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Iβve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? Itβs the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word βsuicide.β
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, βPass the URL of the blog on to us.β
5. Type in the userβs URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USERβS LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isnβt a joke, and neither is someoneβs life. If you didnβt know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
This post is old, but you are STILL ABLE TO GET AHOLD OF TUMBLR STAFF in an emergency: this just happened to me recently. All you have to do is email
[email protected]
and they will handle the situation for you.
Thanks for passing this along, guys!!
xo Kate
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One-shot. Angst. Fluff at the end. Tsundere. Get-Together. Jealousy.
Summary: Two weeks of extra credit chaos leads to one confession, one kiss, and a slow-burn no one saw coming.
Haunting My Heart
I sat quietly in the back of the room. I wasnβt in the mood to talk. Even to Sera whom I gotten a little closer to. The class was so boring, I almost nodded off until Professor LoveCraft said something out of the blue.
βOh yeah, since a lot of you students are.. not doing so great in your classes,β He started. I lifted my head up. Not because I was interested in the proposal he was about to make but because the way he started it off so abruptly was ear catching. βUs teachers decided to give you all an extra credit opportunity.β Some of the students gasped. I donβt blame them. My time here I realized a lot of these teachers are rather strict and rarely give out extra credit opportunities.
βYou have to participate in an upcoming play. It doesnβt matter if youβre acting in it, helping with the props, or simply handing out flyers. It all counts. Although if you do actβ you get more points.β He takes off his glasses and wiped them down with his microfiber cloth. He puts them back on and view our faces. He could tell the students wanted more information but I knew based on his expression he didnβt know more. Iβm guessing Ms Yaga was the one who really structured the idea. Ms Yaga wasnβt teaching today. She was probably doing something very important.
βWell, if you guys want more information go to the auditorium during lunch. Ahem. Back where we left off..β As he went back to the lesson, I looked at Sera.
βSo, you interested in this?β Iβm not sure why I asked herβ I guess to make conversationβ but I already knew her answer.
βNo.β I couldnβt care less either. Plays, props, flyers..it was all the same. Just another thing Iβd ignore until it went away.
We headed to the cafeteria and I saw familiar white hair boy sitting there. Ready to make my day.. something.. Annoying, probably. He always managed to be right where I least wanted him. As if he knew I was thinking about him, he spun around.
βHi Rev! Hi Sera! Did you hear about the extra credit opportunity?β I sit down, Sera following my actions.
βYeah, we did. Iβm not going to do it though.β I say waiting for what heβs going to say.
βAw, thatβs a bummer! Iβm going to do it, I already signed up for it!β
βHow did you get here before us then?β Sera asks.
βIβm just fast!β He says, bouncing a little in his chair, like he couldnβt keep the excitement in his body. Then his eyes wonder around the cafeteria. βI think your friend, Bella, is going to do it too! She wants to act in the play which gets you the most points. I might do the same!β
βSheβs not my friend.β I muttered automatically but he didnβt seem to acknowledge it. His gaze goes to Sera. Great his next target.
βSera, you should do it too! Itβll be so much fun!β He said with his puppy dog eyes. I frowned. I wonder why he didnβt beg me like he usually does.
Sera shrugged, expression unreadable as always. βSure. I donβt want to act though.β She says. I blinked at her surprised that her answer had changed.
Mark got super excited. βYou can just hand out the flyers! Iβll do it with you! Speaking of that, I already got a few in my pocket.β He reaches behind him and if anyone was sitting in front of him, it wouldβve looked like his was digging for gold. He was struggling to get it out. I laughed internally at that thought. He finally succeeded and hands a flyer to Sera and then look at me.
βI know you said you wouldnβt participate in it but you can still come and watch us!β He said with that familiar smile. I scrunched up my nose. I thought about it. I mean it couldnβt hurt. But then I remembered who was asking me.
βHard pass.β I looked the other way trying not to look at his face.
βBut itβs in 2 weeks! You shouldnβt have plans that far away. So itβll be a fun time consuming event. On top of that, youβre just sitting there.β He starts begging me like normal. I canβt think of a single time I actually went somewhere Mark wanted me to go. There was a time he wanted to eat somewhere else for lunch but I never showed up. I will never admit it to anyone but that was an oddly lonely lunch. I snatched the flyer out of his hand which surprised him and Sera. The bell screamed which made me sigh in relief. I stood up and headed to my next class. I took a brief stop at my locker to grab some things when a whole bunch of flyers fell out of it as it opened. I guess Mark made sure I would get a flyer..
As the days went by it just felt so weird. Mainly because Mark was absent. There were times Sera was busy handing out flyers too but Mark.. I hadnβt seen him besides at night in the dorm. And even then heβs too busy practicing his parts of the play. I didnβt say anything. I couldnβt show that I cared for that annoying dork. The next day I stared at Bella.
βIs there something on my face?β She questions guiding her finger on it making sure there really wasnβt.
βNo. I just.. uh,β I stammered my words βWhatβs the play about?β Bellaβs eyes widen. She was at a lost for words.
