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Could you talk about the different meaning a house can have? I'm just tired of reading everywhere that 8th house is just other's money, 2nd house people are obsessed with money, 10th house people just live for their work, etc. But houses have more meanings than just one or two.
House Associations
For sure! For this post, I'm just going to break down the core meanings of the houses in different associated points, personal opinions, etc.
1st House Associations
The physical body (specifically your face), your body language, your default energy level (high energy, low energy), your posture, first impressions, how you defend yourself, how you enter a room, personality shifts, reinvention over night, your clothing style (what's comfortable, what you prefer to wear every day, not your fashion style), your birth conditions or the energy around the date of your delivery, early care taking that shape the person you become, changes in your appearance, hair cuts, surgeries, the kind of "attractive" you're perceived as (i.e. "pretty", "handsome", "sexy", "cute", "beautiful"), childhood interests, people always being soft with you for some reason, your "vibe" on a first date, how you fear being invisible , the attention you get, the projections you display, how seen/unseen you feel
2nd House Associations
TW: ED, food insecurity
Paycheck consistency (like how often you get paid, how you manage your pay check, do you live paycheck to paycheck, do you get paid once a month or biweekly, etc), budgeting styles (or lack thereof),what brings you emotional comfort, the image of stability you want to give off, personal property that is of monetary or sentimental value, family heirlooms, big inheritances (think homes, acres, businesses, etc.), skill-based income (money you bring in from your talents), how much self worth you have or where you struggle feeling worthy, how you pamper yourself, how you build a relationship with loving yourself, your voice, the raspiness/earthiness/airness/depth of your voice, scarcity mindset, food insecurities, eating disorders / disordered eating, buying expensive things when you're feeling confident, picking yourself apart when you feel weak, sensory-based comfort, ritualistic behaviors, only feeling loved when someone buys them gifts
3rd House Associations
Siblings, cousins, neighbors. Neighbors who live in the same apartment building / complex as you, duplex neighbors, classmates, painful elementary / grammar school memories, being the resource person, short trips, lots of commuting & doing errands, your phone preferences (example: you're either a apple or android person), your texting styles (chronic multi-text sender, leave people on read, one word responses, etc), your writing style, your learning style, your your attention span, mental agility, morbid curiosity(ies), gossip, major rumors spreading, your hands & arms, speaking the truth (or avoiding it), hating small talk or only wanting surface level conversation, word magic (affirmations, ROBOTIC MANIFESTATION!!!), issues with your siblings, sibling arguments that lead to big secrets being revealed, anxiety loops, trouble with rewriting your own narrative, changing your inner monologue, being a quick learner
4th House Associations
Your mother / maternal figures, your childhood home, your childhood dynamics, how emotionally safe you feel, how you harbor / hoard your emotions, your private self / what nobody sees, your ancestral lineage, your ancestral spirit and any ancestral gift / psychic gifts passed down to you, the way you decorate your home and how it correlates to your emotional state, what makes you feel "at home", moving home very frequently and your childhood, feeling unstable when it comes to your living situation, real estate, property, emotional comfort, clinging to the past, emotional reactivity that is a lot like your parent, your hometown, introversion, coping mechanisms, mental health struggles, sleep, feeling seriously homesick or sick for a home you never had, overcome with nostalgia, ancestral rituals, emotional breakdowns & breakthroughs
5th House Associations
Your hobbies, your art, your creativity, your muse(s), aesthetics, how you flirt, you're dating preferences, your dating goals (short-term, long term, casual, serious), dating for fun, your children, attitudes towards kids, dear of rejection in love, your pregnancy, your fertility, parties you go to, pleasure, play, joy, impulsive joy, risk-taking, gambling, chasing authenticity, letting yourself have fun, drama, performances, performatism, attention seeking, passion projects, artistic goals, falling in love very easily, catching feelings very easily, moving on very easily, starting create a project but struggling to finish them, struggling to stay motivated, having too many ideas, dancing as a form of releasing trauma in the body, trying to conceive, being naturally seeing / admired / praised, performance anxiety
6th House Associations
Your pets, adapting a pet as a soul companion, helping strays, hospitals, waiting rooms, your health (physical and chronic illness), career pivots do to health concerns, black and white thinking, daily rituals, schedules, plans, how you stay organized, the kinds of daily tasks you have,how you manage your chores, how reliable you are, micromanaging , identity tied to usefulness, the tasks you're given at work, your work environment, the kinds of coworkers you have, your "guardian angel" who shows up in your life when you feel hopeless, how you're of service, cleanliness, how organized you are, your burn out cycles, your ideal self-care routines, the kinds of people you admire for their beauty or stability, skincare routines, how you self-improve / self-maintain, your stress response and nervous system health
7th House Associations
Obviously relationships, your open enemies, how you project onto others, your relationship patterns, relationship role models, codependency, fear of abandonment, how you attract others, your "type" of partner, how you negotiate, your capability to reflect, how you make peace, the agreements you make, how you treat others, how you resolve conflict, how fair you can be, how you find harmony and balance in your relationships, how you handle your breakups, how you handle commitments, how you handle lawsuits, meeting karmic people who reflect your shadow side on you a lot, repeatedly dating partners who mirror wounds, being beautiful and using beauty to your advantage, how you use charm as a weapon, the relationship patterns you repeat, attracting people who want to own you, having exes who obsess over you, having multiple marriages, your complex with your identity, wanting to be soft but forced to be tough, being picked apart for your looks
8th House Associations
Your psychological wounds, the darkness you try to hide away, your trauma, taboo subjects, how people want to take care of you, how you accumulate "things" from others, your relationship with sex, your complexities with your sexuality, sex being a sore subject or something that makes you feel awkward, mistaking good sex for emotional security, dealing with issues with the IRS, how you avoid financial responsibility, joint ventures that change your financial status, surgery, tax evasion, a business partner dying suddenly, fear of being consumed, fear of being exposed, betrayals, financial a*use, the scams you participate in to make money, how your energy merges with others, your soul ties and your karmic bonds, the nature of your 💀 (your literal passing), the nature of your transformation, your spiritual gifts, your compulsions, witchcraft, occult knowledge, baneful magic, hexes, curses, jinxes, Hades energy, dark secrets that you're taking to the grave, investigations, boundaries, living a private life, balancing the power you hold
