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I found this wonderful post on newfapchan, and I’m going to preserve it here for future reference and for other sissies who want to cum like a girl~

A limp clitty is indeed possible.

Its not too hard to teach your body to stay soft when aroused. The main problem is that the arousal response is autonomal, it’s just something your body does without getting the go ahead from your brain. It’s chemicals in the brain firing on a level you don’t have any conscious control over. Drugs can try and prevent you from getting hard by jacking around with the chemicals and chemical receptors and hypnosis can try and prevent you from getting hard by subconsciously re-associating the stimuli which cause those chemicals, but both of these options are of limited effectiveness and will depend largely on how your brain works. I wouldn’t really recommend either - the former because you may end up with some nasty side effects and the latter because it frankly won’t work super well.

The method I recommend to my sissies is basically a kind of re-association training. I posted this as part of Anni’s training in the ‘Someone Take Control of Me’ thread, but because I care, I’ll repeat the information here for you girls.

See, the big hurdle is that your body is a big dumb beast. It grew up learning to do things a certain way so that’s what it does. When you remove your consciousness from the equation, your body is an animal. It doesn’t know it’s doing anything wrong by getting hard, it’s just doing what instinct and training have taught it. Thankfully though, we can use its own nature against it.

The human brain and the human body are remarkably resilient. If there’s one thing it knows how to do, it’s adapt. That’s fairly convenient for our purposes. So is the fact that the human brain is basically wired for sex. Your body is a slut. It wants to reproduce. All that’s needed, then, to teach your body to be soft, is to force it to realize that it isn’t going to be having any sexy fun if it’s hard. This requires a bit more work and discipline than hypnosis or drugs, but you’ll probably have better long term results with it. Plus, well, training is a whole kind of sexy fun its own.

Here’s what you do.

First, you need to teach your body that an erection is a profoundly unnatural and undesirable state. Think of it like having a muscle cramp. When your leg cramps up you stop what you’re doing and don’t continue until the cramp has gone away. You want to do the same with your clitty getting stiff. If you find yourself getting hard at any point for any reason - if you notice you are getting erect or if you notice you’ve become erect without noticing - stop whatever you are doing and focus on making the hardness go away. Look at something else. Think about something else. Do something else. Do not continue with what you were doing until you are once again nice and soft. With time and a lot of discipline, this will begin to teach your body that your clit shouldn’t be getting hard in response to these stimuli. You will eventually start to notice that you can focus on those things without fear of becoming hard.

For added feminization, when you are trying to think about something else, make an effort to only think about the girliest things you can imagine. Cute shoes, makeup, nails, stuff that is super girly, but which doesn’t get you hot beneath the collar. This will both help you to associate these things with being soft as well as just plain teach you to think girly thoughts throughout the day.

Second, and probably more importantly, you have to change the way you masturbate. Normally when you rub your little clitty it gets all hard and you keep rubbing it till you cum everywhere. This rewards and strengthens the association your body has between arousal, pleasure, and hardness. We are going to change that. From now on, when you masturbate you need to do so either while also playing with your sissy pussy or, if you aren’t that accustomed to anal yet, while pinching your nipples and squeezing your chest. This is to teach your body that it has more than just one erogenous zone. Before you start make sure your clitty gets nice and soft. Concentrate on either the pornographic material or fantasy you are focusing on. Make it something really hot - something that never fails to turn you on. Start rubbing your soft clitty while also fingering or pinching yourself. You should soon find yourself getting hard. When this happens, stop rubbing your clitty, but keep playing with yourself. Consider using the free hand to pinch your other nipple or rub your thighs or slap your ass - do something slutty with it. Eventually your clit should start to become nice and soft again. If it doesn’t seem to want to become soft, slowly ease off on the stimulation until you’ve stopped altogether. If you still have trouble becoming soft, go do something else entirely until it finally goes down. When it does become soft, resume rubbing it. Stop when it becomes hard, start again when it becomes soft. Continue this pattern for at least half an hour. This will teach your body that there is a greater sexual reward for it if it is nice and soft. It’ll also teach it that breast stimulation and getting your cute little hole filled are important parts of having sex, which will also help add to the strength of the orgasm. The first several times you do this you may have trouble cumming. If this happens, don’t try to force it and especially don’t rub one out afterwards. You may simply need to resign yourself to the fact that sometimes sluts like you don’t get to cum. Not cumming will make you hornier for next time, which will make it all that much easier. As you get good at this, you’ll find yourself regularly able to cum while soft.

