hopeless

getting attached to someone you met five minutes ago because they were kind to you

abandonment issues™

your fear of people leaving you causes people to leave you hahaha the irony

being hurt by something your friend did so you angry split on them but they have no idea you’re even mad at them so they’re just like wtf

breakdowns that lead to suicide attempts, then an hour later you’re happy and bubbly and people think you just did it for attention as a result like no Karen it’s called mood swings

wanting to hurt people before they hurt you and then feeling gross and evil and manipulative but you cant stop the feelings!!!!!

craving attention but not wanting to seem like an attention seeker by asking for it, so you act out in an attempt to get attention which only makes things worse

wanting yourself to shut the fuck up and stop talking like why are you so whiny

trust issues but also oversharing your entire life story to someone you just met

feeling like you’re not allowed to express your feelings or you’ll be manipulative

saying to yourself “i’m not trusting someone ever again! everyone is evil!!!” but then going and crying at the kid you met two hours ago about how your father never loved you

feeling like you’re better than everyone else but also you’re disgusting and should die lol

might just be a me thing but wanting to starve yourself to feel in control and punish yourself but then binge eating to fill the empty numb void

not realizing something is wrong with you until you bring it up casually and the person is like “you should see a psychiatrist”

do you hate yourself or hate everyone else deciSIONS DECISIONS

splitting. just splitting.

discomfort with sex from trauma but also would probably engage in sexual activity if you weren’t a minor just because the attention feels so validating and makes you feel important

if someone doesn’t love you they hate you there’s no in between

emotional regulation??? i dont know her

you feel happy??? you dont wanna die for once??? TIME TO BE MANIC !!!!!!

always feeling unsafe and like everyone is out to hurt you

feeling like your trauma isn’t valid enough and that ur just a crybaby

No quick answer on snap, Facebook and so on

Someone looking at me diffrently than they usually do

A slightly change in tone when someone talks to me

Someone being critical of anything relating to me

Someone declining to hang out, whatever the reason

Thinking just because someone dosn’t liking my music, favorite food and so on they don’t like me