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mainly my work crush. I’m unbelievably whipped. and issues with boundaries in friendships.

lots and lots and lots of continuing growth!! been working on taking things slower, trying to rewrite my nervous system, being kinder and more considerate, being sociable even when I don’t feel like it, uplifting people and caring about their interests!!

that sounds like the bare minimum, but i’ve been dealing with a lot of emotions and reactions since receiving my incredibly late-stage autism diagnosis lol. and i’ve also been doing all of this work and growth on top of being a year sober (on my own!!!) and unmedicated. I’m absolutely 100000% damn proud of myself. i’ll never be perfect, and that’s ok. all I have to do is be better where I want to be and continue growing.

minecraft has sucked up a lot of time lately (i’ve been sick) so I decided to write after work this morning and I did it!!! focusing on making it exist first, and then making it better later.

my friends and therapist tell me that it could be beneficial to get this feelings off my chest w my crush. I know him very well, I know nothing bad will happen and the worst case scenario is that he respectfully doesn’t feel the same, doesn’t see me any differently (he’s incredibly chill) and I get to continue working on my anxiety about what other people think of me. it would be a REALLY good exercise with anxiety.

I want to write more, so I WILL! WHILE I get a load of laundry done (still working on doing chores lol) and then once the dryer is finished I WILL go to bed on time.

mainly my work crush. I’m unbelievably whipped. and issues with boundaries in friendships.

lots and lots and lots of continuing growth!! been working on taking things slower, trying to rewrite my nervous system, being kinder and more considerate, being sociable even when I don’t feel like it, uplifting people and caring about their interests!!

that sounds like the bare minimum, but i’ve been dealing with a lot of emotions and reactions since receiving my incredibly late-stage autism diagnosis lol. and i’ve also been doing all of this work and growth on top of being a year sober (on my own!!!) and unmedicated. I’m absolutely 100000% damn proud of myself. i’ll never be perfect, and that’s ok. all I have to do is be better where I want to be and continue growing.

minecraft has sucked up a lot of time lately (i’ve been sick) so I decided to write after work this morning and I did it!!! focusing on making it exist first, and then making it better later.

my friends and therapist tell me that it could be beneficial to get this feelings off my chest w my crush. I know him very well, I know nothing bad will happen and the worst case scenario is that he respectfully doesn’t feel the same, doesn’t see me any differently (he’s incredibly chill) and I get to continue working on my anxiety about what other people think of me. it would be a REALLY good exercise with anxiety.

I want to write more, so I WILL! WHILE I get a load of laundry done (still working on doing chores lol) and then once the dryer is finished I WILL go to bed on time.

They want to control our elections.

I am dead serious people call your representatives. Get volunteering. Get protesting. Get LOUD.

They released a letter full of straight up lies. Spread the truth. MAKE NOISE.

How interesting. How very interesting. They rejected my Blaze of this post.