Blood Of Mtn Dew And Spite

Read please and leave me and him alone!!!!!!!!

For those who know candy coated eyes, I want to say this how many of you have mental issues how many of you have even tried to understand this situation. Past. Is. The. Past. People change. Also Seriously. What is wrong with you people. Listen I understand if you felt uncomfortable about certain things and he might of made you uncomfortable for whatever reason

but when someone is having seizures daily they become unaware of they do. People change. Also don't be going and hating people. And harassing. Or even trying to start drama. Because that is the most immature thing to do. Those who say their "victims". Understand the situation and stay the fuck out of my queetfreinds life. Don't message me. Don't bother anyone. Keep to your god dhamn self. Now for the post. Where's the actual proof seen in person. Have you spoke to them. No. Where's the actual proof last time I checked, it's just a document about some children and SA and shit along side messages. Past is the past. Let it go. None of that has happened to me. Don't bring me into your goddhamn drama fest.

Also i would like to say, I see your point. But I don't care. You've hurt someone I care deeply about. So fuck off assholes. For those who say their victims. I feel sympathy. Good luck.

And stay away!!!! And keep it to yourself!!!! Sob cry. Be a a victim. But keep it to yourself!!!!

Than you that is all.

As for letting it be, we did. Then they hurt more people. Sometimes you have to speak up and tell someone to stop.

Believe what you want. We won’t delete your messages because you deserve your opinion. Just… keep it in the back of your mind

Until you read the entirety of it and can recite it without your thumb in your ass and your foot in your mouth, you're only making a fool of yourself. The proof is in the pudding, so eat it now before it turns into dog shit that you will have to eat with a big dessert spoon and a smile on your face.

Oh, and, I'd just LOVE you to meet my mother, she's a paranoid schizophrenic that beat me and my siblings and threatened my life. Does the schizophrenia make her be completely innocent? I'm sure many will be curious about your answer on that~ oo, maybe you can even live with her! that would be so grand! (/sarcasm)

For us what we want most is for Candy to recognize their harmful behaviors and curb them. To find work arounds and actually mean the apologies they give.

Read please and leave me and him alone!!!!!!!!

For those who know candy coated eyes, I want to say this how many of you have mental issues how many of you have even tried to understand this situation. Past. Is. The. Past. People change. Also Seriously. What is wrong with you people. Listen I understand if you felt uncomfortable about certain things and he might of made you uncomfortable for whatever reason

but when someone is having seizures daily they become unaware of they do. People change. Also don't be going and hating people. And harassing. Or even trying to start drama. Because that is the most immature thing to do. Those who say their "victims". Understand the situation and stay the fuck out of my queetfreinds life. Don't message me. Don't bother anyone. Keep to your god dhamn self. Now for the post. Where's the actual proof seen in person. Have you spoke to them. No. Where's the actual proof last time I checked, it's just a document about some children and SA and shit along side messages. Past is the past. Let it go. None of that has happened to me. Don't bring me into your goddhamn drama fest.

Also i would like to say, I see your point. But I don't care. You've hurt someone I care deeply about. So fuck off assholes. For those who say their victims. I feel sympathy. Good luck.

And stay away!!!! And keep it to yourself!!!! Sob cry. Be a a victim. But keep it to yourself!!!!

Than you that is all.

As for letting it be, we did. Then they hurt more people. Sometimes you have to speak up and tell someone to stop.

Believe what you want. We won’t delete your messages because you deserve your opinion. Just… keep it in the back of your mind

Until you read the entirety of it and can recite it without your thumb in your ass and your foot in your mouth, you're only making a fool of yourself. The proof is in the pudding, so eat it now before it turns into dog shit that you will have to eat with a big dessert spoon and a smile on your face.

Oh, and, I'd just LOVE you to meet my mother, she's a paranoid schizophrenic that beat me and my siblings and threatened my life. Does the schizophrenia make her be completely innocent? I'm sure many will be curious about your answer on that~ oo, maybe you can even live with her! that would be so grand! (/sarcasm)

Read please and leave me and him alone!!!!!!!!

