meant to. Behind Sin, the child from Episode 13āSoomin, her name was Soomināpeeked out with wide eyes, gripping the hem of Sinās oversized sweater. "Hey, princess," Hoseok added, crouching down. "Ready to learn some moves?"
Soomin blinked, then hid her face against Sinās leg. Sin laughed, gentle, crouching beside her. "Sheās shy," he murmured, and Hoseok watched the way his white hair fell into his eyes, the beauty mark under the left one catching the light.
Hoseok's fingers lingered against Sin's wrist a second longer than necessary, the warmth of his skin seeping into his own. Soomin peeked up at him again, her tiny fingers still tangled in Sin's sweater, and Hoseok felt something in his chest tightenānot in a bad way, but like the first sip of hot chocolate on a winter day. "Okay," he said, clapping his hands together softly. "No pressure, yeah? We'll just⦠see what happens."
Sin nodded, his cerulean eyes flickering with something unreadable before he gently pried Soomin's fingers free and crouched beside her. "Watch this," he whispered, and thenāwith a sudden, exaggerated wobbleāhe tipped sideways, landing on the floor with a soft thump. Soomin gasped, then giggled, high-pitched and startled. Hoseok's breath caught. Sin's laughter was quiet, honey-sweet, and when he rolled onto his back, his white hair splayed out like a halo against the polished wood.
Hoseok couldn't help itāhe dropped to the ground beside them, close enough that his shoulder brushed Sin's. "You're cheating," he murmured, grinning. "Using cuteness as a weapon." Sin's cheeks pinked, but he didn't pull away.
Soomin, emboldened, crawled over Sin's legs and plopped herself onto Hoseok's lap with all the grace of a baby deer. Hoseok froze for a split secondākids weren't exactly his forteābut then Sin's hand settled lightly on his knee, steadying him. "See?" Sin said to Soomin, voice warm. "Hobi's not scary."
Soomin's tiny fingers pressed into Hoseok's thighs like curious starfish, her weight warm and unfamiliar against him. He swallowed hard, acutely aware of Sin's hand still resting on his kneeāsteady, reassuring. "Hobi's not scary," Sin had said, and Hoseok wanted to believe it. He glanced down at Soomin, who was now staring up at him with the unblinking intensity only a child could muster. "Uh," he managed, voice cracking slightly. "You wannaāum. Dance?"
Sin snorted softly beside him, shoulders shaking with suppressed laughter. Hoseok shot him a lookātraitorābut the effect was ruined by the way his own lips twitched. Soomin tilted her head, then, without warning, clambered up Hoseok's chest like a determined kitten, her socked feet slipping against his hoodie. "Whoaā!" Hoseok instinctively wrapped an arm around her back, holding her steady as she perched triumphantly on his shoulders, her giggles ringing bright above him.
Sin's laughter spilled out then, unrestrained, his head tipping back against the mirrored wall. The studio lights caught the curve of his throat, the beauty mark under his eye, the way his pink lips parted around his joy. Hoseok's breath hitched. "You're good at this," Sin murmured, wiping at his eyes. His voice was fond, teasing, but underneath it ran something softerāsomething that made Hoseok's chest ache.
Soomin tugged at Hoseok's hair, her tiny fists insistent. "Up!" she demanded. "Up, up!" Hoseok groaned playfully, shifting her weight carefully. "Yah, you're gonna give me a complex," he muttered, but his hands were gentle as he lowered her back to the floor. Sin watched them, his expression unreadable for a moment before he pushed himself up, offering a hand to Hoseok.
Hoseokās fingers curled around Sinās offered hand, warmth blooming where their palms metāa quiet electricity that had become as familiar as his own heartbeat. He let Sin pull him up, their bodies swaying closer for a breathless second before Hoseok stepped back, clearing his throat. Soomin, oblivious to the tension, immediately latched onto Sinās leg again, her tiny fingers gripping the fabric of his sweatpants.
"Youāre heavy," Sin teased her, poking her nose. Soomin squealed, hiding her face against his thigh, and Hoseok watched, helplessly endeared, as Sin scooped her up with effortless grace, settling her on his hip. The sight of Sināhis white hair tousled, his cerulean eyes crinkled at the cornersāholding a child like it was the most natural thing in the world sent a pang through Hoseokās chest.
"Show-off," Hoseok muttered, bumping his shoulder against Sinās. Sin grinned, unrepentant, and adjusted Soominās weight with practiced ease. "Jealous?" he whispered, close enough that his breath tickled Hoseokās ear. Hoseokās pulse stuttered.
Before he could retort, Soomin reached out suddenly, patting Hoseokās cheek with her sticky little hand. "Hobi," she declared, solemn as a judge. Sin burst into laughter, his forehead dropping against Hoseokās shoulder. "See?" he said, voice muffled. "Sheās got you figured out."
Hoseok's pulse thrummed in his throat as Sin leaned into him, the warmth of his laughter still vibrating against Hoseok's shoulder. Soomin, now perched on Sin's hip, smacked a sticky palm against Hoseok's cheek again with toddler insistence. "Hobi," she repeated, as if testing the weight of his name on her tongue. Sin's cerulean eyes flicked up to meet Hoseok'sābright with amusement, but something quieter, heavier lingered beneath.
"Guess you're stuck with us," Sin murmured, shifting Soomin's weight. The child immediately buried her face in the crook of Sin's neck, her tiny fists clutching at the collar of his oversized sweater. Hoseok's fingers twitched at his sides. He wantedāstupidly, desperatelyāto reach out and brush the stray strands of white hair stuck to Sin's sweat-damp temple.
Instead, he clapped his hands together, the sound echoing sharply in the studio. "Alright, tiny dictator," he declared, bending slightly to meet Soomin's wary gaze. "Let's see if you've got rhythm." He wiggled his fingers at her, and to his surprise, she giggled, squirming in Sin's arms until he set her down.
Sin crouched beside her, his knees popping audibly. "Watch this," he whispered conspiratorially to Soomin before rolling his shoulders in an exaggerated shimmy. The movement was ridiculous, his limbs loose and uncoordinatedānothing like the precision Hoseok had seen in his solo dancesābut Soomin's eyes widened like he'd performed magic.
Hoseok snorted, kicking off his shoes to join them barefoot on the polished wood. "That's not dancing, that's a seizure." He demonstrated with a quick pop-lock, his body snapping into clean lines before dissolving into fluid motion.
Sin stuck his tongue out. "She likes mine better."
Soomin proved him right immediately, wobbling to her feet and attempting to mimic Sin's ridiculous wiggle. Her socked feet slid sideways, and Hoseok lunged forward just as Sin didātheir hands colliding mid-air above Soomin's shoulders, fingers tangling. Hoseok's breath caught at the sudden contact, Sin's palm warm and slightly damp against his own.
Hoseok's fingers tightened instinctively around Sin's, their palms pressed together above Soomin's bobbing head. The child giggled, oblivious, her tiny hands flailing as she attempted Sin's ridiculous shoulder shimmy again. Sin's thumb brushed Hoseok's knuckleābarely there, accidental maybeābut Hoseok's stomach swooped like he'd missed a step on the stairs.
"See?" Sin murmured, his voice low and warm. He didn't pull his hand away. "She's a natural." Soomin beamed up at them, her cheeks flushed pink with effort, and Hoseok felt something unravel in his chest.
"Only because she's copying you," Hoseok muttered, but his grip on Sin's hand softened, his thumb tracing the delicate ridge of Sin's wristbone. Sin's breath hitchedājust a quick, quiet stutterāand Hoseok caught the way his eyelashes fluttered, the cerulean of his eyes darkening beneath the studio lights.
Soomin, impatient with their stillness, grabbed Hoseok's free hand and yanked. Hard. "Dance!" she demanded, and Hoseok stumbled forward, laughing, his shoulder knocking against Sin's. The three of them swayed together, off-balance and breathless, and for a dizzying second Hoseok thoughtāthis is it, this is everythingābefore Soomin lost her footing entirely and toppled sideways into Sin's chest.
Hoseok caught Soomin just before her forehead could collide with Sin's chin, his palm cradling the back of her head as she tumbled into them. The impact sent all three of them sprawling onto the dance floor in a tangle of limbsāSin's white hair fanning across Hoseok's collarbone, Soomin's delighted squeal muffled against Hoseok's ribcage. Hoseok's pulse hammered where Sin's knee pressed against his thigh, their bodies aligned in accidental intimacy.
"You okay?" Sin breathed, his lips brushing Hoseok's ear as he shifted to check on Soomin. The child wriggled between them, her socked feet kicking Hoseok's hip as she righted herself, completely unfazed. Hoseok swallowed hard, his hand still resting on the nape of Sin's neck where he'd reached to steady him.
Soomin clambered onto Hoseok's chest like he was a jungle gym, her tiny hands framing his face with startling seriousness. "Hobi," she announced, then turned to Sin with the gravity of a scientist presenting findings. "Sin." Sin's laughter was a warm puff against Hoseok's jaw.
"Genius observation," Hoseok deadpanned, but his fingers curled tighter in Sin's sweater when Soomin suddenly lunged forward to press their foreheads together. Her nose squished against his, her breath smelling faintly of banana. Hoseok froze.
Soomin's sticky fingers pressed against Hoseok's cheeks, her forehead still pressed to his, her breath warm and banana-sweet. He blinked up at herāthis tiny, fearless creature who had bulldozed her way into his spaceāand felt something in his chest crack open. Behind her, Sin was laughing, the sound muffled against Hoseok's shoulder where he'd collapsed half on top of him.
"Yah," Hoseok muttered, but there was no heat in it. Soomin giggled, her tiny nose scrunching, and thenāwithout warningāshe twisted in his arms and flung herself at Sin, knocking him flat onto his back again. Sin let out a soft oof, his arms wrapping around her automatically, his cerulean eyes wide with startled affection. Hoseok propped himself up on one elbow, watching them. Sin's white hair was a mess against the polished wood, his sweater riding up just enough to reveal a sliver of pale skin above his waistband. Hoseok's throat went dry.
"You're both menaces," Hoseok said, reaching out to poke Soomin's side. She shrieked, squirming in Sin's hold, and Sin's laughter spilled out againābright, unguarded. His pink lips parted around the sound, his beauty mark catching the light as he tipped his head back. Hoseok wanted to kiss him.
Hoseok exhaled sharply through his nose, watching Sin roll onto his sideāSoomin still clinging to his torso like a koalaāwith the effortless grace of someone whoād spent half his life avoiding paparazzi. The studio lights haloed the messy crown of Sinās white hair, casting shadows that made his cerulean eyes glint like shattered glass when he glanced up at Hoseok. "Help," Sin mouthed dramatically, but his hands were gentle as they smoothed over Soominās tangled curls. Hoseokās chest ached.
"You dug this grave," Hoseok muttered, crawling closer. His knee bumped Sinās thigh, sending a jolt up his spine. Soomin, sensing movement, immediately twisted toward him with grabby hands. "Noā" Hoseok protested half-heartedly, but she was already clambering over Sinās ribs to flop onto Hoseokās lap, her socked feet kicking Sinās stomach in the process.
Sin wheezed. "Tiny terrorist," he gasped, curling onto his side. Hoseok bit his lip to keep from laughingāor maybe to keep from leaning down and pressing his mouth to the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye. Soomin, now settled cross-legged on Hoseokās thighs, patted his cheeks with both hands. "Hobi," she announced, as if introducing him to an invisible audience.
Sin propped himself up on one elbow, his sweater slipping off his shoulder. "Sheās obsessed with you," he murmured, and Hoseok caught the way his pink lips curved around the wordsāfond, teasing, possessive. The realization sent heat crawling up Hoseokās neck.
PARK JIMIN
The air smelled like melted crayons and strawberry milk. Jimin crouched low, hands on his knees, watching as Sin carefully balanced a bright blue block atop the wobbling tower between them. The childācheeks still sticky from the candy Jin had given them earlierāclapped with delight when the tower didnāt topple.
Sinās fingers hovered protectively near the blocks, his pink lips parted in concentration. His cerulean eyes flickered up to Jiminās, and the moment their gazes met, Sin ducked his head, hiding a shy smile behind his sleeve. Jimin grinned, nudging Sinās shoulder lightly with his own. āYouāre better at this than me,ā he teased, voice warm.
The child, oblivious to the quiet current between them, grabbed another block and thrust it toward Sin. āAgain!ā she demanded, tiny fists clutching the wooden piece like a treasure. Sin took it with exaggerated solemnity, nodding as if accepting a sacred mission. Jimin bit back a laugh, watching the way Sinās white hair flopped into his eyes as he leaned forward to place the block.
A sudden crash echoed from the kitchenāfollowed by Jinās dramatic yelp and Hoseokās cackling. Sin startled, nearly knocking the tower over, but Jiminās hand shot out instinctively, steadying both the blocks and Sinās wrist. His fingers lingered just a second too long before he pulled away, pretending to adjust his sleeve. Sinās ears turned pink.
The tower wobbled dangerously again, but Sin's slender fingers darted outāpressing gently against the leaning structureāsteadying it with the same effortless grace he seemed to carry everywhere. Jimin watched, elbow propped on his knee, chin resting in his palm. He wasn't even pretending to help anymore; Sin had this under control, and honestly, Jimin was content just watching the way Sin's eyebrows furrowed slightly, the way his pink tongue peeked out between his lips when he concentrated.
The childānow thoroughly sticky from both candy and the juice box Hoseok had smuggled ināgiggled when Sin added another block, this one shaped like a tiny red star. "Higher!" she demanded, bouncing on her knees. Sin glanced at Jimin, a silent plea for backup in his cerulean eyes, but Jimin just grinned and shrugged. "You're the architect here," he murmured, reaching out to tuck a stray strand of Sin's white hair behind his ear, letting his fingers linger just a heartbeat too long. Sin's breath hitched, but the child, blissfully unaware, shoved another block into Sin's hands.
From the kitchen, another crashāthis time accompanied by Jungkook's loud, startled curseāsent the tower tumbling. The child gasped, but before she could burst into tears, Jimin swooped in, scooping her up and spinning her in a quick circle. "Disaster!" he declared dramatically, laughing when she squealed, tiny hands gripping his shoulders. Sin watched them, eyes soft, and for a moment, Jimin forgot about the blocks, the noise, everythingājust the warmth of the child in his arms and the way Sin looked at him like he'd hung the stars himself.
Then Taehyung barreled into the room, a mixing bowl clutched in his hands, batter splattered across his shirt. "We need reinforcements," he announced gravely, "Jin-hyung's attempting pancakes." Sin stood immediatelyāalways eager to helpābut Jimin caught his wrist, tugging him back down. "Let them burn a few," he whispered, grinning when Sin's cheeks flushed. The child, now perched on Jimin's hip, reached out and patted Sin's face with her sticky fingers. "Pretty," she declared solemnly. Sin blinked, then ducked his head, but Jimin saw the smile tugging at his lips.
The pancake batter smelled like burning sugar and regret. Jimin pressed his forehead against Sinās shoulder, muffling his laughter as another plume of smoke drifted from the kitchen. Sinās fingers curled instinctively around Jiminās wristāhis grip warm, groundingāas the child in Jiminās arms reached out, tiny fingers splayed toward the disaster unfolding beyond the doorway. āBoom?ā she whispered, wide-eyed, and Sinās breath hitched with suppressed amusement.
āNot yet,ā Jimin murmured, lips brushing Sinās ear just to feel him shiver. He shifted the child higher on his hip, letting her nestle against his chest. Her sticky fingers found the collar of his shirt, clinging like a koala, and Sinās gaze softenedāthat look he reserved only for moments like this, when the world narrowed to the three of them. Jimin knew that look. Knew the way Sinās lashes fluttered when he tried to hide how much it unraveled him.
The child yawned, nuzzling into Jiminās neck, her breath warm against his skin. Sin reached out, tucking a stray curl behind her ear with the same reverence heād given the tower of blocks earlier. His thumb brushed her cheekājust onceāand Jiminās chest tightened. This, he thought. This is what love looks like. Not grand gestures, but Sinās quiet hands, steady and sure.
āSheās falling asleep,ā Sin whispered, voice low enough that only Jimin could hear. His cerulean eyes flickered up, meeting Jiminās, and there it was againāthat unspoken us, threaded through every glance. Jimin hummed, swaying slightly, rocking the child as her grip slackened. Sin stepped closer, his shoulder pressing into Jiminās, their bodies slotting together like they were made to fit.
The child's weight grew heavier against Jimin's chest, her breaths evening out into the slow rhythm of sleep. Sin's fingers hovered near her back, as if afraid to disturb her, but Jimin caught his wrist and guided it gently to rest against the curve of her tiny shoulder. "She won't break," he murmured, lips quirking when Sin's eyes widened. "You're allowed to hold her, you know." Sin hesitated, then let his palm settleālight as a fallen leafāagainst the child's spine. Jimin watched the way his throat moved when he swallowed, the way his lashes cast shadows on his cheeks in the late afternoon light filtering through the curtains.
From the kitchen, the clatter of pans and Jungkook's hushed swearing faded into background noise. Jimin shifted slightly, adjusting his grip on the sleeping child, and Sin moved with himāalways mirroring, always there. The child sighed, nuzzling deeper into Jimin's collarbone, and Sin's breath caught. "She trusts you," he whispered, voice thick with something unnameable. Jimin's heart clenched. He knew what Sin meantāknew the weight of that trust, how precious it was.
Jimin leaned in, close enough that his nose brushed Sin's temple. "She trusts us," he corrected softly, and felt Sin shiver against him. The child's fingers twitched in her sleep, her tiny fist curling into Jimin's shirt like an anchor. Sin's hand slid from her back to Jimin's waist, tentative at first, then firmāclaiming his place in this fragile, perfect moment.
The kitchen door creaked open, and Jin's flour-dusted face peered out. "Are weā" he began, then froze at the sight of them. His eyes softened. "Ah," he mouthed, retreating silently and pulling the door shut with exaggerated care. Jimin bit back a laugh, pressing his forehead to Sin's shoulder again. The child stirred slightly, murmuring nonsense into his skin, and Sin's thumb traced idle circles against Jimin's hipboneāa silent conversation.
Jiminās fingers traced idle patterns on the childās back as she slept, her weight warm and solid against his chest. Sinās breath was steady beside him, his presence like a quiet counterpoint to the chaos still faintly audible from the kitchen. The child sighed, her tiny fingers flexing against Jiminās collarbone, and Sinās hand tightened imperceptibly on his waistāIām here, it said. Weāre here together. Jimin tilted his head, pressing a kiss to Sinās temple, just because he could.
The child stirred, her nose scrunching adorably, and Sinās free hand lifted instinctively, hovering near her face as if to catch her dreams if they fell. Jimin watched the way Sinās eyelashes flutteredāhow his lips parted slightly, like he wanted to say something but didnāt trust his voice. Jimin knew that look. Knew the way Sinās heart wore its tenderness on the outside, fragile and brave all at once. āSheās dreaming,ā Jimin murmured, shifting her weight slightly. Sinās fingers brushed her cheek, feather-light, and the child sighed again, her lips curling into the faintest smile.
Jimin couldnāt help itāhe leaned in, kissing Sin properly this time, slow and sweet, their lips meeting in the space between the childās sleep-soft breaths and the distant clatter of pans. Sin made a quiet, helpless noise against his mouth, his fingers tightening in Jiminās shirt. When they pulled apart, Sinās cheeks were pink, his cerulean eyes wide and shining. āYouāreāā he started, then stopped, biting his lip. Jimin grinned, nudging their noses together. āIām what?ā he teased, voice low. Sin huffed, but his thumb stroked Jiminās hipbone in answer.
The child chose that moment to yawn, her face pressing into Jiminās neck, her warm breath tickling his skin. Sinās gaze softened, his attention shifting entirely to herāthe way he looked at her, like she was something precious and irreplaceable, made Jiminās chest ache. āWe should put her down,ā Sin whispered, his voice barely audible. Jimin hummed in agreement, but neither of them moved. The moment felt too fragile, too theirs, to break just yet.
The child's sock slipped off as Jimin adjusted her in his arms, her tiny toes curling against his forearm. Sin reached out instinctively, catching the stray sock before it hit the floor, his fingers brushing Jiminās skin in the processāa fleeting touch that sent warmth prickling up Jiminās spine. Sinās cheeks flushed as he carefully rolled the sock back onto the childās foot, his movements deliberate, like he was handling something infinitely precious. Jimin watched, transfixed, as Sinās white hair fell into his eyes, the late afternoon light catching the strands like spun sugar.
"Youāre good at this," Jimin murmured, shifting the child higher on his hip. She sighed in her sleep, her sticky fingers loosening their grip on his collar. Sin ducked his head, but not before Jimin caught the way his lips curvedāshy, pleased. "Itās not hard," Sin whispered back, his voice barely audible over the distant sizzle of something burning in the kitchen. Jimin grinned, leaning in until their shoulders pressed together. "Liar," he breathed into Sinās ear, delighting in the way Sin shivered. "Youāre just naturally good with her. Admit it."
Sinās protest died on his lips when the child stirred, her face scrunching adorably before settling again, her breath evening out against Jiminās neck. Sinās gaze softened, his hand lifting to hover near her back, uncertain. Jimin nudged him with his elbow. "Go on," he encouraged, nodding toward the child. "She wonāt wake up." Sin hesitated, then let his palm settle between her shoulder blades, his touch so light it was barely there. Jimin watched the way Sinās throat moved as he swallowed, the way his cerulean eyes flickered with something unreadable. "See?" Jimin whispered, shifting closer until their sides were flush. "Natural."
From the kitchen, a sudden clatterāfollowed by Jinās dramatic groanāmade them both jump. The child whimpered, her tiny fists clenching, and Sinās hand moved instantly, smoothing down her back in slow, soothing circles. Jimin held his breath, watching as the child relaxed again, her face nuzzling into the curve of his shoulder. Sinās fingers stilled, but he didnāt pull awayāhis palm remained, warm and steady, a silent promise. Iāve got you, that touch said. Both of you.
The kitchen door cracked open againājust wide enough for Hoseok to peek through, his hair dusted with what looked like powdered sugar. His eyes darted from the sleeping child to Jiminās arm wrapped protectively around her, to Sinās hand still resting on her back. Hoseokās grin softened into something unbearably fond. āYah,ā he mouthed, pointing exaggeratedly at his own eyes and then at them, as if to say I see you. Jimin rolled his eyes but couldnāt suppress the smile tugging at his lips. Sin, however, went rigid, his fingers twitching against the childās spine like heād been caught stealing stars.
KIM TAEHYUNG
The childās laughter bubbled up like a sudden spring, bright and uncontainable, as Taehyung pretended to trip over his own feet, landing with exaggerated clumsiness on the plush carpet. Sin clutched the little girlās hand, his cerulean eyes crinkling at the edges as he watched Taehyung roll onto his back, arms flopping outward like a starfish. āAgain!ā the child demanded, bouncing on her toes, her tiny fingers tightening around Sinās.
Taehyung groaned playfully, stretching his limbs as if weighed down by invisible anchors. āAh, Sin-ah, help me,ā he whined, turning his head to blink up at his lover with exaggerated helplessness. Sin bit his lip to stifle a giggle, the beauty mark under his eye catching the warm afternoon light. Without a word, he leaned downāslowly, deliberatelyāand pressed a featherlight kiss to Taehyungās forehead before pulling back, cheeks dusted pink. The little girl gasped, delighted, and promptly threw herself onto Taehyungās chest.
The chaos that followed was predictable: Taehyung sat up with the child clinging to him like a koala, her giggles muffled against his shoulder, while Sin hovered close, hands fluttering as if unsure whether to intervene or join in. His shyness melted a little when Taehyung grinned at him, nodding toward the pile of art supplies abandoned on the coffee table. āSin-ah, didnāt you promise her a drawing?ā Taehyung prompted, nudging the child gently. Her head snapped up, eyes wide and pleading.
Sin hesitatedāalways so careful, so tenderābefore sinking onto the floor beside them, pulling a sketchbook into his lap. The child wriggled free from Taehyungās hold to peer over Sinās arm, her breath hitching as his pencil began to glide across the paper. Taehyung watched them both, chin propped on his palm, his smile softening. Sinās fingers moved with quiet precision, sketching the curve of the childās cheek, the wild flyaways of her hair, the way her entire being seemed to vibrate with joy.
The child's sticky fingers left smudges on the edge of Sin's sketchbook as she leaned in closer, her breath hot and excited against his ear. "Draw me a dragon!" she demanded, then reconsidered instantly, "No! A unicorn! Noā" Taehyung interrupted with a snort, plucking a blue crayon from the scattered pile and rolling it between his fingers. "Why not both?" he suggested, wiggling his eyebrows at Sin, who blinked up at him with those wide cerulean eyes before a slow, understanding smile curled his pink lips.
Sin's pencil hesitated only for a second before transforming the child's round face in the sketch into something whimsicalāher nose elongating into a tiny horn, her wild hair morphing into a mane that sparkled with invisible glitter. Taehyung watched, fascinated, as Sin's shyness evaporated line by line, replaced by the quiet confidence of an artist lost in creation. The child squealed when she saw it, clapping her hands so hard the crayons rattled, and Taehyung couldn't resist ruffling Sin's messy white hair, his fingers lingering just a heartbeat too long.
"Now me!" Taehyung announced, flopping onto his stomach beside Sin and propping his chin on his hands, batting his eyelashes exaggeratedly. The child giggled, kicking her feet against the carpet, and Sin's pencil falteredānot from uncertainty, but from the way Taehyung's gaze pinned him, warm and knowing. "Make me handsome," Taehyung added with a wink, and Sin huffed a laugh, the sound so soft it was nearly swallowed by the child's noisy enthusiasm.
The sketch that emerged was nothing like Taehyung expectedānot a caricature or a fantasy, but Taehyung himself, rendered in tender, aching detail: the way his sweater slipped off one shoulder, the crinkles at the corners of his eyes, the lazy curl of his fingers against his cheek. It was so intimate that Taehyung's breath caught, and the child, oblivious, snatched the sketchbook to inspect it with a critical hum. "Needs more glitter," she declared solemnly, and Sin's laughter this time was bright, unfiltered, bouncing off the walls like sunlight.
The childānow christened "Princess Glitterbeast" by Taehyung after her insistence on bedazzling every inch of Sinās sketchāhad conked out midway through her crusade to stick sequins on Taehyungās sleeves. She lay sprawled across Sinās lap, one sticky hand still clutching a half-crushed tube of glue, her breath slow and even. Sin hadnāt moved an inch, frozen in place like a statue, his fingers hovering above her back as if afraid she might dissolve if he touched her. Taehyung watched, amused, from where he was sprawled on his stomach, chin propped on his arms. āYou know she wonāt break, right?ā he whispered, reaching out to poke Sinās knee.
Sinās eyelashes flutteredānervous, always so nervousābut his hand finally settled gently on the childās shoulder, his thumb tracing the seam of her tiny unicorn-print shirt. āSheās so small,ā he murmured, and Taehyungās chest did something complicated at the way Sin said it, like it was a marvel, like heād never seen anything so fragile in his life.
Taehyung rolled onto his side, careful not to jostle the makeshift nest of throw pillows theyād assembled, and stretched out a leg to nudge Sinās ankle with his toes. āYouāre small too,ā he pointed out, grinning when Sinās nose scrunched in protest. The child shifted in her sleep, smacking her lips, and Sin immediately froze again, wide-eyed, until her breathing evened out. Taehyung bit back a laugh. āRelax,ā he mouthed, crawling closer until he could press his forehead against Sinās shoulder. āYouāre good at this.ā
Sinās exhale was shaky, but his fingers curled tighter around the childās shoulder, protective. āWhat if Iām not?ā he whispered back, so quiet Taehyung almost missed it.
Taehyung shifted until his body was curled around Sinās side, his breath warm against Sinās neck. āLook at her,ā he murmured, nodding toward the childās slack mouth, the way her tiny fingers twitched in sleep. āShe trusts you completely. Thatās how you know youāre doing it right.ā Sinās throat moved as he swallowed, his gaze flickering down to the childās face, then back to Taehyungāunsure, always so unsure. Taehyung bumped their noses together, grinning. āAnd if you mess up, Iāll be here. Weāll mess up together.ā
A muffled snore erupted from the child, startling Sin so badly he nearly toppled backward. Taehyung caught him by the elbow, laughing silently, his shoulders shaking. Sinās flustered glare only made it worseāTaehyung buried his face in Sinās shoulder to smother his giggles, his fingers tangling in the fabric of Sinās sweater. The child, undisturbed, flopped an arm over Sinās thigh like a sleepy octopus claiming its territory.
Sinās hand hovered uncertainly above her head before he finally let his fingers sink into her wild hair, brushing it back from her forehead with infinite care. Taehyung watched, his laughter fading into something softer, something aching. Sin touched her like she was something precious, like he was afraid his hands might be too rough, too clumsy. Taehyung knew that feeling. Heād seen it in the mirror enough times.
āsin-ah,ā Taehyung whispered, nudging Sinās knee again. āTell me what youāre thinking.ā Sinās fingers stilled in the childās hair, his lips partingāthen closing, then parting again. Taehyung waited, patient, tracing idle circles on Sinās elbow until the words tumbled out, soft and hesitant.
āWhat if she wakes up andāand doesnāt like me anymore?ā Sinās voice was so small it cracked. Taehyungās chest ached. Heād seen that look beforeāSinās cerulean eyes wide with fear, his pink lips bitten raw. It was the same look heād worn the first time Taehyung kissed him, like he was waiting for the other shoe to drop. Taehyung hooked his chin over Sinās shoulder, pressing his lips to the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye. āImpossible,ā he murmured. āSheās already decided youāre her favorite. Look.ā
The childāPrincess Glitterbeast, as Taehyung had dubbed herāhad somehow managed to wriggle closer in her sleep, her sticky fingers now fisted in Sinās sweater. A trail of dried glue glimmered on her cheek, and Sinās thumb hovered over it, uncertain. āSheāll be mad if we wipe it off,ā Taehyung warned, grinning. āThatās her war paint.ā
Sin huffed a laugh, but his fingers trembled as he tucked a stray curl behind the childās ear. Taehyung watched, his own breath catchingāSin was always like this, so careful with everything he touched, like the world might shatter if he held it too tightly. Taehyung wanted to kiss that look off his face. Instead, he plucked a stray sequin from Sinās sleeve and stuck it to the tip of his own nose. āSee? Now we match.ā
The child stirred in Sinās lap, her nose scrunching as she let out a tiny, disgruntled whineālike a disheveled kitten protesting a nap. Sinās breath hitched, his fingers freezing mid-stroke through her hair, as if his stillness alone could lull her back to sleep. Taehyung, still draped over Sinās shoulder like a human blanket, muffled a snort against the fabric of his sweater. āSheās like a wind-up toy,ā he whispered, his lips brushing Sinās earlobe. āJust wait.ā Sure enough, the childās eyelids fluttered open, her pupils blown wide with sleep, and she blinked up at Sin with the solemn gravity of a judge about to deliver a verdict.
āā¦Youāre still here,ā she announced, her voice raspy with sleep, and Sinās shoulders slumped in visible reliefāas if heād expected her to wake up screaming. Taehyung bit his lip to keep from laughing. The child, now fully awake, squirmed upright, her tiny hands braced on Sinās thighs as she assessed him with alarming intensity. Then, without warning, she lunged forward, wrapping her arms around Sinās neck with enough force to nearly topple him backward. āI dreamed you turned into a marshmallow,ā she informed him, her words muffled against his collarbone.
Sinās hands hovered uncertainly over her back before he finally hugged her back, his touch featherlight. āDid I taste good?ā he asked, deadpan, and Taehyung choked on nothing, his shoulders shaking. The child pulled back, her brow furrowed in thought. āDunno. I was a dragon.ā She nodded decisively, as if this explained everything, then scrambled off Sinās lap to inspect the carnage of glitter and crayons strewn across the carpet. Taehyung took advantage of the sudden space to curl closer to Sin, his nose bumping against the beauty mark under Sinās eye. āSee?ā he murmured. āStill likes you.ā
Sin exhaled shakily, his fingers tangling with Taehyungās under the cover of the childās distraction. āSheās⦠unpredictable,ā he admitted, and Taehyung grinned, pressing a quick kiss to the corner of his mouth. āSo are you,ā he countered, just as the child whirled around, brandishing a half-melted purple crayon like a sword. āDraw me riding the dragon!ā she commanded, thrusting the crayon at Sin with the authority of a monarch. Sin blinked, then accepted it with the solemnity of a knight receiving a sacred quest. Taehyung watched, utterly smitten, as Sinās tongue peeked out between his lips in concentration, his fingers moving swiftly across a fresh page.
The childās crayon snapped in half under the force of her enthusiasm, and Sin flinched like heād personally failed her. Taehyung, sprawled across the carpet with his chin propped on one hand, snatched up the broken pieces before Sin could spiral. āPerfect,ā he declared, rolling onto his back and holding the crayon halves aloft like a victorious gladiator. āNow we have two swords for the dragon battle.ā The child gasped, scrambling over Sinās legs to claim her new weapon, her earlier command forgotten in the face of Taehyungās chaos.
Sin watched, wide-eyed, as Taehyung let the child clamber onto his chest, brandishing her crayon swords with a battle cry that sounded suspiciously like Jiminās high notes. āDefend the castle!ā she shrieked, whacking Taehyungās shoulder with a purple streak. Taehyung groaned like a dying knight, clutching his chest dramatically. āSin-ahāsave meāā he gasped, reaching one trembling hand toward his lover. Sin hesitated, his sketchbook forgotten in his lap, then tentatively picked up a pink crayon. āIāI donāt know how to fight dragons,ā he admitted, but the child whirled on him, her eyes blazing. āYouāre the princess!ā she informed him, as if this were obvious.
Taehyungās resulting cackle was cut short when the child planted a knee in his stomach. Sinās cheeks flushed pink, but he set his jaw with unexpected determination, gripping the crayon like a scepter. āThen IāllāIāll use my magic,ā he stammered, swiping the pink crayon in a shaky arc toward Taehyungās forehead. The child nodded approvingly. āNow youāre cursed,ā she announced. Taehyung went limp instantly, tongue lolling out. Sinās lips twitchedāthen curled into a real smile, bright and sudden, like the sun breaking through clouds.
JEON JUNGKOOK
"Wait, noāthat's not how you hold him!" Jungkook laughed, lunging forward just as Sin nearly fumbled the wriggling toddler in his arms. The baby giggled, oblivious to the near-disaster, tiny fingers clutching at Sin's messy white hair like it was the most fascinating thing in the world.
Sin's cheeks flushed pink, his cerulean eyes widening in panic. "IāI thought I had him!" he stammered, adjusting his grip awkwardly while the childāa cheerful little boy named Minho, borrowed from the show's crew for the dayālet out a delighted squeal. Jungkook reached out, steadying Sin's hands with his own, his fingers lingering just a second longer than necessary. "Like this," he murmured, guiding Sin's arms into a more secure cradle. "You've got to support his head, yeah?"
Sin nodded, swallowing hard. He was usually so gracefulādelicate, almost doll-likeābut babies? Babies were an entirely different challenge. Meanwhile, Jungkook looked effortlessly natural, bouncing Minho on his hip like heād been doing it his whole life. The contrast made Sinās stomach flutter in a way that had nothing to do with nerves.
Across the room, Jin and Namjoon were busy debating whether to order fried chicken or sushi for lunch, their voices rising in playful bickering. Taehyung had already given up on them and was crouched by the toy chest, digging out a stuffed dinosaur to distract Minho if things got too chaotic. Jimin, ever the mediator, was filming the whole thing on his phone, grinning behind the camera.
"Hyung," Sin whispered, leaning into Jungkook's shoulder as Minho finally settled against his chest, his tiny fists curled into the fabric of Sin's oversized sweater. The warmth of Jungkook's breath brushed against Sin's templeāclose, too close for anyone else to notice, but just enough to send a shiver down his spine. "I think he likes you more," Sin added with a pout, watching as Minho cooed up at Jungkook with adoring eyes.
Jungkook chuckled, his fingers tracing idle circles on Sin's lower back where the cameras couldn't see. "Nah, he's just impressed by your hair. Kid's got taste." He grinned when Sin huffed, but the way Minho immediately reached for Jungkook's fingers, tiny and trusting, betrayed the truth. Sin wasn't jealous, not reallyājust endlessly endeared by how effortlessly Jungkook fit into moments like this.
The moment shattered when Minho suddenly lurched forward, his chubby hands grabbing for Jungkook's nose with surprising accuracy. Jungkook yelped, feigning exaggerated pain as he pried the toddler's fingers away. "Yah, you little menace!" he gasped, but his scolding was ruined by the way his eyes crinkled at the corners. Sin couldn't help but laugh, the sound bright and startled, and Jungkook's gaze flicked to him like he'd been waiting for it.
A crash from the kitchen startled them bothāJin's triumphant crowing about "winning" the lunch debate echoed down the hall, followed by Namjoon's long-suffering sigh. Minho's head whipped toward the noise, his tiny body tensing like he might wriggle free to investigate. Sin panicked, arms tightening instinctively, but Jungkook was already there, his hands sliding over Sin's to steady the squirming bundle between them. "Easy," he murmured, and Sin wasn't sure if he was talking to Minho or to him.
The chaos in the kitchen escalatedāpans clattering, Jinās victorious laughter ringing over Namjoonās muttered protestsābut Jungkookās attention never wavered from Sinās flustered expression. Minho, now thoroughly distracted by the commotion, squirmed harder, his little feet kicking against Sinās ribs. āHyung,ā Sin breathed, panic edging his voice as the toddler arched backward, his grip on Jungkookās nose forgotten in favor of whatever mischief Jin was causing. Jungkook reacted before Sin could stumble, one arm sliding around Sinās waist to anchor him while the other scooped Minho effortlessly into his own hold. āSwitch,ā he said, simple and firm, and just like that, the weight in Sinās arms vanished, replaced by the warmth of Jungkookās hand pressing against the small of his back.
Minho, now perched on Jungkookās hip, blinked up at him with wide, curious eyes. āYou,ā Jungkook informed the child solemnly, tapping his tiny nose, āare a hazard.ā Minho responded by grabbing Jungkookās finger and attempting to shove it into his own mouth. Sin giggled, the sound muffled behind his hand, and Jungkook shot him a look that was equal parts fond and exasperated. āThis is your fault,ā he accused, though the way his thumb brushed against Sinās side betrayed his tone. āYour hairās too shiny. Distracting.ā
Before Sin could retort, Minho let out a sudden, determined grunt and lungedānot for Jungkookās hair this time, but for the loose neckline of Sinās sweater. Tiny fingers caught fabric, yanking hard enough to reveal a sliver of pale collarbone. Sin yelped, scrambling to adjust his collar while Jungkook snorted, shifting Minho higher to prevent further wardrobe sabotage. āYah,ā Jungkook scolded, bouncing the boy lightly. āNo stripping people.ā His gaze, though, lingered on the patch of exposed skin a heartbeat too long, and Sinās flush deepened.
Across the room, Taehyung finally abandoned the toy chest, waving the stuffed dinosaur like a victory flag. āHyung,ā he called, sidling up to them, āyouāre supposed to be the responsible ones.ā He plucked Minho from Jungkookās arms with practiced ease, earning a betrayed squawk from the toddler. āWatch and learn,ā Taehyung declared, hoisting Minho onto his shoulders. The boyās squeals of delight drowned out Jungkookās indignant āHey!ā while Sin bit his lip to keep from laughing.
Minhoās giggles filled the room as Taehyung spun him around, the toddler clinging to his dark curls like reins. Sin watched, still catching his breath from the near-disaster moments earlier, when Jungkookās fingers brushed his wristālight, deliberate. "Hyung," Jungkook murmured under the chaos, "you good?" His thumb traced the delicate bones of Sinās wrist, grounding him. Sin nodded, but the way Jungkookās eyes lingered told him he wasnāt fooling anyone.
The cameras caught it all, of courseāthe way Sinās eyelashes fluttered when Jungkook leaned in to whisper something only he could hear, the way Jungkookās grin softened when Sin laughed. The crew had long since stopped pretending this was just another variety show bit. Even Minho seemed to sense it, pausing mid-spin to blink at them with the uncanny focus of a child whoād just uncovered a secret. "Koo," he announced, pointing at Jungkook with one sticky finger, then at Sin. "Sin." Then, with the gravity of a judge delivering a verdict, he clapped his hands together.
Jungkook choked on air. Sinās face burned.
Taehyung, bless him, pretended not to notice. "Ah, our genius baby," he cooed, bouncing Minho higher. "Naming your favorite hyungs, huh?" But the smirk he shot them over Minhoās head was anything but innocent. Jungkook retaliated by snatching the stuffed dinosaur from Taehyungās grip and lobbing it at his shoulder.
The stuffed dinosaur bounced harmlessly off Taehyung's shoulder, but Minho took it as an invitation to declare war. With a shriek of delight, he wriggled free of Taehyung's grip and launched himself toward Jungkook, tiny hands outstretched like a miniature supervillain. Jungkook barely had time to brace himself before twenty pounds of toddler collided with his thighs, small fingers immediately tangling in the ripped knees of his jeans. "Yahā!" Jungkook yelped, but it was half-laugh, his hands automatically coming up to steady Minho's wobbly stance. Sin barely suppressed a giggle behind his palm, watching as Jungkookāusually so composed during performancesāfloundered under the assault of sticky fingers and incoherent babbling.
Minho, victorious, patted Jungkook's cheek with one damp hand before twisting to peer up at Sin with sudden solemnity. "Sin," he announced again, then pointed imperiously at the floor. Jungkook blinked. "Uh. Think he's ordering you to sit," he muttered, just as Minho's other hand fisted in Sin's sweater, tugging with surprising strength. Sin yelped, knees buckling, and suddenly he was on the floor with Jungkook, their shoulders pressed together while Minho clambered happily into Sin's lap like he'd orchestrated the whole thing.
Jungkook's hand found Sin's knee under the cover of Minho's squirming, his thumb rubbing idle circles that made Sin's breath hitch. The cameras were still rolling, but Jungkook's touch was hidden beneath the toddler's flailing limbsāintimate in a way that felt stolen. Sin ducked his head, letting his messy white hair curtain his burning cheeks as Minho babbled nonsense and patted his face with both hands.
"Think he's trying to tell you something," Jungkook murmured, leaning in so close his breath tickled Sin's ear. His free hand reached out to gently untangle Minho's fingers from Sin's hair, but the toddler immediately latched onto Jungkook's wrist instead, gnawing on his bracelet like a teething toy. Jungkook didn't even flinch. "Yah, that's not food," he chided softly, prying his jewelry free with practiced easeālike he'd done this a hundred times before. The thought sent an unexpected pang through Sin's chest. Jungkook would be good at this. Really good.
Minho's tiny fingers were sticky with whatever snack Taehyung had sneak-fed him earlier, and now they were smearing across Sin's sweater in enthusiastic pats. Jungkook watched, lips twitching, as Sin bit his lipānot in frustration, but in that painfully endearing way he did when he was trying not to laugh at the absurdity of it all. The sweater was probably ruined, but Sin didnāt seem to care, his cerulean eyes soft as he let Minho poke at his beauty mark like it was a button.
"Hyung," Jungkook murmured, nudging Sinās knee with his own. "You're letting him win."
Sin blinked up at him, pink lips parting in mock offense. "He's nineteen months old, Jungkook-ah. Thereās no winning."
Jungkook grinned, reaching over to pluck Minhoās wandering hand from where it was attempting to stuff a fistful of Sinās hair into his mouth. "Nah, youāre just soft," he teased, but his fingers lingered where they brushed Sinās wrist, warmth seeping through skin like sunlight.
Minho's sticky fingers found Sin's beauty mark again, pressing insistently like he expected it to chime or light up. Sin winced slightly but didn't pull away, letting the toddler explore with the solemn focus only babies could muster. Jungkook watched themāSin's patient smile, the way his long lashes cast shadows on his cheeks whenever he blinkedāand felt something warm and heavy settle in his chest. He reached over without thinking, brushing a smear of what might've been banana from Sin's jawline. Sin startled, cerulean eyes flicking to him, and Jungkook realized too late that his thumb had lingered.
Minho chose that moment to faceplant into Sin's chest with a dramatic sigh, his tiny body going boneless. "Uh-oh," Jungkook muttered, eyeing the way Sin froze like a statue, arms hovering awkwardly around the suddenly limp child. "Think we broke him."
Sin's panicked whisper was barely audible. "Isāis he supposed to do that?"
Jungkook bit back a laugh at the sheer terror in Sin's expression. "Yeah, hyung. Kids are like phones. They just⦠shut down sometimes." He demonstrated by scooping Minho up, expertly cradling him against his shoulder. The toddler nuzzled into Jungkook's neck instantly, sighing like he'd found home.
Jungkookās shoulder was warm where Minhoās cheek pressed against it, the toddlerās breaths evening out into the slow rhythm of a nap. Sin watched, transfixed, as Jungkook swayed slightly on his kneesāa subconscious rocking motion that made his biceps flex under his rolled-up sleeves. There was something unbearably tender about it, the way Jungkookās free hand came up to cradle the back of Minhoās head without being asked, his fingers splayed protectively over the babyās soft hair. Sinās chest ached.
āHeās out,ā Jungkook whispered, tilting his head to peer at Minhoās slack face. A strand of his own dark hair fell across his forehead, and Sin fought the absurd urge to tuck it behind his ear. āTold you heād crash after all that sugar Taehyung fed him.ā His voice was low, threaded with amusement, but his eyesāwhen they met Sināsāwere soft in a way that had nothing to do with the sleeping child between them.
"Hyung," Jungkook whispered, leaning over the bed with his brows furrowed. The morning light slanted through the half-open curtains, painting stripes across Yoongiās face and the mess of white hair pressed against his shoulder. "Why is heā"
Yoongi cracked one eye open, then immediately squeezed it shut again, like even that much movement was too much for whatever hour of the morning this was. "Because heās Sin," he muttered, voice rough with sleep. As if that explained everything.
And honestly, it kind of did. Sin clung to Yoongi like a koalaālimbs wrapped tight, face smushed against his collarbone, breath warm and even. The pine-shaped earring Yoongi had given him yesterday caught the light, dangling precariously close to Yoongiās chin. Jungkook reached out, hesitated, then flicked it gently.
Sin didnāt stir.
Jungkook hovered at the edge of the bed, torn between waking them and letting them sleep. The early morning light painted everything in soft goldāSin's white hair looked almost translucent where it fanned across Yoongi's chest, and the elder's usual sharp features had softened into something disarmingly peaceful. Sinās fingers were curled loosely into Yoongiās shirt, as if even in sleep, he needed the reassurance of touch.
A floorboard creaked behind him, and Jungkook whipped around to see Hoseok leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, a knowing smirk playing on his lips. "Admiring the view?" he teased, voice hushed. Jungkook rolled his eyes but didnāt deny it. There was something unnervingly intimate about the scene, like stumbling upon a secret he wasnāt meant to see.
Yoongi shifted suddenly, a low grumble escaping him as Sin unconsciously nuzzled closer. The movement sent the pine earring swaying, and Jungkook caught himself staring at it againāthe way it caught the light, the way it suited Sin perfectly. Like it had been made for him.
Hoseok padded into the room with the quiet grace of someone whoād spent years sneaking into dorm rooms past curfew. He nudged Jungkookās shoulder with his own, nodding toward the tangled pair on the bed. āCute, right?ā he murmured, lips quirking. āLike a kitten and a grumpy old man.ā
Jungkook huffed a laugh, but his chest tightened inexplicably. Heād seen Sin curled up with all of them at some pointāclinging to Jimin during movie nights, dozing against Taehyungās shoulder on the couchābut there was something different about the way he latched onto Yoongi. Something that made Jungkookās fingers twitch with the urge to reach out andāwhat? Adjust the blanket? Brush Sinās hair back? He wasnāt sure.
A sudden rustle of fabric made them both freeze. Yoongiās eyes fluttered open, bleary and unfocused, before landing on them. His expression cycled through confusion, irritation, and resignation in the span of a second. āā¦Why are you hovering,ā he muttered, voice thick with sleep. Sin made a soft noise against his collarbone, and Yoongiās arm tightened around him instinctively, like he was shielding him from the morning itself.
Hoseok grinned, unrepentant, and plopped down on the edge of the bed with all the subtlety of a firecracker. "We were just checking if you were alive," he stage-whispered, reaching over to poke Sin's cheek. "Or maybe abducted. You two looked like a scene fromĀ Snow White and the Grumpy Dwarf."
Sin stirred at the touch, eyelashes fluttering before he blinked up at Hoseok with the dazed confusion of someone who hadnāt quite remembered how mornings worked yet. His cerulean eyes were sleep-soft, unfocused, and he let out a tiny, disoriented noise that made Jungkookās chest do something inconveniently fond.
Yoongi groaned, dragging a hand down his face. "Get out," he grumbled, but there was no heat in itājust the resigned tolerance of a man who had long since accepted that his personal space was public domain. Sin, blissfully oblivious, tucked his head back against Yoongiās shoulder with a contented sigh, fingers curling tighter into his shirt like he was claiming territory.
Jungkook couldnāt help itāhe snorted. "Hyung, youāre basically a human teddy bear now."
Yoongiās glare could have melted steel, but Jungkook only grinned wider, unrepentant, as Sin shifted against him with another sleepy murmur. The elder sighed, long-suffering, andāin a move that surprised even Hoseokālifted a hand to gently card through Sinās messy white strands. āYouāre all nightmares,ā he muttered, but his fingers were careful, almost tender, as they smoothed down a particularly stubborn cowlick near Sinās temple.
Hoseokās smirk softened into something unbearably fond. āLook at you,ā he cooed, leaning in to pinch Yoongiās cheek. āAll soft and paternal.ā
Yoongi swatted at him halfheartedly, but Sin chose that moment to stir properly, blinking up at them with those wide, gem-bright eyes. āā¦Hobi-hyung?ā His voice was raspy with sleep, the syllables clumsy, and Jungkook felt something in his ribcage twinge at the sight. Sin rubbed his cheek against Yoongiās shoulder like a cat, then frozeāas if suddenly realizing heād been caught in flagrante delicto. āOh. Did Iā?ā
āYes,ā Yoongi deadpanned, but his arm stayed firmly around Sinās waist. āYou stole my personal space. Again.ā
Sin blinked up at Yoongi, his cheeks flushing pink as he slowly extracted himself from the elder's grip. "S-sorry," he mumbled, voice still thick with sleep, fingers fidgeting with the hem of Yoongi's shirt like he wasn't quite ready to let go entirely. The pine earring swung with the movement, catching the light in a way that made Jungkook's gaze linger again.
Hoseok laughed, reaching over to ruffle Sin's already disastrous bedhead. "Don't apologize," he said, grinning. "Yoongi-hyung secretly loves it. Look at himāheās basically a glorified body pillow at this point."
Yoongi scowled, but the effect was ruined by the way his hand still hovered near Sinās back, as if ready to catch him if he tipped over. "I hate all of you," he grumbled, but the way his fingers twitched toward Sinās sleeve betrayed him.
The steam from the shower curled around Sinās bare shoulders as he toweled off his hair, droplets clinging to his eyelashes like tiny diamonds. Heād grabbed Yoongiās shirt without thinkingāagaināthe fabric swallowing his slight frame, the sleeves pooling over his wrists. The scent of pine and something faintly metallic clung to it, unmistakably Yoongi, and Sin pressed his nose into the collar for a half-second before catching himself. He tugged on the black sweatpants next, the waistband loose enough that he had to knot the drawstring twice to keep them from sliding down his hips.
Jinās room smelled like garlic butter and coffee when Sin padded in, his bare feet silent against the hardwood. The table was already crowdedāTaehyung half-sprawled across Jiminās lap, Jungkook stealing bacon from Hoseokās plate with the audacity of a man who knew heād get away with it. Yoongi sat at the far end, nursing a cup of coffee like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to earth, his eyes flicking up as Sin hovered in the doorway.
āYouāre wearing my clothes,ā Yoongi said flatly, though the way his fingers tightened around his mug betrayed the lack of real irritation. Sin blinked down at himself, then back up at Yoongi with the wide-eyed innocence of a thief whoād been caught red-handed but hoped charm might save him.
āā¦Theyāre comfy,ā Sin offered weakly, fingers plucking at the oversized sleeve.
Sinās fingers trembled slightly as he reached for a piece of toast, the oversized sleeve of Yoongiās shirt sliding down his wrist again. Heād rolled it up twice already, but the fabric stubbornly refused to stay put, like it was determined to remind everyone at the table exactly whose clothes he was swimming in. The scent of coffee and sizzling bacon filled Jinās room, mingling with the faint, lingering traces of Yoongiās cologne that clung to Sinās borrowed shirt.
Across the table, Jungkook watched as Sin struggled to butter his toast without dragging the sleeve through the jam, his lips quirking into an amused smirk. āYou look like a kid playing dress-up,ā he teased, reaching over to flip the sleeve back for him. Sinās cheeks pinked, but he didnāt protest, just mumbled a quiet āthanksā before nibbling at the corner of the toast.
