shifting journal

i could try using a method and see if that offers me any sort of clarity, but methods always seem so overly complicated to me. like count to 500 and on every number divisible by 7, say affirmations equal to the sum of the two previous sets. you know? like i don't want to have to know the fibonacci sequence to shift pls. and i shouldn't have to! shifting is simple, all you need is intention, blah blah whatever we've all heard it before. i guess i'm just sitting here thinking maybe i'm not visualizing hard enough or maybe i should try harder to stay awake, when none of it is actually necessary. not really. it's just frustrating :/

my shifting readings recently have been absolutely haunted by the ace of swords and the tower. like HAUNTED. i'm still a beginner tarot reader, still having to look up card meanings occasionally, but trust after pulling it approximately 7 billion times in the past two weeks, i know the meaning of the ace of swords like the back of my damn hand. i would say that generally i get a little bit nervous seeing the tower in a reading, but combined with the ace of swords, i'm actually feeling excited? it feels like i'm staring down the barrel of a huge breakthrough, something that is going to shake up the way i see shifting and reality entirely. upheaval in the absolute best way. lowkey can't wait

after pulling some cards, i've decided to start a shifting journal both to keep track of my journey and have somewhere to document and gather my thoughts as well as trying to get more involved with the community