9th House Associations
Your relationship with religion, how religious or non-religious you are, your opinions on spirituality, seen as wise and preachy, your desire to seek out higher education and if you will or will not go back to college or receive a higher level degree, college friends / colleagues, the spiritual quests you take to deepen your understanding of yourself, long distance travel, a strong desire to leave your home country, how you appreciate foreign cultures, how much of a truth seeker you are, your moral code, how you judge others, the kind of jokes you make / your sense of humor, how much integrity you have (or lack), publishing books, public speaking, teaching, mentoring, traveling/moving abroad, following prophecies, high divination / high magic / ritual magic, harsh spiritual awakenings, discovering belief systems, spiritual bypassing, the types of vices you have, moral superiority, avoidance of intimacy, leaving your hometown and never going back
10th House Associations
What people know you for, your long-term goals, how you are the "responsible one" all the time, your world view, where you experience chronic fear or being judged, the type of authority you deeply admire and eventually despise, the leadership roles you take on, feeling like you have to earn your worth, being seen as the more mature one or as older when you were younger, pessimism, stoicism, parents obsessed with appearances and what things look like, how people obsess over your social standing, how you took on family responsibility way too young, your inner critic, topics about your family Legacy, the specific skills you become wildly known for, how you feel watched, what your "brand" looks like, what public praise versus public criticism looks like for you, how you hide your failures, the public conflicts in scandals you get involved with, how you handle impostor syndrome
11th House Associations
How you feel like an outsider, the types of people you attract in your social groups, the types of friendships you have, where you need freedom in relationships, feeling misunderstood until you "find your people", being too loud in the room or not loud enough, being unconventional or weird and being judged for it, where / how your parents wanted you to fit in socially, the types of communities you were involved in (church, afterschool programs, activism), the types of friend betrayals you face and the lessons you're meant to learn from them, the lies you have to be wary of that you tell yourself, the illusions that you accept as moral truths, the mentors/teachers you should be cautious of following, the teachers you can learn from, being pulled into group politics or being alienated for your views, outgrowing entire friend groups and social groups at once, having many acquaintances but very few friends, becoming the "therapist friend", drama within friend groups, joining spiritual circles / covens
12th House Associations
How you experience isolation, your subconscious, spirituality, karma, your ancestors, self-sabotsge, divine protection, feeling like you live a double life, your private life vs the mask you wear, your hidden talents, hidden suffering, hidden feelings, deja vu, strong intuition, needing to be alone to recharge, sleeping alot but never feelings rested, insomnia, feeling invisible or misunderstood, your family secrets, substance abuse, mental health themes, psych ward stays, trauma that isn't talked about, being a black sheep, being the "emotional sponge" for your family, escapism, denial, gaslighting, spiritual attacks, psychic awakenings, people who smile in your face but envy you, elders in your family, letting fear / procrastination ruin opportunities, prophetic dreams, things done behind the scenes, liminal energy, seeking therapy
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I just had a question upon seeing some posts on Insta. i saw so many bad things about neptune, mars and chiron in 7th house..and all in aquarius (ik kind of ew) PLUS pluto in 5th house..is my love life (which doesn't exist :c ) doomed to fail..
Oh girl—this got buried under so many asks (ty for the Dean gif blessing my eyes fr)
It isn’t ew to have Aquarius placements! Im an aqua rising we’re so cool. Not aliens. Lol. Pluto 5h, there’s a lot of wounds most certainly about intimacy and being seen, especially surrounding your body. You’re not doomed, these placements show where healing is most important for you <3 neptune mars chiron 7h, i see a giver. I see someone capable of deep empathy, intuition, and feeling. Sometimes you over extend, and give too much. Mars 7h aquarius okay so you have your own way of moving about— valid. Independence. Thats something you highly value, and can struggle to reach we’ve all been there
I’m just sayin pop astrology needs a whooping. Theres so much fear mongering, disgust, projection & it’s got nothing to do w us. Aqua’s aren’t aliens! We don’t move like aliens thats the most non critical thinking thing i ever heard 😭 we just value communication, niche hobbies and people, fandoms, connecting w those whose interest aligns with us, and we have been the black sheep before!!
venus conjunct pluto individuals experience love with an intensity that can border on obsession. their devotion runs deep, and they often find themselves emotionally immersed in their relationships, seeking transformative connections that go beyond the surface. they crave powerful bonds, where vulnerability and passion intertwine, and may sometimes struggle with letting go once they’re attached. these individuals are drawn to deep, often tumultuous relationships that challenge and change them, pushing them to confront their own desires, fears, and insecurities.
devoted & obsessed: intense, magnetic presence, attracts intense, transformative relationships, can be possessive/fear being controlled, passionate & deeply devoted once committed, may have a tendency toward emotional extremes, drawn to relationships that push boundaries/are somewhat “forbidden”, seeks profound emotional connection over superficial interaction, vulnerable to jealousy/fear of betrayal, often involved in transformative/karmic relationships
venus opposite pluto
venus opposite pluto individuals often navigate love through a complex dance of obsession and devotion, where their relationships can feel like a push-pull of intense attraction and deep fears. they may find themselves drawn to powerful, transformative connections that challenge them emotionally, but they can also struggle with power dynamics, jealousy, or feelings of being controlled. these individuals often experience love with such depth that it shakes them to their core, leading to dramatic highs and lows. despite their challenges, their devotion is fierce, and once they commit, it’s with all their heart, but they may sometimes feel the need to retreat or control the dynamics.
