One lives in the hope of becoming a memory

they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined

anxiety is so weird like why is my mental illness in my stomach

please be nice to me, i'm in my twenties. do you know what that does to a person

january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

there is no unlived life or alternative reality where everything went right…. there is only here and now what are you going to do with it

anne carson wrote beautifully about this: “i’m not saying move back towards life, i’m saying the future isn’t elsewhere. we’re locked in a spaceship, h of h, we have nothing but continuing.”

despite everything …. I’m grateful I got a chance to be alive… to experience love and good food and sunsets. isn’t that the point of it all really

stealing this from someone else but i'm very curious so please reblog and tell me your chen song. mine is good night!

Quick reblog to give your mutuals an absolutely fantastic 2023

i can't help but love the idea of someone who wants to constantly take candid pictures of you. wanting to keep the memory of you in that certain moment without any alterations to look back on even when you're not with them. wanting to capture your raw moments because they love the unfiltered version of yourself.

it's already a good day when i get to spend it with you

someone who will laugh about the same stupid shit with you>>>

I am a mosaic of everyone I have ever known and loved and touched and I find fragments of them in my playlists and how I make my tea. we may not know each other any more but we will stay connected like this. I hope a fragment of me is with you too.

My love language is telling you everything that happens in my day

in any way humanly possible inject some warmth into your life and a lot of things will become beautiful because of it

Coming back to my basic needs is saving me during this stressful period. If my mind starts to wander into depressive thoughts it's just like okay body, are you hungry, are you tired, are you thirsty, do you need to get fresh air. Rinse wash repeat