I was out shopping with my mom and this guy kept following us; overtime my mom was not looking he would grab his cock which was getting hard and bigger. I had no idea how he was not getting noticed by the other shoppers. I told my mom we need to split up so I can shop for my own clothes and would meet up at the food court in a hour. I found a baby changing room and did not lock the door and waited; he came in a locked the door; I was so hot and horny I thought my little cock was gonna explode in my panties. He grabbed my neck and ripped my yellow t shirt; “oh fuck” I thought what am I gonna do now but I did not care he grabbed my red tank top and lifted it over my head. I lowered my shorts to expose my little blue panties.

“I knew you were a little sissy boy with the hair and skinny body” he said; his voice was ruff and he smelled of beer. I dropped to the floor and fumbled for his pants the floor of the mall bathroom was cold; it was summer so they had the air con on.

“don’t worry bitch; I will give you what you want”

he pulled his cock out and it was big and hot; I stuffed it into my mouth getting it all wet with spit. I had to use two hands 

“Oh shit” I thought was this really happening. I don’t even know this guy or his name or anything and I have his cock in my mouth. oh its such a nice cock; I could barely get it in my mouth. Oh but its what I dreamed of for so many nights and home in my bed; wanting a big man to fuck the shit out of me. I was in slut heaven.

The guy moaned so I knew I was doing good; I had a dildo at home that I hide under my bed and practiced on but his was the real deal; so hot in my mouth and the skin felt so nice on my tongue. The guy pulled out his phone and tok my pic; my heart jumped but the slut in me kept mouthing his glorious cock

“hey bitch suck that cock” he said 

“my buddy has got to see this” then I heard that swish sound for when somebody sends a text message or email. 

“Fuck what was he doing” my good part of brain thought while the slut side grabbed his balls and put my hand under him to feel his ass. He undid his pants and let them fall to the floor. He had flip flops on so it was easy for him to step out of one of the legs. He speed his legs apart which gave me full access to his cock. I was on my knees and his cock was right at my mouth level; he was a big guy and towered over me.

I had lost track of the time and just kept sucking and licking his big cock; it was so big and hard at least one and a half times my dildo. He moved me over to the toilet and sat me down putting his hand on either side of me against the wall to keep me from escaping but I had no intention of running out then a knock came at the door.

“oh fuck” my heart jumped and snapped me into reality 

“what if someone seen us come in here” I whispered to him.

“don’t worry slut “ he said softly

“Occupado” he hollered

then his phone dinged like he got a text; he then reached over and unlocked the door. “oh fuck” I thought what is he doing; he put his finger to his lips to signal for me to be quiet. We sat there for a few seconds which seemed like hours; my heart was pounding, I was really scared. Trying to think what I would tell my mom when she got there. The door ten opened and a janitor guy came in.

“I had to wait for some people to walk by” he told the man; they must have known each other. The first guy grabbed his cock and slapped me across the face with it. I did not know what to do my mind was racing should I scream? run? then the slut came out and I stuck my tongue out.

“Yeah baby” he said then stuffed the cock back into my mouth. I was back to slut heaven but my brain kept saying 

“you are in a public mall toilet with two guys and one of them is fucking your mouth” what the hell am I doing?? these guys might kill me.

“spin around let me have a piece” the new guy said.

the first guy got up and motioned for the janitor to sit on the toilet then grabbed me by the back of the neck on forcefully  directed me to his cock. It wasn’t as big as the first guy but it was wide kid of like a torpedo. I stroked it a few times and it got stiffer; why I was obeying these guys I don’t know. Many nights I would dream at home with my dildo going in and out of my ass dreaming I was a porno slut. Well it was finally happening and not sure if I would get this chance again. I was about to squat down to get better access to his cock but the guy made me stand and spread out my legs. I felt some sort of liquid being put on my ass; his hands were rubbing my bud and slipped a finger inside. I tried to relax y ass and let his finger go in deeper. He then inserted to fingers and work them in and out; I let out a moan and lifted my one leg onto the sink.

“oh this puta is a pro” the janitor said

it kind of made me feel good; like i’m special and the guys are actually lucky to have me; but who was I fooling the first guy was way in control and made that know when he slapped my ass. The pain stung and for the first time I was not sure how this was gonna end. I felt some more lube being spread on my ass then a whole lot; the cap must have come off. The guy began spreading the lube all over me but it was running down my legs and even making a little puddle on the floor. Then I felt it; the guy was gonna fuck my ass; I felt the head of his cock up between my cheeks then he slowly pushed in. I lifted my head to turn back and see.

“oh please go slow” I moaned.

but the janitor just grabbed my head and shoved his cock back into my mouth; I jaw was aching from the 2 cocks. I kept licking the top with my tongue and stroked it to give my jaw a break. I then felt the head of the cock pass into my ass; he slowly worked it in and out.

