hello! my name is alia. im 22 and use any pronouns. i write a lot of whump and hurt/comfort. specific interests include living weapon whump, caretaking and recovery, sci-fi/fantasy setting, weird fiction, and so on.
blog is 18+ please!
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My Writing <3
Series:
Destroyer - A powerful telekinetic serves as a weapon of mass destruction for an evil space empire.
Rubies - Delta’s recovery arc after his captivity. Mostly comfort.
Crash Out - Paris’s ??? arc. Mostly hurt.
Destroyer (Vol. II)
Bonus Features - Extra stuff for Destroyer trilogy! :D
Mini Series:
Shrike - Vague yet menacing government agency captures a living shapeshifter
The Tower
Prompts:
Check out the tag #my prompts for these :D !!!
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i am always open to requests and i will love you forever if you leave comments or ask questions <3
feel free to message if you have similar interests! i like meeting new people.
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She’s always cute after a whipping. Too exhausted and overwhelmed with pain to spit fury at him, and too afraid to disobey. Riven trails the braided leather across her latest stripes, smearing the blood and drawing a weak, miserable whimper from her throat.
“Cute,” he comments aloud. “You look like you’ve learned your lesson.”
“Yes sir,” she answers, a little urgent – but not outright wailing and pleading. “I’ve learned, I’m sorry I disobeyed, I’m sorry.”
There’s a lot of room to make her more desperate. Riven drags the whip gently over her back again, mulling it over.
“I’m sorry,” Ariadne repeats, a little sob breaking her voice. “Please, sir, I’ve had enough, please…”
Riven coils the whip loosely and strolls across the room to drop it into the sink. He hears her exhale and is instantly tempted to pick it back up. But not this time.
She doesn’t move as he walks round in front of her, not even to inch her fingers away from his boots. Her head stays down, so he leans down to catch her chin. There’s no resistance as he turns her face up.
The harsh light of the interrogation room is not kind, glistening off the tears and exaggerating the blotches in her cheeks, the dark hollows under her eyes. The bruise on her cheekbone is almost faded, but he can still just about make out the fading smudge of colour. He runs a thumb none too gently across it, and grabs her jaw to halt her weak attempt to pull away.
“I’m sorry, sir.” Almost a whisper this time, hopeless and broken.
Riven smiles. “So polite,” he mocks softly. “This really is the only way to get manners into you, isn’t it?”
“I’ll do better, sir,” she promises, even though they both know she’ll be snapping at him again as soon as she dares.
“I doubt it,” Riven smirks, and watches her flinch.
Her head drops again as soon as he lets it go.
“Am I dismissed, sir?” she asks tremulously. “Please?”
“Can you get up?” Riven challenges.
She tries, on shaking legs. The weak little “anh!” as her bruised knees hit the ground again is just gorgeous.
“Let me help you,” Riven hums.
“I can do it sir,” she protests, but he takes her arms anyway and she doesn’t fight him. There’s raw fear in the way she searches his face. He holds her steady until she has her balance, then turns away to collect her discarded clothes for her.
The shirt and undershirt behave as one garment. He holds it out for her to put her arms in, suppressing a chuckle at her obvious apprehension. She cooperates, and he dresses her like a child, careful to hold the fabric away from her back as he pulls it down her body.
“Thank you, sir,” she mumbles, and earns herself another grin.
“Lean on me,” he instructs. She does. She knows that if she fights it he’ll put an arm round her back. She keeps her eyes on the floor as he leads her through the security room, unwilling to look at her coworkers at the computers. They don’t look at her either, and they don’t challenge Riven. He notes a little smugly that Sam has moved a browser window over the top of the feed from the room he was just using.
“Sir?” Ariadne queries plaintively when he steers right at the end of the hall. “Where are we going?”
“I won’t make you work this afternoon,” he tells her. “But since you can’t be trusted, I think I’ll keep an eye on you for the rest of the day.”
Distrust and dislike ghost across her features, but she’s too cowed to argue.
Max waves a greeting as they enter the office. He smirks as he takes in Ariadne’s obvious distress and Riven smiles right back at him. He takes Ariadne to his desk, then pauses to make a little show of deciding where to put her.