Yoongi, who had been silently sipping his coffee like a man plotting murder, finally spoke up. āIf youāre gonna keep stealing my clothes, at least fold the sleeves properly,ā he grumbled, though the effect was ruined by the way his eyes flicked to Sinās exposed collarboneāwhere the shirt gaped just enough to reveal a sliver of pale skinābefore he pointedly looked away.
The toast crumbled between Sinās fingers as Jimin suddenly leaned across the table, his grin mischievous. "Hyungās just mad because you look better in his clothes than he does," he sing-songed, dodging the napkin Yoongi threw at his face with practiced ease. Sinās eyes widened, his gaze darting between them like a startled rabbit, but the tension dissolved when Hoseok cackled, nearly knocking over his juice.
"True," Hoseok agreed, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. "Sin could wear a potato sack and make it look like haute couture." He reached over to poke Sinās cheek, laughing when Sin instinctively leaned into the touch, his cerulean eyes blinking slowly, still hazy with sleep. "Meanwhile, Yoongi-hyungā"
Yoongiās glare could have curdled milk. "Finish that sentence and Iām throwing you out the window."
Jungkook, mouth full of bacon, snorted. "Heās not wrong though."
Sin ducked his head to hide his smile in another bite of toast, but the tips of his ears burned pinkāvisible even beneath the fall of his messy white hair. The sleeve of Yoongiās shirt slipped again, dragging through the butter dish this time, and Taehyung burst into laughter so sudden that Jimin nearly choked on his coffee. "Look at him," Taehyung wheezed, clutching Jiminās shoulder for balance. "Like a baby deer wearing a wedding dress."
"Yah," Yoongi snapped, but it was too lateāSin had already frozen mid-chew, eyes wide and mortified, a crumb clinging to his bottom lip. Jungkook reached over without thinking, thumb brushing it away before he caught himself and pulled back, clearing his throat. The silence that followed was deafening, punctuated only by Hoseokās poorly suppressed giggle.
Sin swallowed hard, his fingers tightening around the toast. "IāI can change," he stammered, already half-rising from his chair, but Yoongiās hand shot out, catching his wrist before he could bolt. The elderās grip was firm, his fingers warm against Sinās pulse point, but his voice was surprisingly calm when he spoke. "Sit down," he muttered, nudging Sin back into his seat with a sigh. "Youāll just steal another one later."
Jimin wiggled his eyebrows suggestively, mouthingĀ stolen clothes kinkĀ to Hoseok, who dissolved into another fit of laughterāright until Yoongi flicked a sugar packet at his forehead with lethal precision. "Ow," Hoseok whined, rubbing the spot dramatically. "Domestic violence."
The moment breakfast dissolved into chaosāJimin tipping Taehyungās juice into his own lap with a squawk, Yoongi threatening to strangle Hoseok with his own shoelacesāSin slipped away unnoticed, fingers worrying the too-long cuff of Yoongiās sleeve as he padded down the hallway. The hotel carpet muffled his footsteps, but the creak of a door opening behind him made him freeze mid-step.
"Going somewhere?" Namjoonās voice was warm, laced with amusement, as he fell into step beside Sin. His hands were tucked into the pockets of his oversized hoodie, the hem riding up just enough to reveal a sliver of skin when he moved. Sinās gaze flickered to itāa habit he couldnāt seem to breakābefore darting away, cheeks heating.
"Justā" Sin gestured vaguely toward their shared room, the pine earring swinging with the motion. "Forgot something."
Namjoon hummed, nodding like this was the most fascinating confession heād ever heard. "Ah, the elusiveĀ something," he teased, bumping Sinās shoulder lightly. "Must be important if youāre fleeing the breakfast warzone for it."
The hotel room door swung open with a soft click, revealing a figure perched on the edge of Sinās unmade bedālegs crossed, phone in hand, a too-bright smile stretching across her face the moment she spotted him. "Oppa!" she chirped, scrambling to her feet so fast the polaroid photos scattered across the comforter fluttered like startled birds. Sinās breath hitched; he recognized the photos instantlyāhim asleep on the tour bus, him laughing with Jungkook in the hotel lobby, him leaning against Yoongiās shoulder in the elevator. All moments that had never been meant for her.
Namjoonās hand landed firmly between Sinās shoulder blades before he could stagger back, warmth bleeding through the thin fabric of Yoongiās borrowed shirt. "Whoa," Namjoon murmured, stepping forward just enough to angle himself slightly in front of Sinācasual, protective. His voice stayed light, though. "This is⦠new."
The girlāno older than Sin himself, her nails painted the same cerulean as his eyesāclutched her phone tighter, her gaze flicking between them. "Iām Mina," she announced, as if that explained everything. The lanyard around her neck swung when she moved, the laminated pass inside clearly fake, the hotel logo pixelated at the edges. "Sinās wife."
Sinās fingers twitched toward his earring on reflex, the pine shape sharp against his fingertips. "Iā" His voice cracked. Heād heard of sasaengs, of course, but never like thisānever in hisĀ room, never with his stolen moments spread out like some kind of shrine. "You canāt be here."
Minaās smile didnāt waver. She tapped her phone screen, and Sinās own voice spilled outārecorded from god knows where, probably the hallway yesterday when heād been laughing with Taehyung about pancake art. "You see?" she said brightly. "Weāre perfect for each other."
Namjoon exhaled through his nose, slow and controlled. "Okay," he said, easy as if discussing the weather, but his grip on Sinās elbow tightened just enough to anchor him. "Hereās the thingāhotel securityās gonna beĀ realĀ interested in how you got in here. And the police? TheyĀ loveĀ trespassing charges."
Mina blinked, her bravado faltering for the first time. "But Iā"
"Also," Namjoon continued, gently herding Sin backward toward the door without breaking eye contact with her, "stealing photos? Thatās a lawsuit. Publishing them?Ā BiggerĀ lawsuit." He paused, then added, almost kindly, "You donāt want that, do you?"
Sinās pulse hammered against his ribs, the pine earring digging into his palm where heād clenched his fist around it. The scent of Yoongiās shirtāpine and sleep-warm cottonāflooded his senses when he inhaled sharply, grounding him.
Minaās expression twisted, desperation cracking through her performative cheer. "You donāt understand," she insisted, scrambling forward, but Namjoon shifted fluidly, blocking her path. "Sin-oppa, weāreā"
"No." Sinās voice surprised even himselfāclear and firm, no trace of a stammer. The word hung between them like a guillotine blade.
Something shattered behind Minaās eyes. She lungedānot toward Sin, but for the scattered polaroidsābut Namjoon was faster, snagging her wrist mid-reach. "Ah-ah," he chided, gentle but immovable. "Evidence."
Her breath hitched. "Please," she whispered. "
The silence stretched taut between them, Mina's wrist trembling in Namjoon's grasp, her fingers still twitching toward the stolen polaroids. Sin felt the pine earring bite into his palmāa grounding pain, sharp enough to pull him back from the edge of panic. Namjoon's thumb traced a slow, deliberate circle against his elbow, a silentĀ breathe.
Then the door creaked open behind them.
"Hyung," Jungkook's voice cut through the tension, sharp with alarm. His eyes flicked from Mina to the scattered photos, then to Sin's ashen face. Something dark flashed across his expression before he stepped fully into the room, shoulders squaring like a shield. "Security's on their way," he said, too calm. "Manager-nim's handling it."
Mina jerked backward, her bravado crumbling. "Youāyou can'tā" Her voice cracked, high and desperate, but Jungkook didn't flinch. He just reached past Namjoon, plucking one of the polaroids off the bedāSin half-asleep against Yoongi's shoulder, his white hair a mess against the elder's black hoodie. Jungkook's jaw tightened. "This isn'tĀ love," he said quietly, turning the photo so Mina could see her own reflection in the glossy surface. "This isĀ stalking."
The sound came firstāa sharp gasp, Sin's voice cracking on something that wasn't quite a word. Then the scuffle: fabric tearing, Mina's shrill "I just wantā", and the sickening thud of a body hitting the dresser. By the time Yoongi barreled into the room, phone still clutched in one hand from whatever frantic call Jungkook had made, Sin was pressed against the wall clutching his forearm, his borrowed sleeve already darkening with blood where Mina's nails had raked too deep. The polaroids fluttered to the floor between them like fallen leaves.
Yoongi moved before he thoughtāthree strides, a hand on Sin's shoulder spinning him gently away from Mina, his other arm coming up to block her next lunge. She recoiled at the sight of him, her bravado fracturing into something wild and unhinged. "YouĀ ruinedĀ him!" she spat, but Yoongi wasn't listening. His thumb brushed the inside of Sin's wrist, feeling the rabbit-quick pulse there, the warm seep of blood against his fingertips.
Behind him, the doorway filled with bodiesāJin's broad shoulders blocking the exit, Hoseok's hands already reaching for Mina's flailing arms. Taehyung slipped past them all, silent as a shadow, pressing a wad of tissues into Sin's shaking fingers. The white stood out starkly against the red.
"Look at me," Yoongi murmured, ducking his head to catch Sin's downcast gaze. The boy's cerulean eyes were too bright, pupils blown wide with adrenaline, his breath coming in shallow hitches. Up close, Yoongi could see the jagged tear in his sleeve where Mina's bracelet had caught, the way his whole frame trembled like a plucked guitar string. "Breathe," he ordered, softer now, squeezing Sin's uninjured wrist in time with his own exhale.
Sin's breath stuttered, then evened outājust slightly. His fingers curled around Yoongi's sleeve, knuckles whitening, the pine earring swinging wildly where it had come loose in the scuffle.
The room erupted into overlapping voicesāHoseok herding Mina toward security with surprising gentleness, Jin murmuring into his phone with the grim efficiency of someone who'd done this too many times before. Jungkook hovered at Sin's other side, his fingers twitching like he wanted to touch but didn't dare, his gaze locked on the bloodstained tissues.
"Let me see," Yoongi said, nudging Taehyung aside to peel back the makeshift bandage. The scratches weren't deepāthree angry red lines across the pale skin of Sin's forearm, beading with fresh blood where the skin had broken. Still, something hot and ugly coiled in Yoongi's chest at the sight.
Sin flinched when Yoongi pressed a fresh tissue to the wound, his breath catching. "S-sorry," he mumbled, gaze darting to the scattered polaroids still littering the floorāhim asleep on the tour bus, him laughing with Hoseok in the hotel gym, him leaning against Namjoon in the elevator. All moments stolen.
Sin criedāquietly, the way someone does when theyāve been taught their tears are an inconvenience. His shoulders hunched inward, the oversized sleeve of Yoongiās shirt slipping down to pool at his elbow, the fabric already stained pink where the blood had seeped through. He pressed the heel of his palm against his mouth, as if he could physically shove the sobs back down his throat, but his breath hitched anyway, loud in the sudden hush of the room.
Yoongiās hands tightened around Sinās wristsānot restraining, justĀ there, solid and warmāas if he could physically tether him to the present. "Look at me," he repeated, quieter this time, ducking his head to catch Sinās downcast gaze. Up close, Sinās tears glittered like shattered glass in his lashes, his pupils blown wide with leftover adrenaline.
Jungkook hovered at their periphery, fingers flexing like he wanted to reach out but didnāt know where to put his hands. "Hyung," he started, voice uncharacteristically small, but Yoongi shook his head minutely, his thumb brushing the inside of Sinās wrist where his pulse fluttered like a trapped bird.
"Itās okay," Yoongi murmured, though the words tasted like a lie even as he said them. None of this was okayānot the polaroids scattered across the floor, not the ragged scratches on Sinās arm, not the way his breath kept catching like heād forgotten how lungs worked. But Yoongi said it anyway, because someone had to, and because Sinās fingers were trembling where they clutched his sleeve like a lifeline.
Sinās tears caught the morning light like prismsāeach droplet clinging to his lashes, refracting the gold into cerulean where they trembled before falling. His breath hitched again, damp against Yoongiās palm where he still pressed it to his mouth, as if he could swallow the sound back down. The silence stretched too long, too fragile, untilā
"Sin-ah." Jinās voice was warm honey, steady as he knelt beside them, his broad hands carefully cupping Sinās face. His thumbs brushed away the tears with infinite gentleness, his touch lingering just a second too long at the beauty mark beneath Sinās left eye. "Youāre safe," he murmured, as if the words alone could stitch the cracks in Sinās composure back together. "Look at me, hm? YouāreĀ safe."
Sin blinked up at him, his lips parting around a shuddering inhale, and Jungkookās breath caught. Even like thisācheeks flushed, lashes spiked with tears, the pine earring swinging wildly where it had come half-undoneāhe looked ethereal. Unreal. Like something carved from moonlight and spun sugar, too delicate for the ugly hands of the world to touch.
"Hyungās right," Hoseok chimed in, softer than usual, his fingers threading through Sinās messy white strands. "No oneās getting near you again." His smile was all teeth, but his touch stayed featherlight, carefully detangling the knots at the nape of Sinās neck. "Weāll guard you like dragons hoarding treasure."
Sinās breath hitchedāhalf a laugh, half a sobāand Yoongi felt the vibration of it where his hands still bracketed Sinās wrists. The elder exhaled through his nose, long and slow, before nudging Sinās chin up with his knuckle. "Stop that," he grumbled, but his thumb brushed away a fresh tear before it could fall. "You look ridiculous."
Taehyung materialized at Sinās other side, pressing a chilled water bottle against the back of his neck without a word. Sin gasped at the sudden cold, his cerulean eyes wideningāthen, miraculously, heĀ laughed, the sound wobbly but unmistakable. "T-Taeā"
"Shh," Taehyung murmured, grinning as he tilted the bottle just enough to let a single drop trail down Sinās spine. "Hydration is key for pretty crybabies."
Jimin, who had been hovering at the periphery like a nervous sparrow, finally darted forward to press his forehead against Sinās shoulder. "Yah," he scolded, though his voice wobbled. "Donāt scare us like that." His fingers found Sinās uninjured hand, squeezing tight enough to bruise. "Next time, bite her."
Sinās breath hitched again, but this time it dissolved into something dangerously close to gigglesāwet and hiccuping, butĀ real. The sound seemed to loosen something in the room; Namjoon exhaled sharply through his nose, Jinās shoulders slumped, and YoongiāYoongi finally let go of Sinās wrists, only to slide his palm up to cradle the back of his neck instead, his thumb brushing the delicate hairline there.
"YouāreĀ okay," Yoongi muttered, more to himself than anyone else. His gaze flicked to the scratches on Sinās armāalready clotting, thank godāthen back up to his face. "Youāre okay."
Sin blinked up at him, his tears slowing, lashes clumping into star points. The morning light caught the tracks on his cheeks, turning them to liquid silver, and for a surreal moment, Jungkook thought he might actuallyĀ stop breathingābecause how could anyone look like that? Like some celestial being caught mid-fall?
Then Sin sniffled wetly, rubbing his nose against Yoongiās sleeve like a child, and the spell broke.
"Disgusting," Yoongi grumbled, but he didnāt pull away, just tugged Sin closer until his forehead thumped against his shoulder. The elderās fingers lingered at the nape of Sinās neck, thumb tracing idle circles that made Sin shiver. Across the room, Jimin mouthedĀ softĀ at Hoseok, who promptly choked on his own spit trying not to laugh.
Jin clapped his hands together, the sound sharp enough to make Sin flinch. "Right!" he announced, faux-cheerful, already herding them toward the door. "Breakfast Part Two: Electric Boogaloo. And by breakfast, I meanĀ actualĀ food, not"āhe gestured vaguely at the scattered polaroidsā"whatever this horror show was."
Sin's fingers trembled around the mug of tea Jimin pressed into his handsāchamomile with too much honey, the way he liked itābut the warmth seeped into his palms slowly, grounding him. Across the hotel suite's couch, Taehyung draped himself dramatically over Sin's legs like a human weighted blanket, humming an off-key rendition of their latest title track while Jimin carded careful fingers through Sin's hair, detangling the knots with surgical precision.
"Yah," Yoongi muttered from the armchair, watching Sin's death grip on the mug. "You're gonna crack the porcelain, kid." His tone was gruff, but the way he nudged Sin's ankle with his socked foot was anything but.
Jungkook plopped down beside Sin with a bowl of strawberries, plucking the largest one and holding it up to Sin's lips with exaggerated reverence. "For the prettiest crybaby in the land," he intoned, grinning when Sin huffed but obediently took a bite. Juice dribbled down his chināpink as his bitten lipsāand Hoseok lunged forward with a napkin before Yoongi could, dabbing at Sin's face with ridiculous flourish.
The tension brokeājust a littleāas Sin swatted weakly at Hoseok's hands, his cheeks flushing that perfect shade of peony pink. Taehyung seized the moment, rolling onto his back across Sin's lap to poke at his stomach. "Group cuddle pile," he announced, yanking Jin down by the sleeve before the eldest could protest. Jin landed with an "oof," his elbow jabbing Jimin's ribs, and suddenly they were a tangle of limbs and laughter, Sin trapped safely at the center.
Sin's breath hitchedānot from fear this time, but from the sheerĀ warmthĀ of six bodies pressing close, Jin's broad hand splayed between his shoulder blades, Jungkook's chin hooked over his head. Even Yoongi, who'd pretended to resist, ended up with Sin's cold feet tucked under his thighs, grumbling about "human icicles" while rubbing heat back into them.
Jimin twisted to grab his phone from the coffee table, nearly kneeing Namjoon in the process. "Group selfie," he declared, angling the camera just as Hoseok planted a sloppy kiss on Sin's temple. The flash caught Sin mid-giggle, his eyes crinkled into crescent moons, strawberry juice still glistening at the corner of his mouth.
Yoongi, who'd been scrolling through his own phone with feigned disinterest, glanced at the screenāthen silently set it as his lock screen. Sin didn't notice, too busy swatting at Taehyung's fingers tickling his sides, but Jungkook did. The maknae's grin turned smug, and he mouthedĀ softĀ just to watch Yoongi flip him off.
Sin's laughter turned breathless when Hoseok suddenly hoisted him onto his lap, the elder's arms banding around his waist like a safety harness. "Watch this," Hoseok whispered in his ear before tipping backward dramatically, sending them both tumbling into the nest of pillows they'd piled on the floor. Sin yelpedāhigh and startledābut the sound dissolved into giggles when Jungkook piled on top, his nose pressing into Sin's shoulder.
"You're crushing me," Sin wheezed, though his fingers curled into Jungkook's shirt like he never wanted him to move. Taehyung, ever the opportunist, sprawled across their legs with theatrical flair, while Jimin draped himself over Sin's torso like a particularly clingy blanket.
Namjoonāwho'd been observing the chaos with the air of a long-suffering parentāfinally sighed and joined the fray, his weight tipping the whole pile sideways. Sin shrieked when they toppled, the sound muffled against Jin's chest where the eldest had caught him instinctively.
"Yah," Yoongi grumbled from the periphery, though he made no move to extract himself from where Taehyung had tangled their legs together. "You'll smother him to death."
Hoseok's grin was downright devilish as he wedged his fingers beneath Sin's ribs. "Nah," he chirped, digging in mercilessly. "Lookāstill breathing!" Sin thrashed, his laughter bordering on hysterical as he tried to squirm away, only for Jungkook to pin his wrists with terrifying ease.
"Traitors," Sin gasped between giggles, his hair fanning across Jin's thigh like spilled milk. He kicked weakly, but Taehyung caught his ankle, pressing a dramatic kiss to his bare foot that made Sin squeak. "Stopāstopā"
Jimin chose that moment to nose at Sin's temple, his breath warm against the shell of Sin's ear. "Make us," he whispered, just as Hoseok found thatĀ oneĀ spot beneath Sin's ribs that always made him convulse with laughter. Sin arched like a bowstring, his cerulean eyes squeezed shut, tears of mirth replacing the earlier ones of panic. The sound that escaped him was half-gasp, half-giggle, his borrowed shirt riding up to expose a sliver of pale stomach where Jungkook's fingers dug in mercilessly.
Jin's palm pressed flat against Sin's heaving chest, steadying him as the pile of bodies shiftedānot away, butĀ closer, until Sin could feel the drumbeat of six hearts syncing with his own rabbiting pulse. "Breathe," Jin murmured, thumb brushing the hollow of Sin's throat where his laughter had lodged. Sin gulped air obediently, his lashes fluttering open to find Yoongi watching him from the edge of the chaos, his expression unreadable. Thenājust for a heartbeatāYoongi's lips quirked. Sin's breath caught all over again.
Taehyung seized the momentary stillness to pounce, rolling atop Sin with all the grace of an overexcited golden retriever. His nose bumped Sin's cheekbone, his grin inches away. "Say it," he demanded, shaking Sin by the shoulders. "Say we're your favorite hyungs!"
"Yah," Hoseok protested, pinching Taehyung's side. "No coercion!" But his eyes sparkled with mischief as he leaned in. "Unless it works."
Sin's giggle burst freeābright and startledāas Jungkook's fingers found his ribs again. "N-no fair!" he gasped, writhing beneath them. The pine earring swung wildly, catching the lamplight. Jimin plucked it gently from the tangle of Sin's hair, holding it up like a trophy.
"Confiscated," Jimin declared, tucking it into his own pocket with a wink. "Until you admit Hoseok-hyung smells the best."
The resulting squabbleāHoseok's indignant squawk, Yoongi's deadpan "objectively false," Jin's long-suffering sighādrowned out the last of Sin's tremors. Namjoon took advantage of the distraction to press a fresh mug into Sin's hands, this time hot chocolate piled high with whipped cream. "Drink," he ordered, gentle but firm. "Before Jungkook steals it."
Sin cradled the mug like a lifeline, the warmth seeping into his palms. The whipped cream clung to his upper lip when he took a sip, and Jungkookāever the opportunistādarted in to lick it off. Sin yelped, nearly upending the drink, but Jin caught his wrist just in time. The eldest's chuckle vibrated through Sin's back where they were pressed together. "Maknaes," Jin sighed, as if the word explained everything.
The whipped cream incident shouldāve been warning enough, really.
Sin blinked at the towering glass facade of SM City Baguio, the afternoon sun fracturing across its surface like a shattered kaleidoscope. His fingers twitched toward his left earlobeābare now, Jimin still hadnāt returned the pine earringājust as Taehyung barreled into his back with the grace of an over-caffeinated elephant. "Shopping spree!" he hollered directly into Sinās ear, already dragging him toward the entrance by his hoodie strings.
Jungkook lunged to intercept, catching Sinās wrist with one hand and Taehyungās collar with the other. "Hyung," he groaned, but Taehyung just grinned wider, pivoting to sling an arm around Sinās shoulders instead.
"Look at this face," Taehyung announced to no one in particular, squishing Sinās cheeks between his palms until his lips puckered. "Doesnāt he deserve nice things?"
Jin snorted, adjusting his cap lower over his eyes as a group of teenagers whispered nearby. "You just want an excuse to buy matching outfits again."
Taehyung gasped, clutching Sin tighter. "Betrayal." He turned wide, wounded eyes to Sin. "Donāt you want to twin with me?"
Sinās lips quirked despite himself, his gaze darting to Yoongiāwho was already striding ahead with his hands in his pockets, pretending he wasnāt part of this circus. Jimin snickered, bumping Sinās hip. "Race you to the menswear section," he whispered, then bolted before Sin could process the words.
What followed was chaos incarnate: Taehyung draping a sequined bomber jacket over Sinās shoulders with dramatic flourish ("For when you want to blind haters with your radiance"), Jungkook insisting he try on leather pants ("Hyung,Ā lookĀ at his legs"), and Hoseok nearly crying from laughter when Sin emerged from the dressing room in head-to-toe neon athleisure.
"Yah," Yoongi grumbled from his perch on a display bench, scrolling through his phone. "Weāre not buying out the whole store." But when Sin turned in a soft charcoal sweater that matched Yoongiās usual palette, the elderās fingers paused mid-scroll. His gaze flicked upājust onceābefore he muttered something about "needing coffee" and disappeared toward the food court.
Jin caught the moment, his smirk knowing as he plucked the sweater from Sinās hands. "This one," he declared, adding it to the growing pile in Namjoonās arms. The leader groaned under the weight, but didnāt protestānot when Sinās cheeks pinkened under the attention, not when his cerulean eyes sparkled brighter with each new garment pressed against his frame.
By the time they hit Session Road, Sin was bundled in Taehyungās newly purchased oversized cardigan, the sleeves swallowing his hands whole. The crisp mountain air carried the scent of pine and street food as they meandered past colonial-era buildings, their laughter echoing off the cobblestones. Jungkook kept bumping their shoulders togetherāsubtly at first, then with increasing insistence until Sin stumbled into Hoseok.
"Yah!" Hoseok caught him easily, spinning Sin in a half-circle that sent the cardigan fluttering like wings. "You good?"
Sinās answering nod was interrupted by Jimin shoving a steaming cup into his hands. "Bibingka," he explained, pressing close as Sin took a tentative bite. The warm rice cake melted on his tongue, coconut-sweet and butter-rich. Jimin watched him with rapt attention, his fingers brushing crumbs from Sinās chin. "Good?"
Too good. Sinās hum of pleasure drew all six pairs of eyesāYoongiās includedāand suddenly they were crowding closer, each demanding a taste. Taehyung stole the cup outright, dodging Sinās half-hearted swipe with a cackle. "Finders keepers!"
The ensuing chaseāTaehyung zigzagging through startled tourists, Sinās laughter ringing like wind chimesāended when Namjoon plucked the treat from Taehyungās grasp with effortless height advantage. "Leader privileges," he deadpanned, handing it back to Sin just as Yoongi materialized with a second serving.
"Eat," Yoongi grunted, pressing the fresh bibingka into Sinās free hand. His fingers lingered a beat too long against Sinās wristāwarm, callousedābefore he retreated to the safety of Jinās side.
Sinās grin turned gummy. He took an exaggerated bite, moaning around the mouthful like a drama heroine. Hoseok collapsed against Jimin in mock-swoon. "Look at him," he wailed. "A menace!"
Jungkook wasnāt laughing. He watched Sin lick butter from his thumb with unsettling intensity, then abruptly shoved his own untouched bibingka into Sinās hands. "Here," he muttered. His ears burned scarlet when Sin blinked up at him. "Youāyou looked hungry."
Yoongiās scoff was drowned by Jiminās coos. "Our Jungkookie," he singsonged, draping himself over the maknaeās shoulders. "SoĀ generous."
They spilled into a tiny ukay-ukay shop next, the air thick with cedar and mothballs. Sinās nose wrinkled at the musty scentāuntil Taehyung unearthed a vintage bomber jacket, its lining embroidered with riotous sunflowers. "Perfect," he declared, whipping it around Sinās shoulders before he could protest.
The sleeves swallowed Sin whole. He flapped them experimentally, the fabric catching air like sails. Hoseok snapped a photo just as Jimin tackled Sin into a rack of flannel shirts, their laughter muffled by falling fabric.
"Yah!" The shop ownerās voice cracked like a whip. Seven heads swiveled in unisonājust in time to see Sinās elbow connect with a porcelain figurine. It teetered, then shattered against the linoleum in slow-motion silence.
Sin froze. His breath hitched audibly.
Thenāmovement. Yoongi stepped forward, already pulling out his wallet, while Jin smoothly positioned himself between Sin and the scowling owner. "Weāll pay for that," Jin said, smile sharp as a scalpel.
But Taehyung was already sweeping the fragments into his palm with exaggerated solemnity. "Modern art," he declared, holding up a jagged piece. "Very avant-garde." His grin widened when Sin snortedāthen immediately clapped a hand over his mouth, shoulders shaking.
The owner looked apoplectic. Hoseok swooped in, pressing folded bills into their palm while Jimin herded Sin toward the exit, stage-whispering, "Crime spree successful."
Outside, Sin finally exhaled, his breath misting in the crisp Baguio air. Jungkook bumped their shoulders together. "Nice elbow technique," he deadpanned. "Very subtle."
Sinās answering giggle dissolved into a yelp when Taehyung pounced from behind, wrapping the bomber jacketās oversized sleeves around his throat in a mock-stranglehold. "My sunflower thief!" he wailed, shaking Sin gently. "Arrest him!"
Yoongi watched the scuffle from beneath his cap, his lips twitching when Sin flailed loose, only to trip over the jacketās hemādirectly into Namjoonās waiting arms. The leader steadied him with one hand while confiscating the offending garment with the other. "Evidence," he intoned solemnly, though his eyes crinkled at the corners.
Sin blinked up at him, his cerulean eyes still bright with adrenaline, the cerulean sky behind him almost matching his irises. Thenāslowly, deliberatelyāhe reached for Namjoonās cap, tugging it over his own messy white strands. "Witness protection," he whispered, as if sharing a state secret.
The resulting uproarāHoseokās exaggerated gasp, Jinās muttered "bold," Jungkookās choked laughādrew stares from passing tourists. Yoongi finally stepped in, plucking the cap from Sinās head with one hand while steering him toward Session Road with the other. "Menace," he grumbled, but the corner of his mouth curled when Sin ducked under his arm like a fugitive.
Sin blinked awake to the sound of rain pattering against the windowpaneāgentle at first, then insistent, like fingertips drumming against glass. The hotel room was dim, lit only by the golden glow of Taehyung's phone screen as he sprawled across the foot of Sin's bed, his socked feet nudging Sin's shin.
"Morning," Taehyung sing-songed, though the digital clock on the nightstand read 3:47 AM in bold red. He rolled onto his stomach, propping his chin on Sin's knee. "Namjoon-hyung says we're leaving at dawn."
Sin's fingers tightened around the edge of the comforter, the fabric bunching under his grip. Outside, the rain intensified, sluicing down the glass in rivulets that fractured the city lights into liquid gold.
The hotel room hummed with pre-dawn energy, muted but electricāJin folding shirts with military precision by the window, Jungkook stretching his calves against the doorframe, Hoseokās muffled laughter from the bathroom where Jimin was undoubtedly stealing his hair products again. Sin hovered near the doorway, Yoongiās pine earring warm between his fingers where heād finally reclaimed it, watching Namjoonās broad back as the leader double-checked their itinerary.
Then Taehyungās phone chirpedāa sound like a digital birdāand suddenly he was shoving the screen under Sinās nose. "Look," he breathed, eyes sparkling. The photo was slightly blurred, caught mid-motion: Sin laughing in the ukay-ukay shop, jacket sleeves swallowing his hands, Jimin mid-pounce behind him with a flannel shirt draped over his head like a makeshift veil. Sinās own cerulean eyes sparkled back at him, brighter than the Baguio sunlight fracturing through the shop window behind him.
"Send that to me," Sin whispered. His thumb brushed the screenājust onceābefore Taehyung snatched the phone back with a cackle.
"Nuh-uh." Taehyung waggled his eyebrows. "Trade secret." He leaned in, close enough that his breath tickled Sinās ear. "Unless you admit my jacket looked best on you."
The rain had turned into a fine mist by the time they piled into the waiting van, the kind that clung to eyelashes and turned the world into a watercolor smear. Sin stumbled on the wet pavementātoo busy staring at the small cluster of fans huddled under umbrellas across the streetāand wouldāve face-planted if Jungkook hadnāt caught him by the back of his hoodie like a scruffed kitten.
"Eyes forward, dummy," Jungkook muttered, but his grip lingered just a second too long, fingers brushing the nape of Sinās neck before shoving him gently into the vehicle.
The fansā squeals cut through the drizzle like laser beams. Someone shoutedĀ "Oppa!"āhigh-pitched enough to crack glassāand Sin flinched so hard his knee connected with the vanās doorframe. Yoongiās hand appeared out of nowhere, pressing flat between Sinās shoulder blades to steer him inside without breaking stride. The elderās expression stayed neutral, but his thumb dug into Sinās spine just onceāsharp, groundingābefore retreating.
Inside the van, Hoseok was already performing a dramatic reenactment of Sinās near-fall for Jiminās benefit. "And thenāwham!āour baby deer almost became roadkill," he crowed, miming a slow-motion collapse across two seats.
"Yah," Yoongi cut in, sliding into the row behind them. His knee bumped Sinās as he settled in. "Donāt encourage him to be clumsier."
The bodyguard slammed the sliding door shut with finality, muffling the fansā noise to a dull roar. Sin exhaledālong and slowāonly for his breath to hitch when Taehyung suddenly plastered himself against the tinted window, blowing exaggerated kisses at the crowd. The glass fogged instantly under his breath.
"Tae," Namjoon groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"What?" Taehyung grinned, drawing a heart in the condensation with his fingertip. "They came all this way in the rain." His expression softened as he caught sight of a soaked ARMY bannerāBTS & SIN: OUR MOONCHILDSāheld by shivering hands. "Look at that. We match." He tugged at Sinās sleeve, pointing to the earring dangling from his own lobeāa twin to Sinās pine design, purchased yesterday in a fit of sentimentality.
The van lurched forward just as Jin clapped his handsāa sharp, decisive sound that cut through the murmur of rain against metal. "Next stop," he declared, twisting in his seat to face them with a grin that bordered on predatory. "Hundred Islands. Alaminos."
This is where stories breatheāwhere soft moments blur into obsession, where love can feel gentle⦠or dangerously consuming. I write fanfiction, scenarios, and everything in between, usually tangled with emotion, intensity, and characters who donāt know how to love halfway.
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⢠unhinged devotion ? (Obsession)
⢠quiet intimacy and loud longing (Yandere)
⢠characters who ruin each other in the best way
⢠smut (a lot of those)
⢠dark themes (Violence, non-con, cheating, kidnapping, murder, manipulation, explicit and not holy other themes.)
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[ WARNING ] : EVERYTHING i wrote are purely fictional, it's all in my head and yes it's just in my head. I don't plan to wish,or do it in real time nor i hope it would happen to someone in real life. If you are triggered and not a fan of my fanfic (scenarios) you can scroll down. I will have fanfic or maybe a scenario that has the concept of Drugs, incest, mental health and rape. It's not my intention to make you uncomfortable. So please scroll down.
I just canāt deal with this shit anymore. Here we go again, another issue involving BTS. This time itās about Namjoon and smoking. Yeah, he smoked in a non-smoking area. It was a mistake, his fault, and I think heās smart enough not to do it again.
But what I donāt get is why some headlines are saying Namjoon is addicted to smoking. Thatās just ridiculous. I feel like BTS has been in the spotlight a lot these days for unnecessary, forced hate and issues. Why? Is it because people canāt accept that no matter how long theyāre gone, ARMYs are still supporting them? I mean, theyāre the biggest boy band in the world. Of course people are watching.
People smoke, people drink, people make mistakes. Donāt act like anyone is perfect. Theyāre idols, yes, but theyāre also human. So just fuck off.
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"Mmāstop⦠please, I can'tā" Sin's voice cracked as her fingers twitched against crisp hospital-grade sheets. Her eyelids fluttered open to the sting of fluorescent lights overhead, the world swimming in and out of focus like ink bleeding through wet paper. There was something cold clamped around her wristānot handcuffs, but the bite of a medical restraint, the kind with soft padding that didnāt bruise.
The ceiling tilted when she turned her head. A IV line snaked from her arm to a clear bag of fluids hanging beside the bed, the liquid inside too colorless to guess what theyād pumped into her this time. Her tongue felt thick, cotton-dry, and when she tried to sit up, her muscles melted like wax under a flame.
A chair scraped against the floor to her right. "Youāre awake." The voice was low, deliberate. Familiar. Yoongi leaned forward, elbows on his knees, fingers steepled under his chin. His expression was calmātoo calm, the way a lake is calm before something stirs beneath the surface. "Donāt try to move yet. The drugs need to wear off."
Sinās breath hitched. Drugs. The word slithered down her spine. She remembered walkingāno getting draggedāout of that bar, the neon sign flickering like a dying pulse. Then hands. Too many hands. The scent of expensive cologne and something sharper underneath, chemical and wrong.
Sin's eyelids fluttered again, heavier this time, as if someone had threaded lead through her lashes. The fluorescent lights above pulsed like a slow, mocking heartbeatābright, then dim, then bright again. Her thoughts moved through syrup, words dissolving before they could fully form. Anesthesia, she grasped at the term, but it slipped away like a fish through fingers.
Namjoonās silhouette blurred at the edge of her vision, his broad shoulders blocking part of the light as he adjusted the IV bag with clinical precision. His fingers brushed the tubing, tapping it once, twice, as if checking for air bubbles. "Just a little more," he murmured, more to himself than to her. His voice was honey-smooth, the kind that made you forget the sting underneath. "Youāll feel better soon."
Better. The word curdled in her stomach. She tried to lift her handāto claw at the restraint, to reach for him, to do somethingābut her arm was a dead thing, numb and distant. A whimper escaped her throat, thin and broken.
Yoongiās sigh came from somewhere near the door. "You overdid it," he said, not accusing, just stating a fact. "Sheās not a doll, Namjoon."
Sin's eyelids fluttered open to the taste of antiseptic thick on her tongue, her vision swimming in and out of focus like ink dropped into water. The ceiling above her was unfamiliarāsmooth, white, pristine in a way that felt sterile and cold. Her wrists twitched against the padded restraints, the soft fabric biting into her skin just enough to remind her she wasnāt supposed to move.
Morning light seeped through the curtains in thin, hesitant stripes, painting the unfamiliar walls in watery gold. Sin blinked at the ceiling, her thoughts slow and syrupy, her body refusing to obey the simplest commands. The mattress beneath her was too soft, the sheets too crispānothing like the stiff cot she'd slept on in her dorm back in Seoul. A whisper of movement came from the doorway, and Yoongi stepped in with a tray balanced carefully in his hands. "You slept late," he said, voice warm like melted caramel. He perched on the edge of the bed, his free hand brushing a strand of hair from her forehead. "Eat something. You'll feel better."
Sin's fingers trembled as she reached for the spoon, but Yoongi tutted gently and guided her wrist back down. "Let me," he murmured, scooping up a bite of porridge and lifting it to her lips. The taste was bland, almost medicinal, but she swallowed obediently. His smile softened, pleased. "Good girl." The praise should have warmed her; instead, something cold skittered down her spine.
By afternoon, the fog in her head had thinned just enough for her to notice the detailsāthe way the room smelled faintly of sandalwood and something sharper beneath, the framed photos on the dresser (her face, always her face, nestled between theirs), the lock on the door that clicked softly whenever Yoongi left. She tried to stand once, when she thought no one was watching, but her legs buckled like wet paper. The carpet burned her knees as she collapsed, and before she could even gasp, Yoongi was there, lifting her effortlessly back into bed. "Shh," he soothed, tucking the blanket around her with practiced hands. "You're still recovering. Don't push yourself."
Sin's lips parted to ask where she was, what was wrong with her, why her body felt like a foreign thingābut the words dissolved on her tongue. Yoongi's thumb traced the beauty mark beneath her eye, his touch feather-light. "You're safe here," he said, and the certainty in his voice made her stomach twist. Safe. The word echoed hollowly in her chest.
The door creaked open long past midnight, hinges protesting softlyātoo softly, like someone had oiled them deliberately. Sin stirred at the sound, her eyelids leaden from whatever sedative still swam in her veins. The darkness beyond the bed was thick, unbroken except for the thin sliver of light slicing across the floor from the hallway. A shadow paused there, hesitating on the threshold, before stepping inside with the cautious grace of someone who knew how to move without being heard.
Jungkook.
She recognized him by the slope of his shoulders, the way he hovered near the foot of the bed like a child caught sneaking cookies. Moonlight caught the edge of his profileāthe sharp line of his jaw, the nervous flicker of his throat as he swallowed. He didnāt reach for her. Didnāt even breathe too loudly. Just stood there, watching, as if the rise and fall of her chest was a miracle he needed to witness.
Sinās fingers twitched against the sheets. She should have been afraid. Should have screamed or scrambled back or done something. But the drugs had hollowed her out, left her limp and pliant, and the fear was a distant thing, muffled under layers of cotton-soft haze. āā¦Jungkook?ā Her voice was a threadbare whisper.
He startled like sheād shot him. For a wild second, she thought he might boltāhis muscles coiled tight, his sneakers squeaking against the polished floor. But then he exhaled, slow and shaky, and crept closer. āYouāre supposed to be asleep,ā he murmured. His fingers hovered above her wrist, not touching, just tracing the air above her pulse point. āHyung saidāthe sedatives shouldāve lasted till morning.ā
There was something raw in his voice, something that didnāt match the careful way he held himself. Sin blinked up at him, her thoughts slow as syrup. The Jungkook she remembered from magazines didnāt have shadows under his eyes like this. Didnāt pick at his own sleeves until the fabric frayed. āWhyā¦?ā The question dissolved before she could finish it.
Jungkookās breath hitched. He sank onto the edge of the mattress, careful not to jostle her, his weight barely denting the surface. His handsāshe noticed then how they trembled, how the knuckles were scraped raw. āI justāā He stopped. Started again. āI needed to see you.ā His thumb brushed the inside of her wrist, so light it might have been an accident. āTo know you were⦠okay.ā
Okay. The word tasted wrong. Sinās eyelids fluttered shut for a moment, the room tilting gently. She remembered flashesāthe barās neon sign sputtering like a dying thing, the press of bodies too close, Jungkookās face looming above hers in the alley , his expression twisted into something she couldnāt name. Guilt? Hunger? Both?
Jungkook's breath hitched as he stared down at Sin, her cerulean eyes glazed over with a drug-induced haze, her pink lips parted just slightlyālike she was waiting for something, or maybe like she'd forgotten how to close them. The moonlight painted her skin in silver, making her look ethereal, doll-like in the way her limbs sprawled bonelessly across the mattress. His fingers twitched at his sides before he gave in, brushing a strand of white hair from her cheek. She didnāt flinch. Didnāt even seem to notice.
That was worse, somehow.
His touch trailed lower, skimming the curve of her throat, the dip of her collarbone, the beauty mark beneath her eye like a punctuation mark to her perfection. She whimpered when his thumb grazed her bottom lip, and the sound went straight to his gut. "You're so beautiful," he murmured, more to himself than to her, his voice rough. "Too beautiful."
Sin's fingers twitched against the sheets, her body pliant under his wandering hands. She tried to speakātried to form wordsābut all that came out was a soft, broken noise when Jungkook's palm slid beneath the thin fabric of her nightgown, cupping the swell of her breast. Her back arched instinctively, a weak protest dying on her lips as his fingers pinched her nipple, rolling it between his fingertips until she gasped.
Jungkook's breath hitched. She was warm, so warm, and the way her body responded to himāeven drugged, even half-consciousāmade his pulse stutter. He'd told himself he just wanted to see her. Just wanted to check on her. But the sight of her like this, spread out before him like a feast, was too much. "You're doing this to me," he muttered, his grip tightening as he leaned down to nip at her throat. "Look at youāso fucking sweet."
Sin's whimper was muffled against his shoulder as he pushed the fabric higher, exposing the soft plane of her stomach, the delicate curve of her hips. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of her panties, tugging them down just enough to reveal the dampness between her thighs. Jungkook groaned, pressing his forehead against her hipbone. "Fuck, you'reā" His fingers slid through her slick folds, testing, teasing, before pushing inside with a single, brutal thrust.
Her cry was muffled, her thighs trembling around his wrist as he curled his fingers, stroking that spot inside her that made her writhe. Tears welled in her cerulean eyes, spilling over as she choked on another broken moan. Jungkook watched, mesmerized, as her body betrayed herāarching into his touch, clenching around his fingers, her pink lips parted in silent pleading.
He couldn't stop. Couldn't think. His own need throbbed between his legs, painful in its urgency. With a growl, he yanked his sweatpants down just enough to free himself, his cock hard and leaking against her thigh. "You want this," he murmured, lining himself up with her entrance, his grip bruising on her hips. "Don't you?"
Sin's head lolled to the side, her breath coming in shallow pants as he pushed inside, inch by torturous inch. Her body resisted at firstātight, unyieldingābut then she melted around him with a sob, her inner muscles fluttering weakly. Jungkook cursed under his breath, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of her thighs as he bottomed out, his hips flush against hers.
He didn't move at first. Just stayed there, buried deep inside her, watching the way her eyelashes fluttered against her cheeks, the way her throat worked around silent gasps. Then, with a shuddering exhale, he pulled outāalmost completelyābefore thrusting back in with a snap of his hips. Sin whimpered, her fingers twisting in the sheets, her body jolting with each sharp stroke.
Jungkook groaned, his rhythm erratic, his breath ragged. She was so warm, so tight, her body molding to his perfectly, as if she was made for him. The thought sent a surge of possessiveness through him, his thrusts growing rougher, deeper, chasing his own pleasure with single-minded intensity. Sin's cries grew louder, her tears streaking down her cheeks, her body responding despite the haze of drugs clouding her mind.
He reached between them, his thumb finding her clit with practiced ease, rubbing tight circles until she wailed, her back arching off the bed as she came around him with a shuddering gasp. Jungkook followed moments later, his hips stuttering as he spilled inside her with a low groan, his forehead pressed against hers.
For a long moment, he just breathed her in, his body still trembling with the aftershocks. Then, with a gentleness that belied the brutality of what he'd just done, he brushed the tears from her cheeks and pressed a soft kiss to her lips. "Beautiful," he murmured against her mouth, his fingers carding through her white hair. "So fucking beautiful."
Sin's eyelids drooped, exhaustion and the remnants of the sedatives pulling her under. Jungkook watched her for a moment longer before pulling away, tucking the blankets around her with trembling hands. He barely had time to adjust his own clothes before the door creaked open againāslow, deliberate. Namjoon stood in the doorway, his broad frame blocking the light from the hall, his expression unreadable.
Jungkook froze, his breath catching in his throat. Namjoon's gaze flickered from Sin's flushed cheeks to Jungkook's disheveled stateāhis sweatpants hanging low on his hips, his shirt rumpled, his lips swollen from biting back moans. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, until Namjoon stepped inside and closed the door behind him with a soft click.
"You were told not to touch her," Namjoon said, his voice calm, measured. Too calm. Like the eye of a storm. Jungkook swallowed hard, his fingers twitching at his sides. He opened his mouth to speak, but Namjoon held up a hand, cutting him off. "Not yet. Not like this."
Jungkook's jaw clenched. "Hyungā"
Namjoon ignored him, moving to the bedside with deliberate steps. His fingers brushed Sin's damp forehead, tucking a stray lock of white hair behind her ear. She stirred weakly, her eyelids fluttering, but didn't wake. Namjoon's expression softened for a fleeting second before he reached for the IV line, his movements precise as he adjusted the drip. "She doesn't deserve this," he murmured, more to himself than to Jungkook. "Not from you."
Jungkook flinched. His hands curled into fists, nails biting into his palms. "IāI didn't mean toā"
"Didn't you?" Namjoon's voice was quiet, almost gentle, but the words hit like a slap. He pressed a syringe into the IV port, the plunger depressing with a soft hiss. Sin's breathing deepened almost immediately, her body going slack against the pillows. "Or did you just think you could take what you wanted?"
Jungkook's throat tightened. He watched as Sin's lashes fluttered one last time before settling, her chest rising and falling in the steady rhythm of forced sleep. The sight twisted something inside himāguilt, shame, something darker he couldn't name.
The click of the lock echoed too loudly in the hallway, the sound final, like a judge's gavel. Jungkook flinched at it, his shoulders hunching as Namjoon's grip tightened on his elbow, steering him toward the living room with silent, bruising force. The air between them crackledānot with anger, but with something worse. Disappointment.
"You're an idiot," Namjoon said finally, his voice low enough that the words stayed trapped between them, sharp as broken glass. His fingers dug into Jungkook's arm just above the elbow, where the bruises wouldn't show. "We had rules. You don't get to break them just because you can't control yourself."
Jungkook's jaw worked. He could hear the others in the living roomāthe murmur of Taehyung's laughter, the clink of glassware, Jin humming under his breath as he stirred something on the stove. Normal sounds. Domestic sounds. They curdled in his ears. "I didn'tā"
"Don't." Namjoon stopped abruptly, turning to face him under the dim hallway light. His expression was unreadable, but his eyesādark, calculatingābore into Jungkook's. "You think she won't remember? That she'll just wake up and not know what you did?" His thumb brushed over Jungkook's pulse point, a mockery of tenderness. "You left marks."
Namjoon's fingers tightened around Jungkook's wrist, his grip just shy of painful, his eyes dark with something that wasn't quite angerāmore like weary resignation. "She's not some toy," he said, his voice low and measured. "But I get it." His thumb brushed over the fresh bite mark on Jungkook's lower lip, the one he'd given himself to keep quiet. "She's⦠tempting." The word came out ragged, like it had been dragged from him.
Jungkook's breath hitched. He'd expected fury, punishment, anything but thisāthis quiet understanding that felt like a knife between his ribs. Namjoon's gaze flickered past him, toward the closed bedroom door, his expression unreadable. "Almost lost control myself last night," he admitted, so softly Jungkook almost missed it. "When I was changing her IV. Sheā" His jaw flexed. "She moved against me. Like she knew."
The confession hung between them, thick and suffocating. Jungkook's pulse roared in his ears. He'd thought he was the only one who saw itāthe way Sin's hips arched when she slept, the soft noises she made when someone brushed against her in just the right way. But Namjoon had noticed too. Had felt it.
Namjoon exhaled sharply through his nose, his grip loosening. "Just don't do it again," he muttered, releasing Jungkook's wrist with a finality that left bruises deeper than skin. "Not like that. Not when she can't evenā" He cut himself off, shaking his head. "We're not animals."
The scent of kimchi stew curled through the hallway before Jungkook saw the dining table, rich and pungent enough to make his stomach twist. Jin stood by the stove, ladle in hand, his apron crisp and unstainedātoo perfect, like everything else about him. His smile didnāt reach his eyes when he glanced up. "Ah, finally," he said, voice smooth as butter. "I was about to send a search party."
Jungkookās fingers dug into his palms. The others were already seatedāTaehyung picking at his nails, Jimin stirring his soup absently, Yoongi with his arms crossed, gaze fixed on the empty chair where Sin shouldāve been. Namjoon nudged Jungkook toward the table with a hand between his shoulder blades, firm enough to be a warning.
"She needs to eat," Yoongi said abruptly, pushing his bowl away. The porcelain scraped against wood. "We canāt keep her sedated forever."
Taehyungās head snapped up. "So what, we justālet her walk around?" His laugh was too sharp, too loud. "Sheāll run. Or scream. Or remember."
Jin set down his chopsticks with deliberate calm. "She already remembers," he murmured. The others went still. "Bits and pieces. Enough to know somethingās wrong." His gaze flicked to Jungkook, heavy with meaning. "Enough to be afraid."
Yoongiās fingers tapped the tabletopāonce, twice. "Then we make her un-afraid." His voice was quiet, deliberate. "We donāt need drugs for that. Just time."
Namjoon exhaled through his nose. "And if she does remember?" His thumb traced the rim of his glass. "All of it?"
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Jimin's spoon hovered halfway to his lips, broth dripping unnoticed onto the tablecloth. Taehyung's fingers stilled over his phone screen. Even the hum of the refrigerator seemed to pause. Thenāmovement. Hoseok pushed back from the table with a scrape of chair legs, his smile too bright for the shadows under his eyes. "We'll give her benzos," he said, like he was suggesting extra chili flakes for the stew. "The kind they use for trauma patients. Makes the bad memories⦠fuzzy."
Yoongi's head snapped up. His fingers twitched toward his own wristāthe one with the faint scar from a long-ago panic attack. "You can't justā"
"Already done." Namjoon's voice cut through the tension like a scalpel. He reached into his jacket pocket and produced a small orange bottle, the label crisp with a doctor's looping signature. The pills inside rattled like bones when he set it on the table. "Management connections," he added by way of explanation, though no one asked.
Jin picked up the bottle, tilting it toward the light. The pills tumbled in a slow, hypnotic cascade. "How many?"
"Enough." Namjoon's thumb tapped the tabletopāonce, twiceābefore he stilled it deliberately. "She'll wake confused at first. Then⦠pliant." His gaze flicked to Jungkook, then away. "No more resistance."
Jin's fingers traced the rim of his teacup with an idle precision that belied the tension in his shoulders. "Once she adjusts," he said, the words measured like a pharmacist counting pills, "we can let her walk around the dorm." The steam curled between his lips as he took a sip, the bitter scent of medicinal herbs threading through the kitchen. "But going out?" His gaze flicked to the barred window, where afternoon light strained through the slats. "Certainly not an option."
Yoongi made a noise low in his throatānot quite disagreement, more like the sound a dog makes when it hears a distant siren. His fingers twitched toward the cigarette pack in his pocket before remembering Sin hated the smell. "She'll panic," he muttered. "First time she sees the locks."
Taehyung's grin was sharp enough to cut glass. "Then we'll make sure she doesn't." He leaned forward, elbows propped on the table, his phone screen reflecting in his pupils. "Camera in every room. Trackers in her shoes. The new Apple Watchāit has fall detection." His thumb swiped across the display, pulling up a shopping cart already loaded with accessories. "We'll know if she so much as stubs a toe."
Namjoon's spoon clinked against his bowl. The sound was too deliberate, too loud. "She's not a dog," he said, voice flat. Jimin blinked, his chopsticks frozen mid-air. Across the table, Taehyung snorted into his soup.
