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Remarkable that people who rely on the internet to validate and coddle them 24/7 for their identity and ego, seek about trying to invalidate those of us who have endured narcissistic abuse.
The absolute gall of it.
TW // Abuse
I want to open up about something thatβs been weighing on me for months. I am a survivor of emotional and psychological abuse. Itβs happened more than once in my life, and it happened again this past year.
On June 8, 2024, Emery (E for short) moved into the house I shared with my roommate. At the time, I was going through a rough patch with my roommate and confided in E. He presented himself as a "medium," "healer," and "mediator," and quickly began making spiritual claimsβlike sensing βevil energyβ from my roommate. That was the first red flag.
Over the next few months, E trauma bonded with me. He shared his own vulnerabilities and sympathized with mine, which I took as a sign of genuine connection. At first, I thought he was gentle, sweet, and intuitive. But by month four, he began love-bombing meβtelling me "I love you," "I care about you," and "you're my people." When I asked how he could know that so soon, he told an elaborate story about following a βsweet energyβ (me) that was clouded by βevil energyβ (my roommate). It felt manipulative, not spiritual.
When my roommate eventually overstepped a boundary, I encouraged E to talk things out. Instead, he gave them the silent treatment, isolating them in their room. When my roommate expressed discomfort, E sent a volatile message calling them βevil,β βmanipulative,β and βself-sabotaging.β My roommate calmly asserted a boundary, and E replied, βIβm safe. Iβm mean, but not nice. People are just intimidated by me.β
Even though I was angry at my roommate at the time, I started to realize E was using my frustration to control the narrative. He later told me he had moved in βbecause of meβ and was there to βheal the house.β
By month five, E started giving me giftsβthings I never asked for, like a bike and a piano. I felt uncomfortable but accepted them out of politeness. Around this time, his spiritual claims escalated: he accused my roommate of βblack magic,β said they were responsible for making both of us sick, and claimed that in a past life, my roommate was a ringleader who had followed him.
I tried holding him accountable when he broke my roommateβs chair. He gave me a snarky response, then blamed his reaction on mental health. He also placed food in my cabinets without asking, and when I voiced discomfort, he dismissed it and ghosted me.
Later, we argued about the landlord. E positioned himself as the βmediatorβ again, saying the landlord was just βtoo stressedββdeflecting responsibility. When we reconciled, he said things like βI just want to be a saviorβ and that heβd jump in front of a bus to protect people because he cares so much.
When I shared my accomplishments with him, he deflected and made it about himself. I eventually got a new jobβbut didnβt tell him, because I no longer felt emotionally safe.
We had an argument about bills. Soon after, I realized he had removed me from Discord without saying anything. When I checked in, he told me everything was greatβhe had just gained followers.
Then came the posts: one victim-blaming people for being taken advantage of, saying they βneed to be intimidating,β and another vaguely putting me down while claiming superiority. All passive-aggressive. All online.
There was one momentβjust oneβwhere he seemed to have a flicker of awareness. He questioned whether he might be the problem. Whether he had narcissistic tendencies, or a hero complex. But it was half-assed. He never truly self-reflected. It felt like a performance, not accountability.
Meanwhile, he began subtly mimicking me in disturbing ways. He claimed people were copying him, but in reality, he exhibited narcissistic mimicry: echoing my Instagram bio (βaspiring musicianβ), gatekeeping guitar by saying he only wanted musician friends who played power chords, mirroring my sexy content, my anklets, even my overall energy. He parroted things that made me feel empoweredβbut twisted them to serve his image.
At one point, I saw a post from him expressing violent urges β talking about how people littering makes him want to strangle them, and how he "wants to hurt someone but doesn't want to commit a crime." That was a turning point. I wasnβt just uncomfortable β I was scared. I started locking my door at night, slept with a hammer and knife by my bed, and blocked the door just in case. Not because I feared I couldnβt protect myself, but because I didnβt feel safe in my own home. Thatβs how deep psychological abuse can cut β it corrodes your sense of safety and reality.
On April 2, 2025, I finally voiced my discomfort. He gaslit me, told me I was projecting, and called me a liar. When I said, βThis is abuse,β he mockingly agreed. A few days later, he sided with our landlord and called me a fraud. On April 24, he tried to steal a box from me.
And now? Heβs online curating a personaβjokes, spiritual claims, vague subtweetsβall while rewriting the past eight months to suit his narrative.
Iβm speaking up because silence protects abusers. E can keep curating his aesthetic, posting his jokes, and hiding behind spiritualityβbut those of us who were closest to him know the truth. This wasnβt healing. This wasnβt leadership. This was manipulation masked as care, cruelty masked as clarity. If youβve been hurt by him too, youβre not alone. Youβre not crazy. Youβre not too sensitive. You saw it because it was real. I see you. I believe you. And Iβm done protecting someone who used my kindness as a mirror for his ego. His name is Prizym Emeriel Solstice. And this is what he did.
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2024 fucking sucked.
Cons:
- post-breakup severe depression
- realized that Iβm severely traumatized by my childhood experiences β> people leaving me triggers my abandonment core wound β> spent most of my time indoors to avoid getting hurt again
- lost job
- financial hardship
- roommate problems
- lost a friend
- isolation
- genocide in Palestine
- glacier melting
- Lebanon invasion
- Trump presidency
- Republican house and senate
- homelessness rise
- mass shootings
- COVID-19/other diseases epidemic
Pros:
- Learned how to use a tattoo machine
- pierced my lip, two nostrils
- learning how to draw
- 3 years of playing guitar
- addressed my own flaws β> stopped taking things too personal β> trying to not excessively text
- kissed another man, was nice, but probably emotionally unavailable
- caught up with a friend
- attended a BDSM play party
- celebrated my birthday!
