#OSCHVANK āāā āā this is an rp blog & a CANON DIVERGENT interpretation of NELLIEL TU ODERSCHVANKĀ from Tite Kubo's Bleach . a study on memory , grief , bonds , and judgment. please read rules below before interacting ! low activity . est time zone . composed by esme
HEADCANONS , VERSE , MY EDITS
BLOG. the main and defaulted verse on this blog is a canon divergent nelliel where she remains in aizens army despite sustaining the attack received from nnoitra. in this verse, she never lost her complete memory or reverted into a child. this verse focuses on the ā what if ā she never left , the changes in her life , her interactions, and in her personality.
NOTICE. iāve yet to read the events in the TYBW . if your muse is from this arc and/or has developing changes , then i am not aware of them . if we were to interact , i will of course do my research , but know that i will not have general details or plot in mind .
SHIPPING. romantic shipping is of low priority when writing nelliel . please do not approach us with the sole intention of romantic ships . i will hard block any attempts of forced chemistry . if something does occur between our muse , iād much prefer it if weāre friends and talk it through .
i am open to pre-established relationships, given we talk about it to some extent.
FOLLOWING. i am highly selective and private about who i follow. i've come to realize that i like having a small group of people on my dashboard that i can pay attention to rather than a lot. it can get overwhelming at times and i don't do well in those situations. in order to understand and keep my dashboard uncluttered though, i may unfollow after some time if i don't feel comfortable or if the vibe seems off. i apologize if it comes across as a personal thing
i generally don't care much about aesthetic blogs, and i'm a bit iffy with multi-muse blogs. i'm pretty chill with oc's so long as there's an about page. lastly, please have a rules page up / 18+ only
DRAMA. no drama . thereās enough of it in real life , i donāt need to see it on my dash . this is my safe space and will thus unfollow / soft block anyone who constantly has drama going on . in the chance of concerning callout posts , i will conduct my own investigation and decide what to do from thereon .
MUN. thank you for reading this far . my name is esme. i go by she / her pronouns and am twenty-six yrs old .
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ā 54ļ¹ sender needs receiverās help getting in the bath .
The way he's broken, snapped metal. His limits met and exceeded, leaving a husk of a body. But it's still him beneath it all and he needs her, again.
Nelliel seldom lets Haydens business cloud her thoughts. He has his own path, and she has hers. To force him to walk the easy path of flowing rivers and fruits flourishing at every step didn't quite suite the man who so ardently persists to take the parched desert if it meant giving that path to another.
But the way he is now... it's hard seeing him like this again and again. She wonders if he knows that, or if all he knows is the placid face she so often gave him in the many years they grown to know each other. Does he know she sometimes zones out in the middle of her day, wondering if he's rested for the day? Ate for the day? Laughed for the day? He gives his all to the world, and in return Nelliel receives the worn down, sometimes broken remnants that comes back with it. A shell of someone she has to squint to recognize. Beneath all the rust and worn metal, though, she's learned to restore its functions time and time again.
When she finally sets him in the bathtub, Nelliel ties her hair up in a ponytail and starts cleaning off the grime from his face. Slowly, the man she recognizes comes to. His stumble is prickly; it's been days since he's been out. His sun kissed skin has become darker which make his scars stand out, too. And then his eyes. Often emerald, but currently deep like the forest. The bathroom light reflect on it for just a second and Nelliel smiles. Like a mechanic breathing back life into its adored creation, she leans in and presses a kiss to his temple, then his cheek, and then a chaste one on his lips.
But he is more than heaps of metal. More than a soldier following orders. She just wished he believed that, too.
"I'll need you to take up defense classes again, Hayden. Brute strength can't solve everything. That's called recklessness." Then she begins to wash his hair, massaging his scalp ever so softly. "I can ask Hallibel to have a sparring session with you and I've already requested Kisuke for defensive charms and gadgets that'll help."
After all these years, Nelliel still couldn't quite tell to him to stop what he deemed important. But along her own route, she's learned to take some water and some fruit, so that when their paths did cross in moments like these, she'd be ready to offer those provisions to the parched man who took the desert trail ahead if it meant forsaking someones fate from such suffering.
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Since her metamorphosis into an arrancar, Nelliel seldom found the need to eat other hollows to fill the emptiness she once felt, or the desperation to survive. It was a trait she grew to adore in her current state ā a trait she deemed worth to fight for.
The other was a hollow through and through, though some of his traits and mannerisms made it difficult to correctly categorize him. He had intellect much like an Adjuchas. But Adjuchas were crazed with hunger to avoid regression and he didn't seem like the type to worry about regression. He wasn't an arrancar, either. If anything, he resembled a Vasto Lorde which only brought about another flurry of questions.
Attempting to categorize him was an unavoidable itch she wanted to figure out ever since she met him, but she knew the deeper she thought about it, the worse the crack on her skull would feel. So she blinked it away in favor of accepting what was in front of her.
His offer amuses her and she shakes her head. "You can have it all. But if you come across an Arrancar with light blue hair and a terrible attitude, don't offer him any unless you want it all gone."
The joy on Nelliel's face gave Jewel a brief pause.
Nell's smile lit her features, soft and bright as a fair spring breeze. Relieving too, maybe? Soul Society was a foreign realm, home to exceedingly few Arrancars, so a familiar face must have gone a long way. A comforting glimpse within a sea of unknowns...
Jewel appeared at her side with a Shunpo, gummed out grin glinting in the light.
"Hey, ain' no Shini's over here givin' you any problems is there? I'll eat 'em~"
"Oh? Is that so? I can think of a few that'll make these meeting go by faster." She smiles to show jest, but soon offers a genuine one when she regards Jewel. "Aside from the drawn out affairs, I'm doing well. The politics here are more, how do I say... well, it's night and day compared to Hueco Mundo." Quite literally.
"I can only hope to ascertain a level of structure there. Maybe even better ones..." she muses, heading toward the exit. "How have you been, Jewel? Are you on duty today?"
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Having finished with the first of many meetings with Seireitie regarding the restoration of Hueco Mundo, Nelliel spots Jewel across the room. It's the first time she'd seen her in the light of Seireitei and she couldn't help but notice how pretty her hair glistened under the light. Like a soft blush of cherry blossom petals. Catching her gaze, lashes upturn into soft crescents, happy to see a familiar face amongst many foreign ones.
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