red fresh and, through you, the host has chosen a name

i'm parasite, and i post for honor, not for glory. i like first and third person shooters and yaoi and cooking and fashion and i have sketch requests open at my art blog. i’ve been reading fanfic since elementary school and made my first tumblr in 2011, i miss old fandom's earnest attitude so bad. kink and violence ahead, firmly dead dove territory. untagged queue.

system (🦠 is our system tag signifier), cptsd, adhd, autism, st/dpd, ocd, dp/dr, midwestern american, substance use enjoyer, etc. i put these here because despite the fact everyone thinks they're the sherlock holmes of understanding what's wrong with other people, we are still frequently misunderstood, because of what others project onto us :) i love psychoanalyzing other people but you need life experience to do it well and not everybody's met someone like us <3

art is communication. it's connection. skill is relative and oftentimes unimportant.

i fucked my body up being a big strong manual laborer to pay the bills, blue collar pride forever! currently though i'm living in the beautiful middle of nowhere caretaking family members.

imago ( @compressednerve ) is the love of my life, and i'm their caretaker, so we're a package deal. (👁‍🗨 is their system tag signifier) 8 years strong babey!!