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@pearlyyystuff
I see a lot of people saying that they had to eat with their families. Or I see people saying their mom forced them to eat. When I had ana, it was easy for me to starve. My mom literally gave 0 fucks about if I ate or not lol we wouldnt even talk much anyway.
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When you are fat, people don't see you as a human. All they talk about is your weight, not how kind or generous you are or some shit. I just thought about some of my memories as a kid and what people said to me.
*I enter to my wrestling teacher's house to train with dumbells. His son is there too. We are alone.*
Him: "You need to wear termal clothes before exercise so you can lose weight"
Me: "Sweating helps you to lose water weight, not actual fat"
Him: "Okay stop eating then"
Or the other time I went to a doctor to get my allergy medication:
Him: "Omg I bet even my adult son is skinnier than you. How much do you weight?"
Me: "80kg"
Him: "oh you are only a few kgs less than him" *starts laughing*
I was just a kid that needed love and attention...
Nobody cares about how you feel, they care about how you look. Nobody gives a rat's ass if you are sad, suicidal, not eating enough and fainting randomly. As long as you are considered unattractive by society, people dont give a single fuck.
My life was a dream come true for 3 months. And I just received an email, which will most likely ruin my life for more than a year or maybe forever. I knew my happiness wouldn't last long. I wanna end it, but idk if I should yet. I think I will starve from now on. If my life is a chaos and I can't control it, at least I can have control over my body and what I eat. My life has always been shit. And it will only get worse from now on. There is a damn curse in my bloodline.
Everyone who carries the same blood as me are unlucky as shit.
I have never been called ugly before. In contrary, I get complimented occasionally (for my body shape or face. I got bullied growing up because of my weight. But noone ever called me ugly).
However, I still feel ugly. I get extremely jealous of women who are pretty or get complimented in front of me. Does anyone relate?
I have been wanting to go to a pool and swim with my bf this summer. It will be my first time wearing a bikini ever. There is no specific date, but I sure wanna go there around 1 or 1.5 months later. I need to starve myself as much as I can. I can't wait to look better. I can't wait to wear things I have been longing for. I can't wait for people to never be able to call me fat again. Ever.
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I read someone say "If the first bite tastes the same as the fifth and the tenth, why eat more than one bite?" Which made so much sense to me. If I eat 10 bites just because it tastes good, the flavour will disappear almost immediately anyway, but the fat will stay. That person literally changed my whole mindset. Eating a high cal delicious food more than a bite isn't even worth it in my eyes anymore.
I HATE when I see fat girls being confident. You are only confident because you live in a country filled with obese people (Canada/America). I grew up in West Asia. Everyone made fun of me, no guy ever wanted to date me, and classmates beat the shit out of me as a kid for years simply just because I was fat. I'm insecure, and I hate to see that you had life on an easier mode. Go fuck yourself you privileged fatass.