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May 12, 2019 by JK. Abril

A past male trainee (named X to remain anonymous) from Big Hit has recently come to us for an interview about his long period of time spent in the company.

Of course X, has come out before about his experience as a trainee and how he was treated, but one of the most outstanding things he had spoken of was his time spent with the girl group HERA as a back up dancer, and the little time he spent with pre debut BTS.

To start off, don’t worry fans, all of them were kind. X called them all hardworking and respectful, for example, Jimin from BTS or Katie from HERA on separate occasions have stayed behind after a concert to thank every staff member.

Anyways, now to get into the real juicy stuff!! X actually told us that BTS and HERA’s relationship was much deeper than a friendship. They were a family

On more than one occasion they have come to check and care for one another. Sung from HERA came from a richer family, so even though her father was never associated with any of her idol duties, she would still receive a weekly allowance every Friday. So, every Friday she would invite all of the female trainees she works with and most of the male trainees, including all of the members of BTS, to eat. X was once invited and apparently Sung would make sure that absolutely no alcohol was on the table to not make the minors feel uncomfortable. When they were eating, Byeol wiped the sauce off of J-Hope’s mouth, and the boys took off their jackets to give to those that were wearing skirts. At the end of the night, it was ritual for Ana to take a picture with everyone and send it to her parents in China to show that she was safe. Everyone had to be smiling, and no one ignored this moment.

There were other times where one of the girls would come to the practice room on their days off, either two to four girls or just solo, to watch, make comments, joke with them, make the boys feel calm, etc.

Out of all that we’re the closest, according to X:

Katie:

Suga

They were very “professional”. The both of them had a hard time getting to where they are, and so they had a lot of respect. “I wasn’t a t the company when HERA got their first win, but I heard from a friend that I’m still in contact with that is works for Big Hit that that guy [Suga] cried the most and kept called Katie first to congratulate her”

Jimin

He is very patient with Katie’s shy persona, and actually respects her. “When we were younger, he would bow deeply whenever she walked into the room [he would also do this with Byeol], it’s funny still seeing that kid do that to this day haha”

Bohui:

Jin

The both of them clicked instantly when they first met, and he was one of the reasons she didn’t leave Big Hit after she planned to back in 2013

J-Hope

Taught each other other dances. She was exposed to ballet and he was exposed to street dance, so the both of them would teach each other new things every day.

Byeol:

Suga

The both of them used to sit side by side with ear buds in whenever Suga was uncomfortable. They would introduce their favorite songs to one another over a couple of months before they ran out of songs and started to search for new ones together, everyone thought they were dating

J-Hope

One of the main reasons J-Hope came back to Big Hit when he left. After he came back, she started hanging around the boys more to make sure J-Hope stayed commited

Jimin

He was like a child, and he made sure to have Byeol treat him as such. “He was adorable…” X said. He would do lots of aegyo only to Byeol, but then get embarrassed later on. “I can’t help but wonder if when they were alone, that he did it and wasn’t embarrassed…”

Sung:

RM

They would go out on many occasions alone, they would usually adventure off alone, and he would keep her calm when she got to rowdy. Everyone thought they were dating

V

They were both very loud to each other, and, apparently, he always wanted her attention. So he would call her Noona constantly (as well as Katie, Bohui and Byeol), he had all of them (excluding Katie) wrapped around his finger, especially Sung

Ana:

Jin

He taught her Korean through stupid jokes that nobody thought was funny. So he would say it, tell her it was a joke, explain it, and, it would usually be a pun, so it taught her a new word/double meaning/saying

RM

Made an effort to learn her language, and even offered others his Chinese to Korean dictionary if they ever needed it or wanted to learn it too. He was very open and kind to her, and she tried her best to learn Korean with him

Seongmi:

Suga

He once sat through one of her anxiety attacks and calmed her down while the one of the interns went for help, he has always been around her since

Jungkook

He was a good comfort to her, and whenever she was upset he would sit there and listen to her. He also loved hugging her a lot

Matilda:

V

They both had lots of energy towards one another, and right before BTS officially debuted, and V was still a secret member, Matilda would actually “gas him up” whenever any of his photos were suggested or shown on Twitter

Jungkook

Grew up together, she was super strong and confident, so she helped him get out of his shell

He has also wondered if any of these close friendships became romantic at all, even if it was while he was still under Big Hit?