- yoga
- learned how to enjoy my alone time
- started reading Carl Jungβs Red Book
- more dream analysis
- DID NOT DATE THIS WHOLE YEAR!!! I DID NOT TRY TO DISTRACT MYSELF FROM MY BROKEN HEART AND THAT IS GOOD!!!! letβs go second year: NO DATING!!!
- ARREST WARRANT FOR BIBI NETANYAHU
- protest uprising
- college campus encampments
- DADDY LUIGI! CEO DOWN!
incredible text I got from a coworker today
β Nikita Gill

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β Nizar Qabbani
stop ignoring yourself. fix your posture, get a new hair cut, do your nails, take care of your skin, brush your teeth, drink water, eat foods that give you energy. get strong, stop looking sloppy. when you feel good, you do good. invest in yourself.
show up for yourself!
[i want you to tell me i might never recover]
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Please don't skip hlep me and family π΅πΈππ΅πΈπ
Dear compassionate souls, I come to you with a heavy heart, burdened by our story, our lives shattered by the ongoing onslaught of violence in Gaza. Since the beginning of October we have been suffering from terrible conditions and difficulties. Living in Gaza is terrifying during these times, bombs are constantly falling and our lives are in danger. Our house was completely destroyed and we were forced us to move from khanyounis to el mawwasi with minimal personal belongings. I am Ahmed Al-Agha, 25 years old, a graduate of media and mass communication from Al-Azhar University in Gaza. I was a volunteer in the Public Relations Department at the University of Gaza. Due to the difficulty of jobs in the Gaza Strip, I had to register for a professional diploma in culinary arts, but I did not complete it due to the terrible war. After my father passed away in 2021, life pushed me to grow up early and take responsibility for my family, including my mother (samah), my brother(omar)and my three sisters,abla 20years old,yomna17years old and jody 9years old. I dream of owning a small restaurant in order to support my beautiful family. Allow me to introduce you to my family, the very core of my existence: Samah, my great mother, an Arabic language graduate, a strong, courageous, compassionate, and extremely generous mother. She loves her kitchen utensils more than anything else, and becomes very sad if a plate or cup breaks. Her main goal in life is to gain her motherβs approval and the happiness of her children in all possible ways and to do the impossible for them. Omar is an accounting graduate from Al-Aqsa University in Gaza. He is an ambitious young man with big dreams. He loves going out with his friends and driving cars. He used to work for Atlas , but at the beginning of November the company's headquarters was completely destroyed, and he is now without work. Abla is an intelligent and educated girl,she loved children and reading novels, My mother depends on her to manage the household. She prepares us the best shawarma fattah in the world and many wonderful desserts. She studies English at Al-Aqsa University and dreams of becoming an English teacher, but her dream will not come true because her university was completely destroyed. Youmna is a wonderful girl, a student in the second year of secondary school. She has a leadership personality. She was a camp leader in the Association for Culture and Free Thought. She has a talent for drawing and participates in art exhibitions in her school and in civil society institutions. She loves drinking Nescafe and listening to music when she draws. She has courses in drawing. The characters: Her dream is to create her own art gallery and to study at the College of Fine Arts. Jody, my little sister, is 9 years old. She is smart and beautiful. She worked and dreams of becoming a model in the future and has the talent of acting. She participated in an advertisement for a bridal chalet and was the heroine of the advertisement. I felt very happy to participate in the advertisement. She suffered from severe psychological disorders at the beginning of the war after she saw several children dispersed as a result of the bombing of the house opposite ours. I try to maintain her psychological state by going together to the seashore and meeting her friends in the nearby tents and playing with them so that she is not distracted by the terrible news and scenes shown on the Internet. , the war has shattered our lives, leaving us without a safe haven or a place to call it home. We are human beings, just like you. We eat, drink, watch Tom and Jerry, love to travel, and love life . The only solution to save my family is to get them out of Gaza by paying an amount of 5,000 US dollars for each of the above-mentioned people to . If the money is available, it can get them out within thirty days. βPlease consider that the above mentioned people are your family. How would you like them to be helped ? Your help, even if it is just one dollar, Im sure that it will never forget your help
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Dear compassionate souls, I come to you with a heavy heart, burdened by our⦠Hamad Shurrab necesita tu apoyo para Help jody and her family
Β£1,284/Β£20,000 as of august 12
this is a new fundraiser and the blogs vetting fundraisers are all on hiatus currently so it hasnβt been verified, but the notes say that no duplicates turn up in reverse image search
in addition, @maxellminidisc left these tags saying that the co organizer is a palestinian living in the uk
[id: tags that read #hasnt been verified yet #however the co organizer for this is a Palestinian guy living in the UK #who i think i managed to find a Facebook for #so im leaning on the side of most likely legitimate]
This campaign is vetted by association. Omar is the best friend of @mohiy-gaza (vetted). Proof below cut.
His Instagram account is here.
Disclaimer: I'm not an official vetter, but there aren't many people vetting right now so I will provide evidence for you to use your own judgment on. I do encourage you to share and donate if you feel comfortable.
My new account ππ«Άβ€οΈππ