Jin's smile was razor-thin as he reached for the kimchi. "No," he agreed, picking up a single scarlet slice with surgical precision. "Dogs get walked." The cabbage crunched between his teeth like bone.
Jimin's fingers twitched toward his phoneāhalf reflex, half nervous tic. His lockscreen glowed briefly: Sin's face, sleep-soft and unaware, taken from the security feed last night. "I just meanā" His voice cracked. He cleared his throat. "Schedules overlap. Someone should⦠coordinate." The last word came out too careful, like he'd practiced it in the mirror.
Yoongi's chopsticks tapped his plateāonce, twiceābefore he set them down with exaggerated control. "Spreadsheet," he muttered. His gaze slid toward Jungkook, who hadn't touched his food. "Color-coded."
Namjoon exhaled sharply through his nose, the spreadsheet glare from his laptop casting blue shadows under his eyes. The numbers blurredādosage timings, bathroom breaks, meal intervalsāall meticulously logged in cold, clinical columns. Sin's name repeated down the left side like a prayer. Or a prisoner manifest. He rubbed his temple where a headache pulsed in time with the grandfather clock ticking in the hall.
Jin's fingers brushed his shoulder, feather-light. "She'll adapt," he murmured, pressing a mug of something herbal into Namjoon's hand. The scent of valerian root curled between them, thick as guilt. "They always do."
Always. The word sat wrong in Namjoon's throat. He sipped the tea to wash it down.
The confession spilled out in a single breathātoo fast, too raw, like Jungkook had been holding it in until his ribs cracked. "I fucked her." The words hung in the air, ugly and final. His knuckles whitened around the edge of the dining table, the wood groaning under his grip. "She wasā" A muscle twitched in his jaw. "Drugged. Half-asleep. Couldn't even lift her arms."
Silence. The kind that settles in the split second before a car crashes. Thenā
Yoongi's chair screeched backward as he stood, his chopsticks clattering to the floor. His pupils were pinpricks, his breath coming in sharp bursts through his nose. For a wild, suspended moment, Jungkook thought he might lungeāmight wrap his hands around his throat and squeeze until his vision went black. But then Yoongi exhaled, slow and deliberate, and reached for his cigarettes instead. "Fuck," he muttered, the word curling around the filter between his teeth. "Fuck."
Jin's fingers tightened around his teacup. The porcelain trembledānot much, just enough for the liquid inside to ripple. His smile was gone, replaced by something flat and dangerous. "You couldn't wait," he said softly. It wasn't a question.
Jungkook's throat worked. He could still feel herāthe warmth of her thighs, the flutter of her pulse beneath his lips, the way her body had yielded to him even as tears streaked her cheeks. "Sheā" His voice cracked. "She moved against me. Like she wantedā"
Jimin's fist hit the table with a crack that made the dishes jump. "Don't," he snarled. His pretty face twisted into something unrecognizableālips peeled back from his teeth, eyes burning. "Don't you fucking say that."
Taehyung's laugh was a jagged thing, scraping against the tension in the room. He spun his phone between his fingers, the screen lighting up with a notificationāa motion alert from Sin's room. "At least you didn't leave marks," he mused, voice dripping with false levity. His thumb swiped the alert away. "This time."
Namjoon was eerily still. He'd set down his chopsticks with surgical precision, aligning them parallel to the edge of his bowl. When he spoke, his voice was low, measuredāthe kind of calm that comes before a storm. "She won't remember," he said. The others froze. "The new dosageāit causes retrograde amnesia. Short-term memory loss." His gaze flicked to Jungkook. "If we're lucky."
The grandfather clock in the hallway chimed three times, the sound muffled through the thick walls. Sin stirred beneath the blankets, her fingers twitching against the sheets as the last remnants of Jungkook's touch still lingered on her skin like a phantom brand. The IV in her arm pulsed faintly, delivering its chemical peace in measured drips.
Down the hall, the argument had dissolved into something quieterāmore dangerous. Yoongi exhaled a slow stream of smoke toward the ceiling, his cigarette trembling between his fingers. "We agreed," he said, voice low and rough. "No one touches her until she'sā" He stopped himself, jaw working. "Until she knows us."
Jungkook's laugh was hollow. "She'll never know us." His fingers traced the edge of the dining table, following the grain of the wood like a map to somewhere better. "Not really."
Namjoon's phone buzzed against the tabletopāa notification from the surveillance app. Sin's heart rate had spiked two minutes ago, then settled. He swiped it away without looking up. "She will," he said, calm as a surgeon making an incision. "Given time."
The grandfather clock chimed four times before Sin's eyelids fluttered open again, her cerulean eyes hazy with the chemical fog still clinging to her synapses. The bedroom door stood ajarājust enough to let a sliver of golden afternoon light stripe across the foot of the bed. Her fingers twitched against the sheets, the restraints gone now, replaced by the lingering numbness in her limbs that made movement feel like wading through honey.
The first time Sin didn't flinch when Jin's fingers brushed her wrist while passing her a teacup, the entire dorm seemed to hold its breath. Her handsāpale as porcelain against the dark wood of the dining tableāmerely trembled slightly before stilling around the warm cup. Jin's smile didn't change, but his shoulders relaxed a fraction as he murmured, "Careful, it's hot," like this was any normal morning and not the thirty-seventh day of her captivity.
Across the table, Yoongi exhaled smoke through his nose, watching the steam curl between Sin's lips as she sipped. The drugs made her movements languid, her reactions delayed by half-seconds, but the absence of outright panic was progress. His cigarette burned untouched between his fingers as Sin's cerulean eyes flickered to the windowāto the sliver of sky visible between the barsābefore dropping obediently back to her bowl. No pleading. No questions. Just quiet acceptance.
That night, Taehyung dared to sit beside her on the couch during movie night, close enough that his thigh pressed against hers through the thin fabric of her dress. Sin stiffened immediately, her fingers digging into the couch cushions, but she didn't pull away. Onscreen, some romantic comedy played at low volume, the actors' laughter tinny and distant. Taehyung's palm settled casually over her kneeāa test. Her breath hitched, her ribs expanding sharply beneath the modest neckline of her dress, but she remained still.
"You're doing so well," Taehyung murmured, his thumb tracing idle circles on her kneecap. The praise dripped from his lips like honey, sweet and sticky. Sin's eyelashes flutteredāwhether at the touch or the words, it was impossible to tell. The credits rolled unnoticed as Taehyung's fingers crept higher, skimming the hem of her skirt. A soft whimper escaped her throat when he hooked a finger beneath the lace trim of her underwear, but she didn't resist. Couldn't, really, with the sedatives softening her limbs and blurring the line between discomfort and violation.
Sin didn't scream when Jimin's fingers slipped under the back of her sweater that eveningājust froze like a rabbit spotting headlights, her teacup trembling in midair. The living room's warm lamplight caught the fine spray of tea droplets arcing from the rim as her hands locked up, knuckles bleaching white against the floral porcelain. Jimin's touch stilled against the small of her back, his palm radiating heat through the thin cotton. "Shh," he murmured, lips brushing the shell of her ear as he gently pried the cup from her grip. His other hand remained pressed flat between her shoulder blades, counting the erratic stutter of her breath through fabric. "Just me. Only me."
Three weeks ago, she would've shattered the cup against his temple. Two weeks ago, she might've gone catatonic for hours. Nowānow her exhale came shaky but measured, her spine arching slightly into his touch before catching herself, muscles twitching with the phantom memory of restraint. Jimin's smile curled against her hair as he felt itāthat fractional yielding. Progress measured in millimeters.
Across the room, Yoongi watched from the armchair with hooded eyes, the glow of his phone screen painting his cheekbones blue. The surveillance app showed Sin's vitals spiking then stabilizingā162 bpm down to 114 in thirty seconds. Manageable. The numbers mirrored what he'd observed yesterday when Jungkook had "accidentally" brushed against her in the hallway, and the day before when Taehyung fed her strawberries by hand. Each encounter left her less reactive, more pliant, as if her body was learning to overwrite terror with something softer. Duller.
Sin's fingers flexed against her thighs when Jimin's thumb found the knobs of her spine through the sweater, tracing each vertebra with deliberate slowness. "Good girl," he whispered, and the praise pooled hot in her stomach despite herself. Somewhere beneath the chemical haze, shame flickeredābut it was distant now, muted by the sedatives and the relentless conditioning of soft voices and softer hands. Her eyelids fluttered as Jimin's fingers crept higher, skimming the nape of her neck where the hair curled damp from nervous sweat.
The grandfather clock chimed midnightāa hollow, resonant sound that seeped through the walls like cold water. Sin stirred beneath the weight of Jungkookās arm slung across her waist, his fingers twitching against her hipbone even in sleep. The bedroom was dark except for the dim glow of a nightlight shaped like a moon, casting long shadows that licked at the edges of the locked door. Her throat felt raw, though she couldnāt remember screaming.
A floorboard creaked outside. Sinās breath hitched, her pulse fluttering beneath her skin like a trapped bird. The doorknob turned with deliberate slownessāno rush, no urgency, as if the intruder knew she couldnāt run even if she tried. The door swung open to reveal Namjoon silhouetted in the hallway light, his broad shoulders blocking most of the glow. He didnāt speak. Just stood there, watching her with that same unnerving calm, his fingers tapping rhythmically against the doorframe.
Sinās fingers curled into the sheets. She shouldāve been used to this by nowāthe nighttime visits, the hands that always found their way beneath her nightgown, the murmured praises that tasted like lies on her tongue. But the drugs never quite dulled the instinct to shrink away when Namjoonās weight dipped the mattress beside her, his knee pressing against her thigh through the blanket.
āYouāre awake,ā he observed, voice low. It wasnāt a question. His fingers brushed her cheek, tracing the damp tracks of tears she hadnāt realized sheād shed. Jungkook snorted in his sleep behind her, his arm tightening possessively around her waist. Namjoonās gaze flicked to him, then back to Sin, something unreadable passing behind his eyes. āHe hurt you.ā
Sin's breath stuttered against Namjoon's palm when his thumb brushed the bruise blooming beneath her collarboneāa perfect match for Jungkook's knuckles. The moonlight caught the wetness on her lashes as she blinked up at him, her cerulean eyes glassy with sedation and something else Namjoon couldn't name. Resignation? Betrayal? Both?
"You should've screamed," he murmured, his fingers trailing lower to where the sheet had slipped down, revealing the crescent marks on her hips. Jungkook's grip, always too tight when he got carried away. Namjoon pressed his palm flat against the bruises, measuring their heat. Sin whimpered, her spine arching away instinctively, but Jungkook's arm yanked her back against his chest with a sleep-heavy grunt.
The mattress shifted as Namjoon leaned closer, his lips grazing the shell of her ear. "I would've stopped him," he whispered. The lie tasted bitter. He knewāhad heard the choked sounds through the door last night, had stood in the hallway with his fists clenched until his nails drew blood. Had done nothing.
Sin turned her face into the pillow, the white strands of her hair sticking to her damp cheeks. Her voice, when it came, was shredded at the edges. "You never do."
The grandfather clock in the hallway chimed five timesāa sound Sin had come to dread, marking another hour of borrowed time. Namjoon exhaled sharply through his nose, his fingers still pressed against the bruises on her hip. For a moment, his grip tightenedānot painfully, but possessivelyāas if he could overwrite Jungkook's marks with his own. Then he pulled away abruptly, his expression shuttering closed like a slammed door.
Sin didn't watch him leave. Instead, she focused on the pattern of the wallpaperāpale blue flowers twisting up toward the ceiling in an endless, suffocating spiral. Somewhere beyond the locked door, footsteps retreated down the hall, followed by the muffled creak of the study door closing. A hushed argument began, punctuated by the occasional sharp rise of Yoongi's voice. She caught only fragmentsā"ā¦too far" and "management won'tā¦"ābefore the voices dropped back into inaudibility.
Jungkook stirred behind her, his breath warm against the nape of her neck. His arm slid higher, fingers splaying across her ribs in sleepy possessiveness. Sin held herself perfectly still, her lungs burning with the need to gasp for air. The drugs made it hard to tell where the sedatives ended and the fear beganāher limbs felt leaden, her thoughts syrupy slow, but her pulse rabbited beneath her skin.
Moonlight bled through the barred window, casting jagged shadows across the rumpled sheets. Sin counted themāeleven dark lines striping the bed like a prison cell's shadow. The twelfth was Jungkook's arm draped across her waist, his thumb rubbing absent circles against her hipbone as he slept. A mockery of tenderness.
The passport slid from Sin's trembling fingers for the third time, fluttering to the carpet like a wounded bird. Seokjin sighed through his nose but said nothing, just folded the passport neatly and tucked it into the front pocket of Sin's half-packed duffel bag where it wouldnāt escape again.
"You donāt have to be scared," Seokjin murmured, pressing a rolled-up pair of socks into Sinās hands. His voice was warm, like honey melting over toastāpatient in a way that made Sinās chest tighten with guilt. Sin nodded mutely, clutching the socks like they might unravel if he loosened his grip even slightly.
The dorm was too quiet. Usually, the others wouldāve been clattering around by nowāJungkookās laughter bouncing off the walls, Jimin humming under his breath while raiding the fridge. But today, it was just the rustle of fabric and the soft tap of Seokjinās fingers against zippers. Sin swallowed hard, staring at the open suitcase on his bed like it might swallow him whole. "Iāve neverā" he started, then bit his lip.
Seokjin paused, a sweater dangling from his hands. "Never flown before?"
Sin shook his head, fingers twisting into the socks Seokjin had handed him. "Never left Korea before," he admitted, voice barely above a whisper. The admission felt like pulling a splinter from his skināsharp, then hollow. Outside, the distant hum of Seoul traffic buzzed against the windowpanes, a reminder of how small his world had been before seven tornadoes in human form had spun into it.
Seokjinās chuckle was soft, almost private. He draped the sweater over Sinās shoulders with exaggerated care, like he was knighting him with fabric instead of steel. "Then youāll love the in-flight meals," he said, deadpan. "Tiny bread rolls that taste like regret and plastic-wrapped butter that defies physics." Sin blinked up at him, and Seokjinās grin widened. "Ah, thereās the face. Thought Iād lost you to existential dread for a second."
A giggle escaped Sin before he could stop itābright and startled, like a sunbeam breaking through storm clouds. Seokjinās eyes crinkled at the corners, and for a moment, the dorm didnāt feel like a gilded cage. Just a room. Just two people.
Then the door slammed open.
The door slammed open with enough force to make Sin flinchānot violently, but enough for Seokjin to notice, his fingers pausing mid-fold over a pair of jeans. Jungkook stood in the doorway, hair still damp from the shower, cheeks flushed like heād sprinted the entire way here. His eyes flicked between Sinās half-packed duffel and Seokjinās hands still hovering protectively near Sinās shoulder. "Hobi-hyung says the carās coming early," he announced, breathless. "Like, now early."
Sinās stomach dropped. "Now?" The word came out thin, frayed at the edges. Heād been counting down the hoursāthree left, two and a half, twoālike they were lifelines. Seokjin shot Jungkook a look Sin couldnāt decipher before turning back to him with that practiced calm.
"Breathe," Seokjin murmured, pressing a folded shirt into Sinās hands. The fabric was warm from his grip. "Weāll just pack faster."
Jungkook hovered in the doorway, shifting his weight from foot to foot. "I canā" He gestured vaguely at the chaos of clothes strewn across Sinās bed. "Help? If you want."
Sin's fingers fumbled with the zipper of the duffel bag, the metallic teeth clicking mockingly as they refused to catch. He could feel Seokjin's gaze on himāsteady, assessingābut he couldn't bring himself to meet those dark eyes. Instead, he focused on the stray thread unraveling from the hem of his sleeve, twisting it around his fingertip until the skin turned white.
"You're folding that wrong," Jungkook said suddenly, plucking the sweater from Sin's hands before he could protest. His fingers moved with practiced efficiency, flipping the fabric inside out and smoothing the sleeves flat in one fluid motion. "Like this. Otherwise it'll get wrinkled." He held it out, and Sin took it gingerly, their fingertips brushing for half a secondājust long enough for Sin to notice how warm Jungkook's hands were.
Seokjin made a noise in the back of his throatāsomething between amusement and exasperationāas Jungkook snatched another crumpled shirt from the pile. "Careful," he warned, though his lips twitched. "That oneās silk. Itāll hold a grudge if you manhandle it." Jungkook rolled his eyes but adjusted his grip, folding the fabric with exaggerated delicacy that made Sin bite back another laugh. The sound died in his throat when Jungkookās gaze flicked up to meet his, dark and intent, like heād been waiting to catch that flicker of lightness.
Outside, a car horn blaredātoo close, too suddenāand Sin jumped, the half-folded sweater slipping from his fingers. Jungkookās hand shot out, catching it before it hit the floor. "Easy," he murmured, pressing the sweater back into Sinās palms. His fingers lingered, just for a heartbeat, thumb brushing over Sinās knuckles in a touch so fleeting it mightāve been an accident.
The first time Sin laughed without immediately covering his mouthāfull and bright, head thrown backāJimin dropped his spoon into his soup. It landed with a splash that speckled Jungkookās shirt, but neither of them reacted. They were too busy staring at Sin like heād just performed a magic trick.
A week ago, Sin would have frozen under that kind of attention, hands fluttering to his chest like startled birds. Now, he just blinked at them, lips still curved around the fading echo of his laughter. "What?" he asked, tilting his head. The overhead lights caught in his cerulean eyes, fracturing them into liquid sapphire. Jimin made a strangled noise and promptly shoved half a roll into his mouth to avoid answering.
It was Jungkook who recovered first. "Nothing," he said, voice suspiciously even. He nudged the fallen spoon toward Jimin with his foot under the table. "Just⦠nice to hear." His fingers tapped against his thighāonce, twiceābefore he reached for his water glass with studied nonchalance.
Sin didnāt notice the way Taehyungās gaze lingered on the column of his throat, or how Yoongiās chopsticks had stilled mid-bite. He was too busy marveling at the warmth pooling in his own chest, unfamiliar but not unwelcome. For the first time since theyād swept him into their orbit, the weight of seven pairs of eyes didnāt feel like shackles. Just⦠attention.
By Wednesday, Sin had learned three things: Namjoonās socks never matched on purpose ("Chaos theory," heād explained solemnly while Hoseok wheezed into a cushion), Jimin could recite every line from The Little Mermaid in flawless English ("Itās art," heād sniffed when Jungkook teased him), and Yoongiās studio smelled like vanilla coffee and burnt circuits. The last one heād discovered when Yoongi dragged him there at 3AM, muttering something about "fixing the damn sound levels" and pressing headphones over Sinās ears without preamble. Sin had expected annoyanceāmaybe even angerābut Yoongi had just sighed when he caught Sin nodding off against the mixing board, draping a jacket over his shoulders instead of shaking him awake.
On Friday, Hoseok taught him the chorus to "Dynamite" in the kitchen while breakfast burned. Sinās pronunciation was atrocious, his hips swaying off-beat, but Hoseok whooped like heād just witnessed a Grammy-winning performance. "Again!" he demanded, spinning Sin by the wrists until the tile blurred underfoot. Later, Jungkook would press a cold compress to Sinās spinning head with a muttered "Hyungās an idiot," but his fingers lingered at Sinās temples, tracing the shell of his ear when he thought Sin wouldnāt notice.
By Sunday, Sin realized he hadnāt checked the clock in thirty-two hours. The revelation came to him abruptly, mid-laugh, as Taehyung attempted to balance a spoon on his nose while Namjoon recited Shakespearean insults ("Thou cream-faced loon!" he declaimed, pointing at Jungkook, who promptly choked on his rice). Time had become something fluidāmeasured in shared glances instead of minutes, in the way Jiminās fingers absentmindedly tapped against Sinās wrist to the rhythm of whatever song was stuck in his head.
He still startled sometimesāwhen a camera flash went off unexpectedly, or when Jungkook burst into his room without knockingābut the flinch was smaller now, less like a recoil and more like the twitch of a catās ear. Progress, Jimin had called it, squeezing Sinās shoulder before sliding into the seat beside him on the plane. Sin hadnāt realized how much heād come to rely on those touches until Jiminās thigh pressed against his own, warm and solid through the thin fabric of their sweatpants.
The overhead lights flickered to life with a clinical hum as Sin's fingers dug into the plush fur of the stuffed bunny in his lap. Its floppy ears bent under his gripāJungkook had thrust it into his hands at the airport gate with a muttered "Don't look at me like that" before stomping offāand now the toy's black bead eyes stared up at him with cartoonish innocence. Business class seats sprawled around them like oversized leather cocoons, each one wide enough to swallow Sin whole.
Yoongi glanced up from his laptop when Sinās knee bounced against the armrest for the seventh time in as many minutes. "Youāre gonna vibrate us into an early landing," he deadpanned, nudging Sinās ankle with his socked foot. The contact was briefābarely thereābut Sin stilled instantly, as if Yoongi had flipped a switch.
"Sorry," Sin whispered, curling tighter around the bunny. Its stuffing squeaked in protest. Outside the window, rain streaked across the tarmac in diagonal slashes, distorting the runway lights into smears of gold. The attendantās voice crackled over the intercom, announcing final boarding in cheerful, rehearsed Korean. Sinās stomach lurched.
Yoongi sighed, snapping his laptop shut with a decisive click. "Kid." He waited until Sin peeked up through his messy fringe. "You ever seen Up?"
Sin blinked. "Theāthe flying house movie?"
"Yeah." Yoongi plucked the stuffed rabbit from Sinās death grip, flipping it upside down to inspect its stitched paws with exaggerated seriousness. "This guyās your Dug. Emotional support animal. Airlines legally canāt crash if youāve got one." He dropped the bunny back into Sinās lap with a smirk. "Science."
A startled laugh punched out of Sinās throatāsoft, but real. Yoongiās lips quirked in victory before he reached over Sin to yank the window shade down with finality. "There. Now itās just us andā¦" He gestured vaguely at the muted cabin lights. "Corporate limbo. Close your eyes."
Sin hesitated, fingers twisting in the bunnyās fur. "What ifā"
"Helmeoniās three rows back with Sejin," Yoongi interrupted, already reclining his seat with one hand. "Theyāve got enough melatonin between them to tranquilize a horse. And Jungkook?" He nodded toward the aisle, where Sin could just make out the back of Jungkookās head two seats ahead, his shoulders rigid even at rest. "Kidās been pretending not to stare at you since takeoff. Relax."
The plane gave a sudden lurch as the engines roared to life, and Sinās nails bit into the plush. Yoongi didnāt comment, just flipped open his laptop one-handed and nudged a pair of wireless earbuds into Sinās palm. "Here. Listen to this."
Sin fumbled them in, half-expecting Agust Dās aggressive bassābut what flooded his ears was gentle piano, something slow and instrumental that curled around his panic like a hand smoothing crumpled paper. He blinked at Yoongi, who kept his eyes fixed on his screen, jaw working around a piece of gum.
"Yoongi-hyung makes lullabies when heās stressed," came Jiminās whisper from across the aisle. Heād twisted in his seat to grin at them, phone flashlight illuminating his face like a conspiratorās. "Secret hobby. Last timeā"
Yoongiās foot shot out to kick Jiminās ankle with practiced precision. "Shut up or Iāll tell them about your Disneyā"
Jimin yelped and vanished behind his seatback. The earbuds muffled their bickering, turning it into distant static as Sin exhaled, shoulders dropping an inch. The bunny in his lap was warm now, fur matted from his grip. He traced the embroidered "B21" on its footāJungkookās jersey number stitched in clumsy thread, uneven where the needle had slipped. Sin wondered how long itād taken him to sew.
The milk arrived in a small plastic cup, condensation beading along its rim like dew on grass. Sin stared at it, transfixed, as the flight attendantās perfumeāsomething floral and expensiveālingered in the air between them. He hadnāt expected them to have milk. Heād asked for it on impulse, the word slipping out before he could stop it, childish in a way that made his cheeks burn. But here it was, real and cold against his fingertips when he lifted the cup.
Across the aisle, Jimin snorted into his own drinkāsomething fizzy and neon-orange that smelled like synthetic citrus. "Milk," he stage-whispered to Jungkook, who was peering over the headrest with narrowed eyes. "Thatās your influence." Jungkookās ears turned pink, but he didnāt deny it, just sank back into his seat with a grunt that mightāve been approval. Sin took a cautious sip, the sweetness blooming on his tongue, and missed the way Yoongiās fingers paused over his keyboard at the sight.
The piano in Sinās earbuds swelledāa crescendo Yoongi had composed between midnight and exhaustionāand for a moment, the hum of the planeās engines faded into the background. He didnāt notice the attendant returning until she was leaning over him again, this time with a napkin discreetly offered for the milk mustache he didnāt realize heād acquired. Jiminās resulting giggle was muffled behind both hands, shoulders shaking.
Sin wiped his mouth, mortified, but before he could overthink it, Yoongiās elbow nudged his ribs. "Kid," he said, not looking up from his screen, "youāre allowed to like things." His tone was flat, but his thumb hovered over the trackpad, hesitating before he added, "Even if theyāre embarrassing." The music shifted in Sinās earsāsofter now, almost tentativeāand he realized with a start that Yoongi was editing the composition live, tweaking the melody to match the rhythm of Sinā
Sin blinked awake to the clatter of meal trays, his cheek sticky where it had been pressed against Yoongiās shoulder. The cabin lights had dimmed to a honeyed glow, casting long shadows across the tray table where a plastic-wrapped meal sat untouched. He mustāve dozed off to the lull of Yoongiās piano trackāthe melody still hummed softly in his earbuds, now tangled in his hair.
"Here," murmured a voice too close, and Sin startled as fingers brushed his wrist, nudging a napkin into his limp grip. The flight attendantāa woman with glossy lips and a perfume that clawed at his throatāleaned further into his space than necessary, her acrylic nail catching on the bunnyās ear as she "accidentally" grazed his thigh. "Youāll want this for theāoh!" Her gasp was theatrical as Sin recoiled, knocking his elbow against the tray. The plastic lid popped off, revealing sad-looking pasta that smelled vaguely of regret.
Yoongiās laptop snapped shut so fast the sound cracked through the cabin like a gunshot.
"Problem?" he asked, voice deceptively light. His fingers, though, curled white-knuckled around the edge of his keyboard. The attendant straightened abruptly, smile faltering under Yoongiās glacial stare.
The attendant's smile wavered like a faulty neon sign. "No problem at all," she chirped, though her fingers twitched against the empty drink tray she clutched to her chest. She took a deliberate step backātoo calculated to be naturalāand Sin could almost see the recalculations flickering behind her overly lined eyes. "Just checking if the young gentleman needed anything else." Her gaze darted to Sin's milk mustache, still half-visible despite the napkin, and something predatory glinted in her pupils before she smoothed it over with professional blandness.
Sin pressed deeper into his seat, the bunny's ears crumpling in his grip. He didn't realize he'd stopped breathing until Yoongi's elbow dug into his ribs againānot gently this time. "Breathe, kid," Yoongi muttered under his breath, never breaking eye contact with the attendant. His voice was low enough that only Sin could hear the razor edge beneath the casual tone. "And stop looking like a startled fawn. She's not a fucking tiger."
But Sin couldn't help it. The woman's perfume clung to the air between them, thick as syrup, and suddenly all he could think about was the way strangers' hands always seemed to find excuses to lingerāon his wrist, his shoulder, the small of his backālike he was public property just because his face happened to be symmetrical. The pasta on his tray congealed into an unappetizing beige lump.
Yoongiās fingers twitched toward his phone before he consciously decided to move, thumb hovering over Namjoonās contact with lethal precision. The attendantāKim Soojin, her nametag declared in cheerful pink scriptāflinched almost imperceptibly when his screen illuminated, casting sharp shadows across his stony expression. He didnāt dial. Not yet. But the message was clear in the way his jaw tightened as he tapped out a single line: Flight attendant 32A. Hands.
Sinās milk cup trembled faintly against the tray when the attendant finally retreated, her heels clicking a staccato retreat down the aisle. Yoongi waited until her figure disappeared behind the curtain separating business from first class before exhaling through his noseāa slow, controlled release of air that did nothing to dissipate the tension coiling in his shoulders.
"Look at me," he ordered, voice low enough that the words barely carried past Sinās tangled earbuds. When Sin didnāt immediately complyātoo busy staring at his own white-knuckled grip on the bunnyāYoongi reached over and flicked his forehead. Not hard. Just enough to startle his gaze upward. "Sheās gone. Breathe."
Sinās inhale shuddered like a faulty engine turning over. The bunnyās left ear had acquired permanent creases from his death grip.
Yoongiās thumb hovered over his phone screen where Namjoonās contact photoāa ridiculous candid of him mid-sneezeāgrinned up at him. He typed one-handed, his other palm pressed flat against Sinās knee beneath the tray table, grounding. The message was succinct: Flight attendant 32A. Hands. Three dots appeared immediately. Then: Hands where?
Yoongiās jaw flexed. Wrist. Then thigh when he flinched. The dots pulsed. Yoongi added, Sinās still shaking.
The response came faster than expected: Already on it. Followed by, Is he eating?
Yoongi glanced at the untouched pasta congealing on Sinās tray. "Namjoon-ah wants to know if youāve eaten," he said, deliberately casual, as if discussing the weather instead of the fact that their leader was currently siccing HYBEās legal team on an overeager flight attendant three rows back.
Yoongi wasnāt new to flirty strangersāfans who āaccidentallyā brushed his arm at meet-and-greets, stylists who lingered too long zipping his jacket, the occasional bold intern who slid their number into his coffee order. Heād perfected the art of the polite-but-firm sidestep years ago. But this? This was different. The attendantās fingers hadnāt just brushed Sinās wristātheyād pressed, deliberate and lingering, acrylic nails digging into the soft skin above his pulse point like she was marking territory. And Sināgod, Sin had frozen like a rabbit in headlights, cerulean eyes going wide and glassy, his breath hitching so faintly Yoongi wouldnāt have noticed if he hadnāt been watching.
Yoongiās phone buzzed again. Sejinās handling it. Sheās being reassigned to cargo. A beat. Then: Tell Sin to eat something. Yoongi scoffed under his breath. As if Sin would eat now, with the scent of that womanās cloying perfume still clinging to the air around them. He could see the way Sinās fingers trembled around the bunnyās ears, the way his throat worked every time he swallowedālike he was trying not to gag.
Yoongi's fork scraped against his untouched steak with deliberate nonchalance. Without a word, he slid his entire tray across the narrow gap between their seats, swapping it for Sin's cold pasta before the younger could protest. The steakāstill steaming slightly, edges perfectly searedāgleamed under the cabin lights like some sort of sacrificial offering.
Sin stared at the plate, then at Yoongi's profile as the older man stabbed a limp noodle with visible disdain. "Butā" Sin's voice cracked, fingers hovering over the tray like he expected it to vanish. "That's yours."
Yoongi snorted, chewing the sad pasta with the enthusiasm of someone swallowing medicine. "And now it's not." He nudged the steak closer with his elbow, refusing to meet Sin's wide-eyed gaze. "Eat. Before I change my mind."
Sin's "thank you" was so soft it barely cleared the hum of the plane's engines, his pinky brushing the edge of the tray as if testing its reality. The first bite of steakājuicy and seasoned just rightāmade his eyes flutter shut in involuntary relief. When he opened them, Yoongi was watching him over a forkful of congealed pasta, something unreadable flickering in his dark eyes before he pointedly looked away.
Across the aisle, Jimin made an exaggerated gagging noise. "Kook, that's basically a love confession in Yoongi-language," he stage-whispered to Jungkook, who'd twisted around to glare at them both. "He once bit Jin-hyung for stealing a single fry."
Yoongi flipped them off without looking up from his phone, where he was now texting Sejin with single-minded intensity. The screen illuminated the sharp planes of his face in the dim cabin light, casting shadows that made his expression even more unreadable. Sin watched, mesmerized, as Yoongiās thumb hovered over the keyboardāhesitatingābefore typing something decisive and hitting send with a final tap.
The bunnyās fur was damp under Sinās fingers now, matted from his nervous grip. He smoothed its ears absently, tracing the wonky stitching of Jungkookās jersey number again. Outside, the plane shuddered through a patch of turbulence, and Sinās stomach lurched in tandem. He didnāt realize heād grabbed Yoongiās sleeve until the older man went very still beside him, fork halfway to his mouth.
"You good?" Yoongi asked, voice deliberately flat. His eyes, though, flicked down to where Sinās fingers twisted in his sweaterāwhite-knuckled and trembling.
Sin opened his mouth to apologize, but the words dissolved when the plane dipped again, sharper this time. His grip tightened instinctively, and Yoongiās breath hitchedājust onceābefore he carefully pried Sinās fingers loose. "Okay," he muttered, more to himself than Sin, as if resigning himself to some inevitable fate. Then, with a long-suffering sigh, he draped his arm over Sinās shoulders and yanked him sideways until Sinās head thumped against his collarbone. "There. Now stop vibrating."
The overhead lights flickered as the plane banked sharply, and Sin's fingers dug into Yoongi's sweater like he was the only solid thing in a world tilting off-axis. Somewhere behind them, a meal tray clattered to the floor, followed by Hoseok's dramatic wail about his spilled orange juice. Yoongi ignored it all, his grip tightening around Sin's shoulder in a silent command: Stay put.
Sin could feel Yoongi's heartbeat through the thin fabric of his hoodieāsteady and slightly too fast, like a metronome set just a fraction off rhythm. The scent of vanilla coffee and something uniquely Yoongiāclean and sharp, like winter airāfilled his lungs with each shaky inhale. It was nothing like the attendant's cloying perfume. This smell didn't claw at his throat; it anchored him.
"Stop thinking so loud," Yoongi grumbled, flicking Sin's forehead with his free hand. The gesture was rough, but his thumb lingered to smooth the crease between Sin's brows. "We've got six hours left. Sleep."
Sin's lashes fluttered against Yoongi's collarbone. "But theā"
Sinās protests dissolved into a yawn halfway through, his eyelids drooping like weighted curtains despite the planeās occasional shudder. The last thing he registered was Yoongiās sighāexasperated but fondāand the warmth of fingers carding briefly through his hair before darkness swallowed him whole.
Yoongi waited until Sinās breathing evened out against his shoulder before extracting his phone with surgical precision, careful not to jostle the sleeping figure curled against him. The screen illuminated instantly with a flood of unread messages:
[Bangtan Fam š]
Seokjin: Why is Sejin interrogating a flight attendant in the galley?
Namjoon: Not now.
Jimin: HYBEās legal team just emailed me????
Yoongiās thumbs moved silently over the keyboard, typing one-handed: Hands on Sin. Not accidental. The response was instantaneousāa synchronized vibration from six different pockets across the cabin.
Behind them, Taehyungās tray table slammed down with enough force to make the overhead bins rattle. Yoongi didnāt need to turn around to know the younger manās playful demeanor had evaporated; he could feel the shift in the air like static before lightning.
Taehyung: Where?
Yoongi: Wrist first. Then thigh when he flinched.
A plastic cup crunched audibly two rows ahead. Jungkookās profile was rigid against the dim cabin lights, his fist clenched around the remains of his soda. When his phone buzzed with Yoongiās message, his shoulders tensed furtherāthe line of his jaw sharp enough to cut glass.
Hoseok: Iāll handle it.
Seokjin: Youāll do no such thing.
The overhead bin rattled as Hoseok stood abruptly, his usual sunshine smile replaced by something colder. Three flight attendants materialized instantlyātoo fast, too attentiveābut Hoseok merely handed his crushed cup to the nearest one with a sweetness that didnāt reach his eyes. āAccident,ā he chirped, stepping sideways to block their view of Sinās sleeping form. His fingers tapped a rapid staccato against his thighāMorse code or pent-up fury, Yoongi couldnāt tell.
Namjoon: Sejinās rerouting her to cargo. Permanently.
Jimin: Too nice.
Jungkook: Not nice enough.
Yoongiās thumb hovered over the keyboard, Sinās weight warm against his side. The kid had curled into him like a comma, one hand still fisted in Yoongiās sweater even in sleep. Up close, Yoongi could see the way his eyelashes cast spidery shadows on cheeks still round with youth. Too young for the way that attendantās nails had dug into his skin like she was claiming territory.
Yoongi: Heās asleep.
Six phones buzzed in unison. Across the aisle, Jimin twisted in his seat to peer over the headrest, lips pressed into a thin line. His gaze dropped to Sinās fingers tangled in Yoongiās sleeve, then flicked to the abandoned steak congealing on the tray. Without a word, he reached over and carefully extracted the fork from Sinās limp grip before it could clatter to the floor.
Jimin: Did he eat?
Yoongi: Half the steak.
Seokjin: Good enough.
Jungkookās seatbelt clicked open with a violence that made the elderly couple across the aisle startle. He was halfway to standing when Taehyungās hand shot out, gripping his wrist with enough force to leave marks. āDonāt,ā Taehyung murmured, voice pitched low beneath the engineās drone. His smile stayed fixedāpleasant, vacantābut his eyes were black holes. āNot here.ā
The overhead lights flickered as the plane hit another patch of turbulence, casting jagged shadows across Jungkookās face. His free hand curled into a fist, knuckles pressing white against his thigh. āShe touched him,ā he hissed, the words barely audible over the intercomās cheerful safety reminder. āLike he wasāā
Jungkookās voice fractured mid-sentence, swallowed by the planeās sudden descent. The attendantās cart rattled past them, wheels squeaking, but her steps faltered when she caught sight of Jungkookās expressionāsomething feral lurking beneath the forced neutrality. She veered sharply toward first class without a word.
Sin stirred against Yoongiās shoulder, his fingers twitching in sleep. Yoongi tightened his grip instinctively, his free hand still typing one-handed: Cool it. Heās waking up.
Six phones darkened in unison. Across the aisle, Jiminās fingers flexed around the armrestsāonce, twiceābefore he forced them to relax. His smile, when he turned it on the elderly woman peering at them curiously, was all dimples and practiced charm. āTurbulence,ā he explained with a sheepish shrug, as if that explained the tension vibrating through the cabin like a plucked string.
Yoongiās phone buzzed again. [Bangtan Fam š] Jungkook: She looked at him likeā The message cut off abruptly. Yoongi didnāt need to turn around to know Taehyung had confiscated Jungkookās phone; the younger manās silence was more telling than any outburst.
Sin blinked awake to the taste of something rich and sweet dissolving on his tongueāchocolate, dark and slightly bitter, melting against the roof of his mouth. The cabin lights had been dimmed to a drowsy glow, casting Yoongiās sharp features in soft gold as he leaned over Sin with a foil wrapper pinched between his fingers.
"You were sleep-mumbling about cake," Yoongi muttered by way of explanation, pressing another square into Sinās palm before he could fully process the waking world. His thumb brushed Sinās lifelineājust onceāquick enough to be written off as accidental. "Eat. Landing soon."
The chocolate was cool against Sinās sleep-warm fingers, the foil crinkling softly as he unfolded it. Outside the window, dawn bled across the horizon in streaks of pink and orange, painting the clouds in watercolor hues. Sin marveled at the way the light refracted through his half-empty milk cupāstill perched precariously on his tray tableācasting prismatic shadows over Yoongiās knuckles.
A rustle came from the row behind them. "Hyung never shares his fancy chocolates," Jimin stage-whispered, his breath tickling Sinās ear as he appeared suddenly over the seatback, upside-down and grinning. "Those are from Paris. He bit Tae for trying to steal one lastā"
Sin blinked at the chocolate square in his palm, its surface gleaming under the cabin lights like polished obsidian. The sweetness lingered on his tongue, unfamiliar and decadentānothing like the cheap convenience store candies he used to ration under his pillow.
The plane lurched sharply, sending Sinās knee crashing into the tray table with a metallic clang. His gasp was muffled by Yoongiās sweater as the older man yanked him closer with a muttered curse, one arm bracing across Sinās chest like a seatbelt made of flesh and bone. Across the aisle, Jiminās phone slid off his lap, illuminating Jungkookās outstretched handāpalm up, fingers splayedāas he caught it midair without looking. His eyes remained fixed on Sin, pupils swallowing the cabinās dim light whole.
āLanding gear,ā Yoongi grunted, his breath stirring Sinās messy bangs. His grip loosened fractionally when the turbulence eased, but his fingers stayed curled around Sinās wrist, thumb pressed to the pulse point where the attendantās nails had left phantom marks. āQuit vibrating.ā
Sin's oversized hoodie swallowed him wholeāblack fabric pooling around his wrists, the hem brushing mid-thigh where it had ridden up during the flight. The mask hid his pink lips and beauty mark, the cap shadowed his cerulean eyes, but none of it mattered. If anything, the anonymity only accentuated the delicate slope of his nose, the way his lashes caught the fluorescent airport lights like spiderwebs jeweled with dew.
Manila's humidity hit them like a wet towel to the face the second they stepped off the jet bridge. Sin gasped audibly behind his mask, fingers twitching toward his hoodie zipper before aborting the motionātoo self-conscious to strip layers in front of the swarm of ground staff and security personnel.
Namjoon, three steps ahead, glanced back just in time to see Yoongi wordlessly pluck at Sin's hoodie strings. "Breathe, kid," Yoongi muttered, tugging the fabric loose with a precision that suggested he'd been counting every stifled inhale since touchdown. The hood fell back, revealing Sin's mussed white hairāflattened on one side from where he'd slept against Yoongi's shoulderāand the red imprint of seat fabric on his cheek.
Jungkook materialized on Sin's other side like a shadow given form, his fingers brushing Sin's elbow with deliberate casualnessāclose enough to steady, far enough to feign innocence. The contact lingered a beat too long, his thumb tracing the dip of Sin's inner wrist where the attendant's nails had left ghost-marks. A silent question. Sin nodded once, barely perceptible, and Jungkook's exhale ruffled the hair peeking from under his cap.
Security personnel swarmed around them in practiced chaos, badges flashing, walkie-talkies crackling with static. One officerābroad-shouldered, with a nametag that read DELA CRUZādid a double-take at Sin, his gaze snagging on the way Sin's oversized sleeves swallowed his hands whole. Yoongi's shoulder bumped Sin's, nudging him half a step behind Namjoon's bulk just as Hoseok swooped in with a dazzling smile, blocking the officer's line of sight with a theatrical stretch. "Ah, these long flights!" he sighed, arms raised high enough to eclipse Sin entirely.
The arrivals hall buzzed with the electric hum of too many bodies in too-small space. Sin's sneakers squeaked against polished linoleum as he sidestepped a luggage cart, his shoulder blades prickling under the weight of staresāsome curious, some calculating. A group of girls in school uniforms clutched each other by the duty-free, their whispers sharp as knives: "Ang ganda niyaā" cut off abruptly when Taehyung "tripped" into their path, sending a tower of perfume samples clattering to the floor.
Jimin materialized at Sin's back, his breath warm against Sin's nape. "Don't look," he murmured, fingers skating down Sin's spineātoo quick to be accidentalāas a camera flash went off somewhere to their left. The press of bodies thickened around them, airport security struggling to contain the sudden surge of onlookers drawn by the commotion.
Sin's pulse fluttered against Jungkook's lingering grip, his cerulean eyes darting to the exit signs like a trapped animal calculating escape routes. He didn't notice Yoongi's arm sliding behind him until it was too lateāthe older man's palm splayed across the small of his back, steering him effortlessly through the crowd as if he weighed nothing.
"Eyes forward," Yoongi ordered, low enough that only Sin could hear. His thumb pressed into the dip of Sin's spine through the hoodie, a brand of warmth that cut through the airport's overzealous air conditioning. "They'll eat you alive if you flinch."
The words proved prophetic. A woman in a press lanyard lunged forward, her phone extended like a weapon. "Kim Namjoon-ssi! Is this your newā"
The woman's phone grazed Sin's shoulder before Seokjin's arm shot outānot fast, but deliberateāhis sleeve cuff catching the edge of the device with just enough force to send it clattering to the floor. "Ah, so clumsy today," he sighed, not bothering to look at the journalist as he stepped neatly between her and Sin, his broad back blocking all sightlines. His smile remained serene, but the hand he pressed to Sin's lower back pushed with uncharacteristic insistence. "Walk, darling."
Sin stumbled forward into the vacuum created by Hoseok and Yoongi moving in synchronized formationātwo walls of muscle bracketing him as they cut through the terminalās chaos. The journalistās protests faded behind them, swallowed by Seokjinās diplomatic murmurs and the squeal of luggage carts.
The VIP lounge smelled like moneyāor at least, that's what Sin imagined money would smell like if it had a scent. Something sterile and expensive, like leather seats that had never been sat in and marble floors polished to a dangerous sheen. He perched on the edge of an armchair that probably cost more than his entire wardrobe, fingers worrying the bunny's tattered ear as Sejin and Helmeoni stood framed by floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the tarmac, their silhouettes backlit by the harsh Philippine sun.
"āalready arranged everything," Helmeoni was saying, her voice lowered to a frequency that made Sin's skin prickle. She tapped her tablet with a manicured nail, the sound like a metronome counting down to something inevitable. "The penthouse is fully stocked. Security's been notified. There's no reason for concern."
Sejin's responding hum vibrated through the air-conditioned chill. Sin watched, transfixed, as the man's shadow stretched long across the marbleāa black stain inching toward Namjoon's polished shoes. "And the incident?" Sejin asked, too casual.
Helmeoni's smile didn't reach her eyes. "Handled."
Sin's fingers spasmed around the bunny's ears. The word slithered down his spineāhandledāwith too many teeth. Across the lounge, Yoongi's jaw flexed once before he schooled his expression back into neutrality, but not before Sin caught the flicker of something dark in his eyes.
Namjoon shifted beside him, the warmth of his arm pressing against Sin's from shoulder to elbowāa silent barricade between him and whatever handled entailed. "And our schedule?" Namjoon asked, voice pitched to carry just enough to drown out Helmeoni's next words.
Sejin's gaze flicked to Sin for half a heartbeat too long. "Flexible."
The silence that followed was a living thing. Jin broke it with a clap that made Sin jump, his rings glinting under the recessed lighting. "Well!" Jin beamed, all perfect teeth and crinkled eyes, but his grip on Sin's wrist as he stood was firm enough to leave marks. "Who's starving? I vote we raid that minibar beforeā"
The penthouse smelled like dust and abandonmentāthe kind of place purchased on a whim and forgotten halfway through unpacking. Sin hovered in the foyer, fingers twisting in his hoodie strings as the others fanned out through the cavernous space, their footsteps echoing off bare marble floors. The walls stood barren except for a single crooked photographāSin at fifteen, grinning on some European bridge with a melting gelato in handāleft behind like a time capsule of the person he'd been before the world noticed him.
"Christ," Yoongi muttered, toeing open a cardboard box labeled Kitchen?? in smudged Sharpie. A single frying pan gleamed back at him, still wrapped in protective plastic. "You ever actually live here?"
Sin's shrug was swallowed by the oversized hoodie. "I meant to." The admission came out small, drowned by the thunk of Jungkook dropping his duffel bag on the quartz countertop with enough force to send dust motes swirling. They caught in the late afternoon light slanting through floor-to-ceiling windows, illuminating the fine layer of neglect coating every surface.
Jimin whistled low as he disappeared down the hallway, his voice bouncing back to them from what sounded like a cavernous bedroom. "Sin-ah, there's a fucking grand piano in here."
The piano keys were cold under Sinās fingertipsānot the crisp, polished ivory he expected, but a layer of dust so fine it clung to his skin like powdered sugar. His pinky hovered over middle C, hesitating, as if pressing it might wake something better left sleeping. Behind him, Jungkookās sneakers scuffed against the marble floor, his presence a silent question in the doorway.
āYou said you stayed here,ā Jungkook murmured, closer now. His breath stirred the hair at Sinās napeāwarm against the penthouseās stale chill. āBut these sheetsā¦ā His fingers brushed the piano benchās velvet cover, pristine and untouched. āTheyāve never been lifted.ā
Sin exhaled through his nose, his breath disturbing the dust on the keys. Two days. Thatās what heād told them. Two days in this cavernous tomb of marble and glass, listening to the echo of his own footsteps like a ghost haunting himself. The reality? Heād lasted six hoursājust long enough to watch the sunset bleed across Manila Bay from the terrace before panic clawed up his throat at the silence. Heād fled to a hostel with bunk beds so close he could hear strangers breathing.
Yoongiās reflection appeared in the pianoās glossy surface, his arms crossed over his chest as he surveyed the room. His gaze landed on the single framed photoāSinās younger self frozen mid-laugh, Romeās Ponte SantāAngelo arching behind him. āYou didnāt unpack,ā he observed, nodding toward the stacked boxes labeled Clothes and Books in shaky handwriting.
The confession spilled out like a tipped-over inkwellādark, spreading, impossible to contain once it breached the edges. Sin's fingers curled around the piano bench's dust-covered velvet, his voice barely clearing the hum of the air conditioning. "I lied about staying here." The admission hovered between them, fragile as the dust motes suspended in the late afternoon light. "I couldn'tā" His throat clicked on the swallow. "The silence keptā"
Jungkook's knee bumped the bench as he crouched beside him, close enough that Sin could see the flecks of gold in his dark eyes. His fingers brushed the untouched sheet music still sealed in its plastic sleeveāBeethoven's Moonlight Sonata, purchased on a whim and never opened. "You don't have to finish that sentence," he murmured, thumb skating over Sin's knuckles where they whitened on the bench.
But Sin did. He had to. The words piled up behind his teeth like floodwaters against a dam. "I slept at a hostel. The kind withā" His laugh came out jagged, scratching at his throat. "ābunk beds so close you can hear strangers snoring." The memory of it pressed against his ribsāthe warmth of other bodies, the rustle of shared blankets, the way the night air smelled like salt and too many lives tangled together. Anything to escape the echoing emptiness of this marble tomb.
Yoongi's reflection shifted in the piano's glossy surface. He reached past Sin's shoulder, dragging one finger through the dust on the keys. It left a clean streakāa single note waiting to be played. "We've all got places like this,"
The penthouseās living room smelled faintly of takeout containers and the lemon-scented cleaner the staff had used on the glass coffee tableātoo harsh, too chemical. Sin curled into the corner of the oversized sectional, knees drawn to his chest, as Seokjin spread a map of Manila across the table with a dramatic flourish. The paper crinkled under his palms, dotted with coffee rings from some previous, forgotten planning session.
"Intramuros first," Namjoon declared, tapping the historic walled city with his chopstick. A grain of rice tumbled onto the map, landing squarely on Fort Santiago. "Itās the mostā"
"ātouristy," Yoongi finished dryly, sprawled at the opposite end of the couch with his feet propped on Sinās abandoned seat cushion. His toes flexed, brushing Sinās thigh through the thin fabric of his borrowed sweatpantsācasual, thoughtless contact that made Sinās breath hitch.
Jimin, upside-down on the floor with his head pillowed on Jungkookās shins, made a noise of protest. "Sin-ah should see the sunset at Manila Bay," he insisted, kicking his legs in the air. The motion sent his socked foot skimming Taehyungās shoulder, who caught Jiminās ankle without looking and pressed a thumb into the arch hard enough to make him yelp. "The colors areā"
Sin traced the edge of the map with his pinky finger, watching as Manila Bay's blue ink smudged beneath his touch. "Have you all been here before?" The question slipped out before he could stop it, soft as the dust still clinging to his borrowed sweatpants.
Jungkook's chopsticks froze mid-air, a bite of pancit canton dangling precariously. The sudden stillness made Sin's pulse skitterāhad he asked something wrong?
Taehyung was the first to break the silence, twisting to press his socked feet against Sin's thigh where Yoongi's toes had been moments before. "Twice for concerts," he said, grinning when Sin instinctively caught his ankles. "Once we got lost in Divisoria for three hours buying knockoff perfumes that made Hobi-hyung sneeze rainbows."
The tension dissolved into laughterāHoseok's dramatic reenactment of the allergic fit, complete with flailing limbs that nearly upended the coffee table. But Sin noticed how Yoongi's fingers tightened around his beer bottle at the memory, how Namjoon's gaze flicked to the balcony doors like he was calculating escape routes.
Jimin rolled onto his stomach, chin propped on Jungkook's knee. "You know what we never did?" His fingers crept toward Sin's abandoned soda can like a spider. "The underground tunnels at Fort Santiago. They sayā"
Sin's fingers curled into the hem of his borrowed sweaterātoo large, smelling faintly of Jungkook's laundry detergentābefore he spoke. "I want to go to Baguio first." The words came out soft, but they cut through Jimin's ghost story like a knife through mist. Six heads swiveled toward him, chopsticks suspended mid-bite.
Yoongi was the first to recover, his toes flexing against Sin's thigh where they'd migrated back during Jimin's storytelling. "Baguio," he repeated, not a question but a statementāas if testing the weight of the word in his mouth.
"It's eight hours north by car," Sin blurted, tracing the map's creases with his pinky until his finger bumped Yoongi's bare ankle. He jerked back as if burned. "There'sāthe roads curve like ribbon. And the pines smell likeā¦" His voice trailed off when he noticed Jungkook's chopsticks hovering millimeters from his lips, forgotten.
