chandi raatein

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

“I choose to love you in silence because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no one owns you but me.”

“Before you die , experience the love of a writer,poet or painter. If you are lucky enough to be an artists muse , they will immortalize you.”

“Sometimes I wish I could step outside of myself for a while. I want to leave this worn body behind, but my chains are too many, my weights too heavy.”

“Distance doesn’t separate people. Silence does.”

"My affection and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever."

"My darling, there are no walls or secret gardens in me for you. You have the keys to all the doors."