“Right here,” he decides, pointing at the floor beside his chair.
Ariadne balks, then tries to disguise her reluctance as confusion. “Sir?”
“On your knees,” he commands with relish, “right here.”
He could drag her into position and push her down, but he waits for her to sink to her knees on her own. Red blooms in her cheeks and creeps outwards to her hairline. Riven pulls up his chair and settles comfortably. He leans back and rests a hand on the top of her head and it feels fucking fantastic.
Nothing says power quite like having some hapless broken wreck of a person kneeling by your feet.
The warm glow lasts as he settles in to tackle his emails. If he’s totally honest, it’s a distraction. Bloome would be completely right to write him up for a lack of professionalism. Which is why he wouldn’t be doing this if Bloome was in the office. Everyone here has already seen Ariadne’s stripes.
He has to wonder whether she knows that too, or if she’s waiting on tenterhooks for the humiliation of being caught on her knees.
If she is, she doesn’t show it. She’s gone distant now, drained and exhausted in the aftermath of the adrenaline. She sits shivering and silent with her head down and her hands folded neatly in her lap.
She flinches when Riven reaches out to muss her hair. It’s very charming.
Everything about this is charming. He can’t believe he’s never thought of it before. She’s perfect like this, his perfect little toy. Right here where he wants her.
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Would you consider any of the characters in destroyer/other series to be self inserts? If not, how did you come up with the characters?
hiii thanks for the ask!!!! omg ummmm
for some reason im finding this to be a really difficult question to answer? which is annoying me cause i HAVE thought about it a lot and i think the answer ive had in the past is that delta is who i would have related to when i was younger and paris is who i really relate to now.
that’s a bit of an oversimplification honestly. delta was conceptualized first, probably when i was around 16-ish, and i really enjoyed imagining hurt/comfort scenarios w him. i think that was partially as a coping mechanism and it was something that brought me a lot of comfort. i dont think we actually share a lot of traits though.
paris was conceived for the story just these past couple months and its kind of insane how much ive grown attached to him? again i think it’d be a stretch to say he’s a self insert and yet i do feel i put a lot of myself into him. i think its the way his world is always ending and how stressed out and panicky and self destructive he is. i find it cathartic to write his freakouts cause secretly i want to to freak out too.
they are both constantly in survival mode and i think i related to delta more in situations where i was younger and had less autonomy and so i just had to put up with it. i think i relate to paris more as an adult because now my life is mine to ruin.
haha this got weirdly personal! i guess the answer is i dont see either of them as necessarily self inserts but they do represent different parts of me :)
hunter biden resurgence is a hugely positive sign for me because destroyer peaked during the last hunter biden summer and i got so much mileage off that in designing paris. the people's princess.
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I had different people in different instances ask me or deduce that one of the residents is going to turn into a caretaker, or help Cyrus get out. I just wanted to see if that is a rare thought amongst my readers or not.
Technically this is to see who thought of this on their own or not, but here it goes the chapter they appear in (and the first Susan appears), if you want to see before the poll. They all have identification posts linked on the masterpost too.
Do you think one of the residents will be a caretaker/rescuer?
Susan Kenneth.
Jason Wittelsbach.
Adekola Tunde.
Saanvi Khatri.
Natalya Volkova.
Ellis Amakiir.
None of them will be caretakers or rescuers, what?
my headcanon is that martino has the very specific reactionary streak that comes from some adverse early childhood experience pertaining to a communist revolution in the vein of having been part of a bourgeoisie family and watching their assets be forcefully seized/redistributed or simply witnessing the violence of revolution while at an important developmental stage. experienced some level of communist repression that would forever turn him off from any left-wing ideology or social movement. space ultra-conservative soviet refugee.
versus simon who i think was basically raised by hippie parents who were ahead of the wave on unschooling and gave him a level of freedom that could have backfired but ended up being mostly fine given his personality. very capable of self-directing and got into biophysics out of genuine love of the game. and simply did not have the backbone to not be coerced by imperial academia and funneled into military-industrial system. i think he is kind of the rare phenomenon of "right-wing child born to left-wing parents" but its a stretch to even call him right-wing cause on a personal level all his politics are pretty liberal. he just doesn't care that his job directly contradicts his own beliefs.