January 20, 2019

“You did what?!” Hoseok hissed, his ears a hot red from embarrassment after Minhyuk’s announcement.

“It’s not that big of a deal–”

“Of course it’s not, for you!” The older whined, rubbing his hand down his face in an attempt to hide his pout. “I had an entire plan down, and this is the romantic way I was supposed to ask her?”

“Kihyun told me to do it! He said he was sick of you asking about what she likes!” Minhyuk yelped. Pointing a finger to the accused who had a half a sandwich down his throat, and a startled look in his eyes.

(TRIGGER WARNING: rape, unsolicited porn and sex, drugs, prostitution, please do not read if any of this may trigger you!!!)

it has come to my attention that a group chat with idols in it has been mentioned by police as an ongoing investigation. in this group chat, there were videos that were passed around of unsolicited porn. in short, some of the videos were that of women being unknowingly recorded while performing sexual acts, and in some extreme cases, raped while being unknowingly recorded. not only were these videos being sent to the group chat, but some of the people in the chat could possibly be in the videos.

as the investigation goes on, only two idols are confirmed to have been in the group chat while others are still being checked. the two idols would be seungri from big bang and joon jungyoung.

obviously everything about this is disgusting, and i am disgusted with both of the men. while i do not write for joon jungyoung, i have written a few stories for seungri. because of this i have decided to remove seungri from all of my platforms and blogs that i have created.

for what he has done, i will never forgive him, no matter how much he apologizes or attempts to change himself. this isn’t a cultural difference or a language barrier, this is a man that has done terrible things to women that i cannot stand for.

bohui, one of my hera members, will no longer be “friends” with the man, nor will any of the other girls. i will erase him from her “life”. the big bang fic that i wrote may be rewritten over the next couple of days or deleted all together. if he is mentioned on any of my other blogs, i will try to rid of those old posts. please give me time to rewrite and revise, but for now he will be deleted.

this is not an opinionated post and i am not out to get him. he was a singer and an idol that i did support, but by knowing he is this vile it is something i cannot ignore. if you still side with him or any of the others that will be confirmed and try to defend them, you are disgusting. the women that were video taped, drugged, raped or sexually assaulted and deserve justice, no matter who they act like as people, and should not be ignored just because your oppa is your bias or some horseshit. this is real life, not some kpop gimmick. i refuse to let any of these women who were brave enough to come forward have their story be ignored.

when more news comes and if any other idol comes out who has also affiliated themselves with the group chat, the club, or the acts that occurred knowingly, they will be immediately erased from any of my blogs, and should never be supported no matter who they are.

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met through f(x) who graciously introduced amoli to exo during their first debut and amoli’s recent soloist comeback. all 18 of them went out to eat, and amoli was placed beside kyungsoo. and, like everyone else’s first impression with him, she thought he hated her—which was quite the contrary, she is one of his favorite idols.

they text each other nearly everyday over trivial things. for example, amoli is rather forgetful so kyungsoo would remind her of important, but small, things like taking her medicine if she was sick, to make dinner, etc

with this mentioned, amoli also takes care of kyungsoo. she likes to grab prescriptions for his eyes and has no problem at all picking food that the both of them can share while he is on set (though when exo was on a brief hiatus he was more so the one getting food)

the two of them have very cold faces and sharp looks, so many new fans see the couple as a terrifying force to be reckoned with, even though the two of them tend to keep their emotions on the calmer side in reality.

the two of them like getting drunk together, and while it make take a couple of more beers for amoli, they end up being wasted and needing someone else to take them home. they’ve done this so often that exo has exposed do on numerous different variety shows and amoli’s management team are beginning to worry that she is an alcoholic (which would be unlikely considering her distaste towards alcohol, she only appreciates those she drinks it with).

very understandable couple considering the positions they are in. the two of them make a good friendship and team, they think alike as well as work well together. not only that, but they are in their twenties, so the two usually boring dumb bitches like to have a couple times of fun!!

hyunsik

while at an awards show, he ended up bumping into her so hard that it nearly knocked her off of her feet. he got so flustered that he couldn’t even think about the experience without being embarrassed

amoli was the first to ever even open a hand in friendship, which is really adverse to her personality. after she spoke to him and sat and ate with him during breaks at shows, the two began to hang out more.

he loves telling the story of how they met to anyone he meets, he usually giggles throughout the entire thing even though he has probably told the story a million times.

