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I’m afraid I am what my parents are afraid I’ll be, I’m afraid I’ve always been that and that it was what I was always meant to be.

The nerves of feeling too young in a room full of people who feel they are too old

I hope I find a relationship that doesn't require pretense. Where fantasies are unnecessary because I'm too busy loving the real thing.

I'm having one of those moments where I miss being in love and honestly it's sickening.

There's such a big difference between who I am and who I want to be and that difference continues to make me sick of myself.

One voice call was enough to make me jealous of him and pity myself into a panic attack

No I’m not going to do any work today, my head is too full of a nonsensical desire to yearn. 

I’m disgusted with myself for romanticizing the idea that someone, someday will come and show me that the world is worth living in. I’m disgusted, but I still wish they would. 

This is all getting a bit too real for me, pass me my method of escapism for this week.

Some days I like my D cups and other days my sports bra isn't hiding enough of them.