Jimin rolled onto his back, dislodging Jungkook's knee with a thump. "You've been?" His socked foot nudged Sin's shināa silent continue.
Sin's throat worked around the lie before it came out. "No." The single syllable hung between them, fragile as the condensation sliding down his abandoned soda can. "But I bought a postcard once. From a flea market inā" His fingers twitched toward his left beauty mark, a nervous tic. "The colors were all wrong. Too blue. The real pines areā¦"
Taehyung's feet slid from Sin's lap as he sat up abruptly, knees popping. "You've never been," he said slowly, eyes tracking the way Sin's fingers pleated the hem of Jungkook's borrowed sweater, "but you know how the pines smell?"
The air conditioner hummed. Somewhere in the penthouse, a faucet dripped. Sin's pulse throbbed visibly at his throat.
Namjoon's chopsticks clicked against his takeout boxāonce, twiceābefore he set them down with deliberate care. "Sin-ah," he murmured, leaning forward until the coffee table's edge dug into his thighs. "What's in Baguio?"
Sin's lower lip jutted out in a pout so exaggerated it looked almost comicalālike a child denied dessert rather than a grown man caught in a lie. His fingers twisted in the hem of Jungkook's borrowed sweater, the fabric stretching taut under his nervous grip. "Fine," he muttered, cheeks flushing pink under their collective stares. "The last time I was in Baguio, I was⦠maybe nine?"
The admission hung in the air, suspended like the dust motes caught in the late afternoon sunlight. Yoongi's toes, still pressed against Sin's thigh, flexed involuntarilyāas if his body reacted before his brain could process the confession.
"Elementary school?" Jimin blurted, rolling onto his knees so fast his elbow knocked over Sin's soda can. The fizzy liquid spread across the coffee table, bubbling over Namjoon's carefully marked map, but no one moved to stop it.
Sin shrunk further into the couch cushions, his cerulean eyes darting between their faces like a cornered animal. "We went for my aunt's birthday," he mumbled, picking at a loose thread on the sweater sleeve. "She⦠liked the cold." His voice hitched on the past tense, fingers stilling mid-pick.
The penthouse's air conditioning hummed louder, as if sensing the shift in atmosphere. Sin's fingers trembled around the loose threadātiny, almost imperceptible vibrations that Taehyung noticed first, his sharp eyes tracking the movement from across the coffee table. Without a word, Taehyung reached over and plucked the thread free with a quick tug, snapping it cleanly between his fingers before Sin could spiral further.
"Baguio it is," Seokjin announced, clapping his hands together with finality. The sound echoed off the marble floors like a gunshot. He rolled up the ruined Manila map without glancing at the soda stains, the paper crinkling ominously in his grip. "We'll leave at dawn. The roads areā"
The backstage lights buzzed faintly, casting long shadows across the cramped dressing room where Namjoon sat slumped in a chair, one leg bouncing absently. His manager had just left after another lecture about punctuality, but his thoughts were elsewhereāspecifically, on the small figure darting between racks of costumes with arms full of garment bags.
Sin moved like water, silent and effortless, his white hair catching the fluorescents as he ducked under a rolling rack. There was something almost hypnotic about the way he workedāfingers smoothing fabric, lips pressed together in concentration. Namjoon had seen staff scramble before, but never with this kind of quiet precision.
"Hyung," Sin murmured suddenly, startling him. He hadnāt even noticed the boy approach. Up close, his lashes were unfairly long, casting feathery shadows over the beauty mark beneath his eye. "Your jacketās hem is loose. I can fix it before the shoot if youāif you want." He held out a tiny sewing kit like an offering, gaze flickering away almost shyly.
Namjoon blinked. It wasnāt the first time Sin had caught details no one else didālast week, heād quietly handed Jungkook a spare guitar pick mid-rehearsal without being askedābut the warmth in his chest at the gesture was new. "You carry that around?" he asked, taking the kit just to watch Sinās fingers twitch at the brush of contact.
The sewing kit sat heavy in Namjoonās palm, its weight disproportionate to its size. Sinās fingers had lingered just a second too long when he handed it overāor maybe Namjoon had imagined that. But the way the boyās breath hitched when their skin brushed wasnāt imagined. Neither was the way his cerulean eyes darted to Namjoonās lips before flicking away, pink mouth parting like he wanted to say something more.
Namjoon shouldāve handed the kit back. Shouldāve laughed it off with a thanks, kid and let him scurry away. Instead, he leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and watched Sinās pulse jump under that delicate skin. "Youāre always fixing things for us," he murmured. The words came out rougher than intended. "Even things we donāt realize are broken."
Sinās breath stuttered. He looked caughtālike a moth realizing too late it had flown into a web. "IāI like being useful," he whispered, fingers twisting the hem of his oversized staff shirt. The fabric slid off one shoulder, exposing a collarbone so sharp it could cut glass. Namjoonās throat went dry.
Behind them, a door slammed. Sin flinched, scrambling back as Hoseokās voice echoed down the hall. The moment shattered, but Namjoonās chest burned with something new. Something possessive.
The realization hit Namjoon like a stage light dropping from the raftersāsudden, blinding, and with the weight of something that couldn't be undone. He'd been watching Sin for weeks now, ever since that first stolen moment with the sewing kit, but tonight was different. Tonight, Sin knelt in the greenroom fixing Jin's in-ear monitors, his doll-like face scrunched in concentration as his fingersāthose quick, delicate fingersābrushed the shell of Jin's ear. Something hot and jagged twisted in Namjoon's gut, and he knew.
He wanted to ruin him.
Not in the way one ruins a shirt by spilling coffee, but in the way a storm ruins a coastlineāinevitably, beautifully, leaving something unrecognizably transformed in its wake. The thought should have scared him. Instead, it settled into his bones with the certainty of a chord resolving.
"Hyung?" Sin's voice was barely audible over the chatter of the crew prepping for the encore. He'd materialized at Namjoon's elbow, holding out a water bottle with condensation already beading down its sides. "You looked⦠thirsty." His cerulean eyes flicked up through pale lashes, and Namjoon could see the exact moment Sin registered the intensity of his gazeāthe way his pink lips parted slightly, the beauty mark under his left eye twitching as his breath hitched.
The water bottle slipped from Namjoonās grip, hitting the floor with a dull thud. He didnāt reactācouldnāt, not when Sin was looking at him like that, pupils blown wide under the stage lights bleeding through the cracked door. The crewās voices blurred into white noise, distant as radio static. All he could hear was the hitch in Sinās breathing when he stepped closer, close enough to smell the faint citrus of his shampoo beneath the sweat-slicked stage air.
"Youāre always," Namjoon began, then stopped. His voice came out wrongālow, frayed at the edges like overstretched guitar strings. He watched Sinās throat bob as he swallowed, watched the way his collarbones peeked from beneath the crooked neckline of his staff shirt. The fabric clung to his shoulders, damp from hauling equipment, and Namjoonās fingers twitched with the urge to peel it away. "Always right where I need you."
Sin made a soundāsmall, wounded, like heād been holding it in for years. His fingers fluttered toward Namjoonās wrist, then retreated, curling into his palm like he was physically stopping himself. The restraint was unbearable. Namjoon caught his wrist mid-retreat, thumb pressing into the fluttery pulse beneath translucent skin. "Hyung," Sin whispered, and it wasnāt a protest. It was surrender.
Backstage, someone dropped a mic stand with a clatter. Sin jerked like heād been shocked, but Namjoon didnāt let go. Couldnāt. Not when the boyās lashes were trembling, not when his pink lips were bitten raw from nerves. The beauty mark under his eye looked darker now, a smudge of ink against porcelain. Namjoon wanted to lick it.
The backstage air hummed with the aftershocks of performanceāadrenaline, sweat, the electric thrum of bodies still vibrating from the stage. Namjoonās fingers tightened around Sinās wrist, feeling the rabbit-quick pulse beneath his thumb. The boyās skin was fever-warm, his breath shallow as if heād forgotten how to inhale properly. Around them, the crew moved in chaotic orbits, shouting over the rumble of rolling equipment carts, but none of them glanced twice at the two figures pressed close by the shadowed wing curtain.
Namjoon leaned in, close enough that his breath stirred the white strands clinging to Sinās damp temple. "Youāre trembling," he murmured, not unkindly. His free hand came up to brush the beauty mark under Sinās eyeāa deliberate, possessive stroke. The boy shuddered, lashes fluttering shut for a heartbeat too long. When they opened again, his cerulean eyes were glassy with something raw and unguarded. It made Namjoonās chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with the encore.
"Iā" Sinās voice cracked. He wet his lips, and Namjoon tracked the movement with predatory focus. The pink swell of his lower lip glistened faintly where his tongue had touched it. "I should go help withāwith the mic packs." The lie was transparent, his gaze darting toward the crew but his body swaying infinitesimally closer to Namjoonās heat.
A chuckle rumbled low in Namjoonās throat. He stepped forward, crowding Sin back against the heavy stage curtain until the velvet swallowed the sound of their breathing. "Liar," he breathed, watching Sinās pupils dilate further. The boyās chest rose and fell rapidly beneath his oversized shirt, the fabric sliding to reveal the sharp dip of a collarbone. Namjoon wanted to bite it. Wanted to leave a mark so deep even the stage lights couldnāt erase it.
The curtain muffled the distant thud of mic stands being packed away, reducing the backstage chaos to a dull roar. Sinās pulse jumped beneath Namjoonās fingers like a trapped bird, his cerulean eyes wide and unblinking. Up close, his lashes cast shadows so pronounced they looked painted on. Namjoon wondered if theyād feel as delicate as they appeared against his lips. The thought alone made his grip tightenānot enough to hurt, but enough that Sin gasped, his pink mouth forming a perfect āoā of surprise.
"Youāre not going anywhere," Namjoon murmured. His thumb slid up the delicate underside of Sinās wrist, tracing the blue veins there. The boy shuddered, his breath hitching when Namjoonās knuckles brushed the sensitive skin of his inner elbow. "Not until you tell me why youāve been watching me during soundchecks." Sinās eyes flew open widerācaughtāand Namjoon grinned, slow and predatory. "Did you think I wouldnāt notice? Those quick little glances when you think no oneās looking?"
A whimper escaped Sinās throat, high and desperate. His free hand clutched at Namjoonās sleeve, fingers twisting the fabric like he couldnāt decide whether to push or pull. The beauty mark under his eye darkened as blood rushed to his cheeks, his entire face flushing the same delicate pink as his bitten lips. Namjoon wanted to swallow the sound straight from his mouth.
The curtain shifted behind them as someone passed too close, sending a ripple through the heavy fabric. Sin flinched, his body pressing instinctively into Namjoonās chest like he could burrow there. The heat of him was intoxicatingāa living, trembling thing slotting perfectly against Namjoonās frame. For a breathless moment, neither of them moved. Then Sin tilted his head up, his lips brushing the stubble along Namjoonās jaw in what might have been an accident.
The accidental touch burned hotter than stage lights. Namjoon went utterly still, his breath catching as Sinās lips lingeredāhesitant, questioningāagainst his jaw. The boyās exhale trembled, warm and damp against Namjoonās skin, and he could feel the exact moment Sin realized what heād done. The sharp intake of breath. The way his fingers spasmed against Namjoonās sleeve.
Before Sin could bolt, Namjoon turned his headājust enough that their lips brushed in a graze so light it mightāve been imagined. Sin made a broken noise, his body arching into the contact like a plant toward sunlight. The curtain behind them swallowed the sound, heavy velvet muffling the outside world until all that existed was the space between their mouths: humid, charged, trembling on the precipice of something irreversible.
"Tell me to stop," Namjoon murmured against Sinās lips. His thumb dug into the hinge of the boyās jaw, tilting his face up. Sinās eyelashes fluttered, his cerulean eyes glassy with want. His pink tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip, and Namjoon tracked the movement with a hunger that bordered on violence. "Say the word, and I walk away."
Sinās throat worked. For one agonizing second, Namjoon thought he might actually speakāmight summon whatever shred of self-preservation still clung to that delicate frame. But then Sin surged forward, crushing their mouths together with a desperation that stole Namjoonās breath. His lips were softer than imagined, parting effortlessly under Namjoonās with a gasp that vibrated through both of them.
The kiss tasted like stolen sugarācloying and too sweet, Sinās lips yielding under Namjoonās with a helpless little noise that went straight to his gut. He could feel the exact moment Sinās knees buckled, the boyās body folding into him as if his bones had turned to liquid. Namjoon caught him effortlessly, one hand splayed across the small of Sinās back, the other tangled in that impossibly soft white hair. The strands slipped through his fingers like silk, and when he tuggedājust enough to tilt Sinās head backāthe boy whimpered, his throat bobbing under Namjoonās mouth as he kissed down the pale column of skin.
āH-hyungāā Sinās voice cracked, his fingers scrabbling at Namjoonās shoulders like he was drowning. The stage curtain swallowed the sound, its heavy folds trapping the humid press of their breathing, the slick slide of lips parting again and again. Namjoon bit down on the beauty mark under Sinās eye, and the boy jerked against him with a gasp, his hips stuttering forward in an involuntary thrust that had them both freezing.
The realization hit like a drumbeatāSin was hard, his arousal pressing shamelessly against Namjoonās thigh through the thin fabric of his staff pants. Namjoonās own breath came ragged at the discovery, his grip tightening possessively around Sinās waist. āFuck,ā he growled against the boyās ear, delighting in the full-body shudder it elicited. āYouāve thought about this, havenāt you?ā His thumb brushed the damp hollow beneath Sinās ear, feeling the frantic flutter of his pulse. āTell me.ā
Sinās lashes fluttered, his cerulean eyes glassy with want. His lipsāswollen now, glistening pinkāparted on a shaky exhale. āY-yes,ā he admitted, so softly Namjoon had to strain to hear it. āIn theāthe storage room. When you took your shirt off after rehearsals.ā The confession spilled out in a rush, his cheeks flushing darker with every word. āI watched the sweatāthe way it dripped down yourāā
Namjoonās breath hitchedācaught between a growl and a laugh. The storage room. That had been months ago. Which meant Sin had been watching, wanting, for far longer than Namjoon had realized. The thought sent a vicious thrill down his spine. His grip on Sinās hair tightened, just enough to pull another whimper from the boyās kiss-swollen lips. "You little stalker," he murmured, but there was no heat in itāonly a dark, possessive amusement. "All this time, and you never said a word."
Sinās eyelashes fluttered, his gaze dropping to Namjoonās mouth like he was already starving for another taste. "Youāreā" He swallowed hard, his fingers flexing against Namjoonās biceps. "Youāre you. And Iām justā¦" The rest of the sentence died in his throat, but Namjoon heard it anyway. Just staff. Just Sin. As if the boy hadnāt carved himself into Namjoonās ribs with every stolen glance, every hesitant touch.
Namjoon crowded him harder against the curtain, his thigh pressing deliberately between Sinās legs. The boy gasped, his hips jerking forward on instinct, and Namjoon watched with rapt fascination as pleasureāsharp and unguardedāflashed across his doll-like features. "Look at you," he breathed, dragging his thumb across Sinās lower lip. "Falling apart just from this." He ground his thigh up, slow and deliberate, and Sinās entire body shuddered, his nails biting into Namjoonās shoulders through the fabric of his shirt.
The noise Sin made was obsceneāa high, broken sound that Namjoon felt vibrate through his own chest. His lips parted, his tongue darting out to chase the taste of Sinās gasp, when a sharp clang echoed from the other side of the curtain. Sin froze, his cerulean eyes widening in panic, but Namjoon didnāt let him pull away. "Easy," he murmured against the shell of Sinās ear, his voice low enough that only the boy could hear it. "They canāt see us." His hand slid down Sinās back, palming the curve of his ass through the thin fabric of his pants. "But theyāll hear you if you donāt keep quiet."
Sin's fingers dug into Namjoon's shoulders like he was clinging to a cliff edge. The crew's voices swelled nearerāsome assistant cursing over tangled mic cablesābut all Namjoon could focus on was the way Sin's body arched against his thigh, the damp heat seeping through fabric. The boy's eyelashes fluttered wildly, his breath coming in shallow hitches as Namjoon rolled his hips in a slow, tortuous grind. "H-hyungā" Sin's whisper cracked, his teeth sinking into his lower lip to muffle a moan when Namjoon's hand slid lower, fingertips brushing the sensitive skin behind his knee.
"Tell me what you imagined," Namjoon murmured against the shell of Sin's ear, relishing the way the boy trembled at the vibration. His free hand tugged Sin's shirt collar wider, exposing the sharp dip of his collarbone to the humid backstage air. "In the storage room. When you watched me." He punctuated the question with a nip to Sin's earlobe, and the boy jerked like he'd been electrocuted, his hips stuttering forward in an aborted thrust.
Sin's voice was barely audible, his lips brushing Namjoon's jaw as he gasped out the words. "Y-youāpinning me against theāthe prop shelves." His breath hitched when Namjoon's teeth grazed his throat. "Your handsārougher than they lookā" The sentence dissolved into a whine as Namjoon's palm pressed firmly over the tented fabric of his pants, the pressure just shy of cruel.
Namjoon's laugh was a dark, pleased thing. "You like that?" he breathed, dragging his thumb along the straining outline of Sin's cock. The boy nodded desperately, his cerulean eyes blown black with want. "Use your words, sweet thing."
Sin's throat worked soundlessly, his lips forming silent syllables before the words finally tumbled out. "IāI like it," he gasped, his voice cracking on the admission. His fingers twisted in Namjoon's shirt, knuckles whitening as Namjoon's palm pressed harder against him through the fabric. "Please, hyungā"
The plea hung between them, trembling and raw. Namjoon watched Sin's eyelids flutterāwatched the way his beauty mark disappeared briefly as his face contorted with pleasureābefore he finally relented. His fingers hooked into the waistband of Sin's pants, yanking them down just enough to free his cock. The boy's breath hitched, his entire body going taut as Namjoon's hand wrapped around him, skin against burning skin.
"You're so pretty like this," Namjoon murmured, his thumb swiping over the head of Sin's cock, smearing the bead of precome that had gathered there. Sin whimpered, his hips jerking up into the touch like he couldn't help himself. His cock was flushed pink, the same shade as his bitten lips, and Namjoon couldn't resist leaning down to lick a stripe up the length of him.
Sin's cry was muffled by his own hand clapped over his mouth, his back arching off the curtain as Namjoon's tongue flicked over the sensitive underside of his cock. The taste of him was intoxicatingāsalt and heat and something uniquely Sināand Namjoon groaned against his skin, the vibration wringing another broken sound from the boy above him.
Sinās fingers tangled in Namjoonās hair, tugging with a desperation that bordered on pain. His hips jerked forward instinctively, driving his cock deeper into the wet heat of Namjoonās mouth, and the noise he madeāhalf sob, half whimperāvibrated through the hollow of Namjoonās throat. The curtain behind them muffled the sound, but nothing could hide the way Sinās knees buckled when Namjoon swallowed him down to the root.
Namjoon pulled back just enough to let Sinās cock slip from his lips with a wet pop, his breath ghosting over the flushed skin. āQuiet,ā he reminded him, though his own voice was rough with want. Sin nodded frantically, his cerulean eyes glazed, his lower lip caught between his teeth hard enough to leave marks. Namjoon wanted to kiss the sting away. Instead, he wrapped his hand around the base of Sinās cock and stroked slowly, watching the boyās face twist with pleasure.
āH-hyungāā Sinās voice cracked, his hips stuttering forward into Namjoonās grip. His thighs trembled, his entire body taut as a bowstring, and Namjoon could feel the exact moment he teetered on the edgeāthe way his breath hitched, the way his fingers clenched in Namjoonās hair.
Namjoon stilled his hand abruptly, squeezing just enough to stall Sinās orgasm. The boy whined, high and desperate, his hips jerking futilely against the restraint. āNot yet,ā Namjoon murmured, his thumb brushing over the head of Sinās cock, smearing precome down the length of him. āYouāll come when I say you can.ā
Sinās breath came in ragged gasps, his chest heaving as Namjoonās grip tightened just shy of pain. The boyās fingers trembled where they clutched at Namjoonās shoulders, his nails biting through fabric. āPlease,ā he whispered, the word cracking mid-syllable. His cock twitched in Namjoonās hand, leaking against his knuckles. āIāI canātāā
Namjoon tsked, dragging his thumb over the slick head of Sinās cock in a slow, torturous circle. The boyās hips jerked, a full-body shudder wracking his frame. āYou can,ā Namjoon murmured, leaning close enough that his breath ghosted over Sinās parted lips. āYou will.ā He punctuated the command with a twist of his wrist, and Sinās knees nearly gave out, his moan muffled against Namjoonās collarbone.
Behind them, the crewās chatter swelledāsomeone barking orders about mic standsābut the heavy curtain absorbed the sound, leaving only the wet slide of Namjoonās hand and Sinās choked whimpers. The boyās lashes fluttered wildly, his cerulean eyes glassy with unshed tears. Namjoon wanted to lick them away. Wanted to taste the salt on his skin. Instead, he dragged his free hand down Sinās chest, fingers dipping beneath the rumpled hem of his shirt to trace the sharp ridges of his ribs.
Sinās breath hitched when Namjoonās fingertips brushed his nippleāa featherlight touch that had him arching off the curtain with a silent gasp. Namjoon grinned, dark and pleased, and did it again, rolling the bud between his fingers until Sinās cock throbbed in his grip. āSensitive here too?ā he murmured, watching Sinās throat work soundlessly. The boy nodded frantically, his lips forming Namjoonās name without sound.
Sinās hips jerked forward involuntarily, his cock sliding slick and hot against Namjoonās palm. The friction drew a ragged gasp from his throat, his fingers scrabbling at Namjoonās shoulders like he was drowning. Namjoon watched, fascinated, as Sinās beauty mark disappeared under the flush creeping across his cheeksāthe same violent pink as his bitten lips.
"Look at you," Namjoon murmured, tightening his grip just enough to make Sinās breath stutter. His thumb swiped over the head of Sinās cock, smearing precome in slow, deliberate circles. "So desperate for it. How long have you been like this?" He leaned in, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear as the boy shuddered. "Since the storage room? Or was it earlier?"
Sinās throat worked soundlessly. His eyelashes fluttered, wet with unshed tears, and when he finally spoke, his voice was wrecked. "S-sinceā" He broke off with a whimper as Namjoon twisted his wrist, his hips bucking forward. "Since youāahāsince you handed me your jacket after theāthe rain."
Namjoon stilled. That had been months agoāa throwaway gesture when Sin had been shivering in a soaked staff shirt. The realization sent a possessive thrill down his spine. His free hand came up to grip Sinās chin, tilting his face up until their eyes met. "Youāve been thinking about me that long?" he asked, his voice rough with something darker than amusement. Sinās gaze flickered away, but Namjoon tightened his hold, forcing the boy to meet his eyes. "Tell me."
Sinās lips trembled, his breath coming in shallow, uneven gasps as Namjoonās thumb pressed insistently against his jaw. The beauty mark under his eye stood out starkly against his flushed skin, a smudge of ink on parchment. "Y-yes," he admitted, the word barely more than a whisper. His cerulean eyes flickered down to Namjoonās mouth, then away, as if the sight alone was too much to bear. "IāI kept the jacket. In my closet. Sometimes Iā" His voice cracked, his cheeks burning impossibly darker.
Namjoonās pulse roared in his ears. The mental image of Sināsweet, shy Sināpressing his face into that jacket, fingers skimming over the fabric like it was something sacred, sent a possessive heat curling low in his gut. His grip on Sinās cock tightened reflexively, and the boy moaned, his hips jerking forward into the contact. "Fuck," Namjoon breathed, his voice rough as gravel. "You kept it?"
Sin nodded frantically, his lashes fluttering as Namjoonās thumb circled the head of his cock in slow, torturous strokes. "IāI couldnāt help it," he gasped, his fingers twisting in Namjoonās shirt. "It smelled like you." The confession spilled from his lips like a secret too heavy to carry, his voice cracking under the weight of it.
Namjoonās breath hitched. Heād never been one for sentimentality, but the thought of Sin clinging to some discarded piece of him, hiding it away like a stolen treasureāit unraveled something primal in his chest. His free hand slid up Sinās throat, his thumb pressing against the fluttery pulse there. "Youāre mine," he growled, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
Sinās eyes widened, his lips parting on a silent gasp. For a heartbeat, the backstage noise faded to a dull hum, the world narrowing to the space between their bodies. Then Sinās hips stuttered forward, his cock sliding hot and slick through Namjoonās fist. "Yours," he echoed, his voice breaking on the word like a prayer.
KIM SEOKJIN
The coffee machine gurgled its last pathetic drops into the stained carafe. Seokjin stared at it, bleary-eyed, as if sheer willpower could refill it. "We're out of beans," Sin murmured from behind him, voice so soft it barely registered.
Seokjin turned, blinking. Sin wasn't even supposed to be here this earlyānone of them were, not after last nightās marathon shootābut there he was, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, fingers nervously twisting the hem of his oversized hoodie. His hair was a mess, like he'd rolled straight out of bed and into the building, and the beauty mark under his left eye stood out starkly against his sleep-pale skin.
"You look terrible," Seokjin said, because he always said exactly what he thought. Sin just ducked his head, lips quirking into something that wasnāt quite a smile. "So do you, hyung."
The thing was, Sin wasnāt wrong. Seokjin had barely slept, his thoughts circling like vultures over something he couldnāt name. It wasnāt just exhaustion, though. It was the way Sinās cerulean eyes caught the fluorescent lights, glimmering like fractured glass. It was the way he movedāquiet, efficient, like he was afraid to take up space.
The fluorescent lights hummed louder than Sin's voice ever did, and Seokjin found himself leaning in just to hear the way his breath hitched when their sleeves brushed. Sin smelled like vanillaānot the cheap kind, but the rich, almost edible scent that clung to bakery air. It was wrong, Seokjin decided, how someone so quiet could fill a room so completely without trying.
"Hyung?" Sin's fingers twitched toward the empty coffee pot, then away, like he couldn't decide if touching it would be crossing some invisible line. Seokjin wanted to pin that wrist to the countertop just to see what sound he'd make.
Instead, he reached past him for a sugar packet, deliberately letting his chest graze Sin's shoulder. The boy froze, lips parting around an unspoken word. Up close, his beauty mark looked like an inkblot testāwhat did it say about Seokjin that all he could think was mine?
"You're trembling," Seokjin murmured, catching Sin's pinky finger with his own. The contact lasted less than a second, but Sin's pupils blew wide, dark swallowing cerulean whole. Somewhere in the building, a door slammed. Neither of them flinched.
The overhead lights flickeredāonce, twiceāas if sensing the static thickening between them. Seokjin didnāt move away. Instead, he let his thumb trace the edge of the counter where Sinās hand had just been, the ghost of warmth lingering like a promise. "Youāre always here before everyone else," he said, voice low enough that it couldāve been mistaken for the hum of the dying coffee machine. "Why?"
Sinās throat worked as he swallowed, the movement delicate beneath his sleep-rumpled collar. "Someone has to make sure the schedules are ready," he murmured, but his gaze skittered away, landing on the empty pot like it held the answers. Seokjin knew that lookāthe one Sin wore when he was lying by omission. The boy was terrible at it, his tells written in the flutter of his lashes, the way his fingers curled into his palms as if to physically hold back the truth.
Seokjin leaned in, close enough to count the faint freckles dusting Sinās nose. "Liar," he breathed, and watched, fascinated, as a flush crept up Sinās neck, pink as the inside of a seashell. The boy didnāt deny it.
Somewhere down the hall, footsteps echoedāprobably a cleaner or an overeager internābut neither of them moved to put distance between themselves. Sinās breath hitched when Seokjinās knee brushed his under the counter, a silent dare. The air between them crackled with something unsaid, something wrong, and Seokjin found himself addicted to the way Sinās pupils dilated, how his lips parted just slightly, like he was waiting for permission to speak. Or to be kissed.
The footsteps grew louderāthree sharp clicks of dress shoes against linoleumāthen faded down another hallway. Sin exhaled shakily, his shoulders relaxing a fraction, but Seokjin didnāt move away. He couldnāt. Not when Sinās pulse fluttered visibly beneath the delicate skin of his throat, not when his pink lips parted around unsteady breaths. "Hyung," Sin whispered, and the honorific sounded less like respect and more like a plea, ragged at the edges.
Seokjinās fingers twitched at his sides. He wanted to map the heat blooming across Sinās cheeks with his thumbs, wanted to press into the softness of his waist until the boy gasped. Instead, he tilted his head, studying the way Sinās eyelashes cast shadows like ink blots against his cheeks. "You didnāt answer my question," he murmured, voice dripping with false nonchalance. "Why are you really here, Sin-ah?"
Sinās breath stuttered. His fingers curled into the fabric of his hoodie, knuckles whitening. "Iā" He stopped, swallowed, tried again. "The coffee. I thoughtā"
"Liar," Seokjin repeated, softer this time, almost fond. He reached out, slow enough that Sin could pull away if he wanted to, and tucked a stray lock of white hair behind the boyās ear. His fingers lingered, tracing the shell of Sinās ear, reveling in the way his breath hitched. "You donāt even drink coffee."
Sinās breath caught when Seokjinās fingers lingered at his earāa touch too deliberate to be accidental, too intimate to be professional. The overhead lights buzzed louder, drowning out the frantic rabbit-thump of his pulse. "Hyung," he whispered again, but the word dissolved into nothing as Seokjinās thumb brushed the sensitive spot just below his earlobe.
Seokjin watched, rapt, as Sinās eyelashes fluttered shutānot in rejection, but in surrender. The boyās lips parted on a shaky exhale, pink and slightly chapped from biting them raw all night. Mine, the thought surged again, primal and unbidden. Seokjin had never considered himself possessive, but the way Sin trembled under his touch, like a leaf caught in a storm, lit something feral in his chest.
The silence between them stretched, taut as a bowstring, until Sin finally dared to lift his gaze. His cerulean eyes were glassy with something Seokjin couldnāt nameāfear? Want? Both?āand the beauty mark under his left eye seemed to taunt him. Look what youāre doing to him, it whispered. Seokjinās fingers twitched with the urge to press his mouth to it, to taste the salt of Sinās skin.
"You know," Seokjin murmured, leaning in until his breath ghosted over Sinās parted lips, "staff arenāt supposed to lie to their superiors." His voice was velvet-wrapped steel, the kind of tone that sent interns scrambling. But Sin didnāt scramble. He stayedārooted in place, his hoodie sleeve slipping down to reveal the delicate bones of his wrist.
The moment stretched like caramel between themāsticky, sweet, unbearable. Sinās lips trembled, still parted around that unspoken confession, and Seokjin thought, This is how saints fall. Not in some grand, dramatic renunciation, but in the quiet hum of a fluorescent-lit kitchen at dawn, with a boy who smelled like vanilla and looked at him like he held the sky in his hands.
"Tell me," Seokjin murmured, thumb tracing the hinge of Sinās jaw. The boy shuddered, his breath hitching as Seokjinās fingers dipped lower, skimming the flutter of his pulse. "Or should I guess?" His voice dropped to a whisper, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "Did you come early to set up the schedules? Or to see me?"
Sinās breath hitched, his fingers twisting tighter into his hoodie. The fabric stretched taut over his knuckles, white as bone. "Hyung," he whispered, and this time it cracked down the middle, raw as a fresh wound.
Seokjinās grin was all teeth. "There it is." He pressed closer, caging Sin against the counter, relishing the way the boyās hips jerked instinctively toward his. "You wanted this." It wasnāt a question. The proof was in the way Sinās pupils swallowed his irises whole, in the damp press of his palms against Seokjinās chest when he finallyāfinallyāstopped pretending he didnāt want to touch.
Sinās mouth opened, but no sound came out. Just a wet, ragged gasp as Seokjinās knee slid between his thighs, pressing just enough to make his breath stutter. "N-no," Sin managed, but his fingers curled into Seokjinās shirt, clinging like heād drown otherwise. The hypocrisy of itāhis body arching into the contact while his voice denied itāsent a thrill down Seokjinās spine.
"Liar," Seokjin purred for the third time, nipping at Sinās earlobe. The boy whimpered, his knees buckling. Seokjin caught him effortlessly, one hand splayed across the small of his back, pressing him flush against his chest. Sinās heartbeat thrummed against him, frantic as a hummingbirdās wings. "Youāre shaking," Seokjin murmured, lips skimming the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye. "Scared?"
Sin shook his head violently, his white hair catching the light like spun sugar. "N-not scared," he breathed, but his voice wavered. Seokjin could feel the way his pulse jumped when his fingers traced the delicate line of his throat, thumb pressing gently against his Adamās apple.
Sin's denial hung between them, thin as the steam curling from the abandoned coffee pot. Seokjin's thumb pressed harderānot enough to hurt, just enough to feel the frantic flutter beneath Sin's skin. The boy gasped, his hips jerking forward, and oh, that was interesting. Seokjin's lips curled into a smirk as he dragged his knee higher, slow and deliberate, until Sin's breath stuttered into something desperate.
"You're terrible at lying," Seokjin murmured, mouth brushing the shell of Sin's ear. His free hand slid down to grip Sin's hip, fingers digging into the softness there. "Your body betrays you." Sin whined, high and reedy, as Seokjin's teeth grazed his earlobe. The sound went straight to Seokjin's gut, hot and insistent.
The overhead lights flickered again, casting Sin's face in fractured shadowsāhis parted lips, the way his lashes stuck to his cheeks in damp clumps. Seokjin wanted to ruin him. Wanted to press him into the counter until the laminate left marks on his thighs, wanted to lick the salt from his trembling collarbones.
Sin's fingers finally uncurled from his hoodie, shaking as they hovered over Seokjin's waistband. "Hyung, Iā" His voice cracked, raw.
Sinās sentence died as Seokjinās phone buzzed violently against the countertopāonce, twice, three timesāthe screen flashing with a managerās name. The sound was obscenely loud in the humming silence between them. Sin flinched like heād been struck, his fingers jerking away from Seokjinās waist as if burned.
Seokjin didnāt move. Didnāt even glance at the phone. He kept his knee pressed firmly between Sinās thighs, his thumb still resting against the boyās jumping pulse. "Ignore it," he murmured, lips brushing the damp curve of Sinās temple. The boy whimpered, his hips twitching forward involuntarily. The counter dug into his lower back, surely leaving marks, but he didnāt pull away. Couldnāt.
The phone buzzed again. Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes darting to the screen like a trapped animal seeking escape. "Hyung, theyāllā"
"Let them come." Seokjinās voice was a dark promise as he crowded Sin harder against the counter, his free hand sliding up to tangle in that messy white hair. He tuggedājust enough to make Sinās head tilt back, baring the long line of his throat. "Let them see how pretty you are when you fall apart."
The phone buzzed a fifth time before falling silent. Sinās exhale shuddered through him, his body tensing under Seokjinās hands like a bowstring pulled too tight. His lips partedāwhether to protest or plead, Seokjin couldnāt tellābut the words never came. Instead, Sinās teeth sank into his lower lip, the pink flesh whitening under the pressure. A challenge. A surrender.
Seokjinās grip tightened in Sinās hair, tilting his head back further until the boyās throat stretched taut beneath his gaze. He could see the frantic flutter of Sinās pulse, could taste the salt-sweet panic on his skin when he leaned in to drag his tongue along the exposed column of his neck. Sin gasped, his hips jerking forward, and the friction of Seokjinās knee between his thighs drew a broken sound from his lips.
"Quiet," Seokjin murmured against his skin, biting down just hard enough to leave a mark. Sinās breath hitched, his fingers scrabbling at the counterās edge for purchase. The boy was unraveling beneath him, his usual shyness burned away by something hotter, hungrier. Seokjin could feel itāthe way Sinās body arched into his touch, the way his thighs trembled when Seokjinās hand slid lower, skimming the waistband of his sweatpants.
Somewhere beyond the kitchen, footsteps echoedāsharp, purposefulābut Seokjin didnāt pull away. If anything, he pressed closer, his mouth finding the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye. "Tell me to stop," he whispered, lips brushing the damp skin. Sin shook his head violently, his breath coming in shallow gasps. His fingers curled into Seokjinās shirt, clinging like heād drown otherwise.
The footsteps grew louderāsharp, measured, unmistakably headed toward them. Sin tensed, his breath catching in his throat, but Seokjin only smirked against his skin, dragging his teeth over the beauty mark until Sin whimpered. "Hyung," Sin gasped, his voice cracking, "theyāllā"
"Let them." Seokjinās grip tightened in Sinās hair, tilting his head back further until the boyās throat arched like a bow. He traced the frantic pulse with his tongue, savoring the way Sin shuddered, his hips jerking forward helplessly. The counter dug into his lower back, the edge surely leaving bruises, but Sin didnāt pull away. Couldnāt.
The footsteps paused just outside the kitchen door. Sinās breath hitched, his fingers scrabbling against Seokjinās chestānot pushing him away, but clinging, as if torn between fear and want. Seokjin nipped at his collarbone, grinning when Sinās thighs tightened around his knee. "Youāre so loud," he murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "What if they hear you?"
Sinās cheeks burned. His lips parted around a silent plea, but before he could speak, the door creaked open. Seokjin didnāt moveādidnāt even glance upājust pressed Sin harder against the counter, his knee shifting deliberately between the boyās thighs. Sinās breath stuttered into a wet gasp, his hips jerking forward instinctively.
The door swung open fully, revealing their managerāsharp-eyed, perpetually exhausted, and holding a clipboard like a weapon. Sin froze, his breath trapped in his throat, fingers digging into Seokjinās shoulders hard enough to leave crescent moons in the fabric. But SeokjināSeokjin didnāt even flinch. He just tightened his grip on Sinās hip, pressing him harder against the counter, and turned his head just enough to meet their managerās gaze over Sinās shoulder. His smirk was slow, deliberate, a dare wrapped in silk.
A beat of silence. The managerās gaze flickered between themāSinās flushed cheeks, the way Seokjinās knee was wedged between his thighs, the possessive curl of his fingers in Sinās hair. Then, with a sigh that sounded more resigned than surprised, he tapped his clipboard against the doorframe. "Five minutes," he said flatly, "then we start soundcheck." The door clicked shut behind him, his footsteps retreating down the hall.
Sin exhaled sharply, his entire body trembling. "Hyung," he gasped, voice cracking, "he sawā"
"And?" Seokjin nipped at his jaw, relishing the way Sinās pulse jumped beneath his lips. "You think he doesnāt know?" His thumb brushed the beauty mark under Sinās eye, smearing the dampness there. "You think anyone doesnāt know?"
Sinās breath hitchedāsharp, audibleāas Seokjinās fingers traced the delicate line of his throat, thumb pressing just enough to feel the frantic flutter beneath his skin. The boyās pulse was a wild thing, trapped and desperate, and Seokjin wanted to chase it with his teeth. "Know what?" Sin whispered, but his voice wavered, betraying him. His fingers twisted tighter into Seokjinās shirt, knuckles white against the fabric.
Seokjin laughedālow, darkāand leaned in until his lips brushed the shell of Sinās ear. "That youāre mine," he murmured, the words dripping like honey, thick and sweet. Sin shuddered, his hips jerking forward involuntarily, and the friction of Seokjinās knee between his thighs drew a broken gasp from his lips. The sound went straight to Seokjinās gut, hot and insistent.
The overhead lights buzzed, casting Sinās face in fractured shadowsāhis parted lips, the damp clumps of his lashes, the beauty mark beneath his eye like a brand. Seokjin wanted to ruin him. Wanted to press him into the counter until the laminate left marks on his thighs, wanted to lick the salt from his trembling collarbones.
Sinās fingers finally uncurled from Seokjinās shirt, shaking as they hovered over his waistband. "Hyung, Iā" His voice cracked, raw.
Seokjin caught Sinās wrist mid-air, fingers encircling the delicate bones with practiced ease. "Say it," he murmured, pressing Sinās palm flat against his own chest. Beneath the fabric, his heartbeat thunderedāa traitorous rhythm that betrayed the calm in his voice. "Tell me what you want."
Sinās lips trembled, his breath coming in shallow bursts. The kitchen air hummed with the scent of stale coffee and something sweeterāfear, want, the electric tang of sweat drying on skin. His fingers flexed against Seokjinās sternum, nails scraping lightly through the fabric. "Y-you," he stammered, then choked on the rest, his cerulean eyes darting away as if the confession might burn him.
Seokjinās grip tightened. He guided Sinās hand lower, over the taut plane of his abdomen, until his fingertips brushed the waistband of his jeans. "Here?" he prompted, voice rough as gravel. Sin made a sound like a wounded animal, his thighs clamping around Seokjinās knee. The friction was delicious, deliberate, and Seokjin rewarded him with a slow roll of his hips that dragged a whimper from Sinās throat.
The door creaked againāthis time without the courtesy of a knockābut neither of them turned. Seokjin knew that gait: the measured, impatient steps of their head manager. "Two minutes," the man barked, then paused. The silence that followed was thick with unspoken judgment. Seokjin smirked against Sinās temple, biting down just hard enough to make the boy gasp.
Sin's breath hitched audibly as the manager's footsteps retreated again. His fingers twitched against Seokjin's waistbandāhalf-terrified, half-desperateābefore curling into fists. "Hyung," he whispered, voice cracking like thin ice, "we can'tā"
Seokjin silenced him with a thumb pressed to his lower lip, dragging it down to expose the pink dampness beneath. "We can," he murmured, and the certainty in his voice made Sin shudder. The overhead lights flickered again, casting Seokjin's smirk in jagged shadows. "Unless you're saying you don't want this?"
Sin's denial died in his throat as Seokjin's knee shifted higher, the pressure deliberate. A sound escaped himāraw, unbiddenāand his hips jerked forward of their own accord. The proof was undeniable; the way his body arched into Seokjin's touch betrayed him more thoroughly than words ever could.
Somewhere beyond the kitchen, a muffled announcement crackled over the PA system. Soundcheck in ninety seconds. Seokjin didn't move. Instead, he traced the beauty mark beneath Sin's eye with his tongue, savoring the way the boy's breath stuttered. "You taste like salt," he murmured, lips skating down to nip at Sin's jaw. "Like you've been running from this all morning."
The PA system crackled againāanother muffled warningābut Seokjinās fingers were already sliding beneath Sinās hoodie, tracing the dip of his waist. The boy arched into the touch, his breath hitching when Seokjinās nails scraped over the delicate skin above his hipbone. "Hyung," Sin gasped, but his thighs clenched tighter around Seokjinās knee, his body betraying him in a dozen tiny, trembling ways.
Seokjin hummed against his throat, lips dragging over the mark heād left earlier. "Tell me," he murmured, thumb pressing into the hollow beneath Sinās ribs. "When you woke up this morningā" His teeth grazed the boyās pulse point, drawing a whimper. "āwere you thinking about me?"
Sinās fingers twisted in Seokjinās shirt, knuckles white. His cerulean eyes were glassy with want, pupils blown wide enough to swallow the color whole. "Y-yes," he admitted, voice fraying at the edges. The confession seemed to unravel him further; his hips jerked forward, seeking friction, his breath coming in shallow, uneven bursts.
Seokjinās grin was sharp, victorious. He pressed closer, crowding Sin against the counter until the edge dug into the backs of his thighs. "Knew it," he breathed, nipping at Sinās earlobe. The boy whimpered, his hips stuttering forward helplessly. "Knew youād be like this." His hand slid lower, fingers skimming the waistband of Sinās sweatpants. "Sweet for me. Desperate."
The PA system buzzed againāfinal call for soundcheckābut Seokjin barely registered it over the sound of Sinās ragged breathing. The boyās fingers trembled where they clutched at his shirt, his hips rolling forward in tiny, aborted movements like he couldnāt help himself. Seokjin smirked against his throat, dragging his teeth over the mark heād left earlier just to feel Sin shudder. "Youāre a mess," he murmured, not unkindly, as his fingers slipped beneath the waistband of Sinās sweatpants. The boy gasped, his thighs clamping around Seokjinās wrist like a vice.
Sinās breath hitched when Seokjinās fingers traced the sensitive skin just below his navel, his entire body tensing like a live wire. "H-hyung," he stammered, voice cracking, "weātheyāre waitingā" The words dissolved into a moan as Seokjinās thumb pressed into the divot of his hipbone, rough and deliberate.
"Let them wait," Seokjin growled, nipping at Sinās jaw. His fingers dipped lower, brushing the wiry curls at the base of Sinās stomach, and the boy whimpered, his back arching off the counter. Seokjin could feel the heat radiating off him, could smell the salt-sweet tang of his skin mingling with the faded vanilla of his hoodie. It was intoxicatingāthe way Sin came apart beneath him, all trembling limbs and bitten-red lips, like some delicate thing being unwrapped.
Sinās breath stuttered when Seokjinās fingers finally, finally wrapped around him, his hips jerking forward into the contact. "Fuck," he gasped, his cerulean eyes fluttering shut, lashes casting shadows like ink blots against his cheeks. Seokjin watched, rapt, as Sinās lips parted around silent pleas, his throat working as he swallowed back moans.
The PA system screeched againāa final, staticky warningābut Seokjin barely heard it over the wet hitch of Sinās breath as his fingers tightened. Sinās hips jerked forward, his thighs trembling where they bracketed Seokjinās wrist, and the counter dug into the small of his back hard enough to leave bruises. Seokjin could already picture themāpurple blossoms blooming beneath his hoodie, hidden but there, proof of this moment.
Sinās fingers scrabbled at Seokjinās shoulders, blunt nails digging through fabric. "Hyung, pleaseā" His voice shattered into a moan as Seokjinās thumb swiped over the slick head of his cock, slow and deliberate. The sound was filthy, raw, perfect. Seokjin wanted to bottle it, wanted to press play on repeat until it rewired his brain.
Somewhere beyond the kitchen, footsteps pounded down the hallāfrantic, impatient. Seokjin didnāt care. He dragged his lips up Sinās throat, tasting salt and the faint tang of his citrus shampoo. "Come for me," he murmured against the hinge of Sinās jaw, fingers twisting just so. Sin whimpered, his entire body tensing like a bowstring pulled too tight. His cerulean eyes were glassy, unfocused, his lips bitten raw and parted around ragged gasps.
The door burst openātheir manager, red-faced and furiousābut Seokjin didnāt stop. Couldnāt. Not when Sin was trembling apart beneath him, his hips stuttering forward in desperate little jerks. "Now," Seokjin growled, and Sinās back arched off the counter with a choked-off cry, his release hot and slick over Seokjinās fingers.
The manager's shout was lost beneath the sharp gasp Sin couldn't swallow backāraw and fractured, the sound of something delicate snapping. Seokjin kept his grip firm, working Sin through it with slow, deliberate strokes even as their manager's clipboard hit the floor with a clatter. "What the fuckā"
Sin's thighs trembled violently around Seokjin's wrist, his hoodie sleeve slipping down to reveal the crescent moons his own nails had left in his palm. His cerulean eyes were glazed, pupils blown so wide they nearly swallowed the color whole. A bead of sweat traced the curve of his jaw, catching on the beauty mark beneath his eye before Seokjin licked it away, savoring the salt.
Their manager took a step forward, face purpling. "Soundcheck was ten minutes agoā"
"Then you should've knocked," Seokjin said mildly, finally withdrawing his hand. Sin whimpered at the loss, his hips jerking forward instinctively, but Seokjin just smirked and wiped his fingers on the boy's hoodie. The fabric was already damp with sweat, clinging to Sin's collarbones in transparent patches.
MIN YOONGI
The practice room smelled like sweat and spilled energy drinks. Yoongi lounged on the couch, arms crossed, watching the new staff memberāSināfumble with a tangled mess of microphone wires. The kid was painfully earnest, fingers trembling as he tried to coil them properly, cheeks flushed pink under the harsh studio lights.
"Hyung," Jin called from across the room, tossing a water bottle his way. "Stop staring like a creep."
Yoongi caught it without looking. "Not staring," he muttered. But he was. There was something about the way Sin bit his lip when he concentrated, the way his white hair stuck up in soft, sleep-mussed tufts despite it being well past noon. He looked like heād rolled straight out of bed and into the chaos of their world.
Sin finally managed to wrangle the cables into submission, his shoulders relaxing as he exhaled. Then he caught Yoongiās gazeāand froze. His cerulean eyes widened, lips parting just slightly, like he wasnāt sure if he was supposed to speak or bolt.
The moment stretched too longāSinās lips still parted, Yoongiās stare unbrokenāuntil Jungkookās sneaker squeaked against the floor, breaking the tension like a snapped guitar string. Sin flinched, dropping the coiled wires with a clatter, and Yoongi watched the way his throat bobbed as he swallowed. "S-sorry," Sin murmured, scrambling to pick them up, his fingers clumsy again. The beauty mark under his left eye caught the light when he bent down, a tiny ink blot on porcelain skin.
Yoongi uncrossed his arms and slid off the couch. He didnāt know why he did itāmaybe the way Sinās eyelashes fluttered when he was nervous, or how his oversized sweater slipped off one sharp shoulderābut he crouched beside him, their knees almost brushing. "Youāre doing it wrong," he said, voice low. He reached for the wires, his fingers deliberately grazing Sinās. The kidās breath hitched.
Behind them, Jimin wolf-whistled. "Yoongi-hyungās being nice? Did hell freeze over?"
Yoongi ignored him, focusing instead on the way Sinās pulse jumped in his throat. He could smell the faint sweetness of his shampooāsomething floral, out of place in the musky practice room. "Like this," Yoongi murmured, guiding Sinās hands with his own, twisting the cables into a neat loop. His thumb pressed into Sinās palm, just to feel the heat of his skin. Sinās fingers twitched, but he didnāt pull away.
The wires coiled perfectly in Yoongiās handsātight, efficient, exactly how he liked thingsābut he let his fingers linger against Sinās anyway, just to feel the way the kidās breath stuttered. It was stupid, reckless, the kind of thing that could get him in trouble if anyone noticed. But no one was looking close enough. Not really.
Sinās eyelashes fluttered when Yoongi finally pulled away, his cheeks flushed pink under the studio lights. "Th-thank you," he mumbled, voice so soft it was nearly swallowed by the hum of the air conditioner.
Yoongi shrugged, leaning back on his heels. "Youāll get it," he said, though he wasnāt sure he wanted him to. There was something addictive about the way Sin needed him, even for something as small as this.
Across the room, Namjoon was scribbling lyrics in a notebook, Hoseok stretching his legs against the mirror. Normal. Routine. But Yoongiās pulse was anything but. He watched Sin fiddle with the hem of his sweater, the fabric slipping off one shoulder again, exposing the delicate curve of his collarbone.
Sin didnāt realize he was holding his breath until Yoongiās fingers finally left his, the absence of warmth making his skin prickle. He clutched the neatly coiled wires to his chest like a shield, his pulse thudding in his ears. The studio lights felt too bright suddenly, the air too thickāeveryoneās laughter, the squeak of sneakers on polished floors, the distant hum of the air conditionerāall of it pressed against him like a weight.
And then there was Yoongi.
Yoongi, who was still crouched beside him, close enough that Sin could see the faint smudge of eyeliner under his eyes, the way his hoodie hung loose around his sharp collarbones. His gaze was heavy, unreadable, lingering on Sinās lips for a beat too long before flicking back up to meet his eyes. Sinās stomach twisted. He didnāt understand why his hands wouldnāt stop shaking.
"Hyung," Jungkook called from across the room, tossing a crumpled energy drink can into the trash with a clatter. "Stop scaring the new kid."
The trash can rattled from Jungkookās throw, the sound sharp enough to make Sin flinch again. His fingers tightened around the wires, knuckles whitening, but Yoongi didnāt move away. Instead, he leaned in, close enough that Sin could see the faint scar above his eyebrow, the way his dark lashes cast shadows over his sharp cheekbones. "Youāre not scared of me, are you?" Yoongi murmured, voice low enough that only Sin could hear. It wasnāt a questionāit was a challenge, the kind that curled around Sinās ribs and squeezed.
Sinās lips parted, but no sound came out. His throat felt too tight, his pulse fluttering like a trapped bird. He wanted to say no, wanted to be brave, but the weight of Yoongiās stare pinned him in place. The studio lights caught the silver rings on Yoongiās fingers, the glint of them distracting as he reached outāslow, deliberateāto tug Sinās slipping sweater back onto his shoulder. His fingertips brushed bare skin, just for a second, and Sinās breath hitched.
Behind them, Jimin snorted. "Hyung, youāre gonna give him a heart attack."
Yoongi ignored him, his gaze never leaving Sinās face. He tilted his head, studying the way Sinās eyelashes trembled, the way his pink lips pressed together like he was afraid of what might slip out. Cute. Fragile. His. The thought came unbidden, sudden and possessive, and Yoongiās fingers twitched with the urge to trace the beauty mark under Sinās eye, to see if it felt as soft as it looked.
