♡Maria has recovered♡

I can’t stand hoverflies they won’t leave me alone. I think it’s because of the sunscreen I put on before I went outside

Does anyone have any helpful tips to help cope with feelings of anger and irritability because it’s making me a miserable person and I end up taking it out on my family

A few hours ago I told my mum I have the urge to sh. I told her this because I know deep down I shouldn’t do it and it’s not the right thing to do and she previously told me that next time I have urges to tell her. I never end up telling her but I think this time it’s important I do it. Right now I currently regret it because I’ve ate a bowl of cereal without being told to so I feel very guilty and greedy and those thoughts make me want to sh. I can’t cvt because she would instantly know. I guess it’s for the better and this challenge will help me find healthier coping mechanisms. Current me is so mad at past me but future me will be so thankful past me did this. I can’t keep hurting myself anymore

My dad has invited me to a friends wedding party next Saturday and my Nan (the one who was comparing me to my friend she met at my birthday meal) will be there. I know for a fact she will be looking at what I’m wearing, the makeup I have on and everything else. For fuck sake. She’s already made me feel insecure so now I’m going to feel even more self conscious

My volunteering manager is so fucking sweet! She’s sent me a card and a gift telling me to get well soon because they miss having me around. That’s one big motivation to recover and get better! I miss volunteering so much!! 💗

Hey guys I’m back, just been busy being the therapist friend again

Been to the doctors for my ECG scan and everything is all good 😎😎😎

I thought my dog was scared of balloons until he was starting to pop the ones I’ve taken down from the wall. He looked like he was having the time of his life so I let him pop the rest :)

I’ve had a pretty positive mindset about ed recovery these past few days so I’m trying to make the best of it and hopefully It doesn’t go downhill. On the other hand the urge to sh is high because one of my coping mechanisms has gone 🙃

Currently making a crochet blanket. I’m so tempted to make a crochet account on here because it’s my favourite hobby! :D

Just ordered a heart shaped bowl I’m so excited for it!!!