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Loki: a character study
Got any life advice?
yep
cheat in solitaire.
listen to the world.
make up your own gods and pray to them.
think about chuck e cheese.
stare at a wall.
don't take yourself too seriously. if you're playing solitaire, a game against yourself, there's no harm in making it easier for yourself.
i got my hearing aides today, and it astounds me what people don't talk about. they talk about the sound of the rain, or a creaky door, but not the sound of pouring milk in a glass, or the sound of a hedgehog eating, or the sound of carbonation.
genuinely just. make up your own explanation for the universe. i make up gods on the daily to explain the little things, and when im hurt or need help, i toss a prayer out into the universe. they're not real, i know that, but they're a good scapegoat for my problems.
it doesn't have to be chuck e cheese, just somewhere that brought you joy as a kid. somewhere you felt unbridled joy. someplace childhood felt potent, where you let yourself be a kid.
sometimes you just gotta let yourself go braindead. staring at a wall helps.
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I KNOW that TMA is a tragedy, but I think Jon deserved to see the Admiral being 40 foot tall and living his best life in the post-apocalyptic wasteland :(
poetry recs
okay so iâm finally doing this because i have put it off for too long now and itâs literally been weighing on my conscience. iâm modeling it after emmaâs rec list, which is amazing, and you should definitely check out. also like i know the line between established and online poets can be kind of blurred but iâm gonna do my best. alright here we go.
ESTABLISHED POETS
richard siken: little beast, scheherazade, snow and dirty rain, litany in which certain things are crossed out, war of the foxes, landscape with a blur of conquerors, seaside improvisation, the language of the birds, saying your names
margaret atwood: helen of troy does counter dancing, quattrocento, the saints, they are hostile nations, the poet has come back
pablo neruda: sonnet xvii, sonnet xvi, the queen, ode to a cluster of violets, september 8th
jeanann verlee: finally i allow him the pen, polyamory, with knives, lessons on loving a prophet
jeannine hall gailey: the little mermaid has no regrets, she justifies running away, introduction to the body in fairy tales, the secret life of the forest, when the princess becomes the prophet, okay, ophelia
sylvia plath: lady lazarus, three women, the jailer, fever 103°, electra on azalea path
mary oliver: a settlement, wild geese, in blackwater woods
INTERNET POETS
azra.t (5000letters): take me to church, howl, prideful of lions, whale song, these wrists, these eyes, these praying hands, no grave can hold my body down
caitlyn siehl (alonesomes): a list of facts dressed up as a poem, start here, spectacular bodies, four in the morning, haunting, a prayer
ashe vernon (latenightcornerstone): backwash, profane, anatomy of a relapse, i didnât speak at the funeral
madeleine christie (vespairs): letters to an insomniac, pandora absolved, the man of twists and turns, to be/not to be, the nature of living, girl/gone
a. davida jane (wefragilehumans): salt, non est, halfway into the lake, arbores, apollo 11, the house of pindar, a study in restoration
darshana suresh (afterthelonely): oblivion, overcrowded thoughts & overwhelming time, the love story, growth
emma bosacki (agooduniverse/daedalians): lunar observation, when my mother tells me that my grandmother finally knows, creature map, the times where i want to touch you but do not touch you, easy terror or love that sounds the same, schism, split, a hillside, a schoolyard at dusk, eurydice speech
clementine von radics (clementinevonradics): kim kardashian redux, for teenage girls with wild ambition and trembling hearts, all thatâs left to tell
POEMS
bob hicok, other lives and dimensions and finally a love poem
danez smith, tonight in oakland
catie rosemurgy, peach
kirsten uhde, for her
michael ondaatje, the cinnamon peeler
blythe baird, theories about the universe
yasmin belkhyr, fishtails by the sycamore tree
frank oâhara, mediations in an emergency
ocean vuong, torso of air
warsan shire, and were you being good to yourself?
marty mcconnell, zoo
t.s. eliot, the love song of j. alfred prufrockÂ
suji kwock kim, monologue for an onion
jorge luis borges, two labyrinths
ilse bendorf, catch a body
shinji moon, i love you
kristina haynes, i donât know how to make a poem out of this
au where after the apocalypse jmart become tiktok famous and nothing hurts
YOI Fic Rec Masterlist!
