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Since I've been alive the US has bombed

I'm really Glad I had this vacation, I cant say that I'm fatigue or drained of working 2 jobs but just tired of doing the same repetition. When I get bored on doing the same exercise I switch it up. One of my coworkers who recently got fired, he came by to say goodbye one more time and one thing he said that hit me hard was "I always had days off but really never had days off for myself " and he was like me working 2 jobs. He left Cali and now he's in Texas. That honestly sounds like a great plan to me, Lol my plan was to quit my 2 jobs in April and go hiking . What sounds better to say to your parents "Dad mom... I'm moving to Texas" "Dad mom....I'm go hiking.........for 3-5 months" 😂 if don't wanna scare them I'll say "dad mom I'm going to hike the PCT" they'll have not clue what I'm talking about. I like the idea moving to Texas but I know I'll be distracted, those Texas girls are something else. when I'm in mexico I know who's from Nochis, from Texas, from Cali by how they dance and how they dress lol. As much as I wanna complete the PCT its going to have to wait, maybe 2027 but its always there when I'm ready and when I finally have free time. Ugh it be nice just to disappear in the woods for months and leave the stress behind and enjoy Gods creation. I'll probably hike the TRT this coming year which wouldn't be bad. I just gotta keep telling myself that this is just temporary working to 2 jobs, not really living life but working to where I wanna be, it requires a little bit of sacrifice and suffering. Before I got a 2nd job I told myself this shit is just temporary weather its 1, 3, 5 years or even more I'm going to look back and say I'm really glad that I did that! Your "why" has to be big! For my future self, to be financially free, for my future wife, future kids, my future family.