Mars

Hey! I won’t post here much since it’s my secret or alt account whatever you wanna call it. This is my aesthetic account + confessions and anything else I wouldn’t post on my main. And also a few normal posts to balance it out

I think when I was around 11 I impulsively told myself that I swore on my life to not lie or something. And now every time I lie, it gets a little harder to breathe. Something like the placebo effect I guess

I’ve noticed that if I get really bored I will just mess with someone to see how far they’ll go. I did this a lot as a kid because I didn’t even know you’re not supposed to do that yet, and that’s how my sister ending up beating me up almost every day. They always blame her and I even used it to my advantage a couple times but at the end of the day it was probably my fault for being an annoying cunt. “But you shouldn’t put your hands on people!” Yeah I guess so, but on the contrary, I have only myself to blame if people don’t like me and the consequences that come out of that🙃 unless they’re just homophobic or something then they can fuck off and die

Every time I talk to you I just feel more worried. I wish we could be closer. I remember when you were closer and we could have fun, and your mom bought us food and we could draw at school together. Now you’re not even safe and you’re over an hour away. I miss you every day. I wish I could hold you and be there for you and let you know it’s ok. But instead you’re alone and getting everything taken away from you. I’m sorry I can’t be there. I wish you knew how much you mean to me.

I don’t even remember your eye color

I said I wanted another homoerotic friendship until it happened…I really wish he wasn’t joking. He’s never been with a guy before but I hope he likes me as much as he jokes about it. Sorry if I’m being weird. I just can’t stop thinking about it lately.

All I need is fun, necessities, a few friends around, and to be lookin’ good, then I’m good!

Hopefully one day AI will just be a silly fad we look back on. A very annoying and destructive fad, but a fad nonetheless.