Other lists:Â
My fics: http://livixbobbiex.tumblr.com/post/163907091107/list-of-my-yoi-fanfics Mpreg: http://livixbobbiex.tumblr.com/post/163715334512/viktuuri-mpreg-fic-rec-list  Lesser known fics: http://livixbobbiex.tumblr.com/post/162548629092/lesser-known-fanfic-rec-listÂ
Unwritten â Kaizuka
Soulmates AU where whatever you write on your own skin appears on your soulmate, but when there is a language barrier, meeting becomes just a little more difficult than it should be.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8293714/chapters/18997870
Until My Feet Bleed And My Heart Aches â Reiya
ââŚOf all the rivalries in the world of sports over the years, perhaps none has become so legendary as that of Russian figure skater Viktor Nikiforov and his rival, Japanese Yuuri KatsukiâŚâ
A single event changes the course of Yuuriâs life, throwing him into a bitter rivalry with Viktor Nikiforov that spans across his entire skating career. But as the years go on, rivalry and hatred begin to develop into something very different and Yuuri doesnât seem to be able to stay away, no matter how hard he tries.
Hatred and love are two sides of the same coin and even though everything changes, some things are still meant to be.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8748484/chapters/20055247
Of Bright Stars And Burning Hearts â Reiya
Viktor doesnât remember the first time he met Yuuri Katsuki.
This however, is what Viktor does rememberâŚ
 Part 2 of the Rivals series and companion fic to âUntil My Feet Bleed and My Heart Achesâ. One small change alters the course of both Viktor and Yuuriâs entire lives, throwing them into a bitter rivalry that spans across many years and creates a world where they both tell a very different side to the story.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10450500/chapters/23069073
You Canât Plan For Everything â RivDeV
Yuuri forgets that he has a scheduled heat coming up until itâs just a couple weeks away. He scrambles to get everything ready in time, including deciding whether heâll spend it alone or with someone. Victor only wants to help.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8799475/chapters/20173651
On My Love â RikoJasmine
For the second time, the Sochi Grand Prix Finals arrive, and with it a reborn Yuuri Katsuki. âViktor,â Yuuri thinks over the pounding of his heart, the crowd going silent as the music begins. âIâll show the world what you meant to me.â
Yuuri often thinks of his life as Before and After Viktor Nikiforov, the marking point being the day Viktor swept into his life and turned his world upside-down. After many years together, an accident leads to Yuuri suddenly waking up in the Beforeâback in Detroit, before the GPF, before he ever knew Viktor as anything other than his childhood idol.
As if it had all been just a dream.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8577016/chapters/19665139
 Winter Song â Proantagonist
The set of Yuuriâs mouth softened into a private smile as Victor squeezed his knee beneath the table. His hands were bare, free from the gloves he so often wore when they were together on the rink, and the heat of his palm burned straight through the denim of Yuuriâs jeans. He slipped his own hand beneath the table and found Victorâs. Hidden from sight, their fingers began to flirt and play. A secret conversation all their own that needed no words.
Yuuri was aware that at some pointâa moment in time he couldnât quite placeâVictor had become his boyfriend.
There wasnât a single instant when it happened. It was a slow awareness, as if Victor had silently been asking the question for months now, and Yuuri had been giving him the answer a little more with each passing day.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8596987/chapters/19715377
Victor Effing Nikiforov âshysweetthing
AU in which Yuuri still doesnât remember the banquet, somehow doesnât blow Japanese Nationals, runs into Victor at the World Championships, and has absolutely no idea why his idol is suddenly friendly and incredibly handsy.
Does Yuuri care about his reasons? No. Itâs Victor Effing Nikiforov.
Basically this is an excuse for total fluff. And porn. And shit-talking with bonus smut. (Edited for accuracy.) Happy birthday, Victor.
~~
Victor turned back to him, supernova smile in place once more. âI really, really like you. Promise youâll still dance with me at the banquet if you take gold this time around.â
Yuuri stared at the man. He looked at their entwined handsâhe hadnât wanted to pull awayâand their thighs, pressed together despite there being plenty of room in the backseat of the cab. That scent of Victorâs cologneâjust a dab, lightly applied somewhere on his neckâswirled around him. This was too real to be a dream, too physical for him to have imagined it.
