Curious mind...

“Joon? We now on nickname biases?” he laughed, 

“Sorry it kinda slipped out..i’m just so used to calling you it on my fan insta-” you slapped a hand over your mouth, did you just nearly spill your secret to Namjoon?

“Fan instagram?” Namjoon laughed “so that’s how you got the job” 

“NO! No! Joon- Namjoon it’s not what it looks like! Honestly” you squealed a blush creeping up your cheeks. “I made it years ago even before I decided to take this job…I swear I wasn’t going to use it for exposing you guys, That-that's why I signed-” 

“Y/n! It’s okay…really” Namjoon grabbed your shoulders gently speaking to you, smoothing a hand over our hair. “Really it’s okay… you’re secret is safe with me” 

Tears built up in your eyes as a lump formed in your throat, “you-you mean that?” 

“Yes, do any of the others know?” 

“Jk and Tae they know” you croaked, wiping away the tears. Namjoon pulled you into a hug, you squeezed him as hard as you could, his aftershave was like a comforting blanket for you, pulling away you noticed you left tear stains on his shirt.

 “Joon I left tear stains, I’m sorry” you laughed, wiping your eyes again. Namjoons chuckle was music to your ears as he looked down at you. 

“It's okay, well now I know your little secret…how about that date?”

***

For the rest of tour Namjoon was doing everything in his power to get you to go on a date, he found out what your favorite snacks were, gifted them to you, on their rest days he would get you to come out with him and anything you looked at he offered to buy, you declining politely, always wanting to sit next to you at dinner, and subtly put his arm over your chair. 

This of course didn’t go unnoticed by the other members, the team members weren't bothered by their actions as you were their manager. 

Walking back to your hotel room you were quickly ambushed by Taehyung and Jimin, “Y/n! How are you” Jimin spoke as he took your hand while Taehyung threw an arm over you, “Boys hi, what can I do for you?” you laughed as they acted like two clingy children off you. 

“Nothing, we just want to know how our favorite manager is,” Taehyung said as you now stopped outside your room.

“Okay, what are you really up to?” you said making them giggle,

“Y/n please just let us in and we will talk” Jimin said giving you a flirty smile. Sighing you opened the door letting them both in, walking in you saw a gift basket on the bed filled with your favorite snacks, drinks and some flowers, attached was a note. 

‘Thought you’d like this, our favorite manager - NJ’ 

“I told you Joon has the hots for Y/n!” Taehyung laughed, Jimin looked over the basket, 

“He’s courting you Y/n, never seen him do this, you must be special” Jimin commented as you looked at the basket, it was sweet but this was a job, you can’t mix love and job. 

“Well I told him I can’t” you sighed, picking up the basket and placing it on the desk, Jimin and Tae made themselves comfortable on the bed.

“Ouch you’re gonna hurt our poor leader's heart, how mean of you” Taehyung sulked as he dramatically fell against Jimin's lap.

“Boys stop it, I can't, it's against my contract also you know how some of the fans would react to see that one of you is in a relationship? It will be world war three” you commented making the boys sigh. 

“Y/n you’re right, but don’t we all deserve happiness?” Taehyung spoke as he lifted himself from Jimin's lap.

“Yeah you do and I don’t want to deny you of it but I’m still new and the fans are still not sure of me, and I'd rather not have a scandal on my hands” you laughed, “are you two staying here or you gonna let me sleep?” 

Both Jimin and Tae looked at one another with mischief, “well wouldn’t you want to spend a night with both of us Y/n?” Jimin purred as again he gave you a flirty smile as for Taehyung he started to unbutton his shirt, pushing his hair back. 

Oh god…is this a fever dream? In any universe you would jump at the chance to have a threesome with them but this was not the time… your inner fangirl was squealing at them, oh how you have read countless Vmin fics and they were in front of you. 

“You have?”Jimin smirked, 

“Sorry what?” you reply as Taehyung now came walking towards you, stalking you almost “read fanfic about us” Taehyung's deep voice rumbled through you, your knees felt weak, “did I say that outloud?” you meekly replied as Taehyung held your gaze he was looking at you like you were his prey.

“Tae don’t scare her, I want some fun too” Jimin whined as he folded his arms over his chest like a child. Next thing you knew you was being pulled towards the bed by Taehyung, sitting you down between them, Jimin tucked your hair over your ear, his soft fingers delicately tracing the side of your face, Taehyung however decided to take the plunge and give a soft kiss to your neck, goosebumps pricked your skin as you let out a gasp. 

Both boys laughed at your reaction, Tae leaned down to whisper in your ear, “did you like that? Do you want me to do it again?” 