again his hypocrisy kind of works out for delta though because delta would khs if simon ever quit. stay hypocritical king.
i literally get so happy remembering delta isnt in their custody anymore and can do whatever he wants. imagine how much calmer and happier he must be just on a daily basis. im so proud of him 😭😭😭
i know the way people talk about their pets now is probably how we’ve been doing it for all of history. a cat owner in ancient rome saw their cat lounging on the dining pillows and commented “he thinks himself to be the senator claudius 🤣”
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CW: Implied minor whump, implied institutional abuse, carewhumper
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Atlas isn’t sure he believes his eyes.
Sitting criss-crossed on his bed, crouched over a crisp file the precise shade of seaweed, he doesn’t think he’s ever read something quite so outrageous. Eden Enterprises is a company built for the protection of metamorphs and humankind alike, working in silent secrecy as they rescue forgotten children off the streets, providing them shelter, food, and clothes on their backs. A place to call home. The evidence in these reports is the clear opposite of that.
The sentences inside these files are too gruesome for Atlas to even name, descriptions and illustrations of a series of reports so vile Atlas is sure that he can’t possibly be reading the right thing. This couldn’t have come from inside the drawers of one of Eden’s own filing cabinets, from inside the warehouse he has grown up and lived in his entire life. Eden has offered him nothing but warmth and love, with open acceptance and plentiful gifts. He would be nowhere, nothing, if it weren’t for Eden’s generosity.
Yet through the dark green lettering along these pages, Atlas finds himself face-to-face with an organization a clear opposite of that; an organization built on the blood of the poor, the labour of the vulnerable. These missions have no rhyme or reason, no explanation to the horrors and atrocities committed. They don’t follow Eden’s strict rule code, their straight-lined regulations of order, justice, and structure. No, all of these reports, these missions, they’re only after one thing: Complete and total power.
This can’t be right.
Surely there’s another explanation for this, a reason behind it. How many times has he sat through lectures, heard stories from real-life survivors of the brutality committed against vulnerable metamorphs, seen how Eden saved them? They give people purpose, give people a life. He’s witnessed it himself, his own life a clear example of all the good that the company brings to a nation so divided and at war with each other. He’s been on missions since he was only a child, and he’s never taken part in anything bad — Eden protects innocents and silences terrorists hellbent on destroying peaceful society as they know it. This is how it has always been.
Perhaps that spy planted these here, just for him to find. They’ve been so obvious about who they are, how they don’t belong. Surely they had been trying to get him to follow. Distract him, plant seeds of doubt… just as all evil rebels would do.
Or maybe this is a test. A part of his training for Evaluation day all along, set up by Cato herself. Having a soldier serve as a distraction, to see if he was truly suited for the Elites. Even giving them the time of day to just consider their lies would be unacceptable, no doubt. He’s always been good at assessments. So a surprise one, something that none of the trainees have knowledge of; questioning their loyalties, their dedication… That would be the true test. The one to weed out the weak from the strong, the faithless from the devoted.
Of course. That has to be it.
This was all a test, and he’s already on the path of failure, allowing the spy to go loose. Next thing tomorrow, he must go down and report them to Cato. He’ll be rewarded highly, granted a sure spot along the Elites. Everything he has ever dreamed for. It’ll be perfect.
Yet staring at the evidence in these files, Atlas can’t help but feel like he’s grasping at straws, trying to find reason in these monstrosities. Would Cato really set all this up to see if it would dissuade him from his mission? Would he really be wrong for feeling wary of it, after all of this, after the torture he has witnessed, displayed between these lines.
Does he really believe that it’s all made up?
Staring at the satchel placed haphazardly across from him, he can’t fight the feeling probing inside of him that this is all wrong. That perhaps that spy may have been telling him the—
An abrupt rap against his door cuts him off from finishing that thought. He flinches, hands scrambling at lightning speed to shove everything back into the bag, swiftly stowing it under his mattress. What was he thinking, bringing these files back into his room? What will become of him, if someone finds them here? They’re classified information — he’s breaking so many rules by just daring to peek inside of them. He’s going to be in so much trouble.
