independent, semi-selective, fox spirit oc ! loved by maleficar (26+ & CST)
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independent, semi-selective, fox spirit oc ! loved by maleficar (26+ & CST)
ACTIVITY : low to moderate LINKS : carrd playlist pre-est call perm. sc promo

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Tsuki is getting picked up by the vidyadhara and covered in kisses before they're carrying him to where they'd been sitting with his father, a gift on the table where they place him. It's not extravagant - who would get something expensive and breakable for a five year old?- but it's cute and a bit practical. Several play sets are within the box from kitchen to tools to anything under the sun a little one could want to pretend to be. And sat on top of those is a stuffed purple fox, large enough that if he picked it up it would be dragging on the ground.
Eros is wrapped around Tsumire with a soft hum, watching and silently sliding his own box in front of the other. It's smaller - smaller than most gifts they've given to him. A kiss is pressed to the taller's temple before they're humming softly. Within is a silver band decorated in wisterias and inlaid with an amethyst. Nothing spectacular, but certainly one he'd searched for for hours. "Happy holidays, loves."
The smothering of kisses gains a flick of the ears as he tries to shy away as if he wasn't laughing at how it tickled. Ever bashful of a boy. Purple eyes lighting up as he's placed down before the box, seemingly already attached to the gift that lay on top, not even understanding that there were more inside. Small hands immediately reaching for the dragging off the large fox plushie that sat there.
❝Otou-chan.❞
Staring at it for a moment before dragging it over to the chair where his actual father sat, raising it up before him as if to silently say "it's you!". An action that makes him smile, a bright and slightly wavering smile as he tried not to let the tears he felt welling up fall. Crying in front of your son, even if it was from happiness, probably wasn't the best idea on a morning that's supposed to be full of excitement and joy. He didn't want to make the poor boy lose that feeling and replace it with worry.
❝It does look like me, doesn't it?❞
Uncrossing his legs as he leaned forward, gently placing a hand on the plush fox's head. Truly a thoughtful gift, what more could he have expected when Eros seemed so taken by the boy just like he was.
❝There's still more over there, that big box is allllll for Tsuki.❞
Pulling his hand back as he let's the boy almost fall over himself waddling back to the box with his new "dad" in hand, a soft snicker leaving him at the sight that he tries to hide behind his hand. He was going to take his new "dad" everywhere, he already knew. Sniffling quietly as he carefully wipes at his eyes to be rid of any rogue tears before turning his attention to his gift.
For a moment he's paused looking at the small box, it's not what he expected to see, really he didn't expect to get any gifts- never did, but that made it all the more meaningful. To think that Eros had taken the time to think of him, to want to find something for him, it made it all the more harder to not burst into tears. It's a moment longer before he's bringing the box closer to him, carefully undoing the ribbon that decorated it.
His expression changes more to one of surprise as lilac eyes fall upon the ring inside. It was truly a beautiful piece of jewelry, one that made it clear he was truly understood by the other. To take the time to find something with one of his favorite flowers covering it...
❝Any other day and I might've taken this a different way.❞
Teasing as he lifts the ring outside of it's box, holding it to better appreciate the delicate work that had been put into it.
❝Thank you, Eros. I love it.❞
@lovesfolly.
have u ever seen a man so beautiful
tsumire

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Eros slips behind the sitting Tsumire to tuck a flower pin behind his ear. It isn't the fanciest thing, but he'd saw the wisterias and thought of his beloved. The tassel that hangs from it is a deeper violet to match the lighter color. And Eros sits for but a moment, simply admiring him.
It's not something he takes note of at first, ear subconsciously twitching as the pin is placed behind it, too busy trying to find a specific brush in one of his vanity drawers that the touch goes unnoticed. It's only when he has the brush he needs that his eyes return to the mirrors set before him and finally fall on the pin. Lilac eyes studying the gift for a moment, how very fitting of a choice for him.
❝Thank you.❞
Hand reaching up to make sure the pin was secure enough before turning in his chair to face his partner. How kind they always were to him.
❝It's a very beautiful piece, I'll be very careful with it.❞
Make sure to never wear it before any of the patrons, only ever when not working, or when he was with them. No one else needed to see it, he didn't want other people to see it. But it wouldn't be a complete visit if he didn't ask-
❝And do you have anything else..?❞ His tone light enough he hopes to make it clear he was only joking. ❝My candy from the last time is almost gone...❞
Spring days in Kyoto.
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"... I suppose so. Although I can imagine maybe finding love having an impact on how I feel about if I want to continue doing such work. Although I also know, that too many people are harsh towards those who did used to work such a profession. So that's also a real thing one has to be aware of in making such decisions."
Either way, it would have to be something Atieno considered with real purpose and intention. Not something to be done on a whim.
"I see. Yeah, it makes sense that if this is all you had known for most of your life, you don't have context for anything else. I can't blame you for being so nervous when you were in love to take such a risk despite the support that you had at the time. "
❝It feels wrong, and maybe cruel, to say... but I think I'm glad I didn't leave to live with her.❞
A heavy admittance on his tongue. Pale eyes falling to the floor as his tails begin to still.
❝I don't know what I would have done after her passing if I didn't have a home in the bordello still. To have lost her, to have gained Tsuki, and to be alone- it's terrifying to think about. I could always have come back, but... I'm not sure.❞
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Atieno couldn't help the small smile that appears on their face. The entity supposed that they did like the idea of people talking about others finding love, especially those they particularly admired and respected.
"Hm. He sounds like quite an enjoyable individual, genuinely lovable if what you've shared is anything to go by."
They thought for a moment about their own situation.
"I suppose it depends on how attached to the line of work I am. If it's something I've wanted to leave, then maybe I would be open to leaving if I found love. But .. I think there's situations where I might be open to staying if the person I'm with would be comfortable with that and I really enjoyed the work in itself. "
❝Even as a courtesan?❞
A harsh job for a lot of people to wrap their minds around the complexity of, but if anyone could he had no doubts that Atieno could.
❝Mizuki and I were raised here. Though him not to the same extent, he was about... thirteen when he began to live here, I was raised since birth. The extent of the work was of course kept from us until we were adults who could make that choice for ourselves, but it's still all I've ever known at least. For me I think if I did fall in love again maybe I could leave it behind, but when I was in love I was too scared. Even though Sae had offered me nothing but love, understanding, and safety.❞
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"Hm. That's true. So many times the lines have been pretty blurry for a lot of people." They wonder if that's behind a lot of the more fascinating stories that they heard about 'love' and how it shows up or doesn't across varying civilizations.
Atieno notices the way that he speaks about allowing oneself to love another. "Hm. That does sound difficult to struggle with allowing yourself to really care about someone in that way." It's.. something they can think back to a few times over the course of their existence.
"It's interesting to see where there might be unexpected sparks of love as it blossoms.."
❝Well, if anyone is deserving of love it's Mizuki.❞
How proud he would be too if Mizuki was able to find a loved one like how he had found Sae, even if it's short-lived it's still time worth keeping forever.
❝He always does everything he can for people, always happy to help. He tells me I'm the same way when I point it out to him, but I'm not so sure.❞
A soft laugh escaping him at the words. How could he not be sweet on his brother? The two of them were near inseparable, always laughing about something or other.
❝I wonder though, would he leave if he found love? What do you think? Would you leave this line of work if you had gotten a loved one? I can't say I would, I didn't even, but that was more out of fear of leaving everything I knew.❞

