love me as i have loved you

when i first started this tumblr in 2012, it was fully based around one direction and my love for them. i spent years supporting and loving them until they went on hiatus. since then, my blog has obviously changed, but my love for them has not. the past few days has been a whirlwind of emotions for me, and i don’t really have anywhere to write it except here, the place where i started showing my love for them privately without judgement. the past few days have been spent listening to one direction in hopes that it would make me feel better, the way it used to, but it has only made me sadder. sweet liam, i hope you can rest now. i hope the demons you dealt with are no longer. walking in the wind now. you are loved. you will be forever missed. once a directioner always a directioner.