course i've been humbled by the void

I don’t have BPD or Schizophrenia I’m just a patriot and America makes me emotional.

"unregistered firearm" bro stop trying to sound hard this is America there's no registry system these things are like bic lighters

today i'm wearing my mysterious last of its kind denim dress and shimmery coconut body mist and i wonder who i'll see and if i will make it back to the past

not who but what........i wonder all the time at my lack of memories but today my mouth fell open and my body spasmed when i went past a place that i thought was a dream place but was actually a perfect reconstruction from a waking reality i didn't remember

i hope nobody sees my reactions in these moments. there's so much beneath the surface i can't access except in glimpses like this. i never see anyone i know. everyone's a stranger in a place where it used to be i couldn't walk down the street for twenty minutes without someone familiar pulling over or calling. everyone seems to have been pulled off the face of the earth like the trailers.

today i'm wearing my mysterious last of its kind denim dress and shimmery coconut body mist and i wonder who i'll see and if i will make it back to the past

not who but what........i wonder all the time at my lack of memories but today my mouth fell open and my body spasmed when i went past a place that i thought was a dream place but was actually a perfect reconstruction from a waking reality i didn't remember