Yoongiās fingers lingered at the edge of Sinās sweater, his thumb brushing the delicate curve of his shoulder before finally pulling away. The air between them was charged, thick with something unsaidāsomething that coiled low in Yoongiās stomach, hot and insistent. Heād never been the type to hover, to want like this, but Sinā
Sinās sweater slipped again the moment Yoongiās fingers left it, as if mocking his attempt at restraint. A loose thread caught the light, dangling precariously near the dip of Sinās collarbone. Yoongi exhaled through his nose, forcing himself to lean back before he did something stupidālike bite it.
Jungkookās voice cut through the haze. āHyung, youāre being weird.ā
āAm I?ā Yoongi drawled, eyes still locked on Sinās trembling hands. The kid had a habit of folding into himself, shoulders hunched like he expected the world to collapse onto him at any second. It made Yoongi want to peel him apart, layer by layer, until he found whatever fragile thing hid beneath all that nervous energy.
Sin finally found his voice, though it cracked halfway through. āIāI should go check the soundboard.ā He scrambled to his feet, wires clutched tight, but his knee knocked against Yoongiās on the way upāa clumsy, electric brush of contact. The gasp that left Sinās lips was barely audible, but Yoongi caught it, filed it away like a stolen secret.
Sin practically fled to the soundboard, his back hitting the equipment rack with a soft thud. His fingers trembled as he plugged in the cables, the studioās hum suddenly deafening in his ears. He could still feel the ghost of Yoongiās fingertips on his shoulder, the way his gaze had burned like a brand. The wires slipped from his grip again, and he bit his lip hard enough to taste copper.
Across the room, Jimin sidled up to Yoongi, hip-checking him with a grin. āYouāre gonna break him before he even finishes his first week,ā he teased, voice sing-song. āWhatās with the sudden interest in the new kid?ā
Yoongi shrugged, but his eyes tracked Sinās every movementāthe way his sweater rode up when he stretched to adjust a dial, the sliver of pale skin exposed above his waistband. āHeās useful,ā he muttered, though the lie tasted bitter. Sin was all thumbs and stuttered apologies, his incompetence almost endearing.
Jin snorted, tossing a grape into his mouth. āUseful? He dropped three mic stands this morning.ā
The overhead fluorescents buzzed like trapped insects, flickering just enough to cast shadows that danced across Sinās wrists as he fumbled with the soundboard knobs. His reflection in the monitor screen was fracturedāpale hair mussed, lips bitten red, eyes wide like heād been caught mid-theft. Behind him, Yoongiās voice rumbled something low to Jimin, and Sinās fingers spasmed, sending a shriek of feedback through the speakers.
Hoseok yelped, clapping hands over his ears. āYah! Are you trying to kill us?ā
Sinās apology died in his throat as Yoongi stood, chair scraping loud enough to make the room hold its breath. He moved with the lazy precision of a predator who knew his prey couldnāt outrun himāshoulders loose, hands in pockets, gaze fixed. Sinās back hit the equipment rack again, the cold metal seeping through his sweater as Yoongi stopped just inches away, close enough that Sin could count the silver hoops in his ears.
āYouāre shaking,ā Yoongi observed, voice pitched low. He reached out, slow as syrup, and plucked a stray cable from Sinās death-grip. His fingers traced the length of it deliberately, thumb brushing the jack before plugging it in with a click that echoed in Sinās ribs. āBreathe, kid.ā
Sin exhaled sharply, his breath a shuddering thing between them. Yoongi's proximity was suffocatingānot because he was crowding him, but because every atom in Sinās body was acutely aware of the way Yoongiās hoodie smelled faintly of sandalwood and the sharp tang of energy drinks. The cable slipped from his fingers again, landing with a muted thud against the soundboard.
āS-sorry,ā Sin stammered, but Yoongi caught his wrist before he could bend to retrieve it. His grip wasnāt tightājust enough to still Sinās trembling, his thumb pressed to the flutter of pulse beneath delicate skin. Sinās mouth went dry.
āStop apologizing,ā Yoongi murmured. His gaze flicked down to Sinās lips, lingered there a beat too long. āYouāre not doing anything wrong.ā
Sinās wrist burned where Yoongi held him, the heat of his grip seeping through skin to bone. The soundboardās LED lights blinked erratically, casting jagged shadows across Yoongiās jawāsharp enough to cut, Sin thought deliriously. His knees wobbled, but Yoongiās grip tightened fractionally, steadying him without a word.
Jiminās laughter fizzed through the air like soda bubbles. āHyung, if you make him cry, HRās gonna have your head.ā
Yoongi didnāt look away from Sinās face. āHeās not crying,ā he said, thumb stroking the inside of Sinās wristāslow, proprietary. The callouses on his fingertips caught on Sinās skin, rough enough to make him shiver. āAre you?ā
Sin shook his head so fast his vision blurred. The studio smelled like ozone and Yoongiās cologne, something dark and expensive that clung to the back of Sinās throat. His sweater had slipped again, pooling around his elbow, and Yoongiās gaze dropped to the exposed collarbone like he wanted to sink his teeth into it.
Sinās pulse stuttered under Yoongiās thumb, the rhythm frantic as a trapped hummingbird. The soundboardās LED lights bled into his peripheral visionāred, green, redālike some kind of warning signal he was too dazed to interpret. Yoongiās grip shifted, fingers sliding down to lace with his, and the sudden intimacy of it punched the air from Sinās lungs.
āHyung,ā Jimin singsonged, popping a grape into his mouth. āYouāre monopolizing the new hire.ā
Yoongi didnāt glance back. āHeās helping.ā His voice was all lazy indifference, but his fingers tightened around Sinās, just enough to make the kidās breath hitch. The contrast was dizzyingāthe rough pads of Yoongiās fingertips against the softness of Sinās palm, the way his rings pressed cold into Sinās skin while his thumb traced slow, burning circles.
Sinās knees buckled.
Sin's knees hit the floor with a soft thud, his fingers still tangled in Yoongi's grip. The studio lights blurred at the edges of his vision, the air thick with the scent of sandalwood and something darker, something that coiled low in his stomach. Yoongi didn't let goāif anything, his hold tightened, his fingers pressing into the delicate bones of Sin's wrist like he was mapping the pulse points beneath his skin.
"Careful," Yoongi murmured, voice low enough that only Sin could hear. His breath ghosted over Sin's ear, sending a shiver down his spine. "You'll break something."
Sin's lips parted, but the words evaporated before they could form. Yoongi's gaze was heavy, unreadable, flickering between Sin's eyes and his mouth like he was deciding which part of him to devour first. The beauty mark under Sin's left eye caught the light when he blinked rapidly, and Yoongi's thumb twitched against his wrist, as if resisting the urge to touch it.
Behind them, Jungkook cleared his throat. "Uh. Are we still rehearsing, or�"
The silence stretched taut between them, Sinās pulse thundering loud enough that Yoongi could almost hear it over the hum of the soundboard. He could feel the way Sinās fingers twitched in his gripālike a trapped bird testing its cageābut he didnāt pull away. Instead, Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes widening as Yoongi leaned in, close enough to count the faint freckles dusting his nose.
"Hyung," Jimin called, his voice dripping with amusement. "Youāre blocking the monitor."
Yoongi didnāt move. Sinās lower lip trembled, pink and bitten raw, and the urge to press his thumb against it, to soothe the sting, coiled hot in Yoongiās gut. "Youāre shaking again," he murmured, his free hand lifting to brush a stray lock of white hair from Sinās forehead. The kidās breath stuttered, his eyelashes fluttering like moth wings.
Sinās voice was a whisper, frayed at the edges. "IāIām notā"
The studio door slammed open with a bang that made Sin flinch violently, his shoulder blades hitting the soundboard hard enough to send a crackle of static through the speakers. Namjoon stood in the doorway, arms crossed, a single eyebrow arched at the scene before himāYoongi crouched over Sin like a wolf over fresh kill, fingers still tangled possessively in the boyās wrist.
āWeāre on a schedule,ā Namjoon said, voice dry as old parchment. āUnless youāve suddenly developed a passion for audio engineering, Yoongi-hyung?ā
Yoongiās grip didnāt loosen, but his thumb stroked once over Sinās pulse pointāa silent promiseābefore finally releasing him. Sinās arm dropped limply to his side, the skin of his wrist flushed pink where Yoongiās rings had pressed into it. He looked dazed, lips slightly parted, his sweater slipping off one shoulder again like it had a personal vendetta against modesty.
Jin tossed another grape into the air, catching it with a smirk. āOur Yoongiās just mentoring the new kid. Very⦠hands-on approach.ā
The studio lights flickered as Sin scrambled to his feet, his knees still weak under Yoongi's lingering gaze. His sweater clung to one shoulder precariously, but he didn't dare adjust itānot with the way Yoongi's eyes darkened every time the fabric slipped. The mic wires lay forgotten on the floor between them, a tangled mess that mirrored Sinās racing thoughts.
Namjoon cleared his throat pointedly, tapping his watch. "Soundcheck in five. Unless someoneās planning to serenade our new staff member instead?"
Jimin muffled a laugh into his sleeve while Jungkook tossed a crumpled water bottle at Yoongiās head. It missedābarelyābouncing off the soundboard with a hollow thunk. Sin flinched at the noise, his fingers twitching toward the fallen cables like he could fix the chaos with sheer desperation. Yoongi watched the way his nails dug into his palms, leaving crescent moons in their wake.
"Relax," Yoongi murmured, close enough that his breath ghosted over Sinās cheek. He plucked a wire from the floor, his fingers brushing Sinās knuckles deliberately. "Youāll hurt yourself."
Sinās breath stuttered when Yoongiās fingers lingered over his, the rough pads of his fingertips tracing the ridges of his knuckles like he was memorizing them. The studio lights buzzed overhead, casting jagged shadows across Yoongiās faceāsharp cheekbones, the stubborn set of his jaw, the way his hoodie slipped just enough to reveal the hollow of his throat. Sinās gaze flickered down, then up again, only to find Yoongi watching him with a hunger that made his stomach twist.
Yoongiās lips quirked, but he didnāt move. āYou heard the man,ā he murmured, voice pitched low enough that only Sin could hear. His thumb pressed into Sinās palm, slow and deliberate, before finally pulling away. The absence of his touch was a physical ache.
Sin swallowed hard, scrambling to gather the fallen wires. His hands trembledānot from fear, but from something hotter, something that coiled low in his belly every time Yoongi looked at him like that. Like he wanted to unravel him.
The crackle of static filled the studio as Sin fumbled with the mixer, his fingers slipping on the dials. Every knob felt foreign under his touch, every LED glare accusatory. His reflection in the black glass of the monitor showed a boy with mussed white hair and a beauty mark like an inkblotāsomeone who didnāt belong here, between platinum records and spilled energy drinks. Someone Yoongi shouldnāt be looking at like that.
Namjoonās voice cut through the haze. āSin-ssi, levels.ā
Sin jumped, his elbow knocking against a fader. The speakers screeched feedback, sharp enough to make Hoseok wince. āS-sorry!ā He scrambled to correct it, but his hands shook too badlyāuntil a warm presence materialized behind him, arms caging him against the soundboard. Yoongiās chin brushed his temple as he reached around him, long fingers sliding over Sinās to adjust the gain.
āLike this,ā Yoongi murmured, his breath hot against Sinās ear. He twisted the knob with deliberate slowness, pressing Sinās fingers into the grooves. The dial clicked into place, the static dissolving into clean silence. Sinās heart hammered against his ribs, loud enough he was sure Yoongi could hear it.
The silence stretched thin, taut as a wire about to snap. Sin could feel Yoongiās chest against his back, solid and warm, his breath stirring the baby hairs at the nape of Sinās neck. The soundboardās LEDs blinked lazily, casting Yoongiās hands in shifting hues of blue and red as they lingered over Sināsālarger, rougher, dotted with silver rings that caught the light like scattered stars.
Yoongi didnāt move. His thumb traced the ridge of Sinās knuckle, slow and deliberate, before finally pulling away. The absence of his touch left Sinās skin tingling, oversensitive, like heād been branded.
āYouāre thinking too hard,ā Yoongi murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. His voice was a low rumble, the kind that vibrated straight through bone. āItās just sound.ā
The overhead fluorescents buzzed like trapped flies, their harsh glare casting sharp shadows across Sinās trembling fingers. He could feel Yoongiās stare burning into the nape of his neckāhot, unrelentingāas he fumbled with the soundboardās EQ settings. The knobs slipped under his damp palms, his reflection in the black monitor glass a mess of white hair and flushed cheeks.
Behind him, Yoongi exhaled through his nose, the sound almost amused. āYouāre turning it the wrong way,ā he murmured, closer than Sin expected. His breath ghosted over Sinās ear, sending a shiver down his spine. Before Sin could react, Yoongiās hands covered his, guiding them with deliberate slowness. His rings pressed cold against Sinās knuckles, the contrast of metal and warmth making Sinās breath hitch.
JUNG HOSEOK
The coffee machine whirred loudly, drowning out the hum of conversation in the break room. Sin pressed the button a second time, as if that would make it work faster, his fingers tapping nervously against the counter.
"You're gonna break it if you keep doing that," came a voice from behind him, warm and teasing. Sin turned to see Hoseok leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, his usual bright smile playing at his lips.
"Ahāsorry, Hoseok-ssi," Sin mumbled, immediately stepping back from the machine like it had burned him. His cheeks flushed pink under Hoseok's gaze.
Hoseok chuckled, pushing off the wall to stroll closer. "Relax, Iām joking. Though you do look like youāre about to fight that thing." He reached past Sin, his arm brushing lightly against Sinās shoulder as he pressed the button himself. The machine obediently sputtered to life.
The scent of coffee filled the air as the machine finally dispensed its contents, steam curling between them in lazy tendrils. Hoseok watched Sin's fingers twitchāsmall, delicate things, like they belonged to a porcelain doll rather than a boy who hauled equipment backstage. He'd noticed that before, how Sin moved like he was afraid of taking up space, even though his presence was impossible to ignore.
"You always this jumpy?" Hoseok asked, nudging the cup toward him. His voice was softer now, almost curious. Sin's cheeks flushed deeper, and Hoseok found himself staring at the beauty mark beneath his eye, a tiny imperfection that somehow made him more perfect.
Sin hesitated before taking the cup. "IāI don't mean to be." His voice was barely above a whisper, and Hoseok had to lean in to catch it. The proximity sent a strange thrill through him, one he couldn't quite name.
It wasn't until Sin accidentally spilled coffee on Hoseok's sleeve that the realization hit. Sin's panicked apologies, the way his hands fluttered over the stain like he could undo itāHoseok should've been irritated. Instead, he caught Sin's wrist, feeling the rapid pulse beneath his fingers. "It's just a shirt," he murmured, but his own heartbeat wasn't much steadier.
The break room door clicked shut behind them, sealing off the chatter from the hallway. Hoseok didnāt let go of Sinās wrist. He should haveāit was just a spilled coffee, just a momentābut something about the way Sinās pulse jumped under his fingertips made him hold on a second longer. Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes wide, and Hoseok realized, with a slow, creeping certainty, that he liked this. Liked how flustered Sin got, how his lips parted like he was about to say something but thought better of it. Liked the way his own chest tightened when Sin looked at him like thatālike he was something fragile and terrifying all at once.
āYouāre not in trouble,ā Hoseok said, though his voice came out lower than he intended. He thumbed the inside of Sinās wrist absently, feeling the delicate bones there. āUnless you want to be.ā The words slipped out before he could stop them, half-teasing, half-something else entirely. Sinās eyelashes fluttered, and Hoseokās stomach did a slow, dangerous flip.
Someone knocked on the doorāthree sharp rapsāand Sin jerked back like heād been burned. The spell broke. Hoseok let his hand drop, but the ghost of Sinās skin lingered on his fingertips. āI shouldāI have toāā Sin stammered, already sidling toward the door, his ears pink. Hoseok let him go, but not without noticing how Sinās gaze flickered back to him, just once, before he slipped out.
The next few days were a quiet torment. Hoseok caught himself watching Sin more than he shouldāthe way his white hair curled at the nape of his neck when heād been sweating under stage lights, how he bit his lower lip when concentrating. Once, during a rehearsal, Sin had knelt to adjust a cable, and Hoseok had stared at the curve of his throat for a beat too long. Jimin nudged him with a grin. āDistracted?ā heād asked, and Hoseok had laughed it off, but the heat crawling up his neck betrayed him.
The realization settled into Hoseokās bones like a feverāslow, insistent, impossible to shake. Heād always been tactile, always quick to sling an arm around someoneās shoulders or ruffle their hair, but now his hands itched with restraint. Every accidental brush against Sinās wrist, every time their shoulders bumped in the narrow hallways backstage, felt like lighting a match too close to dry kindling. Dangerous. Delicious.
Sin, for his part, had become a study in contradictions. One moment, heād dart away like a startled rabbit when Hoseok entered the room; the next, heād linger just a second too long after handing Hoseok a water bottle, their fingers grazing in a way that couldnāt possibly be accidental. It was maddening.
It all came to a head during a late-night recording session. The others had trickled out one by one, leaving Hoseok sprawled on the couch, half-asleep, while Sin quietly tidied up the studio. Hoseok watched through half-lidded eyes as Sin bent to pick up a discarded headphone cable, the fabric of his shirt riding up just enough to reveal a sliver of skin above his waistband. Something hot and reckless coiled in Hoseokās stomach.
āYouāre still here,ā Hoseok murmured, voice rough with exhaustion. Sin startled, nearly dropping the cable. āIāyes. Just finishing up.ā
Hoseok sat up slowly, the couch creaking under his weight. The studio was bathed in the dim glow of standby lights, casting Sinās profile in soft shadowsāthe sharp line of his jaw, the way his lower lip caught between his teeth as he coiled the cable around his fingers. A silence stretched between them, thick enough to taste.
"You donāt have to do that," Hoseok said, nodding toward the mess of equipment. His voice was quieter than he intended, almost intimate in the empty room. Sinās hands stilled. "Itās my job," he murmured, but there was a hesitance there, a question. Hoseok could see the pulse fluttering at the base of his throat.
Something reckless unfurled in Hoseokās chest. He stood, closing the distance between them in three slow strides. Sin didnāt move, didnāt even breathe, as Hoseok reached out to pluck the cable from his hands. Their fingers brushedādeliberately this timeāand Sinās breath hitched. "Youāre always so⦠careful," Hoseok murmured, twirling the cable absently before letting it drop to the floor. "Like youāre afraid of breaking something."
Sinās lashes fluttered, his gaze darting to Hoseokās mouth and away. "Iā" He swallowed. "I donāt know what you mean."
Hoseok exhaled through his noseāa quiet, controlled soundāand stepped closer, crowding Sin against the edge of the mixing console. "Donāt you?" he murmured. His thumb brushed the delicate skin beneath Sinās beauty mark, tracing the curve of his cheekbone. Sinās breath stuttered, his fingers curling into the fabric of his own shirt like he needed something to hold onto. The studioās air conditioning hummed softly, but neither of them noticed the chill.
"Youāre shaking," Hoseok observed, though his own hands werenāt entirely steady. He slid his fingers into Sinās hair, tangling in the soft white strands. It was softer than heād imagined. Sin made a small, helpless noise in the back of his throat, his eyelashes casting shadows over his flushed cheeks. "Tell me to stop," Hoseok whispered, though his grip tightened slightly, like he already knew Sin wouldnāt.
Sinās lips partedānot in protest, but in anticipation. Hoseok watched the way his tongue darted out to wet them, pink and nervous, and something hot coiled low in his stomach. He leaned in, close enough that their breaths mingled, close enough to count the faint freckles scattered across Sinās nose. "Hoseok-ssi," Sin breathed, barely audible, and the honorific sent a jolt through Hoseokās veins.
The first kiss was tentativeājust the ghost of pressure, a question. Sin made another sound, high and fragile, and Hoseok swallowed it, pressing him harder against the console. Sinās hands finally uncurled from his shirt, fluttering up to clutch at Hoseokās sleeves like he was afraid heād float away otherwise. Hoseok deepened the kiss, licking into Sinās mouth with a hunger that surprised even himself, and Sin melted into it, pliant and eager.
Sinās fingers trembled against Hoseokās sleeves, his grip tightening as if he couldnāt decide whether to push him away or pull him closer. The consoleās edge dug into the small of Sinās back, but he barely registered the discomfortānot when Hoseokās mouth was hot and insistent against his, not when his pulse roared in his ears like a storm. When Hoseok finally pulled back, just enough to let them both breathe, Sinās lips tingled, swollen and warm.
āYouāā Sin started, then stopped, his voice cracking. He swallowed hard, his throat working visibly. Hoseok watched the motion, mesmerized, his fingers still tangled in Sinās hair. āIāI shouldnātāā Sin tried again, but the words died when Hoseok thumbed his lower lip, dragging it down slightly to reveal the wet shine beneath.
āShouldnāt what?ā Hoseok murmured, his breath fanning across Sinās face. He could feel the way Sinās chest rose and fell rapidly, could see the way his pupils were blown wide, eclipsing the cerulean of his irises. āTell me.ā
Sinās breath hitched. He opened his mouth, then closed it again, his brow furrowing slightly. Hoseok waited, patient, amused, his other hand sliding down to rest lightly on Sinās hip. The fabric of Sinās shirt was thin, and Hoseok could feel the heat of his skin beneath it.
Sinās fingers twitched against Hoseokās sleeves, his nails digging in just enough to leave crescent moons in the fabric. āI shouldnātāā His voice was a whisper, barely audible over the hum of the studio equipment. āāwant this.ā The admission slipped out like a secret, and Hoseokās stomach lurched at the rawness of it.
Hoseokās thumb stilled on Sinās lip. āWhy not?ā he murmured, leaning in until their foreheads nearly touched. Sinās eyelashes fluttered, his breath coming in shallow pants. āBecauseāā Sinās voice cracked again, and he swallowed hard, his Adamās apple bobbing. āBecause youāre you, and Iām justāā
Hoseok didnāt let him finish. He kissed him again, harder this time, swallowing the rest of Sinās words before they could take shape. Sin gasped into it, his body arching off the console as Hoseokās hand slid from his hip to the small of his back, pressing them flush together. The heat between them was almost unbearable, a live wire sparking under skin.
When Hoseok pulled back this time, his lips were slick, his pupils blown black with want. āYouāre not just anything,ā he breathed, his voice rough. His fingers traced the line of Sinās jaw, down the column of his throat, stopping just above the collar of his shirt. āYouāre Sin.ā The way he said itālike a prayer, like a curseāsent a shiver down Sinās spine.
The studio lights flickered, casting long shadows across the mixing console as Sinās breath shuddered against Hoseokās lips. His fingers trembled where they clung to Hoseokās sleeves, knuckles white with the effort of holding on. The air between them crackled, thick with something neither of them dared name aloud.
Hoseokās thumb brushed the hollow of Sinās throat, feeling the frantic pulse there. āYouāre thinking too much,ā he murmured, voice low and rough. Sinās lashes fluttered, his lips parting on a shaky exhale. āIāI donāt know how not to,ā he admitted, the words barely more than a whisper. Hoseokās mouth curved into a slow, dangerous smile. āLet me help with that.ā
His hand slid up the back of Sinās shirt, fingers splaying over the delicate arch of his spine. Sin gasped, his back bowing into the touch, and Hoseok took advantage of the movement to press him harder against the console. The edge dug into Sinās thighs, the discomfort drowned out by the heat of Hoseokās mouth trailing down his jaw.
A sharp knock at the studio door shattered the moment. Sin jerked back so violently he nearly toppled over, saved only by Hoseokās quick grip on his waist. The door creaked open before either of them could speak, revealing Namjoon silhouetted in the hallway light. āHobi? You stillāoh.ā Namjoonās eyebrows shot up, taking in Sinās flushed face, Hoseokās hand still curled possessively around his hip.
Namjoon froze in the doorway, his gaze flickering between themāHoseokās fingers tightening reflexively on Sinās waist, Sinās lips pink and swollen, his white hair mussed where Hoseokās hands had been tangled in it. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, until Namjoon cleared his throat and stepped inside, letting the door swing shut behind him. āUh,ā he said, uncharacteristically slow, āam I interrupting something?ā
Hoseok didnāt move, didnāt let go. His pulse hammered in his throat, but his voice was steady when he answered, āDepends.ā Sin, meanwhile, looked like he wanted to vanish into the floorboards, his entire body rigid with panic. His fingers twitched against Hoseokās sleeve, a silent plea.
Namjoonās lips quirked, though his eyes remained unreadable. āRight.ā He scratched the back of his neck, gaze darting to Sinās trembling hands before settling back on Hoseok. āManagerās looking for you. Last-minute schedule change.ā
Hoseok exhaled through his nose, his grip loosening just enough for Sin to slip free. Sin immediately stumbled back, his chest rising and falling rapidly, his cerulean eyes wide and glassy. āIāI should go,ā he stammered, already sidling toward the door with the grace of a spooked deer. Hoseok caught his wrist before he could bolt. āSin.ā
Sin froze at the touch, his pulse jumping beneath Hoseokās fingers like a trapped bird. Namjoonās gaze lingered on their joined hands for a beat too long before he turned toward the coffee machine with deliberate nonchalance, giving them the illusion of privacy. Hoseokās thumb traced the delicate bones of Sinās wrist, his voice dropping to a murmur only Sin could hear. āLook at me.ā
Sinās breath hitched, but he obeyed, lifting his gaze with trembling effort. His pupils were still blown wide, his lips bitten red. Hoseokās chest tightened at the sight. āBreathe,ā he instructed, softer now, squeezing Sinās wrist once before letting go. Sin swallowed hard, his fingers curling into his palm where Hoseok had touched him, as if trying to preserve the warmth.
Namjoon cleared his throat again, the coffee machine hissing steam into the silence. āSo,ā he drawled, leaning back against the counter with feigned casualness, āthis is new.ā His tone was light, but his eyes were sharpācalculating. Hoseok shrugged, though his heartbeat hadnāt settled. āNot really.ā
Sin made a small, strangled noise, his cheeks flushing impossibly darker. Namjoonās lips twitched. āUh-huh.ā He took a slow sip of his coffee, gaze flicking to Sinās white-knuckled grip on his own sleeves. āSin-ssi,ā he said, gentler now, āyou donāt have toāhyung.ā The honorific slipped out before Sin could stop it, his voice cracking mid-word. Hoseokās stomach swooped.
Namjoon set his coffee down with deliberate slowness, the ceramic clinking against the countertop. His gaze lingered on Sinās trembling fingers before sliding back to Hoseok. "You two," he said, voice carefully neutral, "might want to be more careful." The unspoken where people can see hung in the air like static.
Sinās breath shuddered out, his shoulders hunching like he could make himself smaller. Hoseokās jaw tightened. He reached out, fingertips brushing Sinās wristāa silent stayābefore turning to Namjoon. "We werenātā"
"Hobi." Namjoon cut him off with a look, one eyebrow arched. "The studio?" His voice dropped, glancing at the door. "Anyone couldāve walked in."
Sin made a tiny, wounded noise, his nails digging into his palms. Hoseokās chest ached. He stepped closer, shielding Sin from Namjoonās gaze without thinking. "It wonāt happen again," he muttered, though the lie tasted bitter.
The silence in the studio stretched thin enough to snap. Sinās fingers twisted in his shirt hem, his breath shallow. Namjoon exhaled, rubbing his temple like he could physically push the image of them from his mind. āJustāclean up,ā he muttered, gesturing vaguely at the abandoned headphones on the floor. āBefore someone else sees.ā
Hoseokās jaw worked, but he nodded, bending to retrieve the coiled cable Sin had dropped earlier. The plastic was still warm from Sinās hands. When he straightened, Sin was already at the door, his shoulders hunched, his white hair mussed where Hoseokās fingers had been.
āSin,ā Hoseok called, softer now. Sin hesitated, his hand hovering over the doorknob. His knuckles were white. Namjoon tactfully busied himself with the coffee machine, its steam hissing between them.
Hoseok stepped closer, close enough to see the way Sinās pulse fluttered at his throat. āLook at me,ā he murmured. Sinās lashes trembled, but he turned, just enough for Hoseok to catch the sheen in his cerulean eyes.
Sinās breath hitched as Hoseokās fingers brushed his wrist, feather-light but deliberate. The studio lights flickered again, casting jagged shadows across Hoseokās sharp cheekbones. āYouāre still shaking,ā Hoseok murmured, his thumb tracing the delicate veins beneath Sinās skin. Sin swallowed hard, his throat bobbing. āIāI donāt know how to stop.ā
Namjoon cleared his throat pointedly from across the room, the coffee machine whirring to life behind him. Hoseok didnāt move, his gaze locked on Sinās flushed face. āLater,ā he promised, so low only Sin could hear it. The word curled between them like smoke, heavy with unspoken meaning. Sinās fingers twitched, his nails digging half-moons into his palms.
The door clicked shut behind Sin with finality, leaving Hoseok alone with Namjoon and the hum of the studio equipment. Namjoon exhaled through his nose, setting his coffee down with deliberate slowness. āYouāre playing with fire,ā he said, voice flat. Hoseok rolled the headphone cable between his fingers, the plastic still warm. āI know what Iām doing.ā
Namjoonās eyebrow arched. āDo you?ā He leaned back against the counter, arms crossed. āBecause it looks like youāre about to set yourself on fire.ā Hoseokās jaw tightened, but he didnāt answer. The silence stretched, thick with tension, until Namjoon sighed. āJustābe careful, Hobi. Heās notāā
The studio door clicked shut behind Sin, the sound sharp and final in the sudden silence. Hoseok stared at the empty space where Sin had been, his fingers twitching with the ghost of warmth from Sinās wrist. The air still smelled faintly of Sinās shampooāsomething sweet and clean, like fresh linenāand it made Hoseokās chest ache with something dangerously close to longing.
Namjoon cleared his throat, the sound jarring in the quiet. āYouāre gonna get caught,ā he said, voice low. Hoseok flexed his fingers, still feeling the ghost of Sinās pulse beneath them. āI donāt care.ā
Namjoonās expression softened, just slightly. āYou should.ā
The studio lights buzzed overhead, casting harsh shadows. Hoseok turned away, gathering the abandoned headphones with deliberate slowness. His knuckles brushed the console where Sin had been pressed against him minutes agoāstill warm. His stomach twisted.
PARK JIMIN
"You dropped something."
The voice was soft but carried an edge of amusement. Sin froze mid-step, fingers twitching at his sides as he turned to see Park Jimin leaning against the practice room doorway, holding up a crumpled receipt between his fingers.
"Ohāthank you," Sin murmured, stepping forward quickly to take it. His fingers brushed Jiminās, and he jerked his hand back as if burned. The receipt fluttered to the floor between them, unnoticed.
Jimin chuckled, bending down to pick it up againāslowly, deliberatelyābefore pressing it into Sinās palm. This time, his grip lingered, warm and firm. "Clumsy," he mused, tilting his head. "Youāre always dropping things around me."
The receipt wasn't the only thing Sin had been dropping latelyāhis composure, his ability to breathe normally, the careful distance he'd maintained between himself and the members. Jimin's touch lingered like a brand, and Sin could still feel the ghost of his fingers against his palm as he hurried down the hallway.
The next morning, Sin arrived early to set up the practice room, arranging water bottles and adjusting the sound system with trembling hands. He didn't notice Jimin leaning in the doorway again until the older man cleared his throat. "You're here before sunrise," Jimin observed, stepping inside. The door clicked shut behind him, too deliberate to be an accident.
Sin's pulse skittered. "IāI like to be prepared," he stammered, fumbling with a bottle cap. Jimin moved closer, his gaze flickering over Sin's flustered movements. "Prepared for what?" he murmured, plucking the water bottle from Sin's grip and taking a slow sip, his eyes never leaving Sin's face.
The others began trickling in, and Sin retreated to the corner, pressing his back against the cool mirror as he watched Jimin dance. There was something predatory in the way Jimin's body movedāgraceful, yes, but with a hunger underneath. And then, mid-spin, Jimin's eyes locked onto Sin's. A smirk curled his lips, as if he'd known Sin was staring all along.
The air conditioning hummed too loud in the empty practice room, or maybe it was just the blood rushing in Sinās ears. Heād stayed late againāalways the last one to leave, always the first to arriveābut tonight, the shadows stretched longer, and the silence pressed closer. He knelt by the speaker cables, winding them into neat coils with unsteady fingers, when the door creaked open.
Jimin stood there, backlit by the hallway fluorescents, one hand still on the doorknob. "Youāre here late," he said, voice honey-thick. Sinās throat went dry. Jimin stepped inside, letting the door click shut behind him with a finality that made Sinās stomach flip. The older manās socks whispered against the floor as he approached, stopping just close enough for Sin to catch the faint citrus of his cologne. "Do you always work this hard?" Jimin asked, tilting his head. His smile was lazy, but his eyes were sharpāwatching, always watching.
Sinās hands stilled on the cables. "Iāitās my job," he managed, eyes fixed on the floor. A warm finger hooked under his chin, tilting his face up. Jiminās thumb brushed the beauty mark beneath his eye, slow, deliberate. "Your job," Jimin repeated, as if tasting the word. "Is that the only reason?"
The question hung between them, charged and dangerous. Sinās pulse hammered against his ribs. Jiminās thumb traced the curve of his cheekbone, down to the corner of his mouth. "Youāre trembling," he murmured. His other hand settled on Sinās waist, steadying himāor trapping him. Sin couldnāt tell.
Sinās breath hitched as Jiminās thumb lingered at the corner of his lips, pressing just enough to part them slightly. The practice room lights hummed above them, casting long shadows that made Jiminās gaze darker, hungrier. "You know," Jimin murmured, voice dipping into something low and intimate, "Iāve been watching you. Not just todayāevery day." His fingers tightened almost imperceptibly on Sinās waist, pulling him closer until their chests nearly brushed. "Youāre always so careful with everyone else. But with meā¦" He trailed off, smiling when Sin shivered. "With me, you fall apart."
Sinās mind scrambled for coherence, but the heat of Jiminās touch, the proximity, the way his cerulean eyes gleamed like theyād already wonāit was too much. "I donātā" he started, but Jiminās thumb pressed firmer against his lip, silencing him. "Donāt lie," Jimin whispered. "I see the way you look at me when you think Iām not paying attention. Like youāre starving." His other hand slid up Sinās back, fingers threading into the messy strands of his white hair. "What would you do if I let you have a taste?"
The question curled hot and heavy between them, and Sinās knees threatened to buckle. Heād imagined thisāhadnāt dared to, really, but his traitorous mind had supplied the images anyway: Jiminās mouth on his, Jiminās hands mapping his skin, Jiminās voice reduced to wrecked whispers. But fantasy was nothing compared to the reality of Jiminās breath mingling with his, the way his pupils dilated as Sinās tongue darted out to wet his own lipsāaccidentally brushing Jiminās thumb in the process.
Jiminās grip tightened instantly, his breath stuttering. "Ah," he breathed, something feral flashing in his eyes. "There it is." Before Sin could process the shift, Jimin yanked him forward, crushing their mouths together in a kiss that was all teeth and desperation. Sin gasped into it, hands flying up to clutch at Jiminās shoulders as the older man licked into his mouth, possessive and claiming. The speaker cables forgotten at their feet tangled around Sinās ankles as Jimin backed him against the mirror, the cold surface biting through his thin shirt.
A moan tore from Sinās throat when Jiminās knee slid between his thighs, pressing up just enough to make him arch. Jimin laughed against his lipsādark, delightedāand bit down on Sinās bottom lip hard enough to sting. "You taste even better than I imagined," he murmured, pulling back just enough to watch Sinās dazed expression, his kiss-swollen lips parting on shaky breaths. His fingers tightened in Sinās hair, tilting his head back. "Look at you. Falling apart already."
Sinās pulse rabbited under his skin, his thoughts scattering as Jiminās free hand slipped under his shirt, calloused fingertips skimming up his ribs. "Hyungā" he choked out, but Jimin shushed him with another bruising kiss, swallowing the whimper that followed when his thumb brushed a nipple. The mirror fogged with their mingled breath, the practice room air thick with the scent of sweat and Jiminās cologneācitrus turned cloying, intoxicating.
Jimin broke the kiss abruptly, stepping back just far enough to survey Sinās wrecked stateāflushed cheeks, trembling limbs, his shirt rucked up to expose the pale plane of his stomach. A slow smirk curled his lips as he reached for the hem of his own shirt, pulling it off in one smooth motion. Sinās breath caught at the sight of toned muscle, the sweat-slick skin gleaming under the fluorescent lights. "Your turn," Jimin purred, closing the distance again to nip at Sinās earlobe. "Unless you want me to do it for you?"
Sinās fingers fumbled at the hem of his shirt, his mind hazy with the scent of Jiminās skin, the heat of his breath against his ear. But before he could even gather the coordination to lift it, Jiminās hands were already there, sliding beneath the fabric, palms skimming up his sides with a possessiveness that made Sinās knees weak. The shirt was yanked over his head in one swift motion, discarded somewhere near the tangled cables, and suddenly the cool air of the practice room hit his feverish skināonly to be replaced by the searing heat of Jiminās body pressing flush against him.
Jiminās lips found the hollow of his throat, teeth scraping just enough to leave a mark, and Sin gasped, his hands flying to Jiminās shoulders for balance. "Hyungā" he whimpered, but the protest died in his throat when Jiminās tongue soothed the bite, lapping at the spot as if savoring the taste. The older man hummed against his skin, the vibration sending a shudder down Sinās spine. "Youāre so pretty like this," Jimin murmured, dragging his mouth lower, nipping at the jut of Sinās collarbone. "All flushed and desperate for me."
The words coiled low in Sinās stomach, hot and heavy, and he arched into the touch, his fingers tangling in Jiminās hair. Heād never been touched like thisānever been wanted like thisāand the intensity of it threatened to unravel him completely. Jiminās hands slid down to grip his hips, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, and Sin let out a broken sound when Jimin suddenly dropped to his knees before him, looking up through his lashes with a smirk that was anything but innocent.
"Tell me," Jimin murmured, fingers hooking into the waistband of Sinās pants, tugging just enough to make his breath hitch. "Have you ever let anyone take care of you?"
Sin's breath stuttered in his chest, his fingers clutching at the air where Jimin's shoulders had been seconds before. The older man's gaze was molten, his lips parted just enough to show the tip of his tongue darting out to wet them. Sin swallowed hard, his throat clicking audibly in the silence of the practice room. "Iāno," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. The confession burned hotter than Jimin's hands on his hips, more intimate than the teeth marks blooming on his collarbone.
Jimin's smirk deepened, fingers tightening in the fabric of Sin's pants. "Good," he purred, the word curling around Sin like smoke. "Then I'll be your first." With that, he tugged Sin's pants down in one smooth motion, leaving him bare from the waist down except for the thin fabric of his underwear, already damp with evidence of his arousal. Sin's hands flew to cover himself instinctively, but Jimin caught his wrists, pinning them to the mirror with a strength that belied his delicate frame. "Don't hide from me," he murmured, pressing a kiss to the inside of Sin's thigh that made him jerk. "I want to see you."
The first touch of Jimin's tongue through the fabric had Sin's knees buckling, his breath escaping in a punched-out moan. Jimin chuckled, the vibration sending another shockwave of pleasure through Sin's body. "So sensitive," he mused, nuzzling at the damp spot before finallyāfinallyāhooking his fingers into the waistband and pulling Sin's underwear down, freeing his aching cock. The cool air of the practice room was nothing compared to the heat of Jimin's breath ghosting over him, the anticipation alone enough to make Sin's stomach clench.
Then Jimin's mouth was on him, hot and wet and perfect, and Sin's vision whited out for a second, his back arching off the mirror with a choked cry. Jimin hummed around him, the sound vibrating through Sin's entire body, one hand coming up to stroke what his mouth couldn't take. Sin's fingers scrabbled against the mirror, desperate for purchase, but Jimin had him trappedābetween his body and the wall, between pleasure and madness.
Sinās hips jerked forward involuntarily, a broken whine tearing from his throat as Jiminās tongue swirled around the head of his cock. The older manās grip on his wrists tightened, pressing him harder against the mirror, the cold surface biting into his overheated skin. Jimin pulled back just enough to smirk up at him, lips glistening. āYou taste even better than I thought you would,ā he murmured, before swallowing him down again, deeper this time, until Sin could feel the back of Jiminās throat.
The sensation was overwhelmingātoo much and not enough all at once. Sinās thighs trembled, his toes curling against the floor as Jimin worked him with a practiced ease that sent sparks shooting up his spine. Every flick of Jiminās tongue, every hollowed cheek, every muffled groan against his skin pushed Sin closer to the edge, until his vision blurred and his breaths came in ragged gasps. āHyungāIāmāā he choked out, fingers twitching uselessly against the mirror.
Jimin pulled off with a filthy sound, his lips still brushing Sinās throbbing cock as he spoke. āLook at me,ā he ordered, voice rough. Sin forced his eyes open, meeting Jiminās darkened gaze, the hunger there undeniable. āI want to watch you fall apart,ā Jimin breathed before taking him in again, this time with a slow, torturous rhythm that had Sinās nails scraping against the glass.
The pressure coiled tighter in Sinās stomach, his entire body tensing as pleasure crashed over him in waves. He came with a strangled cry, back arching off the mirror as Jimin swallowed every drop, his tongue lapping at him until Sin whimpered from oversensitivity. Jimin released him with a final kiss to the inside of his thigh, then rose to his feet, licking his lips with deliberate slowness.
Sin sagged against the mirror, his legs trembling too hard to hold him up, but Jimin caught him before he could slide to the floor. The older manās arms wrapped around his waist, pulling him flush against his chest, and Sin could feel the hard line of Jiminās arousal pressing into his hip. The reality of itāthat heād done this to Jimin, that Jimin was still achingly hard for himāsent a fresh wave of heat through his spent body.
āYouāre so beautiful like this,ā Jimin murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. His hands roamed over Sinās bare back, tracing the dip of his spine with a possessiveness that made Sin shiver. āAll pliant and wrecked because of me.ā He punctuated the words with a sharp nip to Sinās earlobe, then chuckled when Sin whimpered. āBut weāre not done yet, sweet thing.ā
Before Sin could process the words, Jimin spun him around, pressing his chest against the mirror. The cold surface shocked his overheated skin, and he gasped, his breath fogging the glass in front of him. Jiminās body molded against his back, his erection pressing insistently between Sinās thighs. āHyungāā Sin started, but Jimin cut him off with a hand fisting in his hair, tilting his head back to expose his throat.
āTell me you want this,ā Jimin demanded, his voice rough with need. His free hand slid down Sinās side, fingers skimming the jut of his hipbone before dipping lower, teasing the sensitive skin of his inner thigh. āTell me, or I stop right now.ā
Sin's breath hitched, his reflection in the mirror blurring as Jimin's teeth grazed his pulse point. The words stuck in his throatāhalf-formed, tremblingābut the ache between his legs spoke louder than any confession ever could. "Iā" he managed, voice cracking, before Jimin's fingers tightened in his hair, pulling just enough to sting. "Say it," Jimin murmured against his skin, lips dragging down the column of his throat. His other hand slipped between Sin's thighs, fingertips brushing the sensitive skin there, and Sin's knees nearly gave out.
"I want it," Sin gasped, the admission tearing from him in a rush of heat. "I want you, hyungāpleaseā"
Jimin's answering growl vibrated against his shoulder blade as he reached for the waistband of his own pants, shoving them down just enough to free his cock. The first press of him against Sin's entrance was electricāa slow, burning pressure that had Sin's fingers scrambling against the mirror, his breath fogging the glass in frantic bursts. Jimin paused, his grip on Sin's hipbone bruising. "Relax," he ordered, voice thick with restraint, but Sin was beyond coherence, his body taut with want.
Then Jimin was pushing ināslow, so slowāand the stretch burned in the best way, stealing Sin's breath as he was filled inch by torturous inch. Jimin's groan reverberated through him, hot and ragged against his ear. "Fuckāyou're so tightā" His hips snapped forward suddenly, seating himself fully, and Sin's cry echoed off the practice room walls, high and broken.
Sinās fingers splayed against the mirror, his reflection distorted by the fog of his panting breaths. Jiminās grip on his hips was ironclad, holding him still as he adjusted to the stretch, the burn melting into a heat that coiled low in his belly. āHyungāā he whimpered, the name cracking halfway as Jimin rolled his hips experimentally, dragging a moan from Sinās throat.
Jiminās laugh was dark against his shoulder. āYou take me so well,ā he murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear as his hands slid up his sides, mapping the trembling planes of his body. āLike you were made for this.ā His thrusts started slow, deliberate, each one punching a broken sound from Sinās lips. The mirror rattled faintly with their movements, the cold glass a stark contrast to the feverish heat of Sinās skin.
Sinās vision blurred, his knees threatening to buckle as Jiminās pace quickened, each snap of his hips driving him deeper, harder. The older manās fingers tangled in his hair again, yanking his head back to expose his throat. Jiminās teeth sank into the tender skin there, a claiming bite that had Sin crying out, his back arching. āMine,ā Jimin growled against his pulse, the word vibrating through him like a live wire.
The pleasure built like a storm, crackling under Sinās skin, threatening to tear him apart. Jiminās hand slid down his chest, fingers pinching a nipple roughly, and Sinās gasp morphed into a sob as the dual sensations threatened to unravel him. āCloseāā he choked out, his voice raw, but Jimin only chuckled, his breath hot against Sinās neck.
Sinās body arched against the mirror, his reflection fracturing with every thrustāhis lips parted around ragged gasps, his cerulean eyes glassy with pleasure. Jiminās fingers dug into his hips hard enough to leave crescent-shaped marks, his rhythm relentless as he chased his own release. āLook at yourself,ā Jimin rasped, forcing Sinās head up to meet his own gaze in the mirror. āLook how pretty you are when youāre mine.ā
The sight of himselfāflushed and wrecked, Jiminās body moving against hisāsent a jolt of heat through Sinās veins. His cock twitched between his legs, already half-hard again despite the oversensitivity. Jimin noticed, of course, his smirk curling against Sinās shoulder. āGreedy,ā he purred, dragging his teeth over the bite mark heād left earlier. His hand slid down Sinās stomach, fingers wrapping around his length with a firmness that made Sinās thighs tremble. āYou want to come again?ā
Sin could only nod, his throat too tight to speak. Jiminās grip tightened, his strokes matching the pace of his thrusts, and Sinās vision whited out for a second, his entire body tightening like a coiled spring. Jiminās breath hitched against his ear, his hips stuttering. āFuckāSināā His voice cracked, his fingers tightening almost painfully around Sinās cock. āCome for me. Now.ā
The command snapped the last thread of Sinās control. He came with a shattered cry, his release streaking the mirror as his body convulsed. Jimin followed moments later, his hips jerking erratically as he buried himself deep, his groan muffled against Sinās shoulder.
KIM TAEHYUNG
The coffee machine hissed like a displeased cat, spraying lukewarm liquid onto Taehyungās sleeve. He blinked at the stain, then at the intern scrambling to mop it up with napkins. "S-Sorry, sunbaenim!" the boy stammered, fingers fluttering like startled birds.
Taehyung hadnāt noticed him beforeātoo busy with schedules, with performances, with the weight of being Kim Taehyung. But now, with those wide cerulean eyes fixed on him, lips bitten pink with anxiety, he couldnāt look away. The kidāSin, his badge readāwas pretty in a way that made Taehyungās throat tighten.
"Youāre new," Taehyung said, voice lower than he intended. Sin nodded, ducking his head so a strand of white hair fell over his beauty mark. Up close, he smelled like sugar and fabric softener.
Jin called from the couch, "Stop terrorizing the staff, Tae." But Taehyung wasnāt terrorizing anyone. He was just⦠watching. Sinās hands were small. His nails were painted clear, glossy. When he handed Taehyung a fresh coffee, their fingers brushed, and Taehyungās pulse jumped.
The next morning, Taehyung found himself lingering near the staff break room like a stray cat waiting for scraps. He told himself it was just curiosityājust idle interest in the new intern with the doll-like face and trembling hands. But when Sin emerged, balancing a precarious tower of lyric sheets, Taehyung's body moved before his brain could protest. He intercepted the papers mid-collapse, fingers grazing Sin's wrist in the process. "Careful," Taehyung murmured, watching the pink flush crawl up Sin's neck like sunrise over snow.
Sin's gratitude was a whispered thing, barely audible over the hum of the air conditioning. "T-Thank you, sunbaenim." His eyelashes flutteredālong, pale, catching the fluorescent lights. Taehyung had the sudden, absurd urge to count them. Instead, he leaned closer, close enough to see the faint freckles dusting Sin's nose like cinnamon spilled on milk.
Jungkook caught him at it three days later, cornering Taehyung by the vending machine with a knowing smirk. "You're staring again," he sing-songed, stealing Taehyung's Pocari Sweat. "At the intern." The word dripped with implication. Taehyung scowled, but his pulse betrayed him, hammering against his ribs at the mere mention. He hadn't meant to memorize Sin's scheduleāhadn't meant to notice how his laugh sounded like wind chimes, or how he bit his lower lip raw when concentrating.
It was Jimin who spelled it out, blunt as always: "You like him." They were sprawled in the practice room, sweat cooling on their skin. Taehyung opened his mouth to deny it, but the lie curdled on his tongue. Becauseāyes. He liked the way Sin's hair caught the light like spun sugar. Liked how his voice softened when speaking to the elderly cleaning staff. Liked, most damningly, the possessive ache in his chest whenever someone else made Sin smile.
The realization hit Taehyung like a misplaced stage lightāblinding, painful, impossible to ignore. He was sitting in the green room, half-listening to Namjoonās lecture about tour logistics, when Sin shuffled in with a tray of honey lemon tea. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, revealing wrists so delicate Taehyung couldāve circled them with thumb and forefinger. A drop of sweat trailed down Sinās neck, disappearing under his collar, and suddenly Taehyungās mouth went dry. He wanted to lick it off. Wanted to pin those slender wrists against the nearest wall and taste the salt on his skin. The violence of the craving startled him so badly he choked on his own spit.
Jin thumped him on the back, amused. "You okay there, lover boy?" Taehyung didnāt answer. Across the room, Sin was blinking at him with those liquid-crystal eyes, concern knitting his brow. The sight made something primal uncoil in Taehyungās gutāMine, his hindbrain insisted. Ours to ruin.
He started leaving gifts in Sinās locker. At first, it was innocent thingsāa strawberry milk, a warm scarf when the AC was too high. Then came the handwritten notes, tucked between the pages of Sinās lyric binders. Your voice sounded pretty today, one read. Another, smudged with Taehyungās nervous sweat: Donāt let Manager-nim make you stay late again. Iāll wait for you.
Sin never mentioned them. But Taehyung caught him once, pressing one of the notes to his chest when he thought no one was looking. The way his lashes flutteredālike he was committing Taehyungās words to memoryāsent heat licking up Taehyungās spine.
The third time Taehyung caught Sin humming one of their b-side tracks under his breathāsoft and off-key in the supply closetāhe snapped. Not loudly. Not violently. But with the quiet finality of a predator realizing its prey had been within reach all along. He pressed his palm flat against the closing door, watching Sin jolt like a startled rabbit. "You know the lyrics," Taehyung murmured, stepping inside. The closet smelled of paper and Sinās peach-scented shampoo.
Sinās throat worked soundlessly as Taehyung crowded him against the shelves. "IāI listen to your albums, sunbaenim." The admission was barely a whisper, but it sent electricity crackling down Taehyungās spine. Their albums. Their music. Sinās eyelashes cast delicate shadows on his cheeks as he stared at Taehyungās collarbone instead of his face. The space between them was thick with something Taehyung couldnāt nameāsomething that made his fingers twitch with the urge to claim.
"You shouldnāt," Taehyung said, tilting Sinās chin up with one finger. The kidās pulse fluttered against his touch like a trapped bird. "Call me āsunbaenimā when weāre alone." Sinās breath hitched, lips parting around an unspoken question. Taehyung answered it by dragging his thumb across that pink lower lip, smearing the gloss there. The sound Sin madeāsmall, woundedāwas sweeter than any encore.
Three floors below, the other members were rehearsing their choreography. Taehyung could hear the faint thump of bass through the vents. But here, in this dim-lit closet, time had slowed to syrup. Sinās chest rose and fell in shallow bursts, his cerulean eyes gone wide and dark. Taehyung wondered if heād scream if bitten. If heād cry if pinned. The thoughts shouldāve horrified him. Instead, they pooled hot and heavy in his gut.
The overhead bulb flickered onceāa stuttering heartbeat of lightāas Taehyung's thumb lingered on Sin's lower lip. He could feel the kid trembling, not with fear but something far more intoxicating: anticipation. Sin's tongue darted out instinctively, catching the pad of Taehyung's thumb in a fleeting, wet brush. The contact sent a jolt through them both, static sharp enough to taste.
"Hyung," Taehyung corrected, voice gone rough as gravel. He watched the word reshape itself behind Sin's teeth, the syllables turning molten before they escaped in a breathless exhale. The honorific dripped between them like honeyāthick and golden with implication. Sin's lashes fluttered shut for a heartbeat too long, and Taehyung knew then. Knew the kid had practiced this in some quiet corner of his mind, whispering it to the dark like a prayer. The realization punched through him like a fist to the diaphragm.