obsessed: intense, magnetic energy that can be both alluring & intimidating, love feels all-consuming, sometimes difficult to balance with independence, attracts relationships with power struggles/obsession, can be vulnerable to jealousy/fears of losing control, drawn to passionate, transformative relationships that push them to grow, experiences emotional extremes either deeply in love/distant, struggles with balancing desire for closeness & fear of being overwhelmed, often caught in relationships that challenge their self-worth/identity
venus trine pluto
venus trine pluto individuals experience love with a natural, magnetic intensity, yet without the turbulence that can accompany harder pluto aspects. their devotion is deep and genuine, and they tend to form strong, transformative connections that enhance their sense of self. while they may not fall into obsession, they are deeply invested in their relationships and can inspire profound change in their partners. these individuals radiate emotional depth and are often drawn to partnerships that are rich with passion, intimacy, and mutual growth. their relationships often feel like a journey of emotional and spiritual transformation, marked by trust and understanding.
devoted: deeply magnetic, often attracting powerful relationships, naturally devoted & loyal once they commit, relationships feel transformative & deeply fulfilling, has a calm yet intense presence, drawing others in with ease, attracted to emotionally rich, passionate connections, can help others heal/evolve through love, embraces both intimacy & personal growth within relationships, enjoys relationships that challenge them to evolve emotionally & spiritually
venus square pluto
venus square pluto individuals experience love with a powerful intensity that can sometimes verge on obsession. their devotion is all-encompassing, but it can lead to emotional turmoil or power struggles within relationships. they crave deep connections that stir their soul, but often find themselves caught in dynamics of control, jealousy, or fear of abandonment. these individuals may be drawn to relationships that challenge their sense of self or push them to confront deep emotional wounds. their love is transformative, but the intensity can feel overwhelming at times, as they seek both emotional depth and stability.
obsessed: intense, passionate energy with emotional extremes, attracts relationships that involve power struggles/emotional tension, can become obsessive/possessive, especially when deeply invested, deep devotion, but struggles with trusting others or letting go, frequently experiences dramatic emotional highs & lows in love, drawn to relationships that feel fated/karmic, feels an emotional need for transformation/healing through love, can be intense, mysterious, or hard to read,
venus sextile pluto
venus sextile pluto individuals experience love with a quiet intensity, where their devotion runs deep but without the extremes of obsession. they form relationships that are emotionally transformative, offering both passion and stability. while they may not feel the need to control or be controlled, their connections are often magnetic and powerful, with a natural ease in creating trust and intimacy. these individuals thrive in relationships that offer both personal growth and deep emotional bonding, and they are drawn to partners who share their values and vision for transformation.
devoted: magnetic & charismatic, attracting meaningful relationships, deeply loyal & devoted, but with healthy boundaries, relationships feel transformative, yet balanced, not afraid of emotional depth, but prefers stability over chaos, attracted to partners who are emotionally mature & open, enjoys creating a sense of mutual growth & evolution with their partner, can bring out the best in others through love & trust, naturally inspiring/healing to their loved ones
all observations are done by me !!! @pearlprincess02
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Derivative Astrology: The Future Spouse in our Natal Chart
Welcome to today's new post! Since many people enjoyed the first derivative post I have made, I wanted to try more and to explain how actually using this technique can be interesting to know more about your Future Spouse! Let's go! ^^
Derivative Astrology is a technique used in Astrology often, and it's usually used on Natal Chart. DA will offer you a new perspective of things using your NC. In this post, we will focus on the spouse, so we will try to learn more about your FS using your NC with the DA technique.
Of course, DA isn't only about your Future Spouse. It can be use for many other things too :)
It's a technique that really confirm that EVERYTHING is in your Natal Chart.
The Technique
Derivative Astrology for the Future Spouse will starts on the 7H, since the 7H in astrology does represent our enemies BUT also our serious & long term relationships, and in this case, our Future Spouse!
We then have to take the 7H as the 1H in the Derivative Astrology. It will mostly tell about our Future Spouse's appearance.
I did a post last time about how the 10H represents where our Future Spouse comes from, because it is 4 Houses away from the 7H. In Numerology, 4 represents the home. This is why our IC/ 4H is an indicator of where we come from and our childhood. Well, since in DA the 7H is the spouse's 1H, then the 10H is the spouse's 4H!
I'll explain later for every houses and what it means. A study case will be at the end of the post for you to understand it more so don't hesitate to check it out ^^
Tools for the Houses in Derivative Astrology
Natal 7H -> Spouse's 1H
Your Spouse's 1H is about your spouse's appearance, how they look like, sometimes it can represents placement they have in their NC 1H. It will also represents who they are.
Natal 8H -> Spouse's 2H
Your Spouse's 2H is about their money, their financial status, how they cook, what kind of food they prefer to eat.
Natal 9H -> Spouses 3H
Your Spouse's 3H can be the language they speak, how they communicate, it can be about their siblings, the neighborhood they live in, etc.
Natal 10H -> Spouse's 4H
Your Spouse's 4H is about where they come from, where they were born, and their family, also their relationship with their mother.
Natal 11H -> Spouse's 5H
Your Spouse's 5H is about how they like to have fun, how do their flirt, their view on children, do they want children, etc.
Natal 12H -> Spouse's 6H
Your Spouse's 6H is about your Spouse's job, health situation, and their routine, their relation to routine, etc.
Natal 1H -> Spouse's 7H
Your Spouse's 7H is about you, how they view you, and how you are introduced to them in their life, like how they met you and what they thought of you the first time.
Natal 2H -> Spouse's 8H
Your Spouse's 8H is about their possessions, money like, and how they view your marriage life. It can also be about their obsessions, and secrets.
Natal 3H -> Spouse's 9H
Your Spouse's 9H is about their studies, what did they study, do they like to study, traveling, do they like to travel, life lessons, and potential languages they speak too, and their In-Laws, so your parents.