For those who know candy coated eyes, I want to say this how many of you have mental issues how many of you have even tried to understand this situation. Past. Is. The. Past. People change. Also Seriously. What is wrong with you people. Listen I understand if you felt uncomfortable about certain things and he might of made you uncomfortable for whatever reason

but when someone is having seizures daily they become unaware of they do. People change. Also don't be going and hating people. And harassing. Or even trying to start drama. Because that is the most immature thing to do. Those who say their "victims". Understand the situation and stay the fuck out of my queetfreinds life. Don't message me. Don't bother anyone. Keep to your god dhamn self. Now for the post. Where's the actual proof seen in person. Have you spoke to them. No. Where's the actual proof last time I checked, it's just a document about some children and SA and shit along side messages. Past is the past. Let it go. None of that has happened to me. Don't bring me into your goddhamn drama fest.

Also i would like to say, I see your point. But I don't care. You've hurt someone I care deeply about. So fuck off assholes. For those who say their victims. I feel sympathy. Good luck.

And stay away!!!! And keep it to yourself!!!! Sob cry. Be a a victim. But keep it to yourself!!!!

Than you that is all.

As for letting it be, we did. Then they hurt more people. Sometimes you have to speak up and tell someone to stop.

Believe what you want. We won’t delete your messages because you deserve your opinion. Just… keep it in the back of your mind

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

System accountability is a thing. We have been quiet because we thought it best to leave and let live. But you collectively keep doing this to other people. We aren’t taking it down. Not after learning you never change and that you twist the truth.

Your ex-friends.

Your ex-partners.

Talking about the same experiences I had. The same feelings I had. The same songs and dances you put them through. And the lies you said to them, full screenshot proof of your two-faced facade.

For a long time, I thought that maybe if I explained it well enough, worded it the right way, that maybe you would get it through your head that your behavior is harmful, and your dodging of accountability only further proves that. That maybe you were doing it all on accident.

But now that I've read all that I've seen from you? About the words you, the system who's headmate Hush RAPED me, now saying about how I 'sexually assaulted' you? Or, about how I insist you be the parents to the kids in headspace you wanted and consented to having, but then throwing them away like an old toy or like alllll the roleplays and writings you make, and then telling other people I was forcing you to be their parents? About how Mathias keeps going on saying that you, someone who's an entire year older than me, being mentally 14 means that you're incapable of consent - meanwhile you are going around having your own harem of partners and doing ERP with them, without even telling them about that part is disgusting. You know better, assuming you didn't initially, but I sure do have receipts that shows you knew beforehand!

After all, it's in the 600 PAGE DOCUMENT I TEDIOUSLY WROTE REGARDING YOUR ABHORRENT BEHAVIOR.

At this point? I don't care if you learn.

But what I do care about is that you stop.

And if that means putting down another 600 pages regarding the people that have come to me already and cross-examining the abusive patterns you do to people, then so be it.

Because you, Candy, are a liar. You will twist the truth to fit a worldview where you are innocent and constantly misunderstood. You will do whatever you can to not take accountability, from something as small as being inconsiderate about those haiwaiian rolls - and bragging about not caring that you ate them all despite the lies and hurt you caused by those lies, yes not just from eating them, yes I know the little tricks you'll try to pull - all the way to SAYING YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF AFTER YOU INSINUATED CROSS WOULD RAPE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS LV20 SOURCE, BECAUSE YOU KNEW WE WOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH YOU OTHERWISE, ALL WHILE TRYING TO EXPLAIN IT AWAY AS YOUR HEADMATE "CYPRESS IS A SWAPFELL" LIKE THAT MAKES IT ANY BETTER.

You kicking and screaming only shows you know. But that you actively refuse to be a better person anyway because it's just so much easier to pretend that you're an 'innocent uwu baby' instead of confronting the demons of your actions to others. This isn't about schizophrenia, or seizures, or personality disorders. This isn't even about DID, even if it is a big component. It is about how you act towards others and how harmful your actions directly are.

And considering the fact you clearly have not learned from your actions? Now, everyone else will have to learn for you, so they can stay far, far away from you. -Dream

And if you don't believe all the bullshit you pulled? Not that I actually care about your opinion, Candy, considering it's as insightful as the liquid at the bottom of a dumpster can in the summer heat, Then you can read it and weep, because it's time to put your big pants on and confront your own shit. I don't care if it's "another headmate". I don't care if it's "another host". No one cares, because that is another shitty excuse for your repeated behavior. You know what you and Mathias would do if we pulled that crap? Aha. Ahahahahahahahaha. You would nail us to the cross and call yourself the martyr.