Atlas sucks in a sharp breath, patting down his sheets and trying to hide the tremble in his hands at just the thought of someone finding out what he’s done, what he’s been doing in here. He straightens up, face a perfect mask of neutrality, and crosses the room over to the door, praying the sound of his heart thumping from inside his chest isn’t as obvious to his visitor as it is in his head.
He finds himself staring straight at Cato. Her lips are drawn into a firm line as she glares, the tenseness in her expression instantly notifying Atlas of the fact that she is absolutely pissed, her mismatched eyes stormy. He has to hold back the urge to shiver, the sight of her glass eye staring through him enough to send fear spiking straight through his spine. He has always felt like that eye has a magic of its own, being able to just pull the thoughts from his head with a terrifying ease.
Cato’s eyes narrow and Atlas instantly moves in response, opening the door wider and stepping back to make room. She is brisk as she walks into the room, the clack of her heels the only sound to be heard through the chill of the atmosphere. Her hands are folded behind her back as she surveys his dorm, eyes sweeping across his belongings. She focuses on his bed for half a millisecond too long and Atlas holds his breath, dread filling up his already-queasy stomach.
Oh fuck, she knows.
He is just about to bow and beg for her forgiveness when Cato’s voice cuts through his spiralling thoughts, her tone clipped and harsh. “You missed training.” She states, head turning an inch as she eyes him again, gaze cold and piercing. “Do you have a good excuse?”
Atlas feels relief flood through him at her question, though the comfort is only momentary. His face pales as it suddenly dawns on him that he has allowed himself to be so carried away by this spy business that the thought of training or any of his other daily activities completely slipped his mind.
He’s never missed training. Never misses training. He’s never tardy or behind, perfectly on time and perfectly prepared for each one of his sessions. How could he ever forget?
His tongue seems to be stuck in place for a moment too long, before Atlas finally manages to find his voice. “I, um, I forgot.” He mumbles, his cheeks burning red in shame. “I’m sorry, there’s no excuse.”
Cato straightens her back a bit to stand taller, crossing her arms over her chest as she arches a brow in his direction. Her frown only seems to deepen at his words, eyes dark and unreadable. “Atlas, this kind of thing is already not acceptable — but just before your evaluation?” She sucks in a sharp breath through her nose, letting out a heavy sigh. “Are you really trying your hardest here?”
Atlas stares down at his feet, avoiding Cato’s gaze. Guilt bubbles up inside his gut, slowly eating away at his insides. How could he be so careless? So… worthless. What will happen to his position now, that he’s gone and broken one of the simplest rules Cato has ever set for him?
“I’m sorry.” He repeats, voice near-silent.
Cato tips her chin up, brows drawn into a tight line. “Sorry does not make up for the loss of time. You are going to put in extra training hours tonight to make up for it.” She instructs, voice firm and unwavering. “This will not happen again.”
Atlas silently nods, still not meeting her gaze. He can’t believe he let himself become so carried away with that stranger. What was wrong with him?
He was never usually like this, so preoccupied by other things. How could he ever allow himself to concern himself with anything other than his mission? Nothing else was important, nothing else mattered. All he lived for was his mission. Why did he let it occupy his thoughts for a mere second?
Now he’d disappointed Cato.
There is a beat of silence between them, Cato’s eyes searching his face. Atlas half-expects her to criticize him, to critique his appearance or lecture him on the importance of timing — and his contributions to Eden. He’s heard the lecture a million times over. How vital he is to the company, how he isn’t like everyone else. Slacking off will just squander his high potential.
But instead, she places a singular finger underneath his chin, slowly tipping his head up to be level with hers. It’s only now that he meets her gaze. Her eyes are still dark and gloomy, unforgiving; yet, beneath them, another emotion lingers. Something Atlas is sure is akin to… worry.
“Is there something on your mind?” She asks, voice deadly quiet. Her hand cradles his cheek, soft against his skin — tender, almost. The slight rub of the thumb against his jaw is enough to make him shiver.
Atlas fears he’ll break right then and there, that all of his fears, the storm of questions currently brewing in his mind, will come spilling right out. Cato is never so affectionate with him.