Natal 4H -> Spouse's 10H
Your Spouse's 10H is about your spouse's career, what is their job, what do they do for living, and what is their reputation, but also their relationship with their father.
Natal 5H -> Spouse's 11H
Your Spouse's 11H is about is about their friends, their social medias, do they have social medias, what do they post online, what are their dreams, etc.
Natal 6H -> Spouse's 12H
Your Spouse's 12H is about their spiritual side, do they believe in spirituality, do they have a religion, their relation to sleep, etc.
༘⋆ how to know where your spouse come from (10H)
A Study Case
I wanted to do a study case with my Natal Chart to see what it can indeed say! I'll do other study cases with other people, such as celebrities or friends!
Uyu's 7H -> FS 1H
Let's take my 7H, which is my future spouse's 1H, to start! My Natal 7H is in Aries, meaning my spouse can have a Mars ruled 1H (Aries or Scorpio), or they can have Mars 1H, or Pluto can happen (despite Aries doesn't rule Pluto, Aries is a Mars sign, so both Aries or Pluto planets can work). This can mean my spouse can be Mars ruled as a person, they can also have a strong Mars placement and mostly in their big 3H, or their Natal 1H have strong placements. In my 7H, I have my Jupiter and Saturn, meaning my FS can have Jupiter or Saturn 1H. Or Sagittarius/ Aquarius/ Capricorn in their big 3. In this case, my FS can be someone who is secretive, good looking, older than me, yet they can also look young, be mature, wise, they can be more experienced than me, they can be charming, they can be taller than me, they can also have a strong masculine energy, and they can have strong eyes and eyebrows. They can seem confident too. My Jupiter is in 4°, meaning they can love their family or one member of their family. They can be close to their mother for example (4° being a Cancer degree and Cancer rules over the mother). My Saturn being in 16°, is also a Cancer degree, and Saturn rules over the father, and Saturn being the obstacles can mean they don't get along with their dad. My 7H Ruler being in the 1H (my 1H being their 7H) means my FS is most likely to pursue me. They can have the attraction first.
Uyu's 8H -> FS 2H
My 8H will be their 2H, and it is in Taurus, meaning FS can like money, be close to their money, they can have a lot of money, be rich, and they can just live a very comfortable lifestyle. They can enjoy eating more than actually cooking. Moon being in my 8H means they can buy things without actually needing them, they can buy things when they feel sad, or spend too much when they are happy. Money could make them feel safe. Moon can mean they can also buy things often for their mother or just will be more generous when it comes to their mom. They can also want to spend money more on home furniture or home necessities. My 8H Ruler being Venus 11H means they can love to shop and can be more into buying technological stuff, video games or gifts for friends.
Uyu's 9H -> FS 3H
My 9H will represent their 3H, so the language they speak, their siblings, neighborhood, etc. My 9H is in Gemini, and it's empty. They could have spoken at least two languages their whole life, parents can come from a different country which led my FS to speak their parents languages but also the one of the country they grew up in. So there can be two languages involved minimum. They can love to learn languages in general, so they could speak more. They could live in a neighborhood or place or grew up in a place where a lot of people came from different countries, cultures, etc. Gemini 9H and ruler is Mercury 10H, they can have siblings, but it can also be cousins they take as siblings. Cousins on their mother's side mostly.
Uyu's 10H -> FS 4H
I have already explained this part here. Though this part also has other indicators, so I'll paste it here :)
This part is about their 4H, so where they come from, and their family, their childhood and their relationship with mother. For where they come from, I have Cancer MC 23°, ruled by Moon and Mercury being very closed to the MC. Indeed, my FS may not come from the same country as me, but the country he is from has a big interest in my country. His country is also known for being very traditional, and very close to their culture, they also are very into food and mostly their food, they hold a big pride into that. The 23° makes a lot of sense because he comes from a country that is known for being a futuristic place, a technology advanced kind of country, and with Mercury being close to the MC, they indeed have a very good and modernized transportation system. Oh and Cancer here could mean at some point I could have lived where he was born, because indeed that's what happened. This country also has a big idea about family and children in general (very traditional). The country isn't new but it's a recent touristic place, many people wanna go there now. Also it's a place where people are very into studying too. And I also wanna add, that the exact city he was born in is actually a place that is focused on new technology researches lmao. The MC is ruled by Moon, and my Moon is in my 8H in Gemini. I'll focus more on the 8H placement, indeed the country was hidden before, not very noticed until recently, and mostly it was a country that got a rebirth of some sort after war. About their childhood, FS could have had a childhood being very close to their mother, they could generally love their mother and be very close to them. Mother could have been very present to them, and they could have grown with the idea family was very important. They could have been an only child, but siblings can also exist since Mercury is here. I think theme of home and family will play a major role for them. They def love their mother, and they might also think of them as the person they care the most about in their life. They could also tell everything to their mother. Indeed, very very close because 10H Ruler is Moon in 8H, so I think they might have seen their mother as their shelter. Could be very connected with them.
Uyu's 11H -> FS 5H
My 11H will be their 5H, representing how they like to have fun, their creativity and their idea of children. My 11H is in Leo, and I have Venus there. They can love children in my opinion, and they could want children in the future. Will have probably too. But they will be serious and responsible about having some since Ruler is Sun 10H. FS can be quite creative and can love art and to create artistic things. They can be into drawing, painting, writing, etc. They can also work with art or creativity. They can also like movies and can perhaps work in the movie industry. They could be a very fun person in general, and they could like to flirt or to rizz around for fun.
