Mmm he saw me and completely ignored me lol. I guess that's what I wanted, but... I know damn well it isn't. Idk maybe after a while we could start over. But it would probably take like a week or two of not talking. At least that's what I'm guessing. I feel like he doesn't really hate me anyway, he's just afraid to say if I'll ignore him cause he'd feel stupid and he'd feel like a loser being rejected by me since I'm gay so obviously that's way worse than the same thing happening to him from someone else 🙄
I'd feel horrible if he did that to me too. I did, when he came back the day he had me blocked and I tried to say hi but he completely ignored me and drove off. Blocking me is just too much, that immediately sends me into a crisis. I told him not to.
Anyway I unblocked his number so if he texts me I'll know he unblocked me and he wants to talk again. And I feel like he'd text before he'd call since blocked calls show up so then I'd know he called me, whereas if I still had him blocked and he texted I'd never know. Idk I don't think he hates me, I really don't. I think he just doesn't want to be rejected. Maybe after a couple days I will say hi to him but I need space. If he texts before that I'd probably reply though.
