That one art guy

God when do I start feeling better

why

I hate thats how I am now, I have to relate him to a character, it feels almost like im making fun of him, I feel awful. Most of the time the characters are morally bad too, i feel awful.

That's you, thats what you look like /ref

You have left a hole in the world where you once where, and that dream you gave to me, now lays firmly on my shoulders. I so deeply wish we could have still dreamed together, but it wasn't meant to be. I'm sorry i had to be the one to make the final decision, even if all of them supported me. I'm sorry i don't feel as brave as you said i was, but i promise ill try more. I promise ill keep dreaming, keep moving forward, keep being brave. Im sorry i didnt have more to say to you.