βIβm afraid Iβll live a useless life and nobody will remember me. I donβt feel a strong interest toward anything. If I do, itβs just a momentary thing, and then I drop it. I tried acting. I tried swimming. I tried dancing. But I got bored with all of it. If I donβt choose something soon then Iβll leave nothing behind. We only have a certain amount of energy in life. If you donβt put it somewhere then itβs wasted. I feel like one of the little yellow minions from that movie. They get sad if they donβt have a villain to serve. When I have a goal, and Iβm moving toward it, and I reach it, then I feel a little relief. Thatβs what life is to me. A series of goals that you move toward. I donβt think itβs possible to just become happy. Lifeβs not that easy. But if you keep moving, you can forget that youβre sad.β (Moscow, Russia)
Can't forget that you're sad