You’re being trained for the Elites too aren’t you? They’ll do the same thing to you.
The thought of that spy, teeth bared, eyes bright with defiance, is what stops him. He doesn’t know what they’re here for, how they even managed to sneak their way in. But someone against both Eden and the Congregation of the Chosen is an anomaly that he didn’t know existed. He needs to find out more. Needs to find out what they know.
The next words out of his mouth are a surprise to both he and Cato:
“I just lost track of time.”
Cato exhales, the moment broken within an instant. Her touch is gone as soon as it came, expression closed off in mere seconds.
“Training. Tonight.” She says, sharply turning on her heel and marching back towards the door. “Don’t lose track of time.”
Atlas closes the door behind her, allowing it to shut with an almost silent click. He waits until he’s positive she has made her way back down the hall before he returns to his bed, slowly pulling the files back out. His head buzzes with a million questions, all of them a complete betrayal to the mission he has sought so hard after.
He hates himself for getting distracted by the stranger, for letting them pull him away from training. But on the other hand, the stuff he’s seen inside these files…. It’s disgusting.
CW: Minor whump, violence, threats, allusions to institutional abuse
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It’s the following day and Wren has pushed all thoughts of the events with the trainee out of their mind. He is the very last thing on their mind now, their confidence renewed, because today they are very lucky. They snagged a key card. A high access key card. They’re practically guaranteed an easy investigation in any part of the base. And so, as they march down the wide corridor past the training quarters, there is a slight pep in their step.
They are feeling perfectly confident in infiltrating higher level offices with ease and zero suspicion. In and out, easy-peasy. Well, that is until they round the corner and find themself face to face with him.
They gasp as they nearly ram straight into him and have to swivel on their feet slightly to avoid colliding with the boy. When their stance is steadied, they look up at him for a long moment, eyes wide. So much for no suspicion. Wren stares for a long moment, brain short-circuiting, and then, without a word, turns abruptly and begins to very quickly make their way down a slightly emptier corridor, searching for a door to go through. They can’t help but glance over their shoulder every so often to ensure that the trainee isn’t still looking. They pray to whoever is out there that he isn’t.
They barely make it two metres. Their pace increases as the sound of footsteps somewhere behind them interrupts their worried thoughts. Every corner they round, their feet get quicker, their eyes darting to each passing soldier. Shit, shit. They’re being paranoid. A trainee has no reason to follow them.
With a huff, Wren’s pace quickens again into a light jog. The file room, the file room. Where was it on the map again? Shit, was it two lefts and a right or two rights and a left? They chew at the inside of their cheek, reaching a fork in the hall. They glance down both ways, hesitating.
Oh! Two rights and a left. As they continue down the labyrinth of passageways, the people grow scarcer, only the occasional high ranking officer passing. None of the clutter and bustle they first saw. Soon there’s no one. A good sign. After a few more minutes of creeping down the corridor, a shining metal door comes into view with a panel on the wall beside it. Aha. Wren does one more quick glance down the hall before slipping the key card out of their uniform pocket and pressing it to the panel. The light on the scanner goes green and a ding sounds. Perfect.
They’re relieved when the room they slip into is dim and empty, the only light being the flickering of screens playing camera footage. They hesitantly press their hand against another panel on the inside of the room, the lights flickering on with an electric hum. Upon further inspection, they can see rows of screens, filing cabinets. There are shelves of boxes upon boxes, filled to the brim with what look like hard drives and wires. The air has a faint must to it like the room doesn’t get a lot of airflow. They note that there's not a single vent. Probably a security measure. This is exactly what they need.
They’re quick to pull out the bag stuffed under their bulky vest. With quick movements, Wren surges forwards and begins to sweep hard drives and paper files into it — anything they can fit.
Their hands are quick as they fill the duffle and zip it shut. Get in and get out. If these files have good, solid information then their job is done and they can get the hell out of here and get to work. They try not to let the excitement brewing in them bubble too high but they’re so close to exposing Eden—
“What do you think you're doing?”
The breath on their neck is hot. Wren reels around, slamming their elbow into whatever body part of the person is closest and quickly backing away. Their elbow doesn’t make contact with anything. “What the fuck?” Their eyes are frantic as they scan the room. Nothing. No one is there. But they definitely heard someone there. They felt it. “Hello?”
