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COMMISSION ME THRU VGEN HERE

Hi, I've finally only open up my commissions! Currently I'm doing only busts/headshots only (will prob add more in the future). Full TOS is on my VGen account, please make sure to read it thoroughly before commissioning me!

This is me dipping my toes into actually comissions, I will add expand more but I wanna test things out first.

I will not start drawing until after the payment is proceed

I do NOT draw NSFW, gore (some blood ok), mecha, furries, animals

If you go without it you feel unwell in a way that you never usually feel unwell. Sweating, tired, sleepy, headaches, irritable, depressed, etc. For example when I was in opium withdrawal I got incredibly depressed in a way that I’ve never been before or since. When you quit caffeine you might get super bad headaches even if you never usually get any headaches.

Thoughts of it regularly bother you and the thoughts go away once you’ve taken it but only temporarily. Unlike with a food craving which usually stays away once you’ve satisfied it or distracted yourself from it.

You find yourself rationalizing with yourself why you should break your own rules about how much you can take and how often. For example you might only let yourself drink alcohol every four days but start thinking that three days is actually close enough to four days, right? Especially if this happens regularly.

You’re using it so often that you feel the need to lie about how much you use because other people might think it’s concerning

If the substance or activity is nearby it’s genuinely difficult to not consume it or participate in it in a way that’s really frustrating.

You feel bad when you’re not on it and your brain tells you “if you just take the thing you wouldn’t feel this way”

You can only feel “whole” or “normal” when you’re on a substance even though it’s a recreational drug

Who are they to say what the truth is anyway?

I knew you before we met And I don't even know you yet All I know is you're someone I have always known All I know is you're someone I have always known