Our Multigender Experience

I saw exactly one person ask for this so, Welcome to Our Multigender Experience!! A blog for people to talk about their experiences with having multiple genders, whether that's at the same time (like some bigender/pangender people) or at different times (like some genderfluid/bigenderflux people)

other similar experience blogs: @our-nonbinary-experience @our-genderfluid-experience @our-queer-experience @our-transmasculine-experience @our-transfeminine-experience @ourgenderfluid-experience @our-genderqueer-experience @our-transgender-experiences @the-genderflux-experience @our-lgbtq-brazilion-experience @our-bigender-experience @our-afab-transfem-experience @our-transneutral-experience

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Blog is run by Mod Eventide (She/They) who ids as genderqueer but experiences multiple genders as well!!

no DNI as I block liberally, but all bigots and -phobes (of the hateful not mental/fear types) will be yeeted :)

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I plan on scan reading asks for trigger warnings and obvious bait/hate but other then that things will go in queue automatically so please let me know if I missed anything!! I also have a tendency to forget about my submission blogs lol, so feel free to poke me if it's been a bit and your ask hasn't gone through yet :)

but honestly I cannot tell, I figured out I could be around a very difficult time in my life and it's hard to focus on myself at the moment 😔

Don’t get me wrong, I have felt a lot less dysphoric overall recently, it just never occurred to me that dysphoria in both directions at once would even be a thing

Also multigender experience is not knowing if you're fluid or not because there's too many feelings to keep track of

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I also love blueberry bee transfemasc which perfectly encompasses both feeling transfem and transmasc. It almost feels like two identities inside me that want opposite things, one wanting to present more androgynous/masc and one wanting to present more femme. In general I dont like being perceived as just a girl!! I want to present more androgynously so people wont immediately perceive me as girl, so I was considering cutting my hair really short as that worked before, but also I kinda like my long hair and how I look with it, and still I know that it's not androgynous at all and will make people still perceive me as just girl. Im very confused still, about how I feel and if that changes over time or not, but I really feel like Im all things, like a feminine boy and a masculine girl and a transmasc butch and a genderqueer androgynous enby, so Im very glad to be able to understand that about myself and actively try to validate that part of my identity. Thank you so much

I realized recently that I feel "girl" as a gender is more something others perceive me as, it feels not something I was born as, but something society in general forced upon me by perceiving me that way. So my body for example, though feminine, doesnt make feel like I was "born a girl", it's just my body. I have no idea what my gender is, but all that I know is that it's not one thing. Masculinity and femininity are confusing notions to me, but I wish to partecipate in both, and I like to imagine what itd be like to be a guy or have cis boy traits even though I do feel a connection to my femininity and somewhat to being a girl.

Im also definitely non binary, or in some capacity experience a gender that I can only best describe as a mix of girl and nonbinary, not as in half and a half, but as in a mix that creates a distinct and different gender identity (reason why I dont like demigirl, it just feels like half and a half). I tend to use genderqueer as label and recently Ive allowed myself to refer to myself as trans, as Ive never done that before because I dont experience dysphoria with my body, even though I catch myself imagining how itd be to look different than I do.

So because my perception of my gender up until me questioning isnt "girl", it feels wrong to call myself a cis girl, even as "just a part of my whole gender". I feel trans both in the way I experience masculinity and the way I experience feminity. I like it that way, but hanging out w binary trans people I feel that's an impossible/wrong way to feel and Im just trying to be special.

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