Wren squawks loudly when a body materializes in the dark. Before they can register the person’s advance, their arms are yanked behind them and they’re pinned back, muscles straining. “Hey, what the hell! Let go!” They yelp, tugging their arms and trying to jerk away from their captor, feet stumbling at the movement.
Before they have the time to react, a boot meets their back, forcing them down against the frigid linoleum. A foot presses down on their head.
“What do you think you're doing in here?” The voice repeats, low and even.
Wren grunts and lets out a whine of pain as the boot digs into the back of their head, mashing their face against the ground. Any attempt to wriggle free only causes more discomfort. Wren gags on their own tongue. “Nothing. It’s none of your fucking business.” They grunt, words out before they can begin to think about what they’re saying. When they are met with a long pause, the pressure against the base of their skull growing threateningly stronger, they writhe in defiance, fear bleeding into their next words. They didn’t think this through properly. “Let me go, man!”
“I think it is my business.” There's a beat as the heel of the person’s foot digs more harshly into the back of Wren’s neck (if that’s even possible) before the voice says, “Who sent you?”
Wren grits their teeth. There is no way they’re getting out of this. They were so close. “No one. I’m doing my job! You have the wrong person.” They bark back, tense, trying yet again to lift their head to no avail.
“Stealing files? That's classified information.”
Wren huffs and jerks their arms again. It does nothing. “No. I was collecting things for the high general.” They hiss. “Now let me go.”
Their wrists are twisted painfully, skin stretched beyond its limit. Wren bites down on their tongue to stifle their scream. “Lie to me again and I'll cut out your tongue.” The man spits. The growl in his voice tells them it’s not an empty threat.
“Let me go and I’ll tell you the truth, asshole.” They snap back, wriggling their arms uselessly. He doesn’t give in.
“I don't think so.” The attacker keeps one foot firm against their face and they have to angle their eyes in a way that makes their head ache to watch him in their peripheral vision. Pausing his questions, he moves to stoop over and pick up their bag. “Where were you planning to take this?”
Dread settles heavy in Wren’s chest — and at the back of their head. This cannot be happening. All of that work can’t go down the drain now. Not after everything they’ve sacrificed to get here. “Nowhere, okay?” They admit, voice hollow. They’re only able to register their own fear. They can’t die here. Not by the hands of an Eden brat. “I don’t work with anyone, I was taking it for myself!”
“What were you going to do with it?” The man asks, grip tightening against their wrist, fingernails digging into their soft exposed flesh. Blood bubbles underneath his grip.
Wren gasps, writhing defiantly. “You know, I was just gonna sit back and watch some footage for fun!” They snap, baring their teeth and rolling their eyes. They can’t help themself. Is this guy really an idiot? “No, I’m going to expose this shitty corporation.”
The boot lifts off their head for just a moment, giving Wren hope of escape until it stomps down again, smashing their face into the floor.
They let out a cry of pain as their nose makes a cracking noise and an instant gush of blood pours out. They cough, eyes watering, grimacing at the taste of blood in their mouth. A violent gag escapes them. “What the fuck,” they wail.
“‘Eden is eternal.’” The man recites in a robotic way that makes Wren’s skin crawl.
Wren scoffs, blood smearing against their lips. Their head throbs. “Yeah, bet they’ve been carving that into your brain since you were in diapers.” They mutter under their breath. They let out a grunt and curse silently as their face explodes with pain and they are pushed down further, each retort earning them another kick.
“There's no point in trying to fight us. Who sent you then? Are you one of ‘God’s Chosen’?”
Wren’s expression twists into a scowl, annoyed at his accusatory tone. Like they’d ever belong to them. “That fucking crazy cult?” They snipe, twisting to try and look in his eyes. “I hate them just as much as you.”
“You know, you should really learn when to close that big mouth of yours.” He presses down harder on their head, Wren’s nose popping with the pressure; his glare burns into the back of their neck. “I could always just kill you now. It's not like anyone here would object to it. Or I could take you back to be questioned. I'm sure that'll put a stop to your smartass comments.”