So how about you 1: shut up, 2: sit down, 3: read about the bullshit you put us, your ex-partners, your ex-friends, and any other unfortunate soul you came across through and 4: learn to be a better person, because I'm not going to dumb it down any further for you:

You. Are. A. Horrible. Person. Stop. Fucking. Doing. This. Shit. After all, if you're mentally 14, you shouldn't be on the god damn internet anyways, considering the shit we went through with it at that age.

-Cross

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

System accountability is a thing. We have been quiet because we thought it best to leave and let live. But you collectively keep doing this to other people. We aren’t taking it down. Not after learning you never change and that you twist the truth.

Your ex-friends.

Your ex-partners.

Talking about the same experiences I had. The same feelings I had. The same songs and dances you put them through. And the lies you said to them, full screenshot proof of your two-faced facade.

For a long time, I thought that maybe if I explained it well enough, worded it the right way, that maybe you would get it through your head that your behavior is harmful, and your dodging of accountability only further proves that. That maybe you were doing it all on accident.

But now that I've read all that I've seen from you? About the words you, the system who's headmate Hush RAPED me, now saying about how I 'sexually assaulted' you? Or, about how I insist you be the parents to the kids in headspace you wanted and consented to having, but then throwing them away like an old toy or like alllll the roleplays and writings you make, and then telling other people I was forcing you to be their parents? About how Mathias keeps going on saying that you, someone who's an entire year older than me, being mentally 14 means that you're incapable of consent - meanwhile you are going around having your own harem of partners and doing ERP with them, without even telling them about that part is disgusting. You know better, assuming you didn't initially, but I sure do have receipts that shows you knew beforehand!

After all, it's in the 600 PAGE DOCUMENT I TEDIOUSLY WROTE REGARDING YOUR ABHORRENT BEHAVIOR.

At this point? I don't care if you learn.

But what I do care about is that you stop.

And if that means putting down another 600 pages regarding the people that have come to me already and cross-examining the abusive patterns you do to people, then so be it.

Because you, Candy, are a liar. You will twist the truth to fit a worldview where you are innocent and constantly misunderstood. You will do whatever you can to not take accountability, from something as small as being inconsiderate about those haiwaiian rolls - and bragging about not caring that you ate them all despite the lies and hurt you caused by those lies, yes not just from eating them, yes I know the little tricks you'll try to pull - all the way to SAYING YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF AFTER YOU INSINUATED CROSS WOULD RAPE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS LV20 SOURCE, BECAUSE YOU KNEW WE WOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH YOU OTHERWISE, ALL WHILE TRYING TO EXPLAIN IT AWAY AS YOUR HEADMATE "CYPRESS IS A SWAPFELL" LIKE THAT MAKES IT ANY BETTER.

You kicking and screaming only shows you know. But that you actively refuse to be a better person anyway because it's just so much easier to pretend that you're an 'innocent uwu baby' instead of confronting the demons of your actions to others. This isn't about schizophrenia, or seizures, or personality disorders. This isn't even about DID, even if it is a big component. It is about how you act towards others and how harmful your actions directly are.

And considering the fact you clearly have not learned from your actions? Now, everyone else will have to learn for you, so they can stay far, far away from you. -Dream

And if you don't believe all the bullshit you pulled? Not that I actually care about your opinion, Candy, considering it's as insightful as the liquid at the bottom of a dumpster can in the summer heat, Then you can read it and weep, because it's time to put your big pants on and confront your own shit. I don't care if it's "another headmate". I don't care if it's "another host". No one cares, because that is another shitty excuse for your repeated behavior. You know what you and Mathias would do if we pulled that crap? Aha. Ahahahahahahahaha. You would nail us to the cross and call yourself the martyr.