Taehyung crowded closer, letting the shelf dig into his back just to feel Sin's knees buckle against his thigh. "Say it again," he demanded, sliding his hand up to cradle the delicate hinge of Sin's jaw. He wanted to crack him open, wanted to lick the sweetness from his bones. Sin made a noise like a whimper, fingers twisting in the hem of his own sweater.
"Hyung," Sin repeated, and ohāohāthe way his voice curled around it, shy and yearning, tipped Taehyung over some invisible edge. He didn't remember moving, but suddenly his mouth was on Sin's, swallowing the gasp that followed. Sin tasted like stolen sugar packets and the peppermint gum he always chewed nervously. Taehyung bit down on his plush lower lip just to hear him keen, just to feel those doll-like hands fist in his shirt like he was the only solid thing in a spinning world.
The overhead light buzzed like a dying insect as Taehyung swallowed Sinās gasp whole, hands bracketing the boyās hips against the shelves hard enough to bruise. Paper reams toppled around them in a white avalanche, but neither noticedānot when Sinās fingers were clutching Taehyungās biceps like lifelines, not when Taehyung could feel the frantic flutter of the kidās heartbeat through two layers of fabric. He licked into Sinās mouth with the single-minded focus of a man starving, chasing the peppermint-sharp taste of him until they were both panting.
Sin broke away first, lips glistening and swollen. āSunbaeāhyung, we canātāā The protest died when Taehyung sucked a bruise into the pale column of his throat, right over his jumping pulse. The mark bloomed violet almost instantly, vivid against Sinās milk-pale skin. Mine, Taehyung thought savagely, biting down just to hear Sinās breath stutter. The closet smelled like sweat and Sinās peach shampoo now, thick enough to drown in.
Outside, footsteps echoed down the hallāManager-nimās familiar brisk stride. Taehyung didnāt pull away. Instead, he pressed closer, one hand sliding under Sinās untucked shirt to trace the delicate dip of his waist. Sin made a noise like a sob, hips jerking forward involuntarily. The friction was electric, even through layers of fabric. āQuiet,ā Taehyung murmured against his mouth, thumb rubbing circles over Sinās hipbone. āUnless you want them to hear.ā
Sin went rigid, eyes widening in dawning horror as the footsteps paused outside the supply closet. The doorknob rattledāonce, twiceābefore Manager-nim muttered something about faulty locks and moved on. The second the footsteps faded, Sin sagged against Taehyung like a marionette with cut strings, breath coming in shallow, uneven bursts. His lips were parted slightly, pink and swollen from Taehyungās teeth, and the sight sent another jolt of heat straight to Taehyungās gut.
āYouāre shaking,ā Taehyung observed, voice low and rough. He dragged his thumb over the bruise blooming on Sinās throat, relishing the way the boy shuddered. It wasnāt fearāno, Sinās pupils were blown wide, his fingers clutching at Taehyungās sleeves like he was afraid heād float away otherwise. Taehyung leaned in, close enough to feel Sinās exhale against his lips. āDo you want me to stop?ā
Sinās breath hitched. For a long moment, he didnāt speakājust stared up at Taehyung with those liquid-crystal eyes, his chest rising and falling too fast. Then, slowly, deliberately, he shook his head. The movement was so slight Taehyung mightāve missed it if he werenāt watching so closely. But he was. He always was.
Taehyungās grin was slow, predatory. āUse your words, baby.ā
Sinās throat worked soundlessly, his lips forming shapes around words that wouldnāt come. Taehyung watched, fascinated, as a drop of sweat traced the curve of Sinās collarboneāa slow, meandering path that disappeared beneath the rumpled fabric of his shirt. The air between them crackled with something taut and humming, like the moment before a powerline snaps.
"N-No," Sin finally managed, voice fraying at the edges. His fingers tightened in Taehyungās sleeves, knuckles blanching white. "Donāt⦠stop." The admission seemed to cost him, his cheeks flushing that perfect, feverish pink Taehyung wanted to bottle and keep.
Taehyung exhaled sharply through his nose, the sound almost a laugh. "Good boy." The praise rolled off his tongue like honey, thick and deliberate. He felt Sin shiver against him, those doll-like eyelashes fluttering shut for a heartbeat too long.
The supply closet was too small, too hotāthe scent of paper and peaches cloying now, suffocating in its sweetness. Taehyung crowded closer, slotting a knee between Sinās thighs just to hear the punched-out little gasp it earned him. Sinās hips jerked forward instinctively, seeking friction, and Taehyungās vision whited out for a second at the contact.
The overhead light buzzed louder as Taehyung pressed Sin harder against the shelves, the metal frame groaning under their combined weight. Sinās fingers scrabbled at Taehyungās shoulders, nails biting through fabric, as if he couldnāt decide whether to push or pull. Taehyung made the choice for himāgrabbing both wrists in one hand and pinning them above Sinās head, relishing the way the boy arched into the contact. āFuck,ā Taehyung hissed against his throat, teeth scraping over the bruise heād left earlier. Sinās hips stuttered forward again, a silent plea, and Taehyung nearly came undone at the sheer desperation of it.
Somewhere beyond the closet door, a muffled voice called Taehyungās nameāprobably Yoongi, probably wondering where heād vanished during break. Taehyung ignored it, too busy mapping the way Sinās breath hitched when he rolled his hips just so. The kid was trembling like a plucked string, his normally porcelain skin blotched pink from collarbone to cheeks. Taehyung wanted to ruin him properly, wanted to see how far that blush could spread. āYouāre so pretty like this,ā he murmured, licking a stripe up Sinās throat. āAll messy for me.ā
Sin made a noise halfway between a whimper and a moan, his knees buckling. Taehyung caught him effortlessly, one hand sliding down to grip the back of his thigh, hiking it up around his waist. The new angle had Sin gasping, his free hand flying to Taehyungās bicep to steady himself. āHyung, pleaseāā The word cracked midway, and Taehyung swallowed the rest with another searing kiss, his tongue sliding against Sinās in a rhythm that left no room for misinterpretation.
The doorknob rattled againāmore insistent this timeāfollowed by a sharp knock. āTaehyung-ah?ā Jinās voice, laced with amusement. āYou in there?ā
Taehyung froze, Sin's gasp hot against his lips. The boy's fingers dug into his biceps like claws, his whole body rigid with panic. Taehyung could taste the adrenaline on his tongueāsharp and metallicāas Sin's pulse hammered against his thumb where it still pressed to his throat. The overhead light flickered again, casting shadows that made Sin's dilated pupils look bottomless.
"Taehyung-ah, we need you for soundcheck," Jin called, punctuating the words with another knock. Paper reams shifted under Taehyung's sneakers as he leaned back just enough to see Sin's face properly. The kid looked wreckedālips swollen, hair mussed, that damned beauty mark half-hidden by a fallen strand of white. A thin sheen of sweat glistened along his collarbone, right above the blooming bruise Taehyung's mouth had left. The sight sent a possessive thrill down his spine.
One second. Two. The doorknob jiggled. Taehyung pressed a finger to Sin's lipsāquietābefore turning his head slightly toward the door. "Be right out, hyung," he called, voice miraculously steady.
Jin's pause was audible. "ā¦You better be decent."
Taehyungās grin was all teeth. āDefine decent,ā he shot back, watching Sinās eyes go impossibly wider. The kidās breath hitched audibly, his fingers tightening around Taehyungās wrists like he was afraid the ground might drop out from under them. Outside, Jin snorted.
āFive minutes,ā Jin said, footsteps retreating with deliberate loudness. The second they faded, Sin sagged against the shelves like a puppet with cut strings, his exhale shaky and uneven. Taehyung didnāt let goācouldnāt, not when Sinās lower lip was still glistening from his mouth, not when the evidence of his teeth marked that porcelain throat.
āYou okay?ā Taehyung murmured, though the answer was obvious. Sinās pupils were blown so wide his cerulean irises were nearly swallowed, his pulse fluttering like a caged bird under Taehyungās thumb. The kid nodded jerkily, then seemed to think better of it when the movement made his knees buckle. Taehyung caught him effortlessly, hands spanning the delicate dip of Sinās waist.
The silence between them was thick with unsaid thingsāwith the weight of what had just happened, what could happen if Taehyung didnāt walk away right now. He should. He knew he should. But Sinās fingers were still twisted in his shirt, his breath coming in shallow little puffs against Taehyungās collarbone.
JEON JUNGKOOK
āYouāre in my way,ā Jungkook muttered, not bothering to look up from his phone as he sidestepped the figure frozen in the hallway. The words came out sharper than he meantāless irritation, more exhaustionābut the boy flinched anyway, pressing himself against the wall like he was trying to vanish into it. Jungkook barely registered him, already halfway down the corridor before something made him pause.
He glanced back.
The kidāSin, right? One of the new staffāstood with his shoulders hunched, head bowed so low his white hair curtained his face. His fingers twisted nervously around the hem of his oversized sweater. Jungkook frowned. He hadnāt even been that harsh. Why did he look like heād just been scolded by a drill sergeant?
āHey,ā Jungkook called, softer this time. Sinās head snapped up, cerulean eyes wide. There was something unnervingly delicate about himālike porcelain, like if Jungkook raised his voice again, he might shatter.
The moment Sin's eyes met hisāwide, wet, like polished gemstones catching lightāJungkook felt something jagged snag in his chest. It wasn't guilt. Guilt was soft, familiar. This was sharper, hotter, a wire pulled taut behind his ribs. He watched Sin's throat bob as he swallowed, the beauty mark under his left eye twitching with the motion.
"You don't have toā" Jungkook started, then stopped. His fingers flexed at his sides, restless. The kid looked fragile. Not just physicallyāthough the oversized sweater drowning his frame suggested that tooābut like his very presence was provisional, like he'd apologize for existing if given half a chance. It made Jungkook want to fix it. Which was absurd. He didn't fix things. He broke them.
Sin shifted, fingers still worrying at his sweater cuff. "S-sorry, sunbaenim," he murmured, voice so quiet Jungkook had to lean in to catch it. The honorific curled oddly in his stomach. Sunbaenim. As if Jungkook had earned it. As if he wasn't just some asshole who'd nearly bowled him over in a hallway.
Jungkook exhaled through his nose. "You didn't do anything wrong." The words came out gruff, but Sin's shoulders relaxed a fraction. His lipsāstupidly pink, like he'd bitten them rawāparted slightly. Jungkook's gaze dropped. Lingered.
The realization hit Jungkook like a misplaced dance stepāunexpected, throwing his balance off-kilter. Sin was still standing there, frozen under the fluorescent hallway lights, his cerulean eyes flickering between Jungkookās face and the floor like he couldnāt decide which was safer. There was something about the way his fingers trembled against his sweater cuff, the way his beauty mark seemed to darken when he bit his lipātiny, insignificant details that shouldnāt have mattered, and yet Jungkook found himself cataloging them anyway. His chest tightened.
āYouāreāā Jungkook started, then stopped. What was he supposed to say? Youāre too close when Sin was pressed against the wall like a startled animal? Youāre staring when Jungkook was the one who couldnāt look away? He exhaled sharply through his nose, frustrated with himself. Sin flinched again, and something hot coiled in Jungkookās gutānot anger, but something worse, something that made his fingers twitch with the urge to reach. To touch the delicate curve of Sinās wrist, to see if his skin was as soft as it looked. The thought unsettled him. Since when did he care about touching anyone?
Sinās voice was barely a whisper. āI-I should goāā
āNo.ā The word came out sharper than Jungkook intended, and Sinās eyes widened. Jungkook forced his tone lower, gentler, though it grated against his nerves. āYou donāt have to run.ā From me, he didnāt add. But the unspoken words hung between them, heavy and suffocating. Sinās lips partedāstupidly pink, stupidly softāand Jungkookās gaze dropped again. Heād never noticed how small Sinās mouth was. How easily it would fit under his thumb.
Sinās breath hitched when Jungkook stepped closerājust one step, but it was enough to make the hallway feel suddenly smaller, the air thicker. Jungkook didnāt know why he did it. He just knew that the way Sinās lashes fluttered, the way his pulse jumped visibly in his throat, sent something electric skittering down his spine. It wasnāt supposed to be like this. Staff were background noise, interchangeable faces he barely registered. But Sin? Sin was a distraction wrapped in oversized fabric, a problem Jungkook hadnāt asked for and didnāt want to solve. And yet here he was, crowding him against the wall like he had any right to.
āYouāre shaking,ā Jungkook murmured, eyes dropping to Sinās hands. The kid curled his fingers into fists, but not fast enoughāJungkook had already seen the tremble. Something dark and possessive twisted in his chest. Who had made him like this? Who had taught him to fold into himself like a paper crane, to apologize for taking up space? The thought of someone else reducing Sin to thisānervous, fragileāmade Jungkookās jaw clench. He didnāt realize heād reached out until his fingertips brushed Sinās wrist. The contact was light, barely there, but Sin gasped like heād been burned.
Jungkook should have pulled away. Instead, his fingers tightened, circling that delicate bone. Sinās skin was softer than heād imagined, warm and slightly damp with sweat. Jungkookās thumb pressed into the pulse point, feeling the frantic flutter beneath. āBreathe,ā he ordered, voice low. Sinās eyesāgod, those eyesādarted to his, wide and liquid. For a second, Jungkook forgot why this was a bad idea. All he could think was mine.
The realization hit him like a kick to the ribs. Mine? Since when did he think in those terms? Since when did he want like this? It wasnāt just curiosity, wasnāt just the novelty of someone who reacted to him like he was something terrifying and magnetic all at once. It was the way Sinās breath stuttered when Jungkook leaned in, the way his lips parted like he was waiting for something he didnāt even know how to ask for. Jungkook had never been patient, had never cared enough to wait, but right now, he wanted to take Sin apart slowly, to map every tremor and sigh.
Sin's pulse fluttered under Jungkook's fingertips like a trapped bird, and the absurdity of it all hit him like a misplaced high noteāsince when did he notice things like this? Since when did he care about the hitch in someone's breath, the way their lashes trembled when they were trying not to blink? Sin's wrist was so slight in his grip, the bone prominent beneath skin that felt like warmed silk. Jungkook's thumb pressed harder without permission, as if testing the give of him, and Sin made a soundābarely a whimper, but it seared through Jungkook's veins like liquor.
"Sunbaenim," Sin whispered, and the title curled around Jungkook's spine, possessive and wrong and right in a way that made his teeth ache. He'd been called that a thousand times by staff, by fans, by people who didn't matterāso why did it feel different when Sin said it? Why did it sound like surrender?
Jungkook's free hand lifted before he could stop it, fingers brushing the fringe of white hair from Sin's forehead. The kid flinched, but didn't pull away, his cerulean eyes darting to Jungkook's mouth like he was tracing the shape of something dangerous. "You keep looking at me like that," Jungkook murmured, voice dropping into something rougher than he intended. "Like you're waiting for me to bite."
Sin's breath hitched. His pink tongue darted out to wet his lipsāa nervous habit, probably, but Jungkook's gaze zeroed in on the movement with a focus that bordered on predatory. The hallway was too bright, too quiet, the hum of the overhead lights suddenly oppressive. He could hear every shaky inhale Sin took, could see the way his sweater slipped off one narrow shoulder, revealing a collarbone that looked like it was carved from marble. Jungkook's fingers itched to mark it.
Sinās collarbone gleamed under the harsh fluorescentsāpale, unmarked, begging for Jungkookās teeth. The thought crashed into him like a rogue wave, sudden and violent. He shouldnāt be noticing the way Sinās throat worked when he swallowed, shouldnāt be cataloging the exact shade of pink his lips turned when he bit them. Staff werenāt supposed to be noticed. They were ghosts in the background, interchangeable shadows who existed to hand him water bottles and adjust microphones. But SināSin was a fucking distraction. Every tremble of his fingers, every flicker of those cerulean eyes, pulled at something low and restless in Jungkookās gut.
The kid was still pressed against the wall, his sweater slipping further off one shoulder. Jungkookās grip on his wrist tightened reflexively. Sin whimpered. The sound was small, barely audible, but it sent a jolt through Jungkookās nerves, sharp and electric. Heād heard that noise beforeāin the studio, late at night, when he pushed himself too hard and his muscles screamed. This was different. This wasnāt pain. This was fear, raw and sweet, and Jungkook wanted to bottle it. Wanted to peel Sin apart layer by layer until he figured out what other sounds he could wring from him. The realization should have disgusted him. Instead, his pulse kicked harder.
āSunbaenim,ā Sin whispered again, and this time, his voice cracked. Jungkookās free hand moved without thought, thumb brushing the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye. The kid froze. His lashes flutteredādark against his porcelain skināand Jungkookās breath caught. Heād touched a hundred people beforeādancers, stylists, fansābut none of them had ever felt like this. Sinās skin was fever-warm, smooth as spun sugar, and when Jungkook dragged his thumb down the curve of his cheekbone, Sinās breath stuttered like a dying engine.
Jungkook leaned in. Close enough to count the freckles dusting Sinās nose. Close enough to smell the faint citrus of his shampoo. Close enough that when Sinās lips parted on a shaky exhale, Jungkook could see the wet glint of his teeth. This is a mistake, some distant part of his brain warned. He ignored it. The air between them was charged, thick with something Jungkook didnāt have a name forāsomething that made his fingertips burn where they touched Sinās skin.
Sinās eyelashes fluttered like moth wings against his cheeksātoo fast, too fragileāand Jungkookās fingers twitched with the urge to pin them in place. The kidās pulse rabbited under his grip, frantic and alive, and Jungkook wondered absently how hard heād have to press to leave bruises blooming under that porcelain skin. The thought shouldnāt have thrilled him. But when Sinās pink tongue darted out to wet his lips again, Jungkookās vision tunneled to that wet shine, to the way Sinās teeth caught his bottom lip when he trembled.
āStop that,ā Jungkook growled, tightening his hold on Sinās wrist. The kid froze, eyes widening furtherāimpossible, when they were already drowning in his faceāand Jungkook realized with a jolt that his own breathing had gone ragged. He could feel Sinās heartbeat in his fingertips, could count each stuttering thump like it was Morse code spelling out danger.
Sinās sweater slipped another inch, revealing the sharp dip of his collarbone, the pale stretch of skin where his neck met shoulder. Jungkookās mouth watered. Heād never bitten anyone beforeānot like this, not with intentābut the urge to sink his teeth into that unmarked flesh was sudden and visceral. To claim. To ruin. To own. The realization should have horrified him. Instead, his free hand lifted, fingertips brushing the exposed hollow of Sinās throat. The kid gasped, a sound so small it barely existed, but Jungkook felt it vibrate against his fingers like a plucked string.
āSunbaenim,ā Sin whispered again, voice cracking halfway through. Jungkookās thumb pressed harder against his pulse point, silencing him. The honorific curled hot and wrong in his gutāsunbaenim, like Jungkook had earned his deference, like he wasnāt currently crowding him against a wall with intentions he couldnāt name. Sinās eyes darted to Jungkookās mouth, lingered, then skittered away like heād been burned. The flicker of attention sent heat pooling low in Jungkookās stomach. He leaned closer, close enough to see the way his pupils dilated when Jungkookās breath ghosted over his lips.
The overhead lights buzzed like a swarm of wasps, too loud in the sudden hush between them. Sinās eyelashes cast fragile shadows on his cheeksāJungkook could see each individual lash, could trace the way they trembled when Sin swallowed. His throat worked under Jungkookās fingertips, the pulse there erratic, frantic. Jungkookās thumb pressed harder, just to feel it jump. Sin made another noise, high and thin, and Jungkookās gut twisted with something hot and possessive.
āYou keep calling me that,ā Jungkook murmured, voice rough. His free hand slid up Sinās arm, fingertips skating over the delicate dip of his elbow. The kid shivered violently, his sweater slipping further down his shoulder. āSunbaenim.ā He let the word roll off his tongue, slow and deliberate, testing the weight of it. Sinās breath hitched. Jungkookās lips curled. āYou say it like you mean it.ā
Sinās eyesāgod, those eyesāflickered to his, wide and wet. His lips parted, pink and glistening, but no sound came out. Jungkookās gaze dropped to his mouth. Heād never wanted to taste someone before. The realization should have startled him. Instead, he leaned in, close enough that their breaths tangled, close enough to count the faint freckles scattered across Sinās nose. The kid smelled like citrus and something sweet, something Jungkook couldnāt name but wanted to devour.
Sinās fingers twitched against Jungkookās wrist, feather-light, hesitant. Jungkook stilled. The touch was barely thereāa ghost of pressure, a question markābut it sent a current skittering up his spine. No one touched him like this. Not unless he allowed it. Not unless he wanted it. And yet Sinās fingertips lingered, trembling against his skin, like he was afraid Jungkook would vanish if he pressed too hard. The thought sent something sharp and unfamiliar lancing through Jungkookās chest.
Sin's fingers trembled against Jungkook's wristābarely touching, barely breathingāand Jungkook's pulse kicked violently under that featherlight contact. No one touched him without permission. No one dared. But Sin's fingertips lingered like he didn't know the rules, like he hadn't been warned, and the absurdity of it burned through Jungkook's veins hotter than any defiance.
"Who told you," Jungkook murmured, leaning in until his lips grazed the shell of Sin's ear, "that you could touch me?" His voice came out rough, low enough that the words vibrated between them. Sin frozeāJungkook felt it in the sudden stillness of his wrist, in the way his breath stuttered to a stopābut he didn't pull away. Cowardice or courage? Jungkook couldn't tell. He only knew that the warmth of Sin's fingers against his skin was maddening, that the tentative press of them made his throat tighten with something dangerously close to want.
Sin's eyelashes fluttered, casting shadows across his cheeks. "S-sorry, sunbaenim," he whispered, but his fingers didn't move. The contradictionāapology and disobedience tangled togetherāsent a sharp thrill down Jungkook's spine. He'd never been good at resisting challenges.
Jungkook's grip on Sin's wrist tightened. "Liar," he breathed, and watched Sin's lips part on a gasp. The kid was shaking again, fine tremors running through him like live wires, but his fingers stayed curled against Jungkook's wrist. A spark of something bright and reckless flared in Jungkook's chest. He shifted, crowding Sin harder against the wall, close enough that their chests brushed with every ragged inhale. Sin's sweater had slipped further, revealing the sharp line of his collarbone, the pale dip of his throat. Jungkook's teeth ached.
Jungkook's breath hitched when Sin's fingers tightenedājust slightlyāagainst his wrist. The pressure was barely there, a tentative question rather than a demand, but it sent a current of electricity skittering up his arm. Sin's thumb brushed the delicate skin of Jungkook's pulse point, mirroring the way Jungkook had touched him moments ago, and the symmetry of it punched the air from Jungkook's lungs.
"You're not sorry," Jungkook murmured, voice rougher than he intended. Sin's eyelashes flutteredādark against the porcelain of his cheeksābut he didn't deny it. The defiance, silent as it was, coiled hot in Jungkook's gut. He leaned in until his lips grazed the shell of Sin's ear, close enough to feel the shudder that wracked the kid's frame. "You want to touch me."
Sin's breath stuttered, warm against Jungkook's jaw. His fingers twitched, but didn't retreat. The hesitationāthe way his touch lingered like he was afraid Jungkook would vanishāsent something sharp and unfamiliar lancing through Jungkook's chest. No one touched him like this. Not unless he allowed it. Not unless he wanted it. And Sināfragile, trembling Sināwas doing it without permission, without fear.
The realization should have angered him. Instead, Jungkook's grip on Sin's wrist gentled, his thumb brushing the delicate bones there in something that wasn't quite apology, wasn't quite praise. Sin made a soundāsoft, startledāand Jungkook's pulse kicked violently in response.
Sinās fingers curled tighter around Jungkookās wristājust for a secondābefore they went slack again, as if heād caught himself doing something forbidden. Jungkook exhaled sharply through his nose. The kidās touch burned like a brand, fleeting but searing, and Jungkook found himself chasing it when Sin tried to pull away, twisting his wrist to trap those trembling fingers against his skin. Sin made a noiseāsmall, startledāand Jungkookās pulse thundered in his ears.
āYou donāt get toāā Jungkook started, then stopped. His throat felt tight, his voice rougher than he intended. What was he even saying? You donāt get to touch me and stop? You donāt get to make me feel this and walk away? The words tangled on his tongue, useless. Sinās eyelashes fluttered, his cerulean eyes darting between Jungkookās grip on his wrist and the way their chests nearly brushed with every uneven breath. The kid looked wreckedālips bitten pink, sweater slipping off one shoulder, collarbone exposed like an offering. Jungkookās mouth went dry.
The practice room smelled like sweat and determinationāpine-scented disinfectant barely masking the musk of seven bodies pushing themselves to exhaustion. Hoseok wiped his brow with the back of his hand, laughing as Namjoon nearly tripped over his own feet mid-choreography. The others groaned good-naturedly, collapsing onto the floor in a heap of sore limbs and breathless complaints.
"One more time," Hoseok said, grinning as he stretched his arms overhead.
Jimin threw a water bottle at him. "Hyung, you're a demon."
The door cracked open then, and a staff member poked her head in, looking apologetic. "Sorry to interrupt, but the new vocal coach is here early. They wanted to introduce themselves."
The door swung open fully, and for a moment, the entire room frozeānot out of professionalism, but because the figure stepping inside seemed to have stolen all the oxygen. Sin hovered in the doorway, fingers twisting nervously in the hem of his oversized sweater, his cerulean eyes darting between the members like a startled fawn. The fluorescent lights caught the beauty mark under his left eye, making it gleam like a tiny punctuation mark on his porcelain skin.
Hoseokās breath hitched. It wasnāt just that Sin was beautifulāthough he was, devastatingly soāit was the way his presence seemed to soften the edges of the room, like someone had turned down the volume on reality.
"Hello," Sin murmured, bowing so deeply his white hair flopped forward. His voice was sweet, hesitant, the kind that made you lean in to catch every syllable. "Iām Sin. Iāll be assisting with your vocal training."
Jimin, ever the social butterfly, recovered first. "Wow, youāre adorable," he blurted, then flushed when Yoongi elbowed him.
Hoseok couldn't pinpoint the exact moment it happenedāonly that one second he was laughing at Namjoon's stumble, and the next, his lungs had forgotten how to inflate. Sin's fingers were still tangled in his sweater sleeves, his pink lips slightly parted as he waited for someone to speak. The room felt airless, charged, like the pause between lightning and thunder.
"Adorable?" Jungkook snorted under his breath, nudging Jimin's shoulder. But Hoseok wasn't listening. He was catalogingāthe way Sin's eyelashes cast delicate shadows when he blinked, the nervous flutter of his pulse at his throat, the single droplet of sweat sliding down his temple from the studio lights. It wasn't just attraction; it was the visceral, irrational need to press his thumb against that sweat droplet and taste it.
Sin straightened from his bow, cheeks pink, and Hoseok's fingers twitched at his sides. He wanted to crowd him against the nearest mirror, wanted to lick into that sweet mouth until Sin whimperedābut instead, he smiled, all sunshine and practiced charm. "We'll be in good hands," he said, and his voice didn't waver, even though his pulse was hammering loud enough to drown out the music still playing softly from the speakers.
Later, after Sin had shyly guided them through warm-upsāhis small hands fluttering as he demonstrated breathing techniques, his voice soft but preciseāHoseok lingered by the door as the others filed out for lunch. Sin was meticulously stacking sheet music, his white hair falling into his eyes. Hoseok stepped closer, deliberately invading his space, and Sin startled, nearly dropping the papers. "H-Hobi-ssi?"
Hoseok caught the sheet music before it could hit the ground, his fingers brushing Sin's in the process. The contact sent an electric current up his armābrief, fleeting, but enough to make his breath stutter. Sin's skin was cooler than he'd imagined, smooth as porcelain, and Hoseok had to resist the urge to lace their fingers together right then.
"Careful," Hoseok murmured, voice low, thumb lingering just a second too long against Sin's knuckle before pulling away. He watched, fascinated, as Sin's blush deepened, spreading from his cheeks down to his neck, disappearing beneath the collar of his sweater.
"Th-thank you," Sin stammered, clutching the papers to his chest like a shield. His cerulean eyes flickered up to Hoseok's face before darting away again, lashes fluttering like moth wings.
Hoseok leaned in slightly, just enough to catch the faint scent of vanilla and something citrusyāSin's shampoo, maybe. He wondered what it would smell like tangled in his own sheets.
The moment Sinās fingers brushed against his, Hoseokās pulse kicked into a wild, erratic rhythmānot the steady beat of choreography, but something primal, untamed. He had always prided himself on control, on the way he could compartmentalize desire into something manageable, something professional. But this? This was different. Sin wasnāt just beautiful; he was a living paradoxāsoft-spoken yet devastating, shy yet magnetic, innocent yet unknowingly provocative in the way his pink lips parted when he was nervous. Hoseok wanted to ruin him. Wanted to be the one who taught him how to unravel.
"Youāre staying late?" Hoseok asked, tilting his head as Sin fumbled with the sheet music. His voice was light, playful, but beneath the veneer of casual interest, something darker coiledāhungry and impatient.
Sin nodded, not meeting his eyes. "IāI need to review the arrangements for tomorrow." His voice was barely above a whisper, and Hoseok had to resist the urge to crowd him against the piano bench just to hear it better.
"Iāll stay with you," Hoseok declared, already pulling out his phone to text the others not to wait for him. He didnāt give Sin a chance to protest, dropping onto the bench beside him, their thighs brushing. Sin tensed, his breath hitching, and Hoseok smirked. "Unless youād rather be alone?"
Sin's fingers trembled slightly as he smoothed out the sheet music, the paper crinkling under his touch. "I-I wouldnāt mind the company," he admitted, voice so quiet Hoseok had to lean in closer, catching the faint scent of vanilla clinging to his skin. The overhead lights flickered slightly, casting Sinās face in alternating shadowsāhis beauty mark disappearing and reappearing like a shy secret. Hoseokās throat went dry. He had never believed in love at first sightāhad scoffed at the idea, reallyābut this? This was something worse. This was obsession at first breath.
Hoseok stretched his arms behind his head lazily, letting his knee press more firmly against Sinās thigh under the pretense of getting comfortable. "Good," he said, grinning when Sinās breath hitched. "Because I wasnāt really asking." The words came out teasing, but there was an edge to themāa promise, a warning. Sinās cerulean eyes widened, lips parting around an unspoken protest, and Hoseokās gut twisted with something viciously possessive. Mine, his brain supplied, unbidden. The realization should have scared him. It didnāt.
The studio was silent except for the distant hum of the air conditioner and the occasional rustle of paper as Sin sorted through the arrangements. Hoseok watched, rapt, as Sinās pink tongue darted out to wet his lipsāa nervous habit, probably, but all Hoseok could think about was how those lips would feel swollen from his kisses. "Youāre staring," Sin murmured, cheeks flushing under the weight of Hoseokās gaze.
"I am," Hoseok agreed easily, unrepentant. He tilted his head, studying the way Sinās white hair curled slightly at the nape of his neck, damp with sweat from the earlier practice. "Youāre interesting." It was an understatement. Sin was a fucking revelationāevery flutter of his lashes, every hesitant smile, every unintentional provocation in the way he bit his lower lip when concentrating. Hoseok wanted to devour him whole.
Hoseok had always considered himself perceptiveānot just in dance, where every micro-movement mattered, but in people. He could read a room in seconds, knew when to push and when to retreat, understood the unspoken rules of attraction like the back of his hand. But Sin? Sin was a language he couldnāt parse, a melody he couldnāt place. From the moment those cerulean eyes had flickered up at himāshy, startled, aliveāHoseok had felt something shift irreparably in his chest. Not love. Not yet. But the sharp, jagged want of it, the kind that left his fingers twitching with the need to touch, to claim, to ruin.
Sinās hands trembled slightly as he adjusted the sheet music, his pink lips pressing together in concentration. Hoseok watched, rapt, as the overhead lights caught the sweat-damp strands of white hair sticking to Sinās forehead. He wanted to lick them away. Wanted to pin Sinās wrists to the piano bench and watch those doll-like eyes widen with realization. Instead, he leaned back, stretching his arms behind his head, letting his knee press more firmly against Sinās thigh. "Youāre nervous," Hoseok observed, not a question.
Sinās breath hitched. "IāIām not used toā" He gestured vaguely at the empty practice room, at Hoseokās proximity, at the charged silence between them.
"Being alone with someone like me?" Hoseok supplied, grinning when Sinās blush deepened. He leaned in, close enough to count the freckles dusting Sinās nose. "Or being wanted like this?"
The overhead lights flickered again, and Sin flinchedājust slightlyāas if expecting darkness to swallow them whole. Hoseok noticed, of course. He noticed everything about Sin now: the way his cerulean eyes dilated when startled, the faint tremor in his wrists when someone stood too close, the subconscious way he bit the inside of his cheek when lying. Right now, Sin was lying. "I shouldāI should focus on the arrangements," Sin murmured, fingers tightening around the sheet music. His voice was honey-sweet, but Hoseok heard the strain beneath it, the unspoken please donāt look at me like that.
Hoseok grinned, slow and wolfish, and reached over to pluck the papers from Sinās grip. "Let me help." His fingers lingered deliberately against Sinās, savoring the way Sinās breath stuttered at the contact. The sheet music was meaninglessājust scribbled notes and chord progressionsābut Hoseok pretended to study it intently, leaning in until his shoulder pressed against Sinās. "You write these?" he asked, though he already knew the answer. Heād done his research the moment Sinās name had appeared on the staff roster. Twenty-one, prodigy pianist, scholarship student at Seoul Arts. Orphaned at fourteen. No known lovers. Perfect.
"Y-yes," Sin whispered, shrinking into himself like a flower wilting under too much sun. His sweater slipped off one shoulder, revealing a collarbone so sharp Hoseok wanted to bite it. "Just drafts, though. For your next album."
Hoseok hummed, flipping a page. The music was goodābrilliant, actuallyābut all he could focus on was the way Sinās pulse fluttered visibly at his throat. He wanted to press his tongue there, taste the salt of his skin. "Youāre talented," he said instead, voice dripping with false nonchalance. "Pretty and gifted. Dangerous combination."
The piano bench creaked under their combined weight as Hoseok leaned further into Sinās space, close enough to count the individual lashes casting shadows over those gemstone eyes. The sheet music trembled in Sinās gripāor maybe that was his handsāand Hoseok fought the urge to pin his wrists to the piano keys just to feel the frantic flutter of his pulse. "You know," Hoseok murmured, tracing a finger along the edge of the paper, "most people would kill to be this close to me." His voice was honeyed poison, saccharine and lethal.
Sin swallowed hard, the bob of his throat obscenely tempting. "I-Iām honored, Hobi-ssi," he whispered, voice cracking like thin ice. His cerulean eyes darted to the doorācalculating escape routes, Hoseok realized with a thrillābut the younger man didnāt move. Didnāt want to, if the pink dusting his cheeks meant anything.
Hoseokās grin widened. Heād seen this dance beforeāthe hesitation, the fear, the reluctant fascination. But Sin wasnāt like the others. There was no practiced coyness in the way his breath hitched when Hoseokās knee brushed higher against his thigh, no artifice in the way his lips parted around unspoken pleas. Just raw, trembling realness. It made Hoseok want to ruin him in ways that would leave his sweater in tatters and his voice hoarse from screaming.
"You keep looking at the door," Hoseok observed, tilting his head like a predator studying prey. He plucked the sheet music from Sinās hands and set it aside, deliberate. "Scared?"
Sinās breath hitchedāa tiny, fractured sound that Hoseok felt more than heard. The air between them thickened, charged with something electric and damning. Hoseok watched, fascinated, as Sinās cerulean eyes flickered between the door and Hoseokās face, his pink lips pressing together like he was physically holding back a whimper. "N-no," Sin whispered, but the lie trembled on his tongue, sweet and unconvincing.
Hoseok leaned closer, close enough to count the faint freckles scattered like constellations across Sinās nose. "Liar," he murmured, voice dripping with false sympathy. His knee pressed harder against Sinās thigh, pinning him to the piano bench in a way that was subtle enough to be deniable but firm enough to make Sinās pulse stutter under his skin. "But thatās okay. I like liars." His thumb brushed the edge of Sinās sweater sleeve, catching on a loose thread. "Especially pretty ones."
Sinās fingers twitched in his lap, his entire body taut like a bowstring pulled too tight. Hoseok could practically taste the fear radiating off himāsharp and metallicābut beneath it, something else flickered. Curiosity. Fascination. The same magnetic pull that had made Hoseokās breath catch the moment Sin had stepped into the practice room, doll-like and devastating.
"Iāve never met anyone like you," Hoseok admitted, tilting his head as if studying a rare specimen. His fingers traced idle patterns on the piano bench between them, deliberately close to Sinās thigh but not touching. Not yet. "Youāre likeā" He paused, searching for the right word. "Addictive." The admission hung between them, raw and unfiltered. Hoseok had never been one for honesty, but something about Sin made the truth spill from his lips like poison from a wound.
The piano bench creaked dangerously as Hoseok leaned in, close enough that Sin could feel the heat radiating off himālike standing too close to a bonfire on a winter night. Sinās fingers curled into the fabric of his sweater, knuckles whitening, but he didnāt pull away. Couldnāt. Hoseokās presence was a gravitational pull, and Sin was helpless against it.
"Youāre trembling," Hoseok murmured, his breath ghosting over Sinās ear. His voice was syrup-sweet, but his eyesādark and hungryābelied the gentleness. "Cold?"
Sin shook his head, mute. The air between them was thick with something electric, something wrong, but the part of him that should have been screaming to run was curiously silent. Instead, all he could focus on was the way Hoseokās knee pressed insistently against his thigh, the way his fingersālong and elegantādrummed absently against the piano bench, inching closer with every tap.
Hoseok smiled, slow and knowing, as if he could hear the frantic rhythm of Sinās thoughts. "Good," he said, dragging the word out like a caress. "Because Iād hate for you to catch a cold." His hand settled over Sinās, warm and heavy, pinning it to the bench. The contact sent a jolt through Sinās body, his breath hitching audibly. Hoseokās thumb stroked over his knuckles, a mockery of comfort. "Youāre so small," he mused, voice dripping with false sweetness. "I could break you so easily."
The piano bench groaned as Hoseok shifted closer, deliberately pressing his thigh flush against Sinās. The sheet music lay forgotten on the floor, crumpled under Hoseokās shoeāan afterthought now that Sinās breath was coming in quick, shallow bursts, his cerulean eyes darting between Hoseokās face and the door like a trapped animal. Hoseokās grin widened. He loved this partāthe moment they realized there was no escape.
"You know," Hoseok murmured, tracing the curve of Sinās ear with his fingertip, savoring the way he shuddered, "most idols would kill for my attention." His voice was honey-thick, dripping with false warmth. "But you? Youāre special." The word curled around them, a noose disguised as a compliment.
Sinās lips partedāwhether to protest or plead, Hoseok would never knowābecause he chose that moment to slide his hand up the back of Sinās neck, fingers tangling in that soft white hair. Sin gasped, a tiny, broken sound, and Hoseokās pulse roared in his ears. Mine. The thought was primal, unbidden, but undeniably true. From the moment Sin had stepped into that practice roomāflushed and trembling under the studio lightsāHoseok had known. This wasnāt admiration. This was consumption.
The first time Hoseok saw Sin, really saw him, was three days before the official introduction. Heād been leaving the studio late, sweat-drenched and exhausted, when he caught a glimpse of porcelain skin and cerulean eyes through the cracked door of a rehearsal room. Sin had been alone, bent over a piano, fingers dancing across the keys with a skill that bordered on supernatural. Hoseok had stood there, transfixed, as the melody swelledābeautiful and haunting, like a sirenās call. And then Sin had looked up, met his gaze through the glass, and smiled. Soft. Sweet. Oblivious to the way Hoseokās world had just tilted on its axis.
The piano keys glimmered under Sinās fingers like polished teeth, and Hoseokāhidden in the doorwayās shadowāfelt his own bite down hard on his lower lip. He hadnāt meant to linger. Hadnāt meant to watch. But three nights ago, when heād first caught Sin alone in the rehearsal room, something primal had uncoiled in his gut. The way Sinās lashes fluttered shut when he played, the way his pink lips parted around silent lyricsāit wasnāt just artistry. It was sacrilege.
Hoseok stepped into the room, letting the door click shut behind him. Sin startled, fingers stumbling over a chord, but Hoseok was already moving, circling the piano like a shark scenting blood. "You play like someone whoās never been kissed," he murmured, leaning down until his breath stirred the hairs at Sinās nape.
Sinās pulse jumped visibly at his throat. "IāI donātā"
"Lie to me," Hoseok interrupted, grinning as he dragged a fingertip along the pianoās edge. "Tell me youāve never imagined this." His hand shot out, catching Sinās wrist mid-tremble. The contact burned. "Never pictured one of us pinning you against this very piano?"
The piano bench groaned under the sudden shift in weight as Hoseok leaned in, his lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "Youāve been watching us," he murmured, not a question but an accusation wrapped in velvet. His fingers tightened around Sinās wrist, feeling the rabbit-quick pulse beneath porcelain skin. "From the back of the studio, during rehearsals. From the hallway when weāre joking around. Donāt lieāIāve seen you." Sinās breath hitched, his free hand fluttering uselessly against the piano keys, hitting a dissonant chord that echoed through the empty room.
Hoseok remembered the first time heād noticedāthree weeks ago, when Sin had lingered too long after dropping off sheet music, cerulean eyes darting to Hoseokās bare torso as he toweled off sweat. The way Sin had bitten his lower lip, just for a second, before fleeing. It had been a spark in dry tinder. Hoseok had stoked it deliberately since thenāleaving his studio door ajar when changing, "accidentally" brushing against Sin in the hallway, catching his gaze across crowded rooms and holding it until Sin flushed and looked away.
Now, with Sin trapped between his body and the piano, Hoseok finally let the fire breathe. "You like watching, donāt you?" His knee pressed harder between Sinās thighs, eliciting a whimper. The sheet music lay forgotten on the floor, trampled underfoot. "Tell me what you imagine when you see me."
Sinās voice was shattered glass. "IāI donātā"
The first time Hoseok truly noticed Sin was three days before the official introduction, in a moment that should have been mundaneājust another late-night studio session bleeding into dawn. He'd been leaving, muscles aching and shirt damp with sweat, when a haunting melody slipped through a cracked rehearsal room door. Hoseok had paused, irritation fading into something sharper, hotter. Through the gap, he saw himāSin, bent over the piano like a devotee at an altar, fingers moving with a grace that bordered on sinful. The music wasn't just beautiful; it was a confession, raw and unguarded in a way Hoseok had never heard from their usual composers.
And then Sin looked up.
Their eyes met through the glass, and Sin smiledāsoft, startled, unbearably sweetābefore his cheeks pinked and he ducked his head. Hoseok's breath caught. It wasn't just attraction; it was the sudden, visceral understanding that this boy could ruin him if he wanted to.
Hoseok made sure Sin noticed him noticing after that. Lingered in doorways Sin frequented, "accidentally" brushed against him in hallways, let his gaze linger a beat too long whenever Sin brought them water during practice. He cataloged every reactionāthe way Sin's fingers trembled when handing him a towel, how his cerulean eyes flickered to Hoseok's lips when he thought no one was looking.
Hoseok didnāt just fallāhe plummeted.
It happened the third time Sin stayed late to rearrange sheet music, long after the others had left the studio. Hoseok had pretended to forget his phone, doubling back just to catch Sin alone again. The sight of himābathed in the blue glow of the computer screen, white hair tousled from hours of running nervous fingers through itāmade Hoseokās pulse stutter. Sin hadnāt noticed him yet, humming under his breath as he scribbled notes in the margins, his pink tongue caught between his teeth in concentration.
Hoseok leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, drinking in the way Sinās sweater slipped off one shoulder, revealing a collarbone sharp enough to cut glass. Heād never believed in love at first sight. But obsession? That was a language he spoke fluently.
"Youāre gonna ruin your eyes," Hoseok said, finally stepping into the room.
The moment Sin looked upācerulean eyes wide, pink lips parted around a gaspāHoseok knew he was already lost. The piano's dissonant chord still hung in the air between them, vibrating through Hoseok's bones like a warning. Sin's wrist was fragile in his grip, pulse fluttering like a caged bird. Hoseok could snap it so easily. Could devour him whole right there against the piano keys. Instead, he loosened his fingers just enough to feel Sin's trembling intensify.
"You don't lie very well," Hoseok murmured, thumb stroking the delicate blue veins beneath Sin's skin. The studio lights flickered overhead, casting Sin's face in fractured shadowsāhis beauty mark disappearing and reappearing with each erratic blink. "I've seen the way you watch me during rehearsals." His knee pressed harder between Sin's thighs, drawing out a whimper that went straight to Hoseok's gut. "Tell me what you're really doing here."
Sin's breath hitched, his free hand splayed against the piano lid for balance. "IāI just work hereā"
Hoseok laughed, low and velvet-dark, crowding closer until their chests nearly touched. "Try again." He dragged his nose along Sin's jawline, inhaling sharplyāvanilla shampoo, nervous sweat, something indefinably Sin. "Nobody with hands like yours"āhe interlaced their fingers abruptly, pressing Sin's palm flat against the piano keys in a jarring cacophonyā"takes a job as an assistant."
Hoseok didn't remember walking to the pianoāonly the sudden pressure of Sin's thigh against his, the way the younger man's breath stuttered when Hoseok's fingers traced the curve of his jaw. The sheet music lay forgotten on the floor, trampled beneath Hoseok's sneakers as he crowded closer, drinking in the way Sin's pupils dilatedāblack swallowing cerulean like an eclipse.
Summary : How they meet sin for the first time
GENRE : FLUFF
PAIRING : MIN YOONGI X SIN
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"Move," Yoongi muttered under his breath, pushing past the crowd with practiced irritation. The underground club was packed tonight, bodies pressed tight under the pulsing neon lights, the air thick with sweat and bass-heavy music. He wasnāt even supposed to be hereāsome last-minute favor for Namjoon, something about scouting talent. But talent was the last thing on his mind when he saw him.
There, tucked into the corner of the stage like he was trying to disappear, was a boy with white hair so messy it looked like heād just rolled out of bed. His fingers fumbled over the synth keys, hesitant at first, then suddenly confident as the melody swelledāsomething haunting, something Yoongi hadnāt heard before. And those eyes. Cerulean, catching the stage lights like shattered glass.
Yoongi didnāt realize heād stopped walking until someone bumped into him. He barely registered the annoyed grunt behind him. The boyāSin, the crumpled flyer in his hand readābit his lip as he played, pink and soft like heād never known a day of hardship. A single beauty mark under his left eye made him look almost doll-like, fragile in a way that shouldnāt have been possible in a place like this.
The song ended too soon. Sin glanced up, scanning the crowd as if expecting indifference. Instead, his gaze locked onto Yoongiās. For a heartbeat, the noise of the club faded. Then Sin looked away, cheeks flushing, fingers curling nervously into his sleeves.
Yoongi hadnāt moved. His feet were rooted to the sticky floor, his pulse thrumming louder than the bass shaking the walls. The boyāSināhad already turned away, shoulders hunched like he expected to be ignored, but Yoongi couldnāt unsee him. That fragile beauty mark, the way his fingers had trembled before finding the keys, the way his eyes flickered with something between hope and resignation. It twisted something inside Yoongiās chest, sharp and unfamiliar.
He didnāt wait for the next song. He pushed forward, ignoring the grumbles of the crowd, until he was at the edge of the stage. Up close, Sin looked even more delicateāhis sleeves too long, swallowing his hands, his white hair tousled like heād been running his fingers through it nervously. Yoongi leaned against the stage, close enough that Sin couldnāt pretend not to see him. "Play another one," he said, voice rough, too loud in the sudden lull between songs.
Sin startled, cerulean eyes widening. His lips partedāpink, soft, wrong for a place like thisābefore he ducked his head. "I-I donātā¦" His voice was barely audible over the chatter of the crowd, sweet and hesitant. Yoongi wanted to hear it again.
"Play," Yoongi repeated, softer this time. He didnāt know why it mattered so much. He just knew he couldnāt walk away now.
Sinās fingers hovered over the synth keys, trembling slightly under Yoongiās unbroken stare. The clubās neon lights painted his pale skin in streaks of violet and blue, catching the diamond-like glimmer of his eyesāwide, uncertain, beautiful. Yoongi didnāt blink. He couldnāt. Something about the way Sinās breath hitched, the way his pink lips parted in hesitation, hooked itself under Yoongiās ribs and pulled.
Then Sin pressed down on the keys, and the room dissolved.
The melody wasnāt like anything Yoongi had heard beforeāhaunting but sweet, like a lullaby twisted into something aching. Sin played with his eyes half-lidded, lashes casting shadows over his cheeks, his earlier nervousness melting into something quiet, intimate. Yoongiās chest tightened. Heād seen thousands perform, had dissected every flaw and strength in music like a surgeon, but thisāthis was different. This wasnāt just talent. This was Sin, laid bare in every note, and Yoongi wanted to swallow it whole.
The song ended too soon. Sinās hands fell into his lap, fingers curling into the fabric of his oversized sleeves. He didnāt look up.
Yoongi didnāt realize heād reached out until his fingers brushed Sinās wristācold, slender, fragile enough to snap. The boy flinched but didnāt pull away, his pulse fluttering under Yoongiās thumb like a trapped bird. "Whereād you learn to play like that?" The question came out rougher than he intended, something between curiosity and accusation. Sinās music wasnāt just good; it was unsettling, the kind of sound that carved itself into bone marrow.
Sinās lips parted, then pressed into a shy line. "Nowhere," he murmured, and Yoongi almost laughed. Nowhere. As if that hollow, honeyed ache in his melody could be born from nothing. As if those trembling fingers hadnāt been shaped by some quiet, desperate longing. Yoongiās grip tightened instinctivelyānot enough to hurt, just enough to feel. Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes flickering up, wide and wet under the neon haze.
The crowd shifted around them, oblivious. Someone bumped into Yoongiās shoulder, but he didnāt move, didnāt blink. Sin was staring at him now, really looking, and Yoongi could see the exact moment the boy recognized himāthe way his pupils dilated, his pink mouth forming a silent oh. Idols werenāt supposed to linger in places like this. Yoongi shouldnāt be here, leaning over a stranger like a starving man. He didnāt care.
"Come with me," he said. It wasnāt a request.
Sinās fingers twitched under Yoongiās grip, his pulse fluttering like a caged thing. The neon lights painted his face in fractured huesāblue, violet, the sharp red of the exit sign bleeding into the hollow of his throat. "Iā" he started, voice fraying at the edges, but Yoongi didnāt let him finish. He tugged, just once, and Sin stumbled forward, his sleeve slipping to reveal a wrist so slender Yoongi could circle it with his thumb and forefinger.
The crowd parted around them like water, murmurs rising and dissolving as Yoongi led Sin through the throng, his grip unrelenting. Sin didnāt resist, didnāt ask where they were goingājust followed with those wide, wet eyes, his breaths shallow and uneven. Yoongiās chest burned with something he couldnāt name, something between hunger and fury. Who let him walk into a place like this alone? Who let him look like that, sound like that, and expected him to leave unscathed?
The back alley was dim, the clubās bass vibrating through the cracked pavement. Yoongi pushed Sin against the brick wall, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make him gaspāa soft, startled sound that curled hot in Yoongiās gut. Up close, Sin smelled like vanilla and something faintly floral, absurdly innocent for a boy who played like a sinner.
"You know who I am," Yoongi said, voice low. It wasnāt a question.
Sinās throat moved as he swallowed, the beauty mark under his eye catching the dim alley light like a flaw in porcelain. "Y-you're Suga," he whispered, and the way his voice wrapped around the stage nameāreverent, uncertaināsent a sharp thrill down Yoongiās spine. He hadnāt been Suga in months, not like this, not with sweat-damp hair and a scowl that didnāt belong on camera. But Sin recognized him anyway, cerulean eyes flickering over Yoongiās face like he was memorizing the shadows under his eyes, the unshaved edge of his jaw.
Yoongi crowded closer, close enough to feel the hitch in Sinās breath against his collarbones. "And youāre nothing," he murmured, thumb pressing into the delicate pulse point of Sinās wrist. "Just some kid playing in a shitty club." The lie tasted bitter. Sin wasnāt nothingāhis music had claws, his fingers knew the shape of longing, and Yoongi wanted to peel him apart to see what else he was hiding.
Sinās lashes fluttered, pink lips parting on a shaky exhale. "IāI should go back inside," he stammered, but he didnāt pull away, didnāt even try. His sleeve had slipped further, revealing a thin silver bracelet loose around his wrist, the kind that mightāve been a gift from someone who didnāt know how fragile he was. Yoongiās fingers twitched. He wanted to snap it off.
"Who sent you?" Yoongi growled, bending until his lips brushed the shell of Sinās ear. The boy shuddered, his whole body trembling like a plucked string. "Who told you to play that song?" It wasnāt an accusationāit was desperation. The melody had hooked under his ribs and pulled, and Yoongi needed to know if someone had planted Sin here like a landmine, waiting for him to step on it.
