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i can't move past Louis' "A message to you Liam if you’re listening" and Zayn's "Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me" because there was STILL SO MUCH left unsaid.

oh fuck simon cowell!! i hope he dies and then rots in hell for eternity!!!

louis and zayn having a similar kind of tribute post where they spoke about nostalgia and wanting to say goodbye to liam and hugging him and just getting to say i love you and them posting at the same time and then niall and harry having a similar post where they celrbrated liam and his presence in life. this is just so heartbreaking to think because it's such a personal thing and yet it's a shared grief. no one apart from these boys will ever be able to understand this kind of grief and the memories they shared. none of them had to go public with their grief and yet they did in order to not just honour liam but also to alleviate the community that they all built together. i can not even imagine what they must be going through, but looking at the posts and their words i'm at least comforted in the knowledge that they're together and they have each other in this fragmented life