βYou are actually considering participating? You better hurry in sign uββ
βNo! Itβs just.. I might watch the play and Iβm just curious what itβs about. I mean it must be a big play because a frieβ uh roomate.. of mine.. theyβre constantly practicing.β I managed to get out. Bella looked confused but put her hand up ready to give an explanation.
βWell, the play isnβt really all huge. Itβs rather easy to remember because itβs pretty short. Thereβs only 6 characters in the whole thing. Itβs about forbidden love. I play the mother of the male love interest.β She rambled. Forbidden love? I wonder what role Mark had gotten.
My curiosity got the better of me and I mumbled, βIs there um a, yβknow, kiss scene?β I felt heat rise up. Why did I ask that? My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a βyeahβ but from her mouth. βWait WHAT?β I said louder than I meant to and I looked over to see Ms. Yaga ready to grab her staff and turn me into a frog. Sweat ran down my forehead. When she finally went back to teaching I looked back over to Bella.
βWhoβs kissing?β I frantically whispered. Her brow raised.
βWhy do you care so much? I mean itβs just a play.β She stated but I ignored her question.
βIs there a white haired boy whoβs kissing?β
βMark Dracula? Yeah I play his mother. I canβt recall the love interest actual name though.β My mouth hung open. I couldnβt believe what I was hearing. Mark was going to kiss someone? For extra credit? Thatβs insane. I shift in my seat, no longer facing the left where Bella was sitting. I paid little attention to class. My mind was on Mark. I donβt know why.. I donβt know why I care so much in the first place. Who cares if heβs busy? Who cares if heβs going to kiss someone else. Heβs just someone who gets on my nerves.
During lunch instead of going my usual spot, I head over to the auditorium. I peek through the doors and scanned the room. I was looking for a particular person. But I couldnβt find the face I was looking for. I sat there in confusion until I felt an object touch my back. I spin around to see a large tree. Mark peeked around.
βRev? Sorry, I didnβt see you there buddy. But what are you doing here?β I stared at him thinking of a lie to tell. But I was too late because I saw Mark smirk. βYou could have signed up if you were going to miss me.β He chuckles but I sat there in disbelief. βIβm just kidding! But I really do have to go, lunch will end soon!β He walked past me and I sat there. That moron was teasing me! I scoffed and turned around to Sera standing there.
βJeez, Sera! You scared me!β Sera eyes looked at me then to the door and then back at me. β.. you saw that didnβt you..β I sigh.
βYep.β She replied. I sat there thinking of what to say to kill the awkwardness.
βWhat are you doing here?β My stomach knotted as her silence dragged on. She let the pause stretch, deliberately or not, building suspense until I thought Iβd explode.
βI just need more flyers. I saw the jocks crumble some flyers on the wall.β She said monotone as usual.
βWhat jerks. Anyways, Iβll see you tomorrow, doesnβt seem like weβll have time to go back to the cafeteria.β I said ready to bolt.
βYeah.β She walked past me and pushed the doors open allowing me to see Mark and another student on stage. Their faces were so close to each other. But before I could see anything else, the doors closed. Why did my chest twist like that? Why did my heart ache like it wanted to burst into the room, while my pride chained my feet to the floor?
What is wrong with me?
I walk away and got lost in my thoughts. I went to my locker and sat there for the remainder of lunch. Markβs locker was right next to mines and normally I would groan at the fact and cursing my bad luck but this time, it was a good opportunity to talk to him. The bell screamed and I sat there waiting for him to arrive. I soon see him but he was with 2 other people I didnβt recognize.
I turned around so he wouldnβt think I was waiting for him. I waited for him to say the usual βHey, buddy!β But nothing. I glance over to see him too busy talking with his friends while he subconsciously opened his locker.
I took a deep breath and faced him. . βHeyβMarkβ¦β
He didnβt even hear me.
I cleared my throat. Louder this time. βMark!β
He jumped slightly, gave me a quick smile, then spun to face everyone else. βOh! Did you guys see Bellaβs costume idea? Itβs amazing! You guys have to check it out!β
I felt my stomach twist. That stupid grin. Those excited gestures. All of it directed at someone else, as if I didnβt exist.
βOkay then..β I muttered under my breath, pressing my hands into my pockets.
He glanced briefly back in my direction. Maybe he saw me, maybe he didnβt. His attention returning to the group, laughing at some joke I couldnβt hear.
Many days later, it was the big day. As soon as school ended it was supposed to happen. Bella was more locked in than normal. She got all her work done so she could reread the script. In the next class, I asked Sera if she was going to watch the play and she said yes. It seemed like most people were. Time was going by so fast, next thing I knew I was in my last class and things were rapping up. The students were talking about the play and asking each other if they wanted to tag along to see it. The bell finally screamed and everyone left the room. I lingered behind. There was still 15 minutes before the play would officially start. I looked down at the flyer. The flyer Mark had given to me.
Finally I shook my head, βNo..β I crumbled the paper like it was nothing.
I dropped the crumpled flyer into the trash by the door. It was swallowed up by gum wrappers and pencil shavings. Just like that, I was out.
My feet carried me through the hall, slower than usual. Everyone else had already cleared out, probably cramming into the auditorium, wired with energy.