amoli is not a very jealous type, but can’t help it when it comes to how friendly hyunsik really is. if they are ever seen on a show together, amoli would pretty much want to reserve him off near her, so many fan sites catch the two of them secluded from the rest of the cast. she’s not doing this to be manipulative or annoying, she does this because she is not sure on how long she could keep his attention

many people suggest they are dating, considering how suggestive the two of them could be. of course the two idols have declined they are dating, as well as their own company. it got to the point that dispatch had to let out an official report that there was no romantic relationship between the two, and nothing to report about them.

amoli really cherishes this relationship to the max, and feels very lucky to have such a friendly man become apart of her inner circle 💞

iu

amoli was a fan of jieun ever since the both of them debuted, so she made an effort in getting to know her.

the two of them never really get into arguments, but on the off chance that they do, they are friends quickly once more. sometimes they don’t even apologize to one another, they just resume talking like nothing happened as if the argument was beneath them. the longest argument they had lasted around a week and a half, but amoli apologized later on (after much pushing by her manager who had known how big amoli’s stubbornness could be).

the two of them tend to be the odd ones out when it comes to being at award shows, so they usually ask to be seated beside one another or move their chair to sit next to each other. in some way or another, they will be beside each other.

the both of them are pretty quiet, but in different senses. so jieun is just really cute and holds onto amoli’s arm like a giddy girl on the honeymoon stage of a relationship, while amoli is like the boy that pretends to not care but melts inside by jieun talking. jieun knows amoli well enough to know her coldness is simply an act as an idol, so she still giggles and stays around amoli knowing that that is not who she truly is.

the two basically live at each other’s houses. jieun has a toothbrush and her skincare at amoli’s house, and amoli has her pillows and favorite stuffed animals at jieun’s. the both of them have keys to the others house, so sometimes they are over at each other’s houses when the other isn’t!

a basic female friendship with lots of pda and comfortable(ness)!!!

jin

ken introduced the two of them! amoli honestly felt very overwhelmed the first time they met, but as time passed she got very comfortable and used to it.

closest in age compared to all of amoli’s friends.

jin is a very energetic person, meanwhile amoli is very introverted and shy. with polar personalities, they mix really well together.

jin is usually beside amoli, urging her to do something (i.e. do a dance in front of an audience, tell her joke to the mcs, etc.). he’s very patient with her and encouraging, just a great friend.

amoli sometimes makes guest appearances on eat jin! some of these guest appearances are because the both of them went out to eat together, or that one of them were in the others dressing room!

jin is a very kind and sweet man to amoli, he has his boundaries with her and helps her whenever she is uncomfortable—he’s very good at knowing when that happens and how to get her out of it.

ken

during an awards show back in 2014, amoli was having an anxiety attack in her dressing room, after shooing away all of her managers and makeup artists, jaehwan came in by mistake. he easily calmed her down, and now the two have a nice emotional bond.

the two have many fan stages together, as well as many lunches and parties that they post about on their personal social media. their voices blend very well together, so he is on many of her albums in some way.

he likes to invite her to places and take her out, and she agrees as long as she decides which restaurant they go to (it ends up usually being a family owned thai place or an american styled place), he happily agrees!

speak such trash about one another. amoli is usually that friend that is grumpy and you have to drag her to places, and whenever she speaks about you she seems disgruntled even though she cares deeply. but ken doesn’t just let that shit slide or laugh it off, he actually embarrasses her, says something that makes her cold facade flop, etc

she punches and hits the shit out of him and he’s pretty cool with it. amoli may have some muscle, but she is not very strong (sadly), so jaehwan will say something annoying and she will just hit the fuck out of his arm and he just laughs it off.

it’s kind of a silly relationship, like a brother-sister one, considering they love being themselves around each other as well as know how to make each other comfortable and happy!!

luna

met easily considering the two debuted around the same time in two very large companies. while amoli was still in a girl group, she would go onto many talk shows alongside other idol groups of the same genre, age, or debut time. over time, the two got used to each other’s presence and naturally produced a friendship.

back in 2010, the two of them hung out constantly. they would eat lunch with each other and sit next to one another. stan twt now likes looking back at old paparazzi photos of them and interviews/shows that include the both of them

is considered a very popular friendship that dates back for a little while, so there are many videos and compilations of either just the two of them hanging out, talking about one another, teasing each other, etc

sunyoung is, just like all of amoli’s other friends, a more friendly and louder person. because of this, she is one of the main reasons why amoli has made many friends with personalities similar to her because she knows how to handle a person like sunyoung!