Wren gasps and winces, squirming in pain under the force of the attacker’s foot. “No! Please, I'm being serious. I’m telling the truth, I don’t know what more you want from me! Just ask me your questions now and let me go.”
“So you can go spread lies about Eden? I don't think so.”
“They aren’t lies, it’s the truth and I’m going to prove it! Why would I come here looking for evidence if I was just going to spread lies.” They huff and shift slightly on the ground, the hard floor pressing against their body uncomfortably. “Do you know the truth? That your leaders, your CEOs are lying to you. And the Elites? Just more of their lies. Do you really know what they’re sending those children off to?”
“Shut up.” The man’s response is instant, defensive. “You don't have any clue about Eden.”
Wren snorts, wincing when the action sucks blood up into their nose. “Oh yeah? I know that they’re lying to the public and apparently to you guys too. They’re raising you to be monsters and then taking advantage of your skill. Puppets, the lot of you. You’re all puppets.”
“I’m not.”
“I’m sure every other one of their toy soldiers would say the same thing.”
An idea graces them, stupid and reckless. Much like all their other plans so far. And yet, it may be their one shot out of this complete disaster. They’re physically out-matched. Though they don’t think they’ve ever not been. This is their only chance if they wish for those files to see the light of day.
“You wanna check those files, don’t you?” They manage to move their head just barely, wincing in the process. Their eyes shoot over to the bag. “Go ahead and have a look. If what’s in there isn’t enough for you, I've got more.”
There’s a long pause and Wren begins to fear he’ll just shut them up by killing them. But then they hear a suspiciously file sounding rustle. And another. They would smirk if it weren’t for the throbbing pain in their face.
They listen silently to the sound of pages in a file flipping. “See anything interesting?”
They take the answering silence as a good sign and when their attacker finally steps back, their suspicions are confirmed. With a grunt, they push themselves into a sitting position, wiping blood from their face with a grimace. “Some not so great stuff in there, huh? That’s why I’m doing what I’m doing. I need to know more. I’m going to expose them for their lies.”
“No...” The man takes another unsteady step back, eyes dilating. “There has to be an explanation for this. They wouldn’t— they wouldn’t do this for no reason.” Unlike before, where his voice was unwavering, he now sounds very unsure of himself, words coming out hoarse. “You don’t— you don’t know anything.”
Wren slowly pushes themself up onto their feet with a sigh. They don’t advance further, wanting to prevent being attacked again, now by someone who is clearly more unstable than previously. “It’s the truth. Why would they have to keep this a secret if it wasn’t exactly what it looks like — if it wasn’t evil?”
The man gapes at them, face pale. He swallows roughly, fingers gripping the paper. “To… to reach our goal there has to be sacrifices. It’s for the greater good of all mankind.” He recites again, the words slightly easing his doubts.
Wren crosses their arms, eyes narrowing as they fix him with a scowl. Only now, looking at their attacker in better lighting, do they realize that it’s him. Not a man-
That boy.
“So you’re going to justify their crimes?” They scowl. They’re not sure why it comes as a surprise. What else could they expect from a brainwashed soldier like him? “You’re being trained for the Elites too aren’t you? They’ll do the same thing to you.”
The boy’s face hardens. He closes the file, holding it tight to his chest. “You won’t say a word about this. About any of it. You’re lucky that I don’t take you to the lead director right now.” He takes another step back, avoiding their gaze.
Wren dares to take a half-step forward, not yet advancing into the trainee’s personal space. “So you’ll let it keep happening? Even now that you know? Even now that it’ll happen to you?”
The boy doesn’t respond, slowly inching further backwards. “Don’t let me catch you in here again. You’ll regret it.”
“Fine. Keep hiding from the truth. We’ll see where that gets you.” Wren grits their teeth and reaches forward to grab their bag when suddenly the trainee snatches it before they can take it, abruptly disappearing into thin air. The door slams shut behind him.
Wren gasps and makes a grunt of protest. “Asshole,” they grumble. They take one last look at the emptied file room before stomping towards the door and slipping away, headed for the maintenance elevator.
They’re not giving up.
They can’t be done with Eden until they get those files.