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Atieno tilted their head in interest, intrigued by the amusement in his tone. They had asked about whether there was any kind of love that ever blossomed around here.
Although it wasn't something they genuinely expected, not with the nature of such establishments really - they did find themself idly curious. Just in case.
"I .. yeah, that makes a lot of sense that infatuation is maybe the most that can realistically be expected here. That kind of endless attention does draw people out into such an interesting emotional space, especially when one knows that is not .. how love works in any real situation."
❝It's hard to tell what's love and what's just something or someone that makes you happy.❞
When you visit a bordello all the time, you think you might be able to put the pieces together a little bit easier, but who knew truly? Certainly not him. He had made friendships with some of the patrons, come to love some of them, but that was different than falling in love with them.
❝When I was with Sae, I struggled heavily with allowing myself to love her, and with knowing that she did love me. It wasn't infatuation, it wasn't that she liked the attention from me, she genuinely cared. And I cared for her just as much. That's the only love I've truly seen in this bordello, and she wasn't even an actual guest! There is one man though... I see his face light up when he speaks to Mizuki, and I wonder is that a spark of love as it begins to blossom?❞
For the moment, he's quiet. Just staring up at the other. He's never seen Tsumire be this vulnerable before. Odd consider how long they've been together, but it's true. He puts on a perfect smile and tucks away worries as if there are none to be had. This is a paradise, after all. But there's something that thumps in his chest at knowing that he feels comfortable enough to stop putting on just that smile. Even if he says that he's still trying to be pretty while he cries.
To love is such an odd and heavy feeling. And yet they crave it. Adore it.
Their grip on his hand tightens for a moment, the smaller moving to kneel in front of him so that he'll see them. Tail gently wagging as they give him a reassuring smile.
“ If y'er not th' world's version of perfect, that doesn't matter. That li'l boy – he'll think y'er perfect th' way y'are. He'll see that y'er tryin', that y'love him. And he might not always understand it, maybe when he gets older he won't agree with all y'er choices… but he'll love ya. You'll always be his perfect parent. ”
Something Eros knew from experience, at least. That Alexi had made his mistakes – who wouldn't raising someone like the emanator of voracity? But he'd tried. He'd done his best and all these years later, lived without him, he was still perfect to the vidyadhara. Everything that they could've asked for in a father.
“ And y'er perfect t' me, too. Th' love of m'immortal heart… I c'n't imagine not gettin' t' be by y'er side. Flaws and all, y'know? ”
❝But how do you know?❞
Even still, as he said, he worked to be viewed as pretty. Never fully giving it up, almost like it was impossible to break out of that image he placed himself in. Only managing cracks here and there just to fix them right after, even this crack as he cried would be patched shortly after.
❝I know you love me, I don't mean to question it, but the perfect version you see is just the same as I've shown everyone else. Maybe not entirely, I don't cry in front of other people, but it is in heavy part.❞
He was more open with Eros, but even that "openness" was small. Like cracking open a window on a nice and breezy day.
❝The face I wear with you is the same face I wear with the others. They're family, you're family, but we're still performing. If I stopped I'm sure it'd feel like I was drowning, tossed out into the waves to be dragged under by fear and doubt. I don't know who I am, Eros. Outside of my work, outside of the different masks we all put on, of the dances we perform to get by, what do I have? I don't know how to be anything else.❞