Happy living! :)

Why give me the most girl friend treatment and still call us "best friends" ? Kills me to find out youre on a date. What doesn't make sense is you never let me take you out on a date.

Love hurts. I know you dont love me like that and for some reason I can't let go of you. It feels like you lied about loving me and pursuing a relationship. I guess you win and you keep me as your "best friend" and now I get to be the cuck and watch you get eith every one in this state and surrounding states. Im a fool for still sticking around and a stupid hopeless romantic. Merry Christmas

I just want to cry and scream out like Michael Corleone did when Mary got shot infront of him. I've mastered bottling up. My bottle isn't full. But man do I want to explode.

From asking me to marry you (twice in one day SOBER mind you). To asking why I wont date you. To me explaining why. You said you can get past my flaws. You leave your bf the 1st time and when he left and you saw me you were so much happier you told me. To now all of a sudden you see me as a brother and you are going to get MY feelings hurt.... I randomly went to that one app she told me about and 5 days ago she posts herself. The fucking disappointment in my heart. Always putting yourself in stupid horrible decisions that could get you r@ped or kill3d. I try talking to you but you always give me this bullshit macho answer (which is crazy coming from a girl, no pun intended to you ladies). Then 8 hours ago you post up 4 more pictures of yourself. All these men are lusting over you and for whatever fucking reason you decide to play my emotions. What the fuck am I doing wrong all of a sudden you do this??

She lucky this aint the 70s.

Annnnnd back to celibacy.

I'll say it again. I hate you fucking women.