Sin's breath hitched as Yoongiās fingers tightened around his wristānot enough to bruise, but enough to make his pulse stutter under the pressure. The alley smelled of damp asphalt and stale cigarettes, but all Yoongi could focus on was the floral sweetness clinging to Sinās skin, the way his pink lips trembled as he whispered, "No one sent me." His voice was so soft it barely carried over the distant thrum of the clubās bass, but Yoongi caught every syllable, every fragile inflection.
Yoongiās thumb traced the ridge of Sinās wristbone, slow, deliberate. "Bullshit," he murmured, but his grip loosened. The boy wasnāt lyingāthere was no guile in those cerulean eyes, no calculated flicker of deception. Just wide, wet innocence, the kind that made Yoongiās stomach twist. Sinās music had felt like a knife between his ribs, but the boy himself was trembling like a leaf in a storm, his oversized sleeves swallowing his hands whole. Yoongi couldnāt reconcile the two.
The bracelet on Sinās wrist glinted dully under the alleyās flickering light. Yoongi hooked a finger under it, tilting it to catch the dim glow. "This a gift?" he asked, voice rougher than he intended. Sinās breath faltered, his lashes casting shadows over his cheeks as he nodded. "From who?"
"Myāmy grandmother," Sin stammered, and something in Yoongiās chest cracked open at the admission. A grandmother. Of course. This boy, with his doll-like beauty mark and sleeves that hid his hands, was someoneās grandchild. The thought was absurd, almost laughable, but Yoongi didnāt laugh. He slid the bracelet up Sinās wrist, exposing the delicate blue veins beneath, and pressed his lips to the pulse point thereājust once, fleeting, a silent apology for the bruising grip.
The moment Yoongiās lips touched Sinās wrist, the boy gaspedānot in fear, but in something quieter, more vulnerable. His pulse jumped beneath Yoongiās mouth, a frantic flutter like a birdās wings against glass. Yoongi lingered there, breathing in the scent of vanilla and something faintly like jasmine, before pulling back just enough to see Sinās face. The boyās cerulean eyes were wide, his pink lips parted in shaky surprise, his beauty mark stark under the alleyās dim light. Fragile, Yoongi thought again, but this time, the word burned. Fragile things werenāt meant for places like this. Fragile things were meant to be kept.
"Youāre coming with me," Yoongi said, voice low, final. It wasnāt a suggestion. Sinās breath hitched, his fingers twitching in Yoongiās grip, but he didnāt resist. Didnāt even try. The bracelet on his wrist glinted as Yoongi tugged him forward, away from the wall, away from the clubās thrumming bass and the crowd that didnāt deserve him. Sin stumbled once, his oversized sleeve slipping back to reveal the pale, unmarked skin of his forearm. Yoongiās throat tightened. Who let him walk around like this? Who didnāt see how easily he could be broken?
The car ride was silent except for Sinās shallow breathing and the hum of the engine. Yoongi kept one hand on the wheel, the other wrapped around Sinās wrist like a shackle, his thumb tracing idle circles over the boyās pulse. Sin didnāt speak, didnāt ask where they were goingājust sat with his shoulders hunched, his white hair tousled from the alleyās wind, his eyes fixed on the passing streetlights. Yoongi glanced at him once, twice, his chest tightening at the way the neon glow painted Sinās profile in streaks of blue and pink. Beautiful, he thought, and the word felt inadequate.
When they arrived at the penthouseāa place Yoongi hadnāt bothered to visit in monthsāSin hesitated at the threshold, his fingers twisting in his sleeves. "IāI shouldnāt be here," he whispered, voice so soft Yoongi barely caught it. But Yoongi just tightened his grip, pulling Sin inside with a quiet urgency. The door clicked shut behind them, sealing them in the dim, sterile space. Yoongi didnāt turn on the lights. He didnāt need to. The cityās glow through the floor-to-ceiling windows was enough to illuminate Sinās face, to catch the diamond-like shimmer of his eyes as they darted around the room.
The penthouse smelled like dust and disuse, the air thick with the absence of life. Sin hovered by the doorway, his oversized sleeves swallowing his hands again, his cerulean eyes flickering over the sparse furniture like he was searching for an exit that didnāt exist. Yoongi watched him from the shadows, his pulse thrumming in his throat. He hadnāt brought anyone here in yearsāhadnāt wanted toābut Sin wasnāt just anyone. Sin was the boy who played like his fingers knew the shape of heartbreak, who looked at Yoongi like he was something holy instead of hollow.
"Youāre trembling," Yoongi murmured, stepping closer. The city lights through the windows painted Sinās profile in fractured blues and purples, catching the beauty mark under his eye like a flaw in glass. Sin didnāt answer, just bit his pink lip hard enough to blanch the color from it. Yoongi reached out before he could stop himself, thumb brushing the corner of Sinās mouth to free it from his teeth. The boy gasped at the contact, his breath warm against Yoongiās skin. "You donāt have to be afraid," Yoongi lied.
Sinās lashes fluttered, his pulse jumping under Yoongiās fingers where they still circled his wrist. "Iām not," he whispered, but the lie was sweet, fragileālike everything about him. Yoongi wanted to crush it between his teeth. Instead, he slid his hand up Sinās arm, pushing the oversized sleeve back to expose the delicate curve of his elbow, the blue veins beneath translucent skin. Sin shivered but didnāt pull away, his breath hitching when Yoongiās fingers traced the path of his veins like a roadmap to something tender.
"You shouldnāt have been there tonight," Yoongi said, voice low. The clubās bass was a distant memory here, replaced by the hum of the refrigerator, the occasional honk of a car thirty floors below. Sin belonged in daylight, in open spaces where the air didnāt reek of sweat and desperation. Not in the dark, not where hands could grab and mouths could bruise. The thought of someone else touching himāclaiming himāmade Yoongiās vision blur at the edges.
The penthouseās silence was suffocatingānot the absence of sound, but the weight of it pressing against Sinās eardrums like a physical force. He could hear the rustle of his own sleeves as he twisted them between his fingers, the soft exhale of Yoongiās breath as he stepped closer. The city sprawled beneath them in a tapestry of neon and shadow, but Sin couldnāt look away from Yoongiās handsāthose long, elegant fingers that had dragged him here without explanation, without mercy.
"You play like someone whoās been gutted," Yoongi said suddenly, his voice rough, almost accusing. His thumb brushed the inside of Sinās elbow, tracing the blue veins there with something between reverence and resentment. "Whereād you learn that?"
Sinās breath hitched. The question felt like a trap. "I told you," he whispered, "nowhere."
Yoongiās grip tightened infinitesimally, his fingers pressing into Sinās skin as if he could peel back the layers and find the truth beneath. "Bullshit," he murmured, but there was no heat in it. Just hunger.
The moment Sin whispered "nowhere" again, Yoongiās restraint snapped. He crowded Sin against the penthouse window, the cityās neon glow painting his face in fractured huesāblue, violet, the sharp red of distant taillights bleeding into the hollow of his throat. Up close, Sin smelled like vanilla and jasmine, absurdly innocent for someone whose music had claws. Yoongi pressed a hand to the glass beside Sinās head, caging him in without touching, just close enough to feel the heat of his trembling body. "Try again," Yoongi murmured, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. The boy shuddered, his pulse fluttering visibly beneath the delicate skin of his wrist where Yoongi still held him.
Sinās lashes fluttered, casting shadows over his beauty mark. "IāI taught myself," he admitted, voice fraying at the edges. "After my grandmother died." The confession hung between them, fragile as the boy himself. Yoongiās chest tightened. Of course it was grief. That aching melody, those trembling fingersāthey werenāt just talent. They were a requiem.
Yoongiās grip on Sinās wrist softened without meaning to. His thumb brushed the boyās pulse point, feeling the erratic flutter beneath his skin. "Play for me," he demanded, low and rough. "Here. Now." The synth in the corner of the penthouseāa forgotten relic from Yoongiās own sleepless nightsācaught Sinās gaze. The boy hesitated, biting his pink lip hard enough to blanch the color from it.
Sinās fingers trembled when they touched the keys, just like they had in the clubāhesitant at first, then suddenly sure. The melody that spilled forth was different this time, softer, like a lullaby twisted into something raw. Yoongi stood behind him, close enough that Sinās white hair brushed his jaw when he swayed with the music. The scent of jasmine clung to him, sweet and incongruous in the sterile penthouse. Yoongiās hands itched to touch, to claim, to keep.
The synthās notes curled through the penthouse like smoke, wrapping around Yoongiās ribs until his breath came shallow. Sin played with his eyes closed now, lashes casting delicate shadows over his beauty mark, his pink lips slightly parted as if the music was being pulled from him against his will. Yoongi couldnāt look away. The melody wasnāt just soundāit was Sinās pulse given form, his grief laid bare in every trembling note. And Yoongi wanted to drown in it.
When the last chord faded, Sinās hands fell limp onto the keys. The silence that followed was deafening. Yoongi exhaled sharply, as if heād been holding his breath the entire time. He stepped closer, close enough to see the way Sinās shoulders trembled beneath his oversized sleeves. Without thinking, Yoongi reached out, his fingers brushing the nape of Sinās neckācold, damp with sweat, real. Sin gasped softly but didnāt pull away, his cerulean eyes flickering up to meet Yoongiās in the dim citylight.
"Again," Yoongi murmured, his voice rough with something he couldnāt name.
Sinās lips parted, his breath warm against Yoongiās jaw. "IāI canāt," he whispered, but his fingers were already hovering over the keys again, drawn to them like a moth to flame.
The synthās keys glowed under Sinās fingertips as he played the same haunting melody again, this time slower, each note lingering in the air like a whispered confession. Yoongi stood behind him, close enough to feel the tremors running through Sinās slender frame, close enough to count the individual strands of white hair brushing against the nape of his neck. The boy smelled like vanilla and something faintly floralājasmine, maybeāan absurdly innocent scent for someone who played like his fingers knew the shape of heartbreak. Yoongiās hands twitched at his sides. He wanted to tangle them in that messy hair, wanted to pull Sin back against his chest and feel the music vibrating through him.
Sinās breath hitched when Yoongiās fingers finally brushed the curve of his jaw, tracing the beauty mark beneath his eye with a touch lighter than air. The boy didnāt stop playing, didnāt even open his eyes, but his pink lips parted on a shaky exhale, his lashes fluttering against his cheeks. Yoongiās thumb slid lower, brushing the corner of Sinās mouth, feeling the warmth of his breath against his skin. Fragile. So fucking fragile. And yetāhis music was anything but.
The melody twisted, sharpened, like a knife turning in Yoongiās ribs. He leaned down, lips grazing the shell of Sinās ear. "Who are you?" he murmured, voice rough with something between wonder and accusation. Sinās fingers faltered on the keys, the music stuttering for a heartbeat before resuming, softer now, aching. He didnāt answer. Didnāt need to. The truth was in every note, in every trembling breath.
Yoongiās hand slid from Sinās jaw to his throat, fingers circling the delicate column of it without pressure, just holding. Sinās pulse rabbited beneath his touch, wild and frantic, but he didnāt pull away. Didnāt even try. His cerulean eyes flickered open, glimmering with something Yoongi couldnāt nameāfear, fascination, want. The synthās melody dissolved into discordance as Sinās hands stilled, his attention fracturing under Yoongiās stare.
The discordant notes from the synth bled into the penthouseās silence as Sinās hands froze mid-melody. Yoongiās fingers tightened infinitesimally around his throatānot enough to choke, just enough to feel the frantic flutter of Sinās pulse against his palm. The boyās cerulean eyes were wide, his pink lips parted around a shaky breath, his white hair tousled from Yoongiās proximity. Beautiful. Ruinable. His. The thought slammed into Yoongi with the force of a freight train, leaving him dizzy with the weight of it.
Sinās lashes fluttered when Yoongiās thumb brushed the beauty mark under his eye, tracing it like a brand. "You donāt belong in places like that," Yoongi murmured, voice rough with something between fury and fascination. The clubās neon lights, the grime-sticky floors, the hands that mightāve touched himānone of it was fit for someone who played like his fingers knew the shape of heaven. Sinās breath hitched, his pulse jumping beneath Yoongiās fingers. "You belong here," Yoongi added, softer now, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
Sinās lips trembled, his voice barely audible. "Why?"
The question hung between them, fragile as the boy himself. Yoongi didnāt answer. Couldnāt. How could he explain that Sinās music had hooked itself under his ribs and pulled? That the boyās cerulean eyes, his pink lips, his trembling fingers, had carved themselves into Yoongiās skull like a melody he couldnāt shake? Instead, he leaned closer, until his breath ghosted over Sinās parted lips. "Play for me again," he demanded, low and rough. "Only for me."
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The club bathroom was too bright. Seokjin blinked against the glare of the neon lights humming above the row of sinks, his reflection warping slightly in the smudged mirror. Heād slipped away from the after-partyātoo many bodies, too much noiseābut now he just felt out of place, like heād wandered into the wrong scene entirely. The door creaked open behind him, and for a second, he didnāt turn, assuming it was just another drunk stumbling in.
Then he saw him.
White hair like spun sugar, mussed from the crowd, and eyes so blue they made Seokjinās breath hitch. The boyābecause he was a boy, all delicate angles and hesitant movementsāfroze in the doorway, clutching a crumpled handkerchief to his lip where a tiny beauty mark sat just beneath his eye. He looked like heād been plucked straight out of some vintage doll shop, too soft for the bass thumping through the walls.
"Sorry," the boy murmured, voice honey-sweet and barely audible over the distant music. "I didnāt mean toā"
Seokjin's fingers twitched against the cold porcelain sink. The boyāSin, his manager had mumbled earlier when introducing the new internāwas staring at him like a startled fawn, lips parted around that whispered apology. The handkerchief pressed to his mouth was dotted with a faint smear of red. Up close, his cerulean eyes weren't just blue; they were the kind of color that made you think of glaciers fracturing under sunlight, all sharp brilliance and hidden depth.
"Did someone hit you?" The words tumbled out before Seokjin could stop them, too rough, too loud in the cramped space.
Sin flinched, then shook his head so fast his white hair fluttered. "No! No, I justā" He lowered the handkerchief, revealing a split lip. "Bumped into a door. Too many people." His laugh was airy, embarrassed, and Seokjin's chest tightened inexplicably.
Behind them, the bass from the club pulsed like a second heartbeat, but here, in this too-bright bathroom, the world had narrowed to the space between them. Seokjin reached out without thinking, thumb brushing the corner of Sin's mouth where the skin was split. The boy went utterly still, breath hitching.
Sin's breath hitched under Seokjinās touch, his lips parting slightlyānot in fear, but something softer, more curious. The neon lights buzzed overhead, casting shifting hues across his doll-like features, and for a heartbeat, Seokjin forgot they were in a club bathroom, forgot he was an idol, forgot everything except the way Sinās eyelashes fluttered when his thumb grazed the cut on his lip.
"You shouldnāt be careless," Seokjin murmured, voice lower than he intended. His fingers lingered, tracing the curve of Sinās jaw before he caught himself and pulled back. The boyās skin was warm, too warm, and the thought of leaving a mark thereāsomething darker than the split lipāflashed through his mind before he could stifle it.
Sin blinked up at him, cerulean eyes wide. "IāI wasnāt trying to be," he whispered, clutching the handkerchief to his chest like a shield. The music from the club thudded distantly, but the air between them was thick with something else entirely: the sharp tang of copper, the faint sweetness of Sinās cologne, the way his pulse fluttered visibly at his throat.
Seokjin had met hundreds of people in his careerāfans, staff, other idolsābut none of them had ever made his ribs ache like this. None of them had looked at him with eyes that seemed to see him, not the persona, not the idol, just him. It was terrifying. It was exhilarating.
The air between them crackledānot with the static of the clubās speakers, but with something far more dangerous. Seokjin had spent years crafting his persona, the effortless charm, the easy smiles, but here, in this too-bright bathroom with Sinās breath hitching under his touch, he felt like a stranger to himself. The boyās cerulean eyes were fixed on him, unblinking, and Seokjin realized with a jolt that he wanted to be seen, truly seen, for the first time in years.
Sin shifted slightly, his shoulder brushing against the tiled wall behind him. "Youāre staring," he whispered, and the pink flush creeping up his neck made Seokjinās fingers twitch with the urge to trace it.
"I am," Seokjin admitted, uncharacteristically honest. The words tasted raw, unfiltered, and he watched as Sinās lips parted around a shaky exhale. The split on his lower lip had stopped bleeding, but the sight of itāsmall, vulnerableāsent a possessive heat curling low in Seokjinās gut. He shouldnāt be thinking like this. Not about an intern. Not about anyone.
But Sin wasnāt just anyone.
Seokjinās pulse roared in his ears louder than the clubās bassline. Sinās gaze flickered down to where Seokjinās hand still hovered near his jaw, then back upāslow, deliberateāas if he were trying to memorize the shape of Seokjinās hesitation. The neon lights buzzed overhead, painting Sinās porcelain skin in fractured hues of pink and blue, and for the first time in years, Seokjin felt the terrifying urge to ruin something beautiful. Not violently, not cruelly, but thoroughly, until every tremble of Sinās lips belonged to him alone.
"Youāre not supposed to look at me like that," Sin whispered, but he didnāt pull away. His fingers tightened around the bloodied handkerchief, knuckles blanching, yet his body leaned imperceptibly closerāa moth drawn to the very flame that might scorch him. Seokjinās breath stuttered. Heād spent a lifetime being adored from afar, but this? This was different. This was hunger.
The door to the bathroom banged open suddenly, laughter spilling in from the hallway, and the spell shattered. Sin flinched back, eyes widening as two drunk staff members stumbled inside, oblivious to the tension crackling between them. Seokjinās hand dropped to his side, fingers curling into a fist. He should leave. He should. But then Sinās pinky finger brushed against his wristājust once, fleetingāand Seokjinās resolve dissolved like sugar in hot tea.
Later, he wouldnāt remember how they slipped out of the bathroom, or when Sinās hesitant touches turned into something bolder, fingers tangling with his own in the shadowed alcove near the emergency exit. All he knew was the way Sinās breath hitched when Seokjin crowded him against the wall, one hand braced beside his head, close enough to count the silver flecks in those cerulean eyes. "Youāre dangerous," Seokjin murmured, but it was himself he didnāt trust.
The emergency exit was colder than Seokjin expected, the industrial metal door pressing into his back as Sinās fingers tangled in the fabric of his shirt. The boyās breath came in shallow gasps, his cerulean eyes wide and unblinking beneath the flickering fluorescent light of the stairwell. Somewhere below them, the clubās bass still pulsed, but hereātrapped between the wall and Seokjinās bodyāSin looked like something out of a dream, his white hair catching the dim light like spun silk.
"You shouldnāt let me this close," Seokjin murmured, but his hands betrayed him, sliding up Sinās sides until his thumbs brushed the sharp jut of his ribs. The boy shuddered, his lips parting around a soundless exhale, and Seokjinās pulse stuttered. Heād spent years perfecting the art of distance, of calculated charm, but Sin made him wantāwildly, recklesslyāin a way that burned through every carefully constructed boundary.
Sinās fingers tightened in his shirt, not pushing him away but holding on, as if he were afraid Seokjin might vanish. "I know," he whispered, but his body arched into the touch, his pinky hooking around Seokjinās belt loop in a gesture so small it shouldnāt have wrecked him. It did.
Seokjin had never believed in love at first sightānot until Sinās split lip, not until the way his eyelashes fluttered when Seokjinās thumb traced his jaw. It wasnāt love, not yet, but it was something more, something that clawed at his chest until he couldnāt breathe. The boy was an intern, barely nineteen, with a voice like honey and eyes that saw too much. Seokjin should have walked away. Instead, he leaned in, close enough to taste the copper on Sinās breath.
The emergency exit stairwell smelled of stale cigarettes and industrial cleaner, but Seokjin only registered the way Sinās exhales hitched against his collarbone, warm and uneven. The boyās fingers trembled where they clutched his shirt, but his eyesāthose impossible cerulean eyesānever wavered. "Youāre staring again," Sin whispered, and this time, his voice held a thread of something Seokjin couldnāt name. Not fear. Not hesitation. Anticipation.
Seokjinās laugh came out rougher than he intended, his thumb brushing the hinge of Sinās jaw where his pulse fluttered like a trapped bird. "Can you blame me?" The words were barely audible over the distant thrum of bass, but Sin heard them. His breath stuttered, lips parting around a shaky inhale, and Seokjin realized with dizzying clarity that he wanted to ruin him. Not with violence, not with cruelty, but with attention, until every shiver, every gasp, was his doing alone.
Sinās pinky finger still hooked around his belt loop, a tether so small it shouldnāt have felt like a shackle. It did. Seokjin had spent years building wallsābetween himself and fans, between himself and desireābut this boy with his doll-like features and glacier-sharp eyes had dismantled them in minutes. "You should run," Seokjin murmured, but his hands slid up to cradle Sinās face, fingers threading through that impossibly soft white hair. "Iām not a good man."
Sinās eyelashes fluttered, his hips pressing forward until the space between them vanished. "I donāt want good," he breathed, and the honesty in it seared through Seokjin like a brand. The boyās lips were still slightly swollen from the split, still faintly coppery, and when Seokjin finallyāfinallyāclosed the distance between them, it tasted like surrender.
Sin's gasp was swallowed by Seokjin's mouth, the taste of copper and mint blooming between them like a secret. The boy's hands fluttered against his chestānot pushing, not pullingājust trembling, as if he couldn't decide whether to cling or flee. Seokjin didn't give him the choice. He pinned Sin's wrist above his head against the cold metal door, swallowing the soft whimper that escaped when their hips slotted together. The emergency exit sign flickered above them, painting Sin's throat in intermittent red, and Seokjin thought distantly that he'd never seen anything more beautiful than the way this boy came apart under his hands.
Somewhere beneath the haze of want, Seokjin registered the absurdity of it all. He was Kim Seokjināmeticulous, controlledāyet here he was, unraveling an intern against a stairwell door like a starving man. Sin's eyelashes cast shadows on his cheeks when he blinked up, lips still parted from the kiss, and Seokjin realized with terrifying clarity that he'd trade every stadium encore for this: the way Sin's breath hitched when he thumbed the delicate skin beneath his jaw.
"You don't know what you're doing," Seokjin murmured against the shell of Sin's ear, but the boy only arched closer, his body pliant and warm. The music from the club below had faded to a dull throb, replaced by the ragged symphony of their breathing. Sin's pinky fingerāstill hooked stubbornly around his belt loopātwitched, and Seokjin nearly came undone at the sheer trust in that tiny gesture.
Sin's voice was barely audible when he spoke, his lips brushing Seokjin's collarbone. "I know exactly what I'm doing." The words sent a current down Seokjin's spine, hot and undeniable. He'd expected hesitation, maybe fear, but Sin met his gaze with those cerulean eyesāclear and unflinchingāand Seokjin understood with dizzying certainty that this boy would be his ruin.
The emergency exit door rattled against Seokjinās back as Sinās fingers curled tighter into his shirt, the boyās breath coming in shallow, uneven hitches. Seokjin could feel the rapid flutter of Sinās pulse beneath his fingertips where they traced the delicate line of his throat, each beat a silent plea. The fluorescent light above them flickered, casting jagged shadows across Sinās faceāhis porcelain skin, his parted lips, the way his cerulean eyes darkened with something Seokjin couldnāt name but ached to possess.
"You donāt understand," Seokjin murmured, his voice rough with the weight of things unsaid. His thumb brushed the curve of Sinās lower lip, lingering over the split skin. "I donāt do this." Thisāthe way his chest tightened when Sin blinked up at him, the way his fingers itched to mark that flawless skin, the way he wanted to devour every trembling breath the boy took. Sinās pinky, still hooked around his belt loop, tugged him closer, and Seokjin exhaled sharply. "Youāre going to ruin me."
Sinās laugh was breathless, sweet, and entirely too trusting. "Too late," he whispered, and Seokjin felt itāthe way the words unraveled something inside him, something heād spent years locking away. The boyās lips were still swollen from the kiss, still faintly coppery, and Seokjin couldnāt resist leaning in again, this time slower, savoring the way Sin melted against him.
The clubās bassline thudded distantly, a reminder of the world outside this stairwell, but Seokjin didnāt care. Heād never cared less about anything in his life. Sinās hands slid up his chest, hesitant at first, then bolder, fingers tangling in the fabric of his jacket as if he were afraid Seokjin might vanish. The thought of being wanted like thisāneeded like thisāsent a shiver down Seokjinās spine. Heād spent years being adored by millions, but none of them had ever looked at him the way Sin did now: like he was the only thing that mattered.
The emergency exit stairwell smelled like cheap disinfectant and desperation, but Seokjin only cared about the way Sinās pulse jumped under his fingertips when he traced the delicate line of his throat. The boyās breath hitchedāwarm, unevenāagainst Seokjinās collarbone, and something primal twisted in his gut. Heād kissed fans before, had been kissed by them too, but this wasnāt admiration. This was possession. Sinās fingers trembled where they clutched his jacket, not pushing him away but holding on, as if Seokjin were the only solid thing in a spinning world.
"You taste like blood," Seokjin murmured against Sinās lips, thumb brushing the split skin there. The copper tang shouldāve repelled himāhe hated the sight of bloodābut with Sin, it only made him hungrier. The boy shuddered, eyelashes fluttering, and Seokjin realized with dizzying clarity that he wanted to own every tremor, every gasp.
Sinās laugh was breathless, sweet. "Youāre the one who bit me," he whispered, and the accusation sent heat pooling low in Seokjinās stomach. He hadnāt meant to. Or maybe he had. The line between restraint and ruin had blurred the moment Sinās pinky hooked around his belt loop, tugging him closer like a sirenās call.
The studio smelled like sweat and lavender fabric softenerāHoseokās hoodie tossed over a chair, the one heād draped over Sinās shoulders earlier when heād noticed the boy shivering under the air conditioning. Sin hadnāt said thank you. He didnāt say much at all, really, just blinked those wide cerulean eyes and let Hoseok adjust the sleeves for him, fingers brushing the back of his neck by accident.
"Again," Hoseok said, not unkindly, nodding toward the mirror as the track reset. Sinās reflection flickered in the glass, ghost-pale and doll-like, his white hair sticking to his temples with sweat. He moved before Hoseok even finished speaking, falling into position with a fluidity that shouldnāt have been possible for someone whoād only learned the choreography an hour ago.
Jin paused mid-stretch, whistling low. "Kidās a natural," he muttered, and Jungkookāleaned against the wall with a water bottle dangling from his fingersājust hummed, watching Sinās hips snap precisely to the beat.
Sin didnāt react to the praise. He never did. It was like he existed in a bubble, one where sound muffled and time slowed, where Hoseokās corrections were the only thing that ever really reached him.
The speakers crackled with the opening notes of their collab trackāa pulsing bassline that made the floor vibrate under Sinās bare feet. He curled his toes against the polished wood, eyes fixed on Hoseokās reflection in the mirror. The older man wasnāt looking at him, too busy adjusting his headset mic, but Sin still straightened his spine instinctively, like a marionette sensing its strings tighten.
"One last run-through," Namjoon announced, thumb hovering over the playback remote. His voice was calm, but Sin caught the edge beneath itāthe unspoken we canāt afford mistakes where weāre going. Jungkook cracked his knuckles and grinned, sharp as a blade. "Better make it count, pretty boy," he said, though his tone lacked its usual bite. Sin just blinked, his lashes casting spiderweb shadows over his cheeks.
Then the music surged, and Sinās body moved before his mind could catch up. Heād memorized the choreography down to the microsecondāthe exact tilt of Hoseokās wrist at the pre-chorus, the way Jiminās shoulders rolled like liquid during the bridge. Sin mirrored them perfectly, his limbs carving through the air with eerie precision. But halfway through the second verse, Taehyung misstepped, his elbow jutting out too wide. Sin reacted without thinking, twisting mid-spin to avoid the collision. His shoulder grazed the wall instead, a dull thud lost under the synth beats.
Hoseokās hand caught his wrist before he could rebound. "You okay?" he murmured, thumb brushing the delicate bones. Sinās pulse fluttered under his touch, a trapped bird. He nodded, but Hoseok didnāt let go, his grip just shy of painful. "Donāt adjust for us," he said, low enough that the others wouldnāt hear. "Even if we fuck up. You stick to the formation." His eyes were dark, intenseānothing like the sunshine smile he showed the cameras. Sin felt his breath hitch.
The music cut abruptly, leaving Sinās ears ringing in the sudden silence. He could still feel the ghost of Hoseokās grip around his wristāwarm and firm, like a brand. Jungkookās water bottle hit the floor with a hollow clatter, rolling toward Sinās feet. He didnāt pick it up.
"Youāre thinking too much," Jimin said, appearing at Sinās shoulder like a shadow. His voice was light, but his fingers traced the edge of Sinās collarbone through the borrowed hoodie, lingering just a second too long. "Your body knows the moves. Stop trying to predict us."
Sin exhaled, slow and shaky. The studio lights buzzed overhead, casting sharp angles across Jiminās faceāhis smile didnāt reach his eyes. Behind them, Namjoon was murmuring something to Taehyung, one hand resting on the younger manās shoulder in a gesture that mightāve been comforting if Taehyungās jaw hadnāt been clenched tight.
"Break time," Jin announced, clapping his hands once. The sound cracked through the tension like a whip. "Ten minutes. Hydrate. Stretch. Breathe." His gaze flicked to Sin, lingering on the pink flush creeping up his neck. Sin ducked his head, letting his hair fall forward like a curtain.
Sin's fingers trembled against the hem of Hoseokās hoodie as he slipped out of the studio, the door clicking shut behind him with a softness that didnāt match the thunder of his pulse. The hallway was emptyātoo empty, the kind of quiet that made the back of his neck prickle. He pressed his spine against the cool wall and exhaled, watching his breath fog the air in front of him. Ten minutes. Just ten minutes to remember how to be human again.
The vending machine at the end of the hall flickered, its fluorescent light buzzing like a dying insect. Sin stared at the rows of drinksāvibrant colors trapped behind glassāand wondered absently if this was how they saw him: something pretty and purchasable, waiting to be consumed. He jumped when a hand settled on his shoulder, warm and familiar.
"Didnāt mean to scare you," Jin murmured, leaning down to catch Sinās gaze. His smile was softer here, away from the others, his thumb rubbing circles against the jut of Sinās collarbone. "You looked like you were about to bolt." Sin swallowed, his throat dry. Jinās fingers tightened imperceptibly, just enough to still him. "You always run this tense, or is it just us?"
The question hung between them, weighted. Sinās lips parted, but before he could answer, the stairwell door banged open, echoing down the corridor. Jungkook strode toward them, his sweatshirt sleeves pushed up to reveal forearms still gleaming with sweat. He didnāt slow as he approached, didnāt hesitate before crowding into Sinās space, his chest brushing Sinās shoulder.
The vending machine hummed, its fluorescent glow flickering across Sinās fingertips as he pressed the buttonāonce for root beer, once for Pocari Sweat. The cans clattered into the tray with a hollow metallic sound, too loud in the empty hallway. Sin hesitated before reaching for them, his fingers curling around the chilled aluminum like it might bite. The condensation clung to his skin, cold and slick, and he wondered distantly if this was how they saw him tooāsomething to be gripped tight before he slipped away.
Jungkookās breath warmed the back of his neck before he spoke. "Root beer?" A chuckle, low and rough, as he plucked the can from Sinās hand without asking. "Cute." His thumb dragged over the tab, popping it open with a sharp hiss. He didnāt drink, just held it out toward Sinās lips, the carbonation fizzing against the rim. "Try it."
Sin blinked, his lashes brushing the tops of his cheeks. He could feel Jinās fingers still pressed against his collarbone, a counterweight to Jungkookās proximity. The root beer smelled like vanilla and winter, sharp and sweet. He parted his lips obediently, letting Jungkook tip the can forwardātoo fast, too much. The liquid spilled over his chin, dripping down his throat in cold rivulets. Jungkookās free hand caught a drop before it could disappear beneath Hoseokās hoodie, his thumb smearing the stickiness across Sinās pulse point. "Messy," he murmured, but his eyes were dark, pleased.
Sinās breath hitched as Jungkookās thumb lingered, pressing just a fraction harder against his throatātesting, teasing. The root beerās sweetness clung to his skin, sticky and cold, but Jungkookās touch burned hotter, like a brand. Jinās grip on his collarbone shifted subtly, fingers splaying wider as if marking territory. The hallway air thickened, charged with something Sin couldnāt name.
"Youāre shaking," Jin observed, his voice deceptively mild. His other hand lifted, brushing a lock of Sinās white hair behind his ear, slow and deliberate. "Cold?"
Sin shook his head, but the movement was jerky, uncoordinated. Jungkook smirked, tilting the root beer can again, letting another drop splash onto Sinās bottom lip. "Then whyāre your teeth chattering, pretty?"
The stairwell door creaked open a second time, and Hoseokās voice cut through the tension like a knife. "Breakās over." He stood silhouetted in the doorway, his usual smile absent, gaze fixed on where Jungkookās hand still hovered near Sinās mouth. "Weāre on in twenty. Move."
The root beer can clattered to the floor, rolling away in a slow arc as Jungkook stepped backātoo quickly, like he'd been caught with a hand in the cookie jar. Sin's tongue darted out instinctively, catching the sticky sweetness still clinging to his lip, and Hoseok's eyes tracked the movement with an intensity that made the air between them hum.
"Sin," Hoseok said, and it wasn't a request. His fingers twitched at his sides, restless, like he was fighting the urge to reach out and wipe the spill away himself. "You're with me."
Jungkook scoffed, but Jin's hand tightened briefly on Sin's shoulderāa silent warningābefore sliding away. The loss of contact left Sin unmoored, swaying slightly on his feet as Hoseok turned on his heel and strode back toward the studio without checking if he'd follow.
Sin did, of course. He always did.
The studio door clicked shut behind them, sealing Sin in with Hoseokās silenceāthick and suffocating, like honey poured down his throat. Hoseok didnāt look at him, just stalked toward the mirrored wall, his reflection a blur of sharp angles and coiled tension. Sin hovered near the door, fingers twisting in the hem of Hoseokās hoodie, the fabric damp with root beer and sweat.
"You smell like him," Hoseok said finally, his voice low enough to vibrate through Sinās ribs. He tilted his head, catching Sinās gaze in the mirror. "Jungkook. All over you." His fingers flexed, then curled into fists. "You let him touch you."
Sin blinked, his pulse fluttering like a trapped moth. "Heā"
"Didnāt say you could talk." Hoseok turned then, slow, deliberate, closing the distance between them with measured steps. Sinās back hit the door, the cold metal seeping through Hoseokās hoodie. Hoseokās hand came up, not touching, just hovering near Sinās throat where Jungkookās thumb had pressed. "Youāre ours," he murmured, his breath warm against Sinās cheek. "Not his. Not anyoneās."
The overhead lights buzzed like hornets trapped in glass, their fluorescence catching the gold in Hoseokās eyes as he leaned in closerāclose enough that Sin could count the faint scars along his hairline from years of dance practice gone wrong. "You understand?" Hoseok whispered, his thumb brushing the root beer smear still glistening on Sinās collarbone. The touch was light, but Sin felt it like a brand.
Sin nodded, his white hair catching in Hoseokās necklace as the older man tilted his chin up. The metal was warm from Hoseokās skin, pressing into Sinās cheekbone like a promise. Or a threat.
The studio door rattled abruptly, followed by Jiminās muffled laughābright and false, the one he used for managers and cameras. Hoseok didnāt pull away. He exhaled, slow, his breath ghosting over Sinās parted lips. "Good," he murmured, just as the door swung open.
Jimin froze mid-step, his smile slipping. His gaze flicked from Hoseokās hand curled around Sinās throat to the flush blooming across Sinās chest, visible even under the oversized hoodie. "Ah," he said, dragging the syllable out like taffy. "Am I interrupting?"
The digital clock on the studio wall blinked 8:03 PM when Sin finally collapsed against the mirrored wall, his chest rising and falling in sharp, shallow bursts. The others were already packing upāJin rolling his shoulders with a groan, Taehyung tossing his sweat-soaked towel into the hamper with a tired flourish. Only Hoseok remained where he was, eyes locked on Sinās reflection in the glass, his expression unreadable.
Namjoonās phone buzzed loudly against the wooden bench, the screen lighting up with a message notification. He picked it up, thumb swiping across the screen before his lips quirked into a wry smile. "Helmeoniās bailing," he announced, tossing the phone onto the bench with a clatter. "She says sheās stuck in a meeting and wants us to"āhe air-quotedā"take care of Sin tonight."
Jungkook snorted, kicking his duffel bag shut with more force than necessary. "Like we werenāt already going to." His gaze flicked to Sin, lingering on the way the boyās fingers trembled against the wall for balance. "Heād probably wander into traffic if we left him alone."
Sin didnāt react to the jab, too busy counting the tiles on the ceilingātwenty-seven, twenty-eightāanything to distract himself from the way Hoseokās shadow stretched across the floor toward him, long and possessive. He only blinked when Jimin materialized in front of him, pressing a cold water bottle into his hands.
"Drink," Jimin ordered, his voice soft but firm. "You look like youāre about to pass out." His fingers lingered against Sinās wrist, thumb pressing lightly against the pulse point. "And donāt think we didnāt notice you skipping lunch again."
Sinās lips parted, but before he could form a reply, Taehyung slung an arm around his shoulders, pulling him away from Jiminās grasp with an easy grin. "Cāmon, little ghost," he murmured, his breath warm against Sinās temple. "Iāll feed you. You like japchae, right?"
Sin nodded hesitantly, letting Taehyung steer him toward the door. Behind them, Hoseokās sneakers squeaked against the floorāa sharp, sudden sound that made Sinās shoulders tense. Taehyungās grip tightened imperceptibly. "Ignore him," he whispered, lips brushing the shell of Sinās ear. "Heās just pissed Jungkook got to you first."
The hallway outside the studio was dimly lit, the fluorescent bulbs flickering like dying fireflies. Sin stumbled slightly as Taehyung guided him forward, his legs numb from hours of relentless practice. The japchae smelled rich and savory from the takeout bag dangling from Taehyungās other hand, but Sinās stomach twisted at the thought of eating.
"Youāre too light," Taehyung murmured, his fingers pressing into Sinās waist through the hoodie as if testing the truth of his words. "Like a doll made of glass." His tone was playful, but his grip didnāt loosenāif anything, it tightened, pulling Sin closer until their hips brushed with every step.
Sin kept his eyes on the floor, counting the scuff marks on the tiles. Twenty-nine, thirty. He didnāt notice Jungkook leaning against the wall ahead until it was too late, until Taehyung steered him straight into the younger manās waiting arms. Jungkook caught him effortlessly, one hand splayed across the small of Sinās back, the other tipping his chin up with a single finger.
"Missed me already?" Jungkook teased, his thumb tracing the line of Sinās jaw. The root beer stickiness was gone, but the ghost of his touch lingered, branding Sinās skin. Taehyung chuckled, relinquishing his hold just enough to let Jungkook slot himself between them, his body warm and solid against Sinās side.
The underground parking lot hummed with the low growl of engines and the distant drip of water pipes. Sin hovered near Namjoonās shoulder, his fingers twisting in the sleeves of Hoseokās hoodieāstill damp with sweat, still smelling like Jungkookās root beer and Jiminās cologne. The car door clicked open with a smooth hydraulic hiss, and Namjoon gestured for him to climb in first, his expression unreadable behind his sunglasses despite the dim lighting.
Sin hesitated, his cerulean eyes flicking toward the concrete pillar where Jin had cornered Taehyung and Jungkook. Jinās voice carried just enoughāsharp with warning beneath its usual honeyed tone. "Ya, if you two donāt stop pawing at him like heās a stray kitten, heās going to bolt before we even hit the highway." A beat of silence, then Jungkookās scoff, muffled but defiant. Jinās sigh was audible even from across the lot. "You think I didnāt see the way you handled him earlier? Aish, youāre lucky Hoseok didnāt break your fingers."
Sin flinched when Namjoonās hand settled lightly between his shoulder blades, urging him into the car. The leather seats were cool against his thighs, the scent of pine air freshener cloying in the enclosed space. Namjoon slid in beside him, close enough that their knees brushed, his phone already lighting up with a flood of notifications. Sin curled his fingers into his palms, the half-moon indents of his nails stinging faintly.
Outside, Jinās shadow stretched long under the flickering fluorescents as he leaned in, his grip tight on Taehyungās wrist. "Listen. You want to keep him? Then act like it." His voice dropped lower, venomous in its sweetness. "Or do I need to remind you what happened to the last one who scared him?"
The car engine purred to life, vibrating through Sinās spine as Jin slid into the driverās seat with practiced ease. The overhead light flickered off, plunging them into darkness save for the dashboardās neon glow. Sin counted the seconds between Taehyungās fingers drumming against the windowāone-two-three, one-two-threeāuntil Jungkookās knee pressed against his, deliberate and unyielding.
"Buckle up," Namjoon murmured, his breath warm against Sinās temple as he reached across him for the seatbelt. The strap grazed Sinās throat, clicking into place with a sound like a lock turning. Jinās eyes caught Sinās in the rearview mirror, dark and unreadable. "Comfortable?" he asked, though his tone suggested it wasnāt a question.
Sin nodded, his white hair brushing the headrest. Outside, rain began to patter against the windshield, distorting the parking lot lights into liquid gold smears. Taehyung twisted in the passenger seat, offering Sin a stick of pocky like a peace offering. "Eat," he urged, his smile too bright. "Youāll need your strength."
The chocolate coating tasted like ash on Sinās tongue. He chewed mechanically, aware of four pairs of eyes tracking the bob of his throat. Hoseokās hoodie sleeves slipped over his wrists as he reached for another, the fabric still faintly citrusy from Jungkookās grip earlier.
The carās heater kicked in with a quiet whir, blowing stale air across Sinās cheeks. Taehyungās pocky stick snapped between his teeth, the sound sharp in the silence. Jinās fingers tapped the steering wheelānot to the rhythm of the rain, but to some internal metronome only he could hear. Sin counted the beats. One-two-three. One-two-three.
Jungkookās knee pressed harder against his, a silent demand for attention. "Youāre spacing out again," he murmured, his breath warm against Sinās ear. His hand found Sinās wrist under the hoodie sleeve, fingers circling the delicate bones like a shackle. "Whatās in that pretty head of yours?"
Sinās pulse fluttered, a trapped sparrow. "Nothing," he whispered. The lie tasted bitter.
Jiminās laugh floated from the front seat, light and airy. "Liar." He twisted around, his elbow propped on the headrest, his fingers toying with a loose thread on Sinās hoodie. "Youāre always thinking. Always watching. Like youāre trying to memorize our tells." His smile was a blade. "Whoās the predator here, little ghost?"
The pocky stick snapped between Sinās teeth, the sound too loud in the carās stifling silence. Chocolate crumbs dusted his lower lip, and Jungkookās thumb swiped them away before Sin could reactāslow, deliberate, his nail scraping just hard enough to sting. "Wasteful," Jungkook murmured, licking the chocolate from his own skin without breaking eye contact. Sinās breath hitched.
Rain blurred the city lights into streaks of neon as Jin merged onto the highway, the carās tires humming against wet asphalt. Hoseokās hoodie sleeve slipped down Sinās wrist again, revealing the faint red imprint of Jungkookās fingers. Jimin made a soft, interested noise, reaching across Namjoon to trace the mark with his index finger. "Bruises already," he mused, his voice dripping with false sympathy. "And we havenāt even started yet."
Sin pressed his knees together, his thighs trembling under the weight of four gazes. Taehyungās pocky box crinkled as he tossed it onto the dashboard, half-empty. "Hyung," he said, too casual, "didnāt you say the dorm was being sprayed for pests tonight?"
Jinās knuckles whitened around the steering wheel. "Changed the reservation," he said smoothly. "Private hanok in Bukchon. More⦠intimate." His reflection in the rearview mirror smiled, all teeth. "Helmeoniās treat."
Sin's fingers twitched against the seatbelt strap still pressed too-tight across his chest. The rain-streaked windows distorted the neon city lights into watery smears, but when he turned his head slightlyājust enough to catch Namjoon's gazeāthe older man's reflection was watching him already, dark eyes unreadable behind his sunglasses even in the dim car interior.
"Bukchon," Namjoon said before Sin could even form the question, his voice low enough that the others wouldn't overhear over the rain's rhythmic patter. His thumb swiped across his phone screen absently, pulling up a map dotted with traditional hanok silhouettes. "Historic district. Wood beams, paper doors." A pause, then quieter: "No cameras."
Sin blinked, his lashes casting spiderweb shadows over his cheeks. Trust Helmeoni to know where the lenses couldn't reach. He let his shoulder lean imperceptibly closer to Namjoon's, drawn to the steadiness of himāthe way his long fingers didn't dig into Sin's skin like the others', the way his explanations came crisp and clean without hidden barbs.
Jungkook's knee pressed harder against Sin's, a silent reprimand for the slight shift in proximity. But Namjoon merely tilted his phone screen away, his free hand settling briefly over Sin's where it clutched the seatbelt. Warm. Dry. Nothing like Hoseok's branding grip or Jimin's lingering traces. "You'll like it," he murmured, and it almost sounded like the truth.
The car hit a puddle, sending a spray of rainwater against the windows. Jin's reflection in the rearview mirror smiledāslow, satisfiedāas Taehyung twisted around in the passenger seat to drape an arm over the headrest. "Old neighborhood," he said, his voice dripping false nostalgia. "Narrow alleys, high walls." His fingers drummed against the leather. "No one hears anything."
Sin's pulse fluttered against Namjoon's palm. The older man didn't react, just traced a single circle over Sin's knucklesāonce, twiceābefore withdrawing his touch as if it had never happened. Outside, the neon smear of Gangnam faded into the softer glow of traditional lanterns, their light diffused through the rain like candleflame behind rice paper.
Jimin's laugh cut through the quiet, sharp as shattered glass. "Look at him," he crooned, reaching back to tuck a lock of Sin's white hair behind his ear. His fingers lingered, thumb brushing the delicate shell. "Trembling like a leaf. Do we scare you that much?"
Hoseok's voice sliced through the car's thick air like a blade through honeyāsharp, sudden, and impossible to ignore. "Enough." His fingers dug into Jimin's wrist where it still hovered near Sin's ear, pulling it back with a force that made the older man hiss. "You're scaring him." The words were quiet, but the weight behind them pressed against Sin's ribs like a fist.
Jimin's smile didn't waver, but his eyes darkened as he twisted to face Hoseok. "Who said he's scared?" He flicked his gaze to Sin, lingering on the way his breath hitchedātoo quick, too shallow. "Maybe he likes it." His tongue darted out to wet his lips, slow and deliberate. "Maybe he wants to beā"
"Cut the shit." Hoseok's grip tightened, his knuckles whitening around Jimin's wrist. The car hit a pothole, jostling them together, and Sin flinched when their shoulders brushedāHoseok's warm and solid, Jimin's lean and tense. For a heartbeat, no one moved. Then Hoseok exhaled through his nose, slow and controlled, and released Jimin with a shove that sent the older man back into his seat. "You're not helping."
Jin's fingers tightened around the steering wheel, his reflection in the rearview mirror watching the exchange with narrowed eyes. The rain outside had slowed to a drizzle, the windshield wipers dragging lazily across the glass. Sin counted the swipesāone, twoābefore Jungkook's knee pressed against his again, insistent. "Hobi-hyung's right," he murmured, though his tone lacked conviction. His thumb traced circles on Sin's thigh, the touch light enough to be accidental. "We don't want to break him before we get there."
The car hit another puddle, sending rainwater sluicing across the windows like liquid mercury. Sin flinched at the soundātoo loud, too suddenāand Yoongiās headphones slid down his neck with the motion, the music inside leaking out in a tinny, distant hiss. He hadnāt spoken since theyād left the studio, content to observe from the corner with half-lidded eyes, but now his fingers paused over the volume dial, his gaze sharpening on the way Sinās breath hitched.
"Enough." Yoongiās voice cut through the tension like a scalpelācold, precise, utterly devoid of Hoseokās simmering anger or Jiminās honeyed venom. He didnāt raise his volume, didnāt need to; the weight of his silence until now made the word land like a hammer. "If you want Helmeoni to trust us with him, stop acting like starved dogs." His eyes flicked to Jungkookās hand still gripping Sinās thigh, to Jiminās fingers twitching toward Sinās hair. "Youāre scaring him. And scared things run."
Namjoon exhaled through his nose, adjusting his sunglasses though the car was dark. "Yoongi-hyungās right." His thumb tapped once against his kneeāa nervous tic Sin had counted thirteen times since theyād left. "Helmeoniās already suspicious after the last time. If she thinks weāreā"
"āmanhandling her precious doll?" Jimin finished, sweet as poisoned candy. His smile didnāt reach his eyes. "But weāre not, are we?" He leaned forward, close enough that Sin could smell the mint gum on his breath. "Sin-ah, do you feel manhandled?"
Sinās fingers spasmed against the seatbelt. The word lodged in his throat, sticky as the root beer still drying on Hoseokās hoodie. Before he could force it out, Yoongiās headphone cord snaked between them, the jack clattering against the center console like a dropped coin. "Donāt answer that," Yoongi said, his voice flat. "They donāt actually want to know." His gaze pinned Sin in place, dark and unreadable. "They just want to hear you say it."
Jungkook scoffed, but his grip loosened minutely. "Dramatic." His thumb resumed its circling on Sinās thigh, slower now, almost apologetic. "Weāre just playing."
Yoongiās laugh was a dry, humorless thing. "Play nicer." He reached over, his fingers brushing Sinās wristālight, fleeting, nothing like the othersā grasping touches. "You want to keep him? Then act like it." The words echoed Jinās earlier warning, but where Jinās had been a threat, Yoongiās were a plea wrapped in barbed wire. "Or do I need to remind you what happened when we got too greedy last time?"
The car hit a speed bump, jolting them all. Jinās knuckles whitened around the steering wheel. Hoseokās jaw clenched. Even Taehyung, usually the picture of nonchalance, went rigid in the passenger seat. Sin counted the seconds of silenceāone, two, threeābefore Jimin slumped back with a theatrical sigh. "Fine, fine." He waved a hand, the motion exaggerated. "Weāll be good." His smile was all teeth. "For now."
The hanok's wooden gate groaned as Jin shouldered it open, the ancient hinges protesting under his weight. Rainwater dripped from the tiled roof onto Sin's upturned faceāone drop, then anotherālike cold fingers tracing his cheekbones. He blinked against the sensation, only to find Jungkook already crowding close, his breath warm against Sin's ear as he murmured, "Pretty." The word slithered down Sin's spine, possessive and pleased.
Inside, the main hall smelled of aged pine and the faint metallic tang of the rain seeping through the paper doors. Hoseok's hoodie clung damply to Sin's shoulders as Jimin guided him forward with a hand at the small of his backālight enough to seem casual, firm enough to steer. "Look," Jimin whispered, pointing to the far wall where antique masks leered down from their mounts. Their painted lips curled in frozen smiles, hollow-eyed and knowing. "They'll watch over us tonight."
Sin shivered. Taehyung laughed, low and rich, as he draped himself over Sin from behind, chin resting on the crown of Sin's white hair. "Don't scare him, Jimin-ah." His arms circled Sin's waist, loose but inescapable. "Our ghost needs to eat before he fades away completely."
The dining room floor was heated, the ondol warmth seeping through Sin's socks as Jin pressed him down onto a cushion at the head of the low table. Dishes appearedājapchae glistening with sesame oil, steaming bowls of galbi-tang, banchan arranged like colorful jewelsābut Sin's hands remained limp in his lap. Jungkook clicked his tongue, nudging a spoon against Sin's lower lip. "Open," he ordered, his free hand splayed across Sin's thigh beneath the table.
The spoon clattered onto the table as Sin jerked back, silver clinking against porcelain. Jungkookās fingers tightened on his thighājust enough to bruiseābut before he could react, Namjoonās chopsticks intercepted another bite of japchae mid-air. āTry this,ā he said, his voice steady, the noodles glistening under the paper lantern light. His fingers didnāt tremble as they hovered near Sinās lips, didnāt dig into his skin like the othersā. A ceasefire in edible form.
Sin parted his lips obediently, the noodles salty-sweet on his tongue. Across the table, Yoongi watched over the rim of his soju glass, his gaze flickering between Namjoonās careful fingers and Jungkookās whitening knuckles. āSlow,ā Yoongi murmured, though whether to Sin or the others, it wasnāt clear.
Jiminās laughter dripped like honey as he twirled a strand of japchae around his own chopsticks. āHyungās so gentle,ā he crooned, leaning across the table to brush his knee against Sinās. āLike feeding a stray cat.ā His teeth flashed when he smiled. āBut strays scratch, donāt they?ā
The lantern light flickered as Hoseok stood abruptly, his chair scraping against the wooden floor. He rounded the table in three strides, his shadow swallowing Sin whole as he loomed over him. "Enough games." His fingers tangled in the back of Sin's hoodie, hauling him upright with a rough jerk. "You're eating properly or I'm feeding you myself."
