paperbunnyconfessions

Dear R, 

I'm listening to Miley Cyrus's new song, "Wrecking Ball". You know how much it reminds me of you? It's so perfect. I made me reminisce about the time I loved you so much it hurt. I loved you to the point where it ruined me. You made me feel like the only purpose of life was to be there for YOU. I remember when it just started as a mere crush, something so small. It didn't matter. All I wanted from you was to see you, for you to at least say hi to me. But then you turned it into something so grand, something that touched my soul and broke me from within. 

Yes, I said you. You brought me into your perfect perfect world and made me believe that you knew everything about me. You know how to manipulate me in a way where all my decisions in life were made for you. But then, you broke me. Wrecked me. It's amazing how you did it. You took me in, in your arms and squeezed my heart so hard with "love" that I made you my everything. And once that happened, you left. And you left me with nothing. Such a creative way to kill someone isn't it?

You've done your damage. And then I did mines. But honestly, it wasn't as heartbreaking as yours. You won and you left me here standing like a fool, angry & confused. Thanks for all the things you taught me about heartbreak, love and to surround myself with only positivity. You've done a great deal. 

Love,