Bearable Lightness

Aww Darling I remember you so perfectly and I am so proud of you! You have sincerely made me so excited and I am so happy for you! I'm sorry I haven't been here for you but I'm glad my old post's could help too! You SHOULD definitely pat yourself on the back! You deserve it! You have done such a fantastic job, you are an inspiration to everyone for what you have achieved! I can't even believe it!

P.s, you were always beautiful despite whether anyone had told you that you were pretty or not. Everything you used to say to me was the sweetest,  most caring things and I cherished every message. I'm so so proud and you deserved this!!

Hello there beautiful anonymous, 

I'm so sorry you feel this way and in many respects what you say is one hundred percent completely true. My intentions was never to abandon any of you. I love you all, and kept you in my prayers every night.

You must be a loyal follower and I feel so honored that you are, however if so you should know (as I had mentioned it multiple times) I suffer with depression and severe anxiety. I was also suffering with a lot of stress and with the build up of all I went through a rocky period in which I stopped coming onto Bearable Lightness. It's important for me to stay on track, stay in control and stay happy. Sometimes that means I need to stop and take breathers. I didn't even see many of my friends, go out etc during this period. So my tumblr was not the only part of my life I took a break from.

We all need to know our limits, when we need a break- we take it.

I'm sorry if I have hurt anyone with my absence, but I love to encourage all of you for the better and I feel that after everything I have been through/gone through It's my responsibility to set an example for a better/healthier lifestyles for you all.

And I feel that if I can't take care of myself how could I possibly ever begin to preach to you all how you should too.

If I stay in control and keep clear minded - I continue to hold what I believe is the best example possible. 

So again, I apologize for any stress I have caused anyone. 

I love all of my followers, more than you know!

Hey there darling!!!

Hey there pretty lady!

Aww thank you! I'm so glad I could help, although I have no part in it. It's you who is doing all the wonderful work! You have the power and the strength to make the right, and healthy choices on your journey to lightness! 

Hey beautiful stranger,

Just answered this! 

Hey there beautiful stranger, 

Good question. It's not so much that I have a preference for 'bones' or anorexia, in fact I'm in no way interested nor promote or encourage those unhealthy forms of self destruction. 

I love writing, art, photography and music, all of those teach you to see meaning behind the subject. A song is never just notes, a painting is never just a picture and a poem is never just a ryme. There is always a story behind it.

And that's what I love about the pictures I post. I think of the girl behind the body,the struggle, the pain, the disease. I find beauty behind the story. Perhaps because I've been there, I don't know. 

Hello there gorgeous buddahgirl,

Thank you so much, however it really is of no hardship to offer such important information. Even if just one girl reads it, and it made them even just second guess what they were doing, mission complete. 

Girls need to learn to love themselves instead of destroy themselves. 

..... I'm back!

I am so so sorry I have been away for so long. My life has been upside down, inside out... completely twisted. But I have missed you all so much, kept you all in my prayers and I'm back for good!

Hope you are all on the right track! I'm ready to answer a LOT of piled up questions.

Lot's and lot's of love beautiful people!! 

Your's sincerely,