Sherlock

‏میرے سب طنز بے اثر ہی رہے ‏تم بہت دور جا چکی ہو کیا؟

Every time someone dies, my attachment to materialistic approach dies a little and everything arounds starts feeling so useless nothing about this world seems beautiful, anymore. And it's worrisome how I'm gradually getting content with this feelings 😒

Lol to that convo about extremely single guy we had 😂 and i felt so awkward where she just prayed for me that may i get love of my life...in my mind i was like *that's you Bae that's you say Yaaaaas*

Ohh my God i always prayed to you take my breath earlier from the people i care about, I can't bear the pain but still one more time you brought me into this situation now i will have to suffer from the death of my Chachaa..you knew it you knew it Allah how much i love my family..how deep it breaks me whenever i m there to lower my loved one into their grave, tears a part of my heart apart.i hope you're in peace in jannah chachaa.. i hope you knew how much my father loves you i can see the pain in his eyes it's not easy for us to make peace with your loss..i wish i should have met you one last time and express it to you how much i love you and hug you but I hope you knew that i wasn't there because i can't see you pain..i wasn't even able to see ahsan and kifayat dying with you everyday we were not able to see you suffering from that disease everytime ..Apky bachy yateem nahi hngy chacha mere baap ka hath unky sar pai zarur hga mai jantha hu apny baap ko aur agr naa bhi howa tu mai apny hath ko itna zarur bnunga k inky liye kuch kar saku.wo czn nahi behan bhai hai mery mai adeel jitni muhbt inn sab sy karta hu agr na kuch kar paya tu itna zarur wada kartha hu chacha no matter how much property mean to people mai apny ghaon ka ghar aur 50% zameeny inhey de rha hun jin sy umeed hai wo achi khasi zindagi guzar sakengy.. i will look after them mai unko bara bhai wali muhbt dnga..mai bachpan sy ye khwab daikta k mai apni family mai sy kisi ko suffer nahi hny dnga kesi bhi cheeZ sy..no matter how much politics is being played in village i will be good to everyone and will help them financially and in every way..mai 1 bara admi ban k rahunga inky liyee ap tu nahi daik paye but mai apna khwab zarur pura karnga chacha kash mai apna gham share kar skta kisi sy mai bta skta k how much it hurts me when I'm powerless to help those whom i deemed more precious than my life. I will never forget you chacha ab tu ap daik rahen hngy kis halat mai ye lika hai 😔 iss sy pehly k koi room mai aye i should i quit tumblr and wash my eyes you know men don't cry.

I am sitting here, exams in a week, depression at its peak, And i am here, scrolling through social media like, shit's all right and no fuck ups have/are about to happen... And just like, scroll scroll scroll, Doing nothing about my situation... Where is this generation going, i wonder... We fucked up, we fucked up real bad... #shitGoneRealBad #inNeedForALife #iSaidGetMeALife_NotAnAdvice #HAHjustKiddingMOFOs

Having a taste of how, the rest of the life is gonna be....

Ohh darling!! I have stalked you so much in the past couple of months, that i think, may be Tumblr is soon gonna send me a link to your email ID and password Lol 😂

There’s really no one else’s opinion in my whole class who I care about more than hers

Some nights I just wanna cry my heart out but I don't even have my own room 😒

When you literally tell yourself ” koi sharam hoti hai koi haya hoti hai, kuch self respect nami cheezz hoti hai, Karlo peda kuch tu..this is not you. “ It’s a sign that you actually fucking need to do that, you silly fucked up fucking fucker get your shit together and do something with your life you have finally a reason to… #pissedoffsunday #iShouldprayRatherthanPosting

I’m fucking tired of pretending i’m not happy at all with my life. I Just want to cry with you right now tumblr hope you won’t come up those fucking words like “men don’t cry”. I can’t take it more the pain buried inside my heart and pretend that I’m ok, I’m not okay at all.

he wrote what he felt for her, one more note was saved in his draft folder.