“damm this ass is tight” he groaned

I felt some more lube poured onto my back and then he used his hand to guide it down onto his cock that was working in and out of my ass now. 

“Oh yeah take that cock bitch” he growled

My own little cock was aching now; I reached around with one hand and jerked furiously. The cock in my ass was now going a bit faster; with each stroke getting deeper into my ass. I could feel the head of his cock when it got to the edge then push back in; my mind was at full slut mode. 

“oh fuck me” i moaned

I closed my eyes and went back to the janitors dick;  with my tongue underneath I tried to get it down my throat but gagged a bit and had to back off. his cock was not all in; I felt his pubes on my ass. he was now resting on my back and reached up my red tank top to play with my nipples.  I looked underneath me and could see his big fat cock stuffed into my little skinny white ass. Holy shit I thought this was so hot; I’m a full on slut whore and I loved it.

The man then grabbed my hips and began to really fuck me; all my little lovely ideas of being this great slut whore went out the window. 

“ahhhh” I screamed as he pummeled my ass

the janitor put his hand over my mouth; stood up and then put his cock into my mouth. My ass was on fire; I never thought a man and fuck so fast and hard. I lost track of what was happening my mind was blacking out; my leg that was up on the sink fell off; my knees started to buckle and I was about to pass out. My body went limp and I was about to collapse but the guy noticed and put his hands under my ass and lifted me up. I leaned back and rested my body on his chest with my arms dangling at my side. he continued to pump my ass. I opened my eyes and seen the amazing scene in the full length mirror. The man was holding me up by my ass and i was impaled on his cock; my cock was now a limp little fingers just flopping around. his legs were massive; his single thigh was almost as thick as my body. his arms were lifting my body with no effort.

“oh fuck me baby” I moaned but he needed no encouragement. 

the janitor was now standing and jerking his cock; my man then moved to the toilet and sat down with my legs still not reaching the floor. both of us were covered in sweat; my little blue panties finally feel off my one foot. The janitor now came over a put his cock into my mouth and grabbed my head with his hands and was thrusting back and forth into my mouth. I put my hands on my man’s thighs and began to bounce onto his cock; his arms helping the bounce and I was almost getting airborne off of his lap. I can’t tell you how long this went on but his stamina was extraordinary. My man grabbed my hips and pulled me down hard with much more force and I then felt his cum explode in my ass. I could feel his cock twitching in my womb filling me with his seed

“aaaaaarrrrggggggggg” he moaned.

at that moment the janitor pushed my back onto my man’s chest and began jerking his cock and summing all over my chest and body. I rubbed his cum on my tank top and what dribbled onto my stomach. 

“Oh shit that was hot bitch, you are one fine fuck” my man’s whispered into my ear. I felt so proud this guy had no idea he was my first real man to have my ass. he lifted me up and I tried to stand; my knees buckled but he caught me as I gained my balance. His massive cock flopping out of my ass. I looked in the mirror of the restroom. My hair was a messed up; there was cum on my tank top and my one leg was shinny from the lube. I put my blue panties on and could feel my man’s cum beginning to drip out of my ass. I reached for my ripped yellow T shirt and wiped the lube from my leg the stuffed it into the trash can. 

“sorry about your shirt babe” my man said

“its ok” I replied 

“maybe you can but me some sexy clothes” I followed and he winked.

I put my shorts on and tried to tame my ruffed up hair; I put some water in my hands and combed it with my fingers. I then put my mouth to the faucets and drank a bit and rubbed my face with my wet hands. I checked the mirror again but still looked like a woman that just got fucked in the men’s room. I smiled to myself and thought “fuck them; they’re just jealous”. My man grabbed my hand and spun me around into reality.

“you got a phone sweety”? he asked I pulled my phone out and we exchanged numbers. The janitor squealed

“hey what about me”? My man gave him a look that I have not seen before; I was his piece of meat and he would share only when HE wanted. The janitor knew his place so they must have a history together. 

my phone ran which cut the tension that was building between them it as my mom

“hi mom; yes I know I’m late I spilled a coffee on my T shirt and will be right there”

When your girlfriend realises you’re nowhere near man enough to satisfy her emotionally or romantically, but also has a good heart and realises something you don’t: That a feminine, submissive life is the way forward for you.

And you realise that the only route to keeping her in your life, is a life in pretty skirts and dresses. Every swish of your skirt reminding you what you could never be for her.

So, it’s that time again - time to get EDUCATED about buttfucking.

Honestly, anal’s my favorite. Can’t say why, but I just love the feeling of stuff being pushed inside my butt. NAH, it won’t make you gay. Lots of people like anal, and you’d be surprised by how many people you pass by on the street that can’t wait to get home and sit on their own favorite dildo. 

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