âIâm sorry,â Yuuri said slowly. âButâŚhave we talked before?â
https://archiveofourown.org/works/9052504
I know my madness â astoryaboutwar
Itâs hardly a secret that Victor Nikiforov is a massive player.
(In which Yuuri doesnât blow the Grand Prix Finals the first time round, does blow Victor, and everything changes but ends up the same.)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/8635321
Katsuki_fc Wrote â tetsurashian
Just because Yuuri isnât big on social media, doesnât mean his fans arenât.
(aka a social media fic)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8695081/chapters/19936426
Centripetal Force â Braveten
Victor speaks seven languages.
(Physics isnât one of them.)
Luckily, though, he ends up rooming with his antithesis: a shy, black-haired boy who just so happens to be a physics major.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9534413/chapters/21559400
Maelstorm â Feelslikefire
Victor Nikiforov is poised to win gold in his fifth consecutive Grand Prix Final. He has the world at his feet, is unparalleled in the sportâright up until a snowstorm blows into Sochi, and he finds himself repeating the same day over and over and over. He stumbles over Yuuri Katsuki, and everything changes.
(Or, the time loop au. Loosely based on Groundhog Day.)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8734612/chapters/20024818
Omerta â Kashoku
Minako had said he was a blessing - that his pockets were deep and Yuuri was lucky to have caught his eye.
But Viktor Nikiforov was a curse, and Yuuri finds himself trapped in a world of blood and death where it takes violence to mend what is broken.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8918152/chapters/20427895
Shared Gravity âPhoenixwaller
Yuri Katsuki doesnât advertise his alpha status, in fact heâd rather it be relatively unknown. He feels that heâs never fit the stereotype, and is much happier blending into the background. However, much to his dismay, his alpha instincts are awakened one summer morning.
At first heâs angry, believing that his new coach, Victor Nikiforov, has brought back an omega in heat for a day of passion. But when he intrudes to order the couple to a safer location he learns the truth. Victor, the most decorated male figure skater ever, has his own secret.
From there an inexplicable gravity grows between them, their shared secrets pulling them together in ways that both learn to cherish.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9727733/chapters/21930794
Nerve Endings â Phyona
When Yuuri moves in with Victor in St. Petersburg, they have to work through Yuuriâs anxiety and Victorâs secrets to find their balance.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9001282/chapters/20554537
Call Everything On The Ice⌠- shysweetthing
Victor learns Japanese while in Hasetsu. He doesnât tell Yuuri, and things get dicey when he overhears Yuuri and Mari talking about him in Japanese. Repeatedly.
(The subtitle of this fic should be: Victor Nikiforov really needs a hug. Luckily, he gets one. Eventually.)
~~~
âNo,â Victor says, skating up to Yuuri on the ice, âyou have to push all the way from here, or youâll never get the height you need for that axel.â He sets his hand on Yuuriâs ass, tracing the muscle group heâs referring to. âNot here.â He taps Yuuriâs thigh. He doesnât know the words for the muscles in English, only knows how to show him.
Yes, technically heâs grabbing Yuuriâs ass, but how else is he to communicate?
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9654452/chapters/21811016
When ice melts in the snow (thatâs when youâll love me) â lilithiumwords
Katsuki Yuuri is the worst incubus in the Underworld. Viktor Nikiforov is his human target.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8770939/chapters/20105086
Please Have Mercy On Me â all_those_big_ass_trees
Viktorâs been living with Yuuri for a month now, but Yuuri is still not used to him. But Viktor is a good teacher, and Yuuri is a good student. *This fic is basically about the development of their relationship with each other which begins as a crazy crush then turns into something serious, something real. Sooner or later, they have to deal with problems as well. Angst, fluff, and porn⌠lot of porn.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8808781/chapters/20196931
My Name On Your Lips â Feelslikefire
Yuuri Katsuki has been betrothed to the High Kingâs son, Victor, since he was just a child; furthermore, as an omega, heâs forbidden from practicing magic in combat. For years, heâs been able to put off the former because the Prince was traveling abroad, and gotten around the latter by practicing with his mentor in secret.
