OkneroM

It feels like I am unnecessary person. For everyone.

Today did all things I planned including lab, studying, training and some else. But I think the most important for me was that I finally had a talk with my friend.

Last weeks I felt like we are getting further from each other, almost no chatting or meeting. I thought he needed some space but then it looked like he don’t want to deal with me… Yesterday I decided to write him first, today we met, trained and talked… he thought about me the same way. I am happy we could figure it out, I haven’t lost a friend, and now I can write him without thinking that I am bothering person by this… I feel better.

I feel better. Really. Today was a good day 💜

Photos from this weekend. I was able to change my winter jacket to the coat, so I felt better walking around the city. Tomorrow new week starts… shit

Upd: I washed my mirror

Living here still sucks. And I know I have to wash my mirror. Genshin is still the only thing that keeps me up.

15.03.2022

I am ashamed of posting normal life photos. But I feel better when posting this here, where no one can see this. It’s my diary.

Today was usual day. I had two classes, played genshin, had a training…

Окей, завтра инсту окончательно закроют. У всех паника, стоят на ушах и создают телеграмм каналы, при том, что можно спокойно скачать впн и продолжить использовать инсту.

Всвязи с этой ситуацией я вспомнила о существовании тамблера, в который захожу не так часто, как хотелось бы, но я это исправлю. Больше интересного для меня контента и меньше бесячих людей в сториз 💜

«Никогда не думала, что ты вырастешь настолько бесчувственным человеком»

I am so lonely. I feel so fucking lonely rn. I am sitting at home the fifth day already. I am afraid to call ask my friends out cause I feel like people are tired of me. Even my cat behaves the way if something wrong with me.

I just wanna be turned off and then turned on again when everything is ok.