coco

slit my throat and drink the blood (flirting)

every time i remember that other people exist around him- breathing his air, looking in his direction, anything- i wanna bang my head against concrete

when richard siken said "he was pointing at the moon but i was looking at his hand" i had no choice but to go crazy with longing

what is personal space? i'm tryna live IN you tf

every time you send a dry text or you take 5 hours to respond it feels like your hand is being plunged into my bare chest and ripping my heart out, and if i were to say this out loud i would be being “manipulative” and “dramatic” but it actually feels like i’m dying. it feels like i’m being physically hurt, but of course i still run after you because who would i be without you? i would have nothing to live for, no one to obsessively think about and adore. i would have no one to be completely and whole heartedly in love with, and being absolutely infatuated with you is the worst pain i’ve felt in my life but i wouldn’t change it for a second. you are the worst and best thing that’s ever happened to me but goddamn it i wouldn’t be here without you. i owe everything to you, i fucking adore you my beloved.

I want someone to obsess over me too. Stalk my social medias check my likes and replies. Secretly try to get close to me. It’s so romantic

Do you think about me? Does your mind wander off in daydreams of us together? Do you get reminders of me in everything you see? Do I haunt your every thought? Do I make you feel obsessed? Do you feel crazy about me, the same way I feel crazy about you? I need to know. Is it just me?

i want to be the only thing you think about. the fact that you can think about others...it enrages me.

Treat me like a piece of art, build me up, tear me apart, and do whatever you can until I am finally the perfect image for you. I am nothing if I am not the person you’re meant to love.