Now Victor Nikiforov has finally returned home, and Yuuri is being summoned to the capital for their wedding. He needs a plan to put off marriage long enough to find a way to break the betrothal, while keeping his practicing from being discovered.
If only the Prince didnât have other ideas.
(Or, the swords-and-sorcery arranged marriage AU. Updates weekly.)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9406391/chapters/21293999
Twenty-Five Hours - olizzybennetoÂ
In which Yuuri spends a 25 hour flight next to Victor Nikiforov, skating legend, and feels it might simultaneously be the best and worst thing that has ever happened to him.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9677486/chapters/21856832
All Eyes on Me - Kizuna_AuriÂ
Yuuri, under the username of Eros, is a size queen omega who most certainly does not have an obsession with fellow camboy and legendary silver-haired alpha Aria. Just like Phichit is not the most meddlesome roommate known to man.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10611891/chapters/23466588
The Boyfriend Experience - CryingoverspilledvodkaÂ
Katsuki Yuuri is an accomplished escort at 23, operating under the pseudonym Eros, in Detroit. When one of his favourite clients sets him up with none other than world-renowned figure skater Victor Nikiforov, the delicate balance between Yuuriâs personal and professional life teeters ever closer towards ruin.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9285461/chapters/21042680
For The Camera - Noon30ishÂ
In which Yuuri becomes a pornstar and is âtrainingâ under the one and only, the Living Legend, Vitya.
Or the fic where, for Yuuri, sex comes first and love comes after.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10206422/chapters/22653293
The âRealâ Viktor Nikiforov - thishasbeencaryÂ
So, fine, maybe Yuuriâs a little bored and lonely when he likes a dating profile claiming to be Viktor Nikiforov. And, maybe, heâs a little pathetic when he gets excited when the account messages him almost immediately after. And, heâs definitely stupid for falling in love with someone pretending to be his idol, but he canât help it. Itâs not like itâs the real Viktor Nikiforov, anyway. He knows someone is catfishing him, but he still falls ridiculously in love.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10315007/chapters/22807862
Shape Of You - ViktorBunnyÂ
Yuri is moving to St. Petersburg and Victor is far too excited to show him everything and spoil his Katsudon on his home turf.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9429881/chapters/21340928
An Intangible Force of Motion - doeinstinctÂ
The new season is in full-swing, and Viktor is realizing just how much work it is to coach and compete, but the exhilaration is worth it. The pain in his leg is probably just from overworking. Probably. (Or the post-season one continuation fic no one really asked for.)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9153136/chapters/20793226
Beyond The Blue Horizon - HikarisDream
It was perfect. There was no music, no sound whatsoever, only Yuuri, dancing in front of him, toes sinking into the deliciously soft carpet, his movements fluent even off the ice and his eyes sparkling while he tried to show to Victor what his words had lacked to convey, making him hear the melody with his eyes while he watched every small gesture, every delicate step. It was all there on open display; their love unfolding for everyone to see.
Victor Nikiforov is back in competitive skating with Yuuri finally meeting him on the same ice. Victuuri. Post-Canon. BoyxBoy Rated M for smut. Lots of Fluff
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9186470/chapters/20850245
Like A Fairytale - lucycamuiÂ
In which Prince Victor gets swept off his feet at a royal banquet and will go to any length to find his 'Cinderellaâ Yuuri. (And Phichit is the fairy godmother who has no idea what heâs doing).
âThe crown prince of the Nikiforov kingdom, infatuated with a mystery pastry chef heâs only just met. This is exactly the kind of scandalous love story my life has been missing⌠So, whatâs he look like? What exactly is Prince Victorâs type?â
ââŚSweet.â
âWell, he does make pastries.â
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9373529/chapters/21220337
Update: 12th May 2017
No Less Unthinkable - rageprufrockÂ
In which Katsuki Yuuri fights a losing battle with chronic anxiety, the quadruple Salchow, and his own judgment four drinks in â but wins the war.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9643403/chapters/21786299
The Next Level - Azriona
So this is being engaged to a fellow skater: itâs trying to figure out whose sweats are whose, writing competition dates on the calendar in different colored pens, late-night arguments over sequins versus feathers, running out of the really good foot plasters after the shops have closed for the night.
