I think going forward my activity here is going to be rather sporadic. Iām not sure how long it will run or if it will be indefinite. But what I do know is that most times when I come on here I find myself lacking joy and confidence in myself and my abilities. Perhaps itās just because Iām very biased about my opinions about Tumblr RP from many years of roleplaying, but regardless it still stands. Because itās made it very tough to be on here despite my absolute adoration for Ferdinand and the want to explore him more as a character and develop him. But itās been coming at the price of being depressed and feeling like a job more than a hobby.
So for the sake of myself, all blogs I run will be very sporadic with activity. I will probably also go through followers and drafts in order to make these blogs a happier place for myself. And this is honestly not a decision Iām making lightly. Itās something Iāve told myself I need to do for years now, so I think itās time to try and hold firm to things that will help me feel better and happier. Cause I love the friends Iāve made on here and the fun we share, but I also have to realize for myself that itās okay for me to step back and to make boundaries for my comfort.
That being said, Iāll probably edit my rules or just do little things here and there to make stuff more comfortable. And if that means anything drastic Iāll let you guys know! But seriously though, from the bottom of my heart thanks for everyone being so kind and patient with me.Ā ā”
















