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forever in my heart

the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both

In another universe the boys weren’t overworked, in another universe the boys were protected from older women and the media. in another universe maybe zayn stayed. in another universe the boys reconciled. in another universe they remained brothers until they were old and gray. in another universe liam recovered and found peace.

THEY!!!! WERE!!!!! JUST !!!!! FIVE !!!!!!! TERRIBLE !!!!! DANCERS!!!!! WHO!!!!!!!! DESERVED!!!!!!! THE !!!!!!! WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

girlhood is sitting in the dark in the middle of the night crying to 1D songs.

not to be fake deep but one direction is the greatest band in the history of the world

seeing all these memorials and it still doesn't seem real that he's gone. it's odd because he's not someone we saw everyday or even ever physically. but there was always this reassurance that he was alive out there somewhere doing something. we'd see him through our phones from time to time but he was there. and now he's just not. we'll never see him grow, get better, see him grow old, live his life, there'll be no more music and no more liam in our phones popping up somewhere in the world. and it just feels so unbelievable. that he's gone. that he's really gone.

seeing so many people who haven’t been here for a while . we’re all family and will always be . what we got to experience is rare and precious . hope time will allow us to look back at it with joy and peace again . hugging all of you tight