The skating season continues (as skating seasons are wont to do), while Victor and Yuuri negotiate the shifts in their relationship, their careers, and their home rink.
Sometimes, things even go as planned.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10599636/chapters/23434005
blood is thicker than - icanhinatashouyoutheworldÂ
âYou might be Yuriâs biological parent, Mr. Nikiforov. But Iâm his father. If Yuri wants to go with you, thatâs one thing,â Yuuri Katsukiâs voice flows quiet and dangerous into the room âbut if he doesnât, donât think that youâre taking my child away from home,â
Or: Victor Nikiforov finds out he has a son. He wants full custody.
Katsuki Yuuri isnât going to give up his child that easily.
Or: Victor and Yuuri fight a custody battle for Yurio. Shit happens.
Or: Yuri Plisetsky starts with one parent, and ends up with two.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10335053/chapters/22845206
Stimulating Conversation - threerings
Yuuri is determined to get to the bottom of why Victor keeps flirting with him. This leads to a conversation. With alcohol.
âBesides,â said Victor. âMaybe if I get you drunk I can learn some of your secrets.â Yuuri coughed as he swallowed. âMy secrets?â
 âYes. The secrets of the mysterious Katsuki Yuuri, enigma of the figure skating world.â Yuuri nearly choked again at that.
He laughed and shook his head. âYou donât need to make fun of me.â
 âWhat? You are an enigma.â
 âSure.â
 âIâm not joking,â Victor assured. âNo one really knows what to make of you, Yuuri. Youâre so quiet most of the time and then other timesâŚâ Yuuri just looked at the other man as he trailed off. He shook his head and reached to pour them both more sake.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10794513/chapters/23943609
empty spaces between stars - astudyinrose
Victor gets just as drunk as Yuuri at the Sochi Banquet, and they disappear together after the dance-offs. They wake up the morning after with rings on their fingers, and pictures of them kissing after getting married the night before are all over the tabloids⌠but neither of them remembers a thing. They decide to stay married for a while for the sake of Victorâs sponsorships, and in exchange, Victor coaches Yuuri through nationalsâŚ
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10847568/chapters/24084063
Baby Blue Prince - Daughter of VayuÂ
When Viktor Nikiforov met Yuuri, he didnât know that cute guy with awful baby blue tie was actually a real life prince. The one with titles and such.
The Modern Royalty AU with Yuuri as Prince Cinnamon Roll.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10699002/chapters/23697102
Update: 3rd September 2017
Not Alone -Â DazzledGhosts
Katsuki Yuuri has been training alongside Victor in St. Petersburg for a while. He has been so careful for no one to know that heâs an omega. But while skating one day, Victor notices something different. Whatâs that smell coming from Yuuriâs neck? Without realizing it, he finds a scent suppressant patch on Yuuriâs neck and curiosity wins the better of him. He tugs and is hit directly with that smell of cardamom and honeysuckle.
Victor falls into his first ever rut. But not because Yuuri is an omega. But because the omega he is smelling is Yuuri. A story where secondary genders do not define you. Where Yuuri is strong despite everything that comes his way as a result of his omeganess. Where Victor strives to be the best alpha he can, but all he wants is to be Victor and Yuuri. Not Alpha and Omega.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10568586/chapters/23350941
"Be My Sex Coach, Victor!â -Â lucycamui
Yuuri Katsuki has always been his own worst critic, and a series of unfortunate short-lived relationships has him convinced that he flubs things more in the bedroom than out on the ice. So, of course it would turn out that the ridiculously charming Russian heâs matched with online is a pornstar.
But perhaps, a 'professional opinionâ is exactly what Yuuri needsâŚ
https://archiveofourown.org/works/11033310/chapters/24591645
'Cause Iâm a Taker, 'Cause Iâm a Giver, Itâs Only Nature -Â ken_ichijoujiÂ
The story of how Yuuri Katsuki slept with, dated, fell in love with, and married Victor Nikiforov. Yes, in that order.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/9173269/chapters/20825470
A Strangerâs Groom -Â SophiaFrederica
Viktor has always felt a strange connection to Bridget Jones, something that Yuri will never understand. Sure, there are quite a few differences between them: first, Viktor doesnât feel very insecure about his looks (apart from his thinning hairline) and second, he doesnât embarrass himself regularly. He has also made an amazing career and with his status as a high-class celebrity, he probably wonât need to worry too much about money for the rest of his life. But thereâs something in Bridget that Viktor understands better than anyone, the fear of never finding your true love and spending your whole life all alone.
