I hope it all falls into place.

I am so so in love with this guy. He's amazing. He is such a light. I can't wait to marry him. I just don't know WHERE we're going to be after we're married. We are both willing to relocate but neither of us really wants to right now. I just need to pray and I need to figure out where we are meant to be. I love him so much and I just want us to be happy and to make the best decision for our future together.

I get to marry the most amazing, adorable, selfless, loving man on the planet. Sometimes it all seems very surreal.

He is so hot.

He has an ex "girlfriend" who was literally some chick he had been talking to online for a while and they got really close. He has never actually met her. She is saying all sorts of crap on her tumblr about us and how he "cheated" on her with me...which isn't even true if it was an actual relationship. It's so weird. Get a grip and grow up. You're such a child. Know your facts before you start being a massive drama queen.

So i am now a fiancee...what even is life?!?! I am so excited to marry him. He is so perfect and so amazing..he is kind, smart, funny...he is everything I could have ever wanted and he picked ME!! 

Trying to plan things without money holla

Today is his birthday and I can't be with him and that makes me sad.

Sometimes it just gets to be too much... sometimes it's really really hard not to be able to see you at least once a week. I could really use a hug right now..I could really use your touch, your kiss, to fall asleep in your arms, to see you laugh, to feel your eyes on me...

I am so excited to be planning my wedding. Now all I need is the ring so I can tell the whole world!! This has been so hard to keep secret.

I miss him extra sometimes and then when we have to hang up I just want to cry. I can't wait to be with him all the time.

HE IS PERFECT.

So i come to see him and it's just the best weekend and my love is only more and more solidified but then i have to leave and I am so so sad. A few days here and there is not enough. How am I ever going to survive until we are married?

This boy is just perfection <3

I AM LITERALLY SO EXCITED. I can't wait to marry him. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life loving him and being loved by him, I can't wait to come home from work to his face, to pick him up whenever he's down, to pray with him, to laugh and to cry with him. I am ecstatic! I couldn't ask for a better life partner! 

I get to marry him <3