Jin's chopsticks paused mid-air, his smile tightening at the edges. "Hoseok-ahā"
"No." Hoseok's voice was raw, his grip shifting to cradle the base of Sin's skull insteadāa mockery of tenderness. "Look at him." His thumb brushed the hollow under Sin's ear where his pulse fluttered like a dying bird. "Skin and bones. Like we've been starving him."
Sin's breath hitched as Hoseok's fingers flexed, his nails biting crescents into the soft skin behind his ears. The japchae turned to ash in his mouth, the flavors blurring into nothingness. Across the table, Jungkook's eyes darkened, his chopsticks snapping between his fingers with a sharp crack.
The spoon clattered to the floor, a silver flash against dark wood. Sin didnāt remember standingāonly the sudden rush of air against his face as he tore free from Hoseokās grip, the hoodie slipping halfway off one shoulder like a broken wing. His breath came in jagged bursts, each inhale scraping his throat raw. The hallway stretched endlessly before him, the hanokās paper doors blurring into a tunnel of pale gold and shadow. Behind him, someone shoutedāHoseok, maybe, or Jungkook, the words dissolving into static as Sinās pulse roared in his ears.
His socked feet slid on the polished floor as he careened around a corner, fingers scrambling for purchase on the wall. The guest room door loomed ahead, its old-fashioned latch glinting under the dim hallway sconces. Sin crashed into it shoulder-first, the impact shuddering through his bones as he fumbled with the lock. Metal clicked. The door groaned shut behind him.
Silence.
Thenā
A sob tore free from his chest, raw and ugly, as Sin collapsed against the door. His knees hit the tatami mat with a dull thud, fingers twisting in the hem of Hoseokās hoodieāstill damp with rain and sweat and Jungkookās root beer. He tried to breathe. Couldnāt. The air turned to glass in his lungs, each inhale shattering into jagged shards.
Somewhere beyond the door, footsteps pounded closer. Voices overlappedāHoseokās sharp bark, Jiminās honeyed murmur, Yoongiās low growlābut the words blurred into white noise. Sin pressed his forehead to the cool wood, counting the whorls in the grain. Thirty-seven. Thirty-eight. The numbers unraveled as the door handle jiggled, then rattled with increasing violence.
"Sin-ah." Jinās voice, smooth as poisoned silk, seeped through the cracks. "Open the door, sweetheart." A pause. The knob twisted again, harder. "Youāre being dramatic."
Sin squeezed his eyes shut. The tatami prickled against his bare calves where Hoseokās hoodie had ridden up. He counted the fibers poking into his skināone, twoāuntil Jungkookās fist slammed against the doorframe hard enough to make the paper walls tremble.
"Enough." Hoseokās command cut through the chaos. A scuffle. Then silence.
Sin exhaled shakily, his breath stirring the dust motes swirling in the lantern light. The silence stretchedātoo long, too completeāuntil a single, deliberate knock echoed through the wood. Not the frantic pounding from before. Precise. Controlled.
"Sin." Namjoonās voice, steady as always. "Breathe." Another knock, softer. "In for four. Hold for seven. Out for eight."
The rhythm was familiar. Sinās chest hitched as he tried to follow it, his fingers unclenching from the hoodie fabric. One shaky inhale. Two. The third caught in his throat when the door creakedānot from force, but from the subtle slide of a key turning in the lock.
Sin scrambled backward, his socks slipping on the tatami. The door swung open to reveal Namjoonās silhouette, backlit by the hallway lanterns. Alone. His sunglasses were gone, his eyes dark and unreadable as he stepped inside, locking the door behind him with a soft click.
"Theyāre arguing," Namjoon said, as if commenting on the weather. He knelt a careful distance away, his hands loose on his knees. No sudden moves. "Hoseok thinks Jungkook provoked you. Jungkook thinks Hoseokās being hypocritical." A pause. "Yoongi called them both idiots."
Sinās laugh came out broken, more sob than sound. Namjoon didnāt react, just reached into his pocket and produced a single pocky stickāunbroken, pristine. "You didnāt finish yours earlier." He offered it like a peace treaty. "Strawberry this time."
The sweetness burst across Sinās tongue, artificial and comforting. Namjoon watched him chew, his gaze lingering on the way Sinās fingers trembled around the biscuit. "Youāre safe here," he murmured, though the words felt heavy with unspoken conditions. "For now."
Sin's fingers curled into the tatami mat, the rough fibers pricking his palms. The strawberry pocky tasted cloying now, sticking to the roof of his mouth like paste. "Hyung," he whispered, his voice cracking on the single syllable. The cerulean of his eyes had gone dull under the flickering lantern light. "I want to go back."
Namjoon didn't react at first, his gaze fixed on the way Sin's pulse fluttered at the base of his throatāvisible now that Hoseok's hoodie had slipped off one shoulder. Outside, rain pattered against the hanok's tiled roof, the sound muffled but insistent. "Back where?" Namjoon asked, though they both knew.
"The hotel." Sin's breath hitched when a floorboard creaked somewhere down the hallātoo heavy to be Jin, too deliberate to be Taehyung. His fingers spasmed against the tatami. "My room. With theā" He swallowed hard. "āthe deadbolt."
Namjoon's exhale was almost inaudible. He reached forward slowly, giving Sin ample time to flinch away, and plucked a stray pocky crumb from the corner of Sin's mouth. His thumb lingered for half a heartbeat too long. "You know we can't do that," he murmured, as if discussing the weather. "Helmeoni would notice."
The rain picked up outside, drumming against the roof like impatient fingers. Sin watched Namjoon's thumb swipe across his own bottom lipāabsent, methodicalāwiping away the ghost of their shared strawberry sugar. The silence between them thickened, punctured only by the distant rise and fall of voices down the hall. Arguing. Always arguing.
Sin's knees ached from kneeling, but he didn't dare shift. Movement attracted attention. Attention meant hands on his wrists, breath against his neck, teeth in the soft space beneath his ear. He'd learned that much.
Namjoon's phone buzzed in his pocket, the vibration muffled. He didn't check it. "They're deciding," he said instead, gaze fixed on the paper door's shadow playāelongated silhouettes of Hoseok's sharp gestures, Jungkook's splayed fingers. "Whether to give you space or drag you back by your hair." A pause. "Hobi-hyung's winning. For now."
Sin's fingers found the hem of Hoseok's hoodie again, twisting the damp fabric. The citrus scent had soured with sweat and fear. "You're not⦠with them?" The question slipped out before he could bite it back, naive as a child asking a wolf if it's tamed.
Namjoonās fingers paused mid-air, the strawberry pocky dust still clinging to his thumb. Outside, the argument crescendoedāHoseokās voice sharp as shattered glass, Jungkookās a low snarlābut the room itself seemed to hold its breath. Sin watched the lantern light warp Namjoonās shadow across the tatami, stretching it into something monstrous and lean.
"With them?" Namjoon repeated, so softly Sin almost missed it. His lips twitched, not quite a smile. "Iām where I need to be." He brushed his thumb over Sinās lower lip again, this time lingering long enough to feel the tremor there. "And so are you."
A floorboard groaned outside the door. Sinās breath hitched, his fingers knotting tighter in the hoodie fabric. The footsteps pausedālisteningābefore retreating with deliberate lightness. Jimin, then. Always light on his feet.
Namjoonās phone buzzed again. This time, he glanced at the screen, his expression flattening. "Hoseokās coming," he murmured, tucking the device away. His hands settled on Sinās shoulders, not gripping but framingāa mockery of gentleness. "Be good for him. Or heāll let Jungkook have you."
The door slid open with a whisper of wood against wood, revealing Hoseokās silhouette haloed by the hallwayās amber light. His hair was mussed, his lips pressed into a thin lineāthe picture of controlled fury. The hoodie Sin still wore had been Hoseokās first, and the older manās gaze dropped to where Sinās fingers clutched the fabric like a lifeline.
"Out," Hoseok said, not to Sin, but to Namjoon. His voice was low, rough at the edges. Namjoon didnāt move immediately, his hands lingering on Sinās shoulders a heartbeat too long before he rose with fluid grace. As he passed Hoseok, their shoulders brushedāa silent exchange Sin couldnāt decipher. The door clicked shut behind him, leaving only the sound of Sinās too-quick breaths and the rainās relentless patter.
Hoseok exhaled through his nose, rolling his shoulders as if shedding tension. When he spoke again, his voice was softer, though no less commanding. "Stand up." Sin obeyed on trembling legs, the tatami fibers sticking to his socks. Hoseok closed the distance between them in two strides, his fingers finding the hoodieās drawstrings. He tugged gently, pulling Sin forward until their foreheads nearly touched. "You ran from me," he murmured, more statement than accusation. His breath smelled of mint and something darker, sharper.
Sinās pulse fluttered under Hoseokās thumb where it pressed against his jugular. "Iā"
Hoseokās fingers tightened around the drawstrings, the fabric biting into the back of Sinās neck. āNo excuses,ā he murmured, his voice honey-thick with false patience. His other hand slid up Sinās ribcage, counting each bone through the damp hoodie like beads on a rosary. āYou know what happens when you run.ā
Sinās breath hitched as Hoseokās thumb found the hollow beneath his collarboneāthe same spot Jungkook had bruised yesterday with his root beer can. A whimper escaped before he could bite it back, small and wounded. Hoseokās lips curled at the sound, his grip shifting to cradle Sinās jaw instead, forcing their eyes to meet.
Outside, rain lashed against the hanokās paper windows, distorting the silhouettes of the others pacing the hallway into monstrous shapes. SomeoneāJimin, probablyālaughed, the sound muffled but unmistakably bright. Hoseokās thumb pressed harder against Sinās pulse point. āTheyāre waiting,ā he said, as if Sin didnāt know. As if the weight of six gazes wasnāt already searing through the rice paper walls.
The hoodieās drawstring looped around Hoseokās wrist like a leash when he stepped back, his grip unyielding. āOn your knees,ā he ordered, soft as a benediction. Sin obeyed without thinking, his body conditioned to comply. The tatami prickled through his sweat-damp socks, the fibers catching on his skin as Hoseok circled him.
Hoseok's socked foot nudged between Sin's knees, spreading them wider on the tatami with deliberate pressure. The hoodie's drawstring tightened around Sin's throat as Hoseok stepped closer, the fabric whispering against his Adam's apple with each shallow breath. "Count," Hoseok commanded, his free hand slipping into Sin's hairānot yanking, not yet, just resting there like a king with his fingers curled around a scepter.
Sin's lips parted. "O-oneā"
"No." Hoseok's thumb brushed the hinge of Sin's jaw, tracing the flutter of panic beneath his skin. "Not out loud. Here." He tapped Sin's temple once, the impact featherlight. "Where only I can hear."
Behind the paper door, a floorboard groaned under shifting weight. Sin's lashes fluttered as he imagined them lined up out thereāJin's calculated stillness, Jungkook's restless energy, Jimin's predatory patienceāeach waiting their turn to carve another piece of him away. The numbers formed silently in his mind, trembling as they climbed. Seven. Eight. Nine.
The scent of rain and aged wood thickened as Hoseokās fingers tightened in Sinās hairānot pulling, just holding, the way one might grip the leash of a skittish animal. Sinās silent count stuttered at twenty-three when Hoseokās thumb traced the shell of his ear, the touch deceptively gentle. "Good," Hoseok murmured, though Sin hadnāt spoken. The praise slithered under his skin like warm oil.
Outside, the pacing stopped. A shadow darkened the rice paper doorābroad-shouldered, motionlessābefore retreating with deliberate quiet. Jungkook, then. Always the worst at waiting.
Hoseok exhaled through his nose, his grip shifting to cradle the base of Sinās skull instead. "They think Iām being too soft with you," he confided, as if sharing a secret. His knee pressed between Sinās thighs, not enough to hurt, just enough to remind him of the space he was allowed. "But they donāt understand." His fingers flexed. "You need the leash before you run. Not after."
Sinās breath hitched as Hoseokās free hand slipped under the hoodieās hem, fingers skating up his spine. The touch burned through the thin fabric of his undershirt, mapping each vertebra like a cartographer claiming territory. "Thirty-four," Sin mouthed soundlessly, the numbers crumbling when Hoseokās nails scraped the nape of his neck.
Outside, Yoongi leaned against the hallwayās wooden beam, the cigarette between his fingers burning down to the filter untouched. The rain had slowed to a drizzle, dripping from the hanokās eaves onto the moss-covered stones below. One drop. Two. He counted them like Sin counted breathsāmethodical, desperate.
The door beside him trembled with the force of Jungkookās pacing, the younger manās shadow distorting across the rice paper like a caged animal. "This is bullshit," Jungkook muttered, his voice low enough that only Yoongi could hear. His sneakers squeaked against the floorboards as he pivoted sharply. "Hobi-hyung doesnāt get to hog him every timeā"
"Quiet." Yoongi didnāt raise his voice. Didnāt need to. The ember of his cigarette flared as he inhaled, the smoke curling around his words. "You think this is about hogging?" He flicked ash onto the dampened stones outside, watching it dissolve. "Helmeoniās already got eyes on us. One more incident like last time, and sheāll yank him so far out of reach, not even Namjoonās connections will find him."
Jungkookās jaw clenched, his fingers flexing at his sides. Inside the room, a muffled whimper slipped through the cracks in the doorframe. Yoongiās cigarette crumbled between his fingers.
Jimin materialized from the shadows, his smile saccharine. "Yoongi-hyungās right," he singsonged, though his fingers dug into Jungkookās shoulder hard enough to bruise. "We have to share." His gaze flicked to the door. "Even when Hobi-hyung forgets how."
The hanokās wooden beams groaned underfoot as Jin approached, his footsteps deliberate. "Enough." His voice carried the weight of finality. "Yoongi-ah." A pause. "Fix this."
Yoongi exhaled through his nose, grinding the cigarette butt into the stone with his heel. He didnāt speak as he turned, didnāt knock as he slid the door open. The scene inside unfolded like a tableauāHoseokās fingers tangled in Sinās hair, Sinās lips parted around silent numbers, the hoodieās drawstring looped around Hoseokās wrist like a noose.
"Out," Yoongi said.
Hoseok didnāt move. "You donāt give orders here, hyung."
Yoongiās gaze flicked to Sinās trembling knees. "Helmeoniās calling." He pulled his phone from his pocket, screen bright with an unanswered notification. "She wants him video-ready in twenty." A lie. Maybe. The screen darkened before Hoseok could verify.
Hoseokās grip loosened minutely. Sin gaspedāsoft, woundedāas air flooded his lungs.
"Now," Yoongi added, softer this time. "Unless you want to explain why her dollās throat is bruising."
Hoseokās fingers uncurled from Sinās hair like retreating vines. The hoodieās drawstring slithered free from his wrist as he stepped back, his jaw working. "Youāre bluffing."
Yoongi tossed the phone. Hoseok caught it against his chest, the screen lighting up with Helmeoniās contact photoāher stern face immortalized mid-scowl. Three missed calls. The latest timestamp: 2:17 AM.
Sinās breath hitched. Yoongi didnāt blink. "You think she sleeps?" he murmured. "When her investments misbehave?"
The hanokās ancient floorboards creaked as Jungkook shouldered past Yoongi, his sneakers squeaking on the tatami. "Bullshit." He snatched the phone, thumb jamming the callback button. "She doesnātā"
The line connected on the first ring.
Silence.
Thenā"Jungkook-ah." Helmeoniās voice crackled through the speaker, tinny and taut. "Put my baby on."
Sin flinched so hard the hoodieās drawstring snapped taut around his throat. Yoongi moved first, plucking the phone from Jungkookās frozen fingers. "Heās sleeping," he lied smoothly. Outside, rain dripped from the eaves onto the stones belowāone drop, two. "We followed protocol."
A beat. The hanokās wooden beams groaned under the weight of their collective breath held too long. Helmeoniās exhale crackled through the line. "Liar." The word dripped with something darker than disappointment. "His trackerās spiking. Heart rate. Adrenaline." A pause. The sound of fingers tapping a keyboard. "Which one of you touched him?"
Hoseokās hand twitched where it hovered near Sinās shoulder. Jungkookās sneaker squeaked against the tatami. Yoongiās thumb hovered over the mute buttonātoo late. Helmeoniās voice crackled through the speaker, each syllable razor-sharp. "You swore." The keyboard taps accelerated. "Seven signatures. Seven witnesses. And now his vitals look likeā" A choked noise, almost maternal. "Who. Touched. Him?"
The silence curdled. Sinās pulse hammered against the hoodieās drawstring, the fabric whispering with each shallow breath. Jin stepped forward first, his smile smooth as poured honey. "Helmeoni-ssi, it was just rehearsalsā"
"Liar." The keyboard clattered. Onscreen, Helmeoniās manicured nails glinted like talons. "His cortisol levels spiked at 1:48 AM. Adrenaline peak at 2:03. And nowā" A screenshot flashed on Yoongiās phone: Sinās biometrics chart, jagged red lines screaming panic. "Explain."
Jungkookās fingers flexed. Hoseokās jaw ticked. Sinās knees ached against the tatami, the fibers imprinting diamond patterns into his skin.
Jimin laughedāsoft, melodic, all wrong for the tension. "Ah, poor Sin-ah got scared during horror movie night!" He draped himself over Sinās shoulders, fingers skimming the bruises Jungkook had left earlier. "Our babyās so sensitive, isnāt he?"
Helmeoniās silence was volcanic. The call idled for three agonizing seconds before she spoke. "Sin-ah." Her voice gentled, syrupy with fake concern. "Look at the camera."
Yoongiās phone screen tilted. Sin flinched from the lens, his cerulean eyes glassy with unshed tears. The hoodie slipped off one shoulder, revealing the blossoming fingerprints on his wrist. Jungkookās root beer stain streaked across the fabric like old blood.
Helmeoni inhaled sharply. "Who," she enunciated, "marked him?"
Jinās polished facade cracked. His hand twitched toward Sināwhether to comfort or conceal, he didnāt seem to know himself. "An accident during practiceā"
"Collaborators donāt have accidents." Helmeoniās nails clicked against her desk. The camera jostled as she leaned closer, her face distorting onscreen. "Sin-ah. Show me your neck."
Sin trembled. Jiminās fingers dug into his shoulders, steering him toward the screen like a doll. The drawstring noose swayed with each ragged breath.
Helmeoniās breath hitched. "Hoseok." She didnāt raise her voice. Didnāt need to. "Explain the leash."
Hoseokās fingers twitched where they hovered near Sinās hair. "Itāsā"
"Not yours." Her manicure tapped the screenāonce, twice. "Seven signatures, seven witnesses. No ownership clauses." The camera tilted, revealing Sinās tracker bracelet glinting on her own wrist. "Unless youāve rewritten contracts in your spare time?"
Jungkookās sneaker squeaked. Jinās smile froze. Yoongi exhaled through his nose, watching Sinās pulse flutter against the hoodieās fabric like a dying thing.
Helmeoniās keyboard clattered. "Iāll be there in twenty minutes." A pause. The sound of a car engine roaring to life. "If his vitals spike again, Iām pulling him permanently." The call ended with a click that echoed like a gunshot.
The phone screen went dark, plunging the room into a silence so thick Sin could hear the blood rushing in his ears. Yoongiās fingers clenched around the device, knuckles bleaching white, before he spun on his heel and hurled it against the far wall. The plastic cracked against the wooden beam, shattering into fragments that skittered across the tatami like brittle insects.
"Fuck," Yoongi hissed, low and venomous. He didnāt look at Sinādidnāt look at any of themājust dragged a hand down his face hard enough to leave red streaks on his skin. His gaze snapped to Namjoon, who stood framed by the hallwayās lantern light, arms crossed and expression unreadable. "Plan," Yoongi bit out. "Now. Before Helmeoni skins us alive."
Namjoon didnāt blink. "She already doesnāt trust us." His voice was calm, but his fingers tapped an uneven rhythm against his bicepāthree beats, pause, two beatsālike Morse code for disaster. "That was never the issue."
Jungkook scoffed, kicking a pocky wrapper across the floor. "Then what is?" His sneakers left damp streaks on the tatami as he paced. "We followed the rules. We didnātā" His gaze flicked to Sinās throat, where the hoodieās drawstring had left a faint red line. "ābreak him."
Jiminās laugh was razor-thin. "Tell that to his cortisol levels." He twirled Sinās tracker bracelet around his own finger, the metal glinting under the lantern light. "Helmeoni doesnāt care about rules. She cares about control." His smile widened when Sin flinched. "And right now, weāre losing it."
Jin sighed, rubbing his temples. "Drama queens, all of you." He stepped forward, hands raised in mock surrender. "We clean him up. We calm him down. We hand him back with a bow and a āsorry, no harm done.ā" His fingers twitched toward Sinās hairāhovering, not touchingābefore retreating. "Easy."
Hoseok barked a laugh. "Easy?" He yanked the hoodieās drawstring taut between his fists, the fabric snapping audibly. "You saw her face. Sheās not here for apologies." His gaze dropped to Sinās trembling knees. "Sheās here for blood."
Sinās breath hitched, the sound strangled. Yoongiās jaw clenched. "Enough." He turned to Namjoon, voice dropping to a whisper. "We canāt spin this. Not with the biometrics. So whatās the play?"
The silence curdled like spoiled milk after Helmeoniās call ended. Jin was the first to move, his polished facade cracking as he knelt beside Sināclose enough to feign concern, far enough to avoid touching. "Sin-ah," he murmured, his voice honey-thick with false gentleness. His fingers twitched toward the tracker bracelet glinting on Sinās wrist. "Why does Helmeoni have these on you?"
Sinās breath hitched, his fingers curling into the tatami. The fibers pricked his palms, grounding him in the present. "Ssaengs," he whispered, so soft the word barely left his lips. His cerulean eyes flickered to the hallway where shadows still loomedāwaiting, watching. "Some⦠get too touchy."
Jungkook scoffed, kicking a stray pocky wrapper across the floor. "And?" His sneakers squeaked as he prowled closer, his shadow swallowing Sinās trembling form. "Youāre ours now. Who cares about some rabid fans?"
Sin flinched, his pulse rabbiting against the hoodieās drawstring. Jin shot Jungkook a warning glare before turning back to Sin, his smile straining at the edges. "Blacklist," he prompted, as if piecing together a puzzle. "Helmeoni puts them on a list, yes?"
A nodāsmall, jerky. Sinās fingers found the tracker bracelet, tracing its smooth metal surface like a talisman. "Sheā" His breath stuttered. "She checks the biometrics. If someone⦠if they grab me too hard, the tracker spikes. She pulls the footage. Blocks them from events." His lashes fluttered, damp with unshed tears. "Permanent ban."
Jiminās laugh curled through the room like poisoned honey. "Cute." He twirled Sinās hair around his finger, yanking just enough to make Sin gasp. "But weāre not ssaengs, are we?" His breath ghosted over Sinās ear, mock-conspiratorial. "Weāre collaborators. Signed contracts and everything."
The word contracts hung heavy in the air, thick with unspoken clauses. Hoseokās fingers twitched toward the hoodieās drawstringāstill looped around his wrist like a trophy. "So Helmeoniās watching us now?" His voice dripped with something darker than amusement. "Tracking how we touch her doll?"
Sin shrank back, his shoulders bumping against Namjoonās legs. The rapper didnāt move, didnāt speakājust let his fingers brush Sinās nape, light as a spiderās thread. A warning or a comfort, Sin couldnāt tell.
The cigarette between Yoongiās fingers had burned down to the filter untouched, ash crumbling onto the tatami like dead skin. He watched it fall, then lifted his gaze to the othersāreally looked at them for the first time since Helmeoniās call. Jinās perfect smile stretched too tight. Hoseokās fingers flexing around phantom drawstrings. Jungkookās restless pacing, back and forth like a caged animal. And Sin, trembling between them all like a leaf in a storm.
Yoongi flicked the dead cigarette away. "Why?" The word landed like a stone in still water.
Jin blinked. "Why what, Yoongi-ah?"
"You know damn well what." Yoongi stepped forward, his socked feet silent on the tatami. He grabbed Jungkookās wrist mid-pace, yanking him to a stop. The younger manās skin was fever-hot under his grip, pulse rabbiting against Yoongiās thumb. "Look at him." He jerked his chin toward Sin, who flinched at the sudden movement. "Really look."
Sinās knees had gone white from kneeling too long, the tatamiās diamond pattern imprinted on his skin. The hoodie hung off one shoulder, revealing the fingerprint bruises Jungkook had left earlier. His lips were bitten raw, his cerulean eyes glassy with unshed tears.
Hoseok made a wounded noise in his throat. "Weāre notā"
"You are." Yoongi released Jungkookās wrist with a shove. "Every fucking time. You canāt keep your hands to yourselves for five minutes." His gaze swept over themāJinās twitching fingers, Jiminās possessive grip on Sinās hair, Hoseokās drawstring noose. "Helmeoniās not the problem. We are."
Jungkook scoffed. "Bullshit. He likes itā"
"Does he?" Yoongi snatched Sinās wristāgently, for onceāturning it to expose the mottled bruises circling the delicate bones. "This look like liking to you?" His thumb brushed the darkest mark, watching Sinās breath hitch. "You think he wants to shake like this? To count numbers in his head like a fucking trauma response?"
The silence curdled. Jiminās fingers loosened in Sinās hair. Jinās polished smile wavered.
Namjoon spoke from the doorway, his voice low and measured. "Yoongi-hyungās right." He stepped inside, his shadow stretching long across the tatami. "We swore." His gaze dropped to Sinās trembling form. "No ownership. No marks. No leashes."
Hoseokās fingers twitched around the drawstring. "Butā"
"No." Yoongiās voice cracked like a whip. "You donāt get to but this." He grabbed Sinās chināgentler than the others ever wereātilting his face toward the lantern light. The bruises on his throat stood out stark against his doll-like skin. "Look what weāve done to him."
Jungkook kicked the wall, the hanokās ancient wood groaning in protest. "Heās oursā"
"Heās not." Yoongiās grip tightened minutely. Sin whimperedāsoft, woundedābut didnāt pull away. "Heās Helmeoniās investment. A collaborator." His thumb brushed the beauty mark beneath Sinās eye, the touch fleeting. "Not a toy."
Jiminās laugh was razor-thin. "Since when do you care?" He prowled closer, his shadow swallowing Sinās trembling form. His fingers twirled a strand of Sinās white hair around his finger, yanking just enough to make Sin gasp. "Yoongi-hyungās gotten soft."
Yoongi didnāt blink. "Since now." His voice was low, dangerous. He grabbed Jiminās wrist, twisting until his grip loosened on Sinās hair. "Or do you want Helmeoni pulling him permanently?"
Namjoon finally cut through the tension, stepping between them with a sigh that carried the weight of too many sleepless nights. "Weāre professionals. Idols." His gaze swept over themāJungkookās restless pacing, Hoseokās twitching fingers, Jiminās bruising grip. "Act like it."
Jungkook scoffed, kicking the tatami mat hard enough to send dust motes swirling. "Professionals donāt share." His sneaker squeaked as he pivoted toward Sin, his shadow looming. "Professionals own."
Yoongiās laugh was razor-thin. "Own?" He flicked Sinās tracker bracelet with a fingernail, the metal ringing softly. "If we keep manhandling him like this, his fans will notice." His thumb brushed the bruise on Sinās wristādeliberate, pointed. "And trust me, his fans are worse than Helmeoni."
Sin flinched at the mention of fans, his fingers tightening around the hoodieās hem. Jin sighed, rubbing his temples like a man fighting off a migraine. "Yoongiās right." His voice was softer now, edged with something resembling guilt. "We canāt afford another scandal. Not afterā"
"Not after what?" Jiminās smile was saccharine, his fingers tracing the bruises on Sinās throat. "Not after last time?" He leaned in close, his breath warm against Sinās ear. "Tell me, Sin-ahādo you want us to stop?"
Sinās breath hitched, his cerulean eyes darting to Yoongiāpleading, terrified. Before he could answer, Namjoonās hand landed on Jiminās shoulder, squeezing just shy of painful. "Enough." His voice brooked no argument. "Clean him up. Now."
Namjoonās fingers twitched toward Sinās shoulderāhesitant for onceābefore curling back into a loose fist. "Taehyung-ah," he said, voice pitched low enough that Sin flinched at the sudden address. The command hung unfinished between them, heavy with implication.
Taehyung uncoiled from the shadows near the shoji screen, his movements liquid-slow. Heād been so still, so silent, Sin had almost forgotten he was there. Almost. The hanokās lantern light caught the silver hoops in his ears as he tilted his head, gaze skating over Sinās disheveled formāthe hoodie slipping off one shoulder, the mottled fingerprints circling his wrists. His lips parted around a silent ah before he smiled, wide and disarming. "Come on, little rabbit," he murmured, extending a hand. "Letās get you clean."
Sin recoiled instinctively, shoulders bumping against Namjoonās legs. Taehyungās smile didnāt waver, but his fingers flexedāa tell Sin had learned too well. The others shifted, a ripple of tension cracking through the room like thin ice.
Yoongi exhaled sharply through his nose. "Taehyung-ah." A warning.
Taehyung blinked, slow as a cat. "What?" His voice dripped with faux innocence. "Iām just helping." He crouched until he was eye-level with Sin, his knees cracking theatrically. Up close, his scent was overwhelmingāvanilla fabric softener layered over something darker, muskier. The scent clung to Sinās nostrils like a physical touch. "Unlessā¦" Taehyungās thumb brushed the hoodie drawstring still looped around Sinās throat. His voice dropped to a whisper. "You want to stay like this?"
Sinās breath hitched. The drawstring tightened minutelyānot pulling, just there, a constant reminder of the noose Hoseok had left behind. Taehyungās fingers traced the red line it had left on Sinās throat, his touch featherlight. "See?" He leaned closer, his breath warm against Sinās ear. "All marked up. Like a bad puppy." His teeth flashed in a grin. "Helmeoni wonāt like that."
Namjoonās hand landed heavy on Taehyungās shoulder. "Enough." His grip tightenedājust shy of painfulābefore releasing. "Bath. Now. No theatrics."
Taehyung sighed, exaggerated, but stood in one fluid motion. He offered his hand again, this time palm-upāa mockery of chivalry. Sin hesitated, gaze darting to Yoongi. The rapper gave a barely-there nod, his jaw clenched tight.
Sin took Taehyungās hand. His skin was fever-warm.
The bathroom was all dark wood and steamed mirrors, the scent of cedar thick in the air. Taehyung hummed as he turned the faucet, testing the water with his fingers before dumping in a capful of something floral. Bubbles foamed instantly, obscuring the waterās surface. Sin stood frozen by the door, fingers twisting in the hoodieās hem.
"Strip," Taehyung said, not looking up.
Sin flinched. The word landed like a stone in still water. Taehyung glanced over his shoulder, eyebrow arched. "Problem?" His tone was light, but his gaze dropped to Sinās throatāto the bruises, the drawstringās imprint. "Or do you want Helmeoni seeing that?"
Sinās fingers trembled as they found the hoodieās zipper. The metal teeth parted reluctantly, fabric peeling away from his skin like a second layer. Taehyung watched, gaze tracking the slow reveal of bruisesāJungkookās fingerprints circling his wrists, Jiminās grip marks on his shoulders. His breath hitched when Sinās ribs came into view, the delicate cage of them shadowed by Hoseokās earlier attentions.
Taehyungās fingers twitched toward the worst of themāa mottled purple bloom over Sinās left hipābefore curling into a fist. "In," he said, jerking his chin toward the tub. The water sloshed as Sin stepped in, bubbles parting around his thighs. Taehyungās reflection grinned at him from the fogged mirror. "See? Not so hard."
Sin sank into the water until it lapped at his collarbones. The heat stung his bruises, but he didnāt complainājust stared at the bubbles clotting around his arms. Taehyung perched on the tubās edge, sleeves rolled to his elbows. His fingers dipped into the water, stirring the suds idly. "You scared?" he asked, casual as asking about the weather.
Sinās breath fogged the surface. A bubble popped between them. Taehyungās smile widened. "Good." His fingers skimmed Sinās shoulder, featherlight. "Fear keeps you alive."
The water sloshed violently as Sin recoiled from Taehyungās touch, bubbles clinging to his collarbones like froth on a drowning man. Taehyungās grin didnāt waverāif anything, it widened at the reaction, canines flashing as he leaned closer. His reflection warped in the steam-fogged mirror behind them, elongated and grotesque. "Ah, little rabbit," he cooed, fingers trailing through the water to trace the bruises circling Sinās wrist. "Who taught you to flinch like that?"
Sinās breath hitched when Taehyungās thumb found the darkest markāJungkookās teeth had left crescent moons in the tender skin. The bathwater turned murky where it lapped at his ribs, swirling with flecks of dried root beer and something darker. Taehyung made a soft noise in his throat, dragging a washcloth over the stain with mock tenderness. "Shame," he murmured, though his eyes glittered with something closer to hunger. "Our babyās all dirty."
A knock shattered the moment. Three sharp rapsāYoongiās signature. The door slid open before Taehyung could respond, revealing the rapper silhouetted against the hallwayās amber light. His gaze skipped over Taehyungās hovering hands, Sinās wet shoulders, the bruises peeking through the suds. "Helmeoniās ten minutes out," he said, voice stripped of inflection. He tossed a bundle of fabric at Taehyungāa fresh hoodie, black this time. "Make him presentable."
Taehyung caught it one-handed, his grin turning sly. "Presentable?" He shook out the garment, letting the sleeves unfurl like wings. "Or pretty?"
The hoodieās fabric whispered against itself as Taehyung shook it outāblack as a starless sky, sleeves limp like empty nooses. Sinās fingers twitched beneath the waterās surface, bubbles clinging to his knuckles like foam on a drowning man. Taehyungās grin sharpened. "Pretty it is," he murmured, draping the hoodie over the towel rack with exaggerated care. Steam curled around the garment, softening its edges.
Yoongi lingered in the doorway, fingers drumming a silent rhythm against the frame. His gaze flicked to the bruises mottling Sinās ribsāHoseokās fingerprints bloomed purple beneath the soapy waterābefore settling on Taehyungās hovering hands. "Ten minutes," he repeated, low and warning. The door slid shut with a click that echoed like a trap springing.
Taehyung exhaled through his nose, the sound more laugh than sigh. He snatched the washcloth from the water, wringing it hard enough to send droplets spattering across the tiles. "Up," he ordered, flicking the damp cloth at Sinās cheek. The fabric stung where it hitānot quite a slap, but close enough to make Sin flinch. Water sloshed over the tubās edge as he scrambled upright, suds sliding down his chest in slow, glistening rivulets.
Taehyungās gaze tracked their progress, lingering where the bubbles caught in the hollow of Sinās throat. His fingers twitched toward the spotāthen veered abruptly, snatching the towel instead. "Turn," he commanded, shaking it open with a snap that sent steam swirling.
Sin turnedāslow, mechanicalāhis spine protruding like knotted rope beneath skin too pale to belong to anything living. Taehyungās exhale ghosted hot over the jut of his shoulder blade as the towel descended, rough fabric scraping over bruise-mottled skin. "Pretty," Taehyung murmured, fingers pressing just shy of painful into the divots above Sinās hips. The word curled like smoke between them, acrid and sweet.
Water dripped from Sinās lashes onto the tiles between his toes. He counted themāone, twoāas Taehyungās hands wandered higher, dragging the towel up the ladder of his ribs. The third droplet shattered when Taehyungās thumb found the beauty mark beneath his left shoulder blade, pressing down with deliberate intent. Sinās breath stuttered.
"Stay still," Taehyung chided, though his grip tightened as if willing Sin to struggle. The hoodie whispered off the rack, its shadow swallowing Sin whole as Taehyung guided his arms through the sleeves with mock gentleness. Fabric whispered over damp skin, clinging where the water hadnāt been properly blotted. Taehyungās fingers lingered at the drawstrings, looping them onceātwiceāaround his own wrist before tugging Sin back against his chest.
Sinās reflection stared back at him from the fogged mirrorāpupils blown wide, lips bitten raw. Taehyungās chin hooked over his shoulder, smile sharp as a scalpel. "There," he murmured, adjusting the hood to frame Sinās face like a portrait. His fingers brushed the tracker bracelet, metal still warm from the bath. "Now you lookā¦" His teeth grazed Sinās earlobe. "ā¦presentable."
Helmeoniās stilettoes clicked against the hanokās wooden floorboards like a countdown timer. She didnāt need to see the footageādidnāt need the biometric alerts screaming across her tablet. The moment Sin shuffled into view, shoulders hunched under the oversized black hoodie, she knew. Again.
His cerulean eyes darted to her face, then skittered away like dropped marbles. The hoodieās drawstrings swayed with each shallow breath, the ends frayed where someone had tugged too hard. Again.
Sheād seen this beforeāthe tremble in his fingers as he adjusted the cuffs, the way his throat worked around silent apologies. Last time it had been a rookie actor who couldnāt keep his hands off Sinās waist during filming. Before that, a producer who thought "collaboration" meant leaving bruises between takes. Every time, Sin returned to her with that same doll-like docility, as if his body were merely a borrowed costume heād failed to keep pristine.
Helmeoniās manicure tapped against her tablet caseāonce, twice. The screen lit up with timestamped vitals: heart rate spiking at 19:03 when Hoseokās drawstring leash first tightened. Adrenaline levels peaking when Jimin twisted his hair. Cortisol still elevated twenty minutes later, despite Yoongiās intervention.
"Manager-nim," Jin began, his bow so deep his forehead nearly brushed his knees. The rehearsed humility rang hollow when his fingers twitched toward Sinās sleeve. "If youāll allow me to explaā"
"Quiet." She didnāt raise her voice. Didnāt need to. The hanokās antique clock ticked three times before she lifted Sinās chin with two fingers under his jaw. The motion forced his gaze upward, where lantern light caught the fading red line around his throat. Her thumb brushed itāonceāand Sinās pulse jumped against her touch like a trapped bird.
Jungkook shifted behind them, sneakers squeaking on the tatami. Helmeoni didnāt turn. "Jeon-ssi." Her voice could frost glass. "Sit."
He sat.
Sinās eyelashes fluttered when she traced the bruise peeking above his hoodie collar, her nail scraping lightly over Jiminās teeth marks. The biometric tracker on his wrist beeped onceāsoft, but in the silence, it might as well have been a gunshot. Helmeoniās smile didnāt reach her eyes. "Fourth time this month," she murmured, tapping the tablet screen to life. The security footage played silently: Hoseokās drawstring taut between his fists, Sinās knees hitting the tatami, Yoongiās shattered phone skittering across the floor.
Namjoon cleared his throat. "Manager-nim, if we couldā"
"Contracts." She cut him off without looking away from Sin. "Section 4.2: No unauthorized physical contact." Her finger swiped left, pulling up Jungkookās root beer ambush from earlier. "Section 7.8: No consumables forced on collaborators." Another swipeāJiminās fingers twisted in Sinās hair, his smile saccharine as he whispered something that made Sinās vitals spike. "And my personal favoriteāSection 9.3: No marks visible on camera."
The tablet snapped shut. Sin flinched.
Sin had been seventeen when Helmeoni first found himāa trembling intern curled in the company stairwell, clutching a half-eaten convenience store kimbap like a lifeline. She remembered the exact shade of blue his eyes had been under the flickering fluorescent lightsānot the polished cerulean of diamonds under spotlights, but the watery blue of a childās forgotten marble, rolling alone across pavement. That night, sheād draped her own coat over his too-thin shoulders and driven him to a 24-hour jjajangmyeon place, watching in silent horror as he devoured three bowls without pausing to breathe.
She learned his story between bites: parents gone before he could remember, passed between relatives who saw his doll-like face and dollar signs. By the time heād crawled his way into the entertainment industry, heād perfected the art of making himself smallāof folding his limbs into whatever space others allowed him. That night, as sheād tucked him into her guest bedroom with extra blankets, Helmeoni made a silent vow against his foreheadāstill fever-warm from malnutritionāthat no one would make him fold himself smaller ever again.
Now, standing in the hanokās oppressive silence with Sinās pulse rabbiting under her fingertips, that vow curdled in her throat. The boy whoād once fallen asleep mid-sentence in her passenger seat now stood trembling under a hoodie three sizes too big, its collar gaping to reveal Hoseokās fingerprints purpling along his collarbones.
"Look at me," she commanded, voice softer than the room deserved. Sinās lashes fluttered upward, revealing eyes gone glassy with unshed tears. The beauty mark beneath his left eyeāthe one sheād teasingly called his "lucky charm" during his first magazine shootāwas nearly obscured by the shadow of exhaustion.
A muscle jumped in Jungkookās jaw as Helmeoni traced the tracker bracelet circling Sinās wrist. The screen lit up at her touch, displaying vitals still elevated twenty-three minutes post-incident. She didnāt need to check the footage to know whose grip had spiked his cortisol levels this timeāthe mottled bruises ringing his biceps matched Jiminās handspan perfectly.
"You." She didnāt turn toward the others, but the word landed like a guillotine blade. "Out."
Jin opened his mouthāsome polished excuse already formingābut Yoongi grabbed his elbow with a grip that turned knuckles white. They filed out in silence, the shoji screen rattling shut behind Hoseokās retreating back. Only then did Helmeoni allow herself to exhale, fingers loosening around Sinās chin.
The moment her grip slackened, Sinās knees buckled. She caught him by the elbows, lowering them both to the tatami with a grace honed from years of catching falling stars. His breath came in ragged hitches against her shoulder, fingers clutching at her blazer sleeves like he was still that starved intern afraid she might vanish.
"Sin-ah." Her thumb brushed his cheekboneāthe left one, where a fan had once thrown a water bottle that left a scar now hidden under careful makeup. "Look at me."
He did, and god, she wished he hadnāt. His eyes had always been too transparentāwindows to a soul that never learned to lie. Tonight they reflected every broken promise sheād ever made him: the dorm with better locks that never materialized, the self-defense classes heād begged for after the first "incident," the therapist sheād sworn would help him say no.
His breath hitched when she thumbed away a tear tracking down his cheek. It left a damp trail on her glove, the leather gone tacky with salt and the floral-scented bathwater Taehyung had doused him in. The hoodieās drawstring swayed between them, frayed at the ends where someone had twisted it too tight.
"Youāre shaking," she murmured, though the words were redundant. The tracker on his wrist beeped softly, its screen flashing a steady 132 bpm. Sheād seen lower readings during his panic attacks back in trainee days.
Sinās fingers twisted in the hoodieās hem, knuckles brushing the mottled bruise Hoseok had left on his hip. "S-sorry," he whispered, the apology automatic, ingrained. Like flinching.
The shoji screen rattled again before Helmeoni could respondāthree sharp taps, deliberate as a sniper adjusting their scope. Sin flinched so hard his knee knocked against hers, the impact sending a sharp pain radiating up her thigh.
"We're not done," she called, voice slicing through the paper-thin walls. The tapping stopped. A shadow lingeredābroad-shouldered, tenseābefore retreating with deliberate slowness. Jin, probably. Always the diplomat when violence wouldnāt serve him.
Sinās breathing hitched when she turned back to him, his fingers spasming around the hoodieās drawstrings. The fabric had left angry red lines across his palms where heād gripped too tight. Helmeoni pried them loose one finger at a time, her gloves catching on the raw skin of his cuticles.
"Look at me," she ordered, softer this time. His eyelashes stuck together when he blinked up at her, clumped with moisture. The beauty mark beneath his eye stood out starkly against skin gone pale as rice paper. "Who started it?"
Sin's lips parted, then closed againāa fish gasping on dry land. The truth curled like smoke in his lungs: Hoseok's fingers knotted in his hoodie, Jimin's teeth at his ear, Jungkook's grip leaving fingerprints in his skin. But naming names meant consequences, and consequences meant the cold silence afterward, the way they'd find him later in some shadowed corner, all soft words and softer hands that never quite hid the threat beneath.
Helmeoni's glove creaked as she tightened her grip on his wrist. The tracker bracelet pulsed redā145 bpm and climbing. "Sin-ah," she said, slow and deliberate, like speaking to a spooked animal. "Who. Started. It."
The shoji screen trembled with the weight of someone leaning against it. Sin's gaze flicked toward the distorted shadowābroad shoulders, hands in pockets. Yoongi, probably. Always hovering at the edges, a silent observer until the moment his intervention cut deepest.
"J-Jimin-ssi," Sin whispered, so soft the words barely stirred the air. His fingers plucked at the hoodie's drawstring, twisting it round and round his index finger until the tip turned white. "But he didn't meanāit was justā"
Helmeoni's glove pressed against Sin's lips, silencing the excuses. The leather smelled faintly of disinfectant and the bergamot hand cream she always usedāfamiliar scents that somehow made the tears pooling in his lashes burn hotter. Behind them, the shoji screen creaked under unseen pressure.
"Didn't mean?" Her thumb brushed the bruise blooming beneath his left earāJimin's teeth had left perfect crescents in the shape of his smile. The tracker on Sin's wrist beeped twice in quick succession, flashing a warning shade of orange. "Tell me, did he apologize when you bled?"
Sin's breath hitched. The memory unfurled like a poisoned flower: Jimin's laughter as he'd licked the blood from Sin's earlobe, the way his grip had gentled only when Yoongi's shadow fell across them. His fingers twisted tighter in the drawstring until the fabric bit into his skin.
The shoji screen rattled violentlyāthree sharp impacts that sent Sin's pulse skyrocketing. Helmeoni didn't turn, but her grip on Sin's chin tightened minutely. "Kim Taehyung," she called, voice slicing through the paper-thin wall. "If you break that screen, you're paying for it with your next seven CF earnings."
The bathwater had long gone cold when Helmeoni finally coaxed Sinās fingers loose from the hoodie drawstrings. His hands trembled like abandoned puppets in her grip, the skin beneath his nails blanched white from pressure. She pressed a warmed towel to his collarbonesāthe exact spot where Jiminās teeth had broken skināand watched the steam rise between them like a silent confession.
"Breathe," she murmured, thumbing away a tear that clung stubbornly to his lashes. The hanokās antique clock ticked three times before Sinās shoulders sagged, his exhale ruffling the damp strands of hair stuck to his forehead. His beauty mark winked at her from beneath a stray lock of white hair, the same one fans adored in his magazine spreads. Up close, it looked less like a charm and more like a target.
Helmeoniās gloves made soft shushing sounds as she rubbed circles between his shoulder bladesāthe same motion sheād used when heād hyperventilated after his first live performance. Back then, his panic had been sweet, almost endearing in its naivety. Now, his tremors carried the weight of something fouler, something learned. His breathing hitched when she brushed a particularly dark bruise along his ribs, the mottled purple clashing violently with his alabaster skin.
"Sleep," she ordered, smoothing the hoodieās sleeves down over his wrists. The fabric swallowed him whole, the cuffs draping past his fingertips like a child playing dress-up. Sin blinked up at her, his cerulean eyes gone glassy with exhaustion, before his head lolled against the folded futon. His fingers twitched onceāreaching, perhaps, for something that wasnāt thereābefore going still.
The shoji screen rattled softly as she slid it shut behind her, the paper trembling under her grip. The moment the latch clicked, her spine straightened, shoulders squaring like a general surveying a battlefield. The hallway smelled of cedar and something sharperāthe acrid tang of male sweat and adrenaline still hanging thick in the air.
Seven shadows peeled themselves from the walls, seven pairs of eyes tracking her every movement. Namjoon stood at the forefront, hands clasped behind his back in a facsimile of professionalism. His sleeves were rolled to the elbows, exposing forearms still flushed from whatever violence theyād enacted before her arrival. Behind him, Hoseok leaned against a support beam, idly twisting a frayed hoodie drawstring between his fingers. The very same one that had left angry red lines around Sinās throat.
Helmeoniās stilettoes clicked against the wooden floorboards as she advanced, the sound punctuating the silence like a countdown. The hanokās lantern light caught the silver hoops in Taehyungās ears as he tilted his head, his grin wide and disarmingly innocent. She stopped just shy of armās reach, close enough to see the sweat beading along Jinās hairline despite the evening chill.
"You," she said, voice low enough that it wouldnāt carry to the sleeping boy behind the screen, "are not the men I signed."
Jungkook scoffed, kicking at the floor with the toe of his sneaker. The motion was deliberately loud, deliberately defiant. Helmeoni didnāt spare him a glance. Her focus remained fixed on Namjoon, whose Adamās apple bobbed as he swallowed.
"Manager-nim," he began, the honorific stiff on his tongue, "if youāll allow me to explainā"
"Explain?" She arched a brow, the movement sharp enough to draw blood. Her glove creaked as she flexed her fingers. "Explain to me why my artist has fingerprint bruises in the shape of Jungkookās grip?" Her gaze flicked to Hoseok, whose fingers stilled around the drawstring. "Explain why his throat looks like heās been hanged?" Another glance, this time to Jimin, who leaned against the wall with his arms crossed, the picture of nonchalance. "Explain the bite marks."
A muscle jumped in Yoongiās jaw. The only one who hadnāt moved, hadnāt spoken. The only one whose hands were cleanāif only by technicality.
Helmeoni stepped closer, close enough to see the pulse in Namjoonās throat jump. "You signed contracts," she said, voice low. "Section 4.2. Section 7.8. Section 9.3." Each number landed like a slap. "You know the rules. You know the consequences."
Behind her, the shoji screen trembledānot from impact, but from the soft, uneven breaths of the boy sleeping just beyond it. The sound seemed to echo in the sudden silence, a reminder of what theyād done. What theyād taken.
Helmeoniās smile was ice. "Youāre lucky I donāt rip those contracts to shreds right now." She tilted her head, considering. "But then, what would your fans say? What would they think, if they knew what their beloved idols were really like?"
Jimin pushed off the wall, his smile saccharine. "Manager-nim," he crooned, "you wouldnāt."
The hanok's antique clock ticked seventeen times before Helmeoni spoke againāeach second stretching taut like the drawstring still coiled around Hoseokās fingers. "Effective immediately," she said, snapping her tablet case shut with a click that made Jungkook flinch, "Sin moves out."
"Tonight." She didnāt raise her voice. Didnāt need to. The weight of seven pairs of widening eyes pressed against her like hands around a throat. "Iāve already arranged an apartment. Keycard access only. No visitors without my approval." Her glove tapped twice against the tablet. "Especially not you seven."
Taehyungās laugh splintered the silenceāsharp as broken glass. "Ah, but Helmeoni-ssi," he crooned, fingers playing with the silver hoops in his ears, "whoāll make sure our precious collaborator eats? Whoāllā"
"Nutritionists. Chaperones. Security." Her stiletto turned on the floorboards, grinding an invisible cigarette beneath her heel. "Everything his contract guarantees but your company conveniently forgot to provide." The shoji screen trembled behind herānot from impact, but from Sinās restless shifting in sleep. The sound was barely audible, yet seven heads turned toward it like hounds catching a scent.
Namjoon stepped forward, his shadow stretching long across the tatami. "With all due respect, separating Sin now wouldā"
"Save his career?" Helmeoniās smile was a scalpel. "His sanity?" She adjusted her glove, leather creaking. "His life?"
Silence. The kind that settles in the split second before a guillotine drops. Jungkookās sneaker squeaked against the floorāone aborted step forward before Yoongiās hand locked around his wrist. The tracker bracelet on Sinās wrist pulsed red through the paper screen, casting faint shadows like bloodstains on the floor. 158 bpm. Dreaming, or trapped in memory.
Helmeoniās manicured nail tapped the tablet once. The screen lit up with a floor planāpenthouse apartment, three exits, biometric locks. "His new address wonāt be in your phones. His schedule wonāt be in your emails." Her gaze swept over them, lingering on Jiminās too-casual lean against the wall. "If I catch one of you within 500 meters of him, your next comeback gets postponed indefinitely."
Jinās laugh was honey poured over broken glass. "You canātā"
Helmeoni exhaled through her noseāa slow, measured sound like steam escaping a pressure cooker. The silence stretched three ticks longer than necessary before she turned on her heel, her stiletto scraping against the floorboards in a deliberate pivot toward Yoongi. Out of all of them, he alone hadn't reached for Sin. Hadn't left marks. Hadn't laughed when the tracker beeped warnings.
"One week," she said, the words dropping like stones into still water. Yoongi's eyelids lowered a fractionāthe only sign he'd heard her at all. Behind him, Jimin's fingers twitched toward his own throat, as if mirroring the bruises they couldn't see through the shoji screen.
Helmeoni's glove creaked as she flexed her fingers. "Prove you can behave like human beings instead of starved dogs." Her gaze cut to Hoseok, still twisting that damned drawstring around his index finger. "Earn his forgiveness. Not his fear. Not his silence. His actual, voluntary forgiveness." The emphasis landed like a slap.
Jungkook made a wounded noise in the back of his throat, half-protest, half-whine. Helmeoni didn't spare him a glance. She was too busy watching the way Yoongi's shoulders stiffened beneath his black sweaterāthe only one dressed appropriately for a meeting that should have been an execution.
"Yoongi-ssi," she continued, softer now, "you'll supervise."