So how about you 1: shut up, 2: sit down, 3: read about the bullshit you put us, your ex-partners, your ex-friends, and any other unfortunate soul you came across through and 4: learn to be a better person, because I'm not going to dumb it down any further for you:

You. Are. A. Horrible. Person. Stop. Fucking. Doing. This. Shit. After all, if you're mentally 14, you shouldn't be on the god damn internet anyways, considering the shit we went through with it at that age.

-Cross

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

System accountability is a thing. We have been quiet because we thought it best to leave and let live. But you collectively keep doing this to other people. We aren’t taking it down. Not after learning you never change and that you twist the truth.

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

System accountability is a thing. We have been quiet because we thought it best to leave and let live. But you collectively keep doing this to other people. We aren’t taking it down. Not after learning you never change and that you twist the truth.

Explain this, please. Because we both know that isn’t what happened

Because how I remember this going was a disagreement on how easily you guys force dormancy on your alters. About how you triggered a mutual. I never sided with Lemon and all I knew was what I was told: that he pinned and kissed someone. That kind of assault was never mentioned

Nocturne was one of the ones to agree to cut contact with you because of what you had been doing to us. Switchblade hated what you had been doing to me. Debris can’t even hear the names ‘Kindlen’ and ‘Colden’ without flinching.

To anyone reading this? Candy is a covert narcissist. They use guilt and lovebombing to control you. They hide behind their mental illness and use it as a get out of jail free card.

We were friends. We did care. But splitting 3-5 times a week is hell on a system. It was exhausting trying to be their friend. And I don’t think they are even aware of what they are doing half the time. But thats the thing. It’s been pointed out and they don’t care.

And Candy? Our Collective name is

Peanut Gallery

-Lunar

P.S. A More personal account of someone who actually lived with them. TW for SA, SH, Perma-Self Sleep, and Gaslighting

My ex partner/friend has DID and schizophrenia, and while we knew of the first disorder before they moved in with us, they never mentioned they had schizophrenia or delusions, not at all, not until it actually became an issue. Not that it wasn't, as they were professionally diagnosed and still had symptoms, but only after they deeply hurt us.

This accumulated one night when they came up to me, very suddenly, and told me they 'lost all trust in me' without any further explanation or reasoning, and leaving me confused and deeply distraught. I ended up having to ask our other partner why, and - somehow - this ex partner was able to tell them what was wrong right after confronting me, but not me when they went to confront me. The issue, all along, was a few weeks before this, when I offered them some weed, they declined, and I accepted that they didn't want any (I hadn't known about the schizophrenia at the time, or I wouldn't have at all, since THC messes with you baaaad if you have schizophrenia). For two weeks, they had no trust in me, which was news to me because I didn't even know they distrusted me. And later on, they excuse it as being in a "delusional state that night". Strangely, though, they kept repeating those phrases later, of losing trust in me and then being in a delusional state afterwards, and when I confronted them on it after months of this hurtful behavior, all they said was that "they just wanted to befriend us" and never said it again.

This wasn't new behavior looking back after a year of being broken up, but it was the one that was the biggest. They would often withhold the truth, or lie outright, or say this but then actually mean that. (I was able to make a 350 page document out of this exact behavior against me and our partners, for reference). Since I'm not as well versed in schizophrenia as I am DID, what is your take on it?

i have actually had a relationship end largely because of my schizophrenia (there were other factors but it was a major contributor), because of a similar thing- i had a very bad episode of paranoid delusions and lost all trust in her, and couldn't bear to be in the same room as her for more than a few minutes because my brain was setting off every alarm siren in the book. it was awful for both of us and our relationship didn't really recover after i started doing better again. so these sorts of delusions can be very real, but i've seen firsthand how much they hurt the people who love that person (in that case, me). i don't fault anyone for breaking up with someone because the other person's mental illness is hurting them.

You are capable of harm

You have some level of power and agency

Ergo it is your responsibility to communicate your needs and boundaries

If you lie to someone about something being okay when it isn't, that is on you

Something being a trauma response doesn't exempt it from harming your relationships and the other people in them

Enabling your trauma responses will not make them go away, and it is your responsibility to work on yourself for your own wellbeing as well as the people around you

Being A Victim cannot be a pillar of your identity forever, and being victimized does not make you incapable of harming other people (see above)

You are not a mouse in a jean jacket you are an eel with a gun / adult human being who can use your words even if it's Scary