course i've been humbled by the void

shower

what's my outlet supposed to be if i don't drink or smoke or do drugs i don't fuck i don't fight i don't hurt myself i don't thrillseek i don't care to eat much more than i need i don't do therapy i don't oversleep i refuse to have a social life due to several of these things i don't play video games for now like is it just working out........is that it......i'm tired....it doesn't feel like enough

used to be you had to have a certain level of retarded grit to get face tattoos like it told me something about somebody's upbringing or past if they had like face neck hand tattoos and i would know they were operating or understanding on a certain level...........not so now