the two of them, as aforementioned, have many photos of the two of them hanging out that it is an ongoing joke that both sunyoung and amoli are married—making them the wealthiest couple of all time!! soon variety shows picked up on it and it was only a matter of time before everyone would refer to one or the other girls as their wife.

sunyoung knows amoli like the back of her hand, and because of this, she is a very large support system to amoli—and vice versa. the two have a large trusting system that is built on many personal secrets they had told one another.

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shownu

(y’all fucking saw this one coming)

they met through jyp, and amoli actually had hyunwoo as a backup dancer for many of her comebacks before his departure from the entertainment company.

they don’t hang out much anymore because of conflicting schedules and much different work environments, but the two will always speak fondly of each other. plus it’s fun as a fan to find videos of the two dancing (very well) together.

hyelim

the two were the closest when it came to all of the members from wonder girls. the couple were sort of forced to hang out together considering mnt2b (amoli’s old group) and wonder girls had many promotions and advertisements together as “sister groups”

characters: hera, big bang

summary: when bigbang is sitting alone, katie knows she has to be around them

requested by: nah bih no one

warnings: um suggestive(?) material (not really) towards the end

hera is an original girl group

December 2, 2015

The arena was overwhelmingly loud, fans screaming for their favorite group to notice them as they held up signs of encouragement and cut-outs of idol’s faces. Even if barely anyone was there, the fans still yelled until their lungs and throats would give out.

HERA was one of the only girl groups to arrive yet, they always preferred to be early, and as they walked around the tables and in between the seats, they spotted the only other groups there.

BigBang never cared about the time, they were lucky enough to be punctual and not fashionably late, but they arrived earlier than usual after dinner didn’t drag on for too long. All five of the men were giggling, around themselves was near to nobody, and the senior group had never witnessed this before. Finding the situation funny, they looked around one another as they laughed.

Taeyang looked over his shoulder, seeing the seven lost girls. He, barely noticeably, double takes; turning back around in order to look at his groupmates as he leaned in with a smile on his face.

The grin could be here in his voice as he offhandedly mentioned how Korea’s #1 group was here, the words mainly directed at the tallest of the table, who’s attention was grasped by the words.

Seunghyun’s head lifted to see above Taeyang’s head, catching the leader of HERA guiding the rest of her group. He searched the faces, finally catching the one he was looking for.

“Katie!” Seunghyun rose his hand lightly, waving it just a tad in order to catch the tall girl’s attention.

Katie’s feet hurt, and she had a slight headache from drinking with Bohui last night, the pain would worsen over time as the yelling from fans got even louder and because of the performance that they had to do in two hours. She huffed, hoping Beatrice would find a nice table for them faster, the heels were already digging into her toes.

Over all of the screaming and background music, she heard a deep voice call out her name. Turning her head towards the pack of people that held up HERA signs in the audience to see if a fan yelled out her name, she was met with the shock of both feminine and masculine faces, all in which were squealing because they were noticed by the main rapper. Katie rose her hand to wave at her fans before hearing the deep voice again, she decided to finally follow where the noise was coming from. As she locked eyes with the waving man, a huge smile spread on her face so far it could have split her head in half. Feeling a soft tug on her dress, Katie looked down at the opposed, who’s voice ran out in a gentle lilt.

“Unnie, are you going to sit down?”

Xiana, and the rest of HERA, were finally sitting down and looking at Katie, awaiting her arrival to the table.

“Can we not sit with them?” Katie spoke softly, as if they would say no if she went any higher.

Lifting up her hand, she pointed at the male group, who were all now staring at HERA to see if they would come over.

As the six girls followed her pointer finger, they met eyes with BigBang who were smiling as if to chide them over.

Beatrice grinned, opening her mouth to happily say ‘of course’ before being interrupted by Bohui who spoke in a hushed rush.

“Seungri-oppa!” Bohui said, all of HERA was more comfortable calling him by his stage name rather than his real one in order to avoid confusion between him and TOP.

