it was Halibut. rare, fucking spotted Halibut.

never kill yourself is the perfect meme phrase because its superficially nonsensical-- "never" implies there can be more than one instance of a person killing themselves, but that's definitionally impossible by way of the word "kill" . However, as much as the needless overstatement "never" renders the phrase detached from reality, it also speaks to an emotional truth . suicidal ideation often grows from an inability to conceptualize a future for oneself . to recognize that it's silly to say "never" kill yourself is to recognize onat least a subconscious level that the warning "never" applies to an extant ongoing future which "kill yourself" inherently negates . it challenges the casual suicidal ideation by denying the nonexistence of an ongoing future tense. thats how it works in my brain anyways maybe somethings wrong with me that i dont know about yet