Aka âMarried at First Sightâ AU where both Yuuri and Viktor apply for the said reality television show, become a match and spend 5 weeks together as a married couple.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10887105/chapters/24194160
Not Alone -Â DazzledGhosts
Katsuki Yuuri has been training alongside Victor in St. Petersburg for a while. He has been so careful for no one to know that heâs an omega. But while skating one day, Victor notices something different. Whatâs that smell coming from Yuuriâs neck? Without realizing it, he finds a scent suppressant patch on Yuuriâs neck and curiosity wins the better of him. He tugs and is hit directly with that smell of cardamom and honeysuckle.
Victor falls into his first ever rut. But not because Yuuri is an omega. But because the omega he is smelling is Yuuri. A story where secondary genders do not define you. Where Yuuri is strong despite everything that comes his way as a result of his omeganess. Where Victor strives to be the best alpha he can, but all he wants is to be Victor and Yuuri. Not Alpha and Omega.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10568586/chapters/23350941
Dance of the Red Death - Strange and Intoxicating
Find something to live for.
Viktor Nikiforov loved too much. What begins as a cough morphs into something that takes the shape of an unseen monster hiding in his very blood. With the Russian government scrambling to sweep under the rug the worst of a crisis thatâs been thirty-five years in the making and a society that sees his disease as a death sentence, Viktor is left with figuring out his own way to survive.
It starts as a way to escapeâ a youtube video of music and color and light, but quickly becomes something he never expected when Yuri Katsuki teaches him that surviving is not living. Yuri teaches him that living is taking the jump into unknown and accepting all that comes with it.
This is not a story of anger. This is not a story of fear. This is not even a story of pain.
This is a 21st Century love overcoming the obstacles of the 20th Centuryâs politics of fear.
This is a story of life.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/8496907/chapters/19471678
Currently in the Rivals AU⌠First chapter of the sequel looks great @kazliin http://archiveofourown.org/works/10450500

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youâre having a coffee in an italian cafĂŠ and this man wonât stop staring at you... wyd?
Iâve been relistening all the gerry episodes and i finally understand what he was going on about, so hereâs a mandatory gerry sketchđđ
how I sleep at night knowing tma is a tragedy and Jon will most probably die at the age of like 31 after he lost his parents, felt unwanted by his grandmother, lived with childhood trauma for most of his life, struggled with letting people in and then got rejected by those he did let in, dealt with a close friendship falling apart and ending before he could fix anything, got further traumatised by his work in the archives, fought to trust others and care and stay himself while he struggled with becoming a monster, lost six months of his life to a coma, dealt with feelings he took so long to realise and which he felt were no longer requited and then dealt with all the regret that came with it, and then after he finally let himself be seen and accepted and loved in return and after he found peace and happiness and companionship and a chance to heal and got the tiniest preview of how happy he could be with the one he loves he was forced to end the world and was burdened with knowledge that his instinctive curiosity and selflessness had only made it easier
how I sleep at night knowing that tma is a tragedy and Martin will either die at like 31 or stay alone AGAIN after he lived all his life dealing with loneliness in one way or another, got abandoned by his father, experienced a death of a close relative at a young age, was deprived of his youth due to his mother's illness, had to grow up too soon and deal with guilt that came with lying to get employed, was underappreciated and patronised when he only wanted to be kind, dealt with unrequited feelings for his boss by telling himself it was for the best, mourned for said boss when things between them got good and hopeful, learned that his mother had always hated him only to lose her two months later, spent six months in self-destructive isolation which got him deeper and deeper into the Lonely's grasp while he had to reject the person he loves, and when he was finally free to love, when he learned he was loved back, when he got a glimpse of a life he could have TOGETHER with the one he loves and a chance to heal, it all Changed and will never be coming back to the way it was in a way that will crush him