She stood, gathering her purse and heels that she decided to take off in order to soothe the ache in her toes, as she weeded her way in between the tables, slowly but steadily. Seungri met her halfway, giving her a tight and short squeeze before leading her over to the table and letting her sit in his chair. He grabbed two more chairs, placing the both of them beside Bohui and sitting down in one of them.

The rest of the male members followed suit, grabbing one or two chairs to place them beside their original chair for the girls to sit. Katie was quick to sit next to Seunghyun as Seongmi followed, sitting beside her and Taeyang.

After all of them sat down, the conversation began. It was steady as more groups began to flood in, every now and then a member stopped talking to say hi to a fellow idol. They all mostly talked about how everything was going, catching up, speaking of moments that the public hadn’t known as they grew comfortable in their positions.

Bohui was in the midst of telling a story, the time in which she was dancing and her shoe fell off into the crowd, when Seongmi looked down to see Seunghyun’s finger running steady circles on Katie’s hip, her other side pressed against him. Without turning her head, Seongmi looked forward at the screaming audience–and their many cameras. Moving her eyesight back to the opposing finger, Seongmi leaned her body over; hooking her arm around Katie’s chair, efficiently blocking the unknowingly public display of affection.

As time went by, Seongmi began to notice that the couple got even more daring. Sneaking in whispers, flirtations, winks, and that dreaded hand moved down to the side of her thigh.

They weren’t meaning to be so obvious, it just sort of happened after they got so comfortable around their friends–plus they were currently in a honeymoon phase, and haven’t seen each other in such a long time due to conflicting schedules. Seunghyun and Katie weren’t really a PDA heavy couple, but they were happy to see each other after going 3 weeks of no contact.

Seongmi turned her head over to her leader, hoping Bea would see the travesty that was about. When Beatrice leaned forward after laughing hard at Daesung’s joke, she caught eye contact with the 18-year-old. Seongmi brushed her lilac hair out of her face as she repeatedly pointed her gaze and head towards the couple, keeping her mouth in a thin, awkward line.

Bea followed her gaze, frowning deeply catching Seunghyun whispering something in Katie’s ear. Clearing her throat, Bea spoke loud enough for the table to hear.

“Seunghyun-oppa, I heard that you are preparing for your tenth anniversary? How are you guys gonna celebrate it?” She smiled. All she needed now was for TOP to get off of the oldest member is HERA, any other circumstance it would have been fine, but for now, all Byeol wanted was to protect Katie. She knew how much the tall girl despised attention, especially when it came to controversies.

“Of course! Obviously all five of us were thinking of writing a little piece for ourselves, and I’ve been working on this one project for awhile that I think would go great with the album, I just need to get it approved!” Seunghyun heaved out as he unwrapped his arm away from his girlfriend, leaning closer to the table with his hands out, ready to enunciate every word he says with a large smile on his face.

Seongmi let out a sigh of relief, falling back into her chair and getting comfortable after twenty minutes of awkward keeling towards Katie.

Beatrice smiled, settling down herself after solving yet another problem within two minutes, Bohui would call this occurrence the Beatrice Behavior, considering it has happened many times before–Bea solving a problem quickly, efficiently, and quietly before anything got out of hand.

Katie and Seunghyun didn’t even seem to care no longer touching as they got deeper into the conversation.

July 19, 2020 by C. Hong

Korean pop’s baby has all grown up! Margot is dating again, after finally confirming her relationship with Monsta X’s Wonho.

Recently, both Starship Entertainment and SM Entertainment finally mutually agreed on mentioning the two idol’s rumors of their relationship.

Starship was the first to comment, using their official Twitter profile to state the following statement (summarized): “…[Wonho] is free to be in a relationship with whomever he wants…[Margot and Wonho] have been seeing each other for quite some time with our own knowledge and careful eye…please support this blooming couple…!”

SM Entertainment will soon comment on the matter only 14 minutes after Starship’s confirmation. SM posted on both it’s official account as well as Margot’s personal and occupational account, making the following statement (summarized): “…both Wonho of Starship’s MONSTA X and [Margot]…are very fond of each other…plan on seeing each other as a couple…please give your full support!”

Soon, many K-Fans began to make comments on the Twitter posts and other platforms (English Translation provided by @/adorima):

Even as time passes, international fans are still making their own jokes about the matter!:

With their mixed, but mostly positive, reviews over the matter, hopefully both Margot and Wonho enjoy themselves as a couple and as friends!

A/N: y’all i’m a fuckin’ idiot lmao

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