my heart's a ghost limb

ive said it before and ill say it again, the worst part about season 5 being bad is that season 4 was fucking great.

ive found that thinking about my own rewrites of season 5 byler is fun but the second i think about what actually happened i want to scream. and id like to write these scenes of my versions but i also have to force myself to stop thinking about this show sometimes because it has such a bad taste in my mouth now that its just genuinely not good for. im better off ignoring it and going back to my roots (snowbaz)

i also just miss the entire show as whole having a good connotation in my brain. im sad that ill never be able to fully enjoy a rewatch ever again. while also knowing damn well that i really do wanna rewatch. every summer as it gets closer to fall i have the urge to rewatch but this year im really trying not to and instead ill rewatch yellowjackets. i need more time.