You let out a soft moan as Jimin commented too “think she does, maybe I will do it too” 

Both of them gently pecking your neck either side as you wither in delight, soft moans escaping you, one hand was snaked into Taehyung’s hair while the other was squeezing Jimin’s thigh. 

Shaking in delight as both of them attacked your neck, Taehyung trailed kisses down your neck to your collarbones pushing the loose fabric away, kisses then turned into little sucks, feeling the nip of his teeth. “Tae” you breathed out making both of them stop, “you can’t” 

Smirking “Y/n it will barely be visible” Tae cooed, lifting your chin up and planting a kiss right on your lips. 

Shit… 

You'd never dream of this happening to you in real life, the amount of fantasies you had with either member, went as far as how each member would take you, not that you are going to tell them that. How aroused you felt there was still a little voice in the back of your head telling you this was a bad idea. At some point in the right you spent with them just went as far as makeout sessions, you learned that both boys were very good kissers and you even got complimented by them as well, Jimin getting excited saying you was very good with your tongue, making you blush. Tae laughing at how you and Yoongi should have a competition. 

You never meant to let it get this far you have kissed two members out of even in Bantan, the real question was how far is too far?

***

It was late and Taehyung, Jimin left and hour go after a lot of cuddles and few more now innocent pecks, wanting to take a breather you decided to check on Jk knowing he will be up at this time, knocking on the door, Jk then opened it giving you a bunny smile, “Y/n hi” he opened the door wider to let you in. “What do you need?” he asked making an attempt to clean up

“Ah nothing just wanted to check on you, I knew you’d be up” you say trying to subtly move your t-shirt to cover the hickey Tae left, Jungkook smirked at this as he acted like he didn't see it, motioning you to sit out on the balcony with him.

“How was you’re make out session with Tae and Jimin” he smirked watching you stiffen, 

“What?” you say trying to act cool, Jungkook laughs at you, 

“Y/n I know what they are like, I sometimes join them too”

“What?!” you shriek, making Jungkook fall back laughing even more, you playfully hit him on his thigh. 

“Y/n there isn’t a lot you don't know about us…there is a lot we keep private but it is fun when fans speculate, how was it?” 

“Well definitely not how I imagined my night to go, it was something…I enjoyed it but it's so against my contract Jk hope Ahn Jong doesn’t hear about it” the panic slowly started to settle in, you didn’t want to be fired this was your first big time career job and you loved it, you didn’t want it to be thrown away all because of you got feelings for them. 

“Ah don’t worry Ahn doesn’t know what happens exactly on tour, only what is seen on socials and what you report back, so you’re safe” Jungkook reassured as you pushed your hair out of your face. 

“Thanks Jk, suppose you know about Joon having a crush on me?” 

“Yea, it’s crazy we haven’t had a female manager for a while that will actually come on tour with us and hang out too, it’s nice…” 

Both of you just watched the night sky with the soft breeze flowing past. It was nice, comfortable and something about being in Jungkook's company felt good, you really felt like you knew him forever.

“Y/n can I ask you something?”

“Yea, of course Jk”

“Can, can I kiss you?” 

You was struck in awe, looking at Jungkook wide eyed, 

“Wow word does travel fast between all of you, why did you hear about my skills from Tae and Jimin?” 

Jungkook laughed, “yea kinda, they don’t really talk quietly, I’m sorry if that’s rude” 

“Well I have one member who has a crush on me and had a make out session with two other members..so at this point i’m just working my way through the group at the moment, what's one more” you sighed, the voice at the back of your head was telling you this is a bad idea but something about you just wanted to try it all and see how far you could really go. 

Jungkook looked away, clearing his throat before looking back at you, his voice quiet “Y/n I - I have never kissed anyone before…well on the lips that is”  suddenly Jk looked like he was fifthteen again, nervous and like a deer in headlights. Despite his heavily tattooed arm and new piercings to match, your eyes softened placing a hand on his shoulder.

“Jungkook you don’t have to” you reassured as jungkook softly laughed,

“I want to- well I want to do it with someone I know and trust” 

Something about Jks words made you feel special, you have only been working for them for a month and they already trusted you. 

“Thank you, for trusting me” you say as you give Jungkook’s shoulder a squeeze. 

Jungkook turned to face you, his doe eyes blown wide in excitement and also nervousness, you give him a small smile as you slowly move in, Jungkook does the same, his hands come up to hold your face, his cold hands surprise you but you don’t move back, leaning in closer you feel his breath. 

Hesitation for a second before Jungkook leans in and seals the kiss, it was comfortable, soft. Testing the waters Jk decided to deepen the kiss as you accepted, he wasn't a bad kisser, you giggled into the kiss as he pulled away.

