Baby, I've got issues; ( hiatus )

for the next... i'unno.. week or so, i wont be online. i'll be on skype, for those who have me on there. otherwise, i'll just be.. gone, for a while

I got it ! As of right now, I don't care! I don't care how anyone feels towards me at all. I don't mind if they hate me or not. I really don't. It's stupid to get so worked up over my concern about people's opinions on me! As long as I can, I'll do my best to make sure that they're happy though. Hopefully, after a while, they'll stop caring about me at all. All emotions towards me will disappear, and I can peacefully live in a complete state of not being known or cared about!!! I'll quietly do my job to send stupidly happy messages to people on anon, and keep them happy. As long as people are happy, I don't matter, and I don't care about anything else! Hell yeah!!

they all hate me, don't they? they all think i'm just an annoying, whiny crybaby, right?  everyone just wants to see me gone, and they're all waiting for the time someone breaks out and says it so they dont have to, just so they dont have that weight on their backs? ???  haha hahahaha--- that's okay.t hats fin,e really. i'm fine. its okay. i dont need to rely on other people to make me happy. i dont need other people to care about me. its fine its fine its fine its perfect everything is amazing i'm so so so so so so so so happy to be alone and by myself and its okay everyone can hate me all they want to because !!! if they hate me then they won't hate others as much and they can take all their anger out on me and everyone will be happy and no one will be upset and its fine and perfect and i'm so happy to know that if they hate me they'll be happier , ♥

well nonnie, you got what you wanted. good job. i'm fucking terrified now. thank you. god, i hope they don't hate me like you say they do.