God is really isolating me so I can get everything together and I’m physically seeing it

i hate small talks. i wanna talk about love, death, magic, sex, intellect, the meaning of life, your childhood, what keeps you up night, your insecurity and fears.

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

i think its charming when peoples personal lives improve and they get drastically worse at posting

what a privilege it is to come home to a little animal that loves you like you're their whole world.

note to self: stop comparing yourself to people who have had completely different circumstances than you. stop comparing yourself in general.

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me

literally

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!