Uyu's 12H -> FS 6H
My 12H will be their 6H, and it will represent their job, their routine and their health. My 12H is in Virgo, and it's empty. Virgo in this case can mean my FS can have some health issues when it comes to stomach and digestive system. They can have often problems with it, and they can have a sensitive stomach too. So they can have to be careful about what they eat in this case, they can also have some food allergies. Ruler of 12H is Mercury 10H in Cancer, can have problems indeed about stomach, but also bones, and can also have hard times with their father. Could have felt a lot of pressure mentally and also a lot of anxiety, they could have felt very stressed out. They can have a steady and healthy routine in general, they can care a lot about their health, and they could be careful too. They can be very hard working and serious about their job as well.
Uyu's 1H -> FS 7H
My 1H is my rising, and me as a person, how people see me, so it is not surprising this will be my FS' 7H, as it represents their spouse, so me! My 1H is in Libra and I have Mars Scorpio in it. Even my degree is also in a Libra degree here, so I think my FS can think of me as someone they find pretty, nice, having harmonious face, they can feel like I look like their type a lot. FS can also see me as "hot" or think I'm sexy? They can view me as confident too, or they can be something that attracts them so much to me physically. They can also think I'm well behaved, and that I am just pleasant to be around. Ruler being Venus 11H, they can think I'm popular too? Or they can also think I have many friends or a lot of suitors. They could have had a crush on me online too.
Uyu's 2H -> FS 8H
My 2H will represent their 8H, so their possessions and how our marriage life will be for them. My 2H is in Scorpio, and I have Juno, Chiron and Pluto there. FS can be very possessive when it comes to what they have, they can enjoy collecting things also. They can just be possessive in general. They can also enjoy the thought of having money and can have a lot of money at some point. FS can be possessive with me and even more after marriage, there is something very passionate and intense in this marriage for them. They could also heal through marriage about traumas.
Uyu's 3H -> FS 9H
My 3H will represent their 9H, and so it will be about if they like to travel, their life lessons, their study life, how they will see their In-Laws. My 3H is in Sagittarius and it's empty! Being in Sagittarius, I do think they love traveling and they can actually enjoy discovering other people's culture. They will want to travel often at some point. This can be a sign also of going to college, and so to do some higher studies. They could have studied abroad too at some point! For how they see their In-Laws, they could see their IL being foreigners, people who live abroad, people coming from a culture their are curious about. They could see my parents as people who they can learn from. They can also be curious about my culture.
Uyu's 4H -> FS 10H
My 4H is my FS' 10H and it's in Capricorn. Their relationships with their father can be quite cold, father can expect a lot from them, they cannot be very close too. Uranus and Neptune also being there, and in Aquarius, it can mean their relationship indeed can be quite strange and unusual, perhaps their father isn't what you can expect a father to be like. There could be a lot of illusions too, perhaps their father can think appearances are important, and they can act differently in public than in private with my FS. Otherwise, my FS' reputation can be quite eccentric or they can be considered as unique too. They can be seen as weird but also known as someone who is serious, perhaps a bit cold and someone hardworking. When it comes to their job and career, they can do something that is related to money, finances, or just having a business too. They can be their own boss, CEO, or just have a high position at their job. There can be a lot of business and money management in their job, for example they can do something like drop shipping. They can also do something online, with technologies, etc. Neptune can also be a sign of something creative too. Uranus being there can also be a sign of having many different jobs and doing those at the same time. Can be an entrepreneur. Ruler of the 4H is Saturn in my 7H, so I believe they can also work with contracts!
Uyu's 5H -> FS 11H
My 5H will be their 11H so representing their friends and dreams. My 5H is in Aquarius, and it's empty. So they can have a lot of friends from different backgrounds, that they met from different area of their life, they can also have friends they have met online or a lot of foreigners friends. They can be friend with everyone in general but they will have a very few "real friends", meaning friends they are actually very close to. Otherwise, they can find it easy to talk with people, they are open and curious about others around them. They will be friendly, but it's not because of that that they will consider you their friend for sure. My 5H Ruler is Uranus and it's in my 4H, yeah I think they only consider people their real friends when they take them as a family members, they also don't let people in their private life easily. So when they consider someone close to them, it means a lot for them. They can have specific dreams and a lot actually, but those dreams can be considered either strange or unique to others. They can have dreams related to foreign lands, traveling, to technologies or online presence, etc. They can also have dreams about the future too. Because of the ruler (Uranus) being in the 4H, they can have a dream related to having a family too. And traditional ruler is Saturn, in my 7H, so also having a dream to get married. They can like to be quite creative about what they post on social medias, and they can also like to keep things quite private, like it' can be more an artistic approach than really about them. They can also like to take pictures of their private life, things around them, and post it online with a hint of mystery.
Uyu's 6H -> FS 12H
This part will be their connection to spirituality and religion, but also their sleep habits. My 6H is in Pisces, so it means they can LOVE to sleep lmao. They can be a big sleeper, and they can just take sleep as a comfort zone. Traditional ruler of Pisces being Jupiter and Jupiter being in my 7H ca mean they could also love sleep dates, meaning sleeping with the person they love can be a date to them lol. They can come from a religious family tbh, and religion could have been around them their whole life, mostly because ruler being Neptune is in my 4H, so family can be religious. They can also be either religious too or not. They can also be spiritual. But for this part I think they have a lot of intuition or potential in their spirituality, that they are aware of it or not. Will probably have a spiritual awakening at some point. They can have a strong connection to the dreams realm too.
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After Butcher broke in my home and ordered me around, I couldn't stop the foreign feeling crawling into my skin. I didn't respond to him immediately - not really - but he left me a small note with an address, urging me to go there. Honestly, I did want to go there, maybe just to see what would happen. But again, I was still contemplating, pondering what would happen if I let my intrusive thoughts win.
Meanwhile, Annie was still asking me too many questions, and interviewers were still trying to get a single shot of my face. The team was going to missions without me, and Vought was sending me more and more emails each day - yet something had changed. The confidence wafting off of them was getting disrupted. Press conferences started looking chaotic of some sort, and the temmates stopped masking their annoyance.