“Is something wrong?” Jungkook asks looking worried, 

“No nothing just it was cute” 

Both of them sat in silence, watching the rest of the night go by, content was the word and you were just in a dream or some strange alternate dimension who knows. 

“Wait- really? They do that a lot..” surprised at the antics that did happen, you also wonder what else also happens between other members, thinking about it you check the time on your phone and see that there is enough time to kill as the boys are not going to sound check for another 4 hours. 

“Hobi, can you tell me some more please? I just don’t want to be caught out or surprised” you smile as Hobi looks surprised, he scratches the back of his head with a small blush forming on his cheeks.

“Ah- Y/n…I don’t want to get in trouble-”

“Well we can have a small meeting all of us- think of it as a casual meeting, getting to know one another” really y/n? You’re meddling, you have seemed to have swayed Hobi, now work on the others. 

It wasn’t hard, it was pretty easy to sway, Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung and Hobi but the other three were the challenge. Being a fan already had its perks as you already knew what they liked, Jin you swooned and told him how handsome he was and how people would kill to be as handsome as him. At this moment you were winning as Jin agreed. 

Yoongi, massage rubbing his shoulders and letting him sleep in well past noon, he actually agreed a lot easier than you thought. 

Last but not least the leader… Kim Namjoon, the man with the IQ of 148 so smart but also dumb at the same time, bringing his favrouite coffee as well as a new release of a book he had spoken about, sitting down with him. “Ah Namjoon, how have you been?” you ask, sitting on the edge of the sofa, eyeing you cautiously Namjoon’s eyes flicked to his coffee then to the book.

“fine…Y/n what do you want” 

“N-nothing! Just I would like to have a casual meeting with all of the boys so I can get yo know you on a personal level” 

“Hmm, let me guess they all agreed” 

“Yea, quite easily actually…you’re the last one” 

“Thought so” 

And now you're sitting in a room with all seven members of BTS. What a pleasure. 

“So boys, I called you all here today to get to know you on a personal level, there are no secrets here and whatever is said in this room will never leave it…do you swear?” you spoke making eye contact with all of them. 

“We swear” they all spoke, agreeing, you sit more upright, last night's antics were still fresh in your mind and just like a bandaid you ripped that right off and went straight in for it. 

“Tae and Jimin did I witness you sharing a kiss last night or was that my imagination” 

The boys snicker as Taehyung looks at you with wide eyes as does Jimin, “wow you just went right in there Y/n” Jungkook giggles “not like they haven’t before” he continues as you sit there waiting for them to tell you more.

“Yes we did, it is not uncommon for us to be intimate, I’m sure you have been the fancams” Taehyung spoke his voice was like velvet “we all have been intimate with one another just we like to tease the fans sometimes but it’s normally on the low-key” 

You were in shock, “w-well I knew you guys where but that’s something out of a fanfic I witnessed…Don’t tell me you’ve done…”  you stop implying that something else has happened to making Jin snicker. 

“Ah Y/n don’t you realize that we don’t get a lot of time to relieve ourselves and with us being all male there is sometimes some pent up emotions” Namjoon swoops in and tries to give a Sophisticated answer. 

“So you guys sometimes-” 

“Have sexual interactions with one another, yes but sometimes we get people in mainly for the older members the younger members are not available for this unless they want to but not until they are twenty-one and the people we hire in are protected” 

“Oh and just to add in there we have seen each other naked” Yoongi piped up which made you turn your head at breakneck speed, he gave you a little smirk. You honestly did not think to be hearing this today. 

Sitting up straighter you cleared your throat “well think that's all I need to hear-”

Then Jimin jumps in, 

“But wait do you want to know that I have sucked-”

“NO! Thank you Jimin, I-I think I have heard enough, thank you boys, oh and you have sound check today at 2:30” 

You quickly leave the room with the boys laughing at your flustered state, well now you know the secrets are true.

                                                        ***

Another successful concert, no dramas or concerns, you can finally relax. 

Knock, Knock

That is very short lived when you are working for BTS. getting up and opening the door to see Namjoon, he slips into the room quietly closing the door behind him as the both of you stand, it was quiet as you both looked at one another. 

“Namjoon, what can I help you with” you speak, still stunned how he came to your room, normally you get texts from the boys. 

“I came here…to see if you’re okay” 

“Oh yea I’m good thanks..you must be tired” 

“Ah yea I am look I- '' Namjoon was at a loss for words, the smartest man in Bangtan was at a loss for words. 

“Namjoon, is it important?” you ask as the man in front of you was stuttering like a child, he took a deep breath.