I told myself I didnβt care that Bella was on stage. I didnβt care that Sera was in the audience. And I didnβt care that Mark was going to kiss someone for the whole school to see.
Except I did. Every corner I took, I saw flyers that reminded me that I couldβve been apart of it or at the very least, couldβve seen the play.
But then I passed by the auditorium doors. The muffled sound of voices, laughter, and stage crew rushing around leaked out. For a second, I froze there, hand hovering over the handle, heartbeat pounding.
All I had to do was push it open. Just one step, and Iβd be inside. I sigh and continued walking.
I went to the rooftop. It was the only place I could get away even if it wasnβt literal. No posters, laughter, no Mark.. just silence. I clenched my fists. βStupid. Heβs not thinking about you.β The wind tugged at my hair. Somewhere behind me, the rooftop door creaked open. I didnβt bother turning around at first. I figured it was just a janitor, or maybe a couple students sneaking out to kill time. But then I heard his voice.
βRev?β
My heart jumped into my throat.
Of course it was him.
I turn back around hoping he didnβt see the mix emotions on my face. His voice was not his normal, chipper, tone.
βShouldnβt you be, yβknow, on stage?β
βMy part doesnβt come until later. Iβ¦ I had time. So I came looking for you.β
βLooking for me?β The words slipped out sharper than I meant. I finally turned back around and locked eyes with him. His bright red eyes.
Mark stepped closer, his shoes scuffing against the roof. βYeah. I noticed you werenβt in the crowd.β He rubbed the back of his neck.
I scoffed,βOf course you did, you weirdo.β
But he just stared in silence. He then moves closer and I thank the fact he lacks warmth otherwise I would be freaking out. I wanted to shove him away but a part of me didnβt move.
βYouβve beenβ¦ avoiding me lately,β Mark said, almost careful and nervous. βAnd if itβs because Iβve been too much, Iβm sorry. I donβt mean toββ
βStop.β My voice cracked, and I hated it. I turned my face away from him, staring at the fountain below. βYou donβt get it. You never get it.β
Mark blinked, startled. ββ¦Then make me get it.β
My breath caught. But then I shook my head. βNobodyβs ever been all over me like this before!β In that moment I felt vulnerable.
Markβs eyes widened, like heβd just realized the weight of everything Iβd been holding in. βRevβ¦β
βI canβt be like everyone else! Like.. you. Iβm just.. different. I push people away.β My hands clenched into fists, nails digging into my palms. My chest burned with a mix of embarrassment and something else I didnβt want to name. I looked back at him to see him smiling.
βIβm not going anywhere. You donβt have to do this alone.β Those words made me unwilling smile. Just like that he broke through my walls.
Before I knew what was happening, he was closing the distance, tilting his head toward mine. His lips met mine.
It was brief but enough to shatter the last bit of control I thought I had. My knees went weak and my face burned so hot I thought it might melt. I wanted to push away, wanted to deny it, but I couldnβt. I liked Mark Dracula. I kissed him back before he could pull away, showing him that I didnβt want him to stop.
It went on for a few more moments before we pulled away. I refused to look him in the eyes. His hand suddenly reached out for mine.
βRev, do you want to go back to the auditorium with me and watch me perform?β His touch felt amazing. I looked up at him and couldnβt say no. I was done saying no to him.
βYes. I would really like that.β He smiled so wide that I saw his fangs. He then proceeded to drag me gently towards the door.
We got to the auditorium and Mark went to the side to go back stage. Luckily, Sera was sitting in the back and I easily spotted her. I sat next to her and didnβt say a word. I didnβt want to cause a disruption and frankly I was too busy thinking about what had happened only a few minutes before. Mark and I had kissed.
Sera turned my way. βYou okay?β She questions. I smile.
βYeah, Iβm okay.β And then my attention went to the stage. I saw Mark there acting out his parts. But then him and the other student started to get close. I forgot about the kiss they were going to share. I grumble lowly but then to my surprise, Mark gave them a hug instead.
βI will always love you. Even if we are different. Even if the universe doesnβt want us to be together. I will love you forever.β He looked into the crowd and we made eye contact. He always managed to find me in crowds. He smiles gently. And I return the smile.
After, I felt 2 pairs of eyes staring at me. Sera gave me a look. βWait..β But before she could continue, the crowd erupted into applause and cheers.
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authors note: this took all day and the word count is only 4,020 words. I donβt know how people can write much more. I SUCK at writing one-shots. Iβm more of an imagine and headcanon writer. Anyways, hopefully you guys enjoyed I tried my best.
Just a little participation of mine about the recent episode of FNAF Chronicles before the next one appears πβ¨οΈ
β οΈ SPOILERS! β οΈ
I actually stayed up and watched the rest of Season 2 like.. a few days ago cause I was in heavy denial about Season 1 still, and then this happened, and then I had to close the laptop and go tf to bed cause.. oh my gods Davis is going THROUGH IT π
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cried over mike and what he and his character means to me like what the fucccckkk man this guy is exactly what i needed at the time. dont wanna get personal but he means so fucking much to me man i wish i was joking
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