It definitely took a while for me to come clean to myself - yet I did. I took a step forward. I knew what i wanted, and I knew that if I stood where I was, I would never reach where I strived to be.
That was how I ended up right at that address. It was a bunker - almost looking like a haunted house. It was a secluded area, almost fully blocked with trees. The pathway was blocked, with many obstacles ranging from small rocks to dirt and to pieces of broken off trees.
I knocked on the metallic door with my trembling fingers. Every cell in my body was screaming to go back and act like I never even considered disobedience to Vought - yet the beaming curiosity was taking hold of me. That was the same curiosity that got me out of my bed today. I waited for a while. My legs shook, and I tried fanning myself with my hands. It was as if the minutes had turned to hours. The place was eerily quiet, and I was starting to feel myself awful by each passing second.
My feet started going backwards to run away - until I heard some footsteps nearing the door. I felt my breaths quicken. I was either going to follow my curiosity and push down my responsibilities as a superhero or run off quickly, try to forget about Vought - and try protecting Annie at all costs. As the door suddenly swung open, revealing Butcher, I felt an unmistakable urge to admit my embarrassing curiosity. "I want to know more."
I was bracing myself for mockery or downright humiliation - yet the wide grin that took over his sharp features screamed understanding. He seemed so calm, so confident, and so damn knowing. It was obvious that he was aware.
He knew that I would come.
He knew that he had me, exactly where he wanted.
"Course, Sunny, come on in." I mumbled while following his long strides, "It's Sunkiss, not Sunny. " My protest did surely reach his ears, but he didn't comment. Instead, he continued to lead me through long and narrow hallways until we ended up in a huge common room. "So here's Sunthin,' I told y'all 'bout." My eyes narrowed as I eyed the room warily. There were several sorts of guns and machinery, broken pieces of the building itself, chipped walls, thrown and crushed cola cans, wraps of leftover burgers, and an infecting stuffiness. I felt my nostrils widen involuntarily, and my lungs burned from the smell - the drenched air itself.
I felt my nose wrinkle in disgust, although i tried keeping my actions in check. Scanning the room, I saw three younger guys, a girl and a man who looked probably as old as Butcher. My eyes latched on him instantly, almost zooming on his reckless figure. He seemed too alienated, almost like in his own world. He was calmly eating a burger and was somehow managing to look so detached from the others. His dark chestnuts covered his forehead, casual sweats on his broad body. He was watching the TV and chewing obnoxiously. I inhaled once, hard. His face seemed familiar. I had seen him somewhere... but where?
"Wanna take this eye-fucking to somewhere quiet, dollface?" I felt my face flush - cheeks almost catch fire. My eyes widened, and I gulped down a lump of shame. He turned his head towards me and tilted his head. I darted my irises quickly to others, as if nobody had heard his thick remark. And maybe if I acted casual enough, nobody would.
"Hm?" He provoked. Tested me. I could feel his gaze linger on my face. But I didn't dare look back at him. His gaze felt intense, intimidating, and heavy - almost as if he was seeing right through me. Exploring my ugly truth, shallow lies, and burning anxiousness. I breathed deeply, "Keep your gross thoughts to yourself."
He chuckled lowly, not minding me spitting out my words to him like a venom - like a striking poison. The only girl among them chuckled and started moving her hands quickly. She had long black hair tied up her head and widened pretty eyes. Her laugh made me tilt my head cause it was really - really genuine - and I felt like I missed something.
The guy beside her chuckled as well, making them get lost in their own bubble. "Why are they laughing?" I turned to Butcher, completely ignoring Soldier Boy. Butcher uncrossed his arms and shrugged before shoving me down to the half-broken couch. "Sit. And as for Kimiko and Frenchie...well you will get used to it." Another man with huge arms and a neatly trimmed short black curls appeared behind him. "Yeah, you will."
I wanted to shake my head and shout a no, maybe convince them that this situation - me being with them - will never happen again. But each time I parted my lips, a different sound escaped from a different person. "What's up Kimiko?" The built man asked, my lips parted again, "She just said something funny." The male with a thin moustache leaned forward and shook his head. I decided to let it go and pursed my lips. Butcher sat beside me, trying to avoid the thick coils of the broken couch. I bit my inner cheek as i listened to them quietly. "Why the silence doll?" That annoying, overly confident man spoke up yet again. His long, cocky drawl made my skin itch. "Sunkiss, huh? Quite the fitting name for ya." He smirked.
With furrowed brows, I turned to him, "Who are you, man?!" He raised his brows, and a low whistle echoed between the dirty walls. His darkening greens were focused deep on mine. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, "Feisty-" he nodded, almost talking to himself, "-and brainwashed as fuck not to recognise the best supe this country ever fucking had." My heart started hitting my ribs faster as I gulped and blinked a few times.
Because right at that moment, it clicked.
He was the Soldier Boy.
The man Vought kept hidden, banned, like a damn threat, although he was announced dead years ago.
The man I secretly watched anyway.
He was older now. Rough. Not glamorous, not playing to the cameras. His body looked still broad as before, but he grew out his beard a bit. He didn't have his uniform on, nor his mask.
I wet my lips while he put his remaining burger on the table,"Remember now, dolly?" My jaw clenched, and I shook my head on purpose - just to speak against him. "No, I don't know what you're talking about." Soldier Boy stood up abruptly, making his ironically small chair scrape the ground irritatingly. "Enough." Butcher spoke and stood tall. "We will all meet 'n greet to do shit now. Stop with the bitching. Everyone."
He spat out, and I had to pinch my nose in anger at myself. I hadn't agreed to anything yet, but if I backed out now... I don't know what they would do to me and the secret I am forced to carry. I exhaled harshly and turned to Butcher again. "So 'm Butcher, that girl there is Kimiko, near her sits Frenchie and behind us is standing MM and that man over there-"
Soldier Boy cut him with a loud grunt. "She knows who I am." Butcher's head twisted between me and him. He huffed in anger, "Whatever, mate, that ain't important now anyway." Soldier Boy hummed dismissively and got out of the room. I could finally breathe freely, without feeling his greens throw daggers at me, or his plush lips spit dirt disguised as...flirt?
Butcher shook his head and clapped his hands once. "So, here's the team. You will learn everything bit by bit. For now, we need you to go back to your workplac-"
"What?!" My shocked gasp cut in, "I don't wanna fucking do that! That's why I'm here, risking my damn life!" I was clenching my fists hard, hoping the pain shooting from my nails digging into my palms, to hold my tears in. Butcher nodded slowly as MM approached him and stood up as well, standing shorter. "Look..." MM spoke while putting a hand across Butcher's shoulders, "We have a plan and you-" He showed me with his pointer finger, "-are an important piece in that puzzle." I shook my head in disbelief and tried backing away but Butcher took a step closer to me for every step I took back. "Just trust us-"
I yelped, "Trust you?! I don't even know you guys!" My heart was drumming in my ears. MM pursed his lips, Frenchie giggled and muttered something I couldn't quite understand, Mimiko widened her pretty eyes and started stepping closer to us while Butcher snorted. "You didn't trust us, yet you risked coming here? You risked getting blackmailed or getting kicked out of your lovely-ass-team, huh? Well, Sunshine, guess what? I think you trust us more than you know."
A quiet whine escaped my lips, knowing he was right. Vought had crushed me so hard that any other escape route looked appealing. I approached it with a renewed hope. Sighing loudly, I raised my hands up in defeat. "Fine. Tell me." Butcher grinned and pulled me back to where we were, the tense air seeming to slowly vanish. Soldier Boy came back with narrowed eyes, and his gaze landed on Butcher's hand on my arm. A wiff of soap came with him, so i assumed he washed his hands. Yet his voice wasn't as pleasing as the smell of soap. He snarled, "Now remember me, hm?"
I looked at him and huffed while a new man burst inside with rugged breaths. "I have an idea!" All heads turned to him except mine and Soldier Boy's. He knew I recognised him, but I didn't want to give in and admit my teenage years. I mouthed him. "Nope."
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author's note: hi lovies! so here is our first episode. here, we will see a few relationships within the team but also see her as a supe, who uses her intellect rather than throwing fists all around. trigger warning: workplace mobbing, power imbalance, violence, drugs, disappointment, depression, Homelander, suppressed obsession, toxicity, sexism, violence (slightly), a mission briefly discussed, breaking in a home (butcher sus) +18 strong language.
Being a powerful supe had its perks, but also its difficulties. When I first decided to join Vought a few years ago, I had colourful dreams all revolving around the idea of saving people and being the great, helping protagonist in their lives and make them love each other more. Spread understanding and joy among my citizens. To be honest, my life was going pretty rose coloured as well. I was able to help the people in need, was adored by everybody, had so many brand deals, and was a growing popularity on social media. Every time I saw my merch on kids, I couldn’t stop the warmth spreading in my chest.
However, after a while of tiring myself to my limits and having my soul almost get sucked out of my lungs, i came to the conclusion that being a superhero wasn't all sugarplum and fairies. Especially so, if you were an active female superhero. Still, I tried believing that I was doing an okay job. I had my team who more or less listened to me, my team leader was always supporting me, and I had my best friend, Annie. We always agreed on so many things and loved spending time together.
A few months ago, we were called in after a prison break. The criminal had found his pals right after escaping, and they were tossing bombs around - seeking revenge. We quickly had an emergency meeting. Homelander was fuming with anger, his loudness making everybody stiffen and the walls almost crack.
"This will ruin our image! If more civilians fucking die there, what the fuck are we going to do?" I saw Annie a few steps ahead me. Her shoulders were hunched forward, and she was rushing in. I frowned and entered the room a couple of minutes later. As I opened the door and entered the room, Homelander was still hissing, while the rest of the team looked terrified to their guts. "Homelander, please." I kept my voice calm and steady.
He stopped pacing around and, with his clenched fists, snapped at me. "What, Sunny?!" He looked like a damn bull confronted with red. I sighed and walked deliberately towards my seat. "We can't afford to lose time with regret or your tantrums. We need to act on. Now. " He tilted his head, and his thin lips parted. I looked around and continued, "I know you are all scared for kids - since the criminals are now nearing a school - but this doesn't change the fact that they need to be stopped. And we can do this - we always did."
Everyone was quiet for a moment. It was as if the air in the room was sickening. Annie nodded in approval, The Deep played with his fingers, and A- Train's eyes found mine while a faint smirk stretched on his face. Black Noir watched Homelander as Homelander himself stayed still for a moment. I saw his left eye twitch and forced a smile that didn't reach his eyes. He choked out. "Let's get going then!"
For us, the mission went well. Scarily well. We stopped the gang from going around playing with bombs. Annie and I saved the remaining kids from under the destruction while the rest of the team handled the criminals at loose. After that, we had a press conference. Homelander stood proud and watched the crowd with a wide grin. Everyone clapped and cheered while his eyes were on me. I nodded and smiled softly, to which he bit his lips and tilted his head.
I was content with my life.
Until one day - one damn evening - that changed the course of my life and crushed my dreams into little broken sobs.
That damn evening, I was the only one left in the Vought towers - or so I thought. I had decided to tidy up my office and organise my papers, which took my hours and made me stay longer than others. I could even wave Annie off as she left.
Hours later, I was also ready to leave the office. I slipped on my thick blazer jacket and grabbed my shoulder bag. I looked at the mirror near the door and blew a coy kiss to my reflection. My make-up was intact, my curls looked luscious, and my outfit was sealing the deal. I giggled and left my room. My heels clicked down the long hallways until a sharp voice started filling the hallway. I immediately slowed down with my furrowed brows and stressed little lines on my forehead.
"Ashley! Ashley!" It was Homelander - our leader and teammate. His voice was sharp as a blade. I froze and pressed myself to a nearby wall. My fists were clenched in rage. I absolutely loathed workplace mobbing - but hearing it firsthand?
That was absolutely disturbing.
My lips parted in anger, and my feet were ready to drag me into their office without a second thought.
"I told you to drug Annie's cup! What drugs did you give her, cocaine?!" The air left my lungs. It was as if the time itself had stopped flowing, and I got crushed under the weight of his outrageous words. My trembling hand flew to my coloured lips, and I was unable to blink to soothe the ache in my eyes.
I knew Homelander had super and heightened senses, so I yanked off my heels and held them tight between my manicured fingers, right on my chest. This way, I would not make much sound if I needed to move closer or back away.
Ashley whimpered, and then a thud made my stomach twist. Had he hit Ashley?! My eyes narrowed, and I almost sprinted to save her, barefoot with achy, wet eyes - yet her light purr echoed through the walls unexpectedly.
"Sir." She breathed.
"Please do forgive me. Next time, I will make sure that she passes out, just like The Deep did the last time." My heart drummed inside my ribcage, almost fiddling with my bones. I decided to stay where I was - but crouched down slowly. Homelander growled lowly.
"Please, sir, do forgive me. Let me make it up to you." Her desperate whine made me gag. Homelander chuckled cruelly. "Yes, Ashley, put that mouth into good use since you're kneeling like a bitch in need." He grunted and she moaned, "I will show you what happens when you are this fucking dumb." Wet sounds coming from the room brought bile up my throat.
I forced myself upright and started tiptoeing away. To my great luck, my back slammed into a decorative plant. The huge, gaudy plastic weight crashed down like a gunshot.
My heart was almost trying to beat out of my body. I started running towards the exit with all my remaining strength. Behind me, I heard Homelander's roar. "Who was that! Who the fuck was that!" I bolted barefoot through the halls and threw myself out the building without getting caught somehow. I couldn't stop running until my trembling body found an empty street. I stayed there for a while - until my breathing turned to normal.
Later on, I collapsed against my car and drove home with so many thoughts. I called Annie - my best friend. I ordered her to take care of herself and not to drink anything at work. She was puzzled and tried questioning me, too, but I was too mentally exhausted to function properly. "Please." I muttered, "Later Annie."
From that evening on, I decided to fake a sickness. I missed missions and ignored interviews. I couldn't risk seeing them again without feeling pure disgust instead of blinding adoration.
The team came to my home and acted all lovey-dovey as if we were a real family. My blood was boiling. I started missing more missions and meetings. People were getting more curious each passing day, and interviewers started pooling around my house, yet I was absurdly numb to every emotion around me.
Until one day, he found me.
Butcher.
"Ey love, how long you gonn' hide in this little home of yours?" An unknown man's voice stripped me away from my unusual calmness. I was suddenly pretty much alert. My widened eyes looked around in a hurry, and I found him standing near one of my windows - looking scruffy and eyes sharp. "Thought you were dead." My throat went quickly dry, and I reached the nearby lamp as a threat.
What were his intentions?
His loud tsk popped my desperate bubble of defence, and he neared my trembling body with ease. "Who are you, and what the fuck are you doing in my house!" I snapped, loud and foul-mouthed, but the anxiety that settled in my body - behind my eyes, between my vessels - was unsettling.
"Did Homelander send you?!" He shook his head, and the smirk on his face didn't even budge a tiny bit. "Do I look like a man to be Homelander's bitch?" I gulped and neared him with a fake bravado. "What do you want from me?"
He started walking towards me casually as if he owned the place. "I know you want to take revenge." My lips parted and I threatened him with the lamp I was gripping onto, "What the fuck? I am a superhero working there! Whoever you are, leave my house!"
That bastard chuckled - actually chuckled without any worries - and watched me without uttering another single word. His dark brows slowly raised, and he stepped closer to me. "I know a broken supe when I see one. And you -" He jabbed a finger at me, "- are broken." My throat tightened. "That's so not true!"
"Oh please love, spare me the lies." He cut in, to which I snapped. "Get out of my fucking house! Or I will call-"
"Who?" He cut in once more. "Homelander? Annie? The team?" I wet my lips and mumbled, "The cops." He rasped out another maddening laugh and opened his arms. "Go ahead, Sunny, would be a real wet dream for 'em to see a hero hiding behind 'em."
My nails dug into my palms - however - the moment I saw him, I didn't feel bile rising up, I didn't feel my heart clench, and my hands tremble in hatred. I sensed that he wasn't here to hurt me, yet he was still hiding his true wish. I narrowed my eyes and threw the lamp aside to cross my arms.
"What do you want from me?" He nodded and scratched his beard slowly. "Oh, the million dollar question."
I wet my lips, and the ends of my brows raided up. I stared at him quietly. He started circling me like a damn predator, his eyes glowing with mischief. "If you are tired of being Vought's little pup, maybe you can protect your friend."
I exhaled harshly and repeated, "What do you want!"
He stopped moving and stood right in front of me, almost towering over me with his big body. His lips stretched with a cruel smirk, his breath hot. "Want you to work with us. Work for us." My breath got knocked out of my lungs.
you’re so good!!! i get what they’re saying by it tho. they’re trying to say like, “may every bad thing that wants to happen never happen” (something along those lines it’s too early for words to make sense) so like. i get what they’re saying. but still my brain didn’t go to that first lol
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Vought's adored female supe. The natural. The sweetheart. The mind twister. Annie's bestie. Homelander's favourite. Kind but dangerous. Golden heart. Soldier Boy's dollface. No makeup makeup. Resting bitch face. Pretty curls. Lipstick. Ultraviolence. Coffee in the morning. Trembling hands. Dreamy eyes